I am a cancer survivor, been through a lot of pains in the whole journey and i know it is not been through up to the last moment of life..My fear is not for all the pain and hurdles but for my children then (2004) because of their young age! My eldest was only 11, mid was only 6 & 3...financially unstable and everything was in denial but my faith unto Him is incomparable and always talk to Him, i know my life is just HIRAM but let me take care of my children and live my life to the fullest that’s why I am still here to witness how my children grown up fine and responsible as much as they can! God is truly amazing and truthful to His provisions! Now, my youngest is currently 3rd year in College and the 2 eldest currently employed.. Praise God as always! There’s always a reason in every situation, all we need is Faith, Trust, Believe & Courage.. God bless! 🙏💖 I learned a lot on your videos as always!
THANKS FOR SHARING!!!! It must be do tough to hve gone thru all that and I am just praising God now for the way you have thrived through it All. Praying for you a healthy and long life!!! 🙌🏻
I had 2 miscarriages as well. On my first (2007 - before I had my daughter) it felt unfair and we feel the world darkness fell on our shoulder, on the second time (2021) triggered my depression and fell into so much fear. But thank God, He heal my brokenness and took my inner pains. Now walking in freedom and victory in Christ. Thank you Ms. Rica. As you share your stories, enlightened and give courage and strengthen us. Knowing God has a great purpose in my life. I thank God He has opened my eyes to see on what I have, and not what I lost. Glory to our Lord!
When "pain and peace can co exist" related to my situation right now. To bo honest po, nakilala kita sa youtube when I was in my deepest down moments in my life; until now I'm in a process of healing, from then on kapag may sharing ka na iuupload mo sa yt mo, I always think na 'yes after this may ma gain akong aral and at the same time during watching maiiyak talaga ako' even though u don't know me ms. Rica, you're one of the reason why I feel less alone and somehow I think you understand my heart and my mind. Kaya Thank you for touching our inner human heart ms. Rica and for being you na so full of wisdom and so humble. May God bless you more 🙏🏻 ❤
I always enjoyed watching your video. Nakakalakas ng loob at nakakagaan sa pakiramdam. Nakarelate ako.. I got married at 35 i always pray to blessed us with a healthy baby everytime na madedelay ako it always came negative. Finally, after 5years of waiting God blessed us and I gave birth to our 1st child at the age of 41. God blessed us with a child with special needs. The first time i saw him i already knew that he is special and I said to God that i know you have your reasons or maybe you want to teach me something. All i am asking is to guide and help me and then i realized that maybe God appreciates me taking care of sick people That's why he gave me my baby because he knew that I can take care of him also. Everything happens for a reason we just need to wait, believe, hope and pray in God's perfect time. Godbless you and may you continue to inspire others with your God's word. 🥰🙏😇😘
What I like about Ms. Rica is how reality-based her insights are,and she always acknowledges questions na itatanong mo talaga,because you are human. Mahigpit na yakap with consent Ms.Rica!💗
Gusto ko yung point na, ibibigay man yan o hindi, Lord pa rin sya. And He is so fair na pagdating sa pagbless sa ating lahat. Equal yun.. :) walang labis walang kulang .. gusto niya yung para sa ikabubuti nating lahat :) Kudos to you, Ms. Rica and to all mommies na may katulad din na experience. Napakatapang niyo po! :) Keep the faith. God bless us :)
Why so timing? Thank you Ms. Rica. Please continue what you do, it's hard to share one's vulnerability that's why I truly admire you for that. I am silently following and learning here. You're such a blessing!
when you said “thank you for listening to me” ms rica kami ang magthankyou for sharing 💜💜💜 when times of pain seems endless this is a great reminder thank you 😭😭😭😭💐
I had 3 anembryonic pregnancy in a span of 10 months and the recent was just last July 1 when I bled heavily and then a week after, my father died. Thank you for this vlog as if God is speaking to me through it. 😭
You gave me validation na pwede din pala mag tampo kay Lord. I know Im getting there. Thank you for giving me hope. My heart is full right now. If only I could hug you. ♥️
Salamat Ms Rica. Thank you bec I was enlightened and encouraged. This morning was hard for me. I was talking to God about my miracle, crying and asking. I have anxiety and panic attack. Going out of the house is so hard for me, being alone is hard for me, pakiramdam ko hindi ako normal. I was really crying out to God asking him to let me touch the end of his cloak. 5yrs I've been like this and it's really tiring. So i came across your vlog. You're right Ms Rica, I really have to focus on what God is trying to tell me, I need to listen. I need to see the good things he has done for me. Thank you for this vlog. Natulungan mo ko. Please pray for me also. God bless you and your family.
I have the same experience. It started after giving birth, worsened by the pandemic and gaining more weight. God is so gracious, slowly but surely, immersing in his Word, helped me to learn to go out and drive again. Before just going into a car would make me cry, panic, feel like i couldn’t breathe. God helped me and pointed me on what to do. Slowly and surely we will heal. Keep on calling to God 🥰
@@princessuy2655 hi sorry i missed this reply, slowly but surely dear. I started by just sitting on the car daily or a few times a day, then just starting it, then just around the block, then just around the village, then around the city. Lately to and from manila from our province. It also helps listening to my audiobible whenever i start the car and drive. Even if it makes me cry, I just try and do it. Minsan when Im at another place na or when the speed picks up, i feel myself again. Try and try what would work for you. Fight it and claim Jesus have overcome the world, and can overcome how we're feeling too. :) Hope all works well with you
I needed this. I had anembryonic pregnancy last year and this month was supposed to be my due date. I am still in pain at times when i remember the traumatic experience. I am questioning everything. But then i came into realization that God has a purpose why it happened. It’s been 7months now. I can say i am better. I have accepted the loss. And i entrusted everything to him. Thank you for sharing. Virtual hug. ❤️
Galing lang ako sa OB kanina and yung nireseta na gamot sa akin to help me conceive ay hindi nagtake effect for 1month. Now, panibagong gamot na naman. Sobrang down ko pag-uwi ko sa bahay, andameng emotions ang namamahay sakin ngayon. Bakit ganun, napapatanong din ako minsan kay Lord kung nakaligtaan na ba Niya ako? Tapos, nagnotify naman sa yt ko itong latest upload mo about grief kaya pinanuod ko at grabe ang iyak ko habang nakikinig sa mga sinasabe mo, so full of wisdom talaga. Nakakaencourage itong vid na ito. Thanks for this and pls pray for me because pakiramdam ko nasa cliff na ako of giving up.
What I love about this is that in the middle of your pain and suffering, you are still pointing people to Christ. What a testimony. Thank you and God bless you, Rica.
My heart is with you all throughout this video Ms. Rica ♥️ I can’t imagine the pain you went through physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I lost my younger brother last 2017 and he’s just 39yrs. old at that time and I was 40. We’re so close as a sibling because I used to watch and take care of him when we were a kids. He passed away so suddenly and it was too painful, it took me 2yrs. before I recovered from the pain. I can say you are a very strong person Ms. Rica. By the help of the Lord you’re able to overcome the great challenges in your life. You had become tough and full of wisdom. You have so much to share and you are genuinely a beautiful person inside and out ♥️ God bless and completely heal you. 🙏
“Some of the greatest and most beautiful,wonderful,revelation comes while you are in a deep pain” Thank you for sharing this Ms. Rica Very inspiring✨ Naiyak po ako😭 napaka strong,brave and blessed nyo po❤️❤️❤️
Proverbs 3:5-7 "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." --this was my girlfriend's favorite verse in the Bible. She joined our Creator last 2021 and to be honest, the pain that I'm feeling right now is still the same pain I felt the moment she left. Watching this video made me realize a lot of things, Ms. Rica. When you said na "ang isang mabuting tatay ay nanggagaling sa lugar ng pagmamahal", I really felt that. Minsan naiisip ko na sa sobrang buting tao ng partner ko, kinuha na siya ni Lord para di na siya magsuffer pa dito sa mundo. Gives me comfort kahit masakit padin. Para akong niyakap ng video na to. Salamat po sa pagshare. T-T sana po lahat ng sakit sa puso natin ay maghilom na sa lalong madaling panahon.
I just my 1st baby last june 27. I am still mourning and hating myself. My friend rrcommended this video and I excitedly watch it. Thank you so much for sharing your story and testimony. it somehow lessen the pain.
We have been trying since 2016, did IUI and IVF. With IVF, we had 10 embryos and transferred 5times in a span of 4years. Always positive but never progressed into a heartbeat. We’re still biologically childless but God has other plans. We had an opportunity to have a child by relative adoption. We just know that she is meant to be for us, to join our family and turn hopelessness into grace. Thank you for sharing your story. This type of courage help women like me whose struggles are not understood by the majority.
Aww... such very empowering words from a soulful one. I can't thank you enough for sharing these disheartening moments of your life, our dear Rica. YOU are so inspiring, "...there is evidence for pain, and there is also evidence for joy"... You are reminding me to take heart, not all moments are painful, sabi nga, even the Holy Rosary itself has sorrowful mysteries, but there are also joyful mysteries. And from all these painful experiences, we become the true "me" because we are learning to embrace pain, to heal and become more resilient for others especially for our loved ones and those who look up to us, as their guide and mentor. Keep on going and keep on being our guiding star.
Sakto yung vlog mo sa gospel kanina, prayers daw can be answered Yes right away, but sometimes or most of the time No. Kasi nga may rason, kasi maybe the things that you want can be bad for you, and then there are prayers na wait not now, kasi minsan may mga prayers na tayo din ang makakasagot or may gagamiting ibang tao si Lord to answer your prayers, pero madami ako natutunan sayo kasi dumaan din ako sa nagtampo ako sa kanya, sabi ko ayaw mo talaga ako maging masaya. At that time I was also asking for a miracle na hindi cancerous yung sa breast ni mama. Now that may mom is doing okay at taking oral medication. All her lab test are okay. Now when I pray, I ask him to continue the healing of my mom and even though my mom was not yet cancer free I'm still thankful to him, kasi may hope that my mom will get that soon. Thank you always for the inspiration and learnings Ms. Rica. Magaling ka din kasi mag explain eh. Ang dami kong realization while watching and also crying at the same time. God Bless you and your family.
I really like Rica since she started in showbiz. Gorgeous,humble, kindness good heart. Especially how she treated her helper . Anyway I'm really touch you sharing your pregnancy experience salute you Rica. God bless. Mabuhay 💚 ❤️ 💙 💝
Pain and suffering make us more human and humble. Our openness to understanding its purpose to our life makes us realize the depth of our faith and trust in God. Thank you for sharing your life to us, you inspire me, God bless you more❤️
Thank you for sharing also what a Christian is going through. Sometimes, people often misunderstood the life of being a Christian. That because you are a Christian, you are not allowed to feel the pain. But through this, it's also an eye opener to each and every Christian that pain is reality whether you are a Christian or not. The only difference is being a Christian is going through pain of not being alone. This is one of the beautiful reflections I heard. I wonder how it is to sit beside you on a prayer meeting. It is a privilege to listen to this. Thank God for He has given you the wisdom and be able able to share this meaningful one. GOD BLESS YOU PO!
Yes. So many people also think basta pastor’s wife dapat ok agad diba? Sana makita ng iba God wants to be a part of our process also. Na hindi sya pang “perfect reactions “ lang… ❤️
Tama po. I'm learning from you po. Kasi hanggang ngayon talaga yung mindset ng ibang Kristyano is dapat di ka ma depress, wala yung anxiety kasi Christian ka. But no, it is in pain kasi that God's character is revealed. The more na nag papakatotoo ka sa prayers. Nofilter ika nga, lagi na namin na pag-uusapan na when you pray, come as you are. mas na eexperience natin ang pagiging ama ng Diyos sa atin. Pain isang cycle ng buhay na pinapadaan sa atin ng Diyos to make us realize that we still don't really know who our Father truly is. But once, we get through it nakikilala natin si Lord sa ibang level. Yung marerealize mu na ay Lord di pa pala kita ganun kakilala pero thank you for revealing it to me now I get to know you more. Then mas lalong nabibuild yung foundation ng faith mo kasi mas lalo mong nakikilala ang Diyos. Ms. Rica, really thank you. Especially this, coming from a Pastor's wife. It means to us listening. Will pray for you that the Lord will keep using your life.
i love your beautful story, youre indeed strong woman and you are a living testament of God.....while watching your vlog i was sudenly burst into tears, it moved me.God is watching and alive
I can relate, also experienced 3 miscarriages. Hindi madali, honestly traumatic. Pero faith and time helped me heal and accept the reality na meron tayong kanya-kanyang role dito sa mundo at hindi para sa akin ang maging isang magulang.
I am praying for a baby as well and your story makes me worry, afraid and cry. Kahit isa lang sana mabigyan din ako ni Lord. Thank you for spreading the Good Words (Bible). You are God's instrument to inspire and make others faith stronger. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU! God bless you, Ms. Rica.
I can relate to your story, Rica. I am 65 years old now and had 3 consecutive blighted ovum pregnancies after 2 successful ones. My doctor advised us to stop trying after the 3rd frustrated pregnancy. We are blessed with 2 sons who have been truly enough reasonss to be thankful for.
naiyak ako sa mga realizations mo Ms.Rica, because it is true that sometimes. the church and the people around you expects you to be okay instantaneously not realizing na hindi naman yun yung normal na process ng tao. It is comforting na si Lord nauunawaan tayo when we are suffering in pain. Thank you for sharing this :) God bless you
I cried while watching your video Ms Rica. My first child was born sleeping, at that moment i felt so alone and i found out that i have APAS, my second child is my rainbow baby also.. like you i also took so many medicines and injections, to keep my baby alive and well. Thank you for sharing your story ms rica. God bless you and your family.
Ms. Rica 😭😭😭 i was abt to cry.. Hearing those words from you. 😭😭 God is really good to all of us. I love you, Mrs. Bo!! 💕💕 sending huggssss! ❤ also to your sons and hubby. I may not know you personally, but I know you have a good heart. ❤💕 Loveeeee you, always. ❤💕
Needed to watch this. My yaya since birth, recently passed away. She was 75 and had taken care of me my entire life (36 years) until she retired 2 months ago. She even took care of my son. She was with our family for 47 years. Her passing was so sudden and left me broken as I had wished for her to finally enjoy life with family during her retirement. I am in so much pain and grief and trying to understand God's WHY
Thank you sa reminder, Ate. 5 years into marriage and we're still waiting for a miracle of a rainbow baby. The first 3years of trying feels like there's a funeral monthly. I was angry, i was depressed, i was confused, i felt helpless, i was full of shame of being barren despite all the efforts of taking medicines, exercising, check ups. But on the 4th year, i was beginning to accept the Lord’s sovereignty over my life. I always wanted a big family, but if the Lord wills to be just me and my husband, who am i to talk back to the Lord? My husband also reminded me na baka ginagawa ko nang idol yung pagkakaroon ng anak. As of now, I am still hoping but not as obsessed as i used to be. God is still good.
I am crying my heart out 💔💔 I had miscarriage last April with our second baby. We were able to hear the heartbeat a day before we lost the baby. It left me traumatized and depressed because we've been trying so hard to have another baby 😭😭 Thank you for sharing. I know God will heal my heart in time.
Thanks for sharing such truthful yet beautiful lessons Ms. Rica! Naiyak ako. It reminded me of seasons when I suffered consecutive failures in my pursuits and how God beautifully revealed Himself at that time. He may not change my circumstances then but He did change my heart and character. Indeed, God gives and takes away but He is still our loving Father who cares for us, no matter. God bless you more po, Ms. Rica!
So blessed with this video. It is God's way of reminding myself to completely trust Him especially when I'm experiencing pain. Your message is powerful and comforting. ❤🙏
Rica, thank you for your powerful testimony. I am also going through a situation in which I am desperate for answers from God. Tears, disappointment, despair, and so n are kicking in... Why can't I have it, why God can't give it to me, why me...lots of WHY. Searching for an answer. But, despite all of this anguish, I am still striving to not give up, that my faith in God remains, and I must trust him wholeheartedly. I believe He has better plans and purpose for everything. I may not have the answer right now, but I am confident He will reveal it in His due time.
I admire you for being so transparent in admitting your pain. Thank you for sharing your journey in this life and the assurance that God is in control. 🙏
"Kaya ka Niyang dalhin from a place of just being downcast to a place of healing and hope." Thanks for sharing this. May He surprise you with His warm embrace today and always!
Ma'am Rica, thank you for being a blessing to me right now. Your words just came in at the right moment in the life. It is as if the Lord is speaking to me right now. Thank you for being God's instrument to speak to me of His love.
I feel blessed by listening to your life experience, Ms. Rica. I have been dealing with the loss of my fur baby since last week. While I am acknowledging my pain, I am slowly realizing that God is trying to teach me a valuable lesson from what is happening in my life. God bless you and your family.
Thank you so much, Ms. Rica. 💗 Totoo yung sinabi mo sa simula ng video na ito. Because you shared these experiences to us, you made us feel na hindi naman talaga kami nag-iisa. I always love watching your videos kasi napapansin ko na at the very end, na co-comfort ako ng message at personal learning mo. You are a blessing! 💗
I understand your pain. I lost my baby 2016 grabe un depression. Come 2020 I got my rainbow baby. But I lost my mom last year antay lang niya mag 1 yr old baby ko. I’m still grieving not sure how to cope up. Thankful for this video to help me heal.
I can't help not to cry while listening to you, Rica. It's too much for you..all that you've been through. But thank you for the inspiration and sharing your experiences. Really, let's be thankful for what we have instead of focusing on pain for everything that we lose. ❤️❤️❤️
I super relate to this video. I have stage 4 Breast cancer now but before this, I felt worthless. I was jobless, single, didn’t know if I wanted to go back to stressful work or just put up a small business but I was afraid because I had not so much money to risk. Now, I somehow know my bigger purpose and mission in life. I asked the Lord a few years ago that I wanted to rest from all the pain of tests, check ups and stress from work. And He did! He gave me time to rest. And when I had my seizure 2 mos. ago, I knew the Lord was telling me, it’s time to face my issues, head on. Now, I’m sharing my journey to friends and family and I am happy because now I feel my worth, my purpose and my mission. And as I say, this is not a curse but a blessing. We may have different challenges in life, but at the end of the day, I hope we can all go back to the Lord and thank Him for the gift of life.
@@RicaPeralejoBonifacio Amen. I am a humble follower of the Lord. Thy will be done. I know I am physically and spiritually strong and together with my prayer warriors, I will triumph this battle as I start chemo next week (6 cycles for 6 mos) 💪🙏❤️
I was reminded of my own three miscarriages as I was watching this… through all the sadness, pain and loss, my Father in heaven never abandoned me, there can be joy in His Presence…
Thank you so much for this. Just in time. A reminder for us to be vulnerable because pain demands to be felt and we are all just humans after all. Kung masakit edi masaktan ka. Huwag pigilan. Umiyak kung kailangan. Most of the time we don't really know why certain situations happen to us but this video made me realized that life is like this and things has to happen whether I like it or not. The good thing is that it will pass for sure. This situation isn't forever. We all need some time to take it slowly and feel the emotion and accept the situation as it is.
Thank you for sharing this. I, too had 3 miscarriages after my first child was born and one more after my third child was born. I felt what you felt and what you are going through now. It wasn’t easy to bear loss-pain. It was our Father in heaven Who kept me sane and hopeful. It’s all glory to Him🙏🏼
I am greatly blessed for hearing & watching this video. Its a reminder that God is always there for us and we love us. Thank your story its very powerful. ❤️🥰🙏🏻
The Holy Spirit is speaking through you. I cried and remembered my own pain and suffering. I cried because your testimony of God as our loving father is simply true how great is his love for us that even if he allows the suffering he is faithful all throughout
Thank you for the enlightenment . And for sharing your words of wisdom. Thank you for reminding me that pain and peace can co exist. May the healing of the Lod be with you and ypur family.
My husband and I are both 38 and we’ve been trying to get pregnant for 3 years… Everytime, we have been asking our Lord for this miracle and yet until now, there has been nothing. I know my pain is different from yours but still I want to thank you for sharing your story to the public. I cannot quite explain it but somehow, you have comforted me tonight. I am not rejoicing in your miscarriage, please don’t get me wrong. But maybe it is about how God’s thoughts are higher than ours and how many plans we have yet it is His plan that will prevail - all for our own good. I pray that we can also be blessed with our own little Philip and Manu before I menopause.
@@RicaPeralejoBonifacio Thank you for sharing so much of you with us. You didn’t have to, but I am guessing it was the Lord’s great love for you that has compelled you to encourage us with your learnings. I really respect you and I find you a truly beautiful person.
Thank you for sharing your process of grief and pain. I am going thru something so different, but your message of hope resonates with me so much. You have reminded me that this is yet another opportunity for me to grow closer with Him, regardless of whether He will be granting me a miracle or a means to manage. Thank youuuuu! 💗
Sending our hugs and prayers for you Carla... everything that is impossible can be possible to our Lord God Almighty. Patuloy lang talaga tayong magtiwala sa kanya.
Ilove you Rica! i hope maging okay ka din intime. sa ngayon puno din ako ng pagaalala sa mga aftershocks na nagaganap dito sa Amin, kakatapos lang ng lindol (apayao) Feeling ko hindi ako makakatulog ng maayos sa takot ng aftershocks but then nandyan ka to re assure us kung ano b ang plano ng Diyos. salamat Rica!
Thank you for this video. I lost my eldest sister (my 2nd mom) april last year and also lost my job of 18 years last december. Lost friends and loved ones. Found a new job this march. Great right? But lost my tatay this may. What else Lord? Yes, i prayed for strength , acceptance and love and to understood life is painful but theres so much more. As long as theres God and my family. Pls pray for my mom who is also sickly now. But thank you again for this video. 💕
Thank you for your honesty, for your vulnerability. For your strength to share this. I can't imagine the pain Ms. Rica but I can see in your eyes that you are in peace. The peace that I know God can only give... Thank you for reminding me that God loves us - not just when He gives us the miracles that we prayed for, but even during grief and sorrow. His love never fails. His love is something that we cannot question. huhuhuhu.
I am a cancer survivor, been through a lot of pains in the whole journey and i know it is not been through up to the last moment of life..My fear is not for all the pain and hurdles but for my children then (2004) because of their young age! My eldest was only 11, mid was only 6 & 3...financially unstable and everything was in denial but my faith unto Him is incomparable and always talk to Him, i know my life is just HIRAM but let me take care of my children and live my life to the fullest that’s why I am still here to witness how my children grown up fine and responsible as much as they can! God is truly amazing and truthful to His provisions! Now, my youngest is currently 3rd year in College and the 2 eldest currently employed.. Praise God as always! There’s always a reason in every situation, all we need is Faith, Trust, Believe & Courage.. God bless! 🙏💖 I learned a lot on your videos as always!
THANKS FOR SHARING!!!! It must be do tough to hve gone thru all that and I am just praising God now for the way you have thrived through it All. Praying for you a healthy and long life!!! 🙌🏻
@@RicaPeralejoBonifacio ❤️🙏❤️
Cried to this. 😢 Truly God's love abounds.
I had 2 miscarriages as well. On my first (2007 - before I had my daughter) it felt unfair and we feel the world darkness fell on our shoulder, on the second time (2021) triggered my depression and fell into so much fear. But thank God, He heal my brokenness and took my inner pains. Now walking in freedom and victory in Christ. Thank you Ms. Rica. As you share your stories, enlightened and give courage and strengthen us. Knowing God has a great purpose in my life. I thank God He has opened my eyes to see on what I have, and not what I lost. Glory to our Lord!
When "pain and peace can co exist" related to my situation right now. To bo honest po, nakilala kita sa youtube when I was in my deepest down moments in my life; until now I'm in a process of healing, from then on kapag may sharing ka na iuupload mo sa yt mo, I always think na 'yes after this may ma gain akong aral and at the same time during watching maiiyak talaga ako' even though u don't know me ms. Rica, you're one of the reason why I feel less alone and somehow I think you understand my heart and my mind. Kaya Thank you for touching our inner human heart ms. Rica and for being you na so full of wisdom and so humble. May God bless you more 🙏🏻 ❤
Maliit na bagay, maitulong ko na sana sa iba diba? Sayang naman ang pain. ❤️ God bless your healing journey!
I always enjoyed watching your video. Nakakalakas ng loob at nakakagaan sa pakiramdam. Nakarelate ako.. I got married at 35 i always pray to blessed us with a healthy baby everytime na madedelay ako it always came negative. Finally, after 5years of waiting God blessed us and I gave birth to our 1st child at the age of 41. God blessed us with a child with special needs. The first time i saw him i already knew that he is special and I said to God that i know you have your reasons or maybe you want to teach me something. All i am asking is to guide and help me and then i realized that maybe God appreciates me taking care of sick people That's why he gave me my baby because he knew that I can take care of him also.
Everything happens for a reason we just need to wait, believe, hope and pray in God's perfect time.
Godbless you and may you continue to inspire others with your God's word. 🥰🙏😇😘
What I like about Ms. Rica is how reality-based her insights are,and she always acknowledges questions na itatanong mo talaga,because you are human. Mahigpit na yakap with consent Ms.Rica!💗
"Makuha ko man ang gusto ko o hindi, mahal parin ako ng Father ko in Heaven." 🙌💚 I totally agree. Thanks for sharing this story Ms. Rica!
Gusto ko yung point na, ibibigay man yan o hindi, Lord pa rin sya. And He is so fair na pagdating sa pagbless sa ating lahat. Equal yun.. :) walang labis walang kulang .. gusto niya yung para sa ikabubuti nating lahat :) Kudos to you, Ms. Rica and to all mommies na may katulad din na experience. Napakatapang niyo po! :) Keep the faith. God bless us :)
Why so timing?
Thank you Ms. Rica. Please continue what you do, it's hard to share one's vulnerability that's why I truly admire you for that. I am silently following and learning here. You're such a blessing!
when you said “thank you for listening to me” ms rica kami ang magthankyou for sharing 💜💜💜 when times of pain seems endless this is a great reminder thank you 😭😭😭😭💐
Tapos na ung video mo iyak pa din ako ng iyak s mga message sa mga wisdom and words of God na na i share mo... thank you. And be safe plzz
I had 3 anembryonic pregnancy in a span of 10 months and the recent was just last July 1 when I bled heavily and then a week after, my father died. Thank you for this vlog as if God is speaking to me through it. 😭
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You gave me validation na pwede din pala mag tampo kay Lord. I know Im getting there. Thank you for giving me hope. My heart is full right now. If only I could hug you. ♥️
Salamat Ms Rica. Thank you bec I was enlightened and encouraged. This morning was hard for me. I was talking to God about my miracle, crying and asking. I have anxiety and panic attack. Going out of the house is so hard for me, being alone is hard for me, pakiramdam ko hindi ako normal. I was really crying out to God asking him to let me touch the end of his cloak. 5yrs I've been like this and it's really tiring. So i came across your vlog. You're right Ms Rica, I really have to focus on what God is trying to tell me, I need to listen. I need to see the good things he has done for me. Thank you for this vlog. Natulungan mo ko. Please pray for me also. God bless you and your family.
I have the same experience. It started after giving birth, worsened by the pandemic and gaining more weight. God is so gracious, slowly but surely, immersing in his Word, helped me to learn to go out and drive again. Before just going into a car would make me cry, panic, feel like i couldn’t breathe. God helped me and pointed me on what to do. Slowly and surely we will heal. Keep on calling to God 🥰
Coco natz how did u do it? Me too i habe anxiety and panic attack. I camt drive anymorr because it makes me gat nervous. I want tp drive again
@@princessuy2655 hi sorry i missed this reply, slowly but surely dear. I started by just sitting on the car daily or a few times a day, then just starting it, then just around the block, then just around the village, then around the city. Lately to and from manila from our province. It also helps listening to my audiobible whenever i start the car and drive. Even if it makes me cry, I just try and do it. Minsan when Im at another place na or when the speed picks up, i feel myself again. Try and try what would work for you. Fight it and claim Jesus have overcome the world, and can overcome how we're feeling too. :) Hope all works well with you
I needed this. I had anembryonic pregnancy last year and this month was supposed to be my due date. I am still in pain at times when i remember the traumatic experience. I am questioning everything. But then i came into realization that God has a purpose why it happened. It’s been 7months now. I can say i am better. I have accepted the loss. And i entrusted everything to him. Thank you for sharing. Virtual hug. ❤️
Galing lang ako sa OB kanina and yung nireseta na gamot sa akin to help me conceive ay hindi nagtake effect for 1month. Now, panibagong gamot na naman. Sobrang down ko pag-uwi ko sa bahay, andameng emotions ang namamahay sakin ngayon. Bakit ganun, napapatanong din ako minsan kay Lord kung nakaligtaan na ba Niya ako? Tapos, nagnotify naman sa yt ko itong latest upload mo about grief kaya pinanuod ko at grabe ang iyak ko habang nakikinig sa mga sinasabe mo, so full of wisdom talaga. Nakakaencourage itong vid na ito. Thanks for this and pls pray for me because pakiramdam ko nasa cliff na ako of giving up.
What I love about this is that in the middle of your pain and suffering, you are still pointing people to Christ. What a testimony. Thank you and God bless you, Rica.
Your children was too lucky to have a mom like you , may God. bless them even more ❤️
My heart is with you all throughout this video Ms. Rica ♥️ I can’t imagine the pain you went through physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I lost my younger brother last 2017 and he’s just 39yrs. old at that time and I was 40. We’re so close as a sibling because I used to watch and take care of him when we were a kids. He passed away so suddenly and it was too painful, it took me 2yrs. before I recovered from the pain.
I can say you are a very strong person Ms. Rica. By the help of the Lord you’re able to overcome the great challenges in your life. You had become tough and full of wisdom. You have so much to share and you are genuinely a beautiful person inside and out ♥️ God bless and completely heal you. 🙏
"Lord, tulungan mo na lang ako ma-manage yung pain." "Pain and peace can coexist." My heart is with you and your family, Ms Rica.
Congratulations ate Rica napaka strong mo po tiwala lang lagi kay God❤️❤️
Nakaka proud Naman talaga napaka positive ni Ms.Rica🥰🥰🥰 ❤️😘💕
“Some of the greatest and most beautiful,wonderful,revelation comes while you are in a deep pain”
Thank you for sharing this Ms. Rica
Very inspiring✨ Naiyak po ako😭 napaka strong,brave and blessed nyo po❤️❤️❤️
The Lord comes to us kahit duon sa natitirang one percent. Maniwala po tayo. Thank you for imparting this message rica. Alleluia
I’m so sorry for your loss Ms. Rica. You are sooo brave. Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom to us. May God bless you a hundredfold.
Proverbs 3:5-7 "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." --this was my girlfriend's favorite verse in the Bible. She joined our Creator last 2021 and to be honest, the pain that I'm feeling right now is still the same pain I felt the moment she left. Watching this video made me realize a lot of things, Ms. Rica. When you said na "ang isang mabuting tatay ay nanggagaling sa lugar ng pagmamahal", I really felt that. Minsan naiisip ko na sa sobrang buting tao ng partner ko, kinuha na siya ni Lord para di na siya magsuffer pa dito sa mundo. Gives me comfort kahit masakit padin. Para akong niyakap ng video na to. Salamat po sa pagshare. T-T sana po lahat ng sakit sa puso natin ay maghilom na sa lalong madaling panahon.
I just my 1st baby last june 27. I am still mourning and hating myself. My friend rrcommended this video and I excitedly watch it. Thank you so much for sharing your story and testimony. it somehow lessen the pain.
It is hard. My prayers for you. 😢
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We have been trying since 2016, did IUI and IVF. With IVF, we had 10 embryos and transferred 5times in a span of 4years. Always positive but never progressed into a heartbeat. We’re still biologically childless but God has other plans. We had an opportunity to have a child by relative adoption. We just know that she is meant to be for us, to join our family and turn hopelessness into grace. Thank you for sharing your story. This type of courage help women like me whose struggles are not understood by the majority.
U will be pregnant very soon biologically.
Aww... such very empowering words from a soulful one. I can't thank you enough for sharing these disheartening moments of your life, our dear Rica. YOU are so inspiring, "...there is evidence for pain, and there is also evidence for joy"... You are reminding me to take heart, not all moments are painful, sabi nga, even the Holy Rosary itself has sorrowful mysteries, but there are also joyful mysteries. And from all these painful experiences, we become the true "me" because we are learning to embrace pain, to heal and become more resilient for others especially for our loved ones and those who look up to us, as their guide and mentor. Keep on going and keep on being our guiding star.
Sakto yung vlog mo sa gospel kanina, prayers daw can be answered Yes right away, but sometimes or most of the time No. Kasi nga may rason, kasi maybe the things that you want can be bad for you, and then there are prayers na wait not now, kasi minsan may mga prayers na tayo din ang makakasagot or may gagamiting ibang tao si Lord to answer your prayers, pero madami ako natutunan sayo kasi dumaan din ako sa nagtampo ako sa kanya, sabi ko ayaw mo talaga ako maging masaya. At that time I was also asking for a miracle na hindi cancerous yung sa breast ni mama. Now that may mom is doing okay at taking oral medication. All her lab test are okay. Now when I pray, I ask him to continue the healing of my mom and even though my mom was not yet cancer free I'm still thankful to him, kasi may hope that my mom will get that soon. Thank you always for the inspiration and learnings Ms. Rica. Magaling ka din kasi mag explain eh. Ang dami kong realization while watching and also crying at the same time. God Bless you and your family.
I really like Rica since she started in showbiz.
Gorgeous,humble, kindness good heart. Especially how she treated her helper .
Anyway I'm really touch you sharing your pregnancy experience salute you Rica.
God bless.
Mabuhay 💚 ❤️ 💙 💝
Pain and suffering make us more human and humble. Our openness to understanding its purpose to our life makes us realize the depth of our faith and trust in God. Thank you for sharing your life to us, you inspire me, God bless you more❤️
Thank you for sharing also what a Christian is going through. Sometimes, people often misunderstood the life of being a Christian. That because you are a Christian, you are not allowed to feel the pain. But through this, it's also an eye opener to each and every Christian that pain is reality whether you are a Christian or not. The only difference is being a Christian is going through pain of not being alone. This is one of the beautiful reflections I heard. I wonder how it is to sit beside you on a prayer meeting. It is a privilege to listen to this. Thank God for He has given you the wisdom and be able able to share this meaningful one. GOD BLESS YOU PO!
Yes. So many people also think basta pastor’s wife dapat ok agad diba? Sana makita ng iba God wants to be a part of our process also. Na hindi sya pang “perfect reactions “ lang… ❤️
Tama po. I'm learning from you po. Kasi hanggang ngayon talaga yung mindset ng ibang Kristyano is dapat di ka ma depress, wala yung anxiety kasi Christian ka. But no, it is in pain kasi that God's character is revealed. The more na nag papakatotoo ka sa prayers. Nofilter ika nga, lagi na namin na pag-uusapan na when you pray, come as you are. mas na eexperience natin ang pagiging ama ng Diyos sa atin.
Pain isang cycle ng buhay na pinapadaan sa atin ng Diyos to make us realize that we still don't really know who our Father truly is. But once, we get through it nakikilala natin si Lord sa ibang level. Yung marerealize mu na ay Lord di pa pala kita ganun kakilala pero thank you for revealing it to me now I get to know you more. Then mas lalong nabibuild yung foundation ng faith mo kasi mas lalo mong nakikilala ang Diyos. Ms. Rica, really thank you. Especially this, coming from a Pastor's wife. It means to us listening. Will pray for you that the Lord will keep using your life.
i love your beautful story, youre indeed strong woman and you are a living testament of God.....while watching your vlog i was sudenly burst into tears, it moved me.God is watching and alive
I can relate, also experienced 3 miscarriages. Hindi madali, honestly traumatic. Pero faith and time helped me heal and accept the reality na meron tayong kanya-kanyang role dito sa mundo at hindi para sa akin ang maging isang magulang.
I am praying for a baby as well and your story makes me worry, afraid and cry. Kahit isa lang sana mabigyan din ako ni Lord. Thank you for spreading the Good Words (Bible). You are God's instrument to inspire and make others faith stronger. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU! God bless you, Ms. Rica.
I can relate to your story, Rica. I am 65 years old now and had 3 consecutive blighted ovum pregnancies after 2 successful ones. My doctor advised us to stop trying after the 3rd frustrated pregnancy. We are blessed with 2 sons who have been truly enough reasonss to be thankful for.
Agree po!!!
Amen. Thank you po Ma'am Rica... stay blessed
naiyak ako sa mga realizations mo Ms.Rica, because it is true that sometimes. the church and the people around you expects you to be okay instantaneously not realizing na hindi naman yun yung normal na process ng tao. It is comforting na si Lord nauunawaan tayo when we are suffering in pain. Thank you for sharing this :) God bless you
I cried while watching your video Ms Rica. My first child was born sleeping, at that moment i felt so alone and i found out that i have APAS, my second child is my rainbow baby also.. like you i also took so many medicines and injections, to keep my baby alive and well. Thank you for sharing your story ms rica. God bless you and your family.
Ms. Rica 😭😭😭 i was abt to cry.. Hearing those words from you. 😭😭 God is really good to all of us. I love you, Mrs. Bo!! 💕💕 sending huggssss! ❤ also to your sons and hubby.
I may not know you personally, but I know you have a good heart. ❤💕
Loveeeee you, always. ❤💕
Needed to watch this. My yaya since birth, recently passed away. She was 75 and had taken care of me my entire life (36 years) until she retired 2 months ago. She even took care of my son. She was with our family for 47 years. Her passing was so sudden and left me broken as I had wished for her to finally enjoy life with family during her retirement. I am in so much pain and grief and trying to understand God's WHY
hugs and prayers!
This is worthy of 30mins reflection. Thank youu and praying for continuous healing with Him 🙏
Your life is a blessing Ms. Rica. Nakaka bless 😭🤍
My heart is crying with you on this journey. I am an Apas mom too. Truly,only God is our refuge and strength in times of pain and despair❤
Thank you sa reminder, Ate. 5 years into marriage and we're still waiting for a miracle of a rainbow baby. The first 3years of trying feels like there's a funeral monthly. I was angry, i was depressed, i was confused, i felt helpless, i was full of shame of being barren despite all the efforts of taking medicines, exercising, check ups. But on the 4th year, i was beginning to accept the Lord’s sovereignty over my life.
I always wanted a big family, but if the Lord wills to be just me and my husband, who am i to talk back to the Lord?
My husband also reminded me na baka ginagawa ko nang idol yung pagkakaroon ng anak.
As of now, I am still hoping but not as obsessed as i used to be.
God is still good.
I love listening to you miss Rica Peralejo💞💕
I am crying my heart out 💔💔 I had miscarriage last April with our second baby. We were able to hear the heartbeat a day before we lost the baby. It left me traumatized and depressed because we've been trying so hard to have another baby 😭😭 Thank you for sharing. I know God will heal my heart in time.
Thanks for sharing such truthful yet beautiful lessons Ms. Rica! Naiyak ako. It reminded me of seasons when I suffered consecutive failures in my pursuits and how God beautifully revealed Himself at that time. He may not change my circumstances then but He did change my heart and character. Indeed, God gives and takes away but He is still our loving Father who cares for us, no matter. God bless you more po, Ms. Rica!
Thank u for ur rawness, realness and your love. Sobrang helpful tlg ate Rica!
"There is an evidence of pain, but there's also an evidence of joy." Definitely agree. 🙌
So blessed with this video. It is God's way of reminding myself to completely trust Him especially when I'm experiencing pain. Your message is powerful and comforting. ❤🙏
Rica, thank you for your powerful testimony. I am also going through a situation in which I am desperate for answers from God. Tears, disappointment, despair, and so n are kicking in... Why can't I have it, why God can't give it to me, why me...lots of WHY. Searching for an answer. But, despite all of this anguish, I am still striving to not give up, that my faith in God remains, and I must trust him wholeheartedly. I believe He has better plans and purpose for everything. I may not have the answer right now, but I am confident He will reveal it in His due time.
I admire you for being so transparent in admitting your pain. Thank you for sharing your journey in this life and the assurance that God is in control. 🙏
"Kaya ka Niyang dalhin from a place of just being downcast to a place of healing and hope."
Thanks for sharing this. May He surprise you with His warm embrace today and always!
Thank you Ms. Rica💞 God is good all the time🙏🙏🙏
Ma'am Rica, thank you for being a blessing to me right now. Your words just came in at the right moment in the life. It is as if the Lord is speaking to me right now. Thank you for being God's instrument to speak to me of His love.
I feel blessed by listening to your life experience, Ms. Rica. I have been dealing with the loss of my fur baby since last week. While I am acknowledging my pain, I am slowly realizing that God is trying to teach me a valuable lesson from what is happening in my life. God bless you and your family.
Thank you so much, Ms. Rica. 💗 Totoo yung sinabi mo sa simula ng video na ito. Because you shared these experiences to us, you made us feel na hindi naman talaga kami nag-iisa. I always love watching your videos kasi napapansin ko na at the very end, na co-comfort ako ng message at personal learning mo. You are a blessing! 💗
I love how you shared your painful experience in a positive, uplifting, gracious way. Thank you, Rica. God bless you and your family.
Love conquers everything, even the pain from yesterday. 🍃🍃🍃
Love you, Mrs. Bo! 💕
I understand your pain. I lost my baby 2016 grabe un depression. Come 2020 I got my rainbow baby. But I lost my mom last year antay lang niya mag 1 yr old baby ko. I’m still grieving not sure how to cope up. Thankful for this video to help me heal.
I can't help not to cry while listening to you, Rica. It's too much for you..all that you've been through. But thank you for the inspiration and sharing your experiences. Really, let's be thankful for what we have instead of focusing on pain for everything that we lose. ❤️❤️❤️
I super relate to this video. I have stage 4 Breast cancer now but before this, I felt worthless. I was jobless, single, didn’t know if I wanted to go back to stressful work or just put up a small business but I was afraid because I had not so much money to risk.
Now, I somehow know my bigger purpose and mission in life. I asked the Lord a few years ago that I wanted to rest from all the pain of tests, check ups and stress from work. And He did! He gave me time to rest. And when I had my seizure 2 mos. ago, I knew the Lord was telling me, it’s time to face my issues, head on. Now, I’m sharing my journey to friends and family and I am happy because now I feel my worth, my purpose and my mission. And as I say, this is not a curse but a blessing. We may have different challenges in life, but at the end of the day, I hope we can all go back to the Lord and thank Him for the gift of life.
Thank you for sharing. May God bring healing in your life!!!
@@RicaPeralejoBonifacio Amen. I am a humble follower of the Lord. Thy will be done. I know I am physically and spiritually strong and together with my prayer warriors, I will triumph this battle as I start chemo next week (6 cycles for 6 mos) 💪🙏❤️
What a beautiful testimony...I was so blessed.
I was reminded of my own three miscarriages as I was watching this… through all the sadness, pain and loss, my Father in heaven never abandoned me, there can be joy in His Presence…
God is not intimidated by our whining. Thanks Ms. Rica for the inspiration. God bless you more🌸🌼🌻
God Bless You Always Ms. Rica Peralejo 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I thank God for your Life Ms. Rica, you are a living testimony.
Thank you Ms Rica, i almost cried sobrang nakarelate ako because I had 2 miscarriages. Pls continue to inspire people..❤
Thank you so much for this. Just in time. A reminder for us to be vulnerable because pain demands to be felt and we are all just humans after all. Kung masakit edi masaktan ka. Huwag pigilan. Umiyak kung kailangan. Most of the time we don't really know why certain situations happen to us but this video made me realized that life is like this and things has to happen whether I like it or not. The good thing is that it will pass for sure. This situation isn't forever. We all need some time to take it slowly and feel the emotion and accept the situation as it is.
Grabeee such an inspiring woman. Iba talaga pag woman of God 🥺🥰❤️ May you continue to be an inspiration to others ☺️
Thank you for this sharing Rica! Left me in tears. God bless you too and all of us who's "HOPING" and "WAITING". 🙏
Amen! What a beautiful
Testimony of deliverance . Glory to God
Thank you for sharing this. I, too had 3 miscarriages after my first child was born and one more after my third child was born. I felt what you felt and what you are going through now. It wasn’t easy to bear loss-pain. It was our Father in heaven Who kept me sane and hopeful. It’s all glory to Him🙏🏼
I am greatly blessed for hearing & watching this video. Its a reminder that God is always there for us and we love us. Thank your story its very powerful. ❤️🥰🙏🏻
Stay strong Rica. God bless you.
I thank God for moving in my life through you Ms. Rica
congrats, ate rica. lodi shararawt 🤣🤣🎉🎉 more power and godbless us all 🙏🙏🇵🇭🇵🇭
hugs..i can relate and everytime i bargain about situations i always remind myself "God gives, God takes"
Hugs po Ate... we love you and thank you for sharing your story...
The Holy Spirit is speaking through you. I cried and remembered my own pain and suffering. I cried because your testimony of God as our loving father is simply true how great is his love for us that even if he allows the suffering he is faithful all throughout
I cried, thank you for your timely vlog in my life Ms.Rica giving me hope and a steadfast faith in our Father in heaven..🙏
Thank you for the enlightenment . And for sharing your words of wisdom. Thank you for reminding me that pain and peace can co exist. May the healing of the Lod be with you and ypur family.
My husband and I are both 38 and we’ve been trying to get pregnant for 3 years… Everytime, we have been asking our Lord for this miracle and yet until now, there has been nothing. I know my pain is different from yours but still I want to thank you for sharing your story to the public. I cannot quite explain it but somehow, you have comforted me tonight. I am not rejoicing in your miscarriage, please don’t get me wrong. But maybe it is about how God’s thoughts are higher than ours and how many plans we have yet it is His plan that will prevail - all for our own good. I pray that we can also be blessed with our own little Philip and Manu before I menopause.
Amen. His ways indeed, higher!!!
@@RicaPeralejoBonifacio Thank you for sharing so much of you with us. You didn’t have to, but I am guessing it was the Lord’s great love for you that has compelled you to encourage us with your learnings. I really respect you and I find you a truly beautiful person.
This is helping me to understand God now in my suffering 🥺
The miracle is your bravery and strength 🙏🏼
Grabe you're such an amazing woman, full of wisdom Ms. Rica. Keep the faith 🙏 God is really good!❤️🙏❤️ Thanks for sharing your story! 🌷
Thank you for sharing this to us, Rica. I know how tough it was but God's love shone on you so bright I only see a strong woman.
So Pretty mula noon hanggang ngaun💕
Godbless sayo Rica together with your family 🌷
Thank you for sharing your process of grief and pain. I am going thru something so different, but your message of hope resonates with me so much. You have reminded me that this is yet another opportunity for me to grow closer with Him, regardless of whether He will be granting me a miracle or a means to manage. Thank youuuuu! 💗
Sending our hugs and prayers for you Carla... everything that is impossible can be possible to our Lord God Almighty. Patuloy lang talaga tayong magtiwala sa kanya.
Ilove you Rica! i hope maging okay ka din intime. sa ngayon puno din ako ng pagaalala sa mga aftershocks na nagaganap dito sa Amin, kakatapos lang ng lindol (apayao) Feeling ko hindi ako makakatulog ng maayos sa takot ng aftershocks but then nandyan ka to re assure us kung ano b ang plano ng Diyos. salamat Rica!
Thank you Ms. Rica for sharing your pain and the peace that comes from the Lord.
So timing po Ms. Rica , .Thanks for this vblog , . Nakahibi ko (tumulo luha ko) while watching your videos. There's Blessing While in Suffering🙏🏻
Been there last year. Same case. Lost quadruplets. Still God is really good in good time and in bad times. Praise the Lord.
Thank you for this video. I lost my eldest sister (my 2nd mom) april last year and also lost my job of 18 years last december. Lost friends and loved ones. Found a new job this march. Great right? But lost my tatay this may. What else Lord? Yes, i prayed for strength , acceptance and love and to understood life is painful but theres so much more. As long as theres God and my family. Pls pray for my mom who is also sickly now. But thank you again for this video. 💕
Thank you miss Rica for sharing your heart.
Thank you for your honesty, for your vulnerability. For your strength to share this. I can't imagine the pain Ms. Rica but I can see in your eyes that you are in peace. The peace that I know God can only give... Thank you for reminding me that God loves us - not just when He gives us the miracles that we prayed for, but even during grief and sorrow. His love never fails. His love is something that we cannot question. huhuhuhu.
Thank you Rica, I needed to hear this. It is God’s way of telling me that i am not alone.