BLOODEATER | PMV

i aint doing so well anywayys this was really boring to make
so I took a break because uh welllll I was in the hospital
tw: ED
I got way too skinny too quick from my eating disorder and if I continued to do that I might've died :3 uhh
I thought I was 103 pounds since the beginning of this year... But apparently I was in the low 90s by the time I went to the hospital, and people could feel my bones :[[[
yeah so my heart is doing a little better now, I just gotta gain weight which is scary for my eating disorder (I named her Riley, she's the angry version of my persona in this video)
anyways don't be anorexic cause I almost fucking died
I'm recovering, and though it's scary to gain weight, I know it will be better in the future

[@zoonatoona]

this is actually really cool??? i like how u edited this in so many ways
i'm proud of u
slack off! + jerry juggling

[@CapiKarks]

Dude i know this is a vent but its seriously so cool, like- It is actually really beautiful to watch.
Nonetheless, i dont know entirely what you are going through but i hope the best for you, and that you can feel better soon.

[@Tallpandasbark]

This is probably the coolest thing I've seen today. I love the mixed media style. I really hope things start to get better it seems like your going through a lot. I hope your able to heal from what your going through rn I wish the best for you.

[@a-total-fool-]

i read the description. im so sorry you feel this way. as a long-time enjoyer of your work, i wish that you genuinely feel better. but please, please stop doing things that are forced. instead of doing boring animation, focus on your problems. cry it out. seek help.
stay strong ❤️

[@Raylightz]

WHEN I SAW THE WIP I KNEW YOU WERE ANIMATING THIS HELP
ALSO. Hope you feel better and are doing good. Im not sure if this is entirely a vent. But like, I hope you have a good day regardless!!

[@Butterscotch431]

I hope things get better for you soon. ❤

[@peabab]

uagh hope you're doing OK man this was really cool to watch but I hope u feel better soon

[@ClancywithTorchbearer]

THIS IS SO AMAZING?????? Kinda gives me Jack Stauber mv vibes
Also hope you feel better and u are an actually very koolio person :)))

[@SaturnzQuark]

You're my biggest inspo, I love the sillines of this

[@i_am_inside_your_home]

LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS HELP

[@iamMie]

I have been following your channel for over 2 years, it has been a great inspiration for me, I can say that your work is incredible and is always evolving, I really hope that your health improves and that you feel better. ❤️
sorry for any mistakes, I'm using the translator

[@d_aehoidar]

oh my god dude i hope you're okay, please take care of yourself.
in the other hand this is awesome! i like that you didn't only add art, but also in real life photos/videos

[@aka9815]

WHAT THE FARTTT THIS VIDEO IS FULL OF INSPIRATION IM SHAKING

[@de-evolution-is-real]

I really hope your doing ok, and making videos like these can help get that stress out, so please take care of your self :)

[@needletea2266]

I HOPE U FEEL BETTER AND GET BETTER SOON WAH 🫵 BUT DAMN THE ANIMATION AND WORK WENT INTO THIS IS DJDJABHS

[@dog_bash_head]

Eating sucks, but just try your best. I hope you recover well dude

[@mintysbowtie]

This looks stellar!!!
Also I’m sorry your going such awful stuff and I hope your doing okay and that things get better for you. You’ve got good things coming your way I’m sure. :)❤️‍🩹

[@paranormeow]

this is really cool video, the mixed media style looks awesome. I hope your recovery journey goes well and that you feel better soon. I know how scary this shit is. anyways glad you didn’t die

[@Electraartwolf]

Hope u get better!!! 💜💜💜 Ily and your very talented!!!

[@fabricface1127]

I love mix of midea its very creative- and I hope you are feeling better ❤

[@jeromeeccentric2199]

Hmm sound kids of this song water

[@AppleJuiceKiller]

i do not deal with ED but i do relate to the weight thing ,, tho im under 90’s , i believe in you with this. idk what having that is like but i wish you just the *BEST* recovery as possible

[@ButterknivesDEVO]

I hope you are doing okay as well. It's possible that being under 90s is healthy for you. It wasn't for me though. Everyone is different :)

[@GachaLandUndertale]

b-butter knives chan… my l❤ve for you is like diarrihea i just cant hold it in >///

[@ButterknivesDEVO]

oh em gee….. rrreally….?? rhis is craz6…………..ill pee out my heart ans soul for you…

[@macworldleader]

I love your art smmm+_(#+$(2838
ok seriously I hope you get better soon, you can do it and get over that "stage" so to speak, believe me, tbh i was still fighting an e#d in the fking hospital until now those damn thoughts don't leave me alone, But with my struggle I have learned to overcome myself, and learn to love myself, I hope you can do it too, If I could be fighting against it, you will too ‼️

[@Tube351_Tube]

❤

[@Xicothefurball]

Please please please may I ask to put a trigger warning on videos like this? Im recovering myself from ana and I didn't realize it would be about an ED :'( anywho im sorry you have to go through this and i hope your able to get better ❤️

[@ButterknivesDEVO]

I wish the best for you as well. It's so hard :::((
May I ask what specifically bothered you in this video? Aside from the appearance of food itself, I tried to avoid sensitive themes for my own sake. I'm not being snarky I just wanna specify what the TW is for the video title :]

[@Xicothefurball]

@ButterknivesDEVO awh, thank you, it really is :(( and to be honest it wasnt so much the video but more so the description, so maybe just before the paragraph is where you could put it, but of course it's your video so you definitely dont have to! Wish you the best of luck and tysm for taking the time to respond

[@ButterknivesDEVO]

@@Xicothefurball ohh yeah I totally see how that can be disturbing for some people. I'll update it :33 ty for letting me know

[@michaeltima5007]

Blood + eater = bleader?

[@fabricface1127]

I love mix of midea its very creative- and I hope you are feeling better ❤