Your pacifier has nice colours! Mine are yellow with blue owl and blue with a white unicorn. And it's sooo cute that your teddybear wears a diaper. I think I'll buy little diaper for my stuffies too❤
My introduction to the ABDL lifestyle started off by reading stories online by people who regressed between the ages of 2-7 where acting like a toddler or child reduced stress. So after a couple of months of reading stories and chatting with people who are ABDL, I tried it out for myself by getting a baby sized pacifier and Goodnites from the local grocery store. I enjoyed them but I was a 17 year old at the time so Goodnites barely fit me lol. Fast forward to 2024 and now I wear diapers and regress in my spare time (can be hard since I live with parents) but it’s one of the best things I’ve ever discovered :)
I have gone through all the same things you talk about, with the exception of my wife finding out, but this all started in the mid 70's LONG before the internet was thought of. I was married for about 10 years and did get divorced, but she never knew I had been wearing diapers. I raised my children, and they never knew I wore diaper off and on either. About 15 years ago I connected diapers with my military medical discharge and was given a prescription for diapers and pads from the VA. I eventually told my children and said no reason to hide it from them. I have been 24/7 since and completely in awe of the feeling that I can wear and not have to hide them from everyone .
Yes, I can definitley relate, because I wear diapers for the same reason. It's so nice to feel little and careless, especially when the world is like it is ❤ I often wish that I could magically go back to babyhood or at least toddlerhood. Being an ABDL is the best way to come close to that feeling!
OMG. This is my story almost to a tee. But I now have a wife that understands this. The only things I stay off the ABDL sites. I used to be on the Bytemine in the 90's. this was amazing.
I can relate to your story. It makes me feel sad and happy at the same time, cause I remember when I threw away so much stuff and feel so ashamed of myself. I think we are nearly the same age. But I'm still married and have to hide this side of me. My wife knows because she found some stuff and she said some terrible things like "you're disgusting". But with a marriage and two kids I feel trapped. I hope sincerely I'll find a kink aware therapist but I'm living in France and people are not really open minded. Thank you for sharing your story. Enjoy your life.
Thanks for sharing your experience. I felt the same way here in the USA about a closed minded culture, but there are those out there that can help you. Just have to find them. I see at least one in France. Check it out here. www.kapprofessionals.org/kap_directory/13400/anthroposexologist-5/
I fully understand the binge and purge habit. I had some very nice onesies one especially had long sleeves and mail trucks. I gave that and two sleepers away. I am very sorry and want them back. 😁 Now when I feel the urge to purge I take the cloths and hide them in a closet.
Your story sounds kinda like mine. I first discovered my love of diapers when I was about 4 and my mom would babysit my 2 year old nephew. She would keep his package of plastic huggies in my closet. One night I snuck to my room and grabbed a diaper and pulled my pants and underpants off. I, then, put the diaper on and went to my dresser to get a pair of shorts with the elastic waistband. The shorts wouldn’t fit over the diaper. The diaper was so thick. Then I heard a nock on my door so I panicked and hid under my bed wearing only a baby diaper. What happened after that is a blank. Fast forward a couple years and I became friends with a new kid in the neighborhood. He had a toddler brother who wore plastic luvs diapers. My friend and I would sneak a couple diapers out of the brother’s room and put them on under our clothes. We did that quite a bit. But every time we would get caught and I would get into trouble. I was always made to believe that it was “weird” and something I should be ashamed of. My love of plastic back diapers has never gone away. I would love to find a “daddy” who can treat me like yours treats you.
From age 4 to 8 my younger baby brother shared the same bedroom. Me in a big boy bed and my baby brother in his crib, which used to be my crib. The smell of baby pee, baby poo, baby powder, diaper rash ointment. My toys, my baby brother's toys...All mixed together.
I really commend you for sharing your story , i find it very brave , ive been in the abdl community for a very long time , i now have a wonderful daddy and hes very accepting of me being an abdl i love wearing diapers and being a baby and found that ,thats who i am so im now a little everyday , i absolutely love your stuff and im wondering where did you get your stuff from because its exactly what im looking for
Im glad in the end things worked out for you, the things peeps usually do or love would left them to feel very alone like abdl ofc
Your pacifier has nice colours! Mine are yellow with blue owl and blue with a white unicorn. And it's sooo cute that your teddybear wears a diaper. I think I'll buy little diaper for my stuffies too❤
My introduction to the ABDL lifestyle started off by reading stories online by people who regressed between the ages of 2-7 where acting like a toddler or child reduced stress. So after a couple of months of reading stories and chatting with people who are ABDL, I tried it out for myself by getting a baby sized pacifier and Goodnites from the local grocery store. I enjoyed them but I was a 17 year old at the time so Goodnites barely fit me lol. Fast forward to 2024 and now I wear diapers and regress in my spare time (can be hard since I live with parents) but it’s one of the best things I’ve ever discovered :)
I have gone through all the same things you talk about, with the exception of my wife finding out, but this all started in the mid 70's LONG before the internet was thought of. I was married for about 10 years and did get divorced, but she never knew I had been wearing diapers. I raised my children, and they never knew I wore diaper off and on either. About 15 years ago I connected diapers with my military medical discharge and was given a prescription for diapers and pads from the VA. I eventually told my children and said no reason to hide it from them. I have been 24/7 since and completely in awe of the feeling that I can wear and not have to hide them from everyone .
Thanks for sharing your story.
Yes, I can definitley relate, because I wear diapers for the same reason. It's so nice to feel little and careless, especially when the world is like it is ❤ I often wish that I could magically go back to babyhood or at least toddlerhood. Being an ABDL is the best way to come close to that feeling!
OMG. This is my story almost to a tee. But I now have a wife that understands this. The only things I stay off the ABDL sites. I used to be on the Bytemine in the 90's. this was amazing.
I can relate to your story. It makes me feel sad and happy at the same time, cause I remember when I threw away so much stuff and feel so ashamed of myself. I think we are nearly the same age. But I'm still married and have to hide this side of me. My wife knows because she found some stuff and she said some terrible things like "you're disgusting". But with a marriage and two kids I feel trapped. I hope sincerely I'll find a kink aware therapist but I'm living in France and people are not really open minded. Thank you for sharing your story. Enjoy your life.
Thanks for sharing your experience. I felt the same way here in the USA about a closed minded culture, but there are those out there that can help you. Just have to find them. I see at least one in France. Check it out here. www.kapprofessionals.org/kap_directory/13400/anthroposexologist-5/
It's pretty brave of you to share your journey
Some stuff resonated with me .
Thanks for sharing!
I fully understand the binge and purge habit. I had some very nice onesies one especially had long sleeves and mail trucks. I gave that and two sleepers away. I am very sorry and want them back. 😁 Now when I feel the urge to purge I take the cloths and hide them in a closet.
Thanks for sharing!!
Your story sounds kinda like mine. I first discovered my love of diapers when I was about 4 and my mom would babysit my 2 year old nephew. She would keep his package of plastic huggies in my closet. One night I snuck to my room and grabbed a diaper and pulled my pants and underpants off. I, then, put the diaper on and went to my dresser to get a pair of shorts with the elastic waistband. The shorts wouldn’t fit over the diaper. The diaper was so thick. Then I heard a nock on my door so I panicked and hid under my bed wearing only a baby diaper. What happened after that is a blank. Fast forward a couple years and I became friends with a new kid in the neighborhood. He had a toddler brother who wore plastic luvs diapers. My friend and I would sneak a couple diapers out of the brother’s room and put them on under our clothes. We did that quite a bit. But every time we would get caught and I would get into trouble. I was always made to believe that it was “weird” and something I should be ashamed of. My love of plastic back diapers has never gone away. I would love to find a “daddy” who can treat me like yours treats you.
Thanks for sharing your story.
From age 4 to 8 my younger baby brother shared the same bedroom. Me in a big boy bed and my baby brother in his crib, which used to be my crib. The smell of baby pee, baby poo, baby powder, diaper rash ointment. My toys, my baby brother's toys...All mixed together.
Thanks for sharing your story.
This was really nice
i really enjoy your story and it's awesome interseting. i'm diaper lover and adult baby also too.
I really commend you for sharing your story , i find it very brave , ive been in the abdl community for a very long time , i now have a wonderful daddy and hes very accepting of me being an abdl i love wearing diapers and being a baby and found that ,thats who i am so im now a little everyday , i absolutely love your stuff and im wondering where did you get your stuff from because its exactly what im looking for
can you do diapering/changing tips for newbies next? Also a review of the tiny tails?
It’s on my list to do tips/tricks. I don’t have any of the tiny tails yet.
So cute
Why do you not show your face
Not ready to be fully public yet.
@@JonathanDiaper ok
cool ty for shearing