Thankyou for talking about your ED India! I’m struggling with the same and this made me feel less alone. You’re so strong, so amazing, watching you grow has been incredible. I love you through and through, I’ll be here no matter how many times you ghost. ♥️
Let me tell you something, the girl who cheated with your (then) boyfriend will be cheated on so many times in her life. If she thinks that men will cheat to be with her, but won’t then cheat on her, she’s stupid. She has no morals and nor do they. She’s (J) got nothing on you anyway, seriously. Listen to your dad, he’s wise. Let’s these girls play around with their boys, you make sure who you date is a man who will respect you and wants a future. X Pray for wisdom to discern the difference x
Been watching since your 'how to make money as a 14 year old' video. I really love your videos because you're so real and honest, that has never changed.
any type of video will be greatly appreciated, we missed you so much!! please don't feel pressured to only share good things. we genuinely care about you, whether you take time away from socials or post sad/"bad" videos, we'll love you all the same
INDIAAAA as a supporter of u since like 2017 this video means so much. Our bdays are only a few days apart so being so fr I would constantly compare myself to "you" your insta and tiktok presence/ success, and Ikkkk that's a bad mindset and I'm almost past this mindset but something about us being literally the same age did something idk. being so vulnerable and sharing how you really felt during these times was a huge reality check that like even tho everything "looked great" from the outside the most important thing is if you're actually happy or not
U said to comment if we wanted a certain video put back up, so could you maybe re upload your “workout routine + how I started my fitness journey” that you did around just over a year ago please or a few makeup routines 🤍 glad ur back.
So, so, soooo happy you’re back India ❤ and SOO happy you’ve answered all the questions we have been asking for ages 😂 Sorry to hear about your ED struggles! Sending lots of love ❤️ Genuinely happy for you and the new boyf he seems really nice 🫶🫶
you said we could asks for videos we wanted you to re-upload. personally i’d love for your fitness videos, especially the one you made talking about lockdown. i also loved watching your try on’s. i went back to those videos a lot
Yayyy so happy you finally posted India! Love this vid and just a lil reminder that I know it’s easy to get caught up on TH-cam views and stuff and have anxiety around that, but the people who are here and watch love your content and want u to keep posting🥰 happy ur back
eds usually creep in after a big life change, same thing happened to me just remember that you may relapse every now and then which is completely normal as long as you dont give up.xx
You’re really strong for talking about your ed India 💗 although I do understand where you’re coming from regarding deleting your old videos, I hope you can reupload the old ones actually. I started watching you many years ago when you still lived in England and was doing makeup tutorials and stuff, and those videos are quite nostalgic and comforting and definitely not embarrassing imo. Sending you love and light 🤍
The realest person is back! Missed you I'd love to re watch the New York vlogs and everything about health/the gym, but if the latter is something you don't feel comfortable with then ofc no need
WOW thank YOU for this video, i was the “chill cool girl” for some time, and i would let shit slide like it didn’t affected the hell out of me, not anymore, i rather sound insane and crazy than being disrespected
Such a good video, so happy to see u upload. For any videos that u asked if we would like unprivated, I was/am obsessed with your 2021 videos were you were on your fitness and modelling journey, they were so entertaining and helpful ❤️
omg so happy for this video! I have missed sm videos of yours. I miss everything modelling related, please repost them again. Only if u feel like it off
Im so sorry u were sick and your ed got worst, honestly I relate completely even though I wish I didn’t but it’s the truth shit gets hard and I feel disgusted and don’t wanna see anyone, so I feel y and I’m so sorry u went through it hope u get better soon cause ur an amazing human being and it matters if ur healthy not if ur skinny sick so nourish ur body and live life❤
Missed you so much! Sorry to hear about your ED and wishing you the best. I miss your vlogs from abroad and your health and fitness vlogs. Sending lots of love
Aw sweetheart I’m sorry that you have been going through so much. I hope you have been staying in contact with your family. Nobody is fully independent and maybe you need a trip home and have your mum take care of you for a little while. Or maybe if you could find a decent counsellor if you haven’t already being alone is not always the best thing for us xxxx
Also can you post tips on staying cordial with people who have hurt you? My biggest fear is running into people I used to be friends with, I don’t know how to react but I don’t wanna be immature or give them something to talk about
India, I'm glad to see another video of yours. Hope you're feeling good about yourself. Do healthy stuff that also makes you happy, and have a great year! 😊❤
I know recovery is hard but it is so so worth it for the freedom you will gain ❤️ You can only show up fully for others if you take care of yourself properly first 🙏🏼 You deserve to be able to truly live and discover your full potential ✨
I love watching your videos please do more of you can🙏 and please did drive with me Vlogs their my favorite to watch and know you’ll be perfect for it👌
hey, thanks for mentioning the eating nd body image btw. Its helpful for my brain at this point in time, to remind that - like you said it is really bad, as its made me reflect since I do the same thing everyday but have normalised it in my head. its Especially helpful with social media atm and thin being "in" and seeing big social media personalities get smaller and smaller, its a nice reminder that a lot of people will be doing it unsustainablly and unhealthily, so thanks! sending love
Hi @India ! I loved all your recent videos like NYC vlogs and Q&As but video I miss the most is the one with your dad ❤ hoping you would reconsider reuploading it!!
Struggling with food and your self image is one of the most difficult things. Because, atleast for me, it’s not like there was an unawareness of the actions and bad habits that had developed: the constant checking myself in the mirror, the hyper awareness and control of the food i ate, only eating at certain times of the day etc. whilst convincing myself that restrictions and overworking out was a part of my health journey. And maybe those things don’t all apply to you, but regardless a fixation on our image Is a type of bondage that is so hard to shake loose. The life we live is under its control, because it’s now how we perceive ourself that determines the difference between a good day and bad day. And it’s entirely a mental thing. realistically no matter how much weight is lost or has already been lost, I would’ve still looked at myself in the mirror and found something to be unsatisfied with. Compared myself to how I looked yesterday or how ‘she’ looks today. We were never meant to be so aware of ourselves and the people around us, and I can’t even imagine being in that state of mind, whilst your image is also your career. Honestly, I can’t give you professional advice but, from a spiritual standpoint, God was the only thing that freed me from the chains of that mindset. The world will only ever love you temporarily and conditionally, based on how you look and what you do, and subconsciously it gives us that same mindset toward our self. But I pray that God shows you where your value comes from. Not from this world, not even from yourself, but from Him, who created you. God is good, therefore everything He made is good. literally, it is impossible to get to know God without getting to know who you are, in Him. How his love for you, for his children, is so unconditional and even at the worst of days and most isolated moments, He is closer than your next breath, if only you just ask. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. All the best, India
Maybe instead of deleting all your videos you could make a new channel and post there. All your old videos are so comforting and they were really enjoyable. If you do repost maybe include the date you made it lol
I love you girll, but to be honest with you girly. You have tired weed. Weed is in edibles ( edibles have weed ) just because you haven’t smoked it doesn’t mean you, you didn’t try it. HI FROM CHICAGO 😘
I really miss you're old videos it's not fair to delete them just like that ! You helped me to go through really bad days .. I used to be so happy watching them and really enjoy my time ! It's was a good days and it makes me so sad to think I will never watch them again ! .. You and kelsey simone ? Who also did this to her old videos ! They were her best videos! but as soon as she get enough Money she made them private ! And it's really selfish In my opinion . It's really not fair to do that to people who support you and give you a lot of views and helped you to get where you are in life and all the good stuff that you have ! The last thing you do is a thanks to delete those videos or keep them privet .
She literally had an Ed god stop with the diet culture and the model wieiad under eating promoting videos that society glamorizes, normalizes and promotes
@@janajohannaa sweetheart, if you watched the video you see that she truly spoke good shit in it, ate everything she wanted and was being real, it was very motivating and inspiring and over all just a very healthy mindset
Thankyou for talking about your ED India! I’m struggling with the same and this made me feel less alone. You’re so strong, so amazing, watching you grow has been incredible. I love you through and through, I’ll be here no matter how many times you ghost. ♥️
your nyc vlogs were genuinely genuinely so inspiring to me, how independent you were, you had so much fun, please re upload them
Yes pls!!!!
Let me tell you something, the girl who cheated with your (then) boyfriend will be cheated on so many times in her life. If she thinks that men will cheat to be with her, but won’t then cheat on her, she’s stupid. She has no morals and nor do they. She’s (J) got nothing on you anyway, seriously. Listen to your dad, he’s wise. Let’s these girls play around with their boys, you make sure who you date is a man who will respect you and wants a future. X Pray for wisdom to discern the difference x
who’s the girl, tell me!
@@athenahiraeth5361 jordyn jones
@@cassandrafelix4336 how’d you know?
@@Anxxhka look it up, people talked about it online xx
@@Anxxhka she kind of hinted about it on TikTok and lots of people caught onto it
Been watching since your 'how to make money as a 14 year old' video. I really love your videos because you're so real and honest, that has never changed.
OMG ive been keeping up with her since then too
Please put your old videos back up they hold a special place in all our hearts ❤
i missed you so much India!!! please don't ghost us again, but make sure to put yourself first❤
Its so crazy to me to see that girls as otherworldly beautiful as you struggle like this. Sending u lots of love and i hope u get better soon angel
any type of video will be greatly appreciated, we missed you so much!! please don't feel pressured to only share good things. we genuinely care about you, whether you take time away from socials or post sad/"bad" videos, we'll love you all the same
INDIAAAA as a supporter of u since like 2017 this video means so much. Our bdays are only a few days apart so being so fr I would constantly compare myself to "you" your insta and tiktok presence/ success, and Ikkkk that's a bad mindset and I'm almost past this mindset but something about us being literally the same age did something idk.
being so vulnerable and sharing how you really felt during these times was a huge reality check that like even tho everything "looked great" from the outside the most important thing is if you're actually happy or not
glad you're back...I miss watching ALL you old videos. they have always been my "safe place"
india you’re strong and a beautiful person, i hope you see you that and get much better!!
U said to comment if we wanted a certain video put back up, so could you maybe re upload your “workout routine + how I started my fitness journey” that you did around just over a year ago please or a few makeup routines 🤍 glad ur back.
So, so, soooo happy you’re back India ❤ and SOO happy you’ve answered all the questions we have been asking for ages 😂
Sorry to hear about your ED struggles! Sending lots of love ❤️ Genuinely happy for you and the new boyf he seems really nice 🫶🫶
if only you knew how much i mean that you're genuinely my role model!!! like ilysm, you're so strong and independent and honest!
welcome back baby girl! so glad you're in a much better place mentally! thank you for being so transparent in this video
you said we could asks for videos we wanted you to re-upload. personally i’d love for your fitness videos, especially the one you made talking about lockdown. i also loved watching your try on’s. i went back to those videos a lot
Yayyy so happy you finally posted India! Love this vid and just a lil reminder that I know it’s easy to get caught up on TH-cam views and stuff and have anxiety around that, but the people who are here and watch love your content and want u to keep posting🥰 happy ur back
i’m so glad you’re posting again india i’m so proud of you
eds usually creep in after a big life change, same thing happened to me just remember that you may relapse every now and then which is completely normal as long as you dont give up.xx
I'm so happy that you're back!! 💘Been watching your videos for years and all of your old videos bring comfort and nostalgia
You’re really strong for talking about your ed India 💗 although I do understand where you’re coming from regarding deleting your old videos, I hope you can reupload the old ones actually. I started watching you many years ago when you still lived in England and was doing makeup tutorials and stuff, and those videos are quite nostalgic and comforting and definitely not embarrassing imo. Sending you love and light 🤍
Im glad you found a boyfriend that treats you so well you deserve it💓
The realest person is back! Missed you
I'd love to re watch the New York vlogs and everything about health/the gym, but if the latter is something you don't feel comfortable with then ofc no need
thank you india, to be opened abt ur Ed, i'm in the same stage right now so this video saved me sm❤😢
Can you reupload your Miami swim week and your full week of eating like VS Angels?? so glad you’re back!
WOW thank YOU for this video, i was the “chill cool girl” for some time, and i would let shit slide like it didn’t affected the hell out of me, not anymore, i rather sound insane and crazy than being disrespected
Yes I miss your old grwm videos and vlogs . But happy you’re doing better
Thank you so much for being so honest with us,, sending you all the good vibes, love you queen 🫶🫶
Missed your uploads! Glad to see you’re back ❤
Such a good video, so happy to see u upload. For any videos that u asked if we would like unprivated, I was/am obsessed with your 2021 videos were you were on your fitness and modelling journey, they were so entertaining and helpful ❤️
omg so happy for this video! I have missed sm videos of yours. I miss everything modelling related, please repost them again. Only if u feel like it off
I miss your videos!!! Glad your back and well! More please
Im so sorry u were sick and your ed got worst, honestly I relate completely even though I wish I didn’t but it’s the truth shit gets hard and I feel disgusted and don’t wanna see anyone, so I feel y and I’m so sorry u went through it hope u get better soon cause ur an amazing human being and it matters if ur healthy not if ur skinny sick so nourish ur body and live life❤
Can I please have just your nyc vlogs genuinely cant describe the way they motivated me when i was down
You are literallyyy my inspiration Happy to see you again ❤️❤️
I’m happy you’re doing whatever you need to do for yourself! 💗💗
Missed you so much! Sorry to hear about your ED and wishing you the best. I miss your vlogs from abroad and your health and fitness vlogs. Sending lots of love
i’ve missed you so much india 🤍 pleaseeee repost your new york vlogs they are honestly my therapy
Aw sweetheart I’m sorry that you have been going through so much. I hope you have been staying in contact with your family. Nobody is fully independent and maybe you need a trip home and have your mum take care of you for a little while. Or maybe if you could find a decent counsellor if you haven’t already being alone is not always the best thing for us xxxx
Just realised you have a boyfriend now so I’m happy you have some support over there with you
i miss your grwm videos! i get ready with you while i’m watching😂
I need the nyc vlogs!!! They are my comfort videos❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am so upset she deleted all her vedios..i was such a fan of her style of doing her makeup but now it's all gone.
I need more of your content ❤️❤️❤️ lots of love, hope you feel as good as possible 💕
Also can you post tips on staying cordial with people who have hurt you? My biggest fear is running into people I used to be friends with, I don’t know how to react but I don’t wanna be immature or give them something to talk about
Legit same. I live in the same town as my ex friend whose entire family betrayed me and I’m so anxious I’ll run into her
i am so so so excited, you're my favourite video and your videos are such a treat! make me feel sooo good and happy! lysm!
I love your style! Maybe valentine's haul?
Hey! Glad to see you back
remember her as the little fan of grace and grace
5:40? What? I don't know who she is... Who is it? Pls name-drop
jordyn jones
@@natashawatt365what? really?
@@mutiaraqurrota yeah
Who's the BF/Ex? Choi?
@@mitch9894 yes
India, I'm glad to see another video of yours. Hope you're feeling good about yourself. Do healthy stuff that also makes you happy, and have a great year! 😊❤
I know recovery is hard but it is so so worth it for the freedom you will gain ❤️ You can only show up fully for others if you take care of yourself properly first 🙏🏼 You deserve to be able to truly live and discover your full potential ✨
I love watching your videos please do more of you can🙏 and please did drive with me Vlogs their my favorite to watch and know you’ll be perfect for it👌
i have that snowfairy candle!! it smells amazing!
the return :)
Can’t wait for a clothing haul
hey, thanks for mentioning the eating nd body image btw. Its helpful for my brain at this point in time, to remind that - like you said it is really bad, as its made me reflect since I do the same thing everyday but have normalised it in my head. its Especially helpful with social media atm and thin being "in" and seeing big social media personalities get smaller and smaller, its a nice reminder that a lot of people will be doing it unsustainablly and unhealthily, so thanks! sending love
Closet clean out video would be so funnn!
Hi @India ! I loved all your recent videos like NYC vlogs and Q&As but video I miss the most is the one with your dad ❤ hoping you would reconsider reuploading it!!
Thanks for posting! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Struggling with food and your self image is one of the most difficult things. Because, atleast for me, it’s not like there was an unawareness of the actions and bad habits that had developed: the constant checking myself in the mirror, the hyper awareness and control of the food i ate, only eating at certain times of the day etc. whilst convincing myself that restrictions and overworking out was a part of my health journey. And maybe those things don’t all apply to you, but regardless a fixation on our image
Is a type of bondage that is so hard to shake loose. The life we live is under its control, because it’s now how we perceive ourself that determines the difference between a good day and bad day. And it’s entirely a mental thing. realistically no matter how much weight is lost or has already been lost, I would’ve still looked at myself in the mirror and found something to be unsatisfied with. Compared myself to how I looked yesterday or how ‘she’ looks today. We were never meant to be so aware of ourselves and the people around us, and I can’t even imagine being in that state of mind, whilst your image is also your career. Honestly, I can’t give you professional advice but, from a spiritual standpoint, God was the only thing that freed me from the chains of that mindset. The world will only ever love you temporarily and conditionally, based on how you look and what you do, and subconsciously it gives us that same mindset toward our self. But I pray that God shows you where your value comes from. Not from this world, not even from yourself, but from Him, who created you. God is good, therefore everything He made is good. literally, it is impossible to get to know God without getting to know who you are, in Him. How his love for you, for his children, is so unconditional and even at the worst of days and most isolated moments, He is closer than your next breath, if only you just ask. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. All the best, India
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭 WHEN THE NOTIFICATION SHOWED I IMMEDIATELY CLICKED ON IT 😭
You don’t sound crazy at all that’s bare minimum respect that your partner AND friend should not ever even think about doing
can u pls do a hair care routine ur hair looks so healthy
India please what i got for my birthday and christmas. I used to be obsessed with them 😭
I miss the Ibiza vlogs! All the travel vlogs!!
Loved the vid! What camera do you use because it has such high quality!
The accent change is low-key cute
Oh I’d love to see your recipies videos I love to make the recipies they are amazing 🤍🥺
Love you babe keep it up 😘🥰
Maybe instead of deleting all your videos you could make a new channel and post there. All your old videos are so comforting and they were really enjoyable. If you do repost maybe include the date you made it lol
Pleaseee pleasee do a haul!!!!!
Reupload makeup collection video omgg
First India I love your videos your so pretty with and without makeup I love you India 💖💖
I love you girll, but to be honest with you girly. You have tired weed.
Weed is in edibles ( edibles have weed ) just because you haven’t smoked it doesn’t mean you, you didn’t try it.
HI FROM CHICAGO 😘
I love how your accent sounds more american than british now😂
you are so brave
Thanks. Missed you. Put everything back up.
what was the first product you use??
You’re soo good
I miss you sm 😭🤍
Put your old video back pls
Yuh tell her that PPL subscribed and bought her on 500K+ for a reason it's ok if they are embarrassing I was gonna watch all of them
I NEED ORGANISATION VIDEOS, YESSS
I AM SO SO HAPPY BECAUSE OF THIS OMGGGGG
if maya jama and kendall jenner had a love child it would be u !!! omg
Zaina has changed loads, I think fame has got to her head
who is she?
Please sell your old clothes on depop, so many people would wanna buy some of your old iconic clothes 😭
I really miss you're old videos it's not fair to delete them just like that ! You helped me to go through really bad days .. I used to be so happy watching them and really enjoy my time ! It's was a good days and it makes me so sad to think I will never watch them again ! .. You and kelsey simone ? Who also did this to her old videos ! They were her best videos! but as soon as she get enough Money she made them private ! And it's really selfish In my opinion . It's really not fair to do that to people who support you and give you a lot of views and helped you to get where you are in life and all the good stuff that you have ! The last thing you do is a thanks to delete those videos or keep them privet .
Honestly can’t believe Zaina did that. Like ghosted you for a year and than said it’s all cool like wtf? Weird vibes lol
love you girl
I'm gonna miss those Paris vlogs more than my ex
I’m not sure why but usually the ugly people cheat! You are gorgeous and will find someone so much better!
pls make your vacation vlogs public😭
please republish them... love love love seeing again your old makeup collection and everything
I MISSED YOU
Where is her accent from ?
British
Who is the girl that her ex cheated on with?
Jordyn Jones! AND Jordyn cheated on her own bf Jordan during all this
Is Indias ex Jordyns actual boyfriend?
@@ESTHER-lg2lo I honestly don’t know
Now Jordyn is dating an 18 year old so she def makes interesting choices
Please re upload the Dubai vlog ❤️
Yessss
And everything PPL subscribed and bought her on 500K+ for a reason it's ok if they are embarrassing I was gonna watch all of them
Videos to unprivate, Victoria secret model diet for a week
Fck clout
The motivation videos
New York vlogs
New York Vlogs😫😫
All of them bruh
Re-upload all ur videos PPL subscribed and bought her on 500K+ for a reason it's ok if they are embarrassing I was gonna watch all of them
She literally had an Ed god stop with the diet culture and the model wieiad under eating promoting videos that society glamorizes, normalizes and promotes
@@janajohannaa sweetheart, if you watched the video you see that she truly spoke good shit in it, ate everything she wanted and was being real, it was very motivating and inspiring and over all just a very healthy mindset
Does ANYONE know who the cheating girl is ? PLEASE
Is it Nicolette Gray??
supposedly jordyn jones
No not Nicolette, it’s Jordyn Jones