*Desiderium* They sometimes yearned for the time humans lived the earth. Of course for the most part they didn't care, but when they weren't occupied disenbowling another prime soul, or running, going down all the layers of hell, they tried to search memories, images, videos, a resemblance of the old life they had. They were created for war, they were created with a constant insaciable hunger who would follow them until the last moments of their life. And although they didn't really care about it, they pondered of the times outside. The times were the blood seemed almost never ending, precious fuel almost gifted to them in a silver plate, the shining sun in their plating, human technicians uttering words they don't remember, and even times when blood was offered to them freely, voluntary. All of the images of things they didn't care before, imputs of places and faces, almost all forgotten and deleted of their memory folder. But it was just the husk of a memory, scraps of actions cast aside, countless of things they never did, and they never will do. They threw 3 coins into the air, wondering if the light they provided would compare to the rising sun, and they shot. *What would you do if you weren't afraid?* "Come to me" The tips of his fingers brushed the keys of the organ, while his wings were collected on his back. His hands wouldn't stop shaking. He had to prove his worth to the council, had to show them that his devotion to his father was absolute. He couldn't let a mere object get in his way. He could not fail the council, he was an example for everyone. The rightful hand of the father. And that machine wasn't even mortal, it didn't have a soul, and its death would end its existence. A monster with an insatiable desire for blood. That machine... That horrible disgraceful Machine... How could a mere object defeat him so easily? What would the father think of him? Will he be able to forgive him for such a mistake? Gabriel had never found an opponent who could equal him. Who could defeat him. He only had to kill the Machine, he had to kill the machine, and then he could prove that his devotion to the father was never questioned. Gabriel's fists pounded on the organ drawer, the moment he heard metal scraping across the floor. *Do you still remember?* He didn't hesitate when he brandished his sword against the King's body. When the corpse of the compassionate ruler of the Lust layer fell to the ground, as his people cried and weeped. He didn't hesitate, as he promised the salvation of many, that if they prayed enough, God would listen to them, a salvation that never came. How many innocents did he actually kill in the name of an already dead god? Blindly following a council that never believed in its people. That fight had awakened something in him, the metallic taste in his mouth, the strange relief he felt knowing that he was also part mortal. The Angels, the council, had never been better than mortals, just as capable of committing sin as the rest. Perhaps they are the only ones Gabriel doesn't regret killing. Maybe he was a machine too. Following the orders of a dead creator, however while the machina followed instinct, survival, he only followed orders. And although his time began to come to an end, as his guilt began eating him alive, his mind kept going through the memories of his fight with the machine. He had to find them, once again. He needed to relish this feeling, perhaps the most genuine he ever felt in his life. He needed more. He never felt so alive The clash of swords against fists. The sound of coins being propelled into the air, and then being embedded in flesh. The constant movement between the two. His body flowed with adrenaline, while his wings spread in his flight. Even when he heard the sound of a shotgun being pumped rapidly, and a shot ripped through his battered chestplate, he couldn't help but laugh. Ecstasy. Pure ecstasy. The blood flew newly from his chest, as a strong weight pressed him flat against the ground. Gabriel coughed while mechanical hands shaped freely the wounds of his flesh. He was dizzy, but strangely giddy, pleased with mismatched calmness. His breathing began to echo with the walls as he shivered, and the hands reached deeper. But Gabriel only began to feel the pain, when the machine began to rise, almost sated with their desire for blood. He took their wrist, pulling it close to his chest once more, and V1 turned their gaze to his helm. An almost never ending silence could be heard in the room, if it wasn't by the now slow and calmer breathing of the angel, and the slight noises of mechanical fingers tracing bloody stains down a white cuirass, until they dug and sank into the open wound of a throbbing chest *Ruby* colored blood flowed as its hand squeezed his heart.
These songs feel like running from something, love, hope, abandonment… a lot of things and yet that doesn’t hide away the moments of calmness or thinking in between the songs. It honestly feels like a certain cope to the everyday feelings and search for purpose in life. It might be running away but that’s to help forget or at least when thinking about the struggles, helps accept that it’s a part of your life and to let go from it. Yet, it just hurts more to realize you’re running from something instead of doing something about it, but could you really? You’ll never know probably and even if you find out a better coping method, would you even want to do that over what you’re already doing? Do you still remember gotta be the most emotional songs I’ve heard. The album name doesn’t help to listen to it because in the end, it really does remind me of everything I’ve went through and those same people probably not even remembering who I am because of how much I changed. And right at the end of that song… that depressing stringing literally just breaks me down, because no matter how much I try to hide myself from these thoughts, I still experienced the pain and will never forget how much it hurt and took to heal. I can change but I cant go back once I do, and everytime I do look back, I get this cold, depressed, numb feeling from seeing my broken and scared past self looking at what I am now, begging and pleading for help and love while all I can do is watch. Even then, does it even matter when all I can do is run? While working out, while doing hw, or just from my own pain? Maybe there is more to what I can do but for now its all I have to keep me away from what I used to be.
Those last two tracks are beautiful. I actually wanted to use them for a D&D game! Do you think you'll upload the two songs separately? Love your stuff!
This is a bit late but if you go to the length of the video and go into sections, press the 3 dots on a song and there should be a loop section option. Hope this helps 😄
![ILLSLICK - WINTER IS COMING [Official Video]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/dwTMeM1zIhQ/mqdefault.jpg)
I can’t believe Gabriel broke up with V1 I am shaking and crying rn
Gabriel so gay he would want to be with V1 again I bet
@@Garmond_Zaza_Fan We need to form a cult about breeding Gabriel
@@niviera7807 b...breeding? 😨
@@niviera7807 bu-b-but is it even gonna be comfortable to bre-bree-breed the machine made out of metal? 😨😨
@@niviera7807 I have lost hope in humanity
I'll be gone for a bit, No confirmation if I'll be coming back or not
The EP is on other music streaming platforms now: share.amuse.io/GbWg7oBAWlkV
Good luck dude
We'll see you later, if it's confirmed you are coming back.
*figgets nervously and sweats profusely*
these are beautiful, good luck o7
We'll waiting for you. You are simply astounding to give up. Good luck out there
Okay, I still don't understand why you're so underrated because these songs are so, so good
Ruby was *especially* good
this happens to the best of them and i don't mean that in a bad way. their like rare gems. if you know what i mean
@@the_something_somethingdamn im more of the do you still remember? song, i mean, first time I heard it I cried ngl
These songs are something more than good
*Desiderium*
They sometimes yearned for the time humans lived the earth.
Of course for the most part they didn't care, but when they weren't occupied disenbowling another prime soul, or running, going down all the layers of hell, they tried to search memories, images, videos, a resemblance of the old life they had.
They were created for war, they were created with a constant insaciable hunger who would follow them until the last moments of their life. And although they didn't really care about it, they pondered of the times outside. The times were the blood seemed almost never ending, precious fuel almost gifted to them in a silver plate, the shining sun in their plating, human technicians uttering words they don't remember, and even times when blood was offered to them freely, voluntary.
All of the images of things they didn't care before, imputs of places and faces, almost all forgotten and deleted of their memory folder.
But it was just the husk of a memory, scraps of actions cast aside, countless of things they never did, and they never will do.
They threw 3 coins into the air, wondering if the light they provided would compare to the rising sun, and they shot.
*What would you do if you weren't afraid?*
"Come to me"
The tips of his fingers brushed the keys of the organ, while his wings were collected on his back. His hands wouldn't stop shaking.
He had to prove his worth to the council, had to show them that his devotion to his father was absolute. He couldn't let a mere object get in his way.
He could not fail the council, he was an example for everyone. The rightful hand of the father.
And that machine wasn't even mortal, it didn't have a soul, and its death would end its existence. A monster with an insatiable desire for blood.
That machine... That horrible disgraceful Machine... How could a mere object defeat him so easily? What would the father think of him? Will he be able to forgive him for such a mistake?
Gabriel had never found an opponent who could equal him. Who could defeat him.
He only had to kill the Machine, he had to kill the machine, and then he could prove that his devotion to the father was never questioned.
Gabriel's fists pounded on the organ drawer, the moment he heard metal scraping across the floor.
*Do you still remember?*
He didn't hesitate when he brandished his sword against the King's body. When the corpse of the compassionate ruler of the Lust layer fell to the ground, as his people cried and weeped. He didn't hesitate, as he promised the salvation of many, that if they prayed enough, God would listen to them, a salvation that never came.
How many innocents did he actually kill in the name of an already dead god? Blindly following a council that never believed in its people.
That fight had awakened something in him, the metallic taste in his mouth, the strange relief he felt knowing that he was also part mortal.
The Angels, the council, had never been better than mortals, just as capable of committing sin as the rest.
Perhaps they are the only ones Gabriel doesn't regret killing. Maybe he was a machine too. Following the orders of a dead creator, however while the machina followed instinct, survival, he only followed orders.
And although his time began to come to an end, as his guilt began eating him alive, his mind kept going through the memories of his fight with the machine.
He had to find them, once again. He needed to relish this feeling, perhaps the most genuine he ever felt in his life. He needed more.
He never felt so alive
The clash of swords against fists. The sound of coins being propelled into the air, and then being embedded in flesh. The constant movement between the two.
His body flowed with adrenaline, while his wings spread in his flight. Even when he heard the sound of a shotgun being pumped rapidly, and a shot ripped through his battered chestplate, he couldn't help but laugh.
Ecstasy. Pure ecstasy.
The blood flew newly from his chest, as a strong weight pressed him flat against the ground. Gabriel coughed while mechanical hands shaped freely the wounds of his flesh.
He was dizzy, but strangely giddy, pleased with mismatched calmness. His breathing began to echo with the walls as he shivered, and the hands reached deeper.
But Gabriel only began to feel the pain, when the machine began to rise, almost sated with their desire for blood. He took their wrist, pulling it close to his chest once more, and V1 turned their gaze to his helm.
An almost never ending silence could be heard in the room, if it wasn't by the now slow and calmer breathing of the angel, and the slight noises of mechanical fingers tracing bloody stains down a white cuirass, until they dug and sank into the open wound of a throbbing chest
*Ruby* colored blood flowed as its hand squeezed his heart.
damn, best love story of 2023
YOOOO this is awesome
imma be real bro
I ain't reading all that
@@gekinatracksuit9710 LMAOOOO 😭
hitting the giddy
You know it's personal when a person's name is the title of the track and it's in bigger and red text.
indeed it is
This is what could sound in one's mind when falling in love. Confusion, happiness, illusion, fear and doubt takes over.
Everything going on in my head right now
These songs feel like running from something, love, hope, abandonment… a lot of things and yet that doesn’t hide away the moments of calmness or thinking in between the songs. It honestly feels like a certain cope to the everyday feelings and search for purpose in life. It might be running away but that’s to help forget or at least when thinking about the struggles, helps accept that it’s a part of your life and to let go from it. Yet, it just hurts more to realize you’re running from something instead of doing something about it, but could you really? You’ll never know probably and even if you find out a better coping method, would you even want to do that over what you’re already doing? Do you still remember gotta be the most emotional songs I’ve heard. The album name doesn’t help to listen to it because in the end, it really does remind me of everything I’ve went through and those same people probably not even remembering who I am because of how much I changed.
And right at the end of that song… that depressing stringing literally just breaks me down, because no matter how much I try to hide myself from these thoughts, I still experienced the pain and will never forget how much it hurt and took to heal. I can change but I cant go back once I do, and everytime I do look back, I get this cold, depressed, numb feeling from seeing my broken and scared past self looking at what I am now, begging and pleading for help and love while all I can do is watch. Even then, does it even matter when all I can do is run? While working out, while doing hw, or just from my own pain? Maybe there is more to what I can do but for now its all I have to keep me away from what I used to be.
I know exactly what you mean. Hope you're in a better place now
🗣LET HIM FISH
2:42
im so happy im not the only one that gets lost on that tunnel
What Would You Do If You Weren't Afraid?
Damn, i guess i need to start living my life huh...
This is awesome, can't wait for the album collab
A Fantastic Music Composed By Amazing Composer
Amazing, thank you for your hardwork. Hope you come back to us soon with more beautiful stuff. Keep it up
Okay...shit goes hard. ;)
Man these last few songs have been great, youre amazing
Really liked the soundtrack, the album was great! My favorite one was the 4th one. *RUBY* hit hrder than my father bruh
Is what would you do if you weren’t afraid a Loathe reference?
Yes, but the whole EP is kinda based around Loathe's style
@@Marzuku That's freakin awesome my man holy shit
I absolute love this
yo wassup dude its risposta long time no see, loving the music
do you still remember is my favorite
amazing as always, Marz
Thank you
EVEN MORE CERTIFIED BOPS WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
my favorite show
Am I insane or are there some motifs from the industrial hell EP
You're insane
hehe marzuku my favorite amen breaker
love u marzuku real as always
FUCK this is so good!!! I wish you the best
Those last two tracks are beautiful. I actually wanted to use them for a D&D game! Do you think you'll upload the two songs separately?
Love your stuff!
This is a bit late but if you go to the length of the video and go into sections, press the 3 dots on a song and there should be a loop section option. Hope this helps 😄
Or on my screen on mobile, you need to press the rotation button
You’ll know it works when it says “chapter repeat is on”
Really does have the ((I Am Sad But I'm Gonna Get Some Fucking Head)) vibes
certified banger
Lets goooo !!
Too fucking good man!
yes
he fishin!
nahhhh why is some of my favorite music a 4 song ep about love that wasnt meant to be in the musical style of ULTRAKILL
This isn't even the full EP
oh cool @@Marzuku
pls upload the last 2 songs separately 🙏🙏🙏
Bro v1 broke up with Mirage damn
Fucking banger
WHERE IS SAYONARA???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????