Poison Ivy - by me (Cait)

I wrote this song YEARS ago... like 4 or 5 years ago!! But just got round to recording... what the heck! As you can see it took me many tries. It was frustrating! But now it's finished! So I hope you enjoy the song and then afterwards I hope you get amused at my many fumbles.
I know I look like I'm in pain for the majority of the video, but what can I say? I'm a bassist we only really have one expression.
~Lyrics~
The world is not a forest
and my mind is not a tree
We've been across the whole world and yet
You insist we lack history
Like you and her have
My mind is not a flower
I'm not delicate or sweet
And in another lifetime
You loved me outside of a dream
Outside of a dream
Well you're hiding in my backyard
You're just poison ivy
And I've been trying so hard
To put the past behind me
You're creeping up my window sills
Trying to hide me
But the outside's crawling in
And love is gonna find me
I'm gonna exhume your ashes
From the ground into the sky
Because they say forgiveness is
The best goodbye
The best goodbye
And all this claustrophobia
Will be buried when you leave
And the only thing that will remain
Is what we lacked in history
Well you're hiding in my backyard
You're just poison ivy
And I've been trying so hard
To put the past behind me
You're creeping up my window sills
Trying to hide me
But the outside's crawling in
And love is gonna find me x2