Girl w/ Daddy Issues Listens to **SUPERACHE** by Conan Gray
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 11 ต.ค. 2024
- im still mad at everyone for not warning me enough for family line. THE DISRESPECT
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![[DRIP] ‘CLIK CLAK’ PREVIEW](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/bcxkcOSbpac/mqdefault.jpg)
some dads may have skipped town but this album had no skips xoxo gossip girl
LMAO
GOLD
JAIL
OH MY GOD
💀
this album is just an attack after attack but family line absolutely DECIMATED ME
and then to go into summer child like that ..... JAIL
@@ReactsByAsh the audacity
@@ReactsByAshhonestly I was waiting to see how you hold up from those two 😂
@@ReactsByAsh Girl it KILLED me when I found out that jigsaw was about his dad
@@pad.. IT IS ?!?!?
As someone who's been watching Ashley for so long, I'm so glad she found her people and I wanna give her the biggest hug because god DAMN family line was brutal 💀
goddamn SAME SIS, SAME 🥺
trueee
Watching Ashley explain her daddy issues makes me appreciate my dad so much. On the flip side, seeing her call her mom and describe such a beautiful relationship with her made my mommy issues SCREAM
girl same
Need some songs for us girlies on the flip side 🫡
As someone who no longer has her mother, Ash’s call made me cry buckets but I am so grateful for the relationship Ash has with her mum. That said, I still have my dad and I’m gonna go call him now. 🥺😅
Both my mommy AND daddy issues are screaming 🥲
@@Krjwzhr same here 😂😅🥲
"Honey, you got a big storm coming" sums up perfectly the first time listening to this album. My tears did ricochet
this comment!!
literally i was immediately crying at movies... i had no idea
The baddies with daddy issues are here to support and love u bestie
the baddies with bad daddies lmao
@@averyschuler8432 lmfaooo
@@averyschuler8432 lmafo 🤭😭
Realll
i made an entire spotify playlist based on songs like family line and matilda….daddy & mommy issues girls RISE!
I need a link to that please!
link?
drop the name of that playlist right this second gIRL
Link please
imma need that link please
GIRL….. i knew this was gonna be rough for our internet fam I AM SO SORRY MOTHER 💔💔
summer child being right after family line is BRUTAL
Family line was a song I knew was gonna hit hard but i was completely devasted after the first listen. I was just sitting there crying my eyes out 🥲
most people dont realise that jigsaw is actually about conans dad and not about a significant other and once I realised that the song made much more sense in respect to the "ill be more like my sister say thankyou maam and mister" lyric and LOVE THIS SONG SM
19:49
Amber: “Are you okay?”
Ash: “No, i’m having a mental breakdown”
Amber: “So you liked it is what i’m hearing”
Me: 👁️👄👁️
sending you lots of love. i hope that song as much as it broke you provided you comfort in knowing you’re not the only person who’s gone through this and choosing to keep fighting is something to be proud of
Damn your sister recommending you family line rlly said "but my sister's when I cry"
this might sound weird or selfish but i love nothing more than hearing other people talk about their daddy issues and stuff because i grew up not relating to anyone so having people to relate to means everything
Same. I have divorced parents and I’m honestly so happy that more people are talking about it now, it makes me feel a bit less alone.
I feel like “the exit” gets overlooked sm, but once I rlly listened to the part that says “feels like we had matching wounds, but mine is still black and blue and yours is perfectly fine” it hit SM HARDER. It’s like that song that lets u just sit and mope in how unfair life is, and how I’m still in sm pain while you’re going on with your life.
Right the exit is one of my favorites 😍
For me, my favorite part is “I can’t hate you, for getting everything we wanted, I just thought that I would be part of it..”
THANK YOU!! The exit is the most underrated song on superache & I’m upset it’s not getting the respect it needss
Guuurl finally i was wondering when you would come around to do this album....*cries in daddy issues*
your phone call with your mom and amber is the sweetest thing ever
GIRL, I NEEDED YOU THE MOST TODAY... i'm ready to cry together ❤️
conan's speech before family line was so personal and beautiful and I'm so grateful that he feels comfortable to talk about it and show that you can grow from that and show that who your parents are doesn't determine who you are.
As someone that relates to family line I just want you to know when you called your mom that was so beautiful and I'm so proud of you for sharing such a vulnerable intimate moment with us and for going on your healing journey. I cried when you called your mom because I too have issues with my dad and am close with my mom so that hit home for me. I'm sending lots of love to you and your family 🫶🏼
ashley omg yes this album is EVERYTHING 😭💔 footnote, memories & yours are my songs and like - who’s surprised? 🤭
wait i just got to the family line part and i’m wow- girl ilysm 😭♥️
@@caitlinmariereacts you're so real for this
girl footnote AND yours? Who hurt you my child?
yours decimated me the first time i heard it
you're so real for footnote
SUPERACHE TRACKLIST
[timestamps]
01:31 : 🥀 Movies
03:59 : ❤ People Watching
04:35 : 🥀 Disaster
06:12 : ❤ Best Friend
08:15 : 🥀 Astronomy
10:27 : ❤ Yours
12:34 : 🥀 Jigsaw
14:31 : ❤ Family Line
20:50 : 🥀 Summer Child
22:02 : ❤ Footnote
22:55 : 🥀 Memories
23:15 : ❤ The Exit
The 6 minute gap between Family Line and Summer Child really says it all
@@ksawayamatotoo
I love you so much
Thank u 💖
the portion of the video where you talk about your dad really resonated with me and even though i'm really far away from where you live, you somehow made me and i'm sure so many of us watching, feel less alone. thank you for sharing it with us!! love and light.
GIRL as someone who also has daddy issues you made me BAWL omg 😭
ashley crying about her daddy issues saying how embarrassed she felt about her dad god i FELT THAT. my parental issues had me balling throughout the song.
if it makes you feel any better, when you had a breakdown so did i!! bc your feelings & explanation of how you had to be the bigger person just hits real close to home thank you ash
SAME. I started crying, and then I literally went and hugged my mom and told her how much I loved her and appreciated her. Omg this video is just a group therapy session lol
the line "i know i'm not the one you really love, I guess that's why I've never given up" called me out brutally... i'm still not recovered
TW M+S Abuse:
I immediately started crying just hearing those snippets of family line. This song is just too personal.
My violent father sexually abused my half sister and my mom took the blame on me because she kept him around because I 'needed' a father. I was 7 at the time (my siblings are all at least 10 years older than me) and I've been told I am just like my father my whole life. Although I sometimes was scared of my dad, he was my everything (cause mom was cold as ice and mentally abusive), he treated me like a princess , because I was his blood (and treated my half siblings like dogs - except that half sister) and my world shattered hearing what he had done for many years. After I took a stand by my sister (mom didn't) he became very violent towards me too. And because I was a child and couldn't possibly fathom that both my parents are monsters, only he became the monster. So from that age on it was my mission to save my mom from him and get them divorced.
I became my mom's diary, she told me how many times he had raped her (shortly after it happened) and I always took the punches when he wanted to kill her. She would let me touch her swollen face and curse him out, she raised my anger against him everytime she could. She would sit with me and cry, while I comforted her (mind me being 7 - 14 years old) and always promised she'd leave him. But everytime I fought with him, she was quiet and everytime I told him we were going to leave, she denied it and called me a liar. But I was a child and blind and naive and thought she was so in love with him and didn't knew better, so I stayed protecting her till I knew better.
I'm 29 now and the funny thing is she's still with him and takes the abuse. I've been to 8 years of therapy and 2 years ago I finally recognized my mom wasn't the victim but a compliance to my father's crimes. So I cut them off. I'm as healed as I can be, some days are still though, but I know I am so much more worth than my family line.
I have an amazing husband of 10 years, a mentally healthy and happy 4 year old and our second on the way. Thank you, if you read through this.. I kinda needed this reminder what happened. Hormones and the time apart are telling me again it wasn't too bad, I'm overreacting and a bad child for cutting them off and keeping them away from their grand children. It helps to list a few things (the minimum) of what happened and see it and remind me that even if it seems impossible to escape my story, I'll get through it again and again until it's just a memory from another life. They'll never have the power they had over me again. I'm way stronger than they'll ever be.
And thank you for opening up, Ashley ❤ this was a free therapy session 🙈
I'm so sorry you had to go through all this. you're so much better than them and stronger. my situation isn't as bad but it still destroys me so much. I'm 15 and I know that's very young but I still feel guilty for not being able to heal when it isn't that bad, no matter how much I try to put it to words I can't describe what has happened
@@goodnightngo4270 thank you ❤
Keep in mind that your brain is there to protect you. It probably was/is that bad of a situation, that's why it's not allowing you to fathom/understand it fully yet, cause it wants to protect you until you are ready to deal with it. The absurd thing is you have to get better first to get worse. I had to have therapy to stabilise myself first BEFORE having trauma therapy. Because if you face the trauma, you can't be that broken. The brain wont simply allow it. It will not take any new information, and things that are obvious now (after trauma therapy) seem impossible to understand.
Give yourself time, be understanding to yourself... you probably feel guilty and try to downplay your experience because your brain wants to protect you. Healing takes a effing long time.
@@adnileb567 thank you so much it means a lot to me ❤ I keep forgetting that there are people that will help me through this and I don't have to do this all alone and people like you are literally a life savor and give me hope that I can get better some day
@@goodnightngo4270
Don't make me tear up 🙈
you are waaay more self reflective than I was at your age!! And you are never alone. There are thousands of people that are going through it. The people that don't go through it are either lucky muddafuggas or are ppl that put others through hell. You will find your people, that will love you no matter what, that's a certain. And you will love yourself. Because we are not the cards we were given, we are the player that plays the shit out of them!
@@adnileb567 thank you sosososo much 🥺 and don't worry I'm tearing up too ! 😂
I haven't listened to this album so I didn't know Family Line existed and now I'm crying so like.. THANK YOU CONAN XX
~ time stamps
1. Movies 1:30
2. People Watching 3:59
3. Disaster 4:35
4. Best Friend 6:12
5. Astronomy 8:16
6. Yours 10:27
7. Jigsaw 12:36
8. Family Line 14:32
9. Summer Child 20:50
10. Footnote 22:06
11. Memories 22:55
12. The Exit 23:17
13:48 I’m NOT afraid to say it. This guitar solo type moment is actually my absolute favorite thing from this album. It’s. SO. Good. And Conan pouring his soul out over top of it… I CAN’T. it completes my soul and heart in a way I never expected. I am so incredibly lucky and get to see Conan in October… praying Jigsaw shows up so I can scream to this guitar moment and him🥹❤️❤️
I knew what was coming and I still absolutely broke down watching you cry 💔 You and your mom are so cute tho
Also as a sidenote your bottom 3 is my top 3 so you continue to be absolutely tasteless! Go off mother!
I was crying with you the whole time and just wanted to give you the biggest hug. Your mom and sister seem so sweet and just know that I love and appreciate you ash 💕😭
2:06 "If I'm not running away, I'm being delusional"
The way I audibly giggled because this is also me 😭
family line had no right to be this emotionally taxing gah damn. hearing you talk a little on what you went through with your dad really meant a lot to me as someone who has gone through those similar situations theirself and i completely get the feeling, watching this made me wanna give you a big hug
The way you talking to your mom and her being so nice to you made ME cry cause I never had that with either parent.
I also appreciate how you talked about not finding your people for 20 some years because I have a hard time connecting with people and I’m 22 and I still haven’t found someone to be “my people”. It can be lonely sometimes
Girl you're feedinggg us and I love you for that
girl i cried with you. but thanks for reaffirming that we can break those habits that we inherit. it's hard but at least we can try right
MY GOD ASHLEY YOURE FEEDING US
Superache is my favorite 2022 album!!! I even bought an autographed copy and I’m from Brazil… So imagine the fight to get my hands on it
the way i started bawling in family line and just seeing ashley cry made me cry even harder 😭
but on a more serious note, now that i'm getting older, i've really related a lot more to this album and to ashley more, like, she has daddy issues, i've got mommy issues 🥲 and i've tried to work through it the best i can, i try to build up our relationship only for it to crumble in a matter of minutes... like, i always thought that i would never get to have a mother figure, but, thank god i have the best stepmom that could ever exist, and i just love her to death even if i don't say it as often 😊
I STARTED SOBBING WHEN I SAW THE NOTIFICATION, LOVE YOU MOTHER
can confirm, that part in Jigsaw goes off SO HARD live. it was one of the best concerts i’ve ever been to
I relate to Family Line so much. I have a nonexistent relationship with my dad, so you speaking a little about your dad just brought back unresolved feelings I have towards him. Then you calling your mom to tell her how much you love and appreciate her… I’m BAWLING
your relationship with your mom seems really beautiful, I’m so happy you have supportive people in your life bestie 🥹💗
Hiiii Ash, I'm happy that we finally trauma bonded through this album! Like I literally couldn't fully realize the beauty until you reacted so, thank you so much for all your hard work! These videos are getting me through college, I'm sorry you have been through such difficult things at such a young age. Wishing you love and light always
as an eldest daughter i can confirm that summer child hits too close for comfort
Protect Ashley’s mom and amber at all costs.
Jigsaw hits HARD when you realize its about his father
girl!! can't believe you actually reacted to this !!! you're a queen
you made me CRY with you, i was holding on my tears but when you called your mom and told her that you lover her I BROKE DOWN WITH YOUUUUUUU love you ash
"I was a kid, but I wasn't clueless."
This one right here Officer
FINALLY SOMEONE GIVING SUMMER CHILD THE LOVE THAT IT DESERVES
BRO I FUCKING LOVE JIGSAW, that song is so real for me.💔
Conan said that he wrote Disaster to sound like what overthinking and anxiety is
conan gray is truly a blessing to this world. his music is ALWAYS good he just ALWAYS SERVES
I was studying at the library when I first listened to the album. When family line started playing I had to go home so I wouldn’t start sobbing uncontrollably in front of everybody.
Ashley: I’ve never spiralled so much in a video before
Me: 🤨
as someone who has mommy issues you calling your mom made me so sad and happy at the same time😭
Every time i hear him harmonize I feel the need to scream MOTHER! and I think that tells you everything u need to know about me.
when is found heaven coming😭
18:20 girl your making me wanna like hop out the screen and give you a hug omg
PLEASE REACH TO HIS NEW SINGLES I BEG YOU
timestamps]
01:31 : 🥀 Movies
03:59 : ❤ People Watching
04:35 : 🥀 Disaster
06:12 : ❤ Best Friend
08:15 : 🥀 Astronomy
10:27 : ❤ Yours
12:34 : 🥀 Jigsaw
14:31 : ❤ Family Line
20:50 : 🥀 Summer Child
22:02 : ❤ Footnote
22:55 : 🥀 Memories
23:15 : ❤ The Exit
I just wanna give big hug to Ash and all the daddy issues babies! We are here and we'll get through this🥹💖
I’ve been waiting for this video for literally months. I swear this album got me through my first heartbreak. Not even lying. Luv the video ❤
family line and summerchild ABSOLUTELY destroyed me i needed like an hour to recover
it’s been a while since I’ve liked an album entirely, every single song 😭 it’s an emotional rollercoaster! footnote and family line make me cry every time lol
I have seen Conan in his tour here in the Philippines and I must say that hearing Family Line live really does pack a punch and I am sobbing the entire song 😭 Also, footnote being in your last spot GURLLLLLLLLLLL, like I get it the first few listens but I love that song with my whole entire being after hearing it live.
Like the whole talk around 17:30 just wanted to say sth real quick:
Ash I’m so proud of you and you are a wonderful human being who really always helps me trough shit and helps me laugh, and I hope that u can heal from whatever you went trough. Thank you sm for evrything!!! You deserved the world❤️:))
the part where you talk about your dad made me cry my eyes out because although i can't relate to what you're going through, i really appreciate how open you are and i'm sure it's going to help a lot of others who can relate. i'm so happy that you found your people, your dream job, your new apartment and that everything is going up for you. you deserve it more than words can describe! love you girl
You deserve an entire world’s hug for being brave to open up about your pain and trauma in your channel, Ashley. Seeing you cry made me cry 🤍
family line is truly brutal. i had anxiety attacks just by listening that song because it represents me so much :(
Ash we needca found heaven pronto 😂❤❤ luv u 💖
I’m literally bawling with you when you listened to family line and summer child. Those two songs resonate with me sooooo hard. Having abusive parents and being the oldest child, those songs dig up parts of my heart that are so broken. When you called your mum and your little sister 😭😭😭 bro I can’t stop crying wtf I love you sm Ashley
I’ve never considered showing family line to my siblings but it’s so obvious to do it now because they’re the only people who would understand everything the song means to me 😮
Luv u Ash ❤
“don’t you DARE touch a single hair on that beautiful head of yours” bestie i have news 😭
no ash dear don’t ever apologize for expressing your emotions you’re not a robot, we’re all here for you as you are 💗
"minute of silent support because of the daddy issues"
I just wanna give you a huge hug
Family line is that song that have you reflecting on yourself. Reflect on the people who made you who you are today. Such a good song
ASHLEY WHY YOU DID JIGSAW DIRTY LIKE THAT like that song hits HARD u need to relisten to that idc
Bro my daddy issues were highlighted while I listened to family line!
It absolutely destroyed me.
But god jigsaw is a close second place!
Now watching this, I really really really want Ash to listen to Gracie Abrams so bad!!!
We appreciate you so much Ash, I hope you know this ❤️
ashleeeyyy, this is the first time im seeing you cry and im crying with you as well😭
Anyone hoping she reviews found heaven?
Me ☝️
Family line was my number 1 top song in my 2022 Spotify wrapped. I literally can't listen to it without sobbing.
SEEING ASHLEY CRY BREAKS MY HEART
WE LOVE YOU GURLIE❤
STAY STRONG AND KICK ASS❤
Can we talk about how pretty a singing voice Ash has like when she was singing to people watching
I didn’t expect family line to hit me so hard today since I’ve heard it so many times but here I am crying with you on my lunch break
the immediate "oh no. oh no." for family line I'm CRYING
i had the privilege to see this album live in october and let me tell you - it’s even more heartbreaking live
I want to give grown up and little Ashley a good cuddle and tell her she's so loved
This so random but I just so so so love your editing and the humor behind it! Much love Ashley! It's been a good cry and laugh!
u got it girl, we love you so so so muuuch🫂
This whole album had me and my eldest daughter bullshit in ✨SHAMBLES ✨
with family line I don't have daddy issues, and I'm super grateful. But I come from a very messed up family on both my moms and dads side, and yet I have the best parents ever. Just thinking about how I try to distant myself from my blood line and that family drama, I can't. So this song hits me in a different way, and I've been in therapy to break free from the toxicity of both sides of my family. The fact that Conan can do that for a song that people can relate of for daddy issues and normal blood line is insane. Conan deserves so much more recognition for his song writing
I've been listening to this album a lot now that I've went through a break up. I feel like Conan's lyrics help me give sense to my feelings, so it's been helping me cope with the pain.
saw the title.... and audibly laughed,,, you're in for it
Yes, this album lives out to its name. Like this album screams out PAIN. I love you Ashley, I hope the best for you, always. Hugs and kisses with consent.
i love these videos so much, i feel like im in a conan gray concert with my best friend vibing next to me, you made my day i love u
i wrote this before we got to the family line part and now im bawling my eyes out with you babe