Who ever does suffer from this terrible disease call Depression anxiety disorder panic attacks and bipolar kneel down and pray to God and thank him over and over again because you’re so blessed I am living with these terrible illnesses for over 25 years and I refer to it as the silent killer because just like cancer that’s also known as the silent killer mental illness can cause your death without warning be kind don’t judge listen to someone who comes to you to talk it can make the difference of life or death to that person God bless protect and prayers to everyone who like myself who battles our demons daily amen 🙏🏻
I know it’s a lot to say but we’re the same , we will get through this, stay strong. I may not know you but I care as much as people don’t care about me. ☝🏼
you know it's simple to just get a blade and end it all end the pain end the suffering end the embarrassment end being a burden but you know it's not easy to leave family friends loved one it's not easy for them and yourself thanks to people like this channel help us with our struggles and know our pain I almost lost my life I'm 16 yrs old and I still have a long life thank u thank u for saving my life
Don't do that please, I got to the point where I ordered surgical scalpls I can't put down my white flag, and am surrendering myself to the Lord he's been my father since I was 8, never once though it all did. He leave me or forsake me. He has blessed us so much I'm so thankful for his unfailing love. Family faith focus finish
The shame and burden is just about th worst of it. Lord please help my ADHD/ADD and anxiety panic attacks nightmare night after night Lord please lift all the burdened for you told us easy and your burden is light, praise you Father. Amen please God help all those who are struggling with suicidal ideation and even before they attempt it slit there main artery or some other way please Lord lovingly intervene. Aman and aman❤
Today I listened to this on the way to church. Then I go into the place where I’m loved the most and I think that this is the loneliest I’ve ever been.
I'm going to hear this song when I'm ever depressed cause it keep saving my life and also thank you THANK YOU FOR UPLOADING THIS VIDEO this song has save so many people lives.
Love the vid! I think anyone suffering from depression and thinking suicidally need to hear this. Also, I think the word you're looking for ( "(?)" ) is 'clutter.'
*Who ever in here to release some feelings. Know that you are not alone with huge struggles going through your body and mind. Being confused at which way to go from here.. but let me tell you something. Just the fact that you are here, is a sign of strenght. A sign from your heart that you are not done seeking, watching, hearing, viewing or breathing. One step at the time, one breath at the time. Can’t do 5 steps in a rush, the fall will make you feel it even more. Accept that reaching the top, takes time and is ment to be so. Even if you carry much more than the next person on your path, let it build you. There is nobody tougher and nobody warmer in heart than the one struggling but never quit. A few pit-stops here and there are more than fine. But know this, heroes are made from battlefield before they find their happiness. Not from fields of roses without knowledge about the down-times. Be proud of yourself and the journey you got. Answers will reveal themselves for those who fight. Be you and be happy about it!*
@@RoseCote-sy4bn I wish you well in days to come. Since you read this, your strenght is already there. It’s just buried but you’ll find it again. Chin up😃
Dude thank u for this song I got a lighter heating up to brun my skin I just really need help and this song helps me ik self harm anit it I just need to feel physical pain ig
Note to everyone... Even if you ask for help one hundred times you'll probably be left standing by yourself and that's okay! Even if multiple people say the will help, they will most likely buckle when it comes too. Choose life anyway. It's bittersweet.
I listen to this every single day i had some failed attempts and the last one was super close woke up to doctors but I have a good woman and a little boy i finally have a reason to fight but I am scared because i know that one day its gonna happen i was broken when she found me idk what to do
I think about suicide half the time cause I have fasd and autism and everyday someone is bullying me . I've been cyber bullied and physical bullied and more . I never know if I'm worth it cause of all the bullying I got and still get . My bio family doesn't check in on me . No text no call no fb message nothing . I have friends that always check on me and any time I feel suicidal I always tell them and they always tell me different . And when that doesn't work I always come on yt and I listen to this . Don't ever think different about yourself cause everyone is worth it . You matter to everyone . God has a plan for us all . You wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the man above who made you . Never doubt yourself cause your all including me are beautiful inside and out . May God heal us all who are going through hard times . 💖😘 love y'all
Dear god, please take away my sins and talk to me tell me why im a demon and why im a nobody why me and my siblings are sepreates for ever i love u god im alone forever my friends dont care
Thank you as well for uploading this and I went through all that and I was only 15 or 14 and I still get bullied but I don't show them what they want from me though I used to but now I don't and they also bullying me because I am pan💖💛💙 sexual and it means that you don't care who the person is you or you don't care who they defy as which is trans or bi or another pan Posen or lesbian or gay or genderfluid it really means the Posen really doesn't care what the person is or who they are or who they didn't fight as that's what pansexual mean and is that's what identify as is pansexual because I don't care who the person is or how they did it by themselves or who they are as a person because I look at the person not the gender and I'm proud to be pansexual and I am 17 now and I am a junior in high school as will and I am a gril and this is my channels name but my real name is Ricky crook and my nickname is Alex though but I don't care what you call me Ricky or Alex will be fine with me as will two :)
this explains it all the wanting to end it all the past i had the lies i lied to scars i burnt into this life of the people i hurt no rewind i need your music dont give up please at least not befor i do. from kristy dustin neurenberg aka dustin wayne neurenberg the sinner
When you have depression and your down your 1 decision is I'm going to kill myself im gone I hope everyone enjoyed the fact they killed me the fact I'm gone this is what I listen to when this is going through my head so thank you I'm not dead yet and In A couple of hours I'm going to see my counsellor and show her this
Where can I get a instrumental version of this as I write songs poems for my shit feelings and it helps and this soundtrack is perfect for one of them.
Its hard the temptation of killing yourself and yes I know what its like cause I'm going trying not to kill myself now. I've hated myself for far to long and I'm tired of living. I told my mom and she just looked at me and than started to cry. I cries with her. I don't know what to do anymore any advice would be great.b
Por favor no te mates estoy hablando contigo Y no pretendo saber todo lo que has pasado. Pero si es una vergüenza lo que sientes, solo debes saber que yo también he pecado. Y si lo que sientes es dolor, Solo sé que eso es algo por lo que pasé No sé tu historia, pero sé que tú y yo somos muy parecidos Así que déjame hablarte un minuto, mientras tengo este micrófono. Tenía 18 años cuando saqué una pistola En ese momento sentí que mis opciones se habían agotado. Así que puse ese barril en mi pecho y apreté el gatillo hasta la mitad. Intenté reunir el coraje para apartarme ese día. Pero a medio camino con ese gatillo apretado, me detuve Las lágrimas inundaron mis ojos y esa pistola cayó. Y me senté en mi habitación y lloré durante una hora. Por fuera estaba bien por dentro un cobarde. El ruido de mi depresión se había vuelto cada vez más fuerte. Había planeado una salida en un baño de bautismo de pólvora Me han mentido como si te estuvieran mintiendo ahora Otras personas no pueden ayudarte, pero yo podría saber cómo Porque he caminado en tus zapatos y he estado en mi punto más bajo Y si no sabes nada, conoce esto. Puedes decirme que te vas a suicidar y estás cerca de esto. Pero Dios quiere encontrarte en medio de tu desesperanza. Dios quiere darte una salida a estos sentimientos de duda. Y los sonidos del caos podrían ser. Reverberando a tu alrededor como el heavy metal. Pero la confusión no es de Dios, es directamente del diablo. Y quiere silenciar el ruido y traerte paz. Y te prometo que si solo le pides que te ayude. Llegaste a este lugar porque intentaste pelear tu propia pelea. ¿Y a dónde te llevó eso? Excepto contemplar sobre quitarte la vida.Y si has sido intimidado hasta este punto. Siento que hayas pasado por eso Pero Dios quiere tomar esas palabras. De tus atacantes y devuélvelos. No tienes que ser definido por lo que la gente dice sobre ti. Déjame que te recoja si no sabes cómoNo estás solo, hombre, tienes un amigo en mí. Tienes mejores días por delante, solo rezo para que comiences a ver. Sepa que todo lo que el diablo te hizo, quiere que lo repitas. Pero todo lo que el diablo te quitó, Dios quiere reemplazar. Escúchame ahora mismo, será mejor que me mires a la cara Fuiste creado para más que morir en este lugar.No lo hagas, por favor, no te quites la vida. Solo toma mi mano haremos esto bien Prometo que si haces esto te arrepentirás. Te despiertas en la eternidad recuerda, lo dije. Y deseabas tanto poder volver. Estoy aquí para ti ahora mismo, por favor, sólo sé que Y si crees que estás solo en esta lucha, te han mentido Esa depresión me persiguió y casi me muero también.Pensé que el suicidio era la única manera y la muerte estaba destinada para mí. El diablo tocó su música y me senté en primera fila a través de esa sinfonía. Caminé a través del fuego y sentí ese calor pero empujé más allá El (?) Y me puse de pie. Salí y me niego a mirar atrás. Tomé mi depresión y la arrojé hacia atrás, en esa pila de madera Y ese fuego debe haber ardido 50 pies de alto. Y ahora planeo dejar un legado para recordar algún día cuando muera.Y ahora mismo te estoy diciendo que Levántate también, en el fondo sabes Es la cosa justa que hacer Piensa en tu familia, piensa en ti No te mates, por favor no lo hagas Lo que sea que estés enfrentando a Dios te verá a través de él.Hice que un fanático se suicidara y su madre me preguntó si podía ir a verla Estaba deprimida y me preguntó si podía conocerla. Dos semanas después, la depresión la golpeó. Se encontró con un poste de teléfono sin cinturón de seguridad en un biplaza.Y deseo que ahora mismo pueda rastrear a través de estos altavoces. Y de alguna manera convencerte de que no vayas por el mismo camino que ella hizo. Me gustaría poder cambiar el hecho de que te sientes derrotado Desearía poder cerrar mis brazos a tu alrededor y decirle al diablo que lo golpee Pero no puedo llegar a todos, aunque hago todo lo posible para intentarlo.Algunas personas creen la mentira de que es mejor morir Y piensan que es la salida más sencilla. Pero no están aquí para ver cómo se desarrollan las cosas. No ven el dolor que causaron, el dolor que dejan. Me tomo esto en serio, esto no es un juego para mí. Incluso pensar en terminar tu vida es vivir peligrosamente. Así que por favor solo escuchen mi voz, ahora tienen una opción Puedes elegir la vida o puedes ahogarte por el ruido.Por favor no lo hagas, por favor pide ayuda. Si no es por tu familia, hazlo por ti mismo.
Who ever dislikes this shit has never been through anything this song saved me
or maybe they have and just simply refuse to seek help because it might show their vulnerability as a person. but maybe u right
I know how you feel I just feel so tired of fighting I feel like I'm hanging off a cliff and my fingers are slipping and no one hears or sees me
Who ever does suffer from this terrible disease call Depression anxiety disorder panic attacks and bipolar kneel down and pray to God and thank him over and over again because you’re so blessed I am living with these terrible illnesses for over 25 years and I refer to it as the silent killer because just like cancer that’s also known as the silent killer mental illness can cause your death without warning be kind don’t judge listen to someone who comes to you to talk it can make the difference of life or death to that person God bless protect and prayers to everyone who like myself who battles our demons daily amen 🙏🏻
Who else was brought to tear by this?🙋🏽♀️
This helped, I almost ended myself at 13 and at 14, I get bullied endlessly, my dad was a alcholic, and I tore my Mcl and fractured my spine
dude thank you so much for uploading I almost died last night, I had a knife against my throat and I listened to this and I cried and never cry
re u ok?? you need someone to talk to bro??
Right now I’m going throu a little bit of a hardship but I think that I will be fine thanks for your concern
I know it’s a lot to say but we’re the same , we will get through this, stay strong. I may not know you but I care as much as people don’t care about me. ☝🏼
I meant I care *
Same a couple days ago I but the rope around my neck and jumped but I remembered this song and I took the rope off my neck and sobbed for like 2 hours
you know it's simple to just get a blade and end it all end the pain end the suffering end the embarrassment end being a burden but you know it's not easy to leave family friends loved one it's not easy for them and yourself thanks to people like this channel help us with our struggles and know our pain I almost lost my life I'm 16 yrs old and I still have a long life thank u thank u for saving my life
Don't do that please, I got to the point where I ordered surgical scalpls I can't put down my white flag, and am surrendering myself to the Lord he's been my father since I was 8, never once though it all did. He leave me or forsake me. He has blessed us so much I'm so thankful for his unfailing love. Family faith focus finish
The shame and burden is just about th worst of it. Lord please help my ADHD/ADD and anxiety panic attacks nightmare night after night Lord please lift all the burdened for you told us easy and your burden is light, praise you Father. Amen please God help all those who are struggling with suicidal ideation and even before they attempt it slit there main artery or some other way please Lord lovingly intervene. Aman and aman❤
Today I listened to this on the way to church. Then I go into the place where I’m loved the most and I think that this is the loneliest I’ve ever been.
I'm going to hear this song when I'm ever depressed cause it keep saving my life and also thank you THANK YOU FOR UPLOADING THIS VIDEO this song has save so many people lives.
Love the vid! I think anyone suffering from depression and thinking suicidally need to hear this. Also, I think the word you're looking for ( "(?)" ) is 'clutter.'
thank you for uploading this
No problem
Thanks clayton❤
*Who ever in here to release some feelings. Know that you are not alone with huge struggles going through your body and mind. Being confused at which way to go from here.. but let me tell you something. Just the fact that you are here, is a sign of strenght. A sign from your heart that you are not done seeking, watching, hearing, viewing or breathing. One step at the time, one breath at the time. Can’t do 5 steps in a rush, the fall will make you feel it even more. Accept that reaching the top, takes time and is ment to be so. Even if you carry much more than the next person on your path, let it build you. There is nobody tougher and nobody warmer in heart than the one struggling but never quit. A few pit-stops here and there are more than fine. But know this, heroes are made from battlefield before they find their happiness. Not from fields of roses without knowledge about the down-times. Be proud of yourself and the journey you got. Answers will reveal themselves for those who fight. Be you and be happy about it!*
😭😭😭😭😭😭 I needed this. I feel so alone in this struggle.
@@RoseCote-sy4bn I wish you well in days to come. Since you read this, your strenght is already there. It’s just buried but you’ll find it again. Chin up😃
Ur thoughts had just touched my heart thank u I needed to read this tonight
Dude thank u for this song I got a lighter heating up to brun my skin I just really need help and this song helps me ik self harm anit it I just need to feel physical pain ig
Thank you for uploading this it’s saved my friend so many times this song means a lot to me
Song hits home
Note to everyone... Even if you ask for help one hundred times you'll probably be left standing by yourself and that's okay! Even if multiple people say the will help, they will most likely buckle when it comes too. Choose life anyway. It's bittersweet.
Can’t help but say this is my favorite video from your channel and in the world
Thank you for saving my life
This song helps.
THE PAIN OF THE WORLD PULLS ME DOWN SO MANY CHILDREN STILL SUFFERING
🩵💚 i choose life. Im trying to fight the fight. This was deep thank you
I listen to this every single day i had some failed attempts and the last one was super close woke up to doctors but I have a good woman and a little boy i finally have a reason to fight but I am scared because i know that one day its gonna happen i was broken when she found me idk what to do
This hits hard right now
It helped me
I'm scared cause I saw my friend listening to this song and wanted to check it out, now Im worried
I think about suicide half the time cause I have fasd and autism and everyday someone is bullying me . I've been cyber bullied and physical bullied and more . I never know if I'm worth it cause of all the bullying I got and still get . My bio family doesn't check in on me . No text no call no fb message nothing . I have friends that always check on me and any time I feel suicidal I always tell them and they always tell me different . And when that doesn't work I always come on yt and I listen to this . Don't ever think different about yourself cause everyone is worth it . You matter to everyone . God has a plan for us all . You wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the man above who made you . Never doubt yourself cause your all including me are beautiful inside and out . May God heal us all who are going through hard times . 💖😘 love y'all
Dear god, please take away my sins and talk to me tell me why im a demon and why im a nobody why me and my siblings are sepreates for ever i love u god im alone forever my friends dont care
Thank you as well for uploading this and I went through all that and I was only 15 or 14 and I still get bullied but I don't show them what they want from me though I used to but now I don't and they also bullying me because I am pan💖💛💙 sexual and it means that you don't care who the person is you or you don't care who they defy as which is trans or bi or another pan Posen or lesbian or gay or genderfluid it really means the Posen really doesn't care what the person is or who they are or who they didn't fight as that's what pansexual mean and is that's what identify as is pansexual because I don't care who the person is or how they did it by themselves or who they are as a person because I look at the person not the gender and I'm proud to be pansexual and I am 17 now and I am a junior in high school as will and I am a gril and this is my channels name but my real name is Ricky crook and my nickname is Alex though but I don't care what you call me Ricky or Alex will be fine with me as will two :)
This song saved me too many time to count
this explains it all the wanting to end it all the past i had the lies i lied to scars i burnt into this life of the people i hurt no rewind i need your music dont give up please at least not befor i do. from kristy dustin neurenberg aka dustin wayne neurenberg the sinner
When you have depression and your down your 1 decision is I'm going to kill myself im gone I hope everyone enjoyed the fact they killed me the fact I'm gone this is what I listen to when this is going through my head so thank you I'm not dead yet and In A couple of hours I'm going to see my counsellor and show her this
my just me person .... We can talk if you want.. add me on snap: mdetamore263
Why is life that cruel
Thank you keep it up and I love you
im so sorry mom and dad. Im so fucking sorry-
Thank You this was a G_D send
Where can I get a instrumental version of this as I write songs poems for my shit feelings and it helps and this soundtrack is perfect for one of them.
This helped me a little..
To hell with a broken heart 💔 , I got a broken brain! 🧠
thx
This exactly how I'm feeling right now I don't want to be in this fucked up world..life sucks
this shit save me
Its hard the temptation of killing yourself and yes I know what its like cause I'm going trying not to kill myself now. I've hated myself for far to long and I'm tired of living. I told my mom and she just looked at me and than started to cry. I cries with her. I don't know what to do anymore any advice would be great.b
i have a talent like no other but im afraid i can do things beat boxer wish they could i have anxiety
Do more of these
I just want to try and make people smile and I want to help I'm here
Same
I wonder ever happened to him.
Donde la puedo encontrar con subtitulos en español?
Por favor no te mates
estoy hablando contigo
Y no pretendo saber todo lo que has pasado.
Pero si es una vergüenza lo que sientes, solo debes saber que yo también he pecado.
Y si lo que sientes es dolor,
Solo sé que eso es algo por lo que pasé
No sé tu historia, pero sé que tú y yo somos muy parecidos
Así que déjame hablarte un minuto, mientras tengo este micrófono.
Tenía 18 años cuando saqué una pistola
En ese momento sentí que mis opciones se habían agotado.
Así que puse ese barril en mi pecho y apreté el gatillo hasta la mitad.
Intenté reunir el coraje para apartarme ese día.
Pero a medio camino con ese gatillo apretado, me detuve
Las lágrimas inundaron mis ojos y esa pistola cayó.
Y me senté en mi habitación y lloré durante una hora.
Por fuera estaba bien por dentro un cobarde.
El ruido de mi depresión se había vuelto cada vez más fuerte.
Había planeado una salida en un baño de bautismo de pólvora
Me han mentido como si te estuvieran mintiendo ahora
Otras personas no pueden ayudarte, pero yo podría saber cómo
Porque he caminado en tus zapatos y he estado en mi punto más bajo
Y si no sabes nada, conoce esto.
Puedes decirme que te vas a suicidar y estás cerca de esto.
Pero Dios quiere encontrarte en medio de tu desesperanza.
Dios quiere darte una salida a estos sentimientos de duda.
Y los sonidos del caos podrían ser.
Reverberando a tu alrededor como el heavy metal.
Pero la confusión no es de Dios, es directamente del diablo.
Y quiere silenciar el ruido y traerte paz.
Y te prometo que si solo le pides que te ayude.
Llegaste a este lugar porque intentaste pelear tu propia pelea.
¿Y a dónde te llevó eso?
Excepto contemplar sobre quitarte la vida.Y si has sido intimidado hasta este punto.
Siento que hayas pasado por eso
Pero Dios quiere tomar esas palabras.
De tus atacantes y devuélvelos.
No tienes que ser definido por lo que la gente dice sobre ti.
Déjame que te recoja si no sabes cómoNo estás solo, hombre, tienes un amigo en mí.
Tienes mejores días por delante, solo rezo para que comiences a ver.
Sepa que todo lo que el diablo te hizo, quiere que lo repitas.
Pero todo lo que el diablo te quitó, Dios quiere reemplazar.
Escúchame ahora mismo, será mejor que me mires a la cara
Fuiste creado para más que morir en este lugar.No lo hagas, por favor, no te quites la vida.
Solo toma mi mano haremos esto bien
Prometo que si haces esto te arrepentirás.
Te despiertas en la eternidad recuerda, lo dije.
Y deseabas tanto poder volver.
Estoy aquí para ti ahora mismo, por favor, sólo sé que
Y si crees que estás solo en esta lucha, te han mentido
Esa depresión me persiguió y casi me muero también.Pensé que el suicidio era la única manera y la muerte estaba destinada para mí.
El diablo tocó su música y me senté en primera fila a través de esa sinfonía.
Caminé a través del fuego y sentí ese calor pero empujé más allá
El (?) Y me puse de pie.
Salí y me niego a mirar atrás.
Tomé mi depresión y la arrojé hacia atrás, en esa pila de madera
Y ese fuego debe haber ardido 50 pies de alto.
Y ahora planeo dejar un legado para recordar algún día cuando muera.Y ahora mismo te estoy diciendo que
Levántate también, en el fondo sabes
Es la cosa justa que hacer
Piensa en tu familia, piensa en ti
No te mates, por favor no lo hagas
Lo que sea que estés enfrentando a Dios te verá a través de él.Hice que un fanático se suicidara y su madre me preguntó si podía ir a verla
Estaba deprimida y me preguntó si podía conocerla.
Dos semanas después, la depresión la golpeó.
Se encontró con un poste de teléfono sin cinturón de seguridad en un biplaza.Y deseo que ahora mismo pueda rastrear a través de estos altavoces.
Y de alguna manera convencerte de que no vayas por el mismo camino que ella hizo.
Me gustaría poder cambiar el hecho de que te sientes derrotado
Desearía poder cerrar mis brazos a tu alrededor y decirle al diablo que lo golpee
Pero no puedo llegar a todos, aunque hago todo lo posible para intentarlo.Algunas personas creen la mentira de que es mejor morir
Y piensan que es la salida más sencilla.
Pero no están aquí para ver cómo se desarrollan las cosas.
No ven el dolor que causaron, el dolor que dejan.
Me tomo esto en serio, esto no es un juego para mí.
Incluso pensar en terminar tu vida es vivir peligrosamente.
Así que por favor solo escuchen mi voz, ahora tienen una opción
Puedes elegir la vida o puedes ahogarte por el ruido.Por favor no lo hagas, por favor pide ayuda.
Si no es por tu familia, hazlo por ti mismo.
Aqui tienes...
@@hotpocketoverlord7800 muchas gracias
De nada
💗💗💗🖤💗💗💗
hi
I put a gun to my chest and didn't have enough strength to pull the trigger
What's the background music? anybody knows? please help
The letters look like they are dancing heh
IM NOTHING
One disliked this video wow
I was ten when I pulled the nife out
No you can’t