Honestly we all know we searched this because she hurt us but dont worry the boys got you and dont give up the 7+billion people in the world there's always one person that thinks ur perfect
Well hey i might now be a guy and i might not get the things yal go through but i will allways have your back to my guy and she mght of hurt you but just keep on moving it will get better and if you want or need to talk im here for you
Suicide, been on my mind at the age of 10. Never had a family, too afraid to make some friends. Used to cry myself to sleep, contained in my room. Wishing I would've died in the womb. At the age of 15 I was hurting myself. Without a care in the world or the consequences of my health. The thought of suicide brought fear and chills down my spine. Regardless, I was hoping that I would do it this time. Isolation is my best friend, loneliness got a hold of me. Stayed in the shadows, the darkness was a second home to me. My father never understood my pain, because I needed someone to blame. 18 I was drinking and drowning my sorrows. Never gave a fuck about what happens tomorrow. Five years of alcohol abuse, and I felt the pain even more. But by then I was numb to the feeling, another day to be mourned. I guess I blamed my mother for leaving when I was three. I also blame my father for working more than being with me. The toys and video games just wasn't enough. That's just what happens when your numb to the love. Now I'm 29, and I still contemplate suicide. Depression stuck by close to my side.
@@slizzythomas1041 I am fighting depression. They call it manic and bipolar depression. It is difficult at times to be able to not think about it. But my past haunts me, I have PTSD, and that is something that I can't forget. I feel pain, but I'm numb, if that makes sense. I thank you, for caring, appreciate it
Hope you’re doing well bro. Please reach out to me if you ever need to talk about anything. Please don’t do anything stupid. It’s never worth it. There’s always love for you bro ❤️
[Verse 1] Lost in my thoughts, trapped in my mind Feeling so alone, it's hard to unwind Longing for love, searching for a sign Hoping that one day, you'll come into my life Every night I pray, for someone to hold Someone to love, as we grow old But the darkness lingers, it's hard to fight Tried to run away, but it's always in sight [Chorus] Alone in this world, with no one to hold Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole Longing for someone, to share in my pain Wishing for love, to break through the chains [Verse 2] Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to years Still I'm all alone, drowning in my fears Tried to fill the void, with drugs and cheap thrills But nothing could replace, the love that I still Every morning I wake, to the same old grind Searching for a way, to leave it all behind But the loneliness stays, it's hard to ignore Wishing for love, to knock on my door [Chorus] Alone in this world, with no one to hold Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole Longing for someone, to share in my pain Wishing for love, to break through the chains [Bridge] But then I saw you, and everything changed You brought me light, in my darkest of days You gave me hope, and a reason to live And now I know, that love can truly forgive No longer alone, with you by my side Together we'll face, whatever life may provide [Chorus] Alone in this world, with no one to hold Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole Longing for someone, to share in my pain Wishing for love, to break through the chains.
I cry so much especially when I get high and listen to emotional music. It helps me relive a lot of stress. Losing your mom, losing a best friend that you considered more as a brother. All around the same time kills you. Been alone since he passed away. Everyone that I thought was a friend after that all left.
@@cristianthe1210 sorry that reading is apparently to much for you to handle. Do you have anything else to say to keep you looking like a dumbass? If so then feel free to reply.
Hello I’ve just lost my brother and I’m really grieving about and just to hear this track makes me think a lot I’ve spent with him with the story’s I can say THANK YOU 🙏🏼.
The saddest beat is the sound of a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore damn even i looking back at this is crying.. damn deep btw thanks for all the support, never gotten this much likes
man this is so real like when u think u have friends u dont, they just kick u to the ground and laugh like this v ideo helped me so much through the years great job man !!! keep uploading ur my hero
Of all the useless shit that gets millions of like this guys amazing fucking comment gets only 8 …. Fuck that I’ll like your shit bro and make Mine alone worth 3 million 💯 you absolutely deserve it brotha here here 👌🏽👌🏽
EXT GamingYt You're 100% right about this one... I guess there are 2 reasons why people truly leave...The first one is when they don't have anything more to teach you, therefore their job is done... And the second...well... Maybe they just never wanted to stay in the first place... I hope you won't find my comment too offensive or inappropriate...If so I'm sorry in advance...
This been my favorite since 2020 when I first listened to it man, it brings back memories of me and friends freestyling while having no care in the world
0:23 Too much heartbreak makes you change leave me alone I'm sad today When I wear off no more pain We don't have to go that way Too much heartbreak makes you change Leave me alone im sad today Time is changing change is made Sorry I can't be that way
(0:23) Life is just a road that we all travel on. I don't really need a partner but if you would tag along You would leave me spinning like i was on a gravitron Take my breath away like I had run a marathon knees are getting weaker and I feel like I'm a kid again Not trying to be a bother but I really need a friend again Scared to be my father so I shy away from his mistakes now I'm just afraid when I think about the older days swear I'm trying to motivate, and stay above it all But waiting patiently I struggle just to move at all Sometimes I think that way and end up in a mood it seems All I need's a savior and I only think of you it seems This is just a movie scene, the one that's in the rain My tears are falling while I'm sitting on the window pane
Mundo ko'y nagiba Simula nung ikay lumisan Nung ikay kapiling na ng iba Huminto ang takbo ng orasan Mga masasayang alaala Kay sarap balikan Ngayon wala kana Paano ba ulit sisimulan
I just started crying when i heard this. The music video really made me break down because that's what I'm going through rn. Damn I've never cried more in my life. I just really miss my mom we used to be so close and I don't know what happened. I was freestyling abt my situation and started to break down I really think yall should do the same if your in pain.
The one thing that has been with me 24hrs everyday is the shadows and the depression, one day I hope that I'll lead another life and leave this one for good
I used to want to kill myself, leave this soul behind, I used to think it’d be better if I was gone. But, you don’t have to feel that way, you challenge yourself everyday, you flip the script and kill your old self... kill your ego, kill off all the distractions and don’t allow yourself to sit in satisfaction for too long or you will be gone forever. Don’t regret now, change is challenge. Growth is pain, and hate is love. Lead yourself so you can bring others with you. Be the leader, always always always. If you don’t live accordingly to your life then you don’t get to come back. If you don’t live accordingly then you come back to a world you can’t agree with again. Believe in your self, you are the key.. you alone have the key to success, however that means to you. I will save the world.. and I want you to do the same
Remember my name, it’s John Mills. I swear on everything that you will know me in the near future. Remember my name. I can’t emphasize this enough that I will save everyone no matter the suffering I must bear. Believe in me because I believe in you. I am John Mills
This just popped up on my recommended and ion regret clicking it good job wit the beats keep up the good work i just did a whole freestyle right now from luv to a heart break
Hey mom i dreamt bout you last night I didnt want it end so i held you tight I hope you know im tryna do things right I hope your proud of me I never wanted it to end but i guess thats how its gotta be Moma you was best friend you never doubted me I looked up to and you tried to take care of me But i swear that dream felt so real I walked in the room and you were so still I promised you one day i would do good And get us out the hood But now you cant visit me and i wish you could Idk what to do anymore i feel like i shoud give up But ik momma thats not the way you raised us It you get knocked down get the f.... Back up Dont care about what ofher people think But thats kinda hard to do with things ive seen Only if you knew what ive been thru and what ive seen You would understand and you would be able to see its not fair for you or me Just cuz were poor doesnt mean we have to be Mama you proved that to me You were a strong women and you'll always be You told me to stay strong and stay out the streets I'll still remember the last thing you said to me Buddy this might be the end But one day you'll see me again Just roll the dice son I know that you can win And look after your brothers Cuz its gonna be hard on em without their mother
wow.. I could feel the pain Really! Im sure she’s in heaven and i’m so sorry for your loss I don’t know what to say bc your going thru very hard times rn I will pray for you!🙏🏾 I want you to know that there are people that love you okay! And I’m glad to be one of them! Your Mom would be so proud of you and I am too! Bless you man🙏🏾❤️
0:23 ¿cuál es el remedio?... para algo que no puedo remediar Nunca he sido un genio, aunque hubiese una lampara que pudiese frotar Yo me pondría serio, y mi único deseo sería verte regresar Y es que yo lo digo en serio, ah, que me dan ganas de llorar (X2) Sueño contigo yo pienso en ti Cuánto tiempo es que voy a estár así Poco a poco dejó de sentir Me di cuenta tarde y ya te perdí Esa noche borracho te quise decir Mil pensamientos que nunca escribí En serio quisiera tenerte aquí En serio quisiera tenerte aquí Fuiste lo que nunca nunca nunca tuve Triste que te fuiste si yo nunca pude Rezo por el dicho "todo lo que baja sube" Pues hoy ando en un abismo y ayer estaba en las nubes
i know no one is gonna read this because this video is now 2 years old but if someone reads this Thanks i just want to say be Happy with your Parents that you have right know i only saw my MOM after born just for a couple of seconds. i don't know you but i will be with you if you need help
I have doubts about every choice I have made. I regret all the actions that have led me to this day. Thoughts take over me. At the moment even home feels like a prison. I don't enjoy anything anymore, and I've let everyone down. I don't even recognize myself anymore, I just pretend that everything is going well in front of the most important one for me. I no longer dare to leave my room because I am afraid that I will only make more mistakes. I have lost my goals in life, and I don't know for whom / what I keep carrying all the pain. I cannot process the past, how am I ever supposed to work on my future. Pretending is wrecking me. I don't even understand my own thoughts anymore, how should I focus on achievements in life. Everyone expects things from me, while I don't even know what's wrong with me.
This is overwhelmingly real for me. Quite possibly the most relatable thing Ive seen in a while... The world is so fucking stupid. I have more than anyone could ask for, but none of that matters when you've lost the ability to feel simple emotion, and when you cant comprehend a single thing except your illusive thoughts that deceive you all damn day.
@@voukaa9850 This is the text I've send to my girlfriend. Maybe this can help you in a way. Sorry for how I've been behaving lately. I'm starting to experience less and less things, I just lie in bed for days. Some things fly past me because everything feels numb. I no longer have the motivation to do things and I feel like one big disappointment. It's moments like these that I break, and I realize what my life has become at this moment. I really blame myself that our family broke up like this. I notice that mom and dad experience so much pain and effort for us, which makes me see myself as a great burden. Sometimes I wonder if it's better when I'm not around. Because I feel guilty and it hurts to see how shitty life is right now. I've lost so many people, through my own stupid actions, when I couldn't help it. I don't dare to do much anymore, because I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. For years I told myself that it was all okay, while I was completely broken inside. I've been walking around for too long with guilt, and images of things that happened. Every time I see my father being lifted into the ambulance, and my mother walking downstairs in panic not knowing what to do. This image bothers me so much that every thought of it makes me cry a lot. I have the idea that I am a big cause for all the negative in everyone's life. I have so many things I want to say to Mom and Dad, but I don't want them to feel sorry for me. Or that they see me as weak. I don't want me to be the cause of something negative again, they try so hard. That I don't want to put that on her. I don't dare to share my story, as I feel like I'm pretending there are worse things in life. But all the images, thoughts, responsibility, expectations, pain, sadness destroys me inside. I can't last long. And I'm afraid of making things worse by going out the door. I know I'm not alone in this, but that's what I choose. I don't want to be a burden anymore and I don't want to see that I take people with me in my grief. I am so sorry to Mom and Dad, I really love them very much. They have always believed in me and always tried their best. But to see them so unhappy now breaks me. Help is getting closer, but it will take some time. For now I just want to avoid things as much as possible, so as not to make more mistakes. Sorry for everything I've done to everyone. The disappointment I have become as a son, brother, cousin, grandson, boyfriend and friend.
@@wife_beater8728 you don’t try say your words fast say them as your going with the beat, and itll start to feel like you can pick up the flow, I used to just rap in my head so my guess is just practice
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter. The rich stay rich by spending like the poor and investing without stopping then the poor stay poor by spending like the rich yet not investing like the rich i love you all
I can relate but it’s alright we get though it eventually it won’t take a life time just find yourself and tell someone it helps anyone need a talk i gotchu add my discord Op12o#5447 much love to all
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD and the wages of sin is death, but the Gift of GOD is eternal life in CHRIST JESUS our LORD, Who not only gave us life but laid down HIS very own precious Life after living perfectly in the flesh and later rising 3 days after bodily dying for us all so that we may be saved by HIS grace through faith in HIM alone. please stop living in sin and live all to the glory of the LORD GOD Almighty alone, that you become a son/daughter of our Heavenly FATHER and be sealed by HIS HOLY SPIRIT! :)
Sat here stuck with my feelings, every night every evening, feel like there's no point in breathing, or even sleeping, cause I'm never ever dreaming I'm fienin for a girl that could turn out as a demon, I'm just tryna shine bright like a beacon. I'm in a battle with depression and I feel like I've been beaten.
Letter to God It’s 2020 and we’re going through these hard times I’m trying to change the channel but all I see is bad crimes Tryna change my mind as I try to change the time. I wish I could see but im way too blind I once had a vision that I was on a mission Now I’m missing. Open ears but I still can’t listen. It’s getting harder. Yeah my dreams are getting farther. It’s time to be a man for my mother and my father. Damn. No more staying in stand still. I ain’t playing games. I’m just living up for God’s will. God will you heal me with your righteous right hand. You said the heart is wicked so ill follow your plan. It’s time to stay focused. And break through this dam. No longer deal with depression or anxiety. Finally I can see. That this has to be. My one shot. And I’ll keep running until I make it to the top. I promise God that I won’t stop won’t drop. I promise God that I won’t let my dreams pop. I promise God that I’ll fight like you fought. I promise God that I won’t let my faith rot. I’ll let you God take control every single day Every single way. With everything that I face. We could go like Andale or move at a slower pace. They say sky is the limit. you’re beyond outer space. I’m out of space and filled with the Holy Spirit. As I write these lyrics I just hope you could hear it. Yeah I’m burning all my bridges cause the sin is getting vicious I’m praying and praying. Finally done with all these wishes. I’m aiming and staying in one lane no more switching. No more comments and likes its people that im fishing.
It’s the ones you never thought would let go It’s the ones you pushed everything, every friend and family member away for It’s the ones you never never thought would leave you all alone when you gave EVERYTHING just to see them happy to see you LONELY in the end after every BREATH every BLINK of an eye you took that SWITCHED like a page of a book without notice you would of took bullets for that hurt you in the end. So take my advice when I say nobody’s perfect & nothing in life will ever be a painted a perfect picture like you see in Hollywood. Your alone Your depressed Your selfless Your heart broken But I promise one thing you are is the most strongest person in the whole entire world & nothing will ever change that ever. God bless you & keep your head up kid.
0:24 Verse one On the stage wishing for the better days.when my dreams would come through and take the pain away.its one thing to say that I would be ok but when you laugh in my face and say it's better anyway. Days go by but the nights get longer. So tell me hell I ain't stronger. See my heart skip a beat while my mind just wanders. I try my best to understand the pain that flaunders Pre chorus: (sing) People go and they just talk to much they don't ever know that enough is enough. While I'm sitting here hurting and crying the smile on their face says that their delighted. Chorus: (sing) I hope I make it far in the Industry. I'll show off my capabilities. I'm standing on a stage with my own two feet. Time to shine and make our worlds meet. One more time with this peaceful pace imma move on now and not hide my face.
“Pain These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to ground But when I need you, you ain’t around These tears in my eyes Yeah I was cryin last night So who the fuck told you I was doin alright? Yeah these late nights Feeling empty You broke me down, you broke me to the core one day maybe I’ll hear a knock at the door But this ain’t no joke Ever since you been gone I just haven’t been able to cope Cause the person that healed all your scars can be the same one who stabs you in the heart. “
Pain These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to the ground But when I need you, you ain't around These tears in my eyes Yeah I was crying last night So who TF told you I was doing alright? Yeah these late night thoughts Feeling empty
Yeah you stabbed me in the heart I can barely breathe look up at the clock its exactly 1:03 rn I dont wanna breathe dont wanna live shit we used to be happy and talk about having kids depression got me fuxked up mentally so when I do these drugs ima pop those shits heavily don't wanna live dont wanna breathe next time you hear my name you gonna start thinking of me thinking what we had thinking about me not having a dad an having a hard time growing up in the streets yeah I told you everything I guess that wasn't enough gave you all my love but you still shot me in the heart wake in the morning wishing you were still here get up look beside me and no ones there yeah I dont wanna feel weak all this anxiety and depression getting to me I barely go to sleep wanna be alive with you but you dont wanna be with me thought this was forever thought it was meant to be but none of those words meant shit to you and dont mean shit to me I guess ill just leave let you go do your thing when you weren't for me wise guy told me all girls are the same and damn coming to it now I got it locked up in my brain.
Keep in mind, I’m not a rapper Do you remember all the good times that we always had All the times that I made you smile giggle chuckle and laugh Those moments have a very special place in my heart Well they did, until my heart got torn apart Ever since then, my life’s been in the dumps Just like an old road filled with holes and bumps I’m sad all the time but no one seems to care I miss you a lot. that’s a hard burden to bare I tried to move on. I tried to look away But all these thoughts of you are hurting my brain I see that you are happy, I wish I was the same Happiness is the hardest thing a sad person can gain The first heartbreak is like a pain that always stays The second heart break only lasts for days The third heartbreak just makes you feel sad The fourth heart break just makes you feel bad After all of those, it leads to a confession I’m sad all the time, I might have depression Don’t feel bad, you’re not alone I never feel myself, I’m outta my zone I wish I could be happy but I will never be the same All these suicidal thought make me go insane Nothing makes me happy, nobody gives a shit Nothings a drag kid, think about it My love for you is endless, just like the days Your love for me has ended, it never stays I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless My love for you is endless, just like the days Your love for me has ended, it never stays I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
Что еще желать 1 куплет Пусть под Солнцем золотым, Растворится грусть как дым, Каждый станет пусть веселым, молодым… Ведь давно пора понять, Жизнь - игра, начни играть, И пришли сюда мы точно не страдать. Припев А, я, любовь как фею, В сердце смог поймать. Я от тебя балдею, А что еще желать… 2 куплет Я хочу, чтоб в каждый дом, Словно в сказке (с узелком), Постучалось счастье ночью или днем… Чтоб непросто погостить, Чтоб оно осталось жить, Чтобы песни петь и больше не грустить… Припев А, я, любовь как фею, В сердце смог поймать. Я от тебя балдею, А что еще желать…
These days can’t get you off my mind, thinking about all the memories that we made all the time. If you get a new nigga he wont be worth a dime. Our love was so perfect that yeah it got me blind. In our love I had faith, but you moved on a new stage. without you in my life baby I cannot think straight. done so many drugs but love was the greatest. Family issues got us apart yeah cuz our morals so different. Got on my knees pray to god like a Christian. To our love yeah the lord yeah he was a witness. Need you back to ease the pain cuz I feel like a victim. Even with no money you made me feel like the richest. So baby call my phone, cuz imma hit you back. only cared about emotions don’t care bout having sex. Momma even noticed that I been dealing stress. Girl I can’t even find reasons to hate you cuz you was the best. You said that if it’s meant to be it’ll be reality, sometimes I wish that our break up was just the saddest dream. I had plans in future for you and me, having 2 kids living in a fantasy. Me making you happy is the only thing that brings a smile on me. But it’s like love can turn into your worst enemy. Not Standing by my side but with society. You made me hit a point at life like the highest key. Like honestly, baby tell me what’s wrong with me. Was I wrong to be? Did you even love me when I gave you all of me. Heartbreaks and drugs the only things that stay strong with me. I guess you proved a point just with your honesty. I think I’m really gonna die a young prodigy. I remember days when you made me happy from upset, now just thinking about you only makes me feel depressed. If I could have a moment with you I’d ask for a second chance. But baby I cannot pretend, and no we can’t be friends, I want us to be better than we can,Even though we ended I just want you with me til the end, I remember cold nights where we would walk back to my bed, kissing your body kissing your neck, holding me close taking me in, gosh I loved you so much I cannot even say, I’m hoping that with you I’ll have another day. I am the truth, I can love forever then we can hop in the coup. And we can, we can do it any day that you want. Just gotta trust in me gotta have a big heart you can rip that shit out you can tear it apart. Even though you might hate me just know my love isn’t far. You can let go of me but can’t let go of my heart, no body can steal that from me cuz I’m missing that part. I hope one day you’ll run back to me with open arms. Telling me you love than goodbye my we done. Been a couple days and I can’t even get fucked, made me promise you that I’ll never ever do drugs. Looking at some couples and just wishing that was us. Proving to everyone that we was in love, but everyone be saying that it was all lust. Like oh my god what the fuck. Mind games really got me stuck. You my strength even when times were rough. You holding my hand imma miss that touch. Baby I just wanna restart and go back to relaxing, baby you was special definitely above average. You looked better than pictures you ain’t no catfish. Studied your emotions like mathematics. All these other bitches full on plastic. Wanna tell you that I love tell you yeah what’s up, blocking me baby ain’t gonna do none. So baby call me soon, cuz you know I need you. I have faith in my heart meaning it’s you. Hoping that god sticks our love back together like it’s glue. There ain’t much to solve so there ain’t no clues, just call me back before I get tired of this boo. I’m thinking your getting tired of me too?
Verse #1: Vision foggy you guessed it, yes I’m depressed again, Feels like no ones wants me, I’m at the lowest I’ve ever been, I need my mom but she’s always too busy drinkin, The stress is clingin, I let anxiety sink in, My heart is bleedin, but that’s how these bitches leave it, It leaves me overthinkin, My own soul is grievin for me, it’s pleading for peace,
When I pull up on the scene oh yeah and clean yeah we going to take them to the park and watch the stars I just had a hit but not hard I might be white but I eat for we ain’t far from it yeah we see girls but we don’t get hard when you don’t answer I get high now we’re going to be big someday I have faith yeah yeah when I pull up on the robbery we ate salmon my heart is warm but not far we ate for yeah yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not too far OOOUUU yeah I might be white but I eat for when I pull up to the scene Wayne clean yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not not too far I had a hit but not too hard oh you broke my heart but not far she’s going to take it far but not hard memories of you keep coming all the time I can’t get you off my mind you leave me in the rain with all this pain sorry I couldn’t be there for you I’m sorry I’m sorry yea
This sentiment I’ve writ today may be sentimental, But my mental pain has influenced these words I paint with this ancient pencil, I used to jerk in rage, Thinking I’m worthless which in turn made me feel like these pages are worthless paintings, But every artist turns away and observes his weaknesses rather than what makes him great in every portrait made, I guess I’ll blame my perfectionist traits, But today I really feel deflated, My bubble has been burst, Now reality has set to emerge sadly, But for what it’s worth I’ll try to be happy, This consistent strategy of writing descriptions has become my prescription when I feel under the weather, The thunderous thunderbolts are thrashing rapidly, I’m rapidly deteriorating, This fantasy I’m laced in has become my tragedy, It’s a catastrophe like my worthless paintings, They may be worth less than the value on my life, But even that has come to terms with feeling worthless as well, But now, The sense of purpose is creeping out from the dirt in which it dwelled, I had it dig it out, My past dream a past seed that didn’t seem to work out, Because I lost hope, It didn’t get to see the light of day begin to peek out, A true sense of scope was took away, The most burdensome part is nurturing your dreams to reach the stars afar by feeding it with nutritious nourishments until it can grow apart and function independently as a counterpart, Just make sure you play your part with heart and put your soul into everything you seem to start to build, That’s a start, The stars are still so don’t think they will up and sprint, The thrill of moving fast won’t last, The path is meant to be gradual for you to graduate on flying colours like it was holy day, Well, This is a holy day for you to deeply appreciate so let each moment marinate, The carried weight has been lifted, Which lifts your spirit, Like the hand of your father who couldn’t stop drinking when deep thoughts began to creep in, Thinking brought him to the brink, So he drank himself into a sunken state, Sinking under waves until his breathe left his lungs, He left us young, I can’t even remember his hugs, It sucks, But I trust in the palms of god to bring me luck, I know the calm comes before the storm, But he before me in spirit form had become the embodiment of a swirling storm, The very form of rage when he’d storm through each door into the corridor, The hallways walls were savagely damaged and torn, Until he was worn and fell straight to the floor, He’d snore until he woke up the next morning sore while we were left to mourn over our old father who died long before he died and was sent to the morgue, Since that day I learnt a valuable lesson, substances of that kind are venom to the body if you inject or ingest them, The very essence of life is the most powerful drug, Don’t shrug and reply it’s skunk or any other substance, I’m drunk on life and it’s a blessing, The mind is a curious engine of the divine, That’s yearns you seek deep inside the very entrance of the shrine of life, And so we enter, Leaving with a plethora of light illuminating through our eyes, The power of the mind is unlike any kind, But don’t undermine the source of all that drives us in the right direction, The mind directs you, But your heart unearths your true meaning on this earth, Your being is meant to be a happy being, Being happy with no little reason, So long you chase your goals and reach em, What an achievement that would be, Be content that the contents inside your body have you breathing in the oxygen we can’t see but we feel it when the breeze is sweeping, When god is weeping, His tears are feeding the plants and mass for us to eat it, You see sadness has its place for growth, Don’t set aside its meaning, Because it’s deeper than you realise, Beneath the surface is layers that pine to be pealed back, Revealing it’s tree sap, It’s treason to cut it open, But I need it’s material in order to materialise my words with layers until the words hold more meaning, The concept is what gives it life for it to simply breath and speak for itself, My poetry preaches itself, I’m deeply grateful to be a creature with a sense of smell, A sense of hearing and a sense of sight, A sense of touch to be felt compels humans to communicate even if they feel down, Feeling down comes around every now and then, But remember we as members of this planet, Have atlas to thank for holding it in balance, without his brutish strength and talent, The earth would vanish, Like fabric cotton tossed into fiery chasm, Life is madness but life is your canvas, For you to express your actions, But without all these elements elegantly woven tremendously, We’d be without the essence and potency, These components and constituents brings sustenance to these continents, Full of oxygen in abundance for us to breathe, So breathe in, Hold it, Your lungs will begin to squeeze in, But it shows how much we need it, Life is simple, But we complicate it, With this conscious state we contemplate the reason why we often contemplate, We share the same boat, We correlate, We sail through these choppy waves that often change, From highs to lows, Which can drive us closer to the edge, And off we go, Falling into depths unknown but that’s where all truth be told, All truth unfolds, A secret scroll presents it’s light in the darkest hole, Waiting for you to hold it up, And preach what’s written in old, It’s yearning to be told, The age old question reads, How do we proceed with an injury so deep, It can’t be mended? The answer is you accept it, Eternal etchings have come to be known as scars That represent we’ve persevered when you loose grip of the steering and veer into an atmosphere unlike any here, But this is where the peer is pushed to the limit of his fears, He hears his own heart beat ring in his ears, Then comes to the revelation life is his to pioneer, We were first born beyond the force of this stratosphere in the form of a star, Before it was ripped apart at its core and stripped for parts, As they scattered amongst the darkness, Spreading its stardust, That very star guts is what makes us, us, We are not just a cog, Be cognisant of the scientific fact consciousness is the universe as such
:24 Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone, Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone, Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone, 1:00 Here I go again, here I go again, Can’t get out my head can’t get out my head , could go on without you maybe I’d rather be dead, We were planning in the future us until the end That’s not what I said thats not what I said This is what I meant tell the truth no bend, Do you really love me or this all just for pretend? Just one text to end it all and I’m about to send, Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone, Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone, Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone, Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone, 1:3 Chest is getting tight, I’m losing my sight, Teardrops fill my eyes Tears drip I don’t wipe, Try to steer away from darkness look into the light I’ve been feeling way to low so Ive been getting high, Tell me that it isn’t healthy I’ve already tried, It’s no use I don’t put up I will not win the fight, Let her be off on her own but I’m just not that type, Told me that I shouldn’t worry something isn’t right,
Endless pain End this pain They don't know my name I'm never gonna change Said I should rearrange But I stayed the same I got an elite brain High class pain Look at me thriving I'm not even stopping I swear that I'm poppin I'm never dropping I stay at the top and then Uh uh Making me crazy I cried like a baby My life is amazing But I got bad behavior I break 'em then shake 'em I make 'em cry Got tears in their eyes They scared for lives Wow wow I Don't know what I'm doing Don't know where I'm going My flow keeps flowing Fall keeps falling My ball keeps balling My call keeps calling Ice on my wrist I'll never change this My life ain't complete Without the kiss Of my mom and my dad on my forehead Before bed
0:18 Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu Nhất là khi cô đơn thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu Bài tập chẳng bao giờ làm nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được *** ba câu Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận và đó là cách để đâm ba đau Uhh Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ Con ghét những đêm 1 mình khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe Con ghét vì ba có thể đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân Con luôn xem mình vô dụng và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần Thật khó để thấy tổng thể khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu quyết đã đi là không dừng lại Nên bỏ tất cả đằng sau cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại 3 năm trôi và cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động Con ước gì ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau Và ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác Con thì quên đi mất ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường Suy cho cùng cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng
ive been out my mind i kinda need to focus i swear realitys just seeming hopeless how i have got a home but feel homeless, no one notice failure to action a lack of motives shits endless validations a temptress dont lose your pounds and your pences waste time sitting on fences cos that fence will break i put a pen to papes look at life centre face and embrace. do more. be more. do better. be better.
How do the days go bye so fast,it’s just like yesterday we had such a blast. The days go by and no word or text,and i just say I’ll believe every word you said. So make me want to go further than the stars. you tell me it will be alright and I’ll believe every word u say. Every word you SAY. EVERY word YOU say. Every word every word every word. every word you say.
Well, just listening to this beat made me want to rap and how i realize how hard things are in life, and how easy we have it compared to others, the people that fight, the people that struggle i want this beat to go out to everyone.. love everyone you can, send love and hold hearts with care, want everyone to know there’s always someone there, there’s always someone watching, and for that, you have to be your best, focus on the things that matter, listen to your hearts and do the right things. I hope everyone has a great day/night. ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥💯
0:22 I remember when we used to Sneak glances from a distance But I was hoping what I felt Was nothing more than symptoms Cause I'm not one for this emotion Usually dealt with swiftness Yeah I'm afraid the height my heart Was climbing was uplifting It seems I'm actually smiling now The convos tempting It flowed like tips of tallest trees In wind It's never ending My jaw would hurt from all the smirking Happiness was plenty I always knew that the next day your smile and Joy would get me 0:46 But I always been the pessimist So baby don't resent me So please I hope that what we built One day you won't forget me When we approach the crossroads Of what's our final paths, it's nigh But truth be told I only hope Our roads remain together,tied I always been the type to shove away The items that could hurt me In this case What could hurt me also means The earth to me I'm vulnerable to you and only you So don't discourage me I love you please don't make me hate That word again 1:12 I grow weary Yeah this journey scary But fuck it I won't ever give up Just like Tom and Jerry The weight of all your burdens Weigh upon my back it's heavy My shoulders are available Just weep until you're empty And girl we could fight over and over again I know we all tryna Just show what we meant The world it grows colder The louder we get So could you come closer Find peace,and amend 1:37 I know the times we're in is kinda twisted But will you stick with me I feel how all my darkness shifted You found my heart when it was Lost at sea And on your shores it drifted And yeah I laugh sometimes But with you it's hella different
now your gone i feel a bit under the weather. you promised me that we would be together forever. i’m all alone now and damn my heart feels severed. i miss you more and my emotions are tethered. i’m sat on my own and not a day goes by. i’m a little bit anxious and i’m feeling kinda shy. it’s a struggle for me but i promise myself ima try. but i can’t stop the tears as they roll down my face and dry. people come people go, but i didn’t wanna let you go. there’s several things that i wanted you to know. i had visions of a ring i suppose. you can’t leave me here on my own. in the mirror i looked like a wobbly mess. all this anger in my body that i seem to possess. all this weight on my shoulders i feel kinda pressed. every day i just wanna be here less.
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This road feel so endless an I don’t know where to start Maybe I should start by tryna heal my heart But it’s kinda hard to heal something that’s been broken from the start As soon as he left that’s when my life took a pause And it’s said to say that most the good memories are gone That’s something we have to live with every given day, and we can’t lean on him to take our pain away Growing up we always had a different childhood never had a father figure to look up to And now I’m sitting here in my room making this little rap all about him. He may be gonna but not to me his sprit still lives on R.I.P. Others may have never thought about what he left behind, but that’s something that often stays on my mind. Other times I have Suicidal monsters come creepin in my head, that’s something I’ve always tried to hide, I ain’t gonna lie, but at the end of the day the monsters pick you and you have no say. An before you think that he left us on purpose. Think again he would never freely walk out of our lives, just like that, so quickly so easily. That heart-attack just took him by surprise And many of us couldn’t believe our eyes. I never thought that, that one goodbye would be our last goodbye.... I mean what’s a daughter and son without their father At this point you could’ve guessed we shed many tears But it doesn’t stop there that pain that we felt will follow us for years.... This definitely needs some work but I’m proud of myself it’s the first time I’ve worked like this
every night the light fades my happiness goes with it, when your heart broke and you start you can’t stitch it. theres something missing in me the space that i can’t fill in, theres gotta be an answer out there but what is it, I’m second guessing everything I fill inside with in, I’m insecure, I’m sad I’m not comfortable in my skin. i never chose to be me or live in this life I’m in. some say better days are ahead but I’m not convinced, i lost everything i had theres theres nothing to obtain, I’m followed by great clouds this stuff I’m drained. drowning in the motions I’m dressed in December rain. ill find a way to numb the pain, novocaine, pathetic poetic, I’m irrelevant to most. all i need is anithstetics and ill be ok to go. give me everything you got, i don’t care if i overdose coz ill be a lost cause until I’m decomposed.
That’s rly good! If u wrote those (I’m starting to think it was a professional 😂) lyrics u should write lyrics to Viola by Eevee and comment the lyrics cuz I wanna see what u write...if not that’s fine 😗
You were the one lyrics when I sleep All I do, is think bout you Every time I hear your voice It drives me crazy, I thought you were the one. What did I do so wrong? For ya to leave me all alone all you did, did was fuck with my heart. I gave, you my all Now I’m just, gonna fucking fall But I thought but you were the one I thought you were the one Maybe im a little bit crazy maybe I'm a little psyco When I looked into your eyes I fell deeply in love, Now my love for you is fading I think I’m happier now but why do I feel so down You just fucked me up it was crazy That I thought you were the one When I sleep All I do is think about you Drives me crazy I don't know where to go I don't know what to say All I needed was you in the end Yea I thought I was happier now but all I do Is fucking fall when I stand up I don't know where to go now why did you have to leave me I thought you were the one guess I'm wrong now Why Now I'm gonna fuckin fall Fuckin fall Thought I was happier Never better By kingfail & vivan
Always & forever in my heart I love you grandma. When I was 10 years old The worst thing was getting picked on Grandma was getting sick. So the Christmas gifts had to be gone. The cool kids got the new phone. And I was getting picked on For sitting alone. Little did they know that I was Going through a lot. The merry Christmas was More like where was Christ at ? But My mother taught me to keep My faith up. Winters would get cold, My grandma would tuck me in The bed with layers of covers She taught me the best prayers That I never heard from others. I could see her everyday struggle. I'm sorry for the times I treated you Wrong... Grandma How could you be so strong? Thank you for correcting me Every time I was wrong ! Thank you for teaching me about This evil world and for showing me How to treat a girl. I'm sorry for going out to play And leaving you alone, There's not a single day That I'm not writing about you on My phone. ------------ Every afternoon, I would see you Alone in your room. And I remember one day I told you. "Grandma I'm sorry your always lonely, I promise when I'm older and get a car I will take you everywhere" it Hurts me till this day , You left me early and I wish you would of stayed. You were suffering day by day I remember our last talked Through the phone. When you were in Mexico, You left me in the room all alone. Every night I would shed a tear, What would I do with out you In the next year ? My worst fear came true And one morning my dad Came in the room. To give me the worst news... I was just eleven, grandma now I'm happy that you are in heaven . Back then I didn't understand. I didn't want to accept that I lost my best friend.
Mi'Leigh Obloy 100% true story! I actually write a lot but keep most to my self . Hopefully tho one day I can write for an artist , I like to write about things people can relate , basically to let people know they are not alone . Thanks for reading .
Remember I was a kid n everything was simple/ Remember the days my worries fit in a thimble/ Remember when life didn’t just feel like a sinkhole/ Remember the times my momma didn’t think I’m deceitful/ But shit changes, and it ain’t never over/ My vision be jaded lately buh now I be seein sober/ These days I see the truth but now the lies are getting colder/ Is it true that god gives the hard battles to tougher soldiers/
Yeah, check it, All day, every day, it’s all the same, Nothing left in this world but it’s okay, WELL, let me tell y’all a story, Hundred thousand different things this girl told me, She promised she was in love, I guess I was tricked, since day one. Here I come, walking through the door, I see a note on the floor, It reads “Goodbye” here, You weren’t enough for me dear, I ran, all around the house, It’s true, you were really gone. Now I’m sitting here, all alone, and you are off on your own, Babygirl, come back to me, You were the light in my dream, Everything else, just darkness, You left me to suffer through my pain.
Yo i need you to write a whole song for this beat because i might use it of im making a song with this beat You will be credited and i will @ you in the song
I know the struggle.. but you have to put you and your well being first or else you will lose whatever energy left and it will not feel great.. best of luck kind heart 💪✌
I know how you feel, I am just like you. it is the most caring people that have no one who cares for them. its sad, i hope we will learn one day how to balance making people happy and making ourselves happy too.
I agree but you know I'm trying to hang in their so just keep trying in the end it will be ok one day they will thank me one day they pay my kindness back I used to tell myself well it's been a few years and im still in the same pain
@@journeyofatroubled9199 yeah this is very true I've helped others so much I've lost all energy for myself I now sit alone at night thinking of all my sins but also all the people I've made happy
I feel this emptiness and sadness as I think of him right now but this time there’s no tears. I feel like I want to cry but they just won’t come out. I think my heart has had enough…
Twinkle, twinkle, little star How I wonder what you are Up above the world so high Like a diamond in the sky Twinkle, twinkle, little star How I wonder what you are When the blazing sun is gone When his nothing Shine upon
come across enemies multiple times But it’s only thoughts against me at times we collide Shit start to get heavy But the longer I’m put down like a cigarettes Stomped and forgotten it tells me I should rise from the dead This man grow aspiration From Ash to human To believer Soon enough an achiever
Ever since you move on Found someone else You left me on the shelf My heart hasn’t been beating the same Guess I’m to blame Thought you could fill my void Guess I’m just a fool Leaving you Because of insecurities If Thing were different You would still be here Guess you are But in my heart Yeah you see Stalking you on Instagram Saw you and her Steady smiling Sucks she sings While I rap Gotta keep my chin up Gotta wish you luck
Looking for a brighter day I'm just sitting in this pain Baby please take it all away I feel like ima slave I'm in the back digging my grave I understand these lies About these other guys When I look in those eyes I try to understand why No matter what I'm by your side Always held it down and support I was there when you was in the court How do I stand tall when I'm so short I'm feeling myself drift away I think about you all night and every day
Now I am 23, I remember when it use to be you and me, memories keep on killing me ruin me, so I say fine goodbye I'm doin me, a father I hope soon to be, you and me is what I hope to see......
I’m tired of being to my family the “other kid” the one whose not the smartest with my true emotions hid I’m tired of being to my friends the outcast not invited anywhere stuck inside behind the glass I’m tired of acting in a fake personality pretending to be someone who I’m not meant to be I’m tired of living life so stressed out not having fun full of sadness and doubt now I’m in pain Mentally physically all this shit in my brain making me feel insane So tired so drained Dark thoughts about hurting myself not giving two shits about my mental health now this other shit that nobody else knows another fucking thing that the devil throws life ain’t ever gonna be the same anymore I lay in bed thinking if I could just go back to before
I get it. Not your situation, but your feeling. It’s something that isn’t right and most sweep under the rug. Tis indeed a shitty feeling. I would say to get help but even then, you can be guided but you ultimately make the decision to change. I understand most days you wanna go back in time, but keeping yourself there only stunts whatever growth you could harvest and channel that pain into. I feel like I’ve lived a hundred lifetimes of pain in twenty years of existence, but I go on, ya know? I’ll be honest, life is shitty. And most don’t know wtf their purpose is nor do most of the opposite chase it. I think purpose isn’t a dream job, or a person. It’s making the most of what you have and finding things that keep you going. Bursts of motivation, lessons, and the awareness to look deep inside and be honest with who resides there. Yea, you can give up, you can chain your potential down your whole life and project what you could’ve changed right now. You could lose yourself further and become a shell of who you could be. As dark as that is, I think it’s important to realize that you aren’t as bad as you think, and that there is always a reason as to why it seems that it’s the opposite. Evaluate everyone in your life that you feel doesn’t treat you like you’d wanna be treated. Maybe it’s not that they don’t love you, but rather they aren’t fully sure how to because they have a hard time loving themselves. Bottom line, You gotta be you. Yes, you can self loathe, self pity even. But eventually, are you gonna get up and climb back up? Are you gonna push through every slip and fall life gives you? Or are you gonna stay put in the dumps? Only you decide that one. You got this, and I know you do. I know there will always be others around you that think that as well, but may not express it. Doesn’t mean they don’t think it. Change the lens of which you see life in, and maybe then will things start to grow and be more vibrant. Takes time, but if it’s worth it, doesn’t matter. I hope you’re okay and can perceive this food for thought as thought provoking, not condescending. There is Beauty in the struggle
This beat with my eyes closed makes me fly higher than an overdose…it keeps my angels so close…A sense of security one could get only from above…The feeling lightens my soul…I decide to be the master of my own show…I don’t complain…I don’t explain…Learning to acknowledge my mistakes and take on all the blames…It seems easy for me to live but so hard to stay alive so all night i pray…broken hearted for years but still alive today… It’s all by his grace…Him who knows all…Creates all…mysteriously unknown to us all… In this world dominated by evil and lust our minds gotta be protected at all cost it’s a must…Here there’s no one to trust exept if you are lucky enough…It’s all dark infront of us…asking ourselves if a time will ever come where we’ll have access to true freedom of speech , a Choice or even our own toys… They tell us here we are safe but they planning to go live in space…All sort of experts but can’t predict an earthquake what a heart break…They use $Trillions and travel to Mars far awar in the stars…the population starves…escalated prices of fuel and gaz…but all the do is increasing the tax…Then what is their task? why are they so free from any attack?…Master of my own show(Life) i create a way and break the chains… Since my mindset changed from doubts and fear to absolute faith in myself and the Most high i’ve never been thesame again… We all have the power within to break down those chains ⛓ but are we really willing to change?…They already transformed us all into free slaves pursuing treasures and fame…People dying at young age…our women abused in various ways…Our kids led astray… What a disgrace…Nevertheless, Real warriors like you and i still have a reason to keep going because we already felt pain so much pain and we woke up again even stronger on our respective lanes… Exploring ourselves from inside will give us the answers and the way…Then we gotta act on our thoughts with confidence …away from fears…no more tears…With this beat in my ears i feel like i’m getting near… you too can get there…Those things stopping you are all in your head🧎🏻🎧
this reminds me of the last time i lasted with my dog blaze he was kind hearted soul was never,until came the day that i lasted with him i miss he was good fly high little guy.hand stand band never forget to be there so thanks this may not be good but yea i wish i could just say bye big guy
I dreamed about you last night, I wish i never woke up. I'm suprised how my heart is so strong to handle all this pain. From the moment we first met, you have never once left my mind. I watched you as you left but i can never seem to let you go. Tried of checking my phone and not seeing your name. I hope you one day realize how much i loved you. I miss talking to the old you. But now we are just strangers with some memories. Still young, still dumb, still learning about every little mistake i did. It's hard moving on from someone you loved the most. I know loving you was painful. But if i could do it again i would. I know i lied to you, but that was because i didn't want you to know how much i was hurt. I just can't get you out of my head. But I'm just hoping that you're looking for me in the sky too. It went from long texts and phone calls, to no texts and missed calls. But now today, missing the same person everyday hurts. After all we had, we act like we never met. Passed many eyes, but got lost in yours. But everytime i see your smile i fall in love all over again. Everything is nothing without you by my side. You gave me the best memories until you became a memory. I just want you to know i love you and always will. It feels like i fall more in love with you everyday, even though you don't feel the same for me anymore. I missed how we used to be together. If i had one wish, you'd stay forever.
There's this girl who I've liked for so long and we are best friends and she started dating my best friend and I left them both now they have broke up and we are best friends again but now she has a new boyfriend and has left me 😭
Feeling powerless is like your head’s at gunpoint But your head has the gun Peel down our lessons to remind ourselves what’s the point If living ain’t really as fun But I’m reeling and spun Backs to the wall But not against one I climb it like spider-man and call to the web That’s how the internet spun Explains why my balance is done I’m confused and dizzy with all the opinions in one Platform oh fuck it I’m blasting off to the sun Guess that’s why I need so much space To absorb my writings in like a blackhole All that’s left of my soul and mind till there’s no more trace Fuck should I do with the life I have I wish I had many lives like polygamy I’ll take a hold of my life like someone grabs so many wives oh man Stick to one oh screw it I can live a single lifetime with many lives without ruin Who would go to suing assuming you know me and how I string words like I’m sewing When all you doing is reading a fluent, alien, blue and an entity that’s slightly congruent So I’m assuming you’re reading me You’re reading a messed up human I can’t be a true one if I fake my feelings out I can’t tell anyone that I’m feeling south They tell me that I should re-route But I’m feeling lost and pain is paying to Stamp me out Like em boss I feel like I lost my choice To follow my fucking voice Now all I do is scream and shout Pave an island of violence A volcano with a hot gurgling mouth Without music is the silence That tells what darkness is all about An obsessed mind thinking about thinking It’s sinking on itself like Atlantis This rant is like water on a towel It’ll be forgotten it won’t matter so fuck am I scared for I don’t care anymore and/or What I mean is fuck staying in my mind But I won’t need lead just use lead to murder these demons out behind It won’t be useless I’ll just use less of what they telling me But it’s nothing new so I have no use for them set them free
Music to my ear you my melody Late nights feeling sick you my remedy I remember every moment, every memory Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all the chemistry, yeah Whatever happened to together 'til we 70 We moved apart girl now we living separately I remember you, can't you remember me Loving you my specialty, you my secret recipe You helped me find my self, a part of my identity My love, my oxygen to me you a necessity I hope this reaches you if not its my serenity Bars on my mind like I'm convicted for a felony And ah, that was a hard time Its been a while since we talked its been a long time I been on my phone, checking if you online Stalking up your page, wonder if you're on mine Been a couple years, thought that I'd be over you Still hold the tears, when I think of holding you You left and disappeared, I can't get a hold of you I can't believe you did me wrong, was someone else controlling you? 'Cause after all the times, everything we been through Every time you lie, I'd always defend you And when I saw you cry, I'd just hold you gentle For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple So tell me did you love me? Or did you pretend to? Every time you touched me, was it even special? Was I a priority? Or squeezed into schedule Baby you an angel same time you the devil After all the times, everything we been through Every time you lie, I'd always defend you When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah Music to my ear you my melody Late nights feeling sick you my remedy I remember every moment, every memory Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain And it's running through my veins And I feel I can't escape And even when I try to overcome all of the hate It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate And my heart begins to Shake And my heart begins to frail No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail Before I even started, I already knew failed And in case you couldn't tell My life is on a Sail And it just stared sinking Do I revert to drinking Or do I revert to prayer Cuz even though I pray my life's still in despair Man this life really ain't fair But you don't really care Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous I just keep feeling more empty at heart My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart Yea, Do you know that feeling? When you know you need some healing But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin And you know you can't escape it And you know you can't erase it So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it You know you can't erase all of the things you've said And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head And you laying in yo bed Create a list of your regrets Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met And you feel like life is set Yea, you can't get past the struggle So you lock up In this bubble Don't got nobody to cuddle Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line When she don't even know if she's just wasting time After all the times, everything we been through Every time you lie, I'd always defend you When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah Music to my ear you my melody Late nights feeling sick you my remedy I remember every moment, every memory Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah
Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn, nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu, Nhất là khi cô đơn, thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều, Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu, Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu, Baì tập chẳng bao giờ làm, nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết, Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết, Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được dăm ba câu, Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận, và đó là cách để đâm ba đau, Uhh, Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ, không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ, Con ghét những đêm 1 mình, khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe, Con ghét vì ba có thể, đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu, Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc, bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau, Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân, Con luôn xem mình vô dụng, và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận, Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần, Thật khó để thấy tổng thể, khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần, Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai, Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài, Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu, quyết đã đi là không dừng lại, Nên, bỏ tất cả đằng sau, cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại, 3 năm trôi, và, Cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công, Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động, Con ước gì, ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu, Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con, và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau, Và, ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu, Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau, Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy, con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc, Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác, Con thì quên đi mất, ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương, Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường, Suy cho cùng, cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung, Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai, mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng, Và, Hôm đó sau khi mà con về nhà, Con đến và hỏi thăm ba, Ba nói ba vui khi ba đã thấy con có tất cả, Dù là, ba sẽ phải nhìn và ủng hộ con từ nơi rất xa, Cổ họng nghẹn không nói nên lời, Đó là tất cả động lực con cần để có thể sống trên đời, 27 năm sống, cuối cùng con cũng lớn thật rồi, Con chỉ muốn 1 lần được nói với ba là con xin lỗi.
I can’t do shit right you always on my mind This hurts me worse me worse than it hurts you You free to do the shit you want to do but I’m always stuck here, stuck in a loop Only thing I can do is to let go and try to pull through Know that all you’ll do is say I love you Then you’ll end up in bed with another dude I’ll see you on his brain This can’t do I just want lay down cry But you always on my mind 24/7 365
They say don't cry because it's over 😭 Smile because it happened 😁 But that's just a fool's fallacy And it's honestly sad to see 😢 Because I thought we were meant to be I guess we weren't meant to be I floated like a butterfly 🦋 You stung like a bee 🐝 I called you my lover But you were more like Muhammad Ali You knocked my heart out of my chest 💔 Left me alone to clean the mess 🧹 I thought I had the answers So why did I fail your stupid test? My father used to tell me, it mattered if you cried Yet I look into your eyes and they're dry And I'm trying convince myself it'll be fine But my eyes won't stop dripping My lips won't stop sipping, that henny A poison I stopped at age twenty Because I know who you're kissing 💋 Yet you're the one I'm missing But why? Because The last time I loved you, 💔 I almost died 💀
IJust wanna be me But everytime. I Try I couldn't be Anxiety on my soul I couldn't breathe Just wanna make some green Just need a empty space to scream My words. All the friends I had Close-in the doors. Fire mind the overload Abo auta kura tho afai socch Hijo sama tiyo
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Honestly we all know we searched this because she hurt us but dont worry the boys got you and dont give up the 7+billion people in the world there's always one person that thinks ur perfect
Keep ya head up bro
Well hey i might now be a guy and i might not get the things yal go through but i will allways have your back to my guy and she mght of hurt you but just keep on moving it will get better and if you want or need to talk im here for you
I’m lesbian so I can relate 😖🤚
Thanks fam
i instantely started cryin when i saw this
thank you this means more to me than u know
Suicide, been on my mind at the age of 10. Never had a family, too afraid to make some friends. Used to cry myself to sleep, contained in my room. Wishing I would've died in the womb. At the age of 15 I was hurting myself. Without a care in the world or the consequences of my health. The thought of suicide brought fear and chills down my spine. Regardless, I was hoping that I would do it this time. Isolation is my best friend, loneliness got a hold of me. Stayed in the shadows, the darkness was a second home to me. My father never understood my pain, because I needed someone to blame. 18 I was drinking and drowning my sorrows. Never gave a fuck about what happens tomorrow. Five years of alcohol abuse, and I felt the pain even more. But by then I was numb to the feeling, another day to be mourned. I guess I blamed my mother for leaving when I was three. I also blame my father for working more than being with me. The toys and video games just wasn't enough. That's just what happens when your numb to the love. Now I'm 29, and I still contemplate suicide. Depression stuck by close to my side.
could i use these lyrics in a song
@@lennoxholness1121 Be my guest.
Don’t think about bro that’s the past u needa look at the future trust me it gets better keep your head up😌sending you all my prayers
@@slizzythomas1041 I am fighting depression. They call it manic and bipolar depression. It is difficult at times to be able to not think about it. But my past haunts me, I have PTSD, and that is something that I can't forget. I feel pain, but I'm numb, if that makes sense. I thank you, for caring, appreciate it
Hope you’re doing well bro. Please reach out to me if you ever need to talk about anything. Please don’t do anything stupid. It’s never worth it. There’s always love for you bro ❤️
[Verse 1]
Lost in my thoughts, trapped in my mind
Feeling so alone, it's hard to unwind
Longing for love, searching for a sign
Hoping that one day, you'll come into my life
Every night I pray, for someone to hold
Someone to love, as we grow old
But the darkness lingers, it's hard to fight
Tried to run away, but it's always in sight
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains
[Verse 2]
Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to years
Still I'm all alone, drowning in my fears
Tried to fill the void, with drugs and cheap thrills
But nothing could replace, the love that I still
Every morning I wake, to the same old grind
Searching for a way, to leave it all behind
But the loneliness stays, it's hard to ignore
Wishing for love, to knock on my door
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains
[Bridge]
But then I saw you, and everything changed
You brought me light, in my darkest of days
You gave me hope, and a reason to live
And now I know, that love can truly forgive
No longer alone, with you by my side
Together we'll face, whatever life may provide
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains.
That's dope man!
cornball
Great work man.
chatgpt type rap
Bruh Ky me ese hindi me bana kr gaa skta hu.
I cry so much especially when I get high and listen to emotional music. It helps me relive a lot of stress. Losing your mom, losing a best friend that you considered more as a brother. All around the same time kills you. Been alone since he passed away. Everyone that I thought was a friend after that all left.
@@cristianthe1210 sorry that reading is apparently to much for you to handle. Do you have anything else to say to keep you looking like a dumbass? If so then feel free to reply.
Hello I’ve just lost my brother and I’m really grieving about and just to hear this track makes me think a lot I’ve spent with him with the story’s I can say THANK YOU 🙏🏼.
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Looking at the snow flakes out of my window while listening to this...
It fits great during winter! ❄❄❄
The saddest beat is the sound of a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore
damn even i looking back at this is crying.. damn deep
btw thanks for all the support, never gotten this much likes
@Wanted Bear for real though
Truee
Deep
I literally just saw this comment on another video lol
@@utuben1155 lol yes he’s being nice
man this is so real like when u think u have friends u dont, they just kick u to the ground and laugh like this v ideo helped me so much through the years great job man !!! keep uploading ur my hero
"hey dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened." - Dr. Seuss
Because your comment I'm going to live another day
@@kamrondurham4266 your welcome
Wait you were gonna suicide me too
I wanted to kill myself because my mom always made me do work
@@Victoria-wk9sx no
This beat just hits different FR
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“Some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”
Of all the useless shit that gets millions of like this guys amazing fucking comment gets only 8 …. Fuck that I’ll like your shit bro and make
Mine alone worth 3 million 💯 you absolutely deserve it brotha here here 👌🏽👌🏽
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I have no story
EXT GamingYt You're 100% right about this one...
I guess there are 2 reasons why people truly leave...The first one is when they don't have anything more to teach you, therefore their job is done...
And the second...well...
Maybe they just never wanted to stay in the first place...
I hope you won't find my comment too offensive or inappropriate...If so I'm sorry in advance...
This been my favorite since 2020 when I first listened to it man, it brings back memories of me and friends freestyling while having no care in the world
Can feel you bro for sure thing......
It's nice to rap on will as u watch the video and remember something's in your life the words just come out and u feel like crying 💔😭
This really hits me emotionally it makes you think about life. Very emotional. Well done
I agree
Hey uh...
You said this beat makes you think about life but in what way? 🤔
Btw...I wonder what the name "endless" could suggest?
0:23
Too much heartbreak makes you change
leave me alone I'm sad today
When I wear off no more pain
We don't have to go that way
Too much heartbreak makes you change
Leave me alone im sad today
Time is changing change is made
Sorry I can't be that way
(0:23)
Life is just a road that we all travel on.
I don't really need a partner but if you would tag along
You would leave me spinning like i was on a gravitron
Take my breath away like I had run a marathon
knees are getting weaker and I feel like I'm a kid again
Not trying to be a bother but I really need a friend again
Scared to be my father so I shy away from his mistakes
now I'm just afraid when I think about the older days
swear I'm trying to motivate, and stay above it all
But waiting patiently I struggle just to move at all
Sometimes I think that way and end up in a mood it seems
All I need's a savior and I only think of you it seems
This is just a movie scene, the one that's in the rain
My tears are falling while I'm sitting on the window pane
Mundo ko'y nagiba
Simula nung ikay lumisan
Nung ikay kapiling na ng iba
Huminto ang takbo ng orasan
Mga masasayang alaala
Kay sarap balikan
Ngayon wala kana
Paano ba ulit sisimulan
Jesus loves u
@@mattsbasement Jesus loves u ❤
@@mansbshsbabshhd7913 yes I know, thank you
I just started crying when i heard this. The music video really made me break down because that's what I'm going through rn. Damn I've never cried more in my life. I just really miss my mom we used to be so close and I don't know what happened. I was freestyling abt my situation and started to break down I really think yall should do the same if your in pain.
Amazing beat, melody, rhythm, everything was put together so well
The one thing that has been with me 24hrs everyday is the shadows and the depression, one day I hope that I'll lead another life and leave this one for good
I used to want to kill myself, leave this soul behind, I used to think it’d be better if I was gone. But, you don’t have to feel that way, you challenge yourself everyday, you flip the script and kill your old self... kill your ego, kill off all the distractions and don’t allow yourself to sit in satisfaction for too long or you will be gone forever. Don’t regret now, change is challenge. Growth is pain, and hate is love. Lead yourself so you can bring others with you. Be the leader, always always always. If you don’t live accordingly to your life then you don’t get to come back. If you don’t live accordingly then you come back to a world you can’t agree with again. Believe in your self, you are the key.. you alone have the key to success, however that means to you. I will save the world.. and I want you to do the same
Remember my name, it’s John Mills. I swear on everything that you will know me in the near future. Remember my name. I can’t emphasize this enough that I will save everyone no matter the suffering I must bear. Believe in me because I believe in you. I am John Mills
@@repitore9041 For some reason I seemed to control my sadness I just can't control my anger
@@swipernoswiping574 I can't control neither, I try so hard to make the fake smile real but if only people knew how I was feeling.
@@repitore9041 I wish I could, hopefully in my next life Ill remember your name
I listened to this since it came out and i still am, it's so beautiful 😪💔
we love you bro, don't forget that. we're all always here for u fam, just stay strong bro🧡
This just popped up on my recommended and ion regret clicking it good job wit the beats keep up the good work i just did a whole freestyle right now from luv to a heart break
Literally did a freestyle with this beat and now that I hear how much pain that came out of it it actually helped me thx
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Hey you, yeah you. Everything going to be okay. Just stay positive throughout the bad. God loves you.
Thank you, god loves you too! :")
I wish I would be ok
@@juuz1981 you're not depressed stop being so dramatic lol
thanks man, i needed to hear that & god loves you 2 🙏🏻💯
@@juuz1981 you'll be ayt bro.🖤
Endless.. those sad instrumental beat touch so much inside because life is suffering
Who else just stsrted freestyleing and it went really far abd deep in the soul
Me
Who else just said this dude cant spell
Yea
@@Vell_Low23 😂😂😂
@@johnzwm1189 im fr like wht dude sayin?
This beat is simply too beautiful... 💜
I hope everyone in this comment section that's going through it makes it through their situation 💜
Ik
A whole different kimd of vibe hit me when i was listening to this
Goodluck to all the other smaller artists out there. Hopefully the music on our channels will blow up one day 🙏♥️
Thanks, best of luck to u bro
Yeah
Can i use your beat? In free?
Okay set 📐
Thank you
Hey mom i dreamt bout you last night
I didnt want it end so i held you tight
I hope you know im tryna do things right
I hope your proud of me
I never wanted it to end but i guess thats how its gotta be
Moma you was best friend you never doubted me
I looked up to and you tried to take care of me
But i swear that dream felt so real
I walked in the room and you were so still
I promised you one day i would do good
And get us out the hood
But now you cant visit me and i wish you could
Idk what to do anymore i feel like i shoud give up
But ik momma thats not the way you raised us
It you get knocked down get the f.... Back up
Dont care about what ofher people think
But thats kinda hard to do with things ive seen
Only if you knew what ive been thru and what ive seen
You would understand and you would be able to see
its not fair for you or me
Just cuz were poor doesnt mean we have to be
Mama you proved that to me
You were a strong women and you'll always be
You told me to stay strong and stay out the streets
I'll still remember the last thing you said to me
Buddy this might be the end
But one day you'll see me again
Just roll the dice son I know that you can win
And look after your brothers
Cuz its gonna be hard on em without their mother
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@@eminembhai987 hey i listened to yoyr beat but this.btings me towards my mom. She died recently and she likde this beat
Ik your feeling bro
wow..
I could feel the pain
Really!
Im sure she’s in heaven and i’m so sorry for your loss
I don’t know what to say bc your going thru very hard times rn
I will pray for you!🙏🏾
I want you to know that there are people that love you okay! And I’m glad to be one of them! Your Mom would be so proud of you and I am too!
Bless you man🙏🏾❤️
@@michaelbarber3343 oof lmao
0:23
¿cuál es el remedio?... para algo que no puedo remediar
Nunca he sido un genio, aunque hubiese una lampara que pudiese frotar
Yo me pondría serio, y mi único deseo sería verte regresar
Y es que yo lo digo en serio, ah, que me dan ganas de llorar
(X2)
Sueño contigo yo pienso en ti
Cuánto tiempo es que voy a estár así
Poco a poco dejó de sentir
Me di cuenta tarde y ya te perdí
Esa noche borracho te quise decir
Mil pensamientos que nunca escribí
En serio quisiera tenerte aquí
En serio quisiera tenerte aquí
Fuiste lo que nunca nunca nunca tuve
Triste que te fuiste si yo nunca pude
Rezo por el dicho "todo lo que baja sube"
Pues hoy ando en un abismo y ayer estaba en las nubes
Vete a la mierda ,¿Escribes un testamento?
this beat has always got me crying everytime I feel down. Thanks🙏❤️
@@cristianthe1210 All the time bro Xd
i know no one is gonna read this because this video is now 2 years old but if someone reads this Thanks i just want to say be Happy with your Parents that you have right know i only saw my MOM after born just for a couple of seconds. i don't know you but i will be with you if you need help
Thank you
wow… 4 years…
I have doubts about every choice I have made. I regret all the actions that have led me to this day. Thoughts take over me. At the moment even home feels like a prison. I don't enjoy anything anymore, and I've let everyone down. I don't even recognize myself anymore, I just pretend that everything is going well in front of the most important one for me. I no longer dare to leave my room because I am afraid that I will only make more mistakes. I have lost my goals in life, and I don't know for whom / what I keep carrying all the pain. I cannot process the past, how am I ever supposed to work on my future. Pretending is wrecking me. I don't even understand my own thoughts anymore, how should I focus on achievements in life. Everyone expects things from me, while I don't even know what's wrong with me.
This is overwhelmingly real for me. Quite possibly the most relatable thing Ive seen in a while... The world is so fucking stupid. I have more than anyone could ask for, but none of that matters when you've lost the ability to feel simple emotion, and when you cant comprehend a single thing except your illusive thoughts that deceive you all damn day.
@@voukaa9850 This is the text I've send to my girlfriend. Maybe this can help you in a way.
Sorry for how I've been behaving lately. I'm starting to experience less and less things, I just lie in bed for days. Some things fly past me because everything feels numb. I no longer have the motivation to do things and I feel like one big disappointment. It's moments like these that I break, and I realize what my life has become at this moment. I really blame myself that our family broke up like this. I notice that mom and dad experience so much pain and effort for us, which makes me see myself as a great burden. Sometimes I wonder if it's better when I'm not around. Because I feel guilty and it hurts to see how shitty life is right now. I've lost so many people, through my own stupid actions, when I couldn't help it. I don't dare to do much anymore, because I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. For years I told myself that it was all okay, while I was completely broken inside. I've been walking around for too long with guilt, and images of things that happened. Every time I see my father being lifted into the ambulance, and my mother walking downstairs in panic not knowing what to do. This image bothers me so much that every thought of it makes me cry a lot. I have the idea that I am a big cause for all the negative in everyone's life. I have so many things I want to say to Mom and Dad, but I don't want them to feel sorry for me. Or that they see me as weak. I don't want me to be the cause of something negative again, they try so hard. That I don't want to put that on her. I don't dare to share my story, as I feel like I'm pretending there are worse things in life. But all the images, thoughts, responsibility, expectations, pain, sadness destroys me inside. I can't last long. And I'm afraid of making things worse by going out the door. I know I'm not alone in this, but that's what I choose. I don't want to be a burden anymore and I don't want to see that I take people with me in my grief. I am so sorry to Mom and Dad, I really love them very much. They have always believed in me and always tried their best. But to see them so unhappy now breaks me. Help is getting closer, but it will take some time. For now I just want to avoid things as much as possible, so as not to make more mistakes. Sorry for everything I've done to everyone. The disappointment I have become as a son, brother, cousin, grandson, boyfriend and friend.
Yo can I make this a song
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@@mckenziestroud4437 yeah of course
I played this for an hour straight just rapping finding lyrical ways to rap
Same it's. Good Ass beat
Imma make a song of it
same, i made a deep sentimental sadsong with this, probably i take 1 month to release cause I'll start posting others music with deep feelings before
Bro I just can’t flow with this beat
@@wife_beater8728 you don’t try say your words fast say them as your going with the beat, and itll start to feel like you can pick up the flow, I used to just rap in my head so my guess is just practice
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
The rich stay rich by spending like the poor and investing without stopping then the poor stay poor by spending like the rich yet not investing like the rich
i love you all
But what about people who want to hear beats and make songs?
Real motivation🔥thanks bro
Next month makes 2 years since my sister and 2 brothers passed - this beat has me in my feelings something fierce right now.
Keep going champ !! Rooting for you ❤️
Day time: “yeah I’m ok *smiling*
Night time: “cries self to sleep silently so nobody has to hear you suffer mentally”
I can relate but it’s alright we get though it eventually it won’t take a life time just find yourself and tell someone it helps anyone need a talk i gotchu add my discord Op12o#5447 much love to all
Don't be sad... Hope this helps... th-cam.com/video/uHjN8NtOqEY/w-d-xo.html&ab_channel=StonedAKhana
Same, I get scared if my parents ever ask me to show them my arms.
fr and it hurts sometimes that u cant tell anyone cause they call you an attentio seeker
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD and the wages of sin is death, but the Gift of GOD is eternal life in CHRIST JESUS our LORD, Who not only gave us life but laid down HIS very own precious Life after living perfectly in the flesh and later rising 3 days after bodily dying for us all so that we may be saved by HIS grace through faith in HIM alone. please stop living in sin and live all to the glory of the LORD GOD Almighty alone, that you become a son/daughter of our Heavenly FATHER and be sealed by HIS HOLY SPIRIT! :)
Great chords and that snare is so nice like it's so clean and nice to listen to I like the slow sad ambient vibe and mix is clean asf
This makes me wanna rap for my Mom that died when I was just 3 years old
(edited) btw it's been 12 years since she died
❤️
Rap all you want man, Your mom would accept anything from you, Rest In Peace, Stay safe Rohan
R.I.P to your mom
Man sorry to hear that bro hope u alright
R.I.P to Mom
Best freestlying beat on everything ❤️🩹
Sat here stuck with my feelings, every night every evening, feel like there's no point in breathing, or even sleeping, cause I'm never ever dreaming I'm fienin for a girl that could turn out as a demon, I'm just tryna shine bright like a beacon. I'm in a battle with depression and I feel like I've been beaten.
Love
Letter to God
It’s 2020 and we’re going through these hard times
I’m trying to change the channel but all I see is bad crimes
Tryna change my mind as I try to change the time.
I wish I could see but im way too blind
I once had a vision that I was on a mission
Now I’m missing. Open ears but I still can’t listen.
It’s getting harder. Yeah my dreams are getting farther.
It’s time to be a man for my mother and my father.
Damn. No more staying in stand still.
I ain’t playing games. I’m just living up for God’s will.
God will you heal me with your righteous right hand.
You said the heart is wicked so ill follow your plan.
It’s time to stay focused. And break through this dam.
No longer deal with depression or anxiety.
Finally I can see. That this has to be. My one shot.
And I’ll keep running until I make it to the top.
I promise God that I won’t stop won’t drop.
I promise God that I won’t let my dreams pop.
I promise God that I’ll fight like you fought.
I promise God that I won’t let my faith rot.
I’ll let you God take control every single day
Every single way. With everything that I face.
We could go like Andale or move at a slower pace.
They say sky is the limit. you’re beyond outer space.
I’m out of space and filled with the Holy Spirit.
As I write these lyrics I just hope you could hear it.
Yeah I’m burning all my bridges cause the sin is getting vicious
I’m praying and praying. Finally done with all these wishes.
I’m aiming and staying in one lane no more switching.
No more comments and likes its people that im fishing.
Can I use this in a song?
@@Jensmilerdh go for it brotha
God bless u man🙂
@@marklikesfood0938 thanks bro!! Take care :)
I can record this and send it to you thru social media if you're down
It’s the ones you never thought would let go
It’s the ones you pushed everything, every friend and family member away for
It’s the ones you never never thought would leave you all alone when you gave EVERYTHING just to see them happy to see you LONELY in the end after every BREATH every BLINK of an eye you took that SWITCHED like a page of a book without notice you would of took bullets for that hurt you in the end.
So take my advice when I say nobody’s perfect & nothing in life will ever be a painted a perfect picture like you see in Hollywood.
Your alone
Your depressed
Your selfless
Your heart broken
But I promise one thing you are is the most strongest person in the whole entire world & nothing will ever change that ever.
God bless you & keep your head up kid.
The voice in my head (my subconscious) I call it God spoke to me through this beat 26 years of pain was lifted off my shoulders
This beat got me in tears,💔😥😪... Miss my MOM SOOOO BAD! She passed Away on the 4th of July 2018. When America celebrates 4th of July I cry
DiX Mouts im sorry man
Am so sorry man
1. I listened to this too loud
2. Neighbours called the police
3. Police came
4. Police arrested neighbours...
F
Cap
Why does this not have more likes?... This is gold
noice
whatta beauty
Can’t believe this has been out for 8months and iv only just found it 🤬🤯😤
0:24
Verse one
On the stage wishing for the better days.when my dreams would come through and take the pain away.its one thing to say that I would be ok but when you laugh in my face and say it's better anyway. Days go by but the nights get longer. So tell me hell I ain't stronger. See my heart skip a beat while my mind just wanders. I try my best to understand the pain that flaunders
Pre chorus: (sing)
People go and they just talk to much they don't ever know that enough is enough. While I'm sitting here hurting and crying the smile on their face says that their delighted.
Chorus: (sing)
I hope I make it far in the Industry. I'll show off my capabilities. I'm standing on a stage with my own two feet. Time to shine and make our worlds meet. One more time with this peaceful pace imma move on now and not hide my face.
Sheeesh
Hey is it cool if I use these lyrics for a song
Is it all right if I can make a song with these lyrics as the first half??
@@CayCishim ya go ahead if u wanna say I wrote it you sn but u don't have too have fun tho!! 😊
@@stitchtastic2591 yuppp ofc go ahead😊
So no one realizes how sad the video is.. I wish I could give him a hug. :(
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“Pain
These thoughts up in my brain
Make me go insane
Falling to ground
But when I need you, you ain’t around
These tears in my eyes
Yeah I was cryin last night
So who the fuck told you I was doin alright?
Yeah these late nights
Feeling empty
You broke me down, you broke me to the core
one day maybe I’ll hear a knock at the door
But this ain’t no joke
Ever since you been gone
I just haven’t been able to cope
Cause the person that healed all your scars can be the same one who stabs you in the heart. “
@@g_fron10 hell Nah make you're own Sheep
Pain
These thoughts up in my brain
Make me go insane
Falling to the ground
But when I need you, you ain't around
These tears in my eyes
Yeah I was crying last night
So who TF told you I was doing alright?
Yeah these late night thoughts
Feeling empty
Yeah you stabbed me in the heart I can barely breathe look up at the clock its exactly 1:03 rn I dont wanna breathe dont wanna live shit we used to be happy and talk about having kids depression got me fuxked up mentally so when I do these drugs ima pop those shits heavily don't wanna live dont wanna breathe next time you hear my name you gonna start thinking of me thinking what we had thinking about me not having a dad an having a hard time growing up in the streets yeah I told you everything I guess that wasn't enough gave you all my love but you still shot me in the heart wake in the morning wishing you were still here get up look beside me and no ones there yeah I dont wanna feel weak all this anxiety and depression getting to me I barely go to sleep wanna be alive with you but you dont wanna be with me thought this was forever thought it was meant to be but none of those words meant shit to you and dont mean shit to me I guess ill just leave let you go do your thing when you weren't for me wise guy told me all girls are the same and damn coming to it now I got it locked up in my brain.
didnt realy like the songk
Keep in mind, I’m not a rapper
Do you remember all the good times that we always had
All the times that I made you smile giggle chuckle and laugh
Those moments have a very special place in my heart
Well they did, until my heart got torn apart
Ever since then, my life’s been in the dumps
Just like an old road filled with holes and bumps
I’m sad all the time but no one seems to care
I miss you a lot. that’s a hard burden to bare
I tried to move on. I tried to look away
But all these thoughts of you are hurting my brain
I see that you are happy, I wish I was the same
Happiness is the hardest thing a sad person can gain
The first heartbreak is like a pain that always stays
The second heart break only lasts for days
The third heartbreak just makes you feel sad
The fourth heart break just makes you feel bad
After all of those, it leads to a confession
I’m sad all the time, I might have depression
Don’t feel bad, you’re not alone
I never feel myself, I’m outta my zone
I wish I could be happy but I will never be the same
All these suicidal thought make me go insane
Nothing makes me happy, nobody gives a shit
Nothings a drag kid, think about it
My love for you is endless, just like the days
Your love for me has ended, it never stays
I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless
My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
My love for you is endless, just like the days
Your love for me has ended, it never stays
I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless
My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
Z
bars bro, bars.
I love it
It I good I feel something when I read it
Что еще желать
1 куплет
Пусть под Солнцем золотым,
Растворится грусть как дым,
Каждый станет пусть веселым, молодым…
Ведь давно пора понять,
Жизнь - игра, начни играть,
И пришли сюда мы точно не страдать.
Припев
А, я, любовь как фею,
В сердце смог поймать.
Я от тебя балдею,
А что еще желать…
2 куплет
Я хочу, чтоб в каждый дом,
Словно в сказке (с узелком),
Постучалось счастье ночью или днем…
Чтоб непросто погостить,
Чтоб оно осталось жить,
Чтобы песни петь и больше не грустить…
Припев
А, я, любовь как фею,
В сердце смог поймать.
Я от тебя балдею,
А что еще желать…
These days can’t get you off my mind, thinking about all the memories that we made all the time. If you get a new nigga he wont be worth a dime. Our love was so perfect that yeah it got me blind. In our love I had faith, but you moved on a new stage. without you in my life baby I cannot think straight. done so many drugs but love was the greatest. Family issues got us apart yeah cuz our morals so different. Got on my knees pray to god like a Christian. To our love yeah the lord yeah he was a witness. Need you back to ease the pain cuz I feel like a victim. Even with no money you made me feel like the richest. So baby call my phone, cuz imma hit you back. only cared about emotions don’t care bout having sex. Momma even noticed that I been dealing stress. Girl I can’t even find reasons to hate you cuz you was the best. You said that if it’s meant to be it’ll be reality, sometimes I wish that our break up was just the saddest dream. I had plans in future for you and me, having 2 kids living in a fantasy. Me making you happy is the only thing that brings a smile on me. But it’s like love can turn into your worst enemy. Not Standing by my side but with society. You made me hit a point at life like the highest key. Like honestly, baby tell me what’s wrong with me. Was I wrong to be? Did you even love me when I gave you all of me. Heartbreaks and drugs the only things that stay strong with me. I guess you proved a point just with your honesty. I think I’m really gonna die a young prodigy. I remember days when you made me happy from upset, now just thinking about you only makes me feel depressed. If I could have a moment with you I’d ask for a second chance. But baby I cannot pretend, and no we can’t be friends, I want us to be better than we can,Even though we ended I just want you with me til the end, I remember cold nights where we would walk back to my bed, kissing your body kissing your neck, holding me close taking me in, gosh I loved you so much I cannot even say, I’m hoping that with you I’ll have another day. I am the truth, I can love forever then we can hop in the coup. And we can, we can do it any day that you want. Just gotta trust in me gotta have a big heart you can rip that shit out you can tear it apart. Even though you might hate me just know my love isn’t far. You can let go of me but can’t let go of my heart, no body can steal that from me cuz I’m missing that part. I hope one day you’ll run back to me with open arms. Telling me you love than goodbye my we done. Been a couple days and I can’t even get fucked, made me promise you that I’ll never ever do drugs. Looking at some couples and just wishing that was us. Proving to everyone that we was in love, but everyone be saying that it was all lust. Like oh my god what the fuck. Mind games really got me stuck. You my strength even when times were rough. You holding my hand imma miss that touch. Baby I just wanna restart and go back to relaxing, baby you was special definitely above average. You looked better than pictures you ain’t no catfish. Studied your emotions like mathematics. All these other bitches full on plastic. Wanna tell you that I love tell you yeah what’s up, blocking me baby ain’t gonna do none. So baby call me soon, cuz you know I need you. I have faith in my heart meaning it’s you. Hoping that god sticks our love back together like it’s glue. There ain’t much to solve so there ain’t no clues, just call me back before I get tired of this boo. I’m thinking your getting tired of me too?
Màažÿ 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Yo you do the most
❤️❤️ this based off a real break up. I loved her but somethings aren’t meant to be and music is a way to express emotions.
May i please use some of these lyrics?
Lil CumStain Ofc
Who else listens to these beats and just gets sad
me :(
I sit here and freestyle about my life to these beats which makes it worse😔
Same
J2 Splashy fr tho
Not me tbh
Verse #1:
Vision foggy you guessed it, yes I’m depressed again,
Feels like no ones wants me, I’m at the lowest I’ve ever been,
I need my mom but she’s always too busy drinkin,
The stress is clingin, I let anxiety sink in,
My heart is bleedin, but that’s how these bitches leave it,
It leaves me overthinkin,
My own soul is grievin for me, it’s pleading for peace,
Can i use some of this for a song?
Hit me up cause I wanna by yo lyrics ig k_ mari08
Trill Gaming aight bet
Can I use part of this?
this makes me cry no joke it really does
memories of you keep coming all the time, cant get you off my mind. you leave me in the rain with all this pain, I miss you mom.
Yea
When I pull up on the scene oh yeah and clean yeah we going to take them to the park and watch the stars I just had a hit but not hard I might be white but I eat for we ain’t far from it yeah we see girls but we don’t get hard when you don’t answer I get high now we’re going to be big someday I have faith yeah yeah when I pull up on the robbery we ate salmon my heart is warm but not far we ate for yeah yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not too far OOOUUU yeah I might be white but I eat for when I pull up to the scene Wayne clean yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not not too far I had a hit but not too hard oh you broke my heart but not far she’s going to take it far but not hard memories of you keep coming all the time I can’t get you off my mind you leave me in the rain with all this pain sorry I couldn’t be there for you I’m sorry I’m sorry yea
This sentiment I’ve writ today may be sentimental,
But my mental pain has influenced these words I paint with this ancient pencil,
I used to jerk in rage,
Thinking I’m worthless which in turn made me feel like these pages are worthless paintings,
But every artist turns away and observes his weaknesses rather than what makes him great in every portrait made,
I guess I’ll blame my perfectionist traits,
But today I really feel deflated,
My bubble has been burst,
Now reality has set to emerge sadly,
But for what it’s worth I’ll try to be happy,
This consistent strategy of writing descriptions has become my prescription when I feel under the weather,
The thunderous thunderbolts are thrashing rapidly,
I’m rapidly deteriorating,
This fantasy I’m laced in has become my tragedy,
It’s a catastrophe like my worthless paintings,
They may be worth less than the value on my life,
But even that has come to terms with feeling worthless as well,
But now,
The sense of purpose is creeping out from the dirt in which it dwelled,
I had it dig it out,
My past dream a past seed that didn’t seem to work out,
Because I lost hope,
It didn’t get to see the light of day begin to peek out,
A true sense of scope was took away,
The most burdensome part is nurturing your dreams to reach the stars afar by feeding it with nutritious nourishments until it can grow apart and function independently as a counterpart,
Just make sure you play your part with heart and put your soul into everything you seem to start to build,
That’s a start,
The stars are still so don’t think they will up and sprint,
The thrill of moving fast won’t last,
The path is meant to be gradual for you to graduate on flying colours like it was holy day,
Well,
This is a holy day for you to deeply appreciate so let each moment marinate,
The carried weight has been lifted,
Which lifts your spirit,
Like the hand of your father who couldn’t stop drinking when deep thoughts began to creep in,
Thinking brought him to the brink,
So he drank himself into a sunken state,
Sinking under waves until his breathe left his lungs,
He left us young,
I can’t even remember his hugs,
It sucks,
But I trust in the palms of god to bring me luck,
I know the calm comes before the storm,
But he before me in spirit form had become the embodiment of a swirling storm,
The very form of rage when he’d storm through each door into the corridor,
The hallways walls were savagely damaged and torn,
Until he was worn and fell straight to the floor,
He’d snore until he woke up the next morning sore while we were left to mourn over our old father who died long before he died and was sent to the morgue,
Since that day I learnt a valuable lesson,
substances of that kind are venom to the body if you inject or ingest them,
The very essence of life is the most powerful drug,
Don’t shrug and reply it’s skunk or any other substance,
I’m drunk on life and it’s a blessing,
The mind is a curious engine of the divine,
That’s yearns you seek deep inside the very entrance of the shrine of life,
And so we enter,
Leaving with a plethora of light illuminating through our eyes,
The power of the mind is unlike any kind,
But don’t undermine the source of all that drives us in the right direction,
The mind directs you,
But your heart unearths your true meaning on this earth,
Your being is meant to be a happy being,
Being happy with no little reason,
So long you chase your goals and reach em,
What an achievement that would be,
Be content that the contents inside your body have you breathing in the oxygen we can’t see but we feel it when the breeze is sweeping,
When god is weeping,
His tears are feeding the plants and mass for us to eat it,
You see sadness has its place for growth,
Don’t set aside its meaning,
Because it’s deeper than you realise,
Beneath the surface is layers that pine to be pealed back,
Revealing it’s tree sap,
It’s treason to cut it open,
But I need it’s material in order to materialise my words with layers until the words hold more meaning,
The concept is what gives it life for it to simply breath and speak for itself,
My poetry preaches itself,
I’m deeply grateful to be a creature with a sense of smell,
A sense of hearing and a sense of sight,
A sense of touch to be felt compels humans to communicate even if they feel down,
Feeling down comes around every now and then,
But remember we as members of this planet,
Have atlas to thank for holding it in balance,
without his brutish strength and talent,
The earth would vanish,
Like fabric cotton tossed into fiery chasm,
Life is madness but life is your canvas,
For you to express your actions,
But without all these elements elegantly woven tremendously,
We’d be without the essence and potency,
These components and constituents
brings sustenance to these continents,
Full of oxygen in abundance for us to breathe,
So breathe in,
Hold it,
Your lungs will begin to squeeze in,
But it shows how much we need it,
Life is simple,
But we complicate it,
With this conscious state we contemplate the reason why we often contemplate,
We share the same boat,
We correlate,
We sail through these choppy waves that often change,
From highs to lows,
Which can drive us closer to the edge,
And off we go,
Falling into depths unknown but that’s where all truth be told,
All truth unfolds,
A secret scroll presents it’s light in the darkest hole,
Waiting for you to hold it up,
And preach what’s written in old,
It’s yearning to be told,
The age old question reads,
How do we proceed with an injury so deep,
It can’t be mended?
The answer is you accept it,
Eternal etchings have come to be known as scars
That represent we’ve persevered when you loose grip of the steering and veer into an atmosphere unlike any here,
But this is where the peer is pushed to the limit of his fears,
He hears his own heart beat ring in his ears,
Then comes to the revelation life is his to pioneer,
We were first born beyond the force of this stratosphere in the form of a star,
Before it was ripped apart at its core and stripped for parts,
As they scattered amongst the darkness,
Spreading its stardust,
That very star guts is what makes us, us,
We are not just a cog,
Be cognisant of the scientific fact consciousness is the universe as such
Excellent groove, really well put together track Luf !
:24
Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone
Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone,
Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home
Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone
Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone
Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone,
Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home
Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone,
1:00
Here I go again, here I go again,
Can’t get out my head can’t get out my head ,
could go on without you maybe I’d rather be dead,
We were planning in the future us until the end
That’s not what I said thats not what I said
This is what I meant tell the truth no bend,
Do you really love me or this all just for pretend?
Just one text to end it all and I’m about to send,
Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone
Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone,
Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home
Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone,
Here I go again I’m feeling hopeless and alone
Can’t keep it together Ive been feelin out of my zone,
Always been an outcast never had no fuckin home
Never had no friends I didn’t need no fucking phone,
1:3
Chest is getting tight,
I’m losing my sight,
Teardrops fill my eyes
Tears drip I don’t wipe,
Try to steer away from darkness look into the light
I’ve been feeling way to low so Ive been getting high,
Tell me that it isn’t healthy I’ve already tried,
It’s no use I don’t put up I will not win the fight,
Let her be off on her own but I’m just not that type,
Told me that I shouldn’t worry something isn’t right,
Listen I going to use this I know I should ask but like nahhh I going to use this for a rap if that's ok with you
Jesus loves you
Absolutes🔥
Winna be my song writer
@@lukedavids2024 i'm down
Endless pain
End this pain
They don't know my name
I'm never gonna change
Said I should rearrange
But I stayed the same
I got an elite brain
High class pain
Look at me thriving
I'm not even stopping
I swear that I'm poppin
I'm never dropping
I stay at the top and then
Uh uh
Making me crazy
I cried like a baby
My life is amazing
But I got bad behavior
I break 'em then shake 'em
I make 'em cry
Got tears in their eyes
They scared for lives
Wow wow I
Don't know what I'm doing
Don't know where I'm going
My flow keeps flowing
Fall keeps falling
My ball keeps balling
My call keeps calling
Ice on my wrist
I'll never change this
My life ain't complete
Without the kiss
Of my mom and my dad on my forehead
Before bed
That’s deep 🥺 I wish I could see my dad one more time
🔥🔥🔥
Bro this was shit
can i use these bars
Yo you should rap you good
0:18
Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu
Nhất là khi cô đơn thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều
Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu
Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu
Bài tập chẳng bao giờ làm nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết
Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết
Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được *** ba câu
Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận và đó là cách để đâm ba đau
Uhh
Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ
Con ghét những đêm 1 mình khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe
Con ghét vì ba có thể đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu
Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau
Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân
Con luôn xem mình vô dụng và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận
Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần
Thật khó để thấy tổng thể khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần
Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai
Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài
Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu quyết đã đi là không dừng lại
Nên bỏ tất cả đằng sau cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại
3 năm trôi và cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công
Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động
Con ước gì ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu
Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau
Và ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu
Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau
Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc
Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác
Con thì quên đi mất ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương
Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường
Suy cho cùng cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung
Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng
ive been out my mind i kinda need to focus
i swear realitys just seeming hopeless
how i have got a home but feel homeless,
no one notice
failure to action a lack of motives
shits endless
validations a temptress
dont lose your pounds and your pences
waste time sitting on fences
cos that fence will break
i put a pen to papes
look at life centre face
and embrace.
do more. be more. do better. be better.
ahnboi where its at. heat!
How do the days go bye so fast,it’s just like yesterday we had such a blast. The days go by and no word or text,and i just say I’ll believe every word you said. So make me want to go further than the stars. you tell me it will be alright and I’ll believe every word u say. Every word you SAY. EVERY word YOU say. Every word every word every word. every word you say.
Well, just listening to this beat made me want to rap and how i realize how hard things are in life, and how easy we have it compared to others, the people that fight, the people that struggle i want this beat to go out to everyone.. love everyone you can, send love and hold hearts with care, want everyone to know there’s always someone there, there’s always someone watching, and for that, you have to be your best, focus on the things that matter, listen to your hearts and do the right things. I hope everyone has a great day/night. ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥💯
If you here cause you’re depressed. I hope you feel better soon. Just let you know there are people out here care for you too.
Thankyou:(
I'm not depressed
Thanks, recently got dumped by my gf and she started dating my friend thank you
it dosent seem like it lol
0:22
I remember when we used to
Sneak glances from a distance
But I was hoping what I felt
Was nothing more than symptoms
Cause I'm not one for this emotion
Usually dealt with swiftness
Yeah I'm afraid the height my heart
Was climbing was uplifting
It seems I'm actually smiling now
The convos tempting
It flowed like tips of tallest trees
In wind
It's never ending
My jaw would hurt
from all the smirking
Happiness was plenty
I always knew that the next day
your smile and
Joy would get me
0:46
But I always been the pessimist
So baby don't resent me
So please I hope that what we built
One day you won't forget me
When we approach the crossroads
Of what's our final paths, it's nigh
But truth be told I only hope
Our roads remain together,tied
I always been the type to shove away
The items that could hurt me
In this case
What could hurt me also means
The earth to me
I'm vulnerable to you and only you
So don't discourage me
I love you please don't make me hate
That word again
1:12
I grow weary
Yeah this journey scary
But fuck it I won't ever give up
Just like Tom and Jerry
The weight of all your burdens
Weigh upon my back it's heavy
My shoulders are available
Just weep until you're empty
And girl we could fight
over and over again
I know we all tryna
Just show what we meant
The world it grows colder
The louder we get
So could you come closer
Find peace,and amend
1:37
I know the times we're in is kinda twisted
But will you stick with me
I feel how all my darkness shifted
You found my heart when it was
Lost at sea
And on your shores it drifted
And yeah I laugh sometimes
But with you it's hella different
now your gone i feel a bit under the weather.
you promised me that we would be together forever.
i’m all alone now and damn my heart feels severed.
i miss you more and my emotions are tethered.
i’m sat on my own and not a day goes by.
i’m a little bit anxious and i’m feeling kinda shy.
it’s a struggle for me but i promise myself ima try.
but i can’t stop the tears as they roll down my face and dry.
people come people go, but i didn’t wanna let you go.
there’s several things that i wanted you to know.
i had visions of a ring i suppose.
you can’t leave me here on my own.
in the mirror i looked like a wobbly mess.
all this anger in my body that i seem to possess.
all this weight on my shoulders i feel kinda pressed.
every day i just wanna be here less.
Damn bro, I feel you...a girl told me she wanted to be together forever and then leaves me for my friend...She used her mom as an excuse
Imma sing to this😁
this is good bro i can’t lie but you can improve drop ur snap and we can work on it together i’m an upcoming pro engineer i can help you out just drop a snap and i’ll add it
@@n.8408 I wish I had snap to be able to talk to people who make music
MX FD any socials you have bro insta whatsapp just a texting platform
This road feel so endless an I don’t know where to start Maybe I should start by tryna heal my heart But it’s kinda hard to heal something that’s been broken from the start As soon as he left that’s when my life took a pause And it’s said to say that most the good memories are gone That’s something we have to live with every given day, and we can’t lean on him to take our pain away Growing up we always had a different childhood never had a father figure to look up to And now I’m sitting here in my room making this little rap all about him. He may be gonna but not to me his sprit still lives on R.I.P. Others may have never thought about what he left behind, but that’s something that often stays on my mind. Other times I have Suicidal monsters come creepin in my head, that’s something I’ve always tried to hide, I ain’t gonna lie, but at the end of the day the monsters pick you and you have no say. An before you think that he left us on purpose. Think again he would never freely walk out of our lives, just like that, so quickly so easily. That heart-attack just took him by surprise And many of us couldn’t believe our eyes. I never thought that, that one goodbye would be our last goodbye.... I mean what’s a daughter and son without their father At this point you could’ve guessed we shed many tears But it doesn’t stop there that pain that we felt will follow us for years.... This definitely needs some work but I’m proud of myself it’s the first time I’ve worked like this
rip bro, i feel for you.
yo bro same my dad died in a robbery some gang members jumped him
IK urTRASHツ sorry to hear that
DragonBeast64 Thanks
it's not just a rap bro it's deep feel
every night the light fades my happiness goes with it, when your heart broke and you start you can’t stitch it. theres something missing in me the space that i can’t fill in, theres gotta be an answer out there but what is it, I’m second guessing everything I fill inside with in, I’m insecure, I’m sad I’m not comfortable in my skin. i never chose to be me or live in this life I’m in. some say better days are ahead but I’m not convinced, i lost everything i had theres theres nothing to obtain, I’m followed by great clouds this stuff I’m drained. drowning in the motions I’m dressed in December rain. ill find a way to numb the pain, novocaine, pathetic poetic, I’m irrelevant to most. all i need is anithstetics and ill be ok to go. give me everything you got, i don’t care if i overdose coz ill be a lost cause until I’m decomposed.
nice
Good work man
That’s rly good! If u wrote those (I’m starting to think it was a professional 😂) lyrics u should write lyrics to Viola by Eevee and comment the lyrics cuz I wanna see what u write...if not that’s fine 😗
Nice lyrics from depmpseyrollboy novocaine
@@nathanscott5530 I’m working on a project for mental health. Do you mind if I use these lyrics?
You were the one lyrics
when I sleep
All I do, is think bout you
Every time I hear your voice
It drives me crazy,
I thought you were the one.
What did I do so wrong?
For ya to leave me all alone
all you did, did was fuck with my heart.
I gave, you my all
Now I’m just, gonna fucking fall
But I thought but you were the one
I thought you were the one
Maybe im a little bit crazy maybe I'm a little psyco
When I looked into your eyes
I fell deeply in love,
Now my love for you is fading
I think I’m happier now
but why do I feel so down
You just fucked me up
it was crazy
That I thought you were the one
When I sleep
All I do is think about you
Drives me crazy
I don't know where to go I don't know what to say
All I needed was you in the end
Yea I thought I was happier now but all I do Is fucking fall when I stand up
I don't know where to go now why did you have to leave me
I thought you were the one guess I'm wrong now
Why
Now I'm gonna fuckin fall
Fuckin fall
Thought I was happier
Never better
By kingfail & vivan
Yo I just realized this dropped on my birthday.. aye I love the beat too 🙌😔🖤
I like the guitar melody on this beat. Good job!👌👌
Thank you so much 🙌
Okay wtf. The actual episode did NOT make me tear up. This some sorcery!
well actually i stopped crying, i guess im numb
Always & forever in my heart
I love you grandma.
When I was 10 years old
The worst thing was
getting picked on
Grandma was getting sick.
So the Christmas gifts had to be gone.
The cool kids got the new phone.
And I was getting picked on
For sitting alone.
Little did they know that I was
Going through a lot.
The merry Christmas was
More like where was Christ at ?
But My mother taught me to keep
My faith up.
Winters would get cold,
My grandma
would tuck me in The bed with layers of covers
She taught me
the best prayers That I never heard from others.
I could see her everyday struggle.
I'm sorry for the times I treated you
Wrong...
Grandma How could you be so strong?
Thank you for correcting me
Every time I was wrong !
Thank you for teaching me about
This evil world
and for showing me
How to treat a girl.
I'm sorry for going out to play
And leaving you alone,
There's not a single day
That I'm not writing about
you on My phone.
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Every afternoon, I would see you
Alone in your room. And I remember one day I told you.
"Grandma I'm sorry your always lonely, I promise when I'm older and get a car I will take you everywhere"
it Hurts me till this day ,
You left me early and I wish you would of stayed.
You were suffering day by day
I remember our last talked
Through the phone.
When you were in Mexico,
You left me in the room all alone.
Every night I would shed a tear,
What would I do with out you
In the next year ?
My worst fear came true
And one morning my dad
Came in the room.
To give me the worst news...
I was just eleven, grandma now I'm happy that you are in heaven .
Back then I didn't understand.
I didn't want to accept that
I lost my best friend.
😞 felt that. Your story in your lyrics are very powerful and need more recognition❤️ stay safe alright
Mi'Leigh Obloy 100% true story! I actually write a lot but keep most to my self . Hopefully tho one day I can write for an artist , I like to write about things people can relate , basically to let people know they are not alone . Thanks for reading .
rodrrr19 your welcome hopefully you will get to wright to someone someday. Stay safe❤️
Remember I was a kid n everything was simple/
Remember the days my worries fit in a thimble/
Remember when life didn’t just feel like a sinkhole/
Remember the times my momma didn’t think I’m deceitful/
But shit changes, and it ain’t never over/
My vision be jaded lately buh now I be seein sober/
These days I see the truth but now the lies are getting colder/
Is it true that god gives the hard battles to tougher soldiers/
Who else just legit forgot about the beat and was just watching the video... lol
@ParissMusic Official soundcloud.com/drownyourselfinbliss/grapes-after-sex
Shut up Karen
ME
Random Gaming lol
The video matches the beat so well though 😂🤷♂️
Beautiful. Thank you for creating this❤️
Yeah, check it,
All day, every day, it’s all the same,
Nothing left in this world but it’s okay,
WELL, let me tell y’all a story,
Hundred thousand different things this girl told me,
She promised she was in love,
I guess I was tricked, since day one.
Here I come, walking through the door,
I see a note on the floor,
It reads “Goodbye” here,
You weren’t enough for me dear,
I ran, all around the house,
It’s true, you were really gone.
Now I’m sitting here, all alone,
and you are off on your own,
Babygirl, come back to me,
You were the light in my dream,
Everything else, just darkness,
You left me to suffer through my pain.
Yo i need you to write a whole song for this beat because i might use it of im making a song with this beat
You will be credited and i will @ you in the song
can i use some words here?
I’m trying too hard to make everybody happy. It’s draining my own happiness.
I know the struggle.. but you have to put you and your well being first or else you will lose whatever energy left and it will not feel great.. best of luck kind heart 💪✌
I know how you feel, I am just like you. it is the most caring people that have no one who cares for them. its sad, i hope we will learn one day how to balance making people happy and making ourselves happy too.
I agree but you know I'm trying to hang in their so just keep trying in the end it will be ok one day they will thank me one day they pay my kindness back I used to tell myself well it's been a few years and im still in the same pain
@@journeyofatroubled9199 yeah this is very true I've helped others so much I've lost all energy for myself I now sit alone at night thinking of all my sins but also all the people I've made happy
People:composed lyrics.
Me: Making rap on their lyrics.
Same
@Qieara Taylor Where u from?
@Qieara Taylor yo
@Qieara Taylor I'm an Indian
@Qieara Taylor hey girl u made it so late to reply...anyways I don't mind that
I feel this emptiness and sadness as I think of him right now but this time there’s no tears. I feel like I want to cry but they just won’t come out. I think my heart has had enough…
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
When the blazing sun is gone
When his nothing
Shine upon
your so cringe tbh you should end it all lol
🔥
come across
enemies
multiple times
But it’s only thoughts
against me
at times we collide
Shit start to get heavy
But the longer I’m put down like a cigarettes
Stomped and forgotten it tells me
I should rise from the dead
This man grow aspiration
From Ash to human
To believer
Soon enough an achiever
Couldn't have said it better myself
Ever since you move on
Found someone else
You left me on the shelf
My heart hasn’t been beating the same
Guess I’m to blame
Thought you could fill my void
Guess I’m just a fool
Leaving you
Because of insecurities
If Thing were different
You would still be here
Guess you are
But in my heart
Yeah you see
Stalking you on Instagram
Saw you and her
Steady smiling
Sucks she sings
While I rap
Gotta keep my chin up
Gotta wish you luck
Ur the goat of this beat stuff like it's so touching bro I salute u...
Looking for a brighter day
I'm just sitting in this pain
Baby please take it all away
I feel like ima slave
I'm in the back digging my grave
I understand these lies
About these other guys
When I look in those eyes
I try to understand why
No matter what I'm by your side
Always held it down and support
I was there when you was in the court
How do I stand tall when I'm so short
I'm feeling myself drift away
I think about you all night and every day
If you like this beat, listen to this song that I've done with it. Thank you!!!
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Now I am 23, I remember when it use to be you and me, memories keep on killing me ruin me, so I say fine goodbye I'm doin me, a father I hope soon to be, you and me is what I hope to see......
michael jordan
I’m tired of being to my family the “other kid” the one whose not the smartest with my true emotions hid
I’m tired of being to my friends the outcast not invited anywhere stuck inside behind the glass
I’m tired of acting in a fake personality pretending to be someone who I’m not meant to be
I’m tired of living life so stressed out not having fun full of sadness and doubt now I’m in pain
Mentally physically all this shit in my brain making me feel insane
So tired so drained
Dark thoughts about hurting myself not giving two shits about my mental health now this other shit that nobody else knows another fucking thing that the devil throws life ain’t ever gonna be the same anymore I lay in bed thinking if I could just go back to before
cry
I get it. Not your situation, but your feeling. It’s something that isn’t right and most sweep under the rug. Tis indeed a shitty feeling. I would say to get help but even then, you can be guided but you ultimately make the decision to change. I understand most days you wanna go back in time, but keeping yourself there only stunts whatever growth you could harvest and channel that pain into. I feel like I’ve lived a hundred lifetimes of pain in twenty years of existence, but I go on, ya know? I’ll be honest, life is shitty. And most don’t know wtf their purpose is nor do most of the opposite chase it. I think purpose isn’t a dream job, or a person. It’s making the most of what you have and finding things that keep you going. Bursts of motivation, lessons, and the awareness to look deep inside and be honest with who resides there. Yea, you can give up, you can chain your potential down your whole life and project what you could’ve changed right now. You could lose yourself further and become a shell of who you could be. As dark as that is, I think it’s important to realize that you aren’t as bad as you think, and that there is always a reason as to why it seems that it’s the opposite. Evaluate everyone in your life that you feel doesn’t treat you like you’d wanna be treated. Maybe it’s not that they don’t love you, but rather they aren’t fully sure how to because they have a hard time loving themselves. Bottom line, You gotta be you. Yes, you can self loathe, self pity even. But eventually, are you gonna get up and climb back up? Are you gonna push through every slip and fall life gives you? Or are you gonna stay put in the dumps? Only you decide that one. You got this, and I know you do. I know there will always be others around you that think that as well, but may not express it. Doesn’t mean they don’t think it. Change the lens of which you see life in, and maybe then will things start to grow and be more vibrant. Takes time, but if it’s worth it, doesn’t matter. I hope you’re okay and can perceive this food for thought as thought provoking, not condescending. There is Beauty in the struggle
This beat with my eyes closed makes me fly higher than an overdose…it keeps my angels so close…A sense of security one could get only from above…The feeling lightens my soul…I decide to be the master of my own show…I don’t complain…I don’t explain…Learning to acknowledge my mistakes and take on all the blames…It seems easy for me to live but so hard to stay alive so all night i pray…broken hearted for years but still alive today… It’s all by his grace…Him who knows all…Creates all…mysteriously unknown to us all… In this world dominated by evil and lust our minds gotta be protected at all cost it’s a must…Here there’s no one to trust exept if you are lucky enough…It’s all dark infront of us…asking ourselves if a time will ever come where we’ll have access to true freedom of speech , a Choice or even our own toys… They tell us here we are safe but they planning to go live in space…All sort of experts but can’t predict an earthquake what a heart break…They use $Trillions and travel to Mars far awar in the stars…the population starves…escalated prices of fuel and gaz…but all the do is increasing the tax…Then what is their task? why are they so free from any attack?…Master of my own show(Life) i create a way and break the chains… Since my mindset changed from doubts and fear to absolute faith in myself and the Most high i’ve never been thesame again… We all have the power within to break down those chains ⛓ but are we really willing to change?…They already transformed us all into free slaves pursuing treasures and fame…People dying at young age…our women abused in various ways…Our kids led astray… What a disgrace…Nevertheless, Real warriors like you and i still have a reason to keep going because we already felt pain so much pain and we woke up again even stronger on our respective lanes… Exploring ourselves from inside will give us the answers and the way…Then we gotta act on our thoughts with confidence …away from fears…no more tears…With this beat in my ears i feel like i’m getting near… you too can get there…Those things stopping you are all in your head🧎🏻🎧
this reminds me of the last time i lasted with my dog blaze he was kind hearted soul was never,until came the day that i lasted with him i miss he was good fly high little guy.hand stand band never forget to be there so thanks this may not be good but yea i wish i could just say bye big guy
I dreamed about you last night,
I wish i never woke up.
I'm suprised how my heart is so strong
to handle all this pain.
From the moment we first met, you have never once left my mind.
I watched you as you left but i can never seem to let you go.
Tried of checking my phone and not seeing your name.
I hope you one day realize how much i loved you.
I miss talking to the old you.
But now we are just strangers with some memories.
Still young, still dumb, still learning about every little mistake i did.
It's hard moving on from someone you loved the most.
I know loving you was painful. But if i could do it again i would.
I know i lied to you, but that was because i didn't want you to know how much i was hurt.
I just can't get you out of my head. But I'm just hoping that you're looking for me in the sky too.
It went from long texts and phone calls, to no texts and missed calls.
But now today, missing the same person everyday hurts.
After all we had, we act like we never met.
Passed many eyes, but got lost in yours.
But everytime i see your smile i fall in love all over again.
Everything is nothing without you by my side.
You gave me the best memories until you became a memory.
I just want you to know i love you and always will.
It feels like i fall more in love with you everyday, even though you don't feel the same for me anymore.
I missed how we used to be together.
If i had one wish, you'd stay forever.
Man this hit me deep u had me crying while I was trying to rap it then I ended up reading like it was my life😔 hope ur okay
Well I just rapped the whole line whine listening to the prod itself
Tianna Nylander i feel you bro/syster , that was amazing , be strong i wish best for you
Tianna Nylander i feel you so much mam..be strong always and stay positive😍😘🙏🤗
There's this girl who I've liked for so long and we are best friends and she started dating my best friend and I left them both now they have broke up and we are best friends again but now she has a new boyfriend and has left me 😭
Feeling powerless is like your head’s at gunpoint
But your head has the gun
Peel down our lessons to remind ourselves what’s the point
If living ain’t really as fun
But I’m reeling and spun
Backs to the wall
But not against one
I climb it like spider-man and call to the web
That’s how the internet spun
Explains why my balance is done
I’m confused and dizzy with all the opinions in one
Platform oh fuck it I’m blasting off to the sun
Guess that’s why I need so much space
To absorb my writings in like a blackhole
All that’s left of my soul and mind till there’s no more trace
Fuck should I do with the life I have
I wish I had many lives like polygamy
I’ll take a hold of my life like someone grabs so many wives oh man
Stick to one oh screw it
I can live a single lifetime with many lives without ruin
Who would go to suing assuming you know me and how I string words like I’m sewing
When all you doing is reading a fluent, alien, blue and an entity that’s slightly congruent
So I’m assuming you’re reading me
You’re reading a messed up human
I can’t be a true one if I fake my feelings out
I can’t tell anyone that I’m feeling south
They tell me that I should re-route
But I’m feeling lost and pain is paying to
Stamp me out
Like em boss I feel like I lost my choice
To follow my fucking voice
Now all I do is scream and shout
Pave an island of violence
A volcano with a hot gurgling mouth
Without music is the silence
That tells what darkness is all about
An obsessed mind thinking about thinking
It’s sinking on itself like Atlantis
This rant is like water on a towel
It’ll be forgotten it won’t matter so fuck am I scared for
I don’t care anymore and/or
What I mean is fuck staying in my mind
But I won’t need lead just use lead to murder these demons out behind
It won’t be useless I’ll just use less of what they telling me
But it’s nothing new so I have no use for them set them free
Music to my ear you my melody
Late nights feeling sick you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy
Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly
Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy
But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies
Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all the chemistry, yeah
Whatever happened to together 'til we 70
We moved apart girl now we living separately
I remember you, can't you remember me
Loving you my specialty, you my secret recipe
You helped me find my self, a part of my identity
My love, my oxygen to me you a necessity
I hope this reaches you if not its my serenity
Bars on my mind like I'm convicted for a felony
And ah, that was a hard time
Its been a while since we talked its been a long time
I been on my phone, checking if you online
Stalking up your page, wonder if you're on mine
Been a couple years, thought that I'd be over you
Still hold the tears, when I think of holding you
You left and disappeared, I can't get a hold of you
I can't believe you did me wrong, was someone else controlling you?
'Cause after all the times, everything we been through
Every time you lie, I'd always defend you
And when I saw you cry, I'd just hold you gentle
For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple
So tell me did you love me? Or did you pretend to?
Every time you touched me, was it even special?
Was I a priority? Or squeezed into schedule
Baby you an angel same time you the devil
After all the times, everything we been through
Every time you lie, I'd always defend you
When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle
For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah
Music to my ear you my melody
Late nights feeling sick you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy
Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly
Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy
But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies
Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah
I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past
Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast
And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain
I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain
And it's running through my veins
And I feel I can't escape
And even when I try to overcome all of the hate
It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate
And my heart begins to Shake
And my heart begins to frail
No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail
Before I even started, I already knew failed
And in case you couldn't tell
My life is on a Sail
And it just stared sinking
Do I revert to drinking
Or do I revert to prayer
Cuz even though I pray
my life's still in despair
Man this life really ain't fair
But you don't really care
Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought
Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out
I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless
I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous
I just keep feeling more empty at heart
My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart
Yea, Do you know that feeling?
When you know you need some healing
But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin
And you know you can't escape it
And you know you can't erase it
So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it
You know you can't erase all of the things you've said
And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head
And you laying in yo bed
Create a list of your regrets
Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met
And you feel like life is set
Yea, you can't get past the struggle
So you lock up In this bubble
Don't got nobody to cuddle
Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble
So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line
When she don't even know if she's just wasting time
After all the times, everything we been through
Every time you lie, I'd always defend you
When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle
For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah
Music to my ear you my melody
Late nights feeling sick you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy
Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly
Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy
But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies
Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah
I love you gang no cap
Dats not ur lines lol
lmao you an ali gatie fan?
@@andygonzalez8363 hater
Eyyy,,,🔥🔥🔥
Melody from another dimension💫
Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn, nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu,
Nhất là khi cô đơn, thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều,
Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu,
Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu,
Baì tập chẳng bao giờ làm, nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết,
Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết,
Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được dăm ba câu,
Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận, và đó là cách để đâm ba đau,
Uhh,
Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ, không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ,
Con ghét những đêm 1 mình, khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe,
Con ghét vì ba có thể, đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu,
Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc, bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau,
Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân,
Con luôn xem mình vô dụng, và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận,
Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần,
Thật khó để thấy tổng thể, khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần,
Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai,
Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài,
Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu, quyết đã đi là không dừng lại,
Nên, bỏ tất cả đằng sau, cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại,
3 năm trôi, và,
Cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công,
Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động,
Con ước gì, ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu,
Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con, và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau,
Và, ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu,
Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau,
Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy, con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc,
Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác,
Con thì quên đi mất, ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương,
Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường,
Suy cho cùng, cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung,
Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai, mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng,
Và,
Hôm đó sau khi mà con về nhà,
Con đến và hỏi thăm ba,
Ba nói ba vui khi ba đã thấy con có tất cả,
Dù là, ba sẽ phải nhìn và ủng hộ con từ nơi rất xa,
Cổ họng nghẹn không nói nên lời,
Đó là tất cả động lực con cần để có thể sống trên đời,
27 năm sống, cuối cùng con cũng lớn thật rồi,
Con chỉ muốn 1 lần được nói với ba là con xin lỗi.
what
exquisite
hình như là 1 track nào của bray, nghe khá quen
@@chibaoduong3771 Cho Ba bray
I can’t do shit right you always on my mind
This hurts me worse me worse than it hurts you
You free to do the shit you want to do
but I’m always stuck here, stuck in a loop
Only thing I can do is to let go and try to pull through
Know that all you’ll do is say I love you
Then you’ll end up in bed with another dude
I’ll see you on his brain This can’t do
I just want lay down cry
But you always on my mind
24/7 365
Love it
Barz
can i use this
They say don't cry because it's over 😭
Smile because it happened 😁
But that's just a fool's fallacy
And it's honestly sad to see 😢
Because I thought we were meant to be
I guess we weren't meant to be
I floated like a butterfly 🦋
You stung like a bee 🐝
I called you my lover
But you were more like Muhammad Ali
You knocked my heart out of my chest 💔
Left me alone to clean the mess 🧹
I thought I had the answers
So why did I fail your stupid test?
My father used to tell me, it mattered if you cried
Yet I look into your eyes and they're dry
And I'm trying convince myself it'll be fine
But my eyes won't stop dripping
My lips won't stop sipping, that henny
A poison I stopped at age twenty
Because I know who you're kissing 💋
Yet you're the one I'm missing
But why?
Because The last time I loved you, 💔
I almost died 💀
7 mil views on a beat that’s gonna make someone famous ❤️💯
IJust wanna be me
But everytime. I
Try I couldn't be
Anxiety on my soul
I couldn't breathe
Just wanna make some green
Just need a empty space to scream
My words. All the friends I had
Close-in the doors.
Fire mind the overload
Abo auta kura tho afai socch
Hijo sama tiyo