Keep Moving Don't Look Back - Mufti Menk Lectures
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- Keep Moving Don't Look Back - Mufti Menk Lectures
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As'salaamu'alaikum may Allah bless Mufti menk Ameen because I suffer with mental health issues and I'm on medication for em.. I told the psychiatrist I heard a voice it started wen my friend that I was in prison with in 2010 said there's a woman that reads people's palms and she just wants tobacco for it my friend said she's gonna do it so we was sitting in the association room and she started telling her things that nobody knew and my friend asked her how long has she had this gift then a girl wearing a white dress that was wet and had mud on her feet n dress and she was whispering in the palm readers hand I said to my friend there's a ghost here telling the reader wat to say and I didn't know exactly wat jinns were I did learn how to read Qur'an from age 4 till 11 in arabic but I didnt read it in English .. anyway the ghost looked at me and told me to shush with her finger on her lip and then on that night wen I was in my cell I started hearing a voice and I knew it wasn't me just thinking in my head it was an actual voice I couldn't see the ghost but I heard her she was telling me how to kill myself quickly saying I can escape my heavy heart and bad life and not feel negative anymore and I don't know how but I stood up ripping my bed sheet into strips long ways and I got the chair and I tied the sheet around my neck and the shower rail it was like I wasn't myself I don't think she possessed me I'm not sure but it wasn't quick n painless it was horrific BUT BY THE GRACE AND MERCY OF GOD A PRISON OFFICER CAME TO DO CHECK N I WASNT IN SIGHT AND SO GE FOUND ME HANGING I WASNT BREATHING NO PULSE MY HEART STOPPED THE OFFICER WAS BRILLIANT HE CUT ME DOWN AND WAS DOING CPR ON ME HE ALERTED HEALTH CARE AND THE OTHER OFFICERS AND THEY HAD TO USE THE ELECTRIC SHOCK THINGS THINK ITS CALLED A DIFIBULATOR 1MIN AND 43SECS AND MY HEART WAS BEATING STRONG .. ASTAG'FIRU'ALLAH I WAS SO LUCKY COZ I WAS AWAY FROM ISLAM I WAS A DRUG ADDICT I GOT CLEAN IN JAIL BUT THEN THE PRISON MADE ME GO TO HEALTHCARE THEY SAID I WAS HAVING A PSYCHOTIC EPISODE I TOLD THEM ABOUT THE GHOST THEY THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY WEN I WASNT I WASNT LYING TBEY PUT ME ON A ANTI PSYCHOTIC TABLETS AND DEPRESSION TABLETS I ALREADY HAD PTSD FROM MY TRAUMATIC CHILDHOOD BUT I WASNT MAD... ANYWAY IM RAMBLIMG ON MY LIFE STORY IS MAD I COILD ACTUALLY WRITE AN AUTO BIOGRAPHY 😂 ANYWAY IN 2013 I WAS OUT OF PRISON BUT IN THE LAST 10DAYS OF RAMADAN I GOT REMANDED FOR SOMETHING FROM THE PAST BUT TWO DAYS AFTER MY MOM CAME TO VISIT ME TO INFORM ME MY BROTHER HAD BEEN KILLED IN A FREAK ACCIDENT HE GOT HIT BY A LORRY CARRYIMG STEEL WE THOUGT IT WAS AN ACCIDENT UNTIL WE SAW THE CCTV MY BROTHER WAS SAT IN A CAR WASH SITTING WITH A FRIEND AND A GUY THAT DIDNT LIKE MY BROTHER HE ATTACKED MY BROTHER WITH A HAMMER MY BROTHER RAN TO GET AWAY THERE WAS A BUSH IN VIEW OF THE MAIN ROAD MY BROTHER WENT TO RUN ACROSS THE ROAD ON THE CCTV MY BROTHER TRIED STEPPING BACK ON THE PAVEMENT BUT THE LORRY HIT HIM HE WENT AROUND 4 OF THE WHEELS HIS BRAIN WAS ON THE FLOOR IT WAS HORRIFIC I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN AND DESPAIR BUT THEN I STOPPED CRYING I HUGGED MY MOM N TOLD HER I WILL APPLY FOR BAIL N ILL LOOK AFTER HER THE LOOK IN HER EYES I JUST SAW DISBELIEF AND PAIN I HADNT DONE DUA OR SPOKE TO ALLAH FROM WEN I WAS 12 BECAUSE OF WAT HAPPENED TO ME FROL THE AGE OF 2 UNTIL 11 AND I WAS INNOCENT THEN AMD MY FOSTER CARER SAID IF THERE WAS A GOD HE WOULD OF SAVED U THE PERSON THAT HURT U WAS MUSLIM SO WHY DO U WANT TO BEMUSLIM AND I BELIEVED THAT BUT LET ME TELL U THIS HAVING TO WATCH MY MOM WALK OUT THE PRISON AL9NE I FELT SO LOW THAT I WAS IN JAIL WEN MY BROTHER WAS KILLED WEN I WENT BACK TO MY PRISON CELL I SAT AND CRIED AND THEN I WANTED TO SHARPEN MY RAZOR BLADE ON THE OUTSIDE WALL FROM MY WINDOW AND KILL MYSELF AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT A PRESENCE AND IT WAS LIKE THERE WAS A PERSON TALKING TO ME I COULDNT SEE NO PERSON OR FIGURE BUT I KNEW IT WAS A GOOD PRESENCE ITS LIKE IT SAID HASEENA UR MOM HASNT GOT UR BROTHERS BODY YET SHE WANTS TO BURY HIM ASAP AND IF I KILL MYSELF MY MOM WILL BURY ME TOO AND I SAW THE PAIN IK MY MOM OVER MY BROTHER N THE VOICE SAID IF U KILL URSELF U WILL NEVER GET A CHANCE TO ENTER HEAVEN AND SEE MY BROTHER AND I SAID OUT LOUD R U GOD AND UR TALKING TOO ME SO UR REAL AND I CRIED AND I BEGGED FOR FORGIVENESS AND SORRY FOR DOUBTING U PLZ FORGIVE NE PLZ HELP ME TO GET OUT ON BAIL SO I CAN BE WITH MY MOM AND I PROMISED MYSELF AND ALLAH I WILL NEVER ATTEMPT TO KILL MYSELF AGAIN AND ALHAMDU'LILLAH I HAVE NOTIM DOUNG BETTET IN SOME WAYS NOW LIKE IM CLEAN AND MY MOM IS NOT WELL SO I LOOK AFTER HER BECAISE I N3ED A CHANCE TO GET TO HEAVEN AND JANNAT IS UNDER NY MOMS FEET ALL I NEED IS TO COMPLETE THE LTHER HALF OF MY DEEN BUT I DONT KNOW ANY GOOD GUY THAT IS HUSBAND MATERIAL BUT I HAVE FAITH IN ALLAHS PLAN.. EVEN THO I WAS BORN MUSLIM COZ OF BECOMING A KAFIR I DID MY SHAHADA AND IVE NEVER STOPPED BELIEVING IN GOD MUFTI MENK BY ME LISTENING TO HIM ITS LIKE HE IS TALKING SENSE TO ME so thank u these lectures are inspirational 💖 👆🤲
I have moved forward done alot of therapy and the professionals are just interesting in prescribing medication and if i dont conply i could get secrioned again my mental health issues are all becaise of trauma i endured and coz of losimg my brother he was fasting wen he was attacked it was that one Ramadan wen the hours were very long we will never get a Ramadan like that again in our lifetime. He was chased to his death now my moms health is bad and i have ptsd so although in my daily life i have moved forward but wen i sleep n have flashbacks it does make me feel like i cant move on so i need some àdvice on this
I pray that Allah help you and take away all your problems and give you his blessings, Ameen