You people who actually educate on these topics are the true heroes. I hope whatever decision u made makes u feel good and in peace ❤️I don't agree with this surgery but it doesn't harm me so I can't tell u what to do with ur body. Sending love
All I’ve got to say as a biological female idk how you do it, I was crushing my own legs together just watching this. Nonsexual self insertion is tough work so I can’t imagine! Thanks for the education 🙏
In fact it is torture. She is not allowing her open wound to close. The body does not recognise the "neovsgina" as a functional organ, mainly the canal, it's a big wound prone to infection that the body tries to close 24/7!
That is because it is torture caused by crazy doctors that are hurting people not helping them in any way This is step one for humans to become trans-humans Real women are not needed any more Men trying to become women is a totally nutty idea It won't work ever!
Their lives are ruined, pain and infection forever. All for selfish pursuits of wanting the opposite of jow God planned and provided for them. They can't change their chromosomes anyway, so what's the point???
You are definitely presenting from an educational standpoint so that should be fine with the censures . I can appreciate this as what it is meant to be. Thank you for sharing your life with me with your watchers . Huggz and glad to know you have been successful a couple times with your Alpha.
The process reminds me of stretching a peircing, like an earlobe. Is there no apparatus such as a plug that can be left inside for extended periods, like overnight?
Thank you so much for sharing your journey and experience with dilation, Lee! I'm also using these to restore my pelvic health & it is so affirming to hear another individual verbalize thoughts I've been saying to myself lately thinking "am I the only one encountering this (sensation, emotion, etc.) with my body when trying to complete a session?" Thank you again & I wish you best of luck in recovery & all of your future endeavors. Take care of yourself!! ❤
People rush to judge. I see nothing wrong with this. If this is what it takes for a person to feel happy in THEIR body i say go for it, i could never understand what they went through day by day. I hope you the best and a fulfilled life.
Dont be delusional, you are misleading and causing false hopes only to lead hurt and pain to many watching/reading; donyou really see her hapoy in any of the videos? It’s their body? If only she had remained discreet! This is now public and giving the wrong message to many younger people is what the rest of the world objects
@emreduygun your reply makes no sense what so ever, you must know everything. You speak for the world? You sound like a sad person. Get yourself some mental help. 👌
I think it's good that you speak openly. Since these rainbow activists have been attacking everything that is not transsexual and manipulating children with false information and false promisses, there has been great resentment among the population and especially among parents. In earlier times there were no problems. because everyone could live as they wanted.
I'm taking things one surgery at a time, and I'm glad you're sharing what this is really like. That was helpful to see; I want to proceed with open eyes 💜
I just got my FFS done a week ago and I'm absolutely delighted with the result. I'm doing vocal feminization via feminization laryngoplasty next in three months, and I'm extremely excited for it @@copyrightcharacter1166
Thank you for being so incredibly brave to show the process . This will help many individuals! Question, do you have serial feelings at all since surgery?
Thank you for this video, I am now 1,5 month post op. I have the same issue. I got a epithese from the hospital, Now at home, I have a lot of muscle tension, and it is so painful. I tried different positions, using more and less lupe.. tried to relax.. Nothing is really working. 😢 I hope it goes smoother over time... Ps: I douche on the toilet, less messy, and no wet clothes afterwards. Emma.
wow this was an education video. I'm sorry you have to go through this all the time, it can be painful 💔 I hope you are at peace now. I'm a trans woman too. thanks for sharing
Well done. You are doing great. I'm a woman and wincing looking at that! But I really hope it gets easier. It's not a magic fix, surgery. It takes commitment, as I can see here. Well done for doing it even when you had a meeting to get to. Yes, leaning forward with that hand is going to tighten up the pelvic mussels along with your lower stomach - that can't help!
You're a rebel to the core. I'd say "you have some balls" but that's not quite right. "your gutsy girl" always pushes the norms. Keep up the good fight. ❤
@@Pana-anna63 I appreciate this clarification and don't feel you are safekeeping.. I discovered a lack of consensus in the trans community about this fundamental and crucial distinction so I approach it with caution. I apparently erred and will take your advice henceforth. Thank you.
@@francisbartoszewski2284 If that was the case, than they wouldn’t be transitioning. It’s all in the name. That why it’s important not to conflate language. Trans women are trans women, no more then that. Women are what we’ve been since Creation. There have and always will be only two sexes, two genders and two binaries. Anything outside of these, is not the norm. Insisting and pushing this agenda, will only promote a backlash and than, unfortunately, transsexuals will bear the brunt of transgender activism. Transsexuals acknowledge their biology but choose to live as the opposite sex. They work hard to assimilate into society, without infringing on the rights of women, feminine men or butch women.
Serious question Cher, what if you have to go to the bathroom in the middle of this? Do you have to completely start over or you can stick it back in there and start off where you left off?
Lol actually u supposed to use the bathroom before diolating empty your bladdern but if u really have to pee in between u don't have restart u can go pee and then continue where left of I'm also a post op trans
Sorry bit late commenting, you may not see this. Thank you for uploading this, I'll be having bottom surgery really soon. 5th august which is my Birthday! This is so helpful to watch, thank you.
Oh lee i never knew there was so much involved post op to make sure that area of your body worked as it should. Going by your video it must be hard on you at times especially with the pain involved, if only you had someone who you really trusted who you was willing to let help you when you are doing the dialating even if was so you could chat and take your mind off what you are doing
Women go through a lot in their lives, things men dont need to do i guess this is why women are tough, made that way because pain is the way of a Woman.❤
Lee ... well, that was certainly educational. I keep having chats with anti-trans folks who just don't GET how involved it is to be a trans gal ... and how much dysphoria one must have to choose all the hormones, surgeries, and endless maintenance that it entails!
and practically no sensory nerves either! The VV has over 40,000 nerves! While the PP has around 10,000 and most of those nerves are lost during surgery! Pray to the Most High, for healing those who are so confused!
why don’t you get yourself a thrusting dilator like the sex shop mechanical types dilatory. I had to learn with one of those. Due partner’s being 50mm. And relaxing was the issues. Dilating 5 to 8 mm bigger so I’m not in discomfort.
This is clearly discomforting. Why go through this pain. Let's respect God and remain in our biological state. Whats all these? Am not judging though 😮
I had my bottom surgery 17 months ago and had know problems..I have nearly 6 inches depth . I don't dilate now but use a virbrater once aweek instead. But my dillater did have a curve at the end made it easy. I am from.the uk . Had it done at parkside Dr bellringer in London. He is on you tube .
Hey, I have a lot of questions because I wanna go to the surgery and I have a lot of feelings that I don't know. I think you can answer them for me. Because I don't wanna do the surgery. I'm going to the stages and it is expensive. Please let me know anything.
These video's help me as a heterosexual cis-gender woman to understand about what is involved becoming a different gender. Thank you for the educational information.
It's not a vagina, it's an artificial cosmetic structure that's not suppose to be there which is why it requires a lifetime of dilation and has a potential to lose depth, become narrow and close. It's totally unnatural.
Boring? No one ever claimed dialating after bottom surgery would be “fun”. I can’t understand why you say “I’m in a hurry” because this isn’t something you should be rushing through. If you do, you’re absolutely crazy because you’re only ruining your progress. I also can’t believe you behave like you’re surprised at what is required because I’m sure your doctors informed you even before your surgery what would be required afterwards.
"I’m sure your doctors informed you even before your surgery what would be required afterwards." They often don't, they are willing to prescribe homono with ease and are willing to lie that bottom surge is the same as the intended reproductive organ.
Let me start by complimenting you on your beautiful skin. Very feminine, very attractive and beautifull legs and skin. Congratulations. On a different subject, would it be possible for you to keep the dilator (or something equivalent) permanently inside you during all hours of the day,at least for the first few months? It seems to me that the insertion process makes you very anxious. Maybe, if it became a "semi-permanent" fixture, you might stop getting so anxious and it might become kind of "normal"..
You are so pretty you look like a girl I was with for 8 years I really loved her and especially just cuddling and listening to her go talking like you do I love how much things mean to you your are all ways on the edge of tears you really want people to understand she used a strap on me but we both laugh because she was never dominate she was like you sweet and acmodating you really seem like cuddling girl I love that just massage and kiss and relax your darling really
Why put yourself through all this pain? It hurts because it's not a va***a. You have to do this everyday for 12 months and you paid money to put yourself through this? I honestly feel sorry for you....🤷🏾♀️
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You people who actually educate on these topics are the true heroes. I hope whatever decision u made makes u feel good and in peace ❤️I don't agree with this surgery but it doesn't harm me so I can't tell u what to do with ur body. Sending love
All I’ve got to say as a biological female idk how you do it, I was crushing my own legs together just watching this. Nonsexual self insertion is tough work so I can’t imagine! Thanks for the education 🙏
It's disgusting and wrong!!!!
Sorry, but this looks like torture 😢
Frustrating perhaps
In fact it is torture. She is not allowing her open wound to close. The body does not recognise the "neovsgina" as a functional organ, mainly the canal, it's a big wound prone to infection that the body tries to close 24/7!
That is because it is torture caused by crazy doctors that are hurting people not helping them in any way This is step one for humans to become trans-humans Real women are not needed any more Men trying to become women is a totally nutty idea It won't work ever!
It really is a though the medical world is what is screwing him now😢
This is mutilation, pure and simple.
Absolute body horror. How can anyone live like this?!
This is the most unnatural thing there is.
I couldn't stand it!
I was thinking the same thing. Life is hard enough already, without this added drama.
Stupidity .
Their lives are ruined, pain and infection forever. All for selfish pursuits of wanting the opposite of jow God planned and provided for them. They can't change their chromosomes anyway, so what's the point???
You are definitely presenting from an educational standpoint so that should be fine with the censures . I can appreciate this as what it is meant to be. Thank you for sharing your life with me with your watchers . Huggz and glad to know you have been successful a couple times with your Alpha.
The process reminds me of stretching a peircing, like an earlobe. Is there no apparatus such as a plug that can be left inside for extended periods, like overnight?
I've heard that some people use an inflatable device that expands instead of the hard dilators.
ITS A WOUND!!!!!! ITS TRYING TO HEAL UP!!!!!
I'm a biological woman and I can say, I don't like anything in my cooter. No I'm not gay...this just looks so uncomfortable!
@josephrochefort9989 it is not medically necessary. this person willfully had their genitals mutilated
It’s a lifetime of suffering! They need psychiatric help instead of surgery
I am so sorry you have to go through this. If this is not dedication ...? Girl, I really do not think I could do that. Sending you healing vibes!
I don't think the dude's healing from that for the rest of his life but ok
Thank you so much for sharing your journey and experience with dilation, Lee! I'm also using these to restore my pelvic health & it is so affirming to hear another individual verbalize thoughts I've been saying to myself lately thinking "am I the only one encountering this (sensation, emotion, etc.) with my body when trying to complete a session?" Thank you again & I wish you best of luck in recovery & all of your future endeavors. Take care of yourself!! ❤
The doctor's are liars You have been lied to! You have an open wound that is trying to heal Not a neo-vagina!
People rush to judge. I see nothing wrong with this. If this is what it takes for a person to feel happy in THEIR body i say go for it, i could never understand what they went through day by day. I hope you the best and a fulfilled life.
Dont be delusional, you are misleading and causing false hopes only to lead hurt and pain to many watching/reading; donyou really see her hapoy in any of the videos? It’s their body? If only she had remained discreet! This is now public and giving the wrong message to many younger people is what the rest of the world objects
@emreduygun your reply makes no sense what so ever, you must know everything. You speak for the world? You sound like a sad person. Get yourself some mental help. 👌
I'm a woman and i don't do this.
good for you
So you are saying real women don't throw dialating parties???
I'm a woman and I do this. Many ones do.
@@VeronicaGorositoMusictoo bad for you
@@VeronicaGorositoMusic no you don't. Do you even know what this is? Have you seen the infected ones?
I think it's good that you speak openly. Since these rainbow activists have been attacking everything that is not transsexual and manipulating children with false information and false promisses, there has been great resentment among the population and especially among parents. In earlier times there were no problems. because everyone could live as they wanted.
Insanity
Uh id rather just have a dingaling ....
Nobody asked😑
@@VortexKiller2and no one invited you to comment
😂🤣🤣🤣🤣
Its fascinating. I tried to explain this to my girlfriend, i learned about the on HBO's "Taxi cab confessions"
Real women dont need to dilate.
Real men have nothing to say about this.
@@mamaboocee real men know that real women don't need to dilate. Trans women are men.
@@mamaboocee trans women don't either, since they are bodily men, with unnatural changes
Actually, dilators were originally made for various conditions that effect cisgender women, much akin to Vaginoplasty as a whole.
Is ANYTHING worth having to go through this ?
having piv intercourse with men?
No
No
Definitely no 😢
No
I'm taking things one surgery at a time, and I'm glad you're sharing what this is really like. That was helpful to see; I want to proceed with open eyes 💜
@@lessons9745 neither is my transition
don't do it
I just got my FFS done a week ago and I'm absolutely delighted with the result. I'm doing vocal feminization via feminization laryngoplasty next in three months, and I'm extremely excited for it @@copyrightcharacter1166
Don't do it not every surgery is successful remember this is permanent and must be done for the rest of your life
Watch the surgery video horrific God Loves You
Imagine having to do this every single day for the rest of your life just because you wake up feeling "different" one day 😓
I dont spend my time imagining how others live their lives 🤷🏼♀️
@@milkymilk53 wow congratulations honey 👏
Do you want a medal? 🥇
Look at you little snowflake, you triggered? Gonna cry? 😂
Here's your cookie dear 🍪 @@milkymilk53
They need to get psychological/psychiatric help.
You're doing fine and this is very informative. Thank you.
Therepy would have been less painful and cheaper 😢
But therapy doesn't get you the vagina! Understand that that is what we want!
Thank you for being so incredibly brave to show the process .
This will help many individuals!
Question, do you have serial feelings at all since surgery?
Thank you for this video, I am now 1,5 month post op. I have the same issue. I got a epithese from the hospital, Now at home, I have a lot of muscle tension, and it is so painful. I tried different positions, using more and less lupe.. tried to relax.. Nothing is really working. 😢 I hope it goes smoother over time...
Ps: I douche on the toilet, less messy, and no wet clothes afterwards.
Emma.
That's awful
wow this was an education video. I'm sorry you have to go through this all the time, it can be painful 💔 I hope you are at peace now. I'm a trans woman too. thanks for sharing
Two years 😢 when do you finally stop
Never. It never heals in most cases.
Well done. You are doing great. I'm a woman and wincing looking at that! But I really hope it gets easier. It's not a magic fix, surgery. It takes commitment, as I can see here. Well done for doing it even when you had a meeting to get to.
Yes, leaning forward with that hand is going to tighten up the pelvic mussels along with your lower stomach - that can't help!
seems like if dialating hurts this badly then sex would too,so why put yourself through this?
They didn't get proper help
Thanks for the genuinely educational content. Be well.
I hope you are healthy and happy with your new self.
Well, I’d agree! I hope you can be happy & healthy with yourself 😊
You realise it's a wound trying to heal up right? A trans just committed suicide last week who had the same surgery!!!!
You're a rebel to the core. I'd say "you have some balls" but that's not quite right. "your gutsy girl" always pushes the norms. Keep up the good fight. ❤
I love your trust and willingness to share this with us. You are a truly remarkable woman. ❤
𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨-𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣, not 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣. I'm not gate-keeping, as 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣 don't have to do this.
Please don't conflate language as it's disrespectful to 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣.
@@Pana-anna63 I appreciate this clarification and don't feel you are safekeeping.. I discovered a lack of consensus in the trans community about this fundamental and crucial distinction so I approach it with caution. I apparently erred and will take your advice henceforth. Thank you.
@@Pana-anna63 Trans women ARE women.
@@francisbartoszewski2284 If that was the case, than they wouldn’t be transitioning. It’s all in the name. That why it’s important not to conflate language. Trans women are trans women, no more then that. Women are what we’ve been since Creation. There have and always will be only two sexes, two genders and two binaries.
Anything outside of these, is not the norm. Insisting and pushing this agenda, will only promote a backlash and than, unfortunately, transsexuals will bear the brunt of transgender activism.
Transsexuals acknowledge their biology but choose to live as the opposite sex. They work hard to assimilate into society, without infringing on the rights of women, feminine men or butch women.
Exactly! Real women do not need to dilate at all
This was educational, thank you for the video.
Are you ever worried that the dilater will break your internal wall? That is something id fear.
7 inches?
No 9
being forced to play with yourself takes all the fun out of it.
Extremely helpful. Thank you kindly.
Thank you for daring to speak about this and showing the reality of these operations!
Serious question Cher, what if you have to go to the bathroom in the middle of this? Do you have to completely start over or you can stick it back in there and start off where you left off?
Lol actually u supposed to use the bathroom before diolating empty your bladdern but if u really have to pee in between u don't have restart u can go pee and then continue where left of I'm also a post op trans
How are things going now? It looked like you were really struggling 😢
This must be so helpful to transwomen Lee. You really are amazing Lee.
Demons 😈 this is truly sick 🤢
You’re sick.
Nah that's just your opinion
Sorry bit late commenting, you may not see this. Thank you for uploading this, I'll be having bottom surgery really soon. 5th august which is my Birthday! This is so helpful to watch, thank you.
Wow, this is interesting. Thank you for being honest with ylur journey and struggles
This is some sick shit. Wtf.
Oh lee i never knew there was so much involved post op to make sure that area of your body worked as it should. Going by your video it must be hard on you at times especially with the pain involved, if only you had someone who you really trusted who you was willing to let help you when you are doing the dialating even if was so you could chat and take your mind off what you are doing
Ofc, it's not real. It's nothing like the real deal
Horror movie...
You will always be biological maĺe ❗️
And? Still a woman
So?
Women go through a lot in their lives, things men dont need to do i guess this is why women are tough, made that way because pain is the way of a Woman.❤
Lee ... well, that was certainly educational. I keep having chats with anti-trans folks who just don't GET how involved it is to be a trans gal ... and how much dysphoria one must have to choose all the hormones, surgeries, and endless maintenance that it entails!
@@craigg5410 being transgender is not a delusion.
It all boils down to Choices. Deciding to undergo SRS is indeed a Choice.
How can you enjoy sexual contact if it hurts, I feel bad for these people. 😢
and practically no sensory nerves either! The VV has over 40,000 nerves! While the PP has around 10,000 and most of those nerves are lost during surgery! Pray to the Most High, for healing those who are so confused!
why don’t you get yourself a thrusting dilator like the sex shop mechanical types dilatory. I had to learn with one of those. Due partner’s being 50mm. And relaxing was the issues.
Dilating 5 to 8 mm bigger so I’m not in discomfort.
How insane
God bless you I can never do this nor would I ever wish too
Why would you say 'God bless you' to such an act?
Do they have gynecologist who specializes in these particular vajay jays? It would be crazy to ask a normal gyn to treat issues you may face
nope, just my dr. i don't see a normal gyno they just dont know this type of vajay
I pray you find peace. Also, thank you God, for this has helped turn away from such sin. That looks like horror and so unnatural
I feel stressed for you , having to go through this regime every day. ❤
Hope you can lead your dream life soonest ❤
Lee, I love your slippers.❤ I've never seen this style, and they look comfy. Where did you get them? Could I find them on Amazon?
These are from new Zealand. I'm not sure if you can get them online
I used what i call a pro gamer move and just wore a strap on backwards overnight lol
Great educational video!!! Thank you
This is clearly discomforting. Why go through this pain. Let's respect God and remain in our biological state. Whats all these? Am not judging though 😮
Thank you, Lee
I had my bottom surgery 17 months ago and had know problems..I have nearly 6 inches depth . I don't dilate now but use a virbrater once aweek instead. But my dillater did have a curve at the end made it easy. I am from.the uk . Had it done at parkside Dr bellringer in London. He is on you tube .
OMG 😮 what a torture
Why in your living room and not in the bathroom wouldn’t doing it in bathroom save the mess and dog pads?
?No tv…
No tv and not enough room
I always wondered if this was everydayyyyy. 😢
Can't imagine having to do this. Why would you choose this surgery? Wishing you the best.
Your struggling gal . Shouldn't be like this my Dilating was so easy from day one .
whcih method did you do? how is your sexlife now and when were you able to live normal again.
Can you dilate too often?
Hey, I have a lot of questions because I wanna go to the surgery and I have a lot of feelings that I don't know. I think you can answer them for me. Because I don't wanna do the surgery. I'm going to the stages and it is expensive. Please let me know anything.
If u don’t want to do it don’t do it. Many people regret doing it. It’s not worth it.
Don't. More often than not it wrecks everything. 45,000 Detransitioners out there already will tell you that.
OMG 2 years still dilating😢
It's for life!
So much stuff 😮 well having a periode is nog fun eighter😢
These video's help me as a heterosexual cis-gender woman to understand about what is involved becoming a different gender. Thank you for the educational information.
It's not a vagina, it's an artificial cosmetic structure that's not suppose to be there which is why it requires a lifetime of dilation and has a potential to lose depth, become narrow and close. It's totally unnatural.
Do you dilate for the rest of your life
Hardly seems worth it
It's not at all! It's one big lie!
Non sense
Can we expect the end of the world when the eclipse is ocer.
Eventually
what would happen if you spread your legs a little like there was a man between your legs . just asking thought that might help is all
Whats ur legs skin care routine
Happy Saturday, Lee!😊😎☀💙🇺🇸🌷🇬🇧💜🎇👍. I hope it gets better.
Wow, just wow. All l can do is wish you luck and hope you eventually find happiness.
Thank you so much for this video dear fellow trans girl ❤️🩷 Wish you a happy sex life!!
Is nothing personal anymore!
Very interesting. Thanks for sharing.
Is this something that has to be done for the rest of your life????
yes, but not every day after 12 months
yes, but not every day after 12 months
@@leefrancis007 if you miss it, either due to old age, being in a medical emergency or some other issue, it heals up.
Boring? No one ever claimed dialating after bottom surgery would be “fun”. I can’t understand why you say “I’m in a hurry” because this isn’t something you should be rushing through. If you do, you’re absolutely crazy because you’re only ruining your progress. I also can’t believe you behave like you’re surprised at what is required because I’m sure your doctors informed you even before your surgery what would be required afterwards.
"I’m sure your doctors informed you even before your surgery what would be required afterwards." They often don't, they are willing to prescribe homono with ease and are willing to lie that bottom surge is the same as the intended reproductive organ.
Let me start by complimenting you on your beautiful skin. Very feminine, very attractive and beautifull legs and skin. Congratulations.
On a different subject, would it be possible for you to keep the dilator (or something equivalent) permanently inside you during all hours of the day,at least for the first few months?
It seems to me that the insertion process makes you very anxious. Maybe, if it became a "semi-permanent" fixture, you might stop getting so anxious and it might become kind of "normal"..
thanks. not possible to keep an object inside, it will keep coming out and would be uncomfortable
Very pretty legs.
I hope you the best I would love to meet you in person
You are so pretty you look like a girl I was with for 8 years I really loved her and especially just cuddling and listening to her go talking like you do I love how much things mean to you your are all ways on the edge of tears you really want people to understand she used a strap on me but we both laugh because she was never dominate she was like you sweet and acmodating you really seem like cuddling girl I love that just massage and kiss and relax your darling really
Why put yourself through all this pain? It hurts because it's not a va***a. You have to do this everyday for 12 months and you paid money to put yourself through this? I honestly feel sorry for you....🤷🏾♀️
It's actually not every day for 12 months, it's for life
Bless you girl 🙌🙌
Horrible
lol
Stop.
Thank you Dear! Thank you 🤭💋
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