Explaining my depression to my mother // By Sabrina Benaim // Audio // Spoken Poetry
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 ก.ย. 2024
- note : i am not depressed nor suicidal but i just think that mental health should be taken seriously and have more awareness to it. I make these types of videos so people can relate to it and know they are not alone. I also make these so people could try seek help and let their emotions out in the comment section and also know they arent the only ones going through whatever is happening.
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th-cam.com/video/h-CxNvucbLU/w-d-xo.html , a video about sexual assault awareness
Where can i get the real version of this video? It really made me feel proud for a reason and gave me goosebumps at the same time...
Me explaining my depression to my mom because she doesn't understand me making her understand my depression
I cry every night and day idk if I'm depressed but I want to die all the time my dad says I need to go to a mental hospital and I say I'm fine he says no your depressed
I got sexually assaulted for 7 months straight and nobody did nothing no matter how many times i told them :(
@@Rvxiie i'm so sorry. Take care
*She shouted everything we were too afraid to even whisper....*
True
She’s faking depression because no one with depression goes to thier mom and randomly shouts some nonsense “depression” quotes -.-
Yeet Vomit wait wut? umm are u fucking ok? don’t joke about shit like that it’s a poem. it’s suppose to help people and don’t sit there and say that she’s faking it cause that’ll make her worst
@@danny7715 period BIIIITCH
aaaaand you copied this.
My depression is telling me to die....
But my anxiety is to scared to...
Why is it like this....I’ll never win.....
Because it never happens..
Relatable😭
iris. gacha when did u get diagnosed?
its the gacha games u be playin i tellin u that rn not as a joke but its them gacha games
Uh.
Cut's after cut's.
Depression after depression.
Cries after cries.
Death after death.
It's either death or living....
But can we really consider this living?
OwOliver Living or just breathing?
Wtf you have my friend 's pfp
Depression is telling me to cut myself and anxiety is telling me someone might see it and find out and then that would just be embarrassing
How God wasted his time making humans
“It’s not that much fun having fun when you don’t wanna have fun” took the words straight out of my mouth😢
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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"Mom I'm not scared to die, I'm scared of living"
I felt that
Same here
Poor you i hope you will have a happy life soon dear
Same
Depression is like being colourblind and constantly being told how colourful the world is.
That's somehow how I feel in so creative and small words I love this!
*creativity joined the chat*
I know this isn’t original, but I love the quote all the same.
"Just because you're colorblind doesn't mean you can see the colors." - Jaiden Animations
Anxiety is like having trypophobia, you can’t stand it.
"Its not fun to have fun when you Don't want to have fun"
Thats so true
my english teachers wouldnt like this sentence the same word was used three time 🅱️🅱️🅱️🅱️
Ney Tanuki that part strikes home so muvh
I no how that feels thanks mom not rially
It's not fun to try have fun when you know it wont help, and that hopeless feeling swallowing you up for underneath you as you sleep when you feel the most vulnerable...
Dear parents,
We don’t need therapy.
We don’t need medication.
We don’t need you to yell at us.
We need you to support us.
We need you to talk things out with us.
We need you to spend time with us.
Dear parents,
I feel like therapy won't take me anywhere
I need and want to take medication just to stop feeling so much about nothing
I am sorry that I didn't call you last week when I was scared as you made me promise
I don't need you to spend time with me
I don't need you to talk things out with me
I just need you to follow my lead and be okay with whatever I decide
But I know that deep down...
I need you to keep caring about me
I need you to not give up on me
I need you to force me to stay alive even if it takes me years to finally want to live
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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I don’t need company, but when i do, I’m just to. . . Something to ask. I don’t even know how to explain anymore.
Dear parents
dont think your problems are the only valid ones thats not true
If u dare to tell mom ur brave but I am not
You can hear the pain in her voice, ☹️
Yes...the pain is real in her voice. Sadly other people feel that pain as well. This girl spoke to all of us.
Fr
I know...I was on the verge of tears..
😭
I can to and it's very real
"Mama. I don't wanna die. I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all."
- Freddie Mercury.
God I cried the first time I understood that line...
It's something we all think at one point or another right ? How that man make his music speak to us all 😭
@@allicjasmith368 Yeah... I didn't know I could miss someone I never knew, someone who died before I was even born...
@@LunyMusic33 it's something maddening isn't it? Loving someone you never knew me and my brother were triplets in the womb we lost our big sister a week old and I love her more than anything I've ever loved and I never even knew her
@@allicjasmith368 Wow that's beautiful I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing better.
Once you're gone, everyone starts to care.
hey, if you're seeing this.. look how far you've come! I'm so proud of you
okay boomer
@@enamel4456 STFU DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT A BOOMER IS
Yeah only my friends care for me not sure anymore though they will believe me if I'm dead
So true.
No one will care honestly
"No, I'm afraid of living." I was doing really good at keeping my cool with this whole thing, and then that line was said, and I broke
I don't want live
But I am to scared to die
Depression vs anxiety
if you want someone to talk to i am here for you if you want to talk i have a channel we can talk there if you want
and the winner in the end will be you
And you want to live
Depression vs Anxiety vs You
Ain’t those song lyrics
Me too
Who else is proud of her for shouting everything we wanted to shout?
but we will not even emit to are selves
me
Me
Me
But even if we told themthey still wouldn't be able to help.
Me asf
lies ive been told:
" i love you "
" you can trust me"
" your not depressed "
" ill never leave you "
" the pain will go away "
" lifes easy "
" you'll be okay "
i been told those lie to they hurt
The words that matter most are never said.
Broken souls broken by beautiful lies
@@yourmom3412 🥺
Everything will be ok😢❤
Appreciate for a hot second the fact that she was most likely having a panic attack on stage and it most likely took her so long to get the courage to recite these words.
she was having a panic attack
they are super brave
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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Depression is like living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die
True
yup...
Mind over matter
Perfect description
10000% true
"NO! IM AFRAID OF LIVING!!"
This is the most relatable thing I have ever heard. I'm sorry sorry if you have gone through anything like this. I know the feeling of having depression and anxiety.
Please don't kill yourself because....I WILL FIGHT YOU UNTIL YOU CALL YOURSELF AMAZING (and because i have anxiety)
the only reason why im living is bts and people make fun of me for loving them and dedicating my life to them which is fun
@@ihrtldr same my brother also makes fun of me for liking bts whenever i listen to bts he call's them trash and that hurts me al'ot so i always have to keep the volume low and listen to them i used to have earphones with me but i lost them :( and that makes me super sad
It hurts so much watching this
It’s like she yells everything that im afraid to admit
in the real version she was shaking when she told everthing and it made me cry cause i cant say all those words since no one listens
Saffy Abigael Leonard
If you want to talk im here i can listen to you really
You are not alone you are really worth it and you deserve to be happy
@@k-fan4608 thank u
It is true I can not tell my parents anything like she did
@@agnelomascarenhas5130 i told my best friends once and they listened and cared for me only for awhile but then they just took my depression as a joke
“i make plans but i don’t wanna go. i make plans because i know i should want to go. i know sometimes i would’ve wanted to go.”
I felt this in my Soul.
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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I can relate to these few sentences as well. I am still feeling those feelings too. I felt it deep in my heart and soul when I heard those words, thanks for saying it first.
TRUTH ❗❗❗
Mom: come talk to your mother
Also my mom: screams at me every second*
I understand 💔
I feel the same.. my mom always tells me to talk with her then a few minutes later shes yelling at me..
My mom will tell me "you're fine." and CANCELS MY THERAPY because she "cured me" she thinks yelling at me and telling me I am a mistake is "curing me" then, she blames it on me.
Yep. I tried to explain it to my mom because she was screaming at me, making me feel awful and all she said is that if I ever do anything it's on me. She then asks why I never talk to her or anyone about it. She's why
Mhm
I could NEVER NOT IN A MILLION YEARS come clean to my parents like this-
Same.....
They only think im joking but im not....
If they don’t believe show them
i did and they didn't believe me but it actually didn't turn out as bad as i thought
Me neither im scared to....
I did that once. And that was the worst thing I could have done. The says "you don't look like your doing shit. And I just sat on my bed and cry my eys out but they didn't care and dhey don't understand me.
« why are you *acting* so depressed? »
and she said she knows what it feels like
I know that feeling..
headass Same but she really doesn't
sleepy aesthetic x Edits The person is saying their mom said she understood, but yet she asked that question which means she lied. Unfortunately, that is the truth for millions of us.
I defanetly know what it feels like...
My mom can’t understand. I wish she could, but at the same time I hope to whatever god is out there that she never will. My Dad can, because he has been going through the same thing. My big brother too
"You're not a drop in the ocean. You're the ocean in a drop"
"Depression, panic attacks and anxiety aren't signs of weakness. They're the signs of someone whos been too strong for too long"
We're not alone in our constant dance with depression and the demon on our shoulder. We're not just survivors, we're warriors. We need to learn to ease our minds to make the dance easier. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
I hate how this has been true throughout my entire life..
@@lee123v7 For now its hard, and ik it is, but things need to get worse before they can get better cause once you've hit rock bottom, the only way left is up :> On that journey back up, you may* fall or scrape your knees but you can't just give up. If you ever need to vent or get anything off your chest, this comment will always be here for that
Thank you, this is so true!
*"I'm fine"*
That's the biggest lie most people told.
That’s true... and it’s sad
And it's the lie people tell the most
My friends always say
“love having anxiet🤗😙✌🏼”
like it’s some quirky, cute thing. Like it’s so obvious they don’t have anxiety and it makes me so angry.
Some people hide it well and just joke about it all the time
Sianni Strickland, yeah, that’s how I cope with my mental illnesses.
Or when people say your mentality ill as a joke so you just say things like "no" or laugh it off
At the moment my friend is faking depression and jokes about suicide and other stuff like that
ella my friend does the same thing. She says stuff like, “Omg! My anxiety is so bad!” And she says it like it’s something to brag about, even though it’s not and she doesn’t have anxiety.
" Your being pathetic..."
" Your lying..."
" Your perfectly fine... "
" Your not depressed..."
" It's just a phase..."
I'm depression 😔😢😓😔😢😓😔😢😓
Those words are y I’m afraid to tell my mom about my depression
yes, i very grammar on this comment
Yeah thats what my family says 😔
“you have nothing to be sad over”
“you are just sad”
“you have a good life you shouldn’t be sad”
“there is so much good in the world”
“stop being sad”
my parents.："you can tell me anything" me: starting to tell them, them: starts to insult me.
I just told my mum that i am depressed and she said these exact words
'Bloody pathetic, the silliest thing i‘ve heard all day. You‘re too young to know what that is and you‘ve never been stressed. Kids these days.'
I don‘t want to talk to her :(
Same with my dad
I love you. Other people love you whether u know it or not
Same with me
I am too scared to tell my parents, they would say the exact thing "Youre too young to feel this way, you just want attention." The thing kids with depression or stress needs their parents support. Adults these days dont understand that fact. And when their children who claim to be suicidal and the parents dont do shit about it will understand that they fucked up when their child takes their last breath. It hurts every day but if i show it they'll ask me whats wrong like they care, and if i tell them the truth they wont believe me and dismiss me. And when parents say that the kid is only wanting attention hurts...a lot at least for me..
My older sister tried to kill herself a few years ago when she was my age with overdose, my parents didnt care. Theyre only comment was "Get in the car. How do you think people will see us now that our child tried to kill herself?" And that haunted my sister. It scares me.
anyways be strong everyone. I love and believe in you all! Good luck with life ^^
@† libra subliminals † are you asking me this? Or the person who made the original comment i commented on?- gosh i am really dumb im sorry-
"No, I am afraid of living"
That gave me shivers😣
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
@@Ilyjana I... I think I have that...
Yeah it spoke to me so loud
Depression is when you care about nothing
Anxiety is when you care too much about everything
Having both is like hell
Edit
Thank you for the likes and stay safe. I love you guys 🖤
soooooooo true
True, problem is that at first, they seem to exclude each other, as if you cannot have both, thats what other think... They'll say it is impossible white cant be Black, it'd be gray. Which is true when talking about colors, but not if all the colors have faded.
I have like really bad anxiety to the point I just start crying over anything and when I try to explain what it’s like I cry a whole ocean...
its true... and i hate it
Midnight_ Animation Fr
To anyone who is strugging
Thank you
So I tried to cut my self 8 times
I have Ally's and they talk to me during lunch when I don't eat we talk about anxiety and depression and suicide
And while I have a mental break
I did not come this far, I just did not kill myself yet
thats a lie :)
no one is ever there
never
NO. NO! NEVER. The PROBLEM IS I DID NOT GO FAR! I ONLY STARTED FEELING SO DAMN FUCKED UP BUT I'M HERE! CRYING WHEN I JUST STARTED! I'M HERE WHIMPERING AND THEN FEELING ALL GUILTY KNOWING THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS ALL ALONG, LONGER THAN ME! BUT THEY'RE NOT CRYING THE WAY I DO! THEY ARE MATURE WHILE IM A CHILDISH THING CRYING!!
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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Dear everyone reading:
Happiness isn’t the only emotion
yeah i know but thanks for telling me!
It's the only one people care about
it's one of the emotion i'm trying to get rid off...
oh we know...
And you forgot there is a big difference from sadness and depression lmao
"No, I am afraid of living.."
It's not like I'm crying...?!
That hit me hard..my eyes sting from holding it in..
“Hey you look sad, are you okay?”
“Yeah, just tired.”
*Tired of nobody believing me when I say im depressed*
*Tired of crying myself to sleep*
*Tired of lying*
*Tired of feeling like im ugly*
*Tired of being alone*
*Tired of being bullied*
*Tired of people*
*Tired of throwing up*
*Tired of having to do everything myself*
*Tired of hiding my face behind a mask of lies*
*Tired of stress*
*Tired of sleepless nights*
*Tired of feeling fat*
*Tired of wishing for my life to end every day*
*Tired of being judged*
*Tired of being asked if I’m okay when the answer is right in front of them*
*Tired of having to fake being happy*
*Tired of having panic attacks*
*Tired of being worthless*
*Tired of worrying over every little thing*
*Tired of hate*
*Tired of myself being so pathetic*
*Tired of not doing anything right*
*Tired of nobody believing I have anxiety*
*Tired of being a disappointment*
*Tired of masking my tired eyes with pounds and pounds of makeup*
*Tired of being unable to cry around people*
*Tired of Life*
"You sure?"
“Yep. Just tired.”
I've chose just to give up on that, when someone asks me if I'm okay, I either say are you Okay? Or fuck off. I've given up on all this shit
Camryn Conger Me too. I am done with ppl.
@@veronicamoonlight4828 sometimes it just seems pointless to me, I mean why mess with society when I can just do my own thing. Like in my world the only friends I need are my imaginary friends. The only socialization I need is with my imagination. In fact I'm not even going back to school,I'm gonna stick with online school, I hate that people call me lazy. I'm sorry that I have a different sleep schedule, I'm sorry that I go to sleep at 5 and wake up at 9, I'm a night owl. I need to be up during those times because nights my most energetic time period. Yeah my room is pitch black even at noon, why would I want it any different. I've had to learn to accept the fact that I'm different, and that I'm a introvert that had a rough life. I'm tired of people saying to more productive things, BITCH, SEE ME AT 2 AM I'M CLEANING, WRITING SONGS, TAKING CLASSES AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING, SLEEPING AT LEAST I DON'T NEED COFFEE TO GET THROUGH MY DAY ALL I NEED IS THE MOON AND DARKNESS, AND PEACE AND QUETE BECAUSE MY DAY IS NIGHT. it just gets so annoying, sorry if this is a little over top it's 3:21 and I decided to go to sleep early but I got woke up but I'm still tired and will probably go back to sleep
I'm sorry if you don't agree with me in sorry if you think imaginary friends are childish, because if so. How many friends you got cause I got hundreds in my world? And yeah it's MY WORLD because I make the rules,I decide what the time is, I decide where I'm going to be and when, i can change who I'm with were I'm at in less then 2 seconds. The only things I need is darkness a brain, and a dictionary, because yes I'll read of a dictionary for hours on end. If you got a problem with it I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm the only one on in my world because the population in my world is 1 because I'm the one who can make thousands thanks to my imagination
@@veronicamoonlight4828 yeah I get it, I think y ouTube is being stupid and it shows me in my inbox that you replied to me but when I go to look at it it's gone
Camryn Conger U gout my Gmail right?
"Why are you depressed? Life's beautiful!"
Is like saying
"Why are you asthmatic? There's so much air!"
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
⭐❤💚💙💖Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
When she started talking about her Dad.. I bursted out in tears..
Same😔
I was crying from the beginning but when the dad part came lets just say that my sink broke
Me too my dad left me
My dad has been abusing my family ever since I was 4. I do not give a SHIT about my dad..l or should I even call him that...?
Alice Chang no just call him by his name or just say Mister and then his lastname thats what ill do if i was you
"It's just not that fun having fun when you don't want to have fun"
Damn, that hits too deep for me
I couldn't hold in my tears at that point
Damn... "no i'm afraid of living" That's it.
Define shivers
OOOOO
I dont want to live
But,
Im too scared to die
But then again,
I'm even more scared to live.
Same
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
she just shouted everything that ive wanted to scream. the words that fell out of her mouth are the ones that are cages behind my teeth, and the emotion in her voice is the emotion i have been begging to see again, the emotion that left me because even i am not good enough for it.
"Happy is a decision."
Does that mean that my decisions are always faked?
Me: “I’m depressed..”
My family: “Then don’t be depressed, change it.”
Mom, dad, brothers, sisters..
*Depression was never an option..*
It never is....it's a battle so fight,fight hard with all of your battle scars it make you more you and I may not know you but I love you❤and we are going to fight this battle....
I started to cry. She speaks my thoughts out
Me too friend..
Same
I cried too
Same
Luzie Richter yes!
To mum,
I didn't need to be yelled at
I didn't need to grow up
I wasnt a drama queen
I was depressed, i was dieing and you did nothing . You let me suffer for years without help, you knew i was struggling and you watched. I'm still here. I dont know how but i am, no thanks to you.
“And then flat out asks me if I’m afraid of dying. NO I AM AFRAID OF LIVING!!” So true.
I know. I wish my mom know. I can't tell her though she is the main reason I have depression. My depression started because of her she took everything from me until I had nothing but doubt. I just want everything to be over already.
AshlyStudios this is sad and true, but to make a happy statement, your profile picture is eddsworld and its awesome
Madi Sallywaffles Lol thank you :)
AshlyStudios I’m with you, my mom did the same to me, it’s like parents aren’t even phased by what they’ve done.
Makaila M. Glad I’m not alone.
When she said MOM IM AFRAID OF LIVING!! I started crying so much 😕
Karolína Ondova I don't cry much over internet posts... But yeah that almost made me cry...
MOM I AM AFRAID OF LIVING !!!!!
Jay yes I am always I'll be
Jay I know
Jay eer ñis was ere
LIFE IS HARD AND WE CANT FIGURE IT OUT AND IT IS SO HARD TO BEAT
THEanoying TRASHcan no shit
This is so relatable I been so depressed for years now & I feel like it's gotten worse lately.
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
i feel the same
Me: Hey mom i think i have depression
Mom: its because of that damn phone
lissete soto thanks for making my day 😅😪
lissete soto this may be funny to some ppl and u might’ve not wanted to offend anyone but depression really isn’t something to joke about js😕
@@gen.kivie16 They weren't joking about depression .-.
True...
wtf, if your mom really did this, im sorry but shame on her, because DEPRESSION, is not a joke..
*I wish if I could tell my parents how I fell, but..*
*They would laugh or say your just stressed* 💔
send this to your parents with the caption I AM THE GIRL YOU ARE THE PARENTS BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ANYWAYS
This is one of my thoughts...
They will only miss you when you’re gone!
They will only care when it’s too late!
THEY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND!!!
Or they just say, "you're being dramatic"
*"Your just on your period.."*
Best wishes love! Stay strong 💘💘
*She literally said those words which we don't even imagine/dare to say!..*
my mom would be like “you’re too young to be stressed”
Aleksia Venegas my mom says that too. she also says that it’s because of the internet
But I their is no eligible age to be depressed...... My emotions are killing me so I choose to be emotionless beast......
Jim Jiminie parents don’t understand a state like this.
A Moonchild Too true.
Same,my mom does not even believe that i say:I have anxiety
This hits hard when you can relate and wish you could say to ur parents.... Edit: Ty for 191 likes *hugs* i hope you all are doing and feeling better, u all are not alone :)
Tell me, whats going on. Whats wrong💔
I am...😥😭
@CloudieCookie GL
Same 💔
Honestly, I don't know how to say to my parents that I don't want the life they provided to me and fought to have a child:(
Bruh.. This made me cry because I wish my mother understood me when I became depressed. Now I just hide it.
Same
Dont hide it....
I go to therapy and I still hide it because I cant be open about my feelings
same i cant let my mom know cause if she knew i would never forgive myself besides when i tried to tell her she just let it slip by so for now on i just keep it on the inside telling myself im ok when im not ok at all and im about to cry
Bias Wrecked yeah i understand, i tried telling her i felt like i was dying inside, i don't think she believes me after all i put fake smiles a lot...💔
Honestly people do say you can choose to be happy... True.
But when people are to broken beyond compare it's hard. 💔
2:14 “no, I am afraid of living!!!”
That line- **starts crying** 😭💔
"Why are your grades so bad?"
"Why don't you wanna try?"
"You're ridiculous, take responsibility for your actions"
Can't you see that my actions are no longer my own, they are my emotions, and i no longer want to try because i don't even think i have a life, for you took it from me and made it your own, when you chose what school i should i go, when you decided i couldn't go over my dad's house, when you mocked me for having depression, and when you sat there and said i was ridiculous, what you don't understand is that depression takes all of a person's life and changes it, to where there is no hope. There is more to my failing grades then my effort.
I know it's been 2 months since your comment but I hope you are doing okay, well as okay as one can be when your mind is telling you that nothing is worth it. Hold on until you find it, until you find that spark of hope that makes everything have meaning and makes the world not look so sad. It takes time but believe me when you find that thing that makes you feel okay you will try your best to never go back to the dark place you were before. Once you see the light it's a struggle trying to not go back to the darkness but it is so much better in the light. The whole world takes on a new color and makes it so you don't dread waking up everyday. Someone is there for you whether its me or someone else in your life. Stay strong and know you aren't alone and someone cares.
I have never heard something more true in my life thank you for that
Same Unicorngirl!
Thanks
The video almost most made me cry, but just this one comment was so relatable that I couldn't hold it in....thank you, and I hope everything s fine....
Severe depression...
You feel numb you have so much mental pain that you can’t feel physical pain......
And that’s when blades make there move...
You want to die but anxiety makes you scared to die...
You are lost not knowing what to do....
So all you do is curl up in a ball and tell everyone you are busy...
You cry and cry until your eyes hurt...
At night you toss and you turn stare up at the empty celling reminding yourself that the celling is as empty as your heart....
5 a.m. you gotta wake up you just have to! To show the world that your fine
But deep inside you know you are not
*exactly*
Wow,with the up all night thing I used to have it really bad but I think I found like a trick?I just think of storyline of movies and book and in change them into new storylines so I'm distracted enough till I fade off 2 sleep
*cries intensely* mhm yea um *chokes on tears* right
My life is great everyone says but inside I can’t trust anyone everyone just leaves me I have anxiety trust issues it’s hard to live
I think to myself it’ll all be over soon but it just gets worst
Me: can we talk ?
Mom: yes?
Me: i have depression, i'm sorry..
mom: iTs tHaT gOdDaMn pHoNe hUh?
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WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH PARENTS THINKING THE PHONE IS BAD!?!?!?!?
@@nuryasreenyleana1953 please clam down-
They say phone is always the reason but for me it's not
Me (mumbles, after a 1 or 2 years of building courage, coz to scared to say it out loud): Mom, the way you insult my weight, height and colour, affects me-
Mom (giving ghe stink eye): Then why dont you try to loose some weight, gain some height and get some whitening treatment.
Me (shocked and trying to keep back tears): ok......
My older sis (who is actually expetiencing mental health issues): She has seen that i finally get some attention bcoz of my mental health so she is trying to steal that now. What n attention seeker.
Me: * confused coz i expected my sis to relate as she once faced the same issues *
They only care when you are near death or dead....
Is this world worth living....?
Everyone else is doing it so I guess it is
U have pickels for brains if u think I'm going to kill my self and give up food
For me it's not
hey ! stopped by to remind everyone in this thread that they’re worthy, they’re amazing, they’re funny, they’re nice, they’re sweet and they have a purpose on this earth. there is always light at the end of the tunnel, even if you don’t see it at the moment. you’ll find it one day, and that day will be the greatest day of your life. everyone makes mistakes, everyone fails, everyone feels useless at some point in their lives, remember you’re not alone. if you’re ever feeling suicidal please call your national suicide hotline. i’ve found a link that has a lot of national suicide hotlines so please check it out and try to find yours
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
suicidestop.com/call_a_hotline.html
faq.whatsapp.com/en/android/28030010/
please be safe everyone
It is, worth living you might hate yourself but i know someone out there loves you for who you are either they're really close or distant from you but just know you are loved and you do take a space in this world that can bloom in your progress and if you off your self all you worked for so far will come crumbling down and you could have been somebody elses role model
I hate it so much when people say "I understand you" when they don't know anything about youand how you feel. I hate it when people say "How come you have problems when you have a happy family?"when they don't know anything about your family problems. I hate it so much when people say "I am here for you and you can also talk to your parents. They are there for you" when they don't know how afraid you are to ask for help and don't know that they themselves will hate you and turn you down.
I know how that feels.
True about parents
I was afraid as well to talk to my parents, he heck I still am, I just don’t trust them, so ik exactly what u mean (I was depressed and suicidal)
Then how other way should one comfort another? I'll say all of the above except no.2 actually. Maybe the the person who tried to comfort you had been through smth worse smh
i explained this to my friends and they called me selfish. selfish of what, selfish that im hiding and enduring the pain by myself?? just so i cant hurt you all??
i just cant stop crying this is so true to all the mums out there stop making your child condition worse. some of us just need someone there with us and to listen.
I love how she included imagining other people’s death. I didn’t know that happened to other people but it’s become like ocd to me.
CasualPrince yeah... i avoid thinking of that because then it gets me scared, sad, depressed, feelings i don’t even have a name for....
I seriously can't believe that one of my current favorite TH-camrs made this video. I showed this video to my parents since I didn't really know how to explain my depression. Soon after that I got a therapist who helped me a lot. I still feel depressed sometimes, but not as severe as a few months ago. I just really wanted to thank you. I love your videos and your aesthetic!
Hafsa Sel I hope you’re okay❤️
I'm glad that they believed you.. mine will never
@Namjoonie you should open, don't keep it inside. Atleast you are getting help, take it to the best of your advantage. Get better, live your life, Namjoon will be happy :)
Army, borahae
I know I should talk to someone about my depression,
Not to a stranger but to one of my friends
But I have no friends..
Friend: how are you?
Me i’m just TIRED
TIRED of faking a smile
TIRED of living
Harvey Yeomans IM here for you if you need to talk or DM me!❤️❤️ your not alone❤️ (im actually a girl)
U lie
And faking a smile FUCKING HURTS
And thats why I always say I'm tired.... :')
Tried I'm tired because I'm up till who knows how long fighting those thoughts in my head but it's worthless cause they never go away
Such an energetic voice, when I was depressed I didn't even have the strength to speak and explain something to someone.🙂
Did anyone else feel ‘it’ when she said “Mom I am lonely!” Cause I did and I can’t stop trying to not cry
pov: That one girl in school that has depression is having mental breakdown and all the other kids w/ depression are clapping for the girl
my dude you didnt really say the girl has fake depression so maybe she has her side of the story
g a b r i e l a 101 it’s ok to cry
Imagine the amount of anxiety she went through to tell the story of millions like her.
Bruh my mom tells me to stop being depressed as if I could just turn it off with a switch, honestly she’s practically part of the reason I am depressed in the first place. I can’t wait till I can leave this house.
It's like telling a cancer patient to heal themselves
My mum is the same
Same my dad tells me to stop being depressed
Same.i went to therapy still am but it really doesn't help. i have anxiety and a eating disorder and im suicidal i take pills for my anxiety and it doesn't help at all. my mom doesn't give a shit she says im fakeing it or i just want attention.one i told her i want to die and she just brushed it off and i told her im bisexual she laught and told me i wasn't.i tried killing myself twice already one was with a nife that my step brother took away and told my mom she just said i wanted attention and i wasn't going to do it and one was when i tried overdosing but nobody knows
My mom just die she left me when i was 5 for drugs alost every part of my body has scars that is one of the reasons i cant get out of bed my.dad was an ocholic i lost him in a car crash i lost my sisters they killed them selfs and i live with my ant and she hates me no one has seen me with out a jack on sents i was 11and i am 14
I am scared to tell my parents cause they just say "Your just sad" or "stop being dramatic your to lazy now go study"
Me to because I know that they are going to make fun of me
Same....I get to be with my friends when I say I'm sad ...
I will never tell my parents all they will find is my dead body lying on floor
Ever feel like you can't cry because you're terrified people will think you're faking it? Even when you're alone?
We have the same problem mate....
"you're just being overdramatic, you'll grow out of this. You're going through a phase by thinking all of this."
“place your hand over your heart..
can you feel it?
that is called purpose.
your alive for a reason so
don’t you ever give up.”
When I told my mom she told me “ Your just doing it for attention!”
Do you think I cry myself to sleep for attention?
Do you think I cut my wrist for attention?
I once cut my wrists, my mom found out and practically told my whole family. Then everyone said I was seeking attention..
Gacha Ren Send her this, she obviously is a sociopath
My mom found out I cut when I was 6💔
@@briannawheeler3481 oh my gosh i hope things are better for you now
i hope that thing will eventually get better as time goes on for you
My eyes are wet, and I'm not sure why; I was unable to stop them. I struggled to put all of my emotions into words, but got stuck at a confusion; this is crushing me.
I appreciate the recommendation, TH-cam.
"but my mind can only count reasons to stay awake"
Ngl I felt that
I am so sick of people telling me how to feel, "its hormones" "your attention seaker" I am so sick of it. I know how I feel am not faking it
THANK YOU 💔
That's so true.
@PEARL JANMAN Normally, when you hit teenage years mainly when you start going through puberty, it can be hormones, but a lot of the time it doesnt last long. Most of the time its actual depression and some people dont understand that.
you feeling sad for a little bit is not the same as literally being so fucking sad you cant function properly. it is fucking hormones. everyone feels the exact same way during their teenage years. if this shit goes beyond these days then you might have an issue but right now youre just a normal human
I just hate it cause my parents say your only doing it for attention like I’m not I’ve been through so much and I can’t take it anymore.
If you parents make your depression some kind of joke or say your being overdramatic.
I am now your new mother...
NOW IM YOU THERAPIST ADD ME ON THE SNAPSCHATS AND I SHALL HELP YOU AND BECOME YALLS FRIENDS! I SHALL BE THERE FOR ALL MY CHILDREN
-warriorzforlife
This may be a bad idea but I want to help as many people as I can cope with their depression, anxiety, and other things you are going through
thsts exactly wat my mom does
@@totofrvr ello, Im your new mom :3
hey mom):
i need a new mum too. even after my psychiatrist told her that i am depressed, she does not want to belive it
boerkur_k I am now your new mom congrats I’ll bring chocolates and soda ;3
The way her voice cracks... The agony that comes with depression couldn't get any more evident than that
-Depression-
🌷A short poem by me🌷
It’s like having a hole in your heart,
No one can ever fill,
You try to be happy but sad and lonely want to join your party,
Your head is never clear,
You can’t stop thinking about how everyone is better than you,
Life and death both give you fear,
You try to explain but no one understands,
And when they say they do,
They shrug it off and go back to their plans,
You feel like you are pushed to the side,
Or that your put in the spotlight,
At first you feel like you can never cry,
Then your tears run dry,
You cry every day and night,
And try to trap you emotions inside,
You feel empty and alone,
When so many people are around,
You feel anxious and lose confidence,
You feel like nothing.
This comment kinda ended up being like a short poem but maybe if It gets enough likes I’ll pit it in my poem book? Also, this is coming from my perspective, so if you cannot relate or if something seems offensive then please don’t get mad! 🥺
Hi I relate to the poem, it’s really pretty and beautiful I can’t stop reading, you should make more poems 😊
I guess I am depressed. All I ever feel now is pain and solitude
Leslie Saldana thank you very much 😁
Shadow Weeb! Np ❤️😊 I like reading poems btw
“Life and death both give you fear” damn...
This gave me goosebumps... words I wish I could speak to my parents so maybe they'd finally understand
“Are you okay”
“Hehe yes tired”
Tired of feeling dumb
Tired of wishing I was pretty
Tired of myself
Tired of fake love
Tired of my fake friends
Tired of feeling ugly
Tired of being myself
Tired of being something I’m not
Tired of everything
Tired of starving myself
Tired of wanting to die
Tired of not being able to get Up out of bed
Tired of wanting love
Tired of giving love
Tired of staying up the late nights
Tired of feeling unwanted
Tired of feeling fat
Tired of feeling sad
Tired of feeling the depression
Tired of giving and giving and getting nothing back
Tired of being tired
I’m tired of being sick and tired!
I just wanna end my self
I’m so tired..
IM SO TIRED!
I’m tired of life...
I felt that man..
Can I be your friend 😞
Gacha_sunset.....you're not alone
@@eijiroukirishima4687 😭😭
@@fredteenah7649 shes not
“ Having depression and anxiety is a nightmare,
You feel scared about nothing,
The inner turmoil kills,
Your happiness and sadness are soldiers in a inner war,
Your scared of death,
But you want to die,
You love the feeling of knifes,
Cold to the touch,
Yet so warming,
But scared of what will happen,
Going insane is a possibility,
Just look at me,
MPD,
To many voices swirling around my head,
All wanting to scream, and try to help,
But never being able to say a word,
Over the expanse of the war of wellbeing and mental health,
And I swear one day all of us will die,
Either way,
If I’m going to die,
It shall be on my terms,
I will forever be alive until I choose to die,
And get swept to hell,
To live life as a demon,
Never understanding the world surrounding you,
With even more turmoil with in you,
And I mean seriously,
By the time you die,
You’re skin will no longer be paper,
For it shall be metal,
Never feeling the tears and rips within it,
For the many cuts on your body,
Will be nothing compared to the inner battle wounds,
And all angels will be lucky to hear you,
Crying out your feelings,
And living life to what it should be,
Trying to fit in but never to do so,
The inner wounds,
Bleeding to the seams,
Whilst the outer scars are in pain,
You don’t feel it,
You are bulletproof,
You are...
You.
And you is beautiful,
Smart,
And powerful,
Even if not physically, but mentally,
And you will survive with us all,
But you don’t know where everybody else is,
Cause we all walk the world alone. “
- my personality’s creating the most creative, sad, crazy and changing piece of work yet.
Yes, yes it has. This I what I feel every day of my life
SnekCatThingy :3 you’re welcome, I try to help some people with words, as actions can be deathly
Shanésia LOUISERRE never let your conscience to control you, especially if it says things like that, only listen to your conscience, but think about what it has said before you do what it says
... why are you talking about ME
Madeline Stephenson I may be talking about you, I may be talking about everyone, but I like it this way
Even if my mom watches this, no matter how much I'll try to explain, no matter the words I use to express myself, my mom would never ever understand. She plays the role of a stranger better than a stranger does
Joshh Dunnn same (i think)
Same
This is sadly true
It’s worse when your mother is in the medical field, but doesn’t believe a word the doctor tells us.
Same
Father used to say that the world is unkind and will kick me when I’m down. I never excepted for my family to be the same as the world.
Dear moms...
*Being depressed isnt a phase*
*Feeling ugly isnt a phase*
*Being a transgender isnt a phase*
*Having anxiety isnt a phase*
*ITS NOT A PHASE AND NOT HORMONES*
HEACK YAH
ITS NONE OF THOSE
ITS DEPRESSION
ITS being emotionless
My boyfriends said to that it's puberty.
SO DEAR PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD:
DEPRESSION CAN COME AT ANY AGE POSSIBLE!
IT CAN COME IF YOU ARE 5 IT CAN COME WHEN YOU ARE 95!
AND STOP THESE EXCUSES WITH PUBERTY, LAZYNESS OR HORMONES.
IF YOU'RE CHILD NEEDS HELP. THEN DON'T LAUGH AT IT! TRY HELPING IT! SOME PEOPLE LIKE ME HAVE A HARD TIME SAYING:" Hey. I need some Help!" Because WE are afraid that we'll be a BURDEN to everyone! WE ARE ALL HUMANS AND WE SHOULD BE TREATED EQUALLY! AND I THINK THAT WE ALL EXPIRENCED THAT WHAT I WILL TELL YOU NOW: You want to talk about your problems to a Person you THOUGHT you could TRUST. But If you tell them your problems. They will start to show no empathy at all and Talk about their own problems! And WE want everyone to be happy and that is why our mind says: yea.. Help them. They are way more important than we are."
I might just be a 14-year old girl, but people also need to understand that WE aren't lazy people. We also have problems! We are HUMANS! DON'T YOU GET IT?!
YOU CAN'T JUST SAY TO A PERSON THAT HAS A CERTAIN AGE: YEA YOU ARE LAZY OR IT'S PUBERTY!
It's like you go to an old Person and say: yea you are 95 you're old. You'll die anyway. That is hella rude.
And now imagine telling this not to a Stranger but to your son/daughter/non binary child: "You lay in bed all day.
You are sick.ew" or what hurzs more" You disgust me when you are doing this." The child. No YOUR CHILD will feel really distant towards you and blames itself for that. I have watched this video 3 years ago. And it still reaches out to me. And I know I am not the only Person thinking this.
Thank you for reading.
Have a great morning/day/afternoon/night.
And remember:
You are worth it.
You are beautiful.
You are loved.
If you need any help you can dm me in insta or any other social Media Platform.
[insta: melina_loves_ramen]
My mom laughed at me when she said I wanted to be a boy.
When I told my mom she called one of my friends and told her to fix me
::/
I have explained my deppresion and pain to my mother before, and her answer was...
"it's that god damn phone isn't it?!"
For them ITS ALWAYS THE MF PHONE like they need to stop using it as an excuse
My mom blamed it on tiktok when she found the cuts on my arm
@@makaylataylor4546 I just hope they heal get well soon
nah bro i told my mom the next day she acts like nothing happened now when i talk about friend she say see and you wanted to kill yourself cause you had no friends
@@angelinaibarra3568are you ok?
“It’s gonna get better”
Yea sure sure, but it’s been years it’s been 5 years. I think I missed the getting better bus then .
Same..
Hahah soo true! I’ve been dealing with it since I was a little kid, noticed it with 11 and now I’m 18 and still mental ill wow!
Ha! My entire life my father has hurt me mentally/physically...
Lillyana Hoffman gosh I feel u.. my dads the reason why my whole mentality is fucked
It's been 6 years for me
Depression is like drowning in a world full of air but your lungs are filled with water.
"Friend": "You okay?"
"Yeah.. Just scared about the test..!"
Teacher: "Your grades are getting worse... Is everything alright?"
"Y-Yes Miss! The test was just harder than expected..!"
Mom: "Sweetie, you need to get better grades! Are you okay?"
"Yes mom... I'm fine... Just... Tired..."
Can they really not tell I'm not fine?
Is it really that hard?
Why does life not go easy on me?
Why does nobody notice!?!
Why am I so lonely...
And at the end of the day...
All you hear is...
"It's that internet."
It's true. The internet has a big impact on people. You absorb everything you know from it because you start to compare your life accidentally. This is what makes you feel depressed. Nobody's gonna realize if you don't tell them.
The internet is the only place us depressed people can express our feelings the only place where people understand us
Ive had my depression since the age of five and i dont know if i can take this anymore.....
@@candiceberry9622 it's not true... They don't realize it's them... Not the internet. Most of my internet friends are the only reason I'm still coping.
@@spoiled_jackfruit It's true. Yes you have internet friends, but your comparing your real social life to it and be like "I don't have friends in real life. Nobody cares about me. I can't rely on anyone personally." And please don't say "it's not true," it's really annoying me. You can just disagree. First educate yourself. I'm trying to help people here.
Isn't it great when people think you'll be fine or think it's nothing...?
Doesn't it hurt when the people that love you and you love the most underestimate how hurt you are..?
Well it sure does and it feels like there is nothing you can do.. But there is .If you are badly hurt seek help you deserve a happy life like everyone else.
Me: “Mom I have depression”
Mom: “No you don’t”
“Reality can be whatever I want”
Apple Senju IM here for you if you need to talk or DM me!❤️❤️ your not alone❤️ (im actually a girl)
I feel like letting my mom listen to this. You've explained it better than I ever could
Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.
Trinity X SAME
Trinity X stay strong! Love you❤️
Same but I'm scared too
+Kathryn xx We're here for you! Send it to your mother. Maybe she'll understand
To that one Seoul reading this,I know you're tired, you're fed up, you're so close to breaking.But there's strength within you, even when your weak.keep fighting
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
I showed my mother this video...She laughed saying "Get over it"
Butch!
*hugs*
Aw... Its okay I can understand these feelings. This literally describes my whole life
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Butch! I’m here for u
''Mom still doesn't understand.''
And she never will. Never.
They would only understand it when you gone...they'll start caring
My mom was depressed so I think it's really sad she doesn't even care or see me
Trueee
i feel that. i told my mum i cut and stuff and she did nothing. she asked why i told her why and all she could say was "that's stupid, it does nothing" and "just wait until your done with school then you will be fine".
I tried to tell my Mother but she said your to youn to be depresd or to be sad.........DEPRESIÓN ISENT SOMETHING YOU CHOSE TO HAVE I WAKE UP WITH MOOD SWINGS EVREY DAY SOME DAYS IM STARVING AND OTHERS I LOSE MY APATITE DO YOU REALY THINK IM "OK"????
The "when will you get better?" is the only word I'm hearing everyday, just feel nothing, also losing my appetite...
she’s out here shouting about how much it hurts when i’m still trying to figure out how to even admit that i have issues without cracking a joke to hide how much i want to break down and cry
I want to scream so loud until I can't hear anything or feel anything. But I can't even say that I'm not okay to my friend.
if i don’t have the courage to tell one of my closet friends abt my insecurities and what goes on in my life when she’s not around, i could never come out to my mom, talk to my mom abt things, etc. i will never have the courage to talk to anyone abt it and that’s fine. i bottle up my feelings know i shouldn’t do that but it helps me. if your reading this ty for reading to the end bye now!
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on TH-cam and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐Save this message, and give it to everyone, he will help so much people, share it to everyone.
I made dumb jokes to ease the pain. My dad today said a b&b they stayed at was like staying at your grandmas house. I said... how would i know what thats like. Oof. And i followed it up with grandmas house was padded walls and no sharp objects.
I laughed
My dad says "You're so lazy, it's summer, you should be with your friends having fun"
*Well... I wish I could...*
Wow he says that I can't even leave my fing house and yet I'm lazy and stupid according to my parents
Me: What friends?
Haha why don't I call my penpal who live all they way in fucking Alabama
I have mild depression
People have it worse though. I'm slightly grateful.
If I told my mom I was even a little bit depressed she'd say "It doesn't happen in your age!"
Ps: I'm not suicidal btw. I know I don't have a point in life yet, but I hopefully will soon.
Tigerlilly Can'tTH-cam lucky. At least your parents acknowledge that depression exists. Mine say that anyone that “claims” to have depression is faking it.
my mom would say " omg you have nothing to be depressed about, quit being so dramatic"
Tigerlilly Can'tTH-cam you have it soo good I'm happy for you ❤
loverlybadgirl00001 MSP
Thank you :)
Tigerlilly Can'tTH-cam
Lucky... I don't really know who I am anymore. When my parents found out that I was depressed, my mother cried, my father talked to me... but it only got worst, I know I'm too young to even have depression but I have my reasons to be depressed, I made a promise to a friend that I wouldn't try to harm myself, so what I do is, I try to eat glass, I try to draw cuts and bruises on my arms... some people thought it was real