Hi Sara, I never publicly wrote this online, but my journey is so similar to your younger self in the big picture, I experienced SA and for a while I was just running in circles trying to make business projects work, and having random jobs on and off to support myself, I hit 30 and my grandma died (she was the only family that ever believed in me) and then i had enough, I had no money and I was so tired of trying anything else that writing was all I can do to move my life forward.. I started my first novel 2 yrs ago, and this month I’m gonna start querying. Wish me luck❤
You are a "sprinkle of magic". I've connected with your story on so many different occasions and situations. I am feeling this Coffee Chat SO much. Thank YOU for sharing your life and for bringing us along on this journey. I truly appreciate you and your vulnerability. As a nurse and a mom I can fully relate to putting everyone's needs before my own. After years of secondary infertility, I will deliver at 40 which scares me, but you and Evie have shown me that that life continues after that milestone - and how I want to continue to live my life to the fullest with manifesting the life I dream. 💜 My addendum to your addendum: that is the truest part of your project 48 and am here for it, for inspiration, and for support. LOVE LOVE LOVE this.
I love this coffee chat Sarra. You are so genuine and I pray that you know how much you mean to me and your fans. You are such a strong person to have gone through all you did in life and still remain a loving person. I am so happy that I picked up Beautiful Demons years ago so I would learn more about you and your beautiful family. I am giving you positive vibes for your project 48. ❤❤
This is by far my favorite post from you. In this space of telling your truth from a place of strength and compassion. I saw a comment about Internal Family Systems - I have been a client of this and am also a practioner as a coach. Also, Somtics which honors and partners with your body to move the energy stored from various experiences and creating your own unique space of safety. Both are SUCH powerful tools. Happy to connect and chat about it. Thank you for all that you have done for us by sharing all of yourself.
Sarra, I love you so much! Thank you for sharing all of your stories. I’m 25 and feel that I am totally trapped, that I won’t be going anywhere with my writing dreams because I’ve been trying to write the first book in my 20+ book series for like 6 years now and I still can’t seem to get the first draft written. It makes me feel like I’ll never be an author because I’m taking too long and I have so many excuses. I’m the queen of procrastination and not being able to focus on my books. But knowing that you started your author career at 30 blew my mind. I just have to remember that I have time. I’m chronically ill/disabled, with an unsupportive family and always find myself in toxic relationships. It feels like the world is so against me and my life is ruined lol. I just have to keep moving forward like you did.
You've paved your own way to success, and inspired thousands of people with your stories and wisdom. You've overcome so much and you deserve every joy that comes your way! 🎉
Sarra thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable about your story. I’m blown away by your strength and resilience. There were so many places in this video where I can look back at my life and had a similar moment to what you were describing and I know what it took for me to move past that moment or for me to “climb from that well”. Listening to you talk about how you chose to persevere and push for something better was really incredible. Also how you are still pushing to be the very best version of yourself ever day. It’s such an inspiration. You truly are helping so many people already. Probably more than you will ever even get to known about. I wish you all the best things and truly believe that you will achieve all that you are reaching for. You have an amazing heart and you deserve it all! I know sometimes it can be hard to hear/feel the good and as humans we tend to more easily listen to the negative things people sling out (I’ve learned that usually that has more to do with the person speaking than it does the person they are speaking about) The more I remember that the easier it is to shield myself from their words and negativity. But I also realize it is a constant battle to not let those thoughts in. I’m rooting for you and so believe that you can achieve all that you are hoping to! So much love and gratitude ❤
When you said what you really want is to love yourself I wanted to cry. I've felt that so much lately, I can't remember a time when I did it's been so long and sometimes it feels like it's not even possible. I hope that you find it and know that we are all so thankful for what you share here! ❤
Thank you for sharing all that. I know it must have taken a lot of courage. I'm 25 and feel like drowning right now. And it's really comforting to know that it's not all lost because other people have been there too. That I can start all over again and build a life I always wanted. Thank you so much, it really means a lot to me ❣
Sarra, ugh I resonate with soo much of what you shared, and the emotional journey you’re on. I also experience self sabotage and feeling “ not enough “ in so many areas of my life, especially when it comes to being super vulnerable in my writing. I’m approaching 50 in just a few weeks and have been struggling with not reaching some big personal goals, but trying to be gentle with myself and just keep moving forward. I’m excited for the Rough Draft Challenge in November and will use your supportive spirit to propel me forward. Let’s do this hearties!❤❤
If you want to really rewire the subconscious default beliefs, Internal Family Systems is an incredibly powerful therapeutic model. I’m a therapist and use it with my clients and have been through my one IFS therapy, it absolutely changed my life for the better. Basically you connect with, nurture and help unburden your wounded parts of self. It’s essentially shadow and inner child work. Wishing you the best as you continue on your healing journey 💗🙏✨
I’ve heard about this therapy for alcohol and substance abuse and for ED. It sounds so loving and kind to the self versus beating yourself up for being in pain and trying to survive. Thanks for doing this work.
hi sarra, I discovered your channel through this video, and it made me full on sob listening to your story. thank you for sharing your message with the world ❤everything you said in this video resonated so deeply with me, and I'm wishing you the best of luck on project 48! I hope your journey towards self-acceptance and love includes realizing that your feelings of being fundamentally flawed connects you with the world, and is a gift of empathy and connection rather than a curse (which seems like you already know😆). I loved this coffee chat!! p.s. your hello kitty collection is adorable
Finding you and your channel has made a difference in me, thinking of things I haven't thought of in years. Thank you so much for sharing those personal moments, it resonated with me. The manifesting is fascinating to me. I have some work to do. Thank you. Totally love the notion, would love to see it. It feels like you were talking only to me. I have to save this and relisten to the messages.
One thing I try to do and say is the single one most simplest guide (not rule, because I’m a rebel and as soon as it is a rule, I won’t do it) for me is “fill with the good, before the bad” (and this refers to food, movement, and even listening to gospel music vs music I grew up with in the 80’s and 90’s which degrades and sexualizes women) then it doesn’t make me overwhelmed and even if I, ie, eat a celery stick and then have the candy bar, then I’m still “succeeding”, then I don’t feel shame, I still feel progress, and motivation to continue to “succeed” and to move forward instead of being paralyzed by the shame of not moving forward. ❤❤
You are an inspiration to me in so many ways. I believe we all try to do too much and expect too much of ourselves which adds unnecessary stress to an already stressful life. All I do is wake each morning and think what I hope to achieve each day, then at the end of the day go over what I have done. I believe that as long as we move forward in some way towards our goals either with writing, health, etc each day, then that is good enough.
Sarra, IMHO the saddest tragedy of a life is to die with unfulfilled dreams. As I age, my dreams become so much more urgent. Thank you for talking about this!!
I decided yesterday that I will drop my story for the rough draft challenge and start all new with a new idea and a new story. The moment I made the decision it felt like there was a heavy weight lifted from my shoulders. Only 10 more days to prep, but without the pressure to write 50k words to “win” it doesn’t feel overwhelming.
Thank you for sharing and being so open and honest. You always show up when needed and if I can ever do anything, no matter how small, to return that love and support, I will. Oh and roll on the 25th!
Thank you so much Sarra for sharing and for putting yourself out there.❤❤❤ It's always inspiring...remember that you have achieved so much. Your other dreams will also come true. I am very interested to hear about all changes you will make (health, diet, meditation etc.) I do struggle alot myself with this. Wish you all the success. Love you
You lead with so much love Sarra, that it is easy to understand why the mean comments and hatred towards you is so so hurtful. For me, really understanding that 1. everyone is not for me, means i accept those people and appreciate them for making it so clear that i need not waste any time on them. and 2. that inherent to human nature is two sides. light and dark. love and hate. acceptance and othering. and people really do go to war, kill others, control, manipulate, and use their words to tear people down. it is the reality. Let them tear themselves down with this behavior, you lead with love and that will never stop.
I would love to see you reach your goals and be very happy about it. But I also hope you never beat yourself up if you shouldn't reach certain goals thinking it had to do with limiting beliefs. I think most successful authors aren't just very good, but they also got lucky. Luck plays a role, too. Not just for authors. Manifesting is trying to make it easier to get lucky. It's doing everything you can to make it possible. But still, there is that element of luck that can't be controlled or expected. Just hoped for.
Thank you so much for this video ❤ im at a point of closing one big chapter of my life and feeling this strong pull to do better for myself, so this resonated strongly with me, ive also managed to implement A LOT of changes this time last year, after doing therapy to work on my core beliefs, so i attest that that works, and now im ready to go even deeper and step into an even better life 🥹 im so glad you decided to start your yt channel and share your life with us, cuz its been truly inspirational, i love hearing you talk and even though we dont know each other, for years ive felt supported by you through your videos ❤ and i hope you feel the love back from us Hearties 😃
You're not alone. I was SA'd when I was 23 by an exboyfriend. I still have issues sometimes. It took me hitting bottom in 2020 before I sought help and therapy. The SA happened in 1999 so it took me so many years. Just wanted to say you're not alone.
You are an inspiration. I feel like you know what I'm thinking or feeling. That you truly understand. Please share whatever your comfortable with. I'm going to try to start a manifestation journal...starting with free coffee. 😉 love you always
Sarra, thank you for sharing your story. I'm on my way to making my dream life come true. I'm almost 40, single, and I really want to start a family and live from my blog. Your story has inspired me to keep going, and I now see that making money from writing (or blogging) is possible. Thank you for putting yourself out there!
I hear ya! 6 minutes for life. Project 48 seconds. 🙃😆 We’re dynamic creatures & life isn’t static so we’ve got to remain flexible & open-minded. That makes sense & so long as we keep showing up for ourselves. The things I keep coming back to are: mindfulness, focusing on the breath, & having “beginner’s mind.”
💙💙💙💙 great conversation! Appreciate you sharing your thinking process so we can consider ours 💕 I recommend the Know Your Worth series on Daily Grind Planner! I have been enjoying it a lot! Especially the concept of entering your villain era 😈
As much as I really enjoy the live coffee chats I liked this video as your thoughts were able to flow freely without being interrupted by us commenting in a live chat. I think some times for us people who think futuristicly we tend to not pause to look at what we have accomplished and how far we've come. I look at your life and I think holy smokes she has accomplished sooo much! In regard to your health goals I'll give you advice that my son on the Other Side of the Veil told me, and that was "just do it." I think we can analyze and analyze, and give ourself sh*t, and get upset with ourselves and then basically it just comes to the point where we have to make a decision to either do it or not do it...and then it become very simple. Sending love to you and thank you for sharing your vulnerable moments so that we may all be a part of this community. ❤
There are so many things I want to say regarding the things you brought up here. But I want to focus on a book suggestion for healing from Stefanie Stahl - The Child In You: The Breakthrough Method for Bringing Out Your Authentic Self. This was really helpful for me and some of my loved ones. She is a therapist from Germany. Actually your life goes in circles like a book series, with this 10 - years. 😅 Even if I don't know you personally, you seem to me like a great person. Don't let "bad" define you and your work. You are doing a great job. ❤ Wish you all the best!
I know that feeling of self defeat. I was raped at 13 by a family friend and the reaction the family had after was, "Why are you bothering us?" My father died when I was 15, and after that my mom began to sabotage me in any and everything I ever wanted to do in my life. I felt then as I sometimes do now, I don't feel as if I am able to do those things I really want in my life. An example of that is I want to be a writer, but deep down inside I do that self-sabotage due to those others in my life who told me I can't do or be that thing I most want. Essentially, the doubt comes up. My mother died in 2015 after me devoting 51 years of my life to her and only her to the detriment of everything I wanted in my life. I've only been able to figure out those things I wanted recently, and I'm finding it difficult to stay on track. Right now I just want to get down and write this series I've been working on for the last 20 years to one degree or another. At this point I just want to write. That's all, but my self doubt creeps in and all of it comes to a halt. I really don't want fame. I just want these stories out there. I'm not even sure I want the fame. I just .......
You’re the second person I know with an Italy story like that. How awful. I’m sorry. I’m love hearing your story and how you have worked so hard to have this life. Thank you for sharing.
This is so honest, raw, and vulnerable...I know it can't be easy to share. You may not remember, but we met in person at Pikes Peak this year. We chatted a bit about some of this, but I wish we'd had the time and opportunity to speak more. The woman, psychologist, mom, writer, and fellow manifester in me always has so many things I wish I could say to you in response. Just know that I always love watching and appreciate your content. I root for you and visualize all the best outcomes for you and every one of your dreams. Hugs and love.
Smells like a mid-life crisis. I'd say you better get down the Chiron return rabbit hole quick like. Otherwise I'd predict a trainwreck by the time you're 50.
@@cee8974 maybe I should have led with "I'm a scorpio rising"? But it wasn't intended to be mean. It's just the truth. The astrology doesn't lie. Chiron is the wounded healer. Makes you look at these lifelong wounds you have yet to fully integrate.
Hi Sara, I never publicly wrote this online, but my journey is so similar to your younger self in the big picture, I experienced SA and for a while I was just running in circles trying to make business projects work, and having random jobs on and off to support myself, I hit 30 and my grandma died (she was the only family that ever believed in me) and then i had enough, I had no money and I was so tired of trying anything else that writing was all I can do to move my life forward.. I started my first novel 2 yrs ago, and this month I’m gonna start querying. Wish me luck❤
I wish you luck 🍀
You are a "sprinkle of magic". I've connected with your story on so many different occasions and situations. I am feeling this Coffee Chat SO much. Thank YOU for sharing your life and for bringing us along on this journey. I truly appreciate you and your vulnerability. As a nurse and a mom I can fully relate to putting everyone's needs before my own. After years of secondary infertility, I will deliver at 40 which scares me, but you and Evie have shown me that that life continues after that milestone - and how I want to continue to live my life to the fullest with manifesting the life I dream. 💜
My addendum to your addendum: that is the truest part of your project 48 and am here for it, for inspiration, and for support. LOVE LOVE LOVE this.
Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journey. It has inspired me! You are strong, wise and an overcomer. Keep moving forward!
I love this coffee chat Sarra. You are so genuine and I pray that you know how much you mean to me and your fans. You are such a strong person to have gone through all you did in life and still remain a loving person. I am so happy that I picked up Beautiful Demons years ago so I would learn more about you and your beautiful family. I am giving you positive vibes for your project 48. ❤❤
This is by far my favorite post from you. In this space of telling your truth from a place of strength and compassion.
I saw a comment about Internal Family Systems - I have been a client of this and am also a practioner as a coach. Also, Somtics which honors and partners with your body to move the energy stored from various experiences and creating your own unique space of safety. Both are SUCH powerful tools. Happy to connect and chat about it. Thank you for all that you have done for us by sharing all of yourself.
Sarra, I love you so much! Thank you for sharing all of your stories. I’m 25 and feel that I am totally trapped, that I won’t be going anywhere with my writing dreams because I’ve been trying to write the first book in my 20+ book series for like 6 years now and I still can’t seem to get the first draft written. It makes me feel like I’ll never be an author because I’m taking too long and I have so many excuses. I’m the queen of procrastination and not being able to focus on my books. But knowing that you started your author career at 30 blew my mind. I just have to remember that I have time. I’m chronically ill/disabled, with an unsupportive family and always find myself in toxic relationships. It feels like the world is so against me and my life is ruined lol. I just have to keep moving forward like you did.
I truly believe you can do this. Don't give up! I started learning to write at 30 but my first book didn't publish until 33! Almost 34. ❤️
Right things take time to come. Don't give up! 😊
You've paved your own way to success, and inspired thousands of people with your stories and wisdom. You've overcome so much and you deserve every joy that comes your way! 🎉
Sarra thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable about your story. I’m blown away by your strength and resilience. There were so many places in this video where I can look back at my life and had a similar moment to what you were describing and I know what it took for me to move past that moment or for me to “climb from that well”. Listening to you talk about how you chose to persevere and push for something better was really incredible. Also how you are still pushing to be the very best version of yourself ever day. It’s such an inspiration. You truly are helping so many people already. Probably more than you will ever even get to known about. I wish you all the best things and truly believe that you will achieve all that you are reaching for. You have an amazing heart and you deserve it all! I know sometimes it can be hard to hear/feel the good and as humans we tend to more easily listen to the negative things people sling out (I’ve learned that usually that has more to do with the person speaking than it does the person they are speaking about) The more I remember that the easier it is to shield myself from their words and negativity. But I also realize it is a constant battle to not let those thoughts in. I’m rooting for you and so believe that you can achieve all that you are hoping to! So much love and gratitude ❤
When you said what you really want is to love yourself I wanted to cry. I've felt that so much lately, I can't remember a time when I did it's been so long and sometimes it feels like it's not even possible. I hope that you find it and know that we are all so thankful for what you share here! ❤
Thank you for sharing all that. I know it must have taken a lot of courage. I'm 25 and feel like drowning right now. And it's really comforting to know that it's not all lost because other people have been there too. That I can start all over again and build a life I always wanted. Thank you so much, it really means a lot to me ❣
Thanks for sharing! I love the spooktacular being spread throughout the month! I'm having so much fun
Sarra, ugh I resonate with soo much of what you shared, and the emotional journey you’re on. I also experience self sabotage and feeling “ not enough “ in so many areas of my life, especially when it comes to being super vulnerable in my writing. I’m approaching 50 in just a few weeks and have been struggling with not reaching some big personal goals, but trying to be gentle with myself and just keep moving forward. I’m excited for the Rough Draft Challenge in November and will use your supportive spirit to propel me forward. Let’s do this hearties!❤❤
If you want to really rewire the subconscious default beliefs, Internal Family Systems is an incredibly powerful therapeutic model. I’m a therapist and use it with my clients and have been through my one IFS therapy, it absolutely changed my life for the better. Basically you connect with, nurture and help unburden your wounded parts of self. It’s essentially shadow and inner child work. Wishing you the best as you continue on your healing journey 💗🙏✨
I’ve heard about this therapy for alcohol and substance abuse and for ED. It sounds so loving and kind to the self versus beating yourself up for being in pain and trying to survive. Thanks for doing this work.
How do I get started with that? I've heard people talking about it before!
@@barbaraferguson3932 it definitely is a wonderful way to love and nurture yourself, and accept all your parts of self!
hi sarra, I discovered your channel through this video, and it made me full on sob listening to your story. thank you for sharing your message with the world ❤everything you said in this video resonated so deeply with me, and I'm wishing you the best of luck on project 48! I hope your journey towards self-acceptance and love includes realizing that your feelings of being fundamentally flawed connects you with the world, and is a gift of empathy and connection rather than a curse (which seems like you already know😆). I loved this coffee chat!! p.s. your hello kitty collection is adorable
Finding you and your channel has made a difference in me, thinking of things I haven't thought of in years. Thank you so much for sharing those personal moments, it resonated with me. The manifesting is fascinating to me. I have some work to do. Thank you. Totally love the notion, would love to see it. It feels like you were talking only to me. I have to save this and relisten to the messages.
One thing I try to do and say is the single one most simplest guide (not rule, because I’m a rebel and as soon as it is a rule, I won’t do it) for me is “fill with the good, before the bad” (and this refers to food, movement, and even listening to gospel music vs music I grew up with in the 80’s and 90’s which degrades and sexualizes women) then it doesn’t make me overwhelmed and even if I, ie, eat a celery stick and then have the candy bar, then I’m still “succeeding”, then I don’t feel shame, I still feel progress, and motivation to continue to “succeed” and to move forward instead of being paralyzed by the shame of not moving forward. ❤❤
You are an inspiration to me in so many ways. I believe we all try to do too much and expect too much of ourselves which adds unnecessary stress to an already stressful life. All I do is wake each morning and think what I hope to achieve each day, then at the end of the day go over what I have done. I believe that as long as we move forward in some way towards our goals either with writing, health, etc each day, then that is good enough.
Sarra, IMHO the saddest tragedy of a life is to die with unfulfilled dreams. As I age, my dreams become so much more urgent. Thank you for talking about this!!
I decided yesterday that I will drop my story for the rough draft challenge and start all new with a new idea and a new story. The moment I made the decision it felt like there was a heavy weight lifted from my shoulders.
Only 10 more days to prep, but without the pressure to write 50k words to “win” it doesn’t feel overwhelming.
Happy Friday all!! 🥳🩷
Thank you for sharing and being so open and honest. You always show up when needed and if I can ever do anything, no matter how small, to return that love and support, I will. Oh and roll on the 25th!
Thank you so much Sarra for sharing and for putting yourself out there.❤❤❤ It's always inspiring...remember that you have achieved so much. Your other dreams will also come true. I am very interested to hear about all changes you will make (health, diet, meditation etc.) I do struggle alot myself with this. Wish you all the success. Love you
“I focus on the things I want, but what are the things I need?”. Exactly. How many of us do this in our lives and maybe not even on a conscious level?
I love your honesty! I so resonate with your content.
You lead with so much love Sarra, that it is easy to understand why the mean comments and hatred towards you is so so hurtful. For me, really understanding that 1. everyone is not for me, means i accept those people and appreciate them for making it so clear that i need not waste any time on them. and 2. that inherent to human nature is two sides. light and dark. love and hate. acceptance and othering. and people really do go to war, kill others, control, manipulate, and use their words to tear people down. it is the reality. Let them tear themselves down with this behavior, you lead with love and that will never stop.
thank you ♥ like always you're so inspiring
I would love to see you reach your goals and be very happy about it. But I also hope you never beat yourself up if you shouldn't reach certain goals thinking it had to do with limiting beliefs. I think most successful authors aren't just very good, but they also got lucky. Luck plays a role, too. Not just for authors. Manifesting is trying to make it easier to get lucky. It's doing everything you can to make it possible. But still, there is that element of luck that can't be controlled or expected. Just hoped for.
Thank you so much for this video ❤ im at a point of closing one big chapter of my life and feeling this strong pull to do better for myself, so this resonated strongly with me, ive also managed to implement A LOT of changes this time last year, after doing therapy to work on my core beliefs, so i attest that that works, and now im ready to go even deeper and step into an even better life 🥹 im so glad you decided to start your yt channel and share your life with us, cuz its been truly inspirational, i love hearing you talk and even though we dont know each other, for years ive felt supported by you through your videos ❤ and i hope you feel the love back from us Hearties 😃
You're not alone. I was SA'd when I was 23 by an exboyfriend. I still have issues sometimes. It took me hitting bottom in 2020 before I sought help and therapy. The SA happened in 1999 so it took me so many years. Just wanted to say you're not alone.
Sending you love. Thank you for sharing that with me. ❤️
Everyone we need to remember to the thumbs up button.
You are an inspiration. I feel like you know what I'm thinking or feeling. That you truly understand. Please share whatever your comfortable with. I'm going to try to start a manifestation journal...starting with free coffee. 😉 love you always
♥️ love you too thank you for being here!
Sarra, thank you for sharing your story. I'm on my way to making my dream life come true. I'm almost 40, single, and I really want to start a family and live from my blog. Your story has inspired me to keep going, and I now see that making money from writing (or blogging) is possible. Thank you for putting yourself out there!
I hear ya! 6 minutes for life. Project 48 seconds. 🙃😆 We’re dynamic creatures & life isn’t static so we’ve got to remain flexible & open-minded. That makes sense & so long as we keep showing up for ourselves. The things I keep coming back to are: mindfulness, focusing on the breath, & having “beginner’s mind.”
💙💙💙💙 great conversation! Appreciate you sharing your thinking process so we can consider ours 💕 I recommend the Know Your Worth series on Daily Grind Planner! I have been enjoying it a lot! Especially the concept of entering your villain era 😈
Great conversation! Yes I want to see how you track project 48. I love TBM.
I love the spreading of spooktacular
Thank you for sharing your struggles. It is encouraging to me.
I think the universe offers us things and it’s ho to us to take it. Sometimes we turn it down out of fear
As much as I really enjoy the live coffee chats I liked this video as your thoughts were able to flow freely without being interrupted by us commenting in a live chat. I think some times for us people who think futuristicly we tend to not pause to look at what we have accomplished and how far we've come. I look at your life and I think holy smokes she has accomplished sooo much! In regard to your health goals I'll give you advice that my son on the Other Side of the Veil told me, and that was "just do it." I think we can analyze and analyze, and give ourself sh*t, and get upset with ourselves and then basically it just comes to the point where we have to make a decision to either do it or not do it...and then it become very simple. Sending love to you and thank you for sharing your vulnerable moments so that we may all be a part of this community. ❤
This is so wise and meaningful thank you! Yes just do it!
There are so many things I want to say regarding the things you brought up here.
But I want to focus on a book suggestion for healing from Stefanie Stahl - The Child In You: The Breakthrough Method for Bringing Out Your Authentic Self.
This was really helpful for me and some of my loved ones.
She is a therapist from Germany.
Actually your life goes in circles like a book series, with this 10 - years. 😅
Even if I don't know you personally, you seem to me like a great person. Don't let "bad" define you and your work. You are doing a great job. ❤
Wish you all the best!
I know that feeling of self defeat. I was raped at 13 by a family friend and the reaction the family had after was, "Why are you bothering us?" My father died when I was 15, and after that my mom began to sabotage me in any and everything I ever wanted to do in my life. I felt then as I sometimes do now, I don't feel as if I am able to do those things I really want in my life. An example of that is I want to be a writer, but deep down inside I do that self-sabotage due to those others in my life who told me I can't do or be that thing I most want. Essentially, the doubt comes up. My mother died in 2015 after me devoting 51 years of my life to her and only her to the detriment of everything I wanted in my life. I've only been able to figure out those things I wanted recently, and I'm finding it difficult to stay on track. Right now I just want to get down and write this series I've been working on for the last 20 years to one degree or another. At this point I just want to write. That's all, but my self doubt creeps in and all of it comes to a halt. I really don't want fame. I just want these stories out there. I'm not even sure I want the fame. I just .......
This was the inspiration chat ❤️
I wonder what your birth chart looks like. Seems like Saturn and/or Uranus are playing a huge role in your life
Good grief! What a life!
hey^^ so i think whole month of spooktacular is better^^ i can catch up easier on replay xD
You’re the second person I know with an Italy story like that. How awful. I’m sorry.
I’m love hearing your story and how you have worked so hard to have this life. Thank you for sharing.
This is so honest, raw, and vulnerable...I know it can't be easy to share. You may not remember, but we met in person at Pikes Peak this year. We chatted a bit about some of this, but I wish we'd had the time and opportunity to speak more. The woman, psychologist, mom, writer, and fellow manifester in me always has so many things I wish I could say to you in response. Just know that I always love watching and appreciate your content. I root for you and visualize all the best outcomes for you and every one of your dreams. Hugs and love.
Will you have a workbook for your followers to go through their own journey?
I like the 13 days
Hi I just got my internet back yeah!!!!!!!
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Smells like a mid-life crisis. I'd say you better get down the Chiron return rabbit hole quick like. Otherwise I'd predict a trainwreck by the time you're 50.
Why would u say that weirdo
What a horrible thing to say to someone
@@cee8974 maybe I should have led with "I'm a scorpio rising"? But it wasn't intended to be mean. It's just the truth. The astrology doesn't lie. Chiron is the wounded healer. Makes you look at these lifelong wounds you have yet to fully integrate.