For me active recovery is the best term because I can function even when I'm really sick. So for me, bpd is like a raw egg. Most people have a shell around their emotions but I just have the membrane. I will never have the shell, I didn't develop a shell because of my childhood. I'm afraid that someone will pierce the membrane at any moment and so roar and scream and fight...or run. I'm a runner, leaving jobs, homes, relationships to avoid the shame of people seeing the goo when the membrane breaks. Being in active recovery is hard work, but it means I know the membrane is thin, but if it breaks and goo leaks, I can handle it because I can handle the uncomfortable feelings that come from the shame of someone seeing my goo. Thank you for these videos. I am finally starting to accept and come to terms with my diagnosis because of your work. Love you guys 💜💜
For me active recovery is the best term because I can function even when I'm really sick.
So for me, bpd is like a raw egg. Most people have a shell around their emotions but I just have the membrane. I will never have the shell, I didn't develop a shell because of my childhood. I'm afraid that someone will pierce the membrane at any moment and so roar and scream and fight...or run. I'm a runner, leaving jobs, homes, relationships to avoid the shame of people seeing the goo when the membrane breaks.
Being in active recovery is hard work, but it means I know the membrane is thin, but if it breaks and goo leaks, I can handle it because I can handle the uncomfortable feelings that come from the shame of someone seeing my goo.
Thank you for these videos. I am finally starting to accept and come to terms with my diagnosis because of your work. Love you guys 💜💜
I want to know more about DPB I for out years ago and ignore it
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