Did You Ever Not Want to Go Inside Your House? Sorry For Being a Whiner
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 30 ก.ย. 2024
- Bonus - You get to see me in physical pain.
I am worried about so many things. It's gotten me depressed and feeling trapped so that I don't even want to get out of my car and go into my house.
I feel like at any minute, I will need to run away from something, and I would be trapped inside there. So, I'm just gonna sit in my car and whine for a little while.
#bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolar1 #bipolardepression #autism #actuallyautistic #autistic #adhd #rootcanal #dissociation
LOL at your "Bonus" I hope no one wants to see that!
I hope not too. It happened again later and it hurt the rest of the night. I can't wait for this to be over. I now have a dentist phobia
It's interesting that you mention your "cabin fever" and not wanting to go in the house. Granted my diagnosis is bipolar only (and for a few years now GAD) but I feel very much the opposite, not wanting to go outside. I never am fearful of it and am able to hold down my job fine and all, but I find myself in recent years not wanting to do things as much. When I do them, I love them. Ballgames, hiking, concerts even vacations still enjoy. Just that overcoming the first hurdle and actually getting out can be hard. I am sorry to know that this youtube channel is not doing so well for you. My wife has watched a couple videos to gain some insight, but I really don't know anyone with bipolar or else I would be recommending it. Maybe next time I am in for an appointment I can give a recommendation of a good channel to give a watch for discussion of symptoms and strategies. Also know that people in our boat may not always be the type to be very outgoing. I would guess there are more people than just those in the comments who have been helped by you. It took a little while for me to first comment. You put a lot of effort into this, even when you are feeling sad, like today. It has probably helped you too to have a sounding board for what's going on in your life. Whatever happens, know you have truly made a difference for the positive in your own life and others'.
Thank you for reminding me not everyone will comment. But views are way down. I used to say "I'll keep going if only one person." I stopped telling myself that recently.