this is the last song i listened to before i attempted suicide last october, and its a miracle i survived since it was really, really serious. so many doctors and nurses struggling to keep me alive. it brings back painful memories, but i almost find comfort in it in a weird way?
yeah, the same with me, Your Heart Is A Muscle the Size of Your Fist was the one i attempted to, and that song still comforts me and makes me happy when i’m down. music is an odd thing, and i’m so glad we have it.
It is a strange feeling to remember past lows and to find solace in those actions. I think my feeling of comfort over the songs I listened to when i felt so low i wanted to die can only come from the fact I am still alive thanks to those that reached out and helped me. I hope anyone reading this finds the peace they need to stay alive. And if that seems unobtainable. Than reach out, to your folks or any family, or friends, or even me (some random online stranger). Talk with your demons and live.
My friend California died of an accidental overdose a few years ago. I always think of her when I hear this song. I miss her everyday. She didn’t deserve what happened to her.
A song that truly captivated the feeling of depression and hopeless thoughts in the lyrics, yet it comforts those who know them well. I have made serious attempts three times and I am still here to of found this song to stay strong to. There is a light in the dark; you just need to move your way past the corner of the wall.
Lyrics: All the seagulls pecking at your face Are bright white angels taking you away And like the bread you once tossed them to taste you've crumbled into tiny shapes today. Hope they fly to Galapagos. And drop your remains in paradise. Somewhere warmer than Connecticut. Somewhere where the gas is half the price. I've been struggling to recall What your face looked like before You dove head first into light house beach With the suit and tie still on. Before the bubbles filled your chest Strangling those lungs asleep By wrapping them in plankton blankets til the salt water turned sweet. I want to remember you as you were then. No holes in cheeks from crustaceans piercing through them. I liked it when your brain was still in your skull And your skin wasn't cold and blue as the ocean. Hope they fly to Antarctica And trap your remains in blocks of ice. Somewhere colder than Connecticut Somewhere the gas is half the price. When you drifted onto the shore we thought we'd seen a ghost Or some sort of bloated seal draped in a seaweed coat. But as the pelicans took chunks from your eye sockets we prayed Out loud in hopes that limbo existed if only for today. I want to remember you as you were Not some debris floating along the sea wall Not motionless flung across the rocky shore. I want you back breathing and selfish as ever. Such a beautiful song
This song is beautiful. It speaks not only to my soul, but the soul of all that is and could be. I had forgotten about this til tonight after years of not having heard it. Epic.
Glad to say I got to see him live last year. He didnt play this song like I hoped he would but he got to play some of his then new music which I'm sure he was excited about. Which makes me happy in a way.
I hope everyone feels this way when I'm gone cause I'm ready to leave and I don't want anybody to grieve just let me be happy and learn to be happy without me I was barely here to begin with...
If anyone has this on Vinyl, I'll pay a premium for it if it's for sale. My copy was stolen and it hasn't popped up on discogs for almost a year. I would be interested in the second pressing as well.
Staying lost in space is the goal people... Im not proud of what ive done, but ive never willingly took another human's life. The enemy we are going to war with is beyond reasoning and loathes us with such bitter zealotry it's litterally paralyzing to those that arent conditioned to resist it.
Friend jumped off a lighthouse wearing a suit, wondering if the birds that may come across the remains will scatter their remains to a happier place. The beginning 4 lines are a beautiful metaphor.
I feel like if this was just instrumental and I listened to it without knowing the title and who made it, I would think it sound like a song from Minecraft because of how fucking good this is
this is the last song i listened to before i attempted suicide last october, and its a miracle i survived since it was really, really serious. so many doctors and nurses struggling to keep me alive. it brings back painful memories, but i almost find comfort in it in a weird way?
Sky Dark stay strong man.
yeah, the same with me, Your Heart Is A Muscle the Size of Your Fist was the one i attempted to, and that song still comforts me and makes me happy when i’m down. music is an odd thing, and i’m so glad we have it.
hope you are okay :)
It is a strange feeling to remember past lows and to find solace in those actions. I think my feeling of comfort over the songs I listened to when i felt so low i wanted to die can only come from the fact I am still alive thanks to those that reached out and helped me. I hope anyone reading this finds the peace they need to stay alive. And if that seems unobtainable. Than reach out, to your folks or any family, or friends, or even me (some random online stranger). Talk with your demons and live.
My friend California died of an accidental overdose a few years ago. I always think of her when I hear this song. I miss her everyday. She didn’t deserve what happened to her.
A song that truly captivated the feeling of depression and hopeless thoughts in the lyrics, yet it comforts those who know them well. I have made serious attempts three times and I am still here to of found this song to stay strong to. There is a light in the dark; you just need to move your way past the corner of the wall.
The most underrated song ever.
so true! i wish it was available on more mainstream music platforms, glad yt has a music app where i can listen to this masterpiece of an album daily
Friend suicides are a lot. I'll miss you dude, we're a year and a half in and it's hard without your best bud. Rest easy Bryan.
i think this may be the most beautiful song i have ever heard
Lyrics:
All the seagulls pecking at your face
Are bright white angels taking you away
And like the bread you once tossed them to taste you've crumbled into tiny shapes today.
Hope they fly to Galapagos.
And drop your remains in paradise.
Somewhere warmer than Connecticut.
Somewhere where the gas is half the price.
I've been struggling to recall
What your face looked like before
You dove head first into light house beach
With the suit and tie still on.
Before the bubbles filled your chest
Strangling those lungs asleep
By wrapping them in plankton blankets til the salt water turned sweet.
I want to remember you as you were then.
No holes in cheeks from crustaceans piercing through them.
I liked it when your brain was still in your skull
And your skin wasn't cold and blue as the ocean.
Hope they fly to Antarctica
And trap your remains in blocks of ice.
Somewhere colder than Connecticut
Somewhere the gas is half the price.
When you drifted onto the shore we thought we'd seen a ghost
Or some sort of bloated seal draped in a seaweed coat.
But as the pelicans took chunks from your eye sockets we prayed
Out loud in hopes that limbo existed if only for today.
I want to remember you as you were
Not some debris floating along the sea wall
Not motionless flung across the rocky shore.
I want you back breathing and selfish as ever.
Such a beautiful song
“I want you back, breathing and selfish as ever” breaks me into tears every time.
I have been playing this for my friends for the last few years forcing them to appreciate this man this split album is incredible
Ceschi is incredible live...but most importantly he creates music that is everlasting. Perfection.
This song is beautiful. It speaks not only to my soul, but the soul of all that is and could be. I had forgotten about this til tonight after years of not having heard it.
Epic.
I wish Ceschi would hop on IG live and play every single day
Glad to say I got to see him live last year. He didnt play this song like I hoped he would but he got to play some of his then new music which I'm sure he was excited about. Which makes me happy in a way.
This whole album saved my life.
One of the greatest songs ever! Wow!
This is one of the few songs that perfectly encapsulates what it feels like to witness death and how one lives with it after
It does
Rest in peace, Luca.
Damn you Ceschi been a new sort of feels lately
i always come back to this song.
A true work of art as usual.
Absolutely Paula Miss Yo Face btw
reminds me of my love so much🖤
WHO COULD DISLIKE THIS
His most beautiful.
I want to talk with the two people who disliked this!
eptxgreg it’s at six now, i think it’s time we found them and had a little, chat.
@@violetfemme4318 It's 5 now, someone had a change of hearts, great job, now let's talk to the others
they probably just found this song really sad and were hoping that this wouldn't appear again if they thumbed this down
i cant believe this isnt on spotify
This song is just beautiful
Underrated artist nobody ever knows who he is when I mention him but everyone ive mention him too loves his music after.
The worms are just doing their job but sometimes I hate them for it.
I hope everyone feels this way when I'm gone cause I'm ready to leave and I don't want anybody to grieve just let me be happy and learn to be happy without me I was barely here to begin with...
the time signature change at 3:00 min is my favorite part
Love you Pingu. Miss you every day ❤️
Dealing with loss is hard😢
Siick
when I think about suicide I think I don't want anyone to be as SAd as I am about me being gone so I'll just live a natural life.
I got to be the 400th like.
Whether anyone cares or not, I know it don't matter, but I'm honored.
I’m 800
If anyone has this on Vinyl, I'll pay a premium for it if it's for sale. My copy was stolen and it hasn't popped up on discogs for almost a year. I would be interested in the second pressing as well.
Miss u forever
The soundtrack to my indie movie
Amazing
I love u zakk
My dad loves this song
I want to learn how to play this song so badly! Anyone have any leads on a guitar tab or a finger guide I could look into? Thank you so much
Same here. I’m going to watch some live vids and watch his hands. Hopefully I can figure it out
@@eptxgreg Any luck? Lmao I'm still looking
Looking for just the instrumental of this beautiful song.
find a friend that can listen and play it good luck
Staying lost in space is the goal people... Im not proud of what ive done, but ive never willingly took another human's life. The enemy we are going to war with is beyond reasoning and loathes us with such bitter zealotry it's litterally paralyzing to those that arent conditioned to resist it.
sad this ain’t on apple music
So, guys.....What's your interpretation on this song?
its describing the raises of souls
to me its about coping with the death of a friend and questioning what happens with you after death
I took it pretty straightforwardly; as the musings of someone whose friend committed suicide.
Friend jumped off a lighthouse wearing a suit, wondering if the birds that may come across the remains will scatter their remains to a happier place. The beginning 4 lines are a beautiful metaphor.
for the dead cat on the highway
Ethereal asf
I feel like if this was just instrumental and I listened to it without knowing the title and who made it, I would think it sound like a song from Minecraft because of how fucking good this is
Che cazzo c’é con questa? (Please excuse my English) (I try 😊)
This my twin brother story. He jumped off a cliff onto stone.
(Quelle parole 😢)
why's this not on apple music ;'(