Julia Jacklin - Don't Know How to Keep Loving You - 1/24/2019 - Paste Studios - New York, NY

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  • Julia Jacklin - Don't Know How to Keep Loving You
    Recorded Live - Paste Studios - New York, NY
    More Julia Jacklin: www.pastemagaz...
    Audio: Bob Mallory
    Video: Brad Wagner

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  • @MrThatoneplatypus
    @MrThatoneplatypus 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4237

    Very raw and very real. Weird how songs can find you once you’re ready to feel them

    • @MrGlitter1989
      @MrGlitter1989 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      MrThatoneplatypus I say this all the time

    • @sydneyschmidt4267
      @sydneyschmidt4267 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      TRU

    • @The21to19
      @The21to19 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      damn thats poetic

    • @Mrch33ky
      @Mrch33ky 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Spoken like a true PR Flack.

    • @JoYuu
      @JoYuu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      so fucking true

  • @kaylathomas9711
    @kaylathomas9711 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2838

    This song lasts for exactly as long as it takes me to calmly and dutifully smoke a cigarette and reflect on love's disappointments.

  • @Nullllus
    @Nullllus 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1858

    That snare is deeper than a wound from unrequited love.

  • @Taylor_King
    @Taylor_King 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1550

    Jesus, this is better than the studio version

    • @amegreycat
      @amegreycat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      I think it's miles better!

    • @bianquita1
      @bianquita1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Saw her live a few weeks ago, I had chills down my spine.

    • @user-yx4wx4oq4g
      @user-yx4wx4oq4g 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Right?!!

    • @RailsforTrails
      @RailsforTrails 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Yes, shes great on record, transcendent live

    • @jimvorel1884
      @jimvorel1884 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      This is the definitive version!

  • @jmtl1985
    @jmtl1985 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1678

    I’m pretty sure she’s a siren. Her voice is so haunting... I’m positive it’s drawn lovesick sailors to the depths of the sea.

    • @nicholasporteron
      @nicholasporteron 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      She is a Siren from the depths of the Earth's soul.

    • @TheRealSamPreece
      @TheRealSamPreece 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i guess love songs are sirens in themselves

    • @willall2855
      @willall2855 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats not very nice!

    • @Ifritsdotnet
      @Ifritsdotnet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      sirens drew sailors to the shore, away from the sea

    • @josewalle9079
      @josewalle9079 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      No she is not, you can clearly see she is a human being, please look for therapy

  • @b-b8704
    @b-b8704 5 ปีที่แล้ว +874

    This is why love is a commitment, it is something that takes constant work. People that only stay for the fire of loves beginnings will never know deep love as it becomes red hot embers.

    • @Mrch33ky
      @Mrch33ky 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Hot Damn!

    • @David77646
      @David77646 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      How profound

    • @kr4382
      @kr4382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +123

      That is commonly believed both by codependent silly noncommital romantic movie lovers and conservative religious people focused on duty regardless of happiness (also often codependent) Both are wrong. It is NOT loving,not kind,not respectful to stay with someone if you do not love them the way they want and need to be loved. You can keep the other person from having that love by pretending out of duty. If you truly love someone,you will not require a selfish oath to stay w you until death. That is possession. If you have real love for someone, you would want the person to be truly happy, to be their true selves, to follow their dreams and be loved by someone who offers more than codependence, obligation or duty. Even if it is not with you. That is love.

    • @starsgard
      @starsgard 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@kr4382 agree with my whole heart !

    • @hils4228
      @hils4228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Wow, now I love you!
      Beautifully said

  • @betherrington7935
    @betherrington7935 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1029

    Falling out of love with someone is just as real as falling in love....

    • @kellyb7437
      @kellyb7437 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Beth Errington because Love itself is so real. So real

    • @orchidiris1760
      @orchidiris1760 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Beth Errington that is beautiful

    • @tMAXagain
      @tMAXagain 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Do you know the song Let it Did by Feist? Your sentiment reminds me of it

    • @johnpineapple5489
      @johnpineapple5489 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      wtf does this even mean

    • @taylormoon2663
      @taylormoon2663 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      John Pineapple hopefully you never have to find out.

  • @Spiderboyish
    @Spiderboyish 3 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    It is tradition to revisit this performance every few months.
    CERTIFIED HOOD CLASSIC!

  • @oliviasmith6677
    @oliviasmith6677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    I listened to this song a LOT in the last year of my dying long term relationship. The end was inevitable and I felt powerless to stop it. This was a great comfort to me during that time, and now that she's gone.

    • @elvablumenstein1422
      @elvablumenstein1422 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️

    • @dtar3844
      @dtar3844 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same here :( hope you're doing better now

    • @farmermike9262
      @farmermike9262 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      how did you find comfort in it? I find this harrowing and ripping my heart to shreds tetering on a panic attack. Im in limbo with my 4 1/2 yr relationship and im not sure i can walk away or if i can even stay. Im drowning in my own confusion and indecisiveness. Were you able to move on? Im so affraid.

    • @cnsorshipmagazine8531
      @cnsorshipmagazine8531 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@farmermike9262what happened in the end Mike? I hope you’re well x

  • @LuisMedina-gs3qg
    @LuisMedina-gs3qg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    I’m super high right now. I feel like I’m IN the song and I’m rolling around in a beautiful garden on a sunny day but I can see dark clouds on the horizon. The disappointment of love. Damn.

  • @davidmooney
    @davidmooney 5 ปีที่แล้ว +538

    Underrated is such an over used term but I genuinely believe Julia is one of the most underrated musicians around today.

    • @ryantreadwell4472
      @ryantreadwell4472 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I have to agree. Her voice makes me melt every single time. Cant wait to see her live again now.

    • @bigtux11
      @bigtux11 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      The superficial always steal the limelight. But the world is becoming increasingly more attuned to depth and less interested in shallow materialistic crap, so I think it's the right time for an artist like Julia.

    • @joshuafahy218
      @joshuafahy218 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      bigtux11 thanks for the hopeful comment. It's refreshing.

    • @mitchtrubisky999
      @mitchtrubisky999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Dude her voice is so consistent. Go to any live performance by her and you'll see that there is little to no variation in her performances!

    • @welhynole4082
      @welhynole4082 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hopefully this kind of music become popular again soon. If it was the 60s-90s I bet she would be way more famous

  • @NymphTheDanube
    @NymphTheDanube หลายเดือนก่อน

    Her voice evoques every raw feeling lingering for years in the darkest corners of the soul ✨️.. only to be exorcized by the mind-blowing guitar riffs!❤

  • @BernsteinOmega
    @BernsteinOmega 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    I totally understand why this version has more views than the official video.

  • @ssanchez7195
    @ssanchez7195 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Her voice is perfection💫

  • @katyaker7272
    @katyaker7272 4 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    How does she make it through this song without crying?

    • @Mrch33ky
      @Mrch33ky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      she rocks it cold hearted

    • @31Petermannc
      @31Petermannc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      "Sometimes pain runs out of tears" to quote my self lol

    • @alexiarodriguez1485
      @alexiarodriguez1485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She does it for us

    • @DollFaceWinter
      @DollFaceWinter 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You have to wonder...

    • @mr.anderson6040
      @mr.anderson6040 ปีที่แล้ว

      Because she's making a performance you f****** retard it's a beautiful song of course but one that she has performed many times

  • @holland3185
    @holland3185 5 ปีที่แล้ว +957

    I wanna watch you
    I wanna stay like this
    I wanna feel it all
    Every time that we kiss
    I want your mother
    To stay friends with mine
    I want this feeling
    To pass in time
    But you know my body now
    And I know yours
    We put so many things
    Between these walls
    And every gift you buy me
    I know what's inside
    What do I do now?
    There’s nothing left to find
    [Chorus]
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don’t know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    [Verse 2]
    What if I cleaned up?
    What if I worked on my skin?
    I could scrub until
    I am red, hot, weak and thin
    Too tired to run away
    What do I do now?
    There's nothing left to say
    [Chorus]
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    [Verse 3]
    Into the darkness
    Or is it the light?
    Should I be waking up
    Or finding a place to sleep tonight?
    Who will I be
    Now that you're no longer next to me?

    • @sg8405
      @sg8405 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Til I'm red, hot, weak and thin*

    • @Mrch33ky
      @Mrch33ky 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I wanna feel it all
      every time that we kiss*

    • @punkydunn14
      @punkydunn14 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Holland thank you!!!

    • @benjaminseghers628
      @benjaminseghers628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Forgot final chorus, where she adds "I wanna keep loving you"

    • @Joel80155
      @Joel80155 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Reading the lyrics while listening to the song make it so much better ❤

  • @mikay6779
    @mikay6779 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    How can a song perfectly describe a love that's not meant to be

  • @BrennanChilds
    @BrennanChilds 5 ปีที่แล้ว +394

    Holy crap that was AMAZING. She has this voice that just....pulls you in and doesn't let go. I'm floored

  • @mmarshall7701
    @mmarshall7701 5 ปีที่แล้ว +474

    Damn that must be the most disciplined drummer in the history of pop music ;)

    • @mmogg4045
      @mmogg4045 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      but... this isnt pop

    • @flashmanfred
      @flashmanfred 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@mmogg4045 it doesn't matter

    • @josepharte
      @josepharte 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He would impress even Terence Fletcher.

    • @bbdsmith88
      @bbdsmith88 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Yeah man, he played with Andy Shauf years ago. For sure worth checking out. Restraint in a drummer is always fun to watch. Just so freaking tasteful.

    • @sg8405
      @sg8405 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Drummer Ian Kehoe! So good, delicate and rapt in attention

  • @mathildabrusing7505
    @mathildabrusing7505 5 ปีที่แล้ว +463

    I've seen this so many times now and please tell me I'm not the only one who thinks she looks like Paris from Gilmore Girls??!!

    • @krittikaroy187
      @krittikaroy187 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I honestly thought it was her

    • @peachybre8651
      @peachybre8651 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg wow she does

    • @rachael4775
      @rachael4775 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I see it!

    • @superdemonboy
      @superdemonboy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Oh shit, now I can't unsee this...
      Well, I'm just happy Paris kinda redeemed herself at the end of it all.

    • @Ded4spaghettes
      @Ded4spaghettes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      stephen pfrimmer that’s a telecaster

  • @joels.2472
    @joels.2472 5 ปีที่แล้ว +482

    Serious question: Is this the best live performance ever?

    • @MothmanBaddie
      @MothmanBaddie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m thinking yes

    • @HBC423
      @HBC423 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Maybe best live performance of this song

    • @dandelion7922
      @dandelion7922 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YES

    • @josewalle9079
      @josewalle9079 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No

    • @Gnif572
      @Gnif572 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      If it isn't, it's certainly up there. Those vocals are damned perfect

  • @vincentrogers9673
    @vincentrogers9673 5 ปีที่แล้ว +752

    Any bumps for the sound guy? (super crisp)

    • @Mrch33ky
      @Mrch33ky 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      oh hell yes!

    • @georgfriedrichhendl9881
      @georgfriedrichhendl9881 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yes, the sound is audio-phile.

    • @stuarticusrobinson9319
      @stuarticusrobinson9319 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Terrible distortion on almost everything, the vocal is incredible though

    • @KaninTuzi
      @KaninTuzi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@stuarticusrobinson9319 the sound guy most likely didn't choose the guitar tones...

    • @stuarticusrobinson9319
      @stuarticusrobinson9319 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@KaninTuzi I play guitar myself, that's not what I'm referring to. You can hear it or you can't I guess.

  • @nm-vp4uw
    @nm-vp4uw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    My heart's just been pureed in a blender and now I'm utterly speechless.

  • @akitsunecalledfuture
    @akitsunecalledfuture 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    It's weird how I first heard this song in 2019 going through one of my most toxic relationships, and the tone and lyrics matched how I felt to a tee. Two years later in a healthy year long relationship where I've been the happiest I've been, this song pops up. Kinda a reminder how far ive come

  • @allencevans
    @allencevans 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Her mic control is phenomenal!

    • @doveshouse
      @doveshouse 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yahtzee! Right? As impressive as everything else, he vocal / mic control is off the charts! To get that sound with a dynamic mic in that setting... it is almost unbelievable.

  • @davidlandgren2952
    @davidlandgren2952 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Beautiful, and I love the way the guitar player uses that fuzzy tone for originality

  • @senorbeckon
    @senorbeckon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    Poignant, troubled, restrained. There's so much to feel here.

  • @bhushankaduful
    @bhushankaduful 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    She doesn't just sing this song, she means it. It's as real as it can get. Beautiful!

  • @CloudHopper789
    @CloudHopper789 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    The lyrics and delivery of the chorus are so powerful that it doesn’t matter how many times she repeats it, it still has the same punch.

  • @EbaErk
    @EbaErk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    [Verse 1]
    I wanna want you, I wanna stay here like this
    I wanna feel it all every time that we kiss
    I want your mother to stay friends with mine
    I want this feeling to pass in time
    But you know my body now and I know yours
    We put so many things between these walls
    And every gift you buy me, I know what's inside
    What do I do now? There’s nothing left to find
    [Chorus]
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don’t know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    [Verse 2]
    What if I cleaned up?
    What if I worked on my skin?
    I could scrub until I am red, hot, weak, and thin
    Too tired to run away
    What do I do now?
    There's nothing left to say
    [Chorus]
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    [Verse 3]
    Into the darkness, or is it the light?
    Should I be waking up
    Or finding a place to sleep tonight?
    Who will I be
    Now that you're no longer next to me?
    [Chorus]
    Don’t know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don’t know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don’t know how to keep loving you
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    Don't know how to keep loving you
    Now that I know you so well
    I just wanna keep loving you

  • @_addie
    @_addie ปีที่แล้ว +27

    TH-cam has been recommending this video to me for years and I'm so glad I finally clicked on it. This is a masterpiece

  • @Jack-xe7ig
    @Jack-xe7ig หลายเดือนก่อน

    So good on so many levels. They had the juice.

  • @Drabee
    @Drabee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Can’t count how many times I keep coming back too listen to this unreal performance!! Brings me to tears every time!!

  • @shaunmoldan6283
    @shaunmoldan6283 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Just heard this song for the first time and I usually don’t say this after only hearing a song once but that was a 10/10 and the best song I’ve heard in awhile.

  • @Ashmanchan10
    @Ashmanchan10 5 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    There should be a love button.

    • @andreapapapostolou1029
      @andreapapapostolou1029 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Its called a clitoris.

    • @Ashmanchan10
      @Ashmanchan10 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@andreapapapostolou1029 Haha, I'm not sure Julia would appreciate it so well if I went pushing HER love button to show appreciation, though.

  • @kathenry7904
    @kathenry7904 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I don't know how to describe how I feel about Julia's voice. No words are good enough.

  • @LP-vv6kg
    @LP-vv6kg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Every time I listen to this beautiful heartbreak of a song, it reminds me of The Black Keys’ Things Ain’t Like They Used to Be. They pair well together.

  • @ludwigvonn9889
    @ludwigvonn9889 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This has become one of my all time fav songs :) The sound in this one is superb, great job everyone

  • @mariedewit
    @mariedewit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Strange how my eyes start watering when she sings

  • @jollyrouge
    @jollyrouge 5 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    It's just shocking sometimes...when things aren't what you thought they were.

    • @autbot6911
      @autbot6911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dejah Thoris yeah for sure

    • @chilliii8800
      @chilliii8800 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      its hurtful

    • @meloe2626
      @meloe2626 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      do you mean the song or the lyrics...i didnt expect both

    • @claudiaparis
      @claudiaparis 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah it fucking is :/ hh.

    • @Sylviesongbird
      @Sylviesongbird 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      So true 😔

  • @fluffypancakes899
    @fluffypancakes899 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    She sings so effortlessly. What a talent. This song is breaking me into pieces and then putting be back together.
    So glad I stumbled upon this gem.

  • @doveshouse
    @doveshouse 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    How did she get that sound from a dynamic mic in that setting... WOW... super impressive. Amazing vocal control!

  • @iselect1012
    @iselect1012 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When words & sounds describe the most deepest & painful feelings you’ve ever felt…

  • @katievee222
    @katievee222 4 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    I have so much to say!
    1) I love the simplicity of her style
    2) I LOVE this Joni Mitchell vibe thing
    3) these lyrics are hitting my soul so hard after 10 years of marriage finding out I built a life with a stranger

    • @dugfern
      @dugfern 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      try 40

  • @TheL3ggz
    @TheL3ggz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    this song is how everyone feels when you've experienced relationships that have hit heartache moments. this song hits me in the feels everytime i hear it. but also reminds me to keep moving forward and not to expend energy of saddness and failed expectations. im happy to admit im more reserved and less expectant of things now ive got older. hindsight is a blessing but no regrets having to experience heartbreak in many forms. big love and well wishes to everyone! remember pain and saddness is temporary. your the master of your self awareness how ever hard things get.

    • @joshuachandler989
      @joshuachandler989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      cheers for sharing. going through ione of those heartache moments now, but i feel known, comforted, and hopeful reading your comment.

  • @liarcheckmate
    @liarcheckmate 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Saw her at Brooklyn Steel last year open up for First Aid Kit and couldn't believe just how as an opener she just owned the crowd. Going again later this month. She's really to be seen to be believed. And that drummer, not only is he disciplined but you won't be able to take your eyes off of him either. She's going to be good for a long time.

  • @ATBxPHANTOM
    @ATBxPHANTOM 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "Going Into the darkness or the light" hits deep for me. How to know how life is going to be like after everything.

  • @lydiaslocum8443
    @lydiaslocum8443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    she's so naturally beautiful

  • @stuartdoyle2889
    @stuartdoyle2889 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    A flick of my thumb, a rabbit hole I stumbled down, or, maybe fate led me to this song. It is a beautiful depiction ❤. Thank you

  • @bricecreel4252
    @bricecreel4252 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This song makes me feel like I’ve fallen out of love and I don’t know how to move on without hurting the other person. It’s like the feeling of falling out of love and thinking about what was

  • @marinadelrey96
    @marinadelrey96 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This song oh God, I'm always coming back to listen to it

  • @whitneycove5470
    @whitneycove5470 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    ( tears are rolling down my face ) My heart radiants every ache of her words and quiver of her lips and guitar crying.

  • @Detourist
    @Detourist 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Around the time youtube algorithmed this to me after somehow reading my wife's handwritten note on the computer desk, I wrote this poem about the most extreme pain I've ever felt.
    *Bottle Caps and White Walls*
    The door is open and it's getting colder
    The warmth of this home bleeds from the bedroom
    The curtains are drawn while the ghosts grow older
    It all happened here in this bed, now a tomb
    That cat we raised after wedding was mean
    It bit us hard and never would sit in our laps
    But we loved him anyway and we'd buy him things
    Though, he was strange and only ever wanted his bottle caps
    He'd bat them around for hours in the night
    Lose some here and hide some there
    He loved only his caps and us he'd bite
    Sometimes, when crying one would try to hold him, but even then he didn't care
    One day, too early, he became sick and passed
    Thought he was just sleeping but luck like that never came around here
    There was a stake between us that was growing fast
    And the sickness in our bones was wetter than any tear
    Some months passed and the driest July came
    Believe me when I say, an empty room wouldn't look so big if you had an empty heart
    The fear and chills arrived right on time
    But seeing those walls so desolate, you soon realize wasn't the start
    Falling down and driving fast, control is lost on time that's passed
    Money's spent on drunken logic, a spine is bent on sunken magic
    When she eventually returned for a formal goodbye
    Words could barely be spoken past a tight throat without choking
    Though it was a lie, you'd say you agreed it was right
    And let rest the end of those years, without letting too many weak lies be spoken
    She cried and you cried, but without hate it hurt more
    But then from no where, you remember the night before she had come
    In search of clues, you pulled the washer from its corner
    Behind it, beneath papers, laid a mass of bottle caps, so many more than just the some
    Before she walks out, you let it burst from your heart
    She hesitates, then squeals into tears, and you wonder why you had to say it
    To hear her pain relived rips your core apart
    You apologize and agonize and regret that it was spit
    But she stops, looks up and says no it's okay
    Says she would have cried no matter what you would've said
    You stare back now, not knowing what the hell to say
    She says you could have said the walls are white and her heart still would have bled
    She leaves and the door is closed, and for a second you swear you can hear her stop to turn around
    But that is only a thing that happens in the movies
    Your heartbeat is loud and there's no other sound
    And you look at the spot on the floor where he wasn't just sleeping
    And you feel that dead spot in your stomach start creeping
    Til you drop and you're weeping
    And the bottle caps start speaking
    And the walls, they are white
    They are white
    They are white

    • @pinkieskeelo
      @pinkieskeelo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Detourist 💔

    • @JennyShuttleworth
      @JennyShuttleworth 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      💔 I hope your in a better place now.

    • @katemuncy7699
      @katemuncy7699 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This brought me back to an old relationship that ended and it absolutely broke me. The most beautiful thing I’ve ever read, thank you

    • @Beatle-Byrd
      @Beatle-Byrd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is poetry. I love how the hidden bottle caps came to have meaning at the end. encompasses the pain that heartache creates after feeling such an intense love for another person. Was it all worth it all worth it in the end if it resulted in pain? I tell myself that it is better that I have never known that kind of connection to a woman when it could easily all end in the most hurt I can ever feel. Your poem refelcts on that.

    • @malleriemakesmusic
      @malleriemakesmusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow, that was really good dude. Reminds me of La Dispute lyrics, look them up, maybe you’d be into them

  • @TheGloried
    @TheGloried 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Jesus, this is absolutely haunting in the best possible way.

  • @joshsteck7261
    @joshsteck7261 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Jesus. When this song hits it hits. It's different being the person that one would be singing this about, and being able to see so clearly how that person feels

  • @brianc1651
    @brianc1651 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sometimes TH-cam's recommendations are amazing. Just clicked on it and my store plays this all the time, but I never knew what it was.

  • @bigtux11
    @bigtux11 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    You hear commercial music on the radio, on repeat, and NONE of it gets through to you for whatever reason: too shallow, too superficial. All about materialism. Then you hear this Obscure, gorgeous, ethereal Australian artist by the name of Julia Jacklin and you never look back. Beautiful.

    • @stumpythedestoyer
      @stumpythedestoyer 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Great point bigtux11

    • @RayasNegroOvejas
      @RayasNegroOvejas 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Depends on the station of course, but I have heard her on the radio, on different stations

    • @bigtux11
      @bigtux11 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@RayasNegroOvejas Don't know about overseas, but triple j in Australia plays her

  • @jenniferholmes9718
    @jenniferholmes9718 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’ll always love this song

  • @pompeedooz8353
    @pompeedooz8353 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    “Don’t know how to keep loving you now that I know you so well” made me think of how can I love myself when I know took much about me to do that... like shit

  • @devinup3981
    @devinup3981 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I heard this song at a restaurant yesterday, looked it up on Shazam, and have listened to it a couple dozen times since then.

    • @elizabethw.454
      @elizabethw.454 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      You gotta hear the whole record, my friend. Especially 'Body'.

  • @audioslavewithamastermind
    @audioslavewithamastermind 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This gotta be the finest live version of any song I’ve ever heard. Incredible!

  • @eloriandarkmoon6358
    @eloriandarkmoon6358 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I heard the first lyric and literally said 'wow what a voice' so emotive and moving - sensational!

  • @IsraeliDino
    @IsraeliDino 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Best sound I have ever heard in a TH-cam video hands down...excellent job by the sound engineer (Bob Mallory, thanks description!), like holy fudge

  • @panpan7908
    @panpan7908 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is why I love music.

  • @fuj1973
    @fuj1973 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Especially in this song... Her voice f#ckin melts me! 🤷‍♂️ Absolutely beautiful! I've heard some beautiful female singers live, but I'd love to hear her voice live ASAP! 😭

  • @renocamo
    @renocamo ปีที่แล้ว

    This one hurts so much. I know the feeling exactly.

  • @wolwol3
    @wolwol3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I had this on repeat for three/four times in a row last night. Ethereal

  • @juliapv
    @juliapv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks Lana

  • @nicofromtheweb4891
    @nicofromtheweb4891 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    She sings exactly about what i'm going through right in the very now.
    Thank you Julia.

  • @rjoiner3739
    @rjoiner3739 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Don't know how to stop listening to this.

  • @iam_vibes
    @iam_vibes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My great taste in music brought me here

  • @redfullmoon
    @redfullmoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Listening to this while it's cold, grey and raining outside, lying in bed under the covers, on my side, and looking at my wall thinking of him. This song found me at a good (or bad?) time.

  • @webeenhacked
    @webeenhacked 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    when she sings the first line wow goosebumps 😢

  • @isacurbina3556
    @isacurbina3556 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I keep coming back to this live performance, so raw and real, as humans, we tend to lie to ourselves so well that becomes easier to lie to others and idealize our partners and relationships. This song describes it marvellously.

  • @darpanganguli
    @darpanganguli 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This song, and more so, this version, is something else. The music is like a weighted blanket that just pins you down with an assortment of emotions, some of which are so quick to bog you down, that you are left with no choice but to let the track take over, while you lie down and reflect on what it triggers within - an inexplicable sense of agony, garnished with the most pompous glee.

  • @scottmcnair7184
    @scottmcnair7184 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Absolute perfection!

  • @terrenceholmes2450
    @terrenceholmes2450 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    from the first drum beat to the final guitar chord this is perfection. As I wiped away the tear falling from my cheek that solo allowed me to breathe again.
    Julia Jacklin - you have a new fan!

  • @ImogenJ48
    @ImogenJ48 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This has been and always will be my favourite song.

  • @davecope09
    @davecope09 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Absolutely beautiful. I thank God that passion, honesty and courage like this still exists in music.

  • @SuperSuperdude88
    @SuperSuperdude88 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this was beautiful. and i love that telecaster...

  • @sarahroswell4481
    @sarahroswell4481 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    As soon as her voice hits it strikes my soul and then I just wantt to be hanging out with her. Such a beautiful Angel ❤

  • @perryellingham385
    @perryellingham385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful in many ways

  • @stompedyellowbanana874
    @stompedyellowbanana874 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’ve had this song on repeat for the past 4 hours

  • @cristian7443
    @cristian7443 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sometimes I think to myself e that there must be so much beatiful songs around there that I don’t know and I hope in course of my life I will found a lot of them and today I found.. one of them

  • @claire31990
    @claire31990 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i heard this for the very first time in the car with my mom when i was 13 and it changed me so deeply, thank you julia for writing it and playing it so beautifully

  • @Paris-zm5lb
    @Paris-zm5lb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song describes my current relationship. We fight and argue but we always make up but I don’t know how I’m going to keep loving him. The relationship isn’t growing but we are so comfortable with each other and we really do love each other and it’s a hard situation I can’t put into words. So I’m just going to sit back, shut my eyes, listen to this song and reminisce on all the good days.

  • @stefaniestrauss1182
    @stefaniestrauss1182 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I’ve send this song to someone that I felt in love with 3 years ago.
    We stopped talking in December 20.
    Now I look through the comments hoping to find a message saying that he misses me as much as I miss him.
    There wasn’t any... How to keep loving you? When nothing inspiring comes from you...

    • @user-wv4xc1us6u
      @user-wv4xc1us6u 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s sad.
      I hope you’re alright.

  • @Kveds
    @Kveds 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Her voice and vulnerability! Simply beautiful ☺️

  • @Lilith__asmr
    @Lilith__asmr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    This is probably my most viewed video on TH-cam. I literally can not stop playing it. It’s better then the version on the record in my opinion but regardless her whole album is incredible

  • @susangordon3794
    @susangordon3794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She is beautiful. OH my gosh!

  • @emmitjohnstone1734
    @emmitjohnstone1734 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Saw her and this fantastic band at Pickathon this summer. Had the crowd completely under a spell during both her sets; from silently reflective and teary-eyed, to dancing and giving standing ovations. Powerful performer.

  • @yulicornlovesyou
    @yulicornlovesyou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    The second the song started I burst into tears. Thank you. I have been closing off for the longest time. I needed this.

  • @danielh8711
    @danielh8711 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can’t stop listening to this.

  • @itsdeyan
    @itsdeyan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I consider this to be the greatest live performance, of any song, ever.

  • @alondrachinchillahernandez8737
    @alondrachinchillahernandez8737 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel thankful because Julia exists at the same time as I do. She’s pure magic

  • @argobronwynzygor1954
    @argobronwynzygor1954 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    this sounds *way* better than the studio version

  • @karatyler9890
    @karatyler9890 5 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    i am absolutely ruined

    • @Mrch33ky
      @Mrch33ky 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      she takes no prisoners

    • @soupedelimaces
      @soupedelimaces 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@matthieuschmitter6676 in french it is usually used when you are broke. here she uses it to say i'm wrecked(emotionally)... if i'm not wrong

    • @taylormoon2663
      @taylormoon2663 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kara Tyler me too..

    • @johnpineapple5489
      @johnpineapple5489 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i dont remember asking

    • @brianc1651
      @brianc1651 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have cried every time that I have heard this.

  • @atravelerofbothtimespace4172
    @atravelerofbothtimespace4172 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this is what songwriting is all about .

  • @ahorseofadifferentcolor
    @ahorseofadifferentcolor 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Can't
    Stop
    Listening
    To
    You
    Julia

  • @betholivia99
    @betholivia99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    In 2019, this was the first song that I heard from Julia. I was going to skip it initially but the sound kept me listening. Honestly, everything about this song makes me want to internally combust and explode from the sheer beauty and pure raw feeling that this gives me. I feel very passionate about the sound that Julia’s guitar, and the drums, elicit. And her voice is so angelic.
    Thank you TH-cam for letting me find Julia by this song. Thank you Julia, and the band, for creating this pleasurable song 💙