@Lester Scruggs idk if you actually believe that somehow its a hoax or what, or if your just "joking," or dont really care and are just trying to get a reaction out of people on the internet. But seventeen children are dead. Nineteen counting the two survivors who committed suicide in post trauma. So whatever your thinking is behind this disgusting comment, just know that even these small comments are incredibly hurtful and disrespectful, and whatever you think you're getting out of writing something like that, you're doing way more damage than good.
@Lester Scruggs Oh......so basically u think the evil satan has embodied all of the news outlets in the world and is forcing them to spread lies abt school shootings?
@Lester Scruggs By resisting Satan. God is an allusion. People think Satan is a cruel image, but its just the image of truth. Of what we all need to accept. Satan is the only answer
The calm way she says her story is what really makes me sad. The acceptance when she says “he shoots a couple more kids” and moves on the next sentence.
it is sad. it's like she's telling just any other story but she described it as surreal. trauma like this takes a while to set in, especially in younger minds. we may not see it in these interviews but these kids are so so deeply effected. hurts knowing that.
Jose Sparky Ikr almost like she was reading this stuff , and her best friend being shot was like the door to their class room being shot ? Interesting how the lighting is so dramatic almost like it was a one person broadway drama reading . Sad thing is how so many people buy into these staged "events". Times are tough I guess people have to make a living somehow ?
@Lester Scruggs I sincerely hope you're not serious. I don't understand how anyone could think something like this is a hoax. You are delusional if you truly think it is.
@@PhillDrakeEntertainment Pretty sure this girl is just in shock. Doesn't look like she's reading from a script at all. It's clear from her body language that she is still processing everything. Just because people don't seem to be showing emotion doesn't mean they aren't experiencing any.
Nickolas Cruz Cruz ruined so many lives the day of Feb. 14th. 2018. These kids will always and, forever be traumatized by what this Evil Monster! Did. May all the victims R.I.P. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Yeah good excuse for an awful performance. The whole set up is perfect to be honest, because this is your go to! "She must be traumatized because she shows zero emotion". When someone is traumatized you feel it, no matter how silent and still they are!
freeoranj srsly? When a person is traumatised all of their emotions feel like they’ve been turned off. They don’t know what to think and they could go on like that for months after a traumatising event. It still probably hasn’t fully hit her whats happened and you are a saying all this? You make me sick
i lost it emotionally when she described wanting to try to help her best friend but not wanting to put her life at risk. no one, especially so young and innocent, should face that kind of decision in life. i'm so so sorry to the victims and all victims of gun violence.
Hey guys just answering your mildly ignorant comments: She's not a crisis actor! Real people died in this! She's not crying because she's in shock! The details are fuzzy because of that shock! Stop being rude to the victims/survivors, they've gone through enough. Leave them alone.
Her calm demeanor recounting this is unsettling. It's like she's completely shut herself off from feeling anything not wanting to bring back those emotions.
@@leeanntaylor7927 i don’t think the gunman was targeting her specifically. she moved places during the 2 times their class was shot into and was in the line of sight of the gunman as he was spraying bullets back and forth.
@@BadAtTeaDude shut the fuck up. people like you need to realize the cruel, true reality we live in. i sure hope this doesn’t happen to you, losing a child to something so disgusting.
@@BadAtTeaDude you need to stfu this actually happened but people like you wanna say it’s a stunt when it’s not it actually happened I was one of the school near by parkland that had to go under shut down, please you need to go to hell
“I saw bullets go through my friends.” “I saw bodies on the floor.” These are words you usually hear from trained, armed adults who have fought in wars, and they are traumatized despite the training, so the fact that these words are coming from a child, describing what happened at school, is absolutely heart wrenching.
Im not from USA, and i think this type of crimes its the worst it can gets. This monster kill 17 people in matter of minutes, destroy families, traumatized a lot people. This is terrorism
These comments are so fucking disgusting. All these kids died and all these people can say is “FAKE!!! PROPAGANDA!!” Honestly fuck off. Let’s hope your kids never get shot and killed during a school shooting.
I know every one is saying “how could you leave your best friend?” But you have to remember that she’s FOURTEEN and in shock! She’s very young. A lot of you commenting are way older than her, and know enough to know what to do in this kind of situation. However, she truly thought her friend was dead, not just injured. Trying to handle a situation like this is HARD! It’s TRAUMATIZING. Don’t judge someone if you have never been in her shoes. You don’t know her. I’ve been in a situation where my hs was on lockdown and my neighbor was inside the hs. I graduated last year and this is her freshmen year. I’ve known her since she was 9 and I’d pick her up from school. We were told there was a shooter but there wasn’t. It was a false alarm and it was TERRIFYING. I can’t imagine what it’s like to actually go through a situation like this! I didn’t know what to do in this situation. I wanted to rip through the hs and grab my neighbor and take her mom to make sure she was safe. You don’t know what you will actually do when you’re in that kind of situation. It’s overwhelming and hard to think. Try walking in her shoes.
everyone thinks the right thing to do is save others before you. but when you are 14 and it becomes a life or death situation, you should save yourself. it’s not ignorant. but on airplanes they always tell parents to take care of themselves first.
Maybe I'm seeing this late but most people are very empathetic with her. There was nothing she could do to save these kids, they were gone the moment he waked in. No 16 year old being shot at should be expected to do anything but try and survive. She couldn't do anything but maybe try and stop the bleeding. It's horrible that anyone would put her down.
Bless you Eden. Thank you for sharing you tough story. It's making a difference and an impact. You are stronger than you know and a beautiful survivor. Keep living your best life for Alyssa.
I am 21 and was in a rollover car accident, I was the driver, and some car tried merging into me so i swerved w/o thinking and lost control of my car on the freeway. The moment I stepped out of my car, and people rushed over to me, I was very calm, shocked, and had so much adrenaline running through me, I was even laughing. I could have rolled onto oncoming traffic or get crushed by my own car but I survived it. People are more calm than you think when it comes to traumatic events like this. The effect only happens months after, and silently once alone. ptsd is so real . Explaining a story in a calm manner is SO normal. ppl need to realize that and take a look around their 21st century comfortable lives in a 1st world country. get over yourselves and your conspiracy bullshit. humans are resilient as shit.
@@graceslaying1019 because its not the same thing. A traffic accident is not a shooting. I've worked in a city hospital and I've seen both. Not many shooting incidents, they are rare where I worked. These mass shooting event's are very unrealistic and they don't follow reality. The reason why they had a load happen at the same time over a month back was because there was going to be a big break in between them. There will probably be another month before they start up again! Before this break they were every week or two. When certain political things are going on they have to stop. Last break was about 4 years ago.
I was working in a nursing home where there was a shooting in Jan. 2014 and I was hit head on by a drunk driver in Feb. 2014 (it was a REALLY bad year for me). I can tell you, yes they are different, but I was unfathomably calm after both incidents and seriously sounded dead inside and very matter of fact when I talked about both of them for months to come. When you go through trauma, your brain does what it has to to help you survive. I didn’t cry about either one until quite a while later. (Except for after the accident I did cry when I got to see my best friend that was driving the car we were in after being hit, I wasn’t able to see her for almost a week and we did break down when we finally got to see each other. I wasn’t able to even sit up for almost 6 months, so it was the best, yet most painful hug I’ve ever had in my life.)
@@meredithpase8503 what on earth are you talking about, you are full of nonsense lol. Do you get paid to write this junk? You are talking about a car accident, that has nothing to do with this type of thing!
idc if people think I'm being dramatic running when a loud sound may or may not be a gun shot... it really isnt worth it to doubt what the sound might be..
I’ve never seen such visible trauma displayed, this is heart wrenching. You can watch as she remembers these memories and tries to emotionally disconnect from the fear she’s experiencing again.
M.r. Moon I get that, but doesn't that only apply if it's happened to an individual more than once? I'm talking about the people in/directly affected by a mass shooting. Correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think anyone has been caught up in or knows or lost someone from 2 or more mass shootings, or if that's happened it must be rare. I guess in a general sense we are desensitized to such violence but wouldn't that be a different story for people who directly experience the violence that haven't before?
we live in an illusion of safety bubble until some dramatic event changes it. but the likelihhod of such an event doesn't change, only our fear of it. security can not be guaranteed, do they walk around worried about getting struck by lightning? it is actually more likely than to be a victim of a school shooting.
She’s so strong. Bless you Eden, I can’t possibly ever imagine if I saw my classmates including my best friend get shot, that it had been so hard for her
Mari Poza Yes, I know she is in shock mode which is a natural reaction to this extreme and any chronic form of trauma. To function, we go into a normal shock mode response, other wise she could not eat, sleep, attend to a daily routine, school, etc. This is a normal psychological response, especially for her as she witnessed her close friend being murdered in front of her eyes. All the children need highly experienced trauma counselors. Unfortunately, there are not enough of this specific type of therapists available everywhere they are needed for all the trauma survivors we have in the USA and the world. I was a counselor & advocate for 18 years with Survivors of violent (& also including sexual assault) crimes, therefore, I am well aware of the physiological and psychological dynamics of victims. It is very hard to do that work, yet very necessary and more people are needed to do this challenging occupation. There are 2 good books recommended' "The Body Keeps the Score" & " We Are All in Shock".
Time to get huge! Faked? Seriously? You have the guts to call this tragedy a fake and try to diminish all the suffering and grief these families and friends of the 17 have gone through? Shame on you.
The way she sniffed when she started to describe the smell, she will always remember that. This is heartbreaking, I pray for all of these teenagers to be able to overcome the senseless trauma they have endured.
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@VERNON JACOBS Ooh. Ouch! You sliced through the nearly impenetrable BS, and exposed the profound truth with seven simple words. Brilliant! I think I love you.
I am so impressed with the eloquence of these students. They have been very well educated and their parents should be so proud of them. It will take years for these kids to recover, if ever.
I can’t imagine what I’d be going through emotionally if I lost my best friend in high school ... i pray peace over all of the survivors that never should have experienced this.
Dear girl - my heart goes out to you. Know you have a world of support. This trauma will take a long time to heal. Longer and shorter than you expect. Be good to yourself. Be kind. Take as much time as you need. Ox
i can’t even imagine the pain she is feeling after seeing her best friend get shot and killed right next to her. my heart goes out to her and her healing process
even watching this almost 2 years later, it's so surreal to know that even very important people see these things happen and dont do anything, (the president). ordinary civilians should not have access to military level weapons, theres honestly no reason for it, teenagers watched their friends, acquaintances, and teachers die that day and their voices need to be heard. theres no way to reverse what happened but we can prevent it from happening in the future and my love goes out to all of those families and friends of those who were injured and killed that day
You are so strong to get in front of a camera and explain what you went through. Nobody should have to see the things you seen that day no matter the age & to set there and not get emotional during this entire video shows so much strength. Sending love and prayers to everyone affected by this
Coming back to all of these accounts of school shootings in the wake of the last several in our country… on top of my nephews’ best friend and basketball team member (8 YRS OLD) being murdered by a man shooting into passing cars… makes my stomach turn and drop. I can’t even process and verbalize how hopeless this is.
I’m the same age as you were at the time. I have imagined my friends dying from stories of school shootings and I’m in Europe. I always thought parkland was years ago but in reality it’s barely three. You’re so brave I could never contemplate this.
Why post this people? She’s clearly is in shock? She also says she saw his shoes, but he didn’t come in the classroom. She said her friend was next to her, but then her friend had moved. This is clearly trauma & emotionless. Get some ethics.
You’re joking right? She’s the person who agreed to making this video. I don’t think people just randomly sit in a professional studio with professional camera equipment, tell a story, and have a video uploaded without their consent.
BOO HOO , wow they discovered that death exists, which is definitely a rare occurrence. Literally over 100000 people die everyday, why is this so important?
I can't, nor would I want to, ever imagine what she went through. She is so strong and a survivor and kudos for being able to tell her story. I pray for continued healing for herself and all of those affected by this horrific tragedy.
I cannot imagine watching someone shoot your best friend and not being able to do anything, not even scream or cry, because you literally cannot believe your eyes..... I don’t know how someone recovers from that. Ever.
i couldn't imagine being at the tender age of 14 and watching my best friend die right next to me. it breaks my heart how these stories are so casual now, it's like a thing we just deal with as a country. something has to be done about this.
I put this o the other video, but every single window and door needs to be upgraded to bullet proof and bomb proof (if possible) in every single school in the USA.
Kelsey M I agree but then is bad for fires what I think students need in every classroom are shields that are bulletproof so when they are lockdowns they have something to protect them and even get close enough to bring down the shooter as a group that’s what I believe
The amount of PTSD these kids survivors had to go through still going through is probably the same has as a Soldier fighting in a war zone these are just kids let that sink in
Room 1216 Deaths: Alyssa Alhadeff, Alaina Petty, and Alex Schachter Injuries: William Olson, Gensis Valentin, Justin Colton, Alexander Dworet, and Kheshava Mangapuram
As soon as she said that her best friend was shot , I thought about what if my best friend was shot if that happened in my school and I just started balling...
It’s so hard to think now how you can go back to that same class and learn more things when you know that some people who were in that class are never coming back cause they died in this cruel thing. Ps after this incident, from states away from where I am, we now keep our doors locked a few minutes after the bell rings and if we don’t have something to prevent u from seeing inside we immediately put up black felt things on the windows for now so you can’t see inside through the window
@@isabellades9967 I think it would be good if they took down that building, I mean from what I guessed is that the shooter studied the floor plan before going in, and that building was designed in a poor way, the locks were outside the classroom door, which I think was poorly designed as well, why have to lock the door from the outside, rather than the inside?
For those of you that don't know, eden Hebron has a TH-cam channel where she made a video about the shooting a month after it happened, and a year later she made a beautiful and sad song about the shooting
I have been balling for hours and it's been months since this happened. It makes me sick that this happens to people, this could've been my school, my friends. God bless all the heroes who survived.
I am crying watching this right now because I'm imagining my best friend, Olivia being shot and fall back. Your best friend is gone. What would you do next? I'm so sorry and I wish you the best. Nobody should ever have to go through anything like this ever. What world do we live in. We need to change it.
he wasn’t hiding inside a closet. he didn’t even enter the building when he heard gunshots. he claimed that he thought they were outside. bs because on the 911 operator call between the resource officer and the 911 operator he says “the shots are inside building 12 and 1300”
It sounds like he didn't really fully go in to the classroom and he shot from a distance! That's probably what saved your life because your friends who were right next to you got shot, so he probably missed you or didn't see you! Thank God!
Her friend was actually shot eight times! Right next to her. I hope that she has counseling so that she can deal with survivors guilt which is a very terrible thing
Poor girl 💔 her eyes are just off when she tells the story - she’s traumatized- not one tear she’d... reminds me of how I was the day after my father passed ... my heart goes out to all the family members , friends and loved ones of parkland . I don’t want to see these situations happens anymore . This breaks my heart . This girl saw so much death- felt so much pain and fear . And is still Processing it . Endless prayers to all Of those affected 🤍
This poor girl. I don’t even know what to say. Eden is clearly deeply shaken, and no one without going through what she had to can make any judgments about her reaction. People are treating her like she’s a full grown adult, but she’s a kid. Even now, she can’t be older than 16. Anyone who left a gross comment should just let that sink in and shut their mouths for once.
When she says she don't think she's ever gonna be ok after the horrible experience i can understand ive seen things I wish I'd never seen I've been through a war seeying people die or get shot etc it's traumatic its horrible it's not sonething you can ever unsee or ever forget i wouldnt wish somethimg that awful on anyone not even my worst enemy if I had one and trully it stays with you for your whole life to this day a loud nose like planes or fire works still scare me I still flinch if I hear either a plane or sound of fire works. I'm so sorry that these young people went through something so aweful and so traumatic no child no teenager or parent nor family should ever go through that kind of pain heartache or trauma.God bless you all.
My memories happened in combat fifty years ago and you are correct that you will never forget? it is expected in war, but the inhumanity, the carnage, the sound, the vision, the smell of gun powder, blood, and other smells of this event will never leave completely. Most important is to embrace the fear; you had every right to be fearful (I had a M16 to use). Why you survived and not the others is and was in the hands of God. it is best to talk it out of the hidden recesses of your mind. it is better to write - describe the scene, your thoughts, and most of all be accepting of change in your interpretation and description of what happened. The change is called maturity. Do not hide this event in the back corners since most people will not understand the gun violence, you will soon stop trying to describing it. Move on with your life. Try to make each day a good or great day. Smile a lot and be positive. If asked , tell them I am happy because i am here (do not explain, let them find out what it means).
I noticed in all these interviews of teenagers living through mass shootings, they step outside of themselves, a protective shield goes up so to speak. These emotions that sre repressed will manifest in other ways for sure. She is right, " I don't think I'll ever be the same"
I've watched a few of these interviews......I find it incredibly disturbing how unattached these young individuals seem to be, concerning the incident, they talk about it as if it's a movie they watched, here, Eden talks about her classmates like they're characters in a movie, so detached of her classmates fates, I can't describe the detachment of human emotion, feelings, empathy, sympathy, for the classmates who were shot/died....it frightens me that a generation of children are so emotionally detached from basic human emotions..... I'm 50yrs old, I graduated in "87", if this sort of thing happened to classmates of mine back in highschool....I don't think I'd be able to talk about it so emotionless, or at all for that matter.....these kids just aren't "connected" to each other like my generation was.... it's like they look at each other as just things, not as human lives....just things that were here yesterday, but now he/she is gone.....like a regular menu item at a local restaurant had been taken away....no big deal.... I'm astounded at the lack of "human connection"....and very deeply saddened by it.... it's shameful.... I'm ashamed that this behavior, this "disconnection" has become today's human evolution....emotionless robots.... narcissists
It's awful watching this and comparing it to interviews with adult columbine survivors. She is so calm for most of it, where as you can see the pain written across the columbine survivors faces. They're still scared - just now for their children. I really hope she's offered the right support. There's clearly a lot of pain she's been through and has taken a toll on her. I pray we learn from these things. No one, especially not kids should go through this.
I was in class one day about a month after parkland and the administrator comes on the intercom and says very slowly with space between every word “ this is an active…shooter……………drill” and in that long pause between shooter and drill every one of my classmates and I looked around at each other with the utmost terror in our eyes. For just a moment but that’s all it takes is a moment. This should not be the norm this should not be the reality.
I came here for her sisters story and you can hear the pain in her voice you can hear how hurt she is I cannot believe that people think that shooting kids who have their whole lives ahead of them it’s just not okay
It depends on the school some have big rectangular windows some have small rectangular windows u can’t fit your hand through without cutting it . Which that probably why he didn’t try that or shooters. My school the classrooms are set up away from the door so if their a shooter u will be out of sight and all the way on other side of classroom on the wall the door on . Only way u get shoot is if the bullets bounce off things but . Also are lock down if it real we are supposed put stuff in front door if it clear like cabinets and desk and chairs so he can’t get in and can’t shot us .
So incredibly sorry you had to go through this. I'm glad you are talking about this, It's the first step for your recovery. Brave girl. And he didn't win his agenda . Love to you and your family and friends💟
what hurt the most about this is that in my own english class, i sat near the door and it was my responsibility to lock the door and shut the lights, but the day after this happened, my teacher made it very very clear that it was my job to do those two things. i was okay with it and agreed because i had chosen the seat myself and had chosen the duty. what really stayed with me was that my boyfriend is in the class with me and when we walked out together, he said to me “i don’t feel safe with you doing that, especially with us near a door that’s always unlocked” (there’s a stairway next to the class with a door that’s usually unlocked) and it was so harrowing to me to hear that because everytime we had a lockdown or anything, i always have an image in my mind of everyone being able to get under the heavily guarded desk (my teacher had lots of things blocking the desk) and me standing at the door still reaching it to lock it and possibly getting shot and it just makes me so scared to even sit at my desk and do work. another thing my teacher said to me as i sat under a counter where you can’t see anyone during a practice drill when my job hadnt been made clear yet was that “michael (my boyfriend) might get shot snd youd feel so bad” and i just took a moment to feel like wow. i couldnt live with myself. yk, those words have stuck to me to this day and it just angers me that we all have to sit in our classes in fear because theres no action being taken to protect us
At our pep rally in my school, someone popped a confetti popper that makes a loud noise and everyone screamed and I started having an anxiety attack because we all thought someone was starting to shoot us, because EVERYONE was in this gym, and the freshman didn’t know the right time to blow them
I feel like everyone should make a change on this in silence because i bet you anything future shooters are watching these videos and getting new ideas like oh maybe i should unlock the door and shoot. Like this is giving people ideas :/
Just thinking if this happened in my school just is so scary. If one of my best friends died right in front of me I could never move one. This world is so messed up now
When my mom died I was in shock. The whole moment was slow motion walking inside the house knowing she's dead in there cops etc around. I was down street I ran home when she didn't answer. She overdosed before Xmas of 2007 I was 14. It didn't hit me right away. I do remember when it did though I lived with my aunt who lived down road and my grandparents happened to be and still live their next door neighbors. It hit me and I just ran. It was night. I ran so fast and went to the porch tried to open the door and it was locked and all of a sudden I could not breath and I slumped down amd just bawled and bawled. Idk if my cousin and his family heard me or what but they came an had to get me and all I could say was she's really gone and never coming back. The day she died hours later I sat at the table with this man named Tony he was very kind man. We sat there and he really loved my mom to and so I tried to laugh and joke and I don't know why I just wanted to reassure him he was like a Dad to me. Anyway you can't go by this poor girls emotions.
Samantha Capron ... my heartfelt sympathy, so sorry. This is by far the worst thing that can happen to a child. But talking about it can be healing (my mum lost her mum when she was 12)
This poor kids are so messed up. It’s so sad. They have numbed themselves to this trauma but it’s obviously with them every day. I feel awful for them.
“I saw bullets going through my friends”, and “...dead bodies in my classroom” are words that should never come out of a child’s mouth.
@Lester Scruggs Fuck you
@Lester Scruggs idk if you actually believe that somehow its a hoax or what, or if your just "joking," or dont really care and are just trying to get a reaction out of people on the internet. But seventeen children are dead. Nineteen counting the two survivors who committed suicide in post trauma. So whatever your thinking is behind this disgusting comment, just know that even these small comments are incredibly hurtful and disrespectful, and whatever you think you're getting out of writing something like that, you're doing way more damage than good.
@Lester Scruggs Oh......so basically u think the evil satan has embodied all of the news outlets in the world and is forcing them to spread lies abt school shootings?
@Lester Scruggs by resisting him you only create a false illusion of peace
@Lester Scruggs By resisting Satan. God is an allusion. People think Satan is a cruel image, but its just the image of truth. Of what we all need to accept. Satan is the only answer
The calm way she says her story is what really makes me sad. The acceptance when she says “he shoots a couple more kids” and moves on the next sentence.
it is sad. it's like she's telling just any other story but she described it as surreal. trauma like this takes a while to set in, especially in younger minds. we may not see it in these interviews but these kids are so so deeply effected. hurts knowing that.
Jose Sparky Ikr almost like she was reading this stuff , and her best friend being shot was like the door to their class room being shot ? Interesting how the lighting is so dramatic almost like it was a one person broadway drama reading . Sad thing is how so many people buy into these staged "events". Times are tough I guess people have to make a living somehow ?
It looks like she reads a script no emotion what the hell
@Lester Scruggs I sincerely hope you're not serious. I don't understand how anyone could think something like this is a hoax. You are delusional if you truly think it is.
@@PhillDrakeEntertainment Pretty sure this girl is just in shock. Doesn't look like she's reading from a script at all. It's clear from her body language that she is still processing everything. Just because people don't seem to be showing emotion doesn't mean they aren't experiencing any.
"I see like Alyssa, she's my best friend, I saw her dead" wow my heart hurts
Yep. Alyssa Alhadeff
So horrible 😞😞
My mind was blown to see how calm she was when she said that.
The way he targeted her is so chilling. The way they act like he's crazy is just infuriating!
Nickolas Cruz Cruz ruined so many lives the day of Feb. 14th. 2018. These kids will always and, forever be traumatized by what this Evil Monster! Did. May all the victims R.I.P. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
she watched her BESTFRIEND DIE in SCHOOL. take that in
i can’t imagine watching my best friend dying, i wouldn’t be able to go to school again.
Moonlight Shadows wtf
To be fair she didn't have to do that essay after all
@@atagagghf shut the fuck up
No.. She didn't
Thai girl is traumatized. She never shed a tear
Yeah good excuse for an awful performance. The whole set up is perfect to be honest, because this is your go to! "She must be traumatized because she shows zero emotion". When someone is traumatized you feel it, no matter how silent and still they are!
freeoranj it’s real stupid bitch
freeoranj wow. I hope you’re Joking.
she might also be emotionally drained, still confused, or just scared yk
freeoranj srsly? When a person is traumatised all of their emotions feel like they’ve been turned off. They don’t know what to think and they could go on like that for months after a traumatising event. It still probably hasn’t fully hit her whats happened and you are a saying all this? You make me sick
i lost it emotionally when she described wanting to try to help her best friend but not wanting to put her life at risk. no one, especially so young and innocent, should face that kind of decision in life. i'm so so sorry to the victims and all victims of gun violence.
Hey guys just answering your mildly ignorant comments:
She's not a crisis actor!
Real people died in this!
She's not crying because she's in shock!
The details are fuzzy because of that shock!
Stop being rude to the victims/survivors, they've gone through enough. Leave them alone.
Lester Scruggs send me proof you have it is fake
Lester Scruggs Watch this video then tell me it’s fake th-cam.com/video/5j7-WFa2AJM/w-d-xo.html
Lester Scruggs CNN? This isn’t just on CNN! This is world wide. People die from these things all the time.
Lester Scruggs Go tell that to the families that had to plan their child’s funeral a few months ago.
Lester Scruggs No it’s not. If it was an act people would see these people again. They are gone!
Her calm demeanor recounting this is unsettling. It's like she's completely shut herself off from feeling anything not wanting to bring back those emotions.
She has severe PTSD. Poor child. May God protect you.
alyssa was shot 8 times 💔 shot in the hand, the heart, the femoral artery, in the spine 5 times. poor baby.
Seems like overkill??
@@leeanntaylor7927 i don’t think the gunman was targeting her specifically. she moved places during the 2 times their class was shot into and was in the line of sight of the gunman as he was spraying bullets back and forth.
@@BadAtTeaDude shut the fuck up. people like you need to realize the cruel, true reality we live in. i sure hope this doesn’t happen to you, losing a child to something so disgusting.
@@BadAtTeaDude you need to stfu this actually happened but people like you wanna say it’s a stunt when it’s not it actually happened I was one of the school near by parkland that had to go under shut down, please you need to go to hell
@@BadAtTeaDude don’t talk to me unless you have proof. and spell “fake news” correctly next time
alyssa was my friend as well. sorry for your loss:(
ChanaGymnastics LMAO
NK Allday i do, and i live in parkland and alyssa was my friend...
ChanaGymnastics yeah Bullshit💩 DRILL...
ChanaGymnastics I’m so sorry for your loss this was a terrible thing that happened and I hope it will never happen again
NK Allday a lot of people
“I saw bullets go through my friends.” “I saw bodies on the floor.” These are words you usually hear from trained, armed adults who have fought in wars, and they are traumatized despite the training, so the fact that these words are coming from a child, describing what happened at school, is absolutely heart wrenching.
Im not from USA, and i think this type of crimes its the worst it can gets. This monster kill 17 people in matter of minutes, destroy families, traumatized a lot people. This is terrorism
Why did I watch this I felt so much pain in my heart
Because you believe mass-media's story telling.
Do you also cry during sad Hollywood movies? I do too, but doesn't mean they are real.
Is that a threat? I will report you to DHS!
because ur human
Adrianna Maria me too
These comments are so fucking disgusting. All these kids died and all these people can say is “FAKE!!! PROPAGANDA!!” Honestly fuck off. Let’s hope your kids never get shot and killed during a school shooting.
I know every one is saying “how could you leave your best friend?” But you have to remember that she’s FOURTEEN and in shock! She’s very young. A lot of you commenting are way older than her, and know enough to know what to do in this kind of situation. However, she truly thought her friend was dead, not just injured. Trying to handle a situation like this is HARD! It’s TRAUMATIZING. Don’t judge someone if you have never been in her shoes. You don’t know her. I’ve been in a situation where my hs was on lockdown and my neighbor was inside the hs. I graduated last year and this is her freshmen year. I’ve known her since she was 9 and I’d pick her up from school. We were told there was a shooter but there wasn’t. It was a false alarm and it was TERRIFYING. I can’t imagine what it’s like to actually go through a situation like this! I didn’t know what to do in this situation. I wanted to rip through the hs and grab my neighbor and take her mom to make sure she was safe. You don’t know what you will actually do when you’re in that kind of situation. It’s overwhelming and hard to think. Try walking in her shoes.
You know what everyone is saying, do ya? You don't know what I'm saying you disinfo skank.
everyone thinks the right thing to do is save others before you. but when you are 14 and it becomes a life or death situation, you should save yourself. it’s not ignorant. but on airplanes they always tell parents to take care of themselves first.
How do you even know her at all
I agree completely bailee
Maybe I'm seeing this late but most people are very empathetic with her. There was nothing she could do to save these kids, they were gone the moment he waked in. No 16 year old being shot at should be expected to do anything but try and survive. She couldn't do anything but maybe try and stop the bleeding. It's horrible that anyone would put her down.
A 14 year old should never have to go through something like this. Hearing her tell this story made me absolutely heartbroken. We need gun control now
Bless you Eden. Thank you for sharing you tough story. It's making a difference and an impact. You are stronger than you know and a beautiful survivor. Keep living your best life for Alyssa.
Eden's a squirmy, wormy liar.
Cody maybe she doesn't have that emotions, but she still lost people close to her
+Cramps fan you’re a fucking virgin. Shut the fuck up ew. You feel tough over the internet making a stupid accusation saying it’s fake huh
Cody you’re an evil, heartless asshole ;)
Cody no she is not I happen to know allysa’s little brother and it is true
I am 21 and was in a rollover car accident, I was the driver, and some car tried merging into me so i swerved w/o thinking and lost control of my car on the freeway. The moment I stepped out of my car, and people rushed over to me, I was very calm, shocked, and had so much adrenaline running through me, I was even laughing. I could have rolled onto oncoming traffic or get crushed by my own car but I survived it. People are more calm than you think when it comes to traumatic events like this. The effect only happens months after, and silently once alone. ptsd is so real . Explaining a story in a calm manner is SO normal. ppl need to realize that and take a look around their 21st century comfortable lives in a 1st world country. get over yourselves and your conspiracy bullshit. humans are resilient as shit.
Not the same thing!
freeoranj how
@@graceslaying1019 because its not the same thing. A traffic accident is not a shooting. I've worked in a city hospital and I've seen both. Not many shooting incidents, they are rare where I worked. These mass shooting event's are very unrealistic and they don't follow reality. The reason why they had a load happen at the same time over a month back was because there was going to be a big break in between them. There will probably be another month before they start up again! Before this break they were every week or two. When certain political things are going on they have to stop. Last break was about 4 years ago.
I was working in a nursing home where there was a shooting in Jan. 2014 and I was hit head on by a drunk driver in Feb. 2014 (it was a REALLY bad year for me). I can tell you, yes they are different, but I was unfathomably calm after both incidents and seriously sounded dead inside and very matter of fact when I talked about both of them for months to come. When you go through trauma, your brain does what it has to to help you survive. I didn’t cry about either one until quite a while later. (Except for after the accident I did cry when I got to see my best friend that was driving the car we were in after being hit, I wasn’t able to see her for almost a week and we did break down when we finally got to see each other. I wasn’t able to even sit up for almost 6 months, so it was the best, yet most painful hug I’ve ever had in my life.)
@@meredithpase8503 what on earth are you talking about, you are full of nonsense lol. Do you get paid to write this junk? You are talking about a car accident, that has nothing to do with this type of thing!
idc if people think I'm being dramatic running when a loud sound may or may not be a gun shot... it really isnt worth it to doubt what the sound might be..
I’ve never seen such visible trauma displayed, this is heart wrenching. You can watch as she remembers these memories and tries to emotionally disconnect from the fear she’s experiencing again.
Your sister was worried sick about you and refused to evacuate until she knew you were safe. God bless your hearts ♥️
Poor young folks!!! They are traumatised for life. They will end up living the rest of their lives looking over their shoulders.
NK Allday get out of here with your stank ass attitude. I bet you wouldn’t be saying that if YOU were in the shooting
M.r. Moon I get that, but doesn't that only apply if it's happened to an individual more than once? I'm talking about the people in/directly affected by a mass shooting. Correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think anyone has been caught up in or knows or lost someone from 2 or more mass shootings, or if that's happened it must be rare. I guess in a general sense we are desensitized to such violence but wouldn't that be a different story for people who directly experience the violence that haven't before?
we live in an illusion of safety bubble until some dramatic event changes it. but the likelihhod of such an event doesn't change, only our fear of it. security can not be guaranteed, do they walk around worried about getting struck by lightning? it is actually more likely than to be a victim of a school shooting.
goth lyfe, you don't have to work parole off. doesn't work like that. what hell will they have to pay?
NK Allday she watched her best friend get blasted in the face, grow up.
She’s so calm. Bless her soul. I would be a crying mess. You deserve a better world
just her or everyone
She’s so strong. Bless you Eden, I can’t possibly ever imagine if I saw my classmates including my best friend get shot, that it had been so hard for her
She tells the story very calmy to be someone who went through such a traumatic experience. I guess she's in shock.
Mari Poza Yes, I know she is in shock mode which is a natural reaction to this extreme and any chronic form of trauma. To function, we go into a normal shock mode response, other wise she could not eat, sleep, attend to a daily routine, school, etc. This is a normal psychological response, especially for her as she witnessed her close friend being murdered in front of her eyes. All the children need highly experienced trauma counselors. Unfortunately, there are not enough of this specific type of therapists available everywhere they are needed for all the trauma survivors we have in the USA and the world. I was a counselor & advocate for 18 years with Survivors of violent (& also including sexual assault) crimes, therefore, I am well aware of the physiological and psychological dynamics of victims. It is very hard to do that work, yet very necessary and more people are needed to do this challenging occupation. There are 2 good books recommended' "The Body Keeps the Score" & " We Are All in Shock".
She’s probably had to tell it so many times at this point that it is more rehearsed than from direct memory.
Mari Poza
Listen to everything she says. Something doesn't add up!
Goth Lyfe Is 17 dead bodies not enough evidence for you?
Time to get huge! Faked? Seriously? You have the guts to call this tragedy a fake and try to diminish all the suffering and grief these families and friends of the 17 have gone through? Shame on you.
The way she sniffed when she started to describe the smell, she will always remember that. This is heartbreaking, I pray for all of these teenagers to be able to overcome the senseless trauma they have endured.
in my country, there’s gun control and all that, it’s NEVER been a school shooting. EVER
bring me to your country
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@@TRUMP2024-m1y what?
@VERNON JACOBS Ooh. Ouch! You sliced through the nearly impenetrable BS, and exposed the profound truth with seven simple words. Brilliant! I think I love you.
i saw her sisters story and she cared about her so much
Watching the trial today, it’s just insane how one person caused so much damage to so many people.
I am so impressed with the eloquence of these students. They have been very well educated and their parents should be so proud of them. It will take years for these kids to recover, if ever.
I can’t imagine what I’d be going through emotionally if I lost my best friend in high school ... i pray peace over all of the survivors that never should have experienced this.
Dear girl - my heart goes out to you. Know you have a world of support.
This trauma will take a long time to heal. Longer and shorter than you expect. Be good to yourself. Be kind. Take as much time as you need. Ox
No child or teen or human should go through this
i can’t even imagine the pain she is feeling after seeing her best friend get shot and killed right next to her. my heart goes out to her and her healing process
You can see it in her eyes how this has just drained every emotion from her. I just want to hug all the survivors.
Yeah you can really tell this fucked with her bad. It’s all over her face and in her eyes. Feel so bad for her.
You could see she’s trying to hold back tears and stay calm as she’s talking
even watching this almost 2 years later, it's so surreal to know that even very important people see these things happen and dont do anything, (the president). ordinary civilians should not have access to military level weapons, theres honestly no reason for it, teenagers watched their friends, acquaintances, and teachers die that day and their voices need to be heard. theres no way to reverse what happened but we can prevent it from happening in the future and my love goes out to all of those families and friends of those who were injured and killed that day
You are all incredible young people. So brave. The way you all stood strong through that nightmare is something I will forever remember.
You are so strong to get in front of a camera and explain what you went through. Nobody should have to see the things you seen that day no matter the age & to set there and not get emotional during this entire video shows so much strength. Sending love and prayers to everyone affected by this
She's so brave for sharing her story. She's a true survivor that isnt just trying to get attention. Her pain is real
you can tell how traumatic it was for her in her voice. especially as someone who is close in age this hurts to watch i can’t imagine what that’s like
One year later and she still in shock . I would never be able to just say my bf is dead let alone as calm as her.
Coming back to all of these accounts of school shootings in the wake of the last several in our country… on top of my nephews’ best friend and basketball team member (8 YRS OLD) being murdered by a man shooting into passing cars… makes my stomach turn and drop. I can’t even process and verbalize how hopeless this is.
I’m the same age as you were at the time. I have imagined my friends dying from stories of school shootings and I’m in Europe. I always thought parkland was years ago but in reality it’s barely three. You’re so brave I could never contemplate this.
Why post this people? She’s clearly is in shock? She also says she saw his shoes, but he didn’t come in the classroom. She said her friend was next to her, but then her friend had moved. This is clearly trauma & emotionless. Get some ethics.
E H I’m sure her speaking about this was consensual. No one is going to force these kids in front of a camera in such a way.
She actually has a TH-cam channel and shared her story by herself, so I’m assuming she must’ve been okay with this interview.
Their windows to the classroom are long on the side of the door as explained in a different Parkland story survivor.
You’re joking right? She’s the person who agreed to making this video. I don’t think people just randomly sit in a professional studio with professional camera equipment, tell a story, and have a video uploaded without their consent.
BOO HOO , wow they discovered that death exists, which is definitely a rare occurrence. Literally over 100000 people die everyday, why is this so important?
I can't, nor would I want to, ever imagine what she went through. She is so strong and a survivor and kudos for being able to tell her story. I pray for continued healing for herself and all of those affected by this horrific tragedy.
A lot of these selfish comments absolutely break my heart...
Jeanette loveridge what fucking truth?
I cannot imagine watching someone shoot your best friend and not being able to do anything, not even scream or cry, because you literally cannot believe your eyes..... I don’t know how someone recovers from that. Ever.
i couldn't imagine being at the tender age of 14 and watching my best friend die right next to me. it breaks my heart how these stories are so casual now, it's like a thing we just deal with as a country. something has to be done about this.
I put this o the other video, but every single window and door needs to be upgraded to bullet proof and bomb proof (if possible) in every single school in the USA.
Kelsey M I agree but then is bad for fires what I think students need in every classroom are shields that are bulletproof so when they are lockdowns they have something to protect them and even get close enough to bring down the shooter as a group that’s what I believe
i think they should get something that comes down over them when a shooter enters the building
Or gun controll and no military guns for 18 year olds.
@@HomerJLeafs which is also far easier on taxes than the other options
Yes lets just pull that money out of our asshole.
The amount of PTSD these kids survivors had to go through still going through is probably the same has as a Soldier fighting in a war zone these are just kids let that sink in
Room 1216
Deaths: Alyssa Alhadeff, Alaina Petty, and Alex Schachter
Injuries: William Olson, Gensis Valentin, Justin Colton, Alexander Dworet, and Kheshava Mangapuram
and alex dworet’s brother, nick, was killed in the shooting a room over 💔
I think of you and all of parkland everyday. Hope you are doing better eden
As soon as she said that her best friend was shot , I thought about what if my best friend was shot if that happened in my school and I just started balling...
It’s so hard to think now how you can go back to that same class and learn more things when you know that some people who were in that class are never coming back cause they died in this cruel thing.
Ps after this incident, from states away from where I am, we now keep our doors locked a few minutes after the bell rings and if we don’t have something to prevent u from seeing inside we immediately put up black felt things on the windows for now so you can’t see inside through the window
Blue Bird the building was closed down no student can go in. They are debating knocking it down completely. It would be too traumatizing
@@isabellades9967 I think it would be good if they took down that building, I mean from what I guessed is that the shooter studied the floor plan before going in, and that building was designed in a poor way, the locks were outside the classroom door, which I think was poorly designed as well, why have to lock the door from the outside, rather than the inside?
We do that to
i couldn’t imagine seeing my best friend die in front of me
For those of you that don't know, eden Hebron has a TH-cam channel where she made a video about the shooting a month after it happened, and a year later she made a beautiful and sad song about the shooting
I have been balling for hours and it's been months since this happened. It makes me sick that this happens to people, this could've been my school, my friends. God bless all the heroes who survived.
You’re so brave to share this. Thank you.
im so sorry you lost your best friend and classmates.. :(
I'm so sorry you're a liar and a fraud.
@@stratoleft what
@@stratoleft you're stupid
I am crying watching this right now because I'm imagining my best friend, Olivia being shot and fall back. Your best friend is gone. What would you do next? I'm so sorry and I wish you the best. Nobody should ever have to go through anything like this ever. What world do we live in. We need to change it.
Sad thier resource officer wss caught hiding in the closet
Oex_VeVo TM yeah, he shouldn't be a officer
Oex_VeVo TM is heya
Angello! R. Yes. There was I believe one or two officers on campus who did absolutely nothing to help protect them.
He didn't have a gun dude that would have been self sacrifice
he wasn’t hiding inside a closet. he didn’t even enter the building when he heard gunshots. he claimed that he thought they were outside. bs because on the 911 operator call between the resource officer and the 911 operator he says “the shots are inside building 12 and 1300”
It sounds like he didn't really fully go in to the classroom and he shot from a distance! That's probably what saved your life because your friends who were right next to you got shot, so he probably missed you or didn't see you! Thank God!
Alyssa must've been amazing, she was everyone's best friend.
Her friend was actually shot eight times! Right next to her. I hope that she has counseling so that she can deal with survivors guilt which is a very terrible thing
Poor girl 💔 her eyes are just off when she tells the story - she’s traumatized- not one tear she’d... reminds me of how I was the day after my father passed ... my heart goes out to all the family members , friends and loved ones of parkland . I don’t want to see these situations happens anymore . This breaks my heart . This girl saw so much death- felt so much pain and fear . And is still
Processing it . Endless prayers to all
Of those affected 🤍
Why do people think this is fake? 17 people died that day. I'm sure their families would LOVE to hear you say that
@@regina4freedom653 None of what you said is true
@Regina4Freedom stop making up rubbish
People who think this tragedy is fake is honestly disgusting. 17 people died!!
No child should ever go through something like this. That monster messed up a lot of kids life. I pray God gives them the strength to heal.
hey I saw you talking about this in the comments on another video. R.I.P. stay strong!
My dear child, my ❤ goes to you and yes, that's what a child should think, balloons popping, not guns.
Okay she was 14 not 4
God bless her and everyone who went through this
Not me seeing this a in 2023 and there have been so many other mass shootings since. It’s crazy how nothing has changed
When I watch videos like this I’m thankful that I live in Europe. School shootings are heartbreaking.
Come here so we can welcome you. The American way
Thank you for sharing your testimony
This poor girl. I don’t even know what to say. Eden is clearly deeply shaken, and no one without going through what she had to can make any judgments about her reaction. People are treating her like she’s a full grown adult, but she’s a kid. Even now, she can’t be older than 16. Anyone who left a gross comment should just let that sink in and shut their mouths for once.
When she says she don't think she's ever gonna be ok after the horrible experience i can understand ive seen things I wish I'd never seen I've been through a war seeying people die or get shot etc it's traumatic its horrible it's not sonething you can ever unsee or ever forget i wouldnt wish somethimg that awful on anyone not even my worst enemy if I had one and trully it stays with you for your whole life to this day a loud nose like planes or fire works still scare me I still flinch if I hear either a plane or sound of fire works. I'm so sorry that these young people went through something so aweful and so traumatic no child no teenager or parent nor family should ever go through that kind of pain heartache or trauma.God bless you all.
My memories happened in combat fifty years ago and you are correct that you will never forget? it is expected in war, but the inhumanity, the carnage, the sound, the vision, the smell of gun powder, blood, and other smells of this event will never leave completely. Most important is to embrace the fear; you had every right to be fearful (I had a M16 to use). Why you survived and not the others is and was in the hands of God. it is best to talk it out of the hidden recesses of your mind. it is better to write - describe the scene, your thoughts, and most of all be accepting of change in your interpretation and description of what happened. The change is called maturity. Do not hide this event in the back corners since most people will not understand the gun violence, you will soon stop trying to describing it. Move on with your life. Try to make each day a good or great day. Smile a lot and be positive. If asked , tell them I am happy because i am here (do not explain, let them find out what it means).
Thank you for service
Thank you for your wisdom and your service
I noticed in all these interviews of teenagers living through mass shootings, they step outside of themselves, a protective shield goes up so to speak. These emotions that sre repressed will manifest in other ways for sure. She is right, " I don't think I'll ever be the same"
I can't believe people have dignity to insult these victims and to say unimaginable things to/about them. Shame. On. You.
Watch one video of this incident and all of a sudden it's all over my homepage. Every. Single. Day. Why?
Delete it from your history
I've watched a few of these interviews......I find it incredibly disturbing how unattached these young individuals seem to be, concerning the incident, they talk about it as if it's a movie they watched, here, Eden talks about her classmates like they're characters in a movie, so detached of her classmates fates, I can't describe the detachment of human emotion, feelings, empathy, sympathy, for the classmates who were shot/died....it frightens me that a generation of children are so emotionally detached from basic human emotions..... I'm 50yrs old, I graduated in "87", if this sort of thing happened to classmates of mine back in highschool....I don't think I'd be able to talk about it so emotionless, or at all for that matter.....these kids just aren't "connected" to each other like my generation was.... it's like they look at each other as just things, not as human lives....just things that were here yesterday, but now he/she is gone.....like a regular menu item at a local restaurant had been taken away....no big deal.... I'm astounded at the lack of "human connection"....and very deeply saddened by it.... it's shameful.... I'm ashamed that this behavior, this "disconnection" has become today's human evolution....emotionless robots.... narcissists
Its called Crisis Acting..... none of them are very good! They often advertise for them on Craigslist...what can you really expect?
Feeling bad for you girl. Your pain is evident. Prayers going out.
It's awful watching this and comparing it to interviews with adult columbine survivors. She is so calm for most of it, where as you can see the pain written across the columbine survivors faces. They're still scared - just now for their children. I really hope she's offered the right support. There's clearly a lot of pain she's been through and has taken a toll on her. I pray we learn from these things. No one, especially not kids should go through this.
Thank you for sharing your story.
Best wishes for this young woman. I can't imagine going through something like this. This is such a fucked up country we live in.
I was in class one day about a month after parkland and the administrator comes on the intercom and says very slowly with space between every word “ this is an active…shooter……………drill” and in that long pause between shooter and drill every one of my classmates and I looked around at each other with the utmost terror in our eyes. For just a moment but that’s all it takes is a moment. This should not be the norm this should not be the reality.
Worst Valentine's Day ever
@Jeanette loveridge jesus
@Jeanette loveridge how is it occult????
I came here for her sisters story and you can hear the pain in her voice you can hear how hurt she is I cannot believe that people think that shooting kids who have their whole lives ahead of them it’s just not okay
Scary that you can open door through broken window.
He didnt open the door. He shot though window in the door.
@Reflux Gaming no the glass was a rectangle going down it was near the doorknob so it was possible he could've of come in
It depends on the school some have big rectangular windows some have small rectangular windows u can’t fit your hand through without cutting it . Which that probably why he didn’t try that or shooters. My school the classrooms are set up away from the door so if their a shooter u will be out of sight and all the way on other side of classroom on the wall the door on . Only way u get shoot is if the bullets bounce off things but . Also are lock down if it real we are supposed put stuff in front door if it clear like cabinets and desk and chairs so he can’t get in and can’t shot us .
So incredibly sorry you had to go through this. I'm glad you are talking about this, It's the first step for your recovery. Brave girl. And he didn't win his agenda . Love to you and your family and friends💟
I’ll be praying for you and the family
what hurt the most about this is that in my own english class, i sat near the door and it was my responsibility to lock the door and shut the lights, but the day after this happened, my teacher made it very very clear that it was my job to do those two things. i was okay with it and agreed because i had chosen the seat myself and had chosen the duty. what really stayed with me was that my boyfriend is in the class with me and when we walked out together, he said to me “i don’t feel safe with you doing that, especially with us near a door that’s always unlocked” (there’s a stairway next to the class with a door that’s usually unlocked) and it was so harrowing to me to hear that because everytime we had a lockdown or anything, i always have an image in my mind of everyone being able to get under the heavily guarded desk (my teacher had lots of things blocking the desk) and me standing at the door still reaching it to lock it and possibly getting shot and it just makes me so scared to even sit at my desk and do work. another thing my teacher said to me as i sat under a counter where you can’t see anyone during a practice drill when my job hadnt been made clear yet was that “michael (my boyfriend) might get shot snd youd feel so bad” and i just took a moment to feel like wow. i couldnt live with myself. yk, those words have stuck to me to this day and it just angers me that we all have to sit in our classes in fear because theres no action being taken to protect us
At our pep rally in my school, someone popped a confetti popper that makes a loud noise and everyone screamed and I started having an anxiety attack because we all thought someone was starting to shoot us, because EVERYONE was in this gym, and the freshman didn’t know the right time to blow them
My daughter is this girl's age. It is horrible hearing her describe this. Why do we have to live in a society like this?
I feel like everyone should make a change on this in silence because i bet you anything future shooters are watching these videos and getting new ideas like oh maybe i should unlock the door and shoot. Like this is giving people ideas :/
Izzy! At The Disco right like I was thinking breaking the windows open the door they are defenseless anyways and boom you get more kills
Izzy! At The Disco That scared me omg 😨
There is a game that they are making right now that gives kids roleplaying a shooter on school campus :( this is worse than the cigarette company
They would cut their hand and wouldn’t be able to shot the gun or hold it
Remember sharp glass this isn’t the movies were u break a window and try go through it and u not going get cut up .
Just thinking if this happened in my school just is so scary. If one of my best friends died right in front of me I could never move one. This world is so messed up now
Comments should be disabled on videos like these. Subjects like these lure trolls in like bait on a hook...
When my mom died I was in shock. The whole moment was slow motion walking inside the house knowing she's dead in there cops etc around. I was down street I ran home when she didn't answer. She overdosed before Xmas of 2007 I was 14. It didn't hit me right away. I do remember when it did though I lived with my aunt who lived down road and my grandparents happened to be and still live their next door neighbors. It hit me and I just ran. It was night. I ran so fast and went to the porch tried to open the door and it was locked and all of a sudden I could not breath and I slumped down amd just bawled and bawled. Idk if my cousin and his family heard me or what but they came an had to get me and all I could say was she's really gone and never coming back. The day she died hours later I sat at the table with this man named Tony he was very kind man. We sat there and he really loved my mom to and so I tried to laugh and joke and I don't know why I just wanted to reassure him he was like a Dad to me. Anyway you can't go by this poor girls emotions.
Samantha Capron I’m so sorry for your loss.
Samantha Capron ... my heartfelt sympathy, so sorry. This is by far the worst thing that can happen to a child. But talking about it can be healing (my mum lost her mum when she was 12)
damn that poor girl alyssa her best friend just woah
This poor kids are so messed up. It’s so sad. They have numbed themselves to this trauma but it’s obviously with them every day. I feel awful for them.