That's so good, Angelo :-) Do you have any advice on how to overcome the tendency to make yourself small and quiet/invisible when there is too much attention on you or in conflict situations? This seems very stubborn here even after deep stage realization.
The just in JUST THIS doesn’t imply insignificance or trivial. JUST THIS is Everything, all inclusive, nothing to be added or removed, nor could it. Perfect. Arising spontaneously. Decades of believing that these Films and channels you are experiencing, about you, could be controlled by you. That you had the remote, seeking a better experiences and script. Perhaps now realizing the futility. 😮
I could say: I took a few detours and made a few weird and beautiful films. One last fear (the first one, actually, which is why my films exist at all) is still there. It was the magnet. It is the magnet. It vibrated so strongly there for my decades of experiencing it in tight situations. My nervous and physical earthquake. No wonder that, among other things, I wanted to be a drummer. Instead, I just dreamed, ran away and actually wasted my time. Really sad too. On the other hand, I am grateful for my unwavering interest, which was, is and remains accompanied by doubts. I have no idea. I wanted to get rid of this magnetic force. Crazy!! A lot of things made sense to me, but seeing it, really seeing it in feeling, that is only just beginning. My greatest fear is this relentless presence. It really is crazy. Because nothing happens there... (as you would expect). I just wanted to write it down because I am grateful for Angelo's advice. But my native language is not English and I hope that the translator doesn't spout gibberish. Or I'll just go on another long trip to learn a new language. Good night. 💫
Angelo, I remember you mentioning a while ago that your next book might be about post awakening experience and deepening awakening, is that still a possibility? You are able to talk about the subleties, paradoxes and ineffibity of what's going on better than almost anyone. I think it would be great to collect and develop your pointings post awakening in a book and a very valuable resource.
Can you kindly talk more about the “birthright“ and the feeling of kindness not being dependent on anything. I’m grappling with residual traces of deep attachment, particularly to one person and can’t seem to get past it. I guess it’s fear that’s finding me to him? But fear of what my own good feelings?❤
It is endlessly fascinating. Else I/we wouldn't the effort in. With practice in this space I'm really starting to `get` these talks. Notably, bringing one's own experience to these talks is certainly invaluable.
Can I kinda of acknowledge that I’m not really seeing through any sort of identity. I don’t necessarily see that as bad anymore but I kinda realized that identity is the basis where I experience all of my emotions(not sensations). when watching a tv show a great show lets you really see that person’s ego and identity. And that’s what makes it emotionally potent and compelling. Of course at the same time even though there’s nothing more than I value than identity it would be a disservice to my identity to keep it limited. So I’m now just searching for an identity that can throw away identity. Which doesn’t work. Honestly I don’t really know why I watch these videos anymore. Well I guess I love listening to stories but are stories really so bad? If you let them flow and be flexible truly flexible I feel like they become almost bigger than yourself. And I’m curious am I describing the same thing you’re talking about or no?
Can you kindly talk more about the “birthright“ and the feeling of kindness not being dependent on anything. I’m grappling with residual traces of deep attachment, particularly to one person and can’t seem to get past it. I guess it’s fear that’s finding me to him? But fear of what my own good feelings?❤ of course as I listen on you’re starting to get closer to the answer that I’m seeking which usually happens with your talks and it’s seeing the no cell from no self, my mind kind of stopped there but…
It is becoming more and more clear that l cannot make this happen. I tried self inquiry and interestingly l fell back deeper into the mind. What caused some glimpses was questioning and observing beliefs and concepts. I wouldnt even call this inquiry. This is more like discovering fundamental beliefs and concepts, like around a so called future and make experiments to take that away from my experience. Not sure how this will go on, maybe l will surrender to a "normal life" or something inbetween? On the other hand l cannot give up and sink black into the unconscious because something else is driving this path, even if l wanted. Well but the l (the mind ) is done, if that makes sence. After 3 years of chasing my conclusion is that this is not in my control and daydreaming about "one day when..." it keeps me away from it.
It does make sense, you can see what is happening here, and here and here. True, I wouldn't change I for anything. If this is what I think it is then I know I want it, know. It is the shared identity I never had. It is what I have been looking for. Where else could I say this?
can i still have an awakening if im addicted to benadryl?? i keep seeing scary faces everywhere and shadow figures and i keep getting sleep paralysis!! my friends say its bad for me and can give me schizophrenia which sounds scary.. do i have to stop taking benadryl to have an awakening??
So many times, I have the feeling that I have no idea what you are talking about Angelo... and yet I keep returning and listening 🙂
Trust your intuition. No one can tell you anything beyond that. If you trust intuition it will take you where you have no idea you want to go. 😊
That's so good, Angelo :-) Do you have any advice on how to overcome the tendency to make yourself small and quiet/invisible when there is too much attention on you or in conflict situations? This seems very stubborn here even after deep stage realization.
Fascinated by how love for truth can easily go beyond pleasure and pain
The just in JUST THIS doesn’t imply insignificance or trivial. JUST THIS is Everything, all inclusive, nothing to be added or removed, nor could it. Perfect. Arising spontaneously.
Decades of believing that these Films and channels you are experiencing, about you, could be controlled by you. That you had the remote, seeking a better experiences and script. Perhaps now realizing the futility. 😮
I could say: I took a few detours and made a few weird and beautiful films. One last fear (the first one, actually, which is why my films exist at all) is still there. It was the magnet. It is the magnet. It vibrated so strongly there for my decades of experiencing it in tight situations. My nervous and physical earthquake. No wonder that, among other things, I wanted to be a drummer. Instead, I just dreamed, ran away and actually wasted my time. Really sad too. On the other hand, I am grateful for my unwavering interest, which was, is and remains accompanied by doubts. I have no idea.
I wanted to get rid of this magnetic force. Crazy!! A lot of things made sense to me, but seeing it, really seeing it in feeling, that is only just beginning. My greatest fear is this relentless presence. It really is crazy. Because nothing happens there... (as you would expect).
I just wanted to write it down because I am grateful for Angelo's advice. But my native language is not English and I hope that the translator doesn't spout gibberish. Or I'll just go on another long trip to learn a new language.
Good night. 💫
I think this was incredible. Really beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
Angelo, I remember you mentioning a while ago that your next book might be about post awakening experience and deepening awakening, is that still a possibility? You are able to talk about the subleties, paradoxes and ineffibity of what's going on better than almost anyone. I think it would be great to collect and develop your pointings post awakening in a book and a very valuable resource.
Can you kindly talk more about the “birthright“ and the feeling of kindness not being dependent on anything. I’m grappling with residual traces of deep attachment, particularly to one person and can’t seem to get past it. I guess it’s fear that’s finding me to him? But fear of what my own good feelings?❤
Amen
It feels exactly like an old problem I’ve been trying to solve. I’m just amazed at how everything unfolds exactly as you explain it. ❤🙏🏻
thank you Angelo 🙏❤️
It is endlessly fascinating. Else I/we wouldn't the effort in. With practice in this space I'm really starting to `get` these talks. Notably, bringing one's own experience to these talks is certainly invaluable.
Can I kinda of acknowledge that I’m not really seeing through any sort of identity. I don’t necessarily see that as bad anymore but I kinda realized that identity is the basis where I experience all of my emotions(not sensations). when watching a tv show a great show lets you really see that person’s ego and identity. And that’s what makes it emotionally potent and compelling. Of course at the same time even though there’s nothing more than I value than identity it would be a disservice to my identity to keep it limited. So I’m now just searching for an identity that can throw away identity. Which doesn’t work. Honestly I don’t really know why I watch these videos anymore. Well I guess I love listening to stories but are stories really so bad? If you let them flow and be flexible truly flexible I feel like they become almost bigger than yourself. And I’m curious am I describing the same thing you’re talking about or no?
Dear friend thank you❤️. Access to clarity the most precious gift🎁. 🙏💕 Blessings
Can you kindly talk more about the “birthright“ and the feeling of kindness not being dependent on anything. I’m grappling with residual traces of deep attachment, particularly to one person and can’t seem to get past it. I guess it’s fear that’s finding me to him? But fear of what my own good feelings?❤ of course as I listen on you’re starting to get closer to the answer that I’m seeking which usually happens with your talks and it’s seeing the no cell from no self, my mind kind of stopped there but…
It is becoming more and more clear that l cannot make this happen. I tried self inquiry and interestingly l fell back deeper into the mind. What caused some glimpses was questioning and observing beliefs and concepts. I wouldnt even call this inquiry. This is more like discovering fundamental beliefs and concepts, like around a so called future and make experiments to take that away from my experience.
Not sure how this will go on, maybe l will surrender to a "normal life" or something inbetween? On the other hand l cannot give up and sink black into the unconscious because something else is driving this path, even if l wanted. Well but the l (the mind ) is done, if that makes sence. After 3 years of chasing my conclusion is that this is not in my control and daydreaming about "one day when..." it keeps me away from it.
"I, me, my story" is the greatest psyop. once that drops, the velcro loses grip pretty rapidly, eventually.
angelo went innn on this one
🎯 💥 💯 🙏🏼
It does make sense, you can see what is happening here, and here and here. True, I wouldn't change I for anything. If this is what I think it is then I know I want it, know. It is the shared identity I never had. It is what I have been looking for. Where else could I say this?
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Thank you. The self concept here annoys itself.
Reality was always the case.
No thing happening apparently in the freedom spoken about here. Thanks Teacher/pointer Freedom speaking
Yeah, but you are right when you said I didn't identify yet.
can i still have an awakening if im addicted to benadryl?? i keep seeing scary faces everywhere and shadow figures and i keep getting sleep paralysis!! my friends say its bad for me and can give me schizophrenia which sounds scary.. do i have to stop taking benadryl to have an awakening??
No
Simply always awake: Where is your mind? Have you seen it? Sensed it?🙄