Nathan Wagner - Anxiety (Extended)

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    I'm really proud of this one. The original version was the last track I mixed on my first computer. By the end of the song, the Macbook just couldn't take it anymore. So the song ended a bit abrupt haha Hopefully this version is better. Anxiety for me has definitely been a struggle. But I don't want something I hate determine what I do with my life. So I've been trying my best to keep pushing anyway. Love you all. So grateful to each and every one of you.
    Check out the incredible artist! wall.alphacode...
    I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all.
    You take all my energy you
    Taunt me til my wrists are bleeding
    Wish I was stronger had some peace
    I’m just a slave to you
    Every moment you are reaching
    For my throat I’m barely breathing
    Tortured memories got me sinking I’m
    Just a slave to you
    Look at all the things you’ve stolen
    Every time you’ve made me frozen
    I hate everything about you
    Shouldn’t have to be this way
    Constant panic constant pain
    I hate everything about you
    Constant struggle every minute
    I take one step you start you start medaling
    Puppeteering take me over
    Just a slave to you
    Give you the reins All Decisions
    You got me cornered I can’t pivot
    Feel so worthless see you grinning
    Just a slave to you
    Look at all the things you’ve stolen
    Every time you’ve made me frozen
    I hate everything about you
    Shouldn’t have to be this way
    Constant panic constant pain
    I hate everything about you
    Sinking further
    In your ocean
    Reach for shore but
    But waves keep forming
    falling faster
    You love to torture
    Well here’s to one last
    Fight to sever
    Oh this bottled up rage inside
    Starts to light up in flames tonight
    Oh I'm looking you in the eye
    You're so sick you look paralyzed
    Feel this power rush through my veins
    As this milestone it separates
    I link it to your neck I
    Watch you sink I catch my breath
    Sinking closer
    To your glory
    Silver shores take
    Every worry
    See you beaming
    Lost in wonder
    All my anxious
    Thoughts they slumber

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  • @nathanwagner762
    @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +207

    I'm really proud of this one. The original version was the last track I mixed on my first computer. By the end of the song, the Macbook just couldn't take it anymore. So the song ended a bit abrupt haha Hopefully this ending is better. Anxiety for me has been the worst. But I don't want something I hate determine what I do with my life. So I've been trying my best to keep pushing anyway. Love you all. So so so so grateful to each and every one of you.

    • @cosmicreality455
      @cosmicreality455 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      keep going nathan you doing a great job~!

    • @petersahyouni
      @petersahyouni ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'll copy and paste my comment from Patreon "Ohh YEAAAAAAAAAAH!!! Dude extended version is SICK. The whole ending is just mega epic. Such a characteristic you sound. Extremely epic but also emotional and heartfelt at the same time. You have a gift from God man, and you use it well. It's such a blessing to me and to everyone who listens to your music. Unlike most artists or music, your music is not just something I like for the sound, it actually has a place somewhere in my soul because it pulls me towards God and towards the eternal. Thanks bro"

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@cosmicreality455 ahhh thanks so much!

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@petersahyouni means freaking everything bro. That’s always been my prayer. God bless you brother 🙏🥺

    • @cosmicreality455
      @cosmicreality455 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 np nathan

  • @nathanwagner762
    @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +28

    You take all my energy you
    Taunt me til my wrists are bleeding
    Wish I was stronger had some peace
    I’m just a slave to you
    Every moment you are reaching
    For my throat I’m barely breathing
    Tortured memories got me sinking I’m
    Just a slave to you
    Look at all the things you’ve stolen
    Every time you’ve made me frozen
    I hate everything about you
    Shouldn’t have to be this way
    Constant panic constant pain
    I hate everything about you
    Constant struggle every minute
    I take one step you start you start medaling
    Puppeteering take me over
    Just a slave to you
    Give you the reigns All Decisions
    You got me cornered I can’t pivot
    Feel so worthless see you grinning
    Just a slave to you
    Look at all the things you’ve stolen
    Every time you’ve made me frozen
    I hate everything about you
    Shouldn’t have to be this way
    Constant panic constant pain
    I hate everything about you
    Sinking further
    In your ocean
    Reach for shore but
    But waves keep forming
    falling faster
    You love to torture
    Well here’s to one last
    Fight to sever
    Oh this bottled up rage inside
    Starts to light up in flames tonight
    Oh I'm looking you in the eye
    You're so sick you look paralyzed
    Feel this power rush through my veins
    As this milestone it separates
    I link it to your neck I
    Watch you sink I catch my breath
    Sinking closer
    To your glory
    Silver shores take
    Every worry
    See you beaming
    Lost in wonder
    All my anxious
    Thoughts they slumber

  • @theastrophotographerjudah9421
    @theastrophotographerjudah9421 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    All my life, I've been wanting peace, but fear and anxiety have been my worst enemy. To hear this song, speaks of the struggle that a lot of us have in our own minds

  • @nightcoregalaxy
    @nightcoregalaxy ปีที่แล้ว +52

    this whole thing is amazing

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Ahhh made my day! Still so grateful for you sharing the original! Thank you so so so much for checking out the new version!

  • @gabrielamaria374
    @gabrielamaria374 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    One of the most emotional and deepest songs that I have ever heard. You're pure. You have a gift from God in this. Keep going, the future is bright. Much love and prayers for you.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you! Much love and prayers as well!

  • @stardapanda8916
    @stardapanda8916 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Oh my gosh, I’ve been looking forward to this extended version.
    “Anxiety” is my favorite song of yours. By far.
    The emotion is the vocals is absolutely amazing.
    Like, the original had more anger in the vocals. But the extended version has more sadness to it.
    Both versions are phenomenal.
    And the instrumentals. Is so beautiful.
    Thank you Nathan for your amazing music.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Ahhh so glad you liked it🥺 Thanks so much for listening. Means freakin everything

  • @backcountry89
    @backcountry89 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you so much. Never have I been able to explain my anxiety. While I'm so silent, my anxiety is screaming at me.

  • @Dimanchyck
    @Dimanchyck ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I'm in tears. Today I felt totally depressed and it seemed nothing can help me. But singing and listening to your songs helped me to express my feelings and literally saved me. Now I see this masterpiece and it encourages me

    • @maribelferro8253
      @maribelferro8253 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤❤I hope you get out of it your doing so well and I see it :) its shit rn but you just gotta keep going love this song all of 🎵 them

    • @Patchy_AK
      @Patchy_AK ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nathan's music has that touch. These songs help me feel relief when I am lost in my head. I hope you're feeling better one step at a time. You got this!

    • @Dimanchyck
      @Dimanchyck ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you both for your kind words. I don't have depression now, but I felt it years ago and some days are still difficult for me

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m glad my music can help! Hope it continues to encourage you😊

    • @Dimanchyck
      @Dimanchyck ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 It really does. Nathan, I wrote a song but my vocals are too weak. Are you interested?

  • @laura60732
    @laura60732 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It describes it all…this constant fear that stops you from doing anything. Thank you so much, your songs are incredible.

  • @Snlw28
    @Snlw28 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I know I love the first version. And I also know that I LOVE the Extended Version. That solo music part gives me GOOSEBUMPS. Best believe it'll be on repeat for the next few months. 🙌

  • @montanarosedivine9568
    @montanarosedivine9568 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    For someone who has anxiety all my life and where its messed me up a lot, I feel like this speaks to me very well. Im currently going through hard times in my family and its been very hard getting out of bed before 1Pm 2Pm in the afternoon only to go back to bed a few hours later. I want to be able to rise above everything that is going on and prove that i am more than my anxiety

  • @optimusride3778
    @optimusride3778 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Nathan...your voice is amazing. I Really love your music. This song makes me cry. This is amazing 🙏

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ahhh means everything. Thank you so much for listening 🙏

    • @maribelferro8253
      @maribelferro8253 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ITS SO GOOD!! I AGREE

  • @De0x1s
    @De0x1s ปีที่แล้ว +5

    When I accidentally came across Nathan's work on Discord two years ago, I just fell in love with his voice. Powerful and lyrical at the same time. Thank you Nathan for your creativity.

  • @comictitan4509
    @comictitan4509 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love extended versions of songs like this because the extended time period gives the song so much time to change. There are so many different melodies and lyrical rhythms all in one song so by the time it ends you feel like you just went on a whole emotional journey. I get a feeling similar to what I get when I watch a really good movie or finish an excellent book.
    Also the base drop at 4:50 is one of the best pieces of music I have heard in my whole entire life. That bit before about staring anxiety in the eyes and watching it sink in your place, finally able to breathe properly, is... incredible.

  • @Yorkie111
    @Yorkie111 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    thanks for making music and speaking to me on a level I can't even put into words myself. I've had a panic disorder for 20 years, it's taken so much away from me and stripped me down to nothing as a person. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Making music like this must be such an amazing outlet for you, and you do it so well, your voice is so powerful. Never stop making these please!

  • @hypedemerald
    @hypedemerald ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Another song to add to the ‘well shit guess I’m doing the emotional music emotion dump tonight’ mental list. Holy shit, the raw feels energy both versions of the song have.

  • @AD_Saffa_HD
    @AD_Saffa_HD ปีที่แล้ว +2

    An absolute masterpiece! Despite the original version having an abrupt ending, it was still my favourite song of yours. This just amplifies those feelings 10 fold. Every time I listen to this song, by the mid to late portion, I lie back, eyes closed in awe at this beauty! Thank you for your gift to the world! Love you Nathan!

  • @NotMisterCyn
    @NotMisterCyn ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Your songs are the reason I manage to push through everyday- so thank you for all of these masterpieces you've made throughout the years.

  • @emmadouthat8530
    @emmadouthat8530 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This speaks the words I can't only through tears. I'm currently struggling with anxiety and depression and hit rock bottom this song makes me cry. Your music speaks words when we can not speak it physically. Truly beautiful.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you! Hope many blessings come your way🙏

  • @ziinaart-magicpencil8776
    @ziinaart-magicpencil8776 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Anxiety? That's a song for me!
    Jokes aside, your voice is just so beautiful. A beautiful mix of vocal skill and emotion. It is soft sometimes and almost agressive some other times. It expresses a wide array of emotions beautifully.
    The instrumental, as usual, isn't disappointing at all. The slow rising of intensity and emotion until reaching emotions like one would feel whilst watching a very emotional and epic movie... That's the best way I can find to put it.
    Those parts where the piano is carrying the whole song alone hit like a truck. Always love those.
    Thanks for making such amazing music. I'm glad I found your music one fateful day.
    Edit: 4:47 the part after "catch my breath" really caught me off-guard. It is just magical honestly. I'm glad my mind forgets and moves on because if it didn't I would suffer carrying the intense feelings this part made me feel, like a bullet in my heart throughout my day. Your music hurts in most beautiful ways...

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Means freaking everything. Thank you so much for taking the time to listen and leave such encouraging words. So so so grateful🙏

    • @ziinaart-magicpencil8776
      @ziinaart-magicpencil8776 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 Oh, Nathan, the words wrote themselves from how beautiful this was. Surely, you need to know, when you play the instruments, you're also playing on the chords of many people's hearts and at least I am grateful for it 🙏😊

  • @rubyreeds8931
    @rubyreeds8931 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    One of my favorite songs as it perfectly describes all the toxicity that others threw at me. This always reminds me that I'm valid to feel frustrated and even hate them, and this song lets me vent it out before I turn into them by accident.
    Thank you for all your music Nathan, can't wait to see what you post next!

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ahh means the freaking universe. Thank you so much. Means everything

  • @snooh-jv4br
    @snooh-jv4br 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤❤❤❤ Nathan your music resonates with my soul. There are no words to describe what I feel, how thankful I am for you, your music. You are amazing amazing. Truly. ❤❤❤

  • @mozariahrain8363
    @mozariahrain8363 ปีที่แล้ว

    THIS!!!
    THIS IS WHAT MY SOUL NEEDED!!
    I NEEDED TO HEAR THIS!!!!!

  • @Ettra
    @Ettra ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I literally JUST discovered you and I am crying over your music. It resonates deep within my soul. Thank you for blessing us with your talent. ❤️

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Honored beyond belief. So glad it means something to you. Bless you 🙏

  • @EllCShan
    @EllCShan ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This one feels more sad and more emotional keep it up Nathan excited for your new album.

  • @missdice2350
    @missdice2350 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The quiet and soft suffering. With the goosebumps background music. Chefs kiss. This is amazing, I love you. You're doing amazing

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      I love you more! Thank you so much for listening. Means everything

  • @enchantedforest4465
    @enchantedforest4465 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I have a lot of anxiety attacks because of the horrible fear of dying... I take medication it helps me a little but I'm tired but this song lets me know that I'm not here alone to feel all this thank you for this masterpiece thank you ♥️
    And sry for my bad English i'm French ^^''

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Much love! You are not alone!

    • @enchantedforest4465
      @enchantedforest4465 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 Thank you I didn't think you were going to answer. it cheers me up thank you 🥰

  • @TheRealLuu
    @TheRealLuu 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful, thoughtful and touching and was so relieving to listen to. I'm so glad I discovered this masterpiece 💛💛💛

  • @nihanshuverma
    @nihanshuverma ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Only song that understands my feeling 😔😔😔

  • @Marcilla_Fae
    @Marcilla_Fae 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I relate too a lot of your music thank you for making it and putting my thoughts and emotions into words for me I struggle to do that and this music helps

  • @batsylamancha3845
    @batsylamancha3845 ปีที่แล้ว

    The ending to this is so beautiful ❤️❤️

  • @philipphuntemann5066
    @philipphuntemann5066 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Damn this sounds even better than the first version of it. I think we can all hear how far you have come in live and how singing helps you take every new step^^ pls keep up this amazing work of yours even if you take long breaks in between to spent time with your family^^ much love and deep respect from germany

  • @angelareynolds4373
    @angelareynolds4373 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The lyrics in this masterpiece hits hard. You are so talented! I love your songs! XOXO🔥👍

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So glad you like it Angela! Thank you so so so much for taking the time to listen!!

  • @DutchTraveler
    @DutchTraveler ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Really enjoying these extended versions and remastered songs you’ve been putting out. Your music continues to be enjoyable and amazing. Keep up the awesome work!

  • @MormonScape2010
    @MormonScape2010 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Nathan, I've said it before. You're really good at singing my feelings. Anxiety controls my life. I want to do something about it, I just don't know what. Anyways, I love you, brother. You're music is always incredible and touching. Thank you.

  • @bradybunch091
    @bradybunch091 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God Given Gift Nathan. Keep Going!

  • @jesshuguenet2603
    @jesshuguenet2603 ปีที่แล้ว

    Première chanson que j ecoute tt les jours ❤❤magnifiques

  • @Seven_Miseries
    @Seven_Miseries ปีที่แล้ว

    You can be proud. Thank you so much Nathan, thank you 💗

  • @itteneva
    @itteneva ปีที่แล้ว +1

    One of my favourites! Thank you for this masterpiece, Nathan ❤️

  • @awardlosingmovies
    @awardlosingmovies ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Freaking amazing! Thank you for never stop give us this wonderful songs to wake up for, you make people who struggle to wake up keep on fighting. ❤️‍🩹😇🌟💐

  • @zegtounemrackd
    @zegtounemrackd ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great ! I was waiting for the extended version ! Like you said, I was thinking about the end who stop a bit abrupt and I'm glad to hear again this song with the extended version :D
    I love your musics and your voice is just incredibly amazing ! When I wrote my stories, I always listen your musics, there is so much emotion. You're doing an amazing job, keep going !
    (sorry if my english isn't good, I'm French xD)

  • @kurtcobain2609
    @kurtcobain2609 ปีที่แล้ว

    Music is one of the most important things in my life.....Without music I would prob not be writing here. Music is there to inspire other humans with your words n to transport emotions...Music is existing for humans like you, bc you transport emotions like nobody else. Your words, your singing touches me in a way I have never felt before. You open your mouth n I am having goosebumps. Its supernatural what your voice can cause. I just hope that you will get the attention you deserve soon, so the whole world can be touched like me and just enjoy you again n again. Thank you for your Music...I wish you all the best for your Life and especially for your Music career. I hope you will never stopp to make music.

  • @loli_tamer3150
    @loli_tamer3150 ปีที่แล้ว

    As I struggled with depression and anxiety This song and The song Blood help thru a lot cant believe I just herd the extended version of this its beautiful as all the other cant wait to hear an remake of Blood or an Extended version

  • @sonyafonger3456
    @sonyafonger3456 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song sounds like your more drained and frustrated where as the first one was more of anger and agony I love both ❤

  • @CreatorSakura
    @CreatorSakura ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this song so much! I'm really glad you decided to make an extended version, the longer the better! Love you and your music. 💜💜
    Also, recently heard your incredible song "Deception" and it's now my favorite song of yours, as well as the rest of your other beautiful songs. Keep being your amazing self, my friend!

  • @katzui_keen
    @katzui_keen ปีที่แล้ว

    👌 the ending the symphony it really makes it sound like legs are still twitching.

  • @phillipanspach4307
    @phillipanspach4307 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for your great work. this hit home

  • @StarlightSkarlet10K
    @StarlightSkarlet10K ปีที่แล้ว

    You never disappoint. This is more than incredible

  • @devi.village
    @devi.village ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how every word describe it clearly what i struggle couple years ago. I still have anxiety now,but less than what i've experienced before.
    My mental health getting better now. And your songs helped me alot.

  • @rrose3812
    @rrose3812 ปีที่แล้ว

    Goosebumps

  • @giadazangani7734
    @giadazangani7734 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song you did earlier helped me my sadness that I felt heart dull and sometimes listening to this song it's as if I feel inside my heart so many star lights And You are always best and masterpiece

  • @TV-tu8so
    @TV-tu8so ปีที่แล้ว

    Anxiety is my favorite song so far, love to you 💓

  • @priam9376
    @priam9376 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love it, such a good music. Love the instrumental

  • @Anx10203
    @Anx10203 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for your music❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am a big fan :)

  • @prof.maniak5925
    @prof.maniak5925 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Been watching ever since listening to the first song I found that helped me out of a deep end, keep up the magic man

  • @tiffanywagner762
    @tiffanywagner762 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You be perfection! 10 stars! Love you always😘 It sounds amazing❤️

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yoooooo!!!! Thank you thank you thank you thank you!

    • @tiffanywagner762
      @tiffanywagner762 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nathanwagner762 😋😋😋

  • @abyssoftus
    @abyssoftus ปีที่แล้ว

    You have a right to be proud of this one. I continue to enjoy hearing your musical journey. Your skill and talent keep growing.

  • @IAmDirt
    @IAmDirt ปีที่แล้ว

    This is beautiful

  • @Da_868
    @Da_868 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel so many wonderful things right now! The original is a masterpiece, but this is a little different and somehow still a masterpiece. Like what? How did you manage to change the whole vibe but not ruin the song? It's crazy that you were able to make the same song twice but give it such distinct feelings! One of my favorite things about you as an artist is your talent to fully explore different thoughts and feelings through your songs and boy is that talent shining bright right now!
    I've always loved the artistic expression that your semi-drowned out vocals had, but when you make your vocals so clear like this it's absolutely incredible to hear all the things that you can do with your voice! (Which isn't to say you should never artistically drown out your voice, this is a "Both. Both is good." situation. I really, really like both.) That first, "I hate everything about you," at 0:55 is crazy beautiful and you need to know that.
    Two equally beautiful interpretations that give me such different feelings. In this version I can just feel the agony spill through your vocals just like how the frustration and hatred towards anxiety spilled through in the original. In this version 4:10-4:51 sounds less like you're determined and ready to crush anxiety like in the original and more like crying out in relief that you're *finally* winning, like the feeling is exciting and overwhelming.
    I actually really love the abrupt ending of the original. It's like a black hole just... closing, and I felt it fit the lyrics, "All my anxious thoughts they slumber," and the dominating anxiety theme because the racing thoughts just go silent. It makes an intense air of finality. This one ends with more of a nice lingering feeling of peace after finally overcoming a terrible experience.
    I always thought that Anxiety was one of your best and now it's one of your best twice!

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Ahhh thank you for all the kind words! Means the world

    • @Da_868
      @Da_868 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 You're very welcome Nathan! I'm glad that my honesty means so much to you. Friendly reminder that you earned every word, I don't do flattery. 😉

  • @ex_hale
    @ex_hale ปีที่แล้ว

    What a banger, love it❤❤❤❤

  • @jamesquesnel3493
    @jamesquesnel3493 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Like DAMN! why tf are you not more popular?!?!

  • @ButterKnights
    @ButterKnights ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm glad to be able to hear your voice more clearly in these remasters! My biggest gripe with your music was that your voice wasn't clear enough, I wish it would slap me in the face more. It seems with these recent remasters you're on the road to a clearer sound that I personally love! Love your stuff man, congrats on the hardware upgrade!

  • @SizzlingSolaris
    @SizzlingSolaris ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this!! 👍😁❤️

  • @simonkennedy6116
    @simonkennedy6116 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't have the words to express how good this is

  • @notmydidea
    @notmydidea ปีที่แล้ว

    love this version! meeting up with friends is so scary. not just bcz of a fear of rejection (it doesn't take a lot for me to care about somebody and if i care i have really strong compassion for them) but because i'm scared i won't know what to do with them. that we have nothing to talk about. that i won't be a good host or good at leading conversations and activities. that they are bored. that they won't wanna meet up. that i am not enough. its so hard. sometimes i straight up avoid seeing friends if they aint close ones and even if we meet up i'm anxious beforehand and you will probably find me planning desperately just to make sure we have a good time somehow. i hate it. i'm sorry for everyone who has to live with fear and anxiety, be it about the past, present or future. its the worst. sending hugs to everyone. i hope someday it'll get better for all of us. keep making music Nathan. you are one of my all time favourite musicians and i really love this one. thanks for everything!

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you. Know what it’s like. Overthinking every little thing. I’m still quite socially anxious. Afraid anything will be less then perfect. But as I’ve gotten older, it has gotten easier. I’ll be praying for you. That you can find relief. So sorry to hear about your struggle. Sending all my love 🙏

    • @Emanuel-hh4uu
      @Emanuel-hh4uu ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh I relate so much!! Have this friend from university (we started chatting through the phone) and I have never talked to her irl because I always feel paralyzing anxiety. Usually I was okay talking to friends but with her it's very difficult to get a moment I feel comfortable. I think since we started chatting and not by talking (like how my other friendships have been), I'm afraid that I wouldn't know what to do so I crawl into my shell each time. Hope you overcome your struggles soon!

    • @notmydidea
      @notmydidea ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 thanks a lot. that means the world! sending love back!

    • @notmydidea
      @notmydidea ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Emanuel-hh4uu thats so sad. i hope you'll be able to meet her soon and be comfortable. wishing you the best and thanks a lot!

  • @rudoskudos4047
    @rudoskudos4047 ปีที่แล้ว

    Two extra minutes of Anxiety is a win 🙌

  • @Nisivla
    @Nisivla ปีที่แล้ว +1

    😘. Очень хорошая песня! Люблю тебя, смотрю и слушаю вас с 2018.

  • @reinstriver5432
    @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'll have to hear this after dinner, now that's something to look forward to! 🤩🤩

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Have a great dinner!

    • @reinstriver5432
      @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 Thank you Nathan! You have a great day ahead yourself! :D

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@reinstriver5432 will try my best yo!!!!

  • @VxDamagExV
    @VxDamagExV ปีที่แล้ว

    One of your best performances. Simply love it! Bravo 👏

  • @dantematellini6464
    @dantematellini6464 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nathan all your work is so meaningful! I loved even the smallest of details in the artwork fading, like past memories being brought back to life, much love

  • @samwagner762
    @samwagner762 ปีที่แล้ว

    Masterpiece. How do you take one of your best songs/one of the best songs ever written and make it even better. Incredible.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      🥺🥺🥺🥺🙏🥹 Thank you 😭

  • @JEEPLIFEYJ
    @JEEPLIFEYJ ปีที่แล้ว

    great music
    👍

  • @Emanuel-hh4uu
    @Emanuel-hh4uu ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Nathan! Love your music and I relate to this song so much. Anxiety is the worst. Thank you for making relatable and beautiful songs! 🤍

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s the truth. Thanks so much for listening! Really appreciate you

  • @MVST_NAKIRA
    @MVST_NAKIRA ปีที่แล้ว

    This thing touch thé deepest part of me, thanks you for this beautiful song , you deserve more attention ❤️❤️❤️

  • @user-gm2yq6fn4b
    @user-gm2yq6fn4b ปีที่แล้ว

    Thx a lot for this version man.
    I was a bit confused by how the original song ended, but now, damn this is soooo much better. This is just great. The whole thing is great. You never miss Nath

  • @Hghgghg
    @Hghgghg ปีที่แล้ว

    By far one of your best songs ever I’m really glad you decided to add onto it

  • @gamerofmisery300
    @gamerofmisery300 ปีที่แล้ว

    You never disappoint me, Nathan Wagner such a big fan of you and this song is my favourite so glad for the extended version

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Ahhh thank you so much 😊 I’m so so glad you like it

  • @user-et8hc3zs5i
    @user-et8hc3zs5i ปีที่แล้ว

    wow, I like it, nice job.

  • @Bazu01
    @Bazu01 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    M'y favorite With worthless

  • @MysticLGD
    @MysticLGD ปีที่แล้ว

    Good one

  • @nateheskett333
    @nateheskett333 ปีที่แล้ว

    I thought this song couldn’t get better but you proved me wrong good job

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Nate!!! Hope you are well! Feel like it’s been some time. Thanks so much for still listening. You have no idea how much it means

    • @nateheskett333
      @nateheskett333 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 I’m always here and always listening I just been in a rough patch again the only friend I have now is a bottle of whiskey

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nateheskett333 I’m so sorry to hear that. I’ll keep you in my prayers Nate. I know February can be a particularly difficult month.

  • @garryharison8309
    @garryharison8309 ปีที่แล้ว

    Absolutely 🎼🔥🔥🔥💯 sounds great 👍👏

  • @andrewsterling2447
    @andrewsterling2447 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for finishing the song

  • @Caffeine-cat-p9j
    @Caffeine-cat-p9j 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song heals me I have depression and I'm only 12 about to turn 13 and every since my Gramal passed away in 2018 I think about giving up but I love my life but it's hard I got a phone for a early birthday 🎂 present it's a android it still needs a sin card but every thing good I won't giveup how long it takes but I'll update as ASAP when i get the sd card but for have me in your prayers

  • @Caffeine-cat-p9j
    @Caffeine-cat-p9j 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

  • @janessao5114
    @janessao5114 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yo! Yo! Love this song already and you made an extended version?? Heck yeah! Love this one Nathan! This is wholesome!😊😁

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ahhh thank you so much!! Hope you’re doing well!!!

    • @janessao5114
      @janessao5114 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 I'm doing alright! Just the ending of this song got me because it's so beautiful how you did it😭😭

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@janessao5114 ahhhh I’m so glad you liked it! That was my favorite part to! Thank you thank you thank you 😊

    • @janessao5114
      @janessao5114 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 You're welcome 😊😊

  • @_Nyum_
    @_Nyum_ 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As someone with really bad anxiety, I've never related to a song more..

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🙏🙌🙏🙌

    • @_Nyum_
      @_Nyum_ 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ❤️

  • @dumkenadine1268
    @dumkenadine1268 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello Nathan this Song is really awesome keep up the good work 💚 🙂

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks so much! I’ll try my best 😊

    • @dumkenadine1268
      @dumkenadine1268 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 i know y always try a lot,i think amazing 🙂😊

  • @reinstriver5432
    @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

    Extended version of Anxiety? I love that song! :D

  • @akire2119
    @akire2119 ปีที่แล้ว

    💖🎶💖🎶

  • @pandoraedits_
    @pandoraedits_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Never disappointing, Nathan. Love that you're making extended versions of your songs. You just make it harder for me to choose a favorite song every single time and I love it, haha. That's why I just say I love them all, thank you for always making masterpieces. Thank you for that. 🙌🤍

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha Means everything Claire. Thank you so much for listening. And still listening. I feel like you’ve been around since the beginning. I hope you know how much it means to me

    • @pandoraedits_
      @pandoraedits_ ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 I'm so thankful for you, your music and for having the honor of being with you since the beginning. It has been a blessing. Thank you for never changing and staying as amazing. 🤍🤍🤍🙌🙌🙌🥺🥺 Thank you for being my inspiration in music and for making music I can bond to and relate my characters to also. 🤍

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pandoraedits_ it’s an absolute honor!!! Keep on writing! Sending tons of love!

    • @pandoraedits_
      @pandoraedits_ ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 Sending love back! 🤍🤍🤍🙌🙌🥺

  • @franciskoniak1403
    @franciskoniak1403 ปีที่แล้ว

    ✌️❤️💪⚡️

  • @reinstriver5432
    @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

    YO!!!!!!

  • @frogstoadslife752
    @frogstoadslife752 ปีที่แล้ว

    🐸💚

  • @katzui_keen
    @katzui_keen ปีที่แล้ว

    EXTENDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

  • @reinstriver5432
    @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yo, Nathan! I gotta ask, how've you been? I hope alls good on your side of the world :>
    And, real quick wanted to ask if you'd like to do one of them good ol' karaokes from back in the day 😊Would be super fun to get the discord together like we did before~ Great relaxy time too~ :>
    But only if you have the time, of course! No pressure 😮‍💨😌

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Yoooo! When would be a good time? Life has slowed down again after the holidays haha

    • @reinstriver5432
      @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 Oo! That's awesome then, haha! I'm also rather free, finished all my exams and am finally free to write again! Will likely do so tonight while listening to this wonderful song you've provided 😉
      On that note. I'm rather free until the 20th, that's when university restarts, so any time in-between now and then is good for me :>
      We can talk on discord if that'll be easier! 😃😁

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  ปีที่แล้ว

      Yo! Super cool you get to get back to writing! Would the 19th work for you? That’s sadly the only Sunday over the next few weeks that I’m available. If not, saturdays could probably work for me to!

    • @reinstriver5432
      @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 I'm honestly fine with either, just do text me on discord at some point to confirm so I can do a formal announcement to the members 😁

    • @reinstriver5432
      @reinstriver5432 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nathanwagner762 Nathan, you think you could come over to confirm it with me? :> I wanna make sure and announce it in advance if we are gonna do this haha :D

  • @HiHi-nj2kj
    @HiHi-nj2kj ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello

  • @jasminechavez7653
    @jasminechavez7653 ปีที่แล้ว

    👏👏👏👏👏♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🥲🙏🔥