Ren - Diazepam (Official Visualizer)
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Ren - Diazepam (Official Visualizer)
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Oh my my my
I seem to feel so much better when it
kicks in, chemical kitchen
Feel my brain destruct
Oh die, die, diazepam you
turn the volume down on my demons and you
give me relief just for a second and you
make it all so numb
Oh why, why, diazepam do
you make me feel like every things not dissolving?
Spinning doors are revolving
Swallow a tablet I’m over indulging
I’ve tried, tried diazepam to
be the optimist and resist cards folding
You’re the crutch that I’m holding
Don't want tomorrow ‘cause right now I’m golden
Oh die, die diazepam
Done lie, lie diazepam
Oh my, my, my, my
When you leave why can’t I breathe like you’ve stolen
My very essence my coding
Went for a swim and then drowned in your ocean
Don't lie lie diazepam you
Promised me the world but now I’m rotting and moulding
and my face it feels swollen
Anaesthetic I block that emotion
Synaesthetic dreaming I’m carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding; a place for the pain
self destructive healing its one and the same
Oh, die, die diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming I’m carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding; a place for the pain
self destructive healing its one and the same
Oh why, why diazepam
thank you! for the lyrics was looking for them
💯
You've missed the anaesthetic blocks that emotion. Much love though love the song.
Fuck you're cute. Big hugs🥰
I fucking love your music, keep on keeping on dude
I'm on diazepam for terminal leukaemia. I can't listen to this without tearing up. How can some capture the essence of a tablet and it'd effects in a song like this just blows my mind
I lay still for a moment on my sofa in Greenwich just sitting with this comment. The internet crosses our lives with strangers in such curious ways like satellites passing in orbit and I guess we'll never meet but for however many days you are with us, I hope you're about to live them fully and with love.
How long is a long life really? I don't know.
@@LukeFlegg I went onto his TH-cam channel, his name is Rob Hale from Thornbury. Rob sadly lost the battle to myleoid leukaemia about a month after he commented here. I hope he's resting easier now. RIP Rob 33 years young.
@@LukeFleggThis is such a precious reply.. So well worded & true.. The connecting part is so amazing.. Wishing love & peace to all from a gal here in North Carolina, USA!❤
Prayers for you and yours to spend as much time together.
@soulTraveller144 even vegans get cancer. Don't be ignorant of things that rob people of their lives.
What is going on?!?!? ... Never heard of Ren until I stumbled upon him yesterday and now I just can't stop listening to all his music.. Ren if you read this I swear we have shared same experiences .. your music is sooo relatable 💯
Same
I've followed him from the beginning and at first I couldn't believe he wasn't massive but now he's got a huge following and he's earned it and deserves it. I show his music to everyone! So glad he's finally making it now. I love everything he's done from Freckled angels till now!
I'm so pissed off I discovered their music just 4 days ago. And I'm listening them since, every free moment I have. It was decades I wasn't so thrilled and happy to have discovered a new musician.
Exactly the same happened to me, and a few months later I have a YT channel, solely evolving around Ren!! 😅😅
Same ❤❤❤
I'm a bit older now, my brother is four years younger than me, sister 1 year older. Our parents divorced when I was 13. Dad went downhill shortly after with failed relationships and whatnot. Then it was pshychiatrists and pills (anti-depressants, sleeping pills, valium, dexamphetamine etc.) for him, along with copious amounts of alchohol. Me and my brother lived through the worst of it, Ren outlines a part of it in Sick Boi. It made a big blow on me and him. Sis was with mum. It took a long time for me to understand the condition. The hardest part is constantly explaining to extended family. I feel like they think I'm cold about it, but I've dealt with it for so long that I'm done explaining how to deal, and that you just have to enjoy to good times and endure the bad. Sis didn't get to evolve with it and they had a falling out which hasn't been resolved. He's off the piss now, completely. Huge step, some 20 years later, never too late though.
i am a 60 year old music lover of all kinds not a big fan of rap that being said discovering ren on line has been a moving experience a genius a true artist and a poet just freaking amazing i have never been so moved by a few songs in all my life
I am 52 and feel the same. One thing I love is what his music evokes. Music wise what's available commercially doesn't wake up your mind let alone your soul. Rens music lights up places I didn't even know I had.
53 and love all his music!
I’m 27 and also not a big fan of rap but yes I have to fully agree with 3 it’s great music!
46 and feel the same!
48 and been involved in music for years ..found Ren when his busking vids starting making waves a few years back ..always been of the opinion that he's the most talented, exciting and unique artists to come out of the UK for as long as I can remember...
Everybody sleeps differently. I sleep on my side, my non-existent boyfriend sleeps on his stomach, my cat sleeps on his back but The Whole World Sleeps On Ren's Amazing Music!
Aha what a poetic comment, I love it
Stolen comment
So does his stomach exist then?
@@dalydaly999 i don't think so?
So basically what you're saying is that your cat is floating
When I was 25-ish, I went to the doctor hoping I'll be sent to therapy or get some advice on my insomnia. I was prescribed a horse dose of diazepam. A random guy in the waiting room warned me he's back because those meds made his insomnia worse, and I got angry. I fixed the insomnia myself, tackling my anxiety on my own, out of spite. I kept the unused prescription as a reminder that I can do amazing s*it. 😉
You are so lucky. You averted a life of hell. Benzo withdrawal is worse than death. You angels were with you. Congratulations!
@@suesjoy ive been on klonopin for 5 years.......the day i get off of them will be the day i die once my 2 family members i have left pass away and it will be my time also. i only live for my family. klonopin helps me get by the day
"dont want tomorrow cuz right now Im golden" hits my sweet spot
Especially after few Diazes xD
45mg a day... this song hits hard... Ren, thank you, for creating masterpieces that make me feel less alone in the world. Thank you 🖤
All Ren's work is incredible. My wife said "He just doesn't make a bad song". The guitar double stops on this are sublime and the solo is perfect with a beautiful tone. The vocals are so powerful and his range is phenomenal. Thank you Ren for all healing music you have given us. It's a great time to be alive.
I luv diazepam IV and now in love with Ren ❤
Already know its gonna be a banger
I'm 14 I was prescribed diazepam first when I was 12 I think. I told CAMHS not to put me back on it because I have a history with addiction they didn't listen and put me on it with out consent when I was suicidal and now I'm fully addicted to it again I don't know what to do honestly . Ren this is an amazing song you talk about things that no one else does and it true helps so many
I haven't had an artist hit me like this in idk how long, maybe never. Dude is on another level with tugging at the heart strings. I literally have to take breaks between Ren videos or I'll start balling my eyes out
Same here, suicide and do you believe hurts like hell...
One of my REN all time faves. ❤
Para los que hablan español..
Amigos míos, esta canción aun no la eh escuchado pero se que va a estar buenísima. Ren es un gran artista y por lo mismo sus canciones son geniales.!
Alch ya no puedo esperar. 😅❤️
Vaya que lo es
Merece más reconocimiento!!!
Desde chile descubrí a este artista y waaaa, tiempo escuchandolo ya
@@anira6451 yo estoy de acuerdo contigo
Same amiga
You perfectly captured the feeling of when it kicks in, and it starts relieving your anxiety in the "ah - e - ah - e - ih ah - e - ah - e - i" part that's sang in an ethereal heavenly way. You captured the flipside also, where if taken too long and/or too often, it loses the relieving effect and just numbs you instead. It's good temporarily and taken not often, but beyond that, it's downwards you go. At that point, it subdues your thoughts and emotions, so you can never do the work you NEED to do on yourself. All Benzodiazipines included!
I'm in awe of who you are and what you do. 'Hi ren' and the tales trilogy blew me away! For the future I'd love to hear something centred around a female character with mental health issues. Not sure how it would work since your stories can sometimes relate to yourself and your experiences. But anyway.... You're one in seven billion. Please keep up with your magnificent art, take care of yourself and know you've engaged me so much through your words. Much love and respect - Danielle xx
Telling everyone I can about your genius..
Same let's just continue on until he gets the recognition & respect, love & admiration that he deserves 💯✅😍💯❗❗❗
Came accross Hi Ren a few days ago. Been binge watching Ren and The Big Push videos since then, lost track of time tbh but who cares, this guy is something special. Massive fan now, so amazing to find someone with such raw passion for music and storytelling, a modern day bard.
I've met Ren today in his music.
Almost kept scrolling and then ,
And then I stopped and 6 videos later, I'm still here.
I'm glad I was here before ren hit 1 million.
I never expected to hear the feeling I've experienced for over a decade after getting an RX from the VA for Diazapam.
"Self-destructive healing is one in the same" - Ren you're truly the best musical storyteller of this generation.
I just found Ren what a shot of fresh air.
I’m old enough to recognize that old school vibe
I'm so fuckn glad my brother decided to click on "Hi Ren" last week....i hope he doesn't get too big of a head from everyone telling him how good he is.....there is no word for how good he is
Currently 19 taking similar medication. Your music is complete artwork & this song speaks to me hard. Thankyou for creating such vibes xo
I still remember back in 2018 when i first discovered the big push and the songs you had made back then. I couldnt believe how talented, yet "underrated", you were. It makes me so happy to see how you've grown, and I still listen to your music daily. I honestly believe you have an amazing musical and creative talent (i havent seen a mainstream artist perform live as well as you do). If the world's system truly sought that the BEST of the BEST came out on top, you would be the modern freddy mercury bro. Love you're music, and Im looking forward to many more bangers!
I seriously dont know how hes not getting the recognition he deserves- all of his music bops 😤😤
One of the bests musicians in Modern History.
This is probably one of my favorites. Love the lead vocals in this one.
This genius has the absolute best music/ art ever it sucks what he went through but in the end it seriously enriched his philosophy & ability to put it all in an outlet,music biggest Renegade out there 💯💪😍❣️❗❗
Been enjoying your work for a while but thus one shocked me...I'm wearing headphones and skinning up while letting YT do it's thing. Just as I turn to pick up my juice to wash down a handful of yellows this song comes on 😮😢🎶💜
I am so happy I discovered this amazing artist. I've said it on HI Ren but i started like you, with Lyme that wasn't treated on time and I have also spent half my life ill. But the autoimmune diseases I have are lupus and rheumatoid arthritis. The arthritis is seronegative though so it may just be the lupus mimicking RA, but my rheumatologist isn't quite sure. But luckily the infusion for lupus also treats RA. I've been very resistant to treatment and they can't figure out why that is either so I went up from the usual infusion to a chemotherapy infusion to stop my immune system from attacking my body. I just wanted to share that and keep sharing it so you know you aren't alone in this fight. All the love to you friend, from Maine USA
Wow love this song 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥tells such a story and your guitar playing is amazing xxxxxxxxx
2024 and Ren, your words have saved me so mavy times. some how your voice and message stops the worst. i love your work
This is 100% going to blow up! A proper Modern day story teller. It’s amazing to think you can relate so much with someone you may never meet ❤️
I’m a huge fan of buskers and huge fan of Abby the spoon lady. TH-cam algorithm sent me to you. Glad it did. I want to pay respect to Abby the spoon lady
Ok I’m gonna say it.
Ren as the next “Joker”!
Plus he can do the soundtrack!!
As someone who has abused benzos (2 seizures from xanax withdrawl in my 20s) and someone who still relies on medication to conbat my anxiety this hits so hard 💔
This is one of my favourites, first time I've watched the video though and it's beautiful!! 🎉🙌🏼💖
He revived my soul.
Rennnnnn 2023 now and sick boi just hit. Man this is a vibe
I couldn't be more impressed. Real art.
I just found you a week ago I only listen to rap songs but I love your songs I cannot get enough Much love from 🇳🇵 nepal my brother
I love these type of videos as they show so much emotion through your words and pain 💙
Thanks Ren for another amazing video ☺️
My pleasure! Glad you liked it ❤❤
I love that real life is being sang about. This is what is real!!!
nobody will truly understand until they experience this hell
What a cutie the young Kiffness was! He looks like he would have been a delightful kid.
Once again I find that’s it’s a travesty that you’re not more well known. Your talent and meaningful content needs to be heard by the world. I’m a 50 something head banger. You are amazing!!!
While we yin-yang we will hang on a noose with no support: lyrical gem ❤
I have not felt such since I first heard tool. Love it
I currently use Diazepam to combat panic attacks and ignore DPDR, I saw in the video that you were prescribed 10mg, that is huge. This shows that not only you are suffering without it but your tolerance would be huge. It would be very hard for you, it sucks that you would have placed your trust in the pharmaceutical industry (assumingly at a young age). Praying for you Ren, lLove your tunes and when it comes to your mental health, I am intrigued.
I'm only allowed 2mg because I tried to overdose on on over 30 pills of tramadol. 2mg isn't enough, but I'm scared of depending on these pills.
Are you okay Ren? Diazepam lead me down the rabbit hole once and i nearly didn't find the way back. Take care mate, be safe.
Love the song.helps me chill like a took a weak one.
I am so glad I found your music Ren. It is simply amazing art. Thank you for sharing your soul with us.
ren all your music speaks to me it really does! so glad I found your music, blessed be brother 🙏
anyone who dislikes Ren's music has no ears for a talented musician, poet and artist fact
1 of my favourites....
So hält man die Welt aus...😢❤
The best song ever
By far the most underrated artist of our time
give it time. cream rises to the top
Just discovered this special one🤩❤️🔥
Me studying hypothyroidism and it said u have to avoid taking diazepam and now i discovered this ... i will never forget this word ever ...
Rens art is honest to a fault !!!!
Hits every feel
This hit hard to home
That solo got me like _/^^^^^^^^\_
I love this guys energy and talent ✨️ °•●○☆♡
Damn this got me crying. This is absolutely beautiful. The lyrics, the voice, the instrumental even.
I tink its impossible too get off these tings
Русские товарищи здесь! ❤❤❤
Оф корз
Да
Очень приятно встретить здесь единомышленников
Hi Ren. I feel sorry for your pain. All the best
Wow. Is there another artist mining this subject matter so beautifully?
how does this man actually produce such bangers constantly??
I’m from South Africa and this song hits deep here man seriously All my mates say it’s like one of their top playlist must plays
Loved this!
Na all he comming just took a year or so to marinate to the masses we getting it. #REN 2023
❤❤
I hear the Frusciante here in the most genuine way..not a regurgitation but an authentic moment of influence and inspiration. 👌🏻✌🏻🤌🏻💚
Every song is 🔥
Ready for you ❤️
Is it just me or are the anti-depressing medications the scariest part of depression
Anyone ever addicted to benzos can relate to this so hard. So many of them rhyme with diazepam as well so we can all just sub in our drug of choice quite easily, lol
I will say diazepam certainly clears out the chaos enough for clarity of thought, temporarily. No cure for what's in my head but sometimes I like to think the meds are helping.
Thus song just made me cry
Boys legit af
Talented artist diversity
I’ve been addicted to diazepam for 20 years and why it’s a class C drug I will never understand. I know to stop is probably the most drawn out reduction you could suffer. I’m looking at a year of slow slow reduction.
True.ill never understand why alcohol is legal .
What. A Fucking. Talent.
omg true song well done
Right now
I'm golden ❤ Xx
Awesome song Ren! But I reckon you cut it off early. It can be longer man, it's epic!
for me...this is a masterpiece!
Lel artists really see to feel emotions more intensely than most people
Beautiful melodies and hard heart lyrics. I love it
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that is a sweet little guitar riff
I want to hear Diazepam acoustic
V I B E.
Thank you for your music