Well it's the fourth day in a row where I'll go to sleep at 4 am while crying myself go sleep. So IG it's been pretty bad. But it's fine. How was yours ?
Idk what the disorder is but whenever ppl talk ab scars I feel a burn or scratching on my wrists. I’ve never done anything to them but I love when they have vent playlists with ppl not talking ab them hVrting themselves and it’s just a trama dump or vent without gore. Thank you 💕💕
tw// cvtting isn’t a mental illness but usually people with depression use it as a coping mechanism or if someone has gone through a traumatic event they use it to escape or to help feel in control- obviously i’m not saying anyone should do it but i can understand why people do it. maybe the reason your wrists hurt is cuz anxiety or maybe you get scared for the people talking abt it-
@@nellie3140 I meant disorder and cvting yourself is a mental illness, you have a obsession of hurting yourself. It’s not a “coping mechanism” they are mentally ill they just refuse to accept it.
@@Jup1trrx sorry, I just thought everyone felt like a burn or something on their wrists when they talked about it :( Edit: if ur wondering what they said, they were just talking about how I should stop normalizing mental Illness
0:36 This is how i feel. Like I’m a the tie that keeps the whole friend group together, the one who has to defuse the fights or problems. The problem solver.
if your reading this just know you can do this!, weither your stressed and panicked..i believe in u! it doesnt matter how you look you perfect the way you are 💖 some have parental issues..you can try to make up w/ them i know it might be hard to tell them..but atleast try :)
I hope y’all have an amazing day and night! Y’all are perfect, gorgeous, nice, the best people you can be. Don’t force yourself to be someone you aren’t! If y’all are going through a hard time you can vent! I don’t mind and I’ll reply- promise ^^
4:05 this episode of bluey made me a little emotional (never thought a kids show could make me sad) because of this scene, i relate to it sm it hurttss :/
I appreciate that you don’t put too many sh videos in these, because at least to me it feels like every vent compilation I see has 80% sh videos and I am happy to see that you don’t do that. I really relate to these and I’m so grateful that you post these!
I definitely needed this today, my family is mad at me cause someone I thought was a friend went and told my sisters that I talk about them behind their backs and it's only the third day of school, all of that was last year, I'm trying to change, but they don't believe me. My mom is angry because she told me to watch my mouth and I did, but it's my fault, it's always my fault. I just..... don't want it to be my fault anymore
it wasn't your fault. it was never your fault. that friend was manipulative and rude. it was wrong of your sisters to believe your friend over you. that's not how family is supposed to act. im sorry that happened to you, i hope it never happens again.
It's not your fault anymore. From what I understand from your comment, you talked about your sisters LAST YEAR right?? (Correct me if I'm wrong pls) well I get the feeling of someone talking behind your back but.. I can't comment because I don't know your situation, what made you do it. What they do. Maybe they did something bad to you and you're just trying to vent to your friends and they accused you of talking behind their back?? Idk really. But if it was genuinely talking behind their backs, they have a right to be.. upset ig? But again that was LAST YEAR and you're trying your best to improve! It isn't your fault anymore, you're trying your best to improve which is the most important thing, it's just a manipulating friend
To someone who needs this. It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
I read the whole thing no matter how long it was. This comment literally made me cry. You don't know me irl and neither do I know you but my favourite colour is yellow too and now I'll always think of it and think of you. Your presence is calming and I wish I could be with you irl but even if I can't again I'll remember you. Thank you, you made my day 💛
Some people wake up feeling great. Other people wake up feeling like they've just run a marathon. Some people take showers and brush their teeth after waking up. Other people have no motivation to do so. Some people leave the house feeling like they can conquer the world. Other people leave the house feeling like the world conquered them. Some people come home after a great day. Other people come home after a seemingly bad day. Some people go to bed to rest. Other people go to bed to escape. It's okay to be some people and it's okay to be other people. At some point, it will get better. Maybe not now. Maybe not for 10 years. Maybe you feel like death is the only escape. I can assure you... It isn't. Being sad isn't bad. Being happy isn't great. You be you. That's all that matter right now. Stay safe, guys. - GenshinPleb
I honestly suffer everyday with my family and friends. I have developed a compulsion due to my bad life and the horrible people who used as well and took advantage of my trust. I am so glad im getting psychological help soon
Why am I crying? I few minutes ago I was happy… Now I’m having a mental breakdown in the bathroom Because friends and life… My family is happy today… So now I have to suck it up… And smile for the best!
vent// he would sa me EVERYDAY for 4 years. On top of that he physically assulted me as well. Everyone did. everyday. he would give me the materials to self harm then ripped them away and told me he would do it if i tried. I get into middleschool and feel the need to overs3xu4lize myself in my relationships to stay together. I start to ACTUALLY sh and no one cares. Im in highschool now and idk. its different. i have real friends and a blossoming relationship. i just dont know what to feel sometimes. its unbearable sometimes and then sometimes i love everything about my life. 2 weeks ago i was at the park with my best friend and potential bf and we just. Sat. the first time i was TRULY happy in actual months
you beautiful/handsome, amazing, stunning, perfect human, how are you feeling? ❤ you deserve more than this. you deserve to live. you are destined for greatness, and you deserve all the love and appreciation you get. remember, APPEARANCES DONT MATTERR!! ITS ALL ABOUT PERSONALITY!! BE YOURSELF ❤🙏 stay alive and well
I hope everyone is doing alright! you can talk to me if you’d like :) /g positive vent below tw, s/h reference I have been 100 days clean today! I never thought I could make it this far. So to anyone who’s struggling with that kind of thing, I know how hard it is to stop. but it’s possible, and I believe you can do it !! keep going guys, I think we might just make it :) /g
The one with the person saying "I want to make you happy, I just wish I could be apart of it" hits me in a place not many understand Because I said the exact same thing when u was thinking of my friends who left me
the first one is so relatable me and m girlfriend just broke up and i feel so dumb for falling for her because i actually thought she loved me but she was just playing mind games lol..
TW! Thank you Lexie... I know you're prob never gonna see this; but your the reason I survived last night. If It wasn't for you; I'd be dead right now. Thank you for helping me even though your In a whole different state; and I've never met you. Thank you, you're the reason I saved myself last night. You're the reason I'm still holding on. IDK you personally or anything, but I love you Lexie. You're my world, my everything, my will to live. I'm so grateful for you. I'm sorry I put & everyone else through all that pain.. I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!
Hey say never sorry for needing help !! Thanks your still alive I'm proud of you every single day you're still holding I love you so much if you need to talk I'm here 💕
Pov to many things remind you of your ex best friend:Horse world Feather family Bloxburg Royale high Brookhaven Club roblox Colour block Zoom they all remind me of her...
I wanna tell someone what I feel about life or at least a little bit but I can’t I’m scared every time I think about telling someone I feel a swell in my throat and tears start to form in my eyes
I'm starting to realize the reason I like fictional characters so much is because whenever I'm hurting, they'd always be there to make things better. And they can't hurt me, because they're not real.
1:57 I don’t know why I haven’t realized until now- my mom used to yell at me that I wasn’t putting things in the right place, and now she gets angry and says I should know better than to put all the work on her and ask where things go. I never connected the two but it makes sense
I’m sorry. I’m sorry to the person reading this… I’m sorry it sounds like I’m trying to milk this! I’m sorry for sounding clingy, go ahead and hate if you want… I have no one to talk to and I’m alone… I’m sorry if I’m boring. I’m sorry if you stoped reading. I really didn’t want to do this. I feel selfish for being this way. Some many other people have it a thousand times worst then me, and here I am! I don’t want to be myself. I’m sorry if your story is the same. I’m sorry for saying “I’m sorry” so much… I’m sorry for being here… Thanks if you made it this far! You are truly the best! ❤️
2:40 the same thing happened to me, as soon as I got into 6th grade.. I introduced my new friend to someone I've known since kindergarten, they talk with each other more than me. but I don't think they'll leave me or anything.. I think..
not specifically a positive vent or anything just me venting lol im the older sibling in my family and i usually have a hard time being such a perfect child because thats the least my parents want out of me ive never really achieved anything good enough for them. i think they just want me to go out of my comfort zone and try new things. but ive never acted or said i wanted to do that im not saying that theyre bad parents or something i just feel so.. idk different? nobody in my family understands me i wish they could just say theyre proud of me once in a while. i feel like nothings ever good enough it doesnt even make sense i try so hard but i always fail. i cant do anything good. ever im always the person who ruins everything i cant put my opinion into anything without being judged. i cant eat too much ill get a dirty look i cant laugh too loud ill get scolded i have too look nice stand up straight know everything talk to everyone i cant cry or show my emotions ill just get judged for that too everyone else has always made me feel safe and my parents ask me why do you never say i love you too us but you always say it too youre friends? idk how to answer them anymore.
I cried because my boyfriend sent me pictures and videos of him and his parents and I started balling because I wish I had his family. I don’t have a bad family or life it’s just my family is close but never really hang out as much as he does with his, it’s weird. I feel bad that I feel this way because his parents are divorced and he’s gone through a lot but he’s happy now and has basically 4 parents now. I hate this. My dad passed when I was 2-3 and I have a step dad who is like a massive father figure to me but I just wish I had a father who would hang out with me and play video games with me like my boyfriends father does with him. I’m so jealous.
TW// I don’t have any hope right now, there’s just no point. There’s no third act where I get superpowers and fight off the bad guy, there’s no romance scene with a meet cute of the love of my life, there’s no quirky best friend protecting me from bullies in the new teen flick. It’s just this. This is life. This is it.
pls dont think that your life is worthless. Life contains ups and downs sometimes happiness sometimes sadness but always learn to be strong! YOU CANT GIVE UP SO EASILY!! YOU ARE STRONG YOU ARE LOVED YOU CAN DO IT!!! i promise everything will be alright just give some time to god.. good things take time! pls stay strong
My friend just told me that she didn’t think she could take it any longer and I had a mental breakdown trying to not have her do anything stupid cause I love her she has been there for me though thick and thin and I was there for her to and i am struggling with dark thoughts of my own but I always put my friends first before myself because I feel that I want them to get better before I do because then I will know they will be happy and they don’t have to worry about me because I don’t think I matter to anyone but it’s fine I’m fine how is everyone?
As someone who has had friends trying to do it, same.. and no you're not fine, neither am I. But it's okay not to be okay (and yes) atleast there are others who aren't okay in this comment section too. Some in here will hopefully heal in the future, some won't, but even so there will always be someone you don't know who goes through something with you without you or them knowing. Don't give up, because something good might happen to you or might not, who knows
I’ve seen myricals happen right in front of me: I was at a concert once and it was a Christian concert,so a man walked out on stage and told a story and asked who else has had the experience of coming so close to committing, and thoughsands of people stood up. And so he went on to say that god can save lives and so he said if you have been saved tonight, stay standing or stand up and couple hundred more stood up and the majority of the people that were standing already stayed standing. At the end me and my parents were on stage and we were heading off to go home and we heard people walk up to that person and say that, that night they were going to commit and that he had saved their lives. I hope that the people that actually take the time to read this and see a change in yourself on day and be thankful your still alive
When I decided to introduce my friends I never expected to be a backup friend after and everyone has crushes on everyone -me because I don’t rlly have crushes. And now no one trust me but trust everyone else….
SAME except the crushes part. My old friend group mostly focused on the "main" person because they were part of the "main" couples (idk if it makes sense idk how to explain it) and I just felt so.. wierd and left out. Not necessarily left out in that kind of way.. they were nice I guess but.. It was like only those who had a relationship mattered. Yes, we all cared for each other but some got "left out" in a wierd way no matter what. I guess only two couples were supported by a "main" girl (seriously I don't like using that term it's cringe but idk how else to explain it) and they kind of looked down on my bf and another girl's. We both related in some kind of way. It was clear we won't be as accepted as the other no matter what we do. They made the main girls look so perfect, somehow it was perfect BECAUSE of the flaws, their sad backstories and whatever, meanwhile all we did was "mistakes" Aghh I don't even know why I'm venting about pointless things because I have more of mixed feelings about this one but just felt like writing this one out for no reason. Obviously I didn't explain it well because I just wanted to write it more than vent, I'm sorry for doing so in your comment replies though haha
This is sorta commenting on the last one Kids sometimes don't understand how strong words can be. For example, my youngest sister and me were play fighting and she said "Are you going to go to heven or hell fighter?" But I ended up taking it in as your going to die soon, what do you chose for your afterlife. I ended up almost crying infront of her and I had to leave the room becuase I was afraid I would get her in trouble for making me cry. She is 8 years yonger than me just to give youa time frame.
Am I the only one that hopes the reason I get a notification is due to one of my very few friends texting me, only to be met with disappointment and loneliness when it"s not?
you're not alone. i understand the feeling, but this isn't about me. i'm sorry about that. your friends might be shy or introverts. i read on a psychology video that when someone doesn't text first, it's because they're waiting for you to start the conversation. they're waiting for you, they all love talking to you. you're amazing :) hope that makes you feel better. 💕
@@xxmasqueradexx3197 hey, it's okay to talk a lot. that makes you even more interesting and special. people get to know more about your interests or passions. honestly i don't know you but can see you're a great, amazing person.
This video just made me realise the time my father abuse me and i'am the family burden cuz when i was born my father left....when i was 6 i think my father grab my arm until it start to bleed.....😞my mom the only one that care about me but now she in the hospital and about my father he out of town for work cuz he spend all of our money to gambling....and now all 3 of my sibling live with my grandma,well i have 4 sibling but the other one had a job so he live somewhere else☺✌
when both {2} of my online friends got into relation ships I promised to be the best 5th wheel ever but they ended up being the problem they were the worst 2 wheels they were the ones who were the weak links to me because of that our cart is a wheel barrow of a friend ship one wheel and 2 things to make it not fall
I had a friend that I talked to for 5 years, I can only talk to her through roblox and I just stopped for a few months, then she just.. Deleted our whole relationship, I’ll never be the same.. again
Okay this will be forever one of the dumbest things that has left me really upset and angry and just sad. My Aunty had her wedding last year and I have a few cousins that I I’m close to. I’ve never been a very social person I’m usually on my phone when I’m around people im not familiar with. Well half way through the reception I couldn’t find any of my cousins so I was alone at a table with only adults I didn’t like talking to. Apparently that were just in the bathroom of the place and didn’t tell me where they were. I felt so alone so awful and just sad because I didn’t know what to do what to say where to go. I felt helpless
I’m literally crying right now I’m in my class and my teacher is on the floor bleeding and my little sister who’s in 1st grade is next to me right now.. I’m on my phone and I can’t call 911 because my school is having a shooting with a gang shooting up the place and one od them are in my classroom and I hear screams all over the hallways and I’m trying to lower to crying of me and my sister and I don’t know what to do my friends are literally dead outside of the hallways and I’m under my teachers desk because I was in a rush and they are coming towards my sister PLEASE IM LITERALLY SOBBING COMMENTING WAS THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF……… MY SISTER …..
I got into a top school and I am secretly making online friends u might nit understand but i am being forced to stop talkign too them im crying too much right now
Hello guys! I never talked about my feelings and my english is really bad so sorry for gramma mistakes:) U dont have to read this but it would be nice:) Ty So Im very bad at Math. In a few days was the final exam and I wanted to do my very best so I practised a lot. I even leard at night. I had a pretty good feeling even while doing the exam. I thought that was going to be the best exam this year. But I was wrong. I failed. Again. A boy said: "Did u even learn?" and my crush/best friend said that she was expecting that. My best isnt enough. It doesnt matter how much I study when my best isnt enough. Same in PE. My teacher just doesnt like me and so she gave me a bad grad. Or Im just invisible. I hate this and nobodys listening to me. Nobody cares.
but what's enough is you tried your best. it doesn't matter what grades you got. the fact you pushed yourself to study hard and practice a lot for the exam is what truly matters. i can't believe your crush said that, let alone them being your best friend. friends are supposed to support each other. im so sorry about your PE teacher, i can't believe they acted like that just because of their opinions. they should be fired. hey, i care, everyone here cares. your family cares. im listening to every word you wrote on this, and i'm here to help. it'll all be okay.
Exactly. I can't do anything, it isn't enough. it isn't good enough. I'm bad at music, math, french, pe, science and everything. Some people think I'm trying to be "quirky" by being bad at everything but I'm not.. i remember when I used to feel a little proud when I was a kid and I was good at everything while my friend wasn't (but I still helped her out) now it's the opposite. I hate it, I hate group projects and anything which has to do with other people. In pe, music and everything I don't know how to do things and I'm just really bad at it. I hate getting left out but I hate when someone pases the ball to me or anything because if I do something wrong I hate the dissapointed looks I get from everyone. Even when sometimes they actually don't I feel dissapointed and embrassed for myself. I don't even have friends or anyone to pair up with and they randomly chose people for me and I get embrassed to go with them, because I feel as if they're dissapointed for getting paired up with me even if they aren't. It just feels like I'm a burden weighing everyone down. And sometimes I panic and since I don't have anyone I'm friends with in there, I zone out alot and sometimes I can't hear them and they get irritated if I ask them to repeat it and stuff. Sometimes I don't understand because of their accents but not my fault I'm not from this area. I just feel like I'm here for myself and no one here to understand me or be with me. I wish I didn't have to do some subjects or didn't have to go to school so they could do everything they want without me weighing them down or embarassing them. But I have to just to make it worse. Everyone says to speak to the year team/staff when having any issues but I can't. It's embarassing to explain and I just can't find the right words PLUS THEY'RE ADULTS, I'd rather not.. it's easier to say you're fine everytime than to explain it Anyway sorry and thanks for reading my big rant
“You have such a bright future why give it away just like that” Do I though.. do I have such a big future I mean we all die sometime so why try now why try if you just gonna die and all you accomplishment will come to a end everyone will forget about you some time.people don’t care about you.they think they do they act like they do..but it’s all a lie so what’s the point of making it this far when you could just….. (This is a vent please don’t turn this against me don’t do any of this)
please stop telling me that crying doesnt solve anything. I KNOW, OK? why do you always get mad when i cry? am i doing something wrong? if i am, i'm sorry. please just dont talk to me when i'm not in the mood. i am so sorry but please, just once?
My friend and I had a live broadcast today.Our viewers started calling us "lesbians", I tried to correct them, to which my friend replied: "Well, so far you really are a girl.We've been friends with her for 7 years, I've never been so disappointed in her, that's all.(I m trans guy)
I have hypersexuality which is horrible to have because you feel a disgust/guilt after saying you want to have intercourse or even pleasing yourself. I use to be disgusted of myself and i still do bc i, as a Catholic or Christian idk, i feel that im disrespecting God/Jesus and its js making me sleep deprived. I've tried to quit but for my case its pretty much js impossible i can't get the thoughts out of my head. Since this js the internet idc i feel i can share this, i got it from my "uncle" who showed me porn and tried encouraging me to do it from the side that could actually cause pregnancy..
hey guys! i need some help with something, i promise i won’t do it much, but what works best to cut wrists? i’ve tried scissors, and it’s so hard to do, you just have to saw back and forth. does like the blade from pencil sharpeners work? or knifes? but i think it would be weird if i had a knife in my room, that would make it obvious.
Sorry but i just want this to get out of my system. Hi im a therapist friend I've been a therapist friend ever since I was alive, I've been trying to handle things alone since I know the people I trust wont even care about it. I love unconditionally. Now I love more than one person and I've been confuse for over a decade and its pooling in me. Rn I just want to disappear without any reason because It hurts so much. But I want more. Because without any scar on me I dont know who I am, I just really want to Die in this very moment and nothing can stop me.
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The positivity in this comment section right now is very contagious. Tell us about your day if you'd like too
@@resaopu mhm!
I breathed and sat down to watch things that’s it that was my day hau I hope y’all have an amazing day
Well it's the fourth day in a row where I'll go to sleep at 4 am while crying myself go sleep. So IG it's been pretty bad. But it's fine. How was yours ?
@@frogzinasuithey well at least you did something have an amazing and wonderful day:>
You wanna know what I did wrmbnes376? I cried, and cried.😊 Love you❤
Idk what the disorder is but whenever ppl talk ab scars I feel a burn or scratching on my wrists. I’ve never done anything to them but I love when they have vent playlists with ppl not talking ab them hVrting themselves and it’s just a trama dump or vent without gore. Thank you 💕💕
tw// cvtting isn’t a mental illness but usually people with depression use it as a coping mechanism or if someone has gone through a traumatic event they use it to escape or to help feel in control- obviously i’m not saying anyone should do it but i can understand why people do it. maybe the reason your wrists hurt is cuz anxiety or maybe you get scared for the people talking abt it-
@@nellie3140 I meant disorder and cvting yourself is a mental illness, you have a obsession of hurting yourself. It’s not a “coping mechanism” they are mentally ill they just refuse to accept it.
That’s normal
@@orange_tangie216 stop normalizing mental illnesses
@@Jup1trrx sorry, I just thought everyone felt like a burn or something on their wrists when they talked about it :(
Edit: if ur wondering what they said, they were just talking about how I should stop normalizing mental Illness
You know your addicted to these when you start to see the same ones.
I thought I was the only one..
Yup…
0:36
This is how i feel. Like I’m a the tie that keeps the whole friend group together, the one who has to defuse the fights or problems. The problem solver.
read the poster of the video’s about section
OMG FINALLY SOMEONE MADE ONE WITH ONES I HAVENT SEEN YAY
fr I was like FINALLY OMG-
if your reading this just know you can do this!, weither your stressed and panicked..i believe in u! it doesnt matter how you look you perfect the way you are 💖 some have parental issues..you can try to make up w/ them i know it might be hard to tell them..but atleast try :)
I hope y’all have an amazing day and night! Y’all are perfect, gorgeous, nice, the best people you can be. Don’t force yourself to be someone you aren’t! If y’all are going through a hard time you can vent! I don’t mind and I’ll reply- promise ^^
4:05 this episode of bluey made me a little emotional (never thought a kids show could make me sad) because of this scene, i relate to it sm it hurttss :/
I appreciate that you don’t put too many sh videos in these, because at least to me it feels like every vent compilation I see has 80% sh videos and I am happy to see that you don’t do that. I really relate to these and I’m so grateful that you post these!
I definitely needed this today, my family is mad at me cause someone I thought was a friend went and told my sisters that I talk about them behind their backs and it's only the third day of school, all of that was last year, I'm trying to change, but they don't believe me. My mom is angry because she told me to watch my mouth and I did, but it's my fault, it's always my fault. I just..... don't want it to be my fault anymore
it wasn't your fault. it was never your fault. that friend was manipulative and rude. it was wrong of your sisters to believe your friend over you. that's not how family is supposed to act. im sorry that happened to you, i hope it never happens again.
#relatable
@@_evening_268 sorry to hear that, hope you're doing better now. im here for you if you need anything, anything at all. 💗💗💗💗
It's not your fault anymore. From what I understand from your comment, you talked about your sisters LAST YEAR right?? (Correct me if I'm wrong pls) well I get the feeling of someone talking behind your back but.. I can't comment because I don't know your situation, what made you do it. What they do. Maybe they did something bad to you and you're just trying to vent to your friends and they accused you of talking behind their back?? Idk really. But if it was genuinely talking behind their backs, they have a right to be.. upset ig? But again that was LAST YEAR and you're trying your best to improve! It isn't your fault anymore, you're trying your best to improve which is the most important thing, it's just a manipulating friend
To someone who needs this.
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
I read the whole thing no matter how long it was. This comment literally made me cry. You don't know me irl and neither do I know you but my favourite colour is yellow too and now I'll always think of it and think of you. Your presence is calming and I wish I could be with you irl but even if I can't again I'll remember you.
Thank you, you made my day 💛
@@Olive-qb1uk im really glad, you deserve the best. ilysm and hope you have an amazing rest of your day.
This was the most relating one yet
I really relate to the last one
1:07 hit hard. god! what have i done? poor young me.
Some people wake up feeling great. Other people wake up feeling like they've just run a marathon.
Some people take showers and brush their teeth after waking up.
Other people have no motivation to do so.
Some people leave the house feeling like they can conquer the world.
Other people leave the house feeling like the world conquered them.
Some people come home after a great day.
Other people come home after a seemingly bad day.
Some people go to bed to rest.
Other people go to bed to escape.
It's okay to be some people and it's okay to be other people. At some point, it will get better. Maybe not now. Maybe not for 10 years. Maybe you feel like death is the only escape.
I can assure you... It isn't.
Being sad isn't bad. Being happy isn't great.
You be you. That's all that matter right now.
Stay safe, guys.
- GenshinPleb
1:53
I started crying this is lit me i get told this all day by the same person that lashes out every time i do smth myself...
Please talk to someone YOU trust, and unless theres noone or feel like you can't, am here. Here forever ❤
I honestly suffer everyday with my family and friends. I have developed a compulsion due to my bad life and the horrible people who used as well and took advantage of my trust. I am so glad im getting psychological help soon
I hope you get better people, and that ur family sees your problems and tries to gix them ❤
Nah that Bluey audio at the end just shocked my whole body😭 I have ADHD and i loved that episode so much
4:05 is me for sure. I haven’t tested for ADHD but I have a few symptoms. I will not self diagnose I’ll just wait until I can have a proper test
Listening to this at night hits different, truly.
why is that true
@@violetteG I have no idea Lmao
@@Fischl_My_Belovedlol
Thanks so much I love these videos
The amount of Times I tried to scroll😭
When they go from calling you their best friend to not calling you at all…
Why am I crying?
I few minutes ago I was happy…
Now I’m having a mental breakdown in the bathroom
Because friends and life…
My family is happy today…
So now I have to suck it up…
And smile for the best!
vent//
he would sa me EVERYDAY for 4 years. On top of that he physically assulted me as well. Everyone did. everyday. he would give me the materials to self harm then ripped them away and told me he would do it if i tried. I get into middleschool and feel the need to overs3xu4lize myself in my relationships to stay together. I start to ACTUALLY sh and no one cares. Im in highschool now and idk. its different. i have real friends and a blossoming relationship. i just dont know what to feel sometimes. its unbearable sometimes and then sometimes i love everything about my life. 2 weeks ago i was at the park with my best friend and potential bf and we just. Sat. the first time i was TRULY happy in actual months
you beautiful/handsome, amazing, stunning, perfect human, how are you feeling? ❤
you deserve more than this.
you deserve to live.
you are destined for greatness, and you deserve all the love and appreciation you get.
remember, APPEARANCES DONT MATTERR!! ITS ALL ABOUT PERSONALITY!! BE YOURSELF ❤🙏
stay alive and well
Tysm i really needed this 💓
@@kaiisnothere8013 of course:)
Thank you 💝💝
@@rainbow5239 welcome!
The secound tiktok did not have to attack me
4:06 that describes adhd well
this helps a lot :) thank u
I hope everyone is doing alright! you can talk to me if you’d like :) /g
positive vent below
tw, s/h reference
I have been 100 days clean today! I never thought I could make it this far.
So to anyone who’s struggling with that kind of thing, I know how hard it is to stop. but it’s possible, and I believe you can do it !!
keep going guys, I think we might just make it :) /g
Thats great! (Referring to your pos vent) Stay strong
@@apossumwithanxiety8876 thank you !! you as well :)
also, your username is amazing lol /g
If there's any imperfection on my skin I have no problem ripping it off but then the minute someone else touches me I scream
My hands, my arms, my thighs sting so good I can’t stop 😫
The one with the person saying
"I want to make you happy, I just wish I could be apart of it" hits me in a place not many understand
Because I said the exact same thing when u was thinking of my friends who left me
3:41 does anyone have the name of this song,
My life isn't really problematic I just like seeing people being open about their problems
1:07 help this song makes me really upset but it’s my favorite song help me
This one was too relatable 1:12
read the poster of the video’s about section
when I saw free therapy I was like: oh my gah so handsome😃
the first one is so relatable me and m girlfriend just broke up and i feel so dumb for falling for her because i actually thought she loved me but she was just playing mind games lol..
TW!
Thank you Lexie... I know you're prob never gonna see this; but your the reason I survived last night. If It wasn't for you; I'd be dead right now. Thank you for helping me even though your In a whole different state; and I've never met you. Thank you, you're the reason I saved myself last night. You're the reason I'm still holding on. IDK you personally or anything, but I love you Lexie. You're my world, my everything, my will to live. I'm so grateful for you. I'm sorry I put & everyone else through all that pain.. I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!
Hey say never sorry for needing help !! Thanks your still alive I'm proud of you every single day you're still holding I love you so much if you need to talk I'm here 💕
Pov to many things remind you of your ex best friend:Horse world Feather family Bloxburg Royale high Brookhaven Club roblox Colour block Zoom they all remind me of her...
I wanna tell someone what I feel about life or at least a little bit but I can’t I’m scared every time I think about telling someone I feel a swell in my throat and tears start to form in my eyes
4:05 lol never related to something more than this
I'm starting to realize the reason I like fictional characters so much is because whenever I'm hurting, they'd always be there to make things better. And they can't hurt me, because they're not real.
1:57 I don’t know why I haven’t realized until now- my mom used to yell at me that I wasn’t putting things in the right place, and now she gets angry and says I should know better than to put all the work on her and ask where things go. I never connected the two but it makes sense
0:40 till 0:58 is so true
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry to the person reading this…
I’m sorry it sounds like I’m trying to milk this!
I’m sorry for sounding clingy, go ahead and hate if you want…
I have no one to talk to and I’m alone…
I’m sorry if I’m boring.
I’m sorry if you stoped reading.
I really didn’t want to do this.
I feel selfish for being this way.
Some many other people have it a thousand times worst then me, and here I am!
I don’t want to be myself.
I’m sorry if your story is the same.
I’m sorry for saying “I’m sorry” so much…
I’m sorry for being here…
Thanks if you made it this far! You are truly the best! ❤️
2:40
the same thing happened to me, as soon as I got into 6th grade.. I introduced my new friend to someone I've known since kindergarten, they talk with each other more than me. but I don't think they'll leave me or anything.. I think..
If anyone wants some nice words go to my description
aa appreciate that sm 💕
@@sweethoneysuckle125 thanks! you too:)
Thank you that was so sweet
Bluey is sadly relatable 4:05
not specifically a positive vent or anything just me venting lol
im the older sibling in my family and i usually have a hard time being such a perfect child because thats the least my parents want out of me ive never really achieved anything good enough for them. i think they just want me to go out of my comfort zone and try new things. but ive never acted or said i wanted to do that im not saying that theyre bad parents or something i just feel so.. idk different? nobody in my family understands me i wish they could just say theyre proud of me once in a while. i feel like nothings ever good enough it doesnt even make sense i try so hard but i always fail. i cant do anything good. ever im always the person who ruins everything i cant put my opinion into anything without being judged. i cant eat too much ill get a dirty look i cant laugh too loud ill get scolded i have too look nice stand up straight know everything talk to everyone i cant cry or show my emotions ill just get judged for that too everyone else has always made me feel safe and my parents ask me why do you never say i love you too us but you always say it too youre friends? idk how to answer them anymore.
Bro one time I was shaking my leg under the table and my dad goes “why you shaking your leg are you stressed or something??” And I was just like 😳😳
I cried because my boyfriend sent me pictures and videos of him and his parents and I started balling because I wish I had his family. I don’t have a bad family or life it’s just my family is close but never really hang out as much as he does with his, it’s weird. I feel bad that I feel this way because his parents are divorced and he’s gone through a lot but he’s happy now and has basically 4 parents now. I hate this. My dad passed when I was 2-3 and I have a step dad who is like a massive father figure to me but I just wish I had a father who would hang out with me and play video games with me like my boyfriends father does with him. I’m so jealous.
TW//
I don’t have any hope right now, there’s just no point. There’s no third act where I get superpowers and fight off the bad guy, there’s no romance scene with a meet cute of the love of my life, there’s no quirky best friend protecting me from bullies in the new teen flick. It’s just this. This is life. This is it.
pls dont think that your life is worthless. Life contains ups and downs sometimes happiness sometimes sadness but always learn to be strong! YOU CANT GIVE UP SO EASILY!! YOU ARE STRONG YOU ARE LOVED YOU CAN DO IT!!! i promise everything will be alright just give some time to god.. good things take time! pls stay strong
My friend just told me that she didn’t think she could take it any longer and I had a mental breakdown trying to not have her do anything stupid cause I love her she has been there for me though thick and thin and I was there for her to and i am struggling with dark thoughts of my own but I always put my friends first before myself because I feel that I want them to get better before I do because then I will know they will be happy and they don’t have to worry about me because I don’t think I matter to anyone but it’s fine I’m fine how is everyone?
As someone who has had friends trying to do it, same.. and no you're not fine, neither am I. But it's okay not to be okay (and yes) atleast there are others who aren't okay in this comment section too. Some in here will hopefully heal in the future, some won't, but even so there will always be someone you don't know who goes through something with you without you or them knowing. Don't give up, because something good might happen to you or might not, who knows
I’ve seen myricals happen right in front of me: I was at a concert once and it was a Christian concert,so a man walked out on stage and told a story and asked who else has had the experience of coming so close to committing, and thoughsands of people stood up. And so he went on to say that god can save lives and so he said if you have been saved tonight, stay standing or stand up and couple hundred more stood up and the majority of the people that were standing already stayed standing. At the end me and my parents were on stage and we were heading off to go home and we heard people walk up to that person and say that, that night they were going to commit and that he had saved their lives. I hope that the people that actually take the time to read this and see a change in yourself on day and be thankful your still alive
My parents just found out I had depression and is now treating my like if I’m important :).
When I decided to introduce my friends I never expected to be a backup friend after and everyone has crushes on everyone -me because I don’t rlly have crushes.
And now no one trust me but trust everyone else….
SAME except the crushes part. My old friend group mostly focused on the "main" person because they were part of the "main" couples (idk if it makes sense idk how to explain it) and I just felt so.. wierd and left out. Not necessarily left out in that kind of way.. they were nice I guess but..
It was like only those who had a relationship mattered. Yes, we all cared for each other but some got "left out" in a wierd way no matter what.
I guess only two couples were supported by a "main" girl (seriously I don't like using that term it's cringe but idk how else to explain it) and they kind of looked down on my bf and another girl's. We both related in some kind of way. It was clear we won't be as accepted as the other no matter what we do.
They made the main girls look so perfect, somehow it was perfect BECAUSE of the flaws, their sad backstories and whatever, meanwhile all we did was "mistakes"
Aghh I don't even know why I'm venting about pointless things because I have more of mixed feelings about this one but just felt like writing this one out for no reason. Obviously I didn't explain it well because I just wanted to write it more than vent, I'm sorry for doing so in your comment replies though haha
@@Olive-qb1uk damn, i hope you feel better soon!
1:25 why do I relate
I have no trauma with knives but I get so nervous when I have to hold a knife. One flail swoop and your gone for good..
This is sorta commenting on the last one
Kids sometimes don't understand how strong words can be. For example, my youngest sister and me were play fighting and she said "Are you going to go to heven or hell fighter?" But I ended up taking it in as your going to die soon, what do you chose for your afterlife. I ended up almost crying infront of her and I had to leave the room becuase I was afraid I would get her in trouble for making me cry. She is 8 years yonger than me just to give youa time frame.
Am I the only one that hopes the reason I get a notification is due to one of my very few friends texting me, only to be met with disappointment and loneliness when it"s not?
you're not alone. i understand the feeling, but this isn't about me. i'm sorry about that. your friends might be shy or introverts. i read on a psychology video that when someone doesn't text first, it's because they're waiting for you to start the conversation. they're waiting for you, they all love talking to you. you're amazing :) hope that makes you feel better. 💕
@@theventtavern I guess that does make me feel better if it weren't for the fact of me ending up I bother them too much
@@xxmasqueradexx3197 hey, it's okay to talk a lot. that makes you even more interesting and special. people get to know more about your interests or passions. honestly i don't know you but can see you're a great, amazing person.
@@theventtavern ok
This video just made me realise the time my father abuse me and i'am the family burden cuz when i was born my father left....when i was 6 i think my father grab my arm until it start to bleed.....😞my mom the only one that care about me but now she in the hospital and about my father he out of town for work cuz he spend all of our money to gambling....and now all 3 of my sibling live with my grandma,well i have 4 sibling but the other one had a job so he live somewhere else☺✌
Me:thinking I'm an attention seeker bc I have depression, social anxiety (other)
*Trauma*
Hi, I just wanted to say... I love you. Even though we don't know each other but I mean it
I am the last one because it’s like he has Adhd like me he’s just like me
My comfort character died.
Imagine NOT relating to this song 1:22
when both {2} of my online friends got into relation ships I promised to be the best 5th wheel ever but they ended up being the problem they were the worst 2 wheels they were the ones who were the weak links to me because of that our cart is a wheel barrow of a friend ship one wheel and 2 things to make it not fall
when i ask for help i get yelled at me
I had a friend that I talked to for 5 years, I can only talk to her through roblox and I just stopped for a few months, then she just..
Deleted our whole relationship,
I’ll never be the same..
again
I get a lot of these recommended. I wonder what that says about me
Okay this will be forever one of the dumbest things that has left me really upset and angry and just sad. My Aunty had her wedding last year and I have a few cousins that I I’m close to. I’ve never been a very social person I’m usually on my phone when I’m around people im not familiar with. Well half way through the reception I couldn’t find any of my cousins so I was alone at a table with only adults I didn’t like talking to. Apparently that were just in the bathroom of the place and didn’t tell me where they were. I felt so alone so awful and just sad because I didn’t know what to do what to say where to go. I felt helpless
Why do I have to be in this cruel world. Why do I have to be here?
I got groomed but I can’t tell my mom bc she’ll get mad at me again and make all my issues worse
I’m literally crying right now I’m in my class and my teacher is on the floor bleeding and my little sister who’s in 1st grade is next to me right now.. I’m on my phone and I can’t call 911 because my school is having a shooting with a gang shooting up the place and one od them are in my classroom and I hear screams all over the hallways and I’m trying to lower to crying of me and my sister and I don’t know what to do my friends are literally dead outside of the hallways and I’m under my teachers desk because I was in a rush and they are coming towards my sister PLEASE IM LITERALLY SOBBING COMMENTING WAS THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF……… MY SISTER …..
My dad always said “when you assume you make an as$ out of you and me” I didn’t assume for the longest time and it’s very rare to see me assume now
Are you alright? It's been a year
1:07
Me: I can! :D
I got into a top school and I am secretly making online friends u might nit understand but i am being forced to stop talkign too them im crying too much right now
4:15 that's ADhD I have it
I really need you to post soon please? I want to vent in the next video please?Sorry I said please a lots.
Bro my imaginary friend is watching this with me can somebody say hi to Apple? She really wants somebody to say hi :D
Can someone say hi it's been 10 days now:D
Hello apple :D and you I hope you both are ok
@fluffybugz5748 apple loves you ☺
My mom said I'm crazy today i just want to have friends
Hello guys! I never talked about my feelings and my english is really bad so sorry for gramma mistakes:)
U dont have to read this but it would be nice:)
Ty
So Im very bad at Math. In a few days was the final exam and I wanted to do my very best so I practised a lot. I even leard at night. I had a pretty good feeling even while doing the exam. I thought that was going to be the best exam this year. But I was wrong. I failed. Again. A boy said: "Did u even learn?" and my crush/best friend said that she was expecting that.
My best isnt enough.
It doesnt matter how much I study when my best isnt enough.
Same in PE. My teacher just doesnt like me and so she gave me a bad grad. Or Im just invisible.
I hate this and nobodys listening to me. Nobody cares.
but what's enough is you tried your best. it doesn't matter what grades you got. the fact you pushed yourself to study hard and practice a lot for the exam is what truly matters. i can't believe your crush said that, let alone them being your best friend. friends are supposed to support each other. im so sorry about your PE teacher, i can't believe they acted like that just because of their opinions. they should be fired.
hey, i care, everyone here cares. your family cares. im listening to every word you wrote on this, and i'm here to help. it'll all be okay.
venthome is right,
Exactly. I can't do anything, it isn't enough. it isn't good enough. I'm bad at music, math, french, pe, science and everything. Some people think I'm trying to be "quirky" by being bad at everything but I'm not.. i remember when I used to feel a little proud when I was a kid and I was good at everything while my friend wasn't (but I still helped her out) now it's the opposite. I hate it, I hate group projects and anything which has to do with other people. In pe, music and everything I don't know how to do things and I'm just really bad at it. I hate getting left out but I hate when someone pases the ball to me or anything because if I do something wrong I hate the dissapointed looks I get from everyone. Even when sometimes they actually don't I feel dissapointed and embrassed for myself. I don't even have friends or anyone to pair up with and they randomly chose people for me and I get embrassed to go with them, because I feel as if they're dissapointed for getting paired up with me even if they aren't. It just feels like I'm a burden weighing everyone down. And sometimes I panic and since I don't have anyone I'm friends with in there, I zone out alot and sometimes I can't hear them and they get irritated if I ask them to repeat it and stuff. Sometimes I don't understand because of their accents but not my fault I'm not from this area. I just feel like I'm here for myself and no one here to understand me or be with me. I wish I didn't have to do some subjects or didn't have to go to school so they could do everything they want without me weighing them down or embarassing them. But I have to just to make it worse. Everyone says to speak to the year team/staff when having any issues but I can't. It's embarassing to explain and I just can't find the right words PLUS THEY'RE ADULTS, I'd rather not.. it's easier to say you're fine everytime than to explain it
Anyway sorry and thanks for reading my big rant
@@theventtavern Im crying rn this just made me so happy tysm for responding
@@JustMe-fc6yj of coursee! im glad to hear from you, even tho it's been 3 months. i hope you're doing much better :)
How do you know if u hav toxic parents or friends?
“You have such a bright future why give it away just like that”
Do I though.. do I have such a big future I mean we all die sometime so why try now why try if you just gonna die and all you accomplishment will come to a end everyone will forget about you some time.people don’t care about you.they think they do they act like they do..but it’s all a lie so what’s the point of making it this far when you could just…..
(This is a vent please don’t turn this against me don’t do any of this)
please stop telling me that crying doesnt solve anything. I KNOW, OK? why do you always get mad when i cry? am i doing something wrong? if i am, i'm sorry.
please just dont talk to me when i'm not in the mood. i am so sorry but please, just once?
1:07 I was and am this
My friend and I had a live broadcast today.Our viewers started calling us "lesbians", I tried to correct them, to which my friend replied: "Well, so far you really are a girl.We've been friends with her for 7 years, I've never been so disappointed in her, that's all.(I m trans guy)
Whats the song in 1:23 pls? Ty btw hope ur safe
I've been clean for 1 month
you okay, dear? yiu havent posted jn a year
0:17 me rn hehe.... he 😔
I have hypersexuality which is horrible to have because you feel a disgust/guilt after saying you want to have intercourse or even pleasing yourself. I use to be disgusted of myself and i still do bc i, as a Catholic or Christian idk, i feel that im disrespecting God/Jesus and its js making me sleep deprived. I've tried to quit but for my case its pretty much js impossible i can't get the thoughts out of my head. Since this js the internet idc i feel i can share this, i got it from my "uncle" who showed me porn and tried encouraging me to do it from the side that could actually cause pregnancy..
Oh... you must be so young... too young :( You'll get thorugh this @shockEr04
@@Cokecola_kola still alive and thriving lol🫀
I think its great you're there to comfort people
But are you okay ?
No
@@jumpin_jaxz5147 do you need to vent
hey guys! i need some help with something, i promise i won’t do it much, but what works best to cut wrists? i’ve tried scissors, and it’s so hard to do, you just have to saw back and forth. does like the blade from pencil sharpeners work? or knifes? but i think it would be weird if i had a knife in my room, that would make it obvious.
I'm sorry I cannot tell you I don't you to do $h it's very addicting and not good for you
Sorry but i just want this to get out of my system.
Hi im a therapist friend I've been a therapist friend ever since I was alive, I've been trying to handle things alone since I know the people I trust wont even care about it. I love unconditionally.
Now I love more than one person and I've been confuse for over a decade and its pooling in me. Rn I just want to disappear without any reason because It hurts so much. But I want more. Because without any scar on me I dont know who I am, I just really want to Die in this very moment and nothing can stop me.
Is it weird that I enjoy cvting myself
Ik you can't stop, but just don't end your life. Ilysm ❤
Can someone please reply? I need to know I exist …please? Please? I’m begging you.
are you ok?