waiting in the rain ~ sad lofi mix

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  • @thebootlegboy
    @thebootlegboy  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2291

    i love the summer, but sometimes ,especially at night, i miss the rain ☔
    Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3I3MsOX

    • @nikki-rd2ry
      @nikki-rd2ry 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      First! To comment on ur comment tho xD

    • @BRITdave-so1sl
      @BRITdave-so1sl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I love rainy mixes 🌧️😌

    • @playlistsport6505
      @playlistsport6505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      💜

    • @bodyfemo8654
      @bodyfemo8654 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I love rain so much 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @hede638
      @hede638 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      u're the one who made this fanart ?

  • @nostalgicmusic
    @nostalgicmusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5902

    to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
    to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
    to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
    to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
    i love you all

    • @Ark17xx
      @Ark17xx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      ily2🖤

    • @applemush
      @applemush 4 ปีที่แล้ว +133

      we love you too, thanks for that comment. a lot of people needed that

    • @thewaterdraak9931
      @thewaterdraak9931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      Ey bro, this warms my heart

    • @yoriichitsugikuni4584
      @yoriichitsugikuni4584 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Thanks.I really appreciate it

    • @Aoi-t5c
      @Aoi-t5c 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Thank you 💖

  • @idonzzz
    @idonzzz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2376

    *Lo-fi music really hits differently after 1am, I swear*

  • @Aftab_Raza_Khan
    @Aftab_Raza_Khan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    Thank you. Lo-fi community. For being so friendly.

  • @aiko1905
    @aiko1905 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5225

    Life is the most difficult exam, many people
    fail because they try to copy others not realizing
    that everyone has a different question paper.

  • @imjes3631
    @imjes3631 4 ปีที่แล้ว +935

    i honestly love the rain. standing with water running down your face, it's like you're not crying alone anymore.

    • @y2k396
      @y2k396 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      wut the freak dude

    • @ellae.8036
      @ellae.8036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I love your perspective, I never thought of it that way. It makes so much sense, maybe it is why I have always fount rain comforting

    • @domenic_clair
      @domenic_clair 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      This is exactly what I think about...🖤

    • @novasdiary03
      @novasdiary03 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I love the rain too 😚💕

    • @keilanilopez8311
      @keilanilopez8311 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I will legit never look at rain the same way again

  • @ac33er
    @ac33er 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2279

    *sometimes your house doesn't feel like home*

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +112

      Your room does

    • @ac33er
      @ac33er 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@theduck8504 yes

    • @blancoaustin2
      @blancoaustin2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      Home can literally be a person 😕

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@blancoaustin2 Agreed...

    • @boyddecker3936
      @boyddecker3936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@blancoaustin2 I want that person 😊

  • @kylie7016
    @kylie7016 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3622

    “I’m not afraid of death, I’m just scared that I’m gonna die before I get to experience true happiness.”

  • @natalyna3490
    @natalyna3490 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1744

    I love rainy days with lightning and thunderstorms ⛈. Sleep at night and hear the rain 💧💦fall I find it very relaxing 🌧

    • @edi4360
      @edi4360 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I don’t. In the country I used to live in, If it rained with lightning there was a good chance that the light was going to get shut off. Now when it thunder storms I get scared because of that. I hate the dark by the way, and it would usually be at night when the light would go out.

    • @flops1792
      @flops1792 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@edi4360 when i was little i used to be afraid of dark and wouldn't sleep without a light but now i can't sleep when there's too much light i can't sleep -_- and i find the sound very relaxing too, idk, i just find it calm and relaxing

    • @madahikhan3352
      @madahikhan3352 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here... I have my Playlist in Spotify to sleep...

    • @NDWWWW
      @NDWWWW 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Natalyne N SAME

    • @hsrevolut
      @hsrevolut 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Raining with lofi music❤️❤️

  • @seanpayne3330
    @seanpayne3330 4 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    Pluviophile - a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind during rainy days.

  • @jerylhabiling7734
    @jerylhabiling7734 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6190

    "I think the hardest person to LOVE is yourself"

    • @sixfeetapart58
      @sixfeetapart58 4 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      Nope! It’s to like. See your friends and family can love you, but they don’t always like you. Same concept with yourself

    • @ジオバンナジョルノ
      @ジオバンナジョルノ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +105

      i hate and dislike myself! But! I still push!!😎

    • @jewelacosta7846
      @jewelacosta7846 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Jeryl Habiling yeah 😩🥺

    • @whydoweexist2231
      @whydoweexist2231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Lmao u deserve a lot of likes

    • @retroaestheticboy
      @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      sad but true

  • @ay2869
    @ay2869 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2779

    Is it just me or does anyone else like hearing the sound of rain at night when youre about to sleep?

    • @itsmelamiho
      @itsmelamiho 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I hate late night rains but I love the rain sound is that counts?

    • @nichtloesbarxd3999
      @nichtloesbarxd3999 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Best thing in the world

    • @pastaslut
      @pastaslut 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      love it

    • @Paul-es9el
      @Paul-es9el 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      The best thing ever to me is a gloomy rainy day. Makes my mood so much calmer and better. I hate sunny days always have. Night rain is comfort to the soul when sleeping for me.

    • @lounge6064
      @lounge6064 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeh but I can’t hear it 😔

  • @user-ps7hh9yl7w
    @user-ps7hh9yl7w 4 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Tips if your cleaning:
    -Clear all the rubbish out first
    -Put everything that doesn't belong where it is aside
    -Start to put everything that belongs in a container etc. back
    -Neatly arrange anything else left
    -Put away everything from step two
    -Your done, now relax that well earned rest

  • @groovypippin
    @groovypippin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2376

    the worst feeling in the world is when your so sad you have lost the ability to cry.

    • @alisnafathurrohim35
      @alisnafathurrohim35 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      So true dude, i've already been sad for too long, and now i can't even cry anymore, the feeling is just getting worse

    • @creepyboy5131
      @creepyboy5131 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      Being lonely destroys me i want someone who loves me

    • @lasap613
      @lasap613 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      So true!!

    • @deluusional4210
      @deluusional4210 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Thats another lvl of sadness

    • @chr1sleeps
      @chr1sleeps 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes-

  • @ebopnai6990
    @ebopnai6990 4 ปีที่แล้ว +527

    Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!"

    • @starboy2077
      @starboy2077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    • @Rey_JC
      @Rey_JC 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      thanks, that helped a bunch.

    • @meriemsd4441
      @meriemsd4441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank u ❤️

    • @didi261196
      @didi261196 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      actually needed to read this, thanks

    • @angelkat8217
      @angelkat8217 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      helped a lot

  • @sukriti2316
    @sukriti2316 4 ปีที่แล้ว +772

    Hey there friend
    What is it? Homework? Sleep? A certain love interest ?
    Are you not in your best mood right now?
    Oh ...I see....
    But..guess what.. don't let these problems bother you..
    You are too precious for that...
    Trust me....
    Why?? You ask?
    Because you haven't left this chat yet. ..
    Because you still have hope
    Because you trust me
    Though we are strangers
    Trust me dear.... I am right here just for you ..
    Everyone in this community is there for you ....
    If you are not feeling your best try having a conversation....
    I will listen to you....
    Don't hold it in......
    Write it down here..
    I will listen to you ...
    Ah....I am afraid the day is ending and I will have to leave...
    But I am still here for you... try having a talk dear. ❤️
    Good bye for now ....

    • @sukriti2316
      @sukriti2316 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      @Nath X7 I'm doing good though I am still struggling to catch up with my online classes I am trying to make every day better than yesterday :)
      How are you doing @NathX7.......is something bothering you?

    • @agashimuhammadahdamaidris8982
      @agashimuhammadahdamaidris8982 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Im from indonesia, i love you! Thankyou 😔

    • @kaisandrx1841
      @kaisandrx1841 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Nath X7 stay strong bro u got this

    • @nievescalvo2786
      @nievescalvo2786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      i just feel so alone. i feel like nobody really loves me. i just think that all my relationships are superficial. nobody cares of what i think or feel. everyone just has a ridiculous idea of how i am. they think they know me but the just label me with terms like "peaceful" "dreamy" "quirky" "eccentric" "naive" "innocent" "artsy" and they think they´re done. but i´m so much more than that. if i ever do something out of that labels they´re like wtf and they think i´m like in a weird rebel phase. i´m not shallow. i´m not trying to be anything. i don´t do everything to please others. sometimes i just want to be myself for a while but then i find once more that nowhere am I safe enough to be myself. that just hurts. i hate masking. i want to fit in. just in one place. just with one person. i need that.
      i hope you understand this. this feels kind of hard to express

    • @sukriti2316
      @sukriti2316 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@nievescalvo2786 that's sad to hear ..people are quick in judging others and they do so without realising how hurting their words could be ..I understand you dear since I've been through the same at some point of time and I know how hurting and painful it is ...but I'll ask you just to be yourself and who you are I know it might be difficult and probably many people will judge you but at the end of the day it is just you ; just you to comfort and console yourself . Life is long to be trying to lie to yourself about who you are ..so I'll just ask you to be who you actually are and people will eventually start supporting you when they'll see you getting a better person ✨ wish you luck and lot's of love 💜💜💫

  • @hadesgaming8662
    @hadesgaming8662 4 ปีที่แล้ว +950

    “They don’t see us, until they need us.”

  • @micheukim9209
    @micheukim9209 4 ปีที่แล้ว +607

    ‪I’ve been sad for so long but I can’t cry damn it, I just wanna cry to feel better but my eyes are dry ‬

    • @aescorpthetic8595
      @aescorpthetic8595 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      :) u okay

    • @GoogleAccount-fr9xm
      @GoogleAccount-fr9xm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same

    • @hayduh6819
      @hayduh6819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SHIN! Heston

    • @fraine8790
      @fraine8790 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Honestly same, people get judged for crying because it’s a sign of “weakness” but no, it’s a sign your human, a sign that you want to relieve some stress and just cry, crying in my opinion is healthy, it’s like a deep way to relieve stress and truly feel your emotion..
      I’ve never written something so deep before, this song just hit different

    • @killua777
      @killua777 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My friend
      Our loves to yuh

  • @noa7922
    @noa7922 4 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    Sometimes you need to face the rain to get the rainbow. You got this. We're not just a community, or strangers. We're •♡ 𝔽 ℝ 𝕀 𝔼 ℕ 𝔻 𝕊 ♡•

    • @diaeessaleh5741
      @diaeessaleh5741 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I love the rain tho but I know what you meant by saying "face the rain"
      but since I've never seen a rainbow in my life......

    • @ch3rry487
      @ch3rry487 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@diaeessaleh5741 You'll see one, one day. That's a promise frien! Stay groovy

    • @selimunnaher7698
      @selimunnaher7698 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      awww thats sooo supportive of you. i wish when your rain stops the almighty will give you tons of rainbow that you will be shocked out of happinnes

    • @zenitsuagatsuma6225
      @zenitsuagatsuma6225 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Make me your freind 😀

    • @littleburritos6537
      @littleburritos6537 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Really we're friends? I haven't been told that in a long time by someone. Thank you.

  • @keroppihaos
    @keroppihaos 4 ปีที่แล้ว +533

    it’s just one of those days isn’t it ?
    the days where you feel utterly depressed despite having a good day
    i’ll tell you my story stranger
    i celebrated my birthday on june 28 2020
    which was on the 23 of june
    i did archery with friends
    i made cookies for them
    we went to the mall and bought nothing but a candle
    we ate lunch at a restaurant
    it was a wonderful day
    i even took a big nap after my friends left even if i barely get sleepy
    i just
    everything seems slow so suddenly
    like time has
    stopped ?
    i feel like i wanna cry
    is it because i miss my friends ?
    is it because my dad found out i sleep past 1 am ?
    honestly that last option makes no sense heh
    what would it be like the sleep for eternity
    would people miss me ?
    would i miss them ?
    how depressed would everyone be
    i’m sorry
    i’m getting ahead of myself
    until next time ?
    just know you’re doing great
    i’m cheering for you

    • @feliusv1686
      @feliusv1686 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Not sure if this helps but I feel rather the same
      This empty feeling everytime I wake up is dread full
      It truly seems the world lost color the only times I feel good would be in my dreams I guess
      I've felt tired of everything lately not games or books or friends or shows or music have felt right I feel
      Apathetic

    • @waddlewaddle02
      @waddlewaddle02 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      depression just takes over at the most random time doesnt it? no matter how much fun you've had or how long you smiled and laughed, it drops this weight on your chest and suddenly its hard to breath. There's strangers all around the world dealing with the voices in their head, telling them the world could be better if they stopped breathing when in fact, someone's world would be empty and scarred if they killed themselves. Yes, it's hard to believe that someone loves you, with all those 'i love you's thrown around like trash, like its nothing, to the point that it lost its meaning. the 'i love you's that used to hold such deep meaning, is now such doubtful words that people tend to say without meaning it. But do believe me, people are capable of loving you, even through the internet. Love has alot of different meaning from different individuals, some through actions, some through words, some un-acknowledged their love for a certain someone, until they lose them. So hey stranger, wherever you might be, I'm cheering for you too, don't give up on life, there's someone waiting for you in the future, there's happiness peeking around the corner, excited to surprise you. No matter how many bad days you've encounter, never let go of all the hopes, dreams and happiness you've went through, its still there and there will be more to come, i'm rooting for you, my love, goodluck ♡♡♡

    • @keroppihaos
      @keroppihaos 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@waddlewaddle02 thank you so much. you do not know how much i really needed that. this is a short reply but i do care about you and hope the best for you. again, thank you. please, be kind to yourself and be kind to others. im rooting for you hon. thank you.

    • @waddlewaddle02
      @waddlewaddle02 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@keroppihaos HEY OMG, you're welcome love ♡♡♡ now that you've replied i feel like i would love to talk to you more T^T i hope things are good on your side, and thank you!! ♡♡♡

    • @0z4rk43
      @0z4rk43 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm always cheering for you my friend. Now and forever

  • @HTA25
    @HTA25 4 ปีที่แล้ว +619

    It's currently raining here. I'm Sitting at work in a dark break room, listening to this. Have 30 minutes of lunch and don't want go back out there because I don't want to be in reality and the world is scary.

    • @karlispec5
      @karlispec5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      just [remember to] breathe✨

    • @Mayhac
      @Mayhac 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Found another Hayden, I’m sure you killed it

    • @edi4360
      @edi4360 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hayden MacWhinnie the name Hayden exist? You learn something new every day I guess.

    • @yutaokkotsu9566
      @yutaokkotsu9566 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      How are you at work

    • @halvey8518
      @halvey8518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      The world is meant to be scary or else the moments that make it worth living, aren’t.

  • @lorentheloner9368
    @lorentheloner9368 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    ahh yes my soundtrip online school quarantine era + rainy days while i wrote down my lessons, its really comforting

    • @scarboroughboi
      @scarboroughboi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i miss the quarantine era

  • @francescorivva3338
    @francescorivva3338 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1538

    Once I heard a story about a little girl and her babysitter that was really heartbreaking. It went like this.
    Little Girl: What’s on your arm?
    Me: They’re battle scars.
    Little Girl: You fought in a war?
    Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
    Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one?
    Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I’ll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them, okay? Can you promise me?
    Little Girl: Yes. I promise.
    A few days later we went on a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
    Teen: Why are you hugging me?
    Little Girl: Because... (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
    The teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her.
    With tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me...
    Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting.
    She bends down at eye level with the little girl
    Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero
    not mine

    • @ayanoaishi2356
      @ayanoaishi2356 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Thank you for this beautiful Story ✨💕 hope you are alright. Love to you

    • @saeteune1918
      @saeteune1918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I needed this , whoever you are . I hope you love the best life you can and be the best version of yourself

    • @im_lilshot1386
      @im_lilshot1386 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I cut my face and if that girl did that for me I would cry so hard

    • @mateowright4429
      @mateowright4429 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      goddamn that made my night and made me cry

    • @rayabc3433
      @rayabc3433 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Bru that hits hard but is so frickin cute at the same time

  • @dosaootisao9207
    @dosaootisao9207 4 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    Im glad to see that there are people in the world listening to this with me and maybe feel the same way❤

  • @thylvtohae
    @thylvtohae 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I ain't depressed but I just love vibing,relaxing, and studying with these kinds of songs. who's with me? :>

    • @thylvtohae
      @thylvtohae 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Sawooshi Soul thank you, even tho it's not a good thing to say. :)

    • @aelyr2710
      @aelyr2710 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ayyyyy we vibin 💯 you not alone broda 👍🏻💯

  • @emmamrl9485
    @emmamrl9485 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I am sitting at my desk, the window is open and I can feel the freshness of the rain in the bedroom. I feel so alone, but the rain comforted me. To you who read this comment, I love you

  • @glyphic4232
    @glyphic4232 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    As a kid, maybe when I was like 7, when I used to live near the city, my mom showed me the fun that the rain can bring, instead of thinking that the rain ment I was trapped inside, she showed me that I can still go outside, and I can jump around and splash about in the rain and just have a blast. I've always loved the rain as a kid, and she showed me that sometimes it's just nice to go outside when it's raining. Now that I'm 11 years older than I was then, i still find the rain to be relaxing, it calms me down, it makes me happy, I can't even explain it, I just like how it gets darker outside, and I love the sound of the rain falling all around me as I just sit on the pavement listening to music in the middle of a storm. I've developed a huge problem of dwelling in my mind for too long and overthink about things that honestly don't really matter, or rather, things that shouldn't matter.when it's raining, it takes my mind off of it all, it helps me not feel anxious or it helps ease my mental state. I've always loved the rain, thank you for this new mix, it's been raining a lot where I live and this will go perfect for when I go sit in the rain.

    • @Simon-ch9jf
      @Simon-ch9jf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      deeeeeeeeeeeep

    • @domenic_clair
      @domenic_clair 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Go to Germany..here is always raining..))

    • @offixial_lea2542
      @offixial_lea2542 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dome nika omfg i feel that sm

    • @domenic_clair
      @domenic_clair 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@offixial_lea2542 😌

    • @glyphic4232
      @glyphic4232 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@domenic_clair I actually plan to go to Germany at one point, I have a lot of German family so I thought it might be interesting to visit one year

  • @rainsupe
    @rainsupe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    The rain is like a big wet hug

  • @elvira4915
    @elvira4915 4 ปีที่แล้ว +569

    I feel sad about the life I’ll never have. I am glad i live where i do but i long for somewhere else. I long for one of those cartoon style adventures

    • @altritzy8550
      @altritzy8550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Same! You never know what life has in store for you though, maybe you will live those adventures or meet someone and they can keep you company with your adventures :)

    • @cinemaflavor9852
      @cinemaflavor9852 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Work hard and invest your money wisely, I took a trip to LA for the first time in my life doing that, you'll feel amazing when you see new parts of the world

    • @mehp_
      @mehp_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Same! I really wish I could live in a world with magic, or be whisked away into a fantasy land adventure. Sometimes, when I'm done with a book or anime I think about how boring my life actually is, and I fall into my head with hypothetical situations about stuff that'll never happen...

    • @saltycrackers4460
      @saltycrackers4460 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me hp same but ya never know !

    • @_anna_banana_868
      @_anna_banana_868 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞❤︎

  • @Noe-tu3dq
    @Noe-tu3dq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    Tonight sadness feels like a corrosive liquid in my chest
    Where does it come from? Why me?
    Peace to you guys, may this night give you the best advices

    • @silence723
      @silence723 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are not allone with that...

    • @hsrevolut
      @hsrevolut 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re not alone❤️❤️❤️

    • @dylan10011998
      @dylan10011998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I wish I could talk you through your sadness if you ever need a dude to talk to hmu Snapchat: dylan10011998

  • @anonymousfan.4451
    @anonymousfan.4451 3 ปีที่แล้ว +223

    why do i randomly become sad when it’s near the end of the day?

    • @cris-ms9xw
      @cris-ms9xw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      me too, night it's a safe moment to cry, or to watch the moon and listen to music, night its the perfect moment to be alone, or in company with our sadness, or with ourselves, or with both. I love the night because I feel like the moon can listen al what I say, and tells me that everything will be okay, like my mom, she is still alive and I live with her, but I feel like I'm missing her. I only have 13 years and idk why I feel like things aren't going well

    • @a.amina_707
      @a.amina_707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah it's 11:33 pm

    • @confused7867
      @confused7867 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I think cause ur like
      Wow that day just went past so quickly
      Or with me I’m like
      I just wasted a day doing nothing

    • @rainynights4472
      @rainynights4472 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It starts feeling lonely when I lie in my bed..?

    • @MosesGTC
      @MosesGTC 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I thought I'm the only one...evening time is sad for me..I really don't know why...it's like when the sun is setting...and it's getting dark ..I feel abit anxious and sad...I look forward to morning

  • @hehehehehe5242
    @hehehehehe5242 4 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    Take a moment to clear your mind of your worries and picture this:
    You're in Japan and you live in one of the houses its not too cold outside and you just sitting there listening to this music.
    How would that feel?

    • @aftru5202
      @aftru5202 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      euphoric

    • @starboy2077
      @starboy2077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Would be more relaxed but it wouldn’t solve me missing her

    • @angelkat8217
      @angelkat8217 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      lovely.

    • @lozzi3510
      @lozzi3510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It would be amazing, no stress, just so relaxing

    • @stevenray7227
      @stevenray7227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      stg i wanna go to japan so bad bro, lemme graduate allllrrrrreeeeaaaadddyyyyy

  • @cadenceheinicke208
    @cadenceheinicke208 4 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    I just sat outside for 30 minutes, in a giant hoodie, laid in the grass under the stars and cried. Interpret that as you will.🥺

    • @drike_12
      @drike_12 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn I wouldn't wanna get that hoodie dirty but ok..

    • @caube22
      @caube22 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You just need an hour alone.

    • @cadenceheinicke208
      @cadenceheinicke208 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bruh when ur depressed and slit your thighs everyday, my biggest concern isn’t a hoodie that can be washed.

    • @mhairi.6p
      @mhairi.6p 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i might do that tonight. i have a lot of sadness right not. my grandma just died.

    • @purpleyou1464
      @purpleyou1464 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      beautiful

  • @sakuraeyre6807
    @sakuraeyre6807 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I’m so tired of being ignored, as if I am too young to feel anything, too young to understand, I’m tired of being second or third choice to everything as if I am always waiting to be invited, wanted, needed I’m tired of all of this I don’t want to get out of bed today or tomorrow every day is the same nothing special just me the swing and nothing else.

    • @daffaindrasta7252
      @daffaindrasta7252 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here, don't give up 🤗

    • @wana2237
      @wana2237 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      cmon Sakura, wht if the very ppl you feel that are ignoring you are also dying n wishing for you to reach out to them, the prob is we all full o pride no one wants to be the first to open up ..... buh if it really real tat you goin tru all those stuffs den i wish you luck, get outta tat plc ....it very toxic

  • @chemoemo3926
    @chemoemo3926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +527

    It’s sad time once again boys . . .
    You’ve heard it before: Patience is a virtue. Waiting for the right time, at the right place, for things to go smoothly. Sometimes, that really is the case - You hold still, hoping for all to go well, despite everything else telling you to move. It’s hard, being patient, waiting for your time, and yet you persevere: You keep on going, regardless of instincts and thoughts, and sometimes all goes well. Sometimes it doesn’t. You’re still here thought, despite it all - You’re fighting for your chance, and that is commendable. Take care until it all works out. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music.
    Enjoy.

    • @penelopestylites2013
      @penelopestylites2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ur still here 2-monthought

    • @meh4858
      @meh4858 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel like I seen this guy somewhere commenting something before oof-

    • @naijii
      @naijii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You're the hero of sad music.

    • @flynn.5473
      @flynn.5473 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I just want to thank you for being here. Thank you. For putting these comments on every song. For making me smile (: and btw, I love your profile picture. DBH is amazing. Especially our boy Connor. I hope to be friends with you, if you like (:

    • @beccakoury
      @beccakoury 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sugar_ cookies: yeah he comments on a lot of bootleg’s posts, he’s been here for years..

  • @Kiwiikap
    @Kiwiikap 4 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    I love how people are opening up in the comments and every one is so supportive in here
    It's funny how the strangers in this comment section are all extremely supportive yet the people close to us in real life arnt...

    • @timeabenko12
      @timeabenko12 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True : /

    • @selimunnaher7698
      @selimunnaher7698 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Even,my theapist isnt like this supportive to me.....

    • @denisejanetamayo3204
      @denisejanetamayo3204 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True, I'd rather open to strangers rather than close friends.

    • @denisejanetamayo3204
      @denisejanetamayo3204 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lukx0 thank you very much, i'll keep that in mind😌

  • @impalafart8177
    @impalafart8177 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    can i just listen to music and fall asleep forever? :')

  • @jonathan-zo9nh
    @jonathan-zo9nh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +448

    *that feeling when you eat all alone in lunch and everyone around you has friends~*

    • @goaway3302
      @goaway3302 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True~

    • @offixial_lea2542
      @offixial_lea2542 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      凸༼ຈل͜ຈ 凸山卂尺 乃ㄖ卂ㄒ the moment when ur county does not allow homeschooling

    • @audreygomez1607
      @audreygomez1607 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      even worse when ur surrounded by people but still feel alone

    • @rakay3303
      @rakay3303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sometimes the ones eating with friends are lonely as well

    • @katiebiz3498
      @katiebiz3498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      As a introvert, it’s a basic things..
      But...
      It really broke your heart.. 😕🙂😌

  • @SamSergeant
    @SamSergeant 4 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Do love the sound of rain, good to help you relax. Really like this mix so far, thanks as always! Hope everyone is doing well :)

    • @dimitrioslange2789
      @dimitrioslange2789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Am going fine just been paranoid lately I don't know why. How have you been? And for the people who comment on this comment how have u been?

    • @hollowfie
      @hollowfie 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Likewise, My Friend.

    • @camonwii
      @camonwii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rain is always fun to stare at. Listen. Gaze at. Life always has something new to come. It always is changing. New people. New events. But the one thing that gets me out of those thoughts. Thoughts of change. Loss. Sorrow. Is rain and a lofi track. Brings me peace.

    • @SamSergeant
      @SamSergeant 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dimitrioslange2789 good to hear mate! Thanks for checking in, I'm doing well too actually. Spending a lot more time with family which has been really good!

    • @domenic_clair
      @domenic_clair 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dimitrioslange2789 paranoid android)))

  • @RocketShipRansacker
    @RocketShipRansacker 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    legend says when you loop this mix the child waits forever. she doesnt give up hope, like the minority.
    my edit: thank you for 1 like!

  • @retroaestheticboy
    @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +543

    i was just thinking how over 400,000 people have heard my song
    , it's insane

    • @sagu1446
      @sagu1446 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      YOUR SONG IS AMAZING

    • @retroaestheticboy
      @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @Noah s thank you so much

    • @retroaestheticboy
      @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sagu1446 I really appreciate it

    • @naga4660
      @naga4660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@retroaestheticboy Me too congrats to both of us making it into this mix

    • @retroaestheticboy
      @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@awkwardandquiet16yearsago75 I'm glad it helped you

  • @secretboyxo
    @secretboyxo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    4.30am....listening and thinking...life feels unreal

  • @darththekid6395
    @darththekid6395 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    I don’t know if I’m really depressed. I just go through these phases where I don’t want to do shit. I just want to lay down,watch Netflix, and disappear. No one bothers me and I don’t bother them. Forever. Just leave me in my room and forget about me.

    • @millie-kg8xk
      @millie-kg8xk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I think that’s bipolar disorder. People with bipolar feel depressed and paralyzed for a while and then they suddenly feel normal or sometimes extremely happy

    • @somerandommicrowave
      @somerandommicrowave 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@millie-kg8xk so that means im a bipolar disorder. A severe dmged one

    • @kris_hopscotch
      @kris_hopscotch 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I relate to this,i'm still young but adulthood seems so.. hard,i just wanted to watch my things,animate on my tablet,sleep and have a peaceful life without any problems,but this goal seems so impossible,so sometimes i thinks of commiting suicide

    • @chandrabhushansingh7374
      @chandrabhushansingh7374 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well, I am doing that for about a year now. And it's not pleasent

  • @waniii9585
    @waniii9585 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    hearing the sound of rain at night literally makes me sobbing

    • @kashmir1548
      @kashmir1548 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      how u feel huh?

    • @waniii9585
      @waniii9585 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kashmir1548 idk but i think I'm better than 11 months ago. And you ?

  • @a.m7874
    @a.m7874 4 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I lay awake thinking “will it rain tonight” when I should be sleeping. I just want the rain to pour away my emotions till im numb again, at least till next time. My emotions overcome my sense of reality and it comes, just like rain my tears pour. Till next time.

    • @anyone720
      @anyone720 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats Deep Bruh

  • @joyccicle
    @joyccicle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    There’s something so calming about rain, the idea of the clouds and sky crying with me and feeling pain together is really interesting. I feel like I can let go of myself and just be free, for the few minutes of calm before the storm. Rain is truly my therapy and the source of my peace.

  • @kwun3005
    @kwun3005 4 ปีที่แล้ว +272

    when I’m sleeping I’m not sad angry or lonely. I’m just nothing.

    • @amishnarayan6520
      @amishnarayan6520 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Laying there emotionless on your bed can't fall asleep, I feel you.

    • @eduardopugliesi1716
      @eduardopugliesi1716 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I now that feeling bro
      You just lay down and fall asleep hearing this songs and just forget about everthing for once in the day you can chill out thats what give me strength to face the next day (sorry about my english im brazilian)

    • @sabrinarizzo4883
      @sabrinarizzo4883 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      awww nooo:(

    • @drakobby6418
      @drakobby6418 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Congratulations you’ve become everything welcome to the Circle 😉

    • @Julian-no1qv
      @Julian-no1qv 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ha. Is good to know that there's other people that know what ur feeling.

  • @nya1789
    @nya1789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    “It’s hard when you can’t learn the same like others do”

    • @bishopcurry161
      @bishopcurry161 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      :/ yea

    • @ballingwithace4033
      @ballingwithace4033 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Perceiving differently is an achievement.. stay strong

    • @νίοετ
      @νίοετ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      School right

    • @johnaescud3214
      @johnaescud3214 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel this in my bones and it's okay, you are special, your ways are special, your destination is special, you are built special and you will blossom, more than others.

    • @aelyr2710
      @aelyr2710 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do not try to learn what others are learning/doing, if it's not for you then dont give a fuck. Learn to ignore and let go. Something is for you that's not for them, that's why you find it hard to learn like others.

  • @ebbimuldoon
    @ebbimuldoon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I play this playlist for my son when he's about to go to sleep, or being super fussy. THIS IS THE ONLY MUSIC THAT'S KEEPING HIM FROM CRYING!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @retroaestheticboy
    @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Thank you for adding my song

    • @lilytrainor9497
      @lilytrainor9497 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i LOVED ur song! keep doing what you’re doing :)

    • @retroaestheticboy
      @retroaestheticboy 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lilytrainor9497 it means so mch to me, I'll keep doing it

    • @aaronjimenez8826
      @aaronjimenez8826 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Retro Aesthetic Boy yes please do

    • @bishopcurry161
      @bishopcurry161 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Woooooah its you

  • @Kkoumou
    @Kkoumou 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    It's strange how a little rain is all it takes for you to realize how sad you are inside. Cheer up my friend,better days are coming

  • @fathuraspartame9304
    @fathuraspartame9304 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I've even forgotten how to cry, I can only show a smile without feeling happy

    • @aelyr2710
      @aelyr2710 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's fine, happiness is anything or anyone or someone, learn to ignore and let go. Let happiness come to you. Stop chasing happiness.

  • @Paul-es9el
    @Paul-es9el 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    The best thing ever to me is a gloomy rainy day. Makes my mood so much calmer and better. I hate sunny days always have. Night rain is comfort to the soul when sleeping for me. Wish everyday was gloomy and raining ……

    • @CFPMANE
      @CFPMANE 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      BadVibes Same here

    • @awlyza
      @awlyza 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i thought i was the only one

  • @Emily-sj2fx
    @Emily-sj2fx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    i just want to feel connected to another person. for someone to understand me, to hear me when i speak. i try hard to be my best for everyone but i somehow always end up feeling like ive failed...i missed the mark. i have never before felt this truly alone and never has my heart hurt this bad but i dont know where to go when i need support because ive set myself up as the supporter and i dont feel like ive ever rlly connected with anyone, but i just have to keep waiting for them to come along, for things to look up so for now im just going to let the rain wait with me :)

    • @_.non.social._
      @_.non.social._ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      give time, things will get better 💕

    • @jamespaige3881
      @jamespaige3881 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Emily.. i totally understand what you are saying and feeling. I feel like i fail everyday. I too am a supporter and a big helper. It never gets reciprocated back to me by the right people though. It's hard to get a genuine connection with someone without them having reservations about themselves or you. I'm a person who always puts two feet into everything i do. I have a huge heart and sometimes i think i just care to much when i don't need to. But to not care would be me changing who i am as a person. Emily don't ever change who you are and don't ever doubt yourself. You are one of a kind and when that person walks into your life because they will. They will also be one of a kind because you will attract what you give out. So you keep being the best you that you know how to be. Don't change or bend for any reason because your uniqueness is what will give you that connection that will last a lifetime. Much love from my end of the world to yours.

    • @xoxogoldenfox
      @xoxogoldenfox 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i felt every word you said, im sorry ❤

    • @JakobNarbei
      @JakobNarbei 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Message me

  • @ozen4150
    @ozen4150 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I don't care about love or thing usally people worries about... I only have one wish... one wish only... i wish i had freedom... freedom to speak to scream to act and to dress, that freedom that makes you go out alone in the middle of the night just to run around... that freedom that makes you choose your own life choises... i wish i was free...

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I want to run far away where no one knows me where no one cared what i did

    • @mrzero2027
      @mrzero2027 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish to run freely in the night, when most people are on their homes and scream with all my power and start laughing without any reason.. Cuz maybe, yea maybe i feel happy

  • @sunshine-wq7ii
    @sunshine-wq7ii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    "it hurts so much"
    "where does it hurt?"
    "inside"

    • @BadBoy-uz1tj
      @BadBoy-uz1tj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why , you deserve better

  • @prototype3374
    @prototype3374 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Always listening to these wonderful songs while i reading the comments.
    That makes me relaxing and sometimes a lil bit sad because of some sad comments and i always wish i could help all of these friendly people but all i can do is writing a positive comment.

  • @kingdomofthecloudsandthestars
    @kingdomofthecloudsandthestars 4 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Sometimes, my sadness annoys me so much
    Sometimes, this heaviness of my heart annoys me so much
    Sometimes, my feelings annoy me so much
    Sometimes, I wish could rip this heart out of my chest, n throw it somewhere far away
    Sometimes, I wish I could shut my mind, so these thoughts won't appear to me at all...
    Sometimes, I like this sadness
    Sometimes, I love this heaviness of my heart
    Sometimes, I like this pain
    Sometimes, I want to stay into my mind, with all these thoughts circling me around
    Cuz sometimes, such are the only times, I feel alive
    Cuz sometimes, such are the only times, I feel anything at all....
    - Blur

  • @JackN07
    @JackN07 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    just got stood up in the rain last week, this pretty much encapsulated the feeling in one video.

  • @ahmadz6819
    @ahmadz6819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Reminds of the time that me and her were driving while it was raining drinking our coffee and listening to our fav songs, i remember once a calm rain turned into a thunderstorm, i held her hand and kept her warm and calm... guess she no longer needed my warm hands

  • @sushi_my_dudeski
    @sushi_my_dudeski 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love the calm, crisp vibrant smell and feel of rain, and whilst I lay here in bed wondering why no body loves me, I have the urge to slowly drift asleep, with the intent to never wake up again~

  • @youlackconviction
    @youlackconviction 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Ever cried because you want your parents to change? You just wish they could understand you like other parents and not judge you for being so sensitive? Yea, me too💔

    • @xavmn
      @xavmn 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      My parents changed... I remember having a fun time but I just sit here until the day I die, I don’t have friends I also get bullied most of the time, I’m poor I don’t have money I just want a fun life and I’m trying my hardest to give it to other people, since I know what I feels to be as a happy person, live a fun life!

    • @bananasplit5626
      @bananasplit5626 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same bro

    • @aelyr2710
      @aelyr2710 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Learn to let go and ignore. Focus on your study aim for good grades not high grades. Go to college after you graduate get a stable job, work on hobby. Invest and then when you're successful brag. Let success do karma. Get rid of anger learn to ignore.

  • @luuucasus9254
    @luuucasus9254 4 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    Life will eventually end, everything is temporary satisfaction.

    • @isabella3627
      @isabella3627 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      true

    • @GALA89
      @GALA89 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Yes its temporary, so enjoy your life, there wont be another

    • @efemena4242
      @efemena4242 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

    • @agente3347
      @agente3347 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yep, that’s why better to prepare for the next one, life is just a blink, my only advice for you is: look for the truth and the truth will find you, because the truth is a person, and that person is Jesus Christ. Well bye, I hope you have a very good life and make the most of it uwu

    • @sovietnationalism5240
      @sovietnationalism5240 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@agente3347 Jesus Christ is fake. Religion is the opium of the people. Stop believing in this "Christianity" fable. It's all invented. I don't mean to offend, but you're offending me by spreading the word of "Jesus". Cease right now, please. That's all im asking you. If you can do this, I'll be very glad. I am personally offended by Christianity as an atheist due to their exterme killcount of over 100 million of people, besides if the fact that if what they said is true (If you are not baptized you go to hell), A LOT of people would have gone to hell, we're talking over the 10 billion count. Fortunately, it's all utter fairy.

  • @kainbeats
    @kainbeats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    4:26 Thanks so much for the feature, bootlegboy! Wonderful mix

  • @rrafaa7057
    @rrafaa7057 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I’m sorry I made you try
    I’m sorry I made you cry
    I’m sorry that “us” wanted to make you die
    But I never wanted our feelings to go “bye”
    Now I’m here listening to music that makes me sigh while the rain goes by....

  • @franciscogomes8884
    @franciscogomes8884 4 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I have a super important exam in two day and i still havent studied. I´m here cause im just sad and as usual disappointed with myself because i never do the things i know i should do. I seriously don´t care anymore, i´m just tired of life.
    Sorry for sounding depressing, it´s just that i have no one to talk to about this and i feel better if i write my problems. Don´t know if anyone relates to me but that´s just how i feel.

    • @luna.s9138
      @luna.s9138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hey man! hope you did well on your exam :)

    • @xeniasirota1260
      @xeniasirota1260 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hey, I know this is a bit late but I relate to the things you've said and I'm kinda struggling with the same feelings myself, so if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here to listen :)

    • @axeluwu7489
      @axeluwu7489 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      god are here for u and we r here for u

    • @huzaif4642
      @huzaif4642 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😔😔🖤

    • @cuentaperdida8664
      @cuentaperdida8664 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You good man?

  • @glyphic4232
    @glyphic4232 4 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    This is my second comment on this video, but it's because I wanted to just vent, even if it doesn't get read by anyone, it's still just nice to talk about things.
    I started dating this amazing girl literally the day after Christmas, at first we kept everything under wraps since we both didn't really want the attention of being together, but that's not the point of this story, the point is, she's moving next Monday, she's going to a different state, and I can't go with her, and she can't stay here with me. I'm at the age where technically I'm on my own but I'm still with my parents, same goes with her, in theory I can move with her, but I don't exactly have the money to do that, and it's way too last minute to make any plans to go with her. I've known she was going to be moving long before I started dating her, but we ended up getting really close in the few months after I met her initially and only knew her as a friend. Eventually she became my best friend, and I became her's. The both of us are ridiculously similar so me and her relate a lot when it comes to emotions or, how eachother feel. we think somewhat alike, we have the same humor, we are both super indecisive, there's so many little things and I can go on forever but, we really fell hard for eachother, and the fact that she was going to be moving on the first June meant absolutely nothing at the time, we just kept getting closer, learning more about eachother, loving eachother more and more as time passed, and now we trust eachother more than anyone, and we've both helped one another through a lot in the kinda short time we've been together. She's helped ease my anxiety and overthinking problem, and I've helped her with her emotions. We both have grown so close to the point where once I see a certain look on her face I can tell exactly what she's thinking, and she is the same with me. I really don't want her to leave, and we are both scared for this, but, we both have faith that this will all work out. The closer it gets to the big day, the more I panic and realize how truly limited time is, and how little of it anyone really has. It's painful to know I won't be able to hold her in my arms in the coming weeks, but, on the bright side, if this all works out, and we manage to stay together, then it shows that we are meant for eachother, and that atleast gives me hope.
    To anyone who read it all, have an amazing day. Don't ever forget how limited your time can be with someone, spend your time wisely because each moment you spend with someone is priceless, essentially with those you care about.
    Update: it's 2 weeks into being away from her, I ended up going to a different house for the summer and I got my first job at an autobody shop, I'm making pretty good money so I was gonna try and save it so that when she's all settled in that I can help her fly down or hell I'll just go to her if anything, we don't call much, we should but she's been pretty busy, she's basically having to stay at friends houses and I'm not really too much of a jealous type so it's fine, especially with how she is, she will hit someone if she doesn't want to be touched, which she doesn't like being touched by most people including friends so I'm fine, they haven't found a house yet, and idk how long that's gonna take but, once she finds a house she was gonna come visit after they move everything in. The first few days after the move we were both a huge mess, I lost track of time since I couldn't sleep for nearly 2 days, most I got was a couple naps, but now I'm sleeping better, everything is going alright, it's just taking a lot of time to get used to not seeing her every few days. On the bright side, instead of seeing her every few days for a few hours, when I do get to see her, I get to spend full days at a time with her, so it's kinda a trade off. Things are going well, I'll make another update when she comes to visit, thank all of you that commented on this, hope y'all have a good day, hell, I hope you guys have a good week!
    Update 2: so... We split up.. on the first of this month, Wednesday. That Monday I talked to her because I was kinda worried and she told me she was having mixed feelings about being with me if she couldn't see me or be with me physically, she's never had to do a long distance relationship so I understand but it just sucked really bad to hear that and for the days leading up to Wednesday I was just horrified that I was going to lose her and I was just scared. For some background before I get into it more, she kinda started to get really dry with her replies, and she responded a lot less, and every now and then she would argue with me over stupid things and just, there were a couple big hints that showed she was thinking about breaking things off. I kept trying to talk to her and like just have normal conversations with her because that's what normally helps with mixed feelings is just talking about things so that we don't feel so distanced but, she either wouldn't reply or she would give me a very dry response. So, Wednesday when she stoped replying for awhile I just told her that we needed to call and that I wanted to talk to her and just, I asked her if I should even keep trying to fix things since all I was getting are dry responses and or no reply at all. After that she kinda just said that she felt it was best we just split up but stay as very very good friends. She said she still loves me, and that she still cares about me but she doesn't think it's best if we are together with so much physical distance. I've been a complete mess for the last few days.. losing sleep, having to force myself to eat. It's just, I want to be with Her, I love her still, and I care about her still. And just being her friend isnt the same but, atleast I'm not completely cut from her life, it's just that I have to get used to not thinking of her romantically and I have to constantly fight the urge to just tell her I love her. This is kinda sensitive information but, I needed therapy even when I was with her and I still have yet to go to therapy but, I can't go to therapy till the 25th since that's when I'm actually going to be home. I need it now more than ever. I'm just, I'm unstable and I really need therapy. After we split up, I kinda did something, I talked to my ex, the one I dated for 3 years and was with through great distance for very long periods of time before we finally broke up. I just talked to her because I know she knows me Well and I knew she would be able to help me out with these feelings, I wasn't looking to get with her, I just wanted someone to talk to because I overly relied on my now ex for things. I haven't talked to her in a very long time but when we broke up she told me I could talk to her if anything were ever to happen and I just need someone to talk to, we are friends again and now I just have someone I can talk to who still knows me pretty well, which is nice especially right now. I'll keep doing more updates if anything interesting happens. I'll do one in another couple weeks just to let you guys know I'm alright. But for now, gave a good one guys, stay safe, and.. if you have someone you love, tell them you love them, tell them you care about them, hug them and savor every single moment you get with them because you just never know when something is going to happen and then you can't anymore. Goodbye for now.
    Update 3, so idk how long it's been at this point but, Im pretty much over the whole thing now. It was a good relationship, and I don't regret a single thing I did with her, the way things ended wasn't the best, but it was atleast on good terms. Here are my final thoughts to finally conclude this comment. Relationships come and go, and you learn a lot from them, I learned how to be more independent, and how to deal with some of my negative emotions better that I was able to before. But, some relationships last a long time, and some are short, for whatever your relationship is, savor it, every moment you spend with someone, make sure you are just happy with it because you just never know when you will lose someone, you never know how long those feelings will last and it's important to just savor them.

    • @altritzy8550
      @altritzy8550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Have an amazing day too

    • @Alex-ry5gk
      @Alex-ry5gk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wish you the best of luck, regardless of how this relationship goes!!!

    • @MarcosEmilioTV
      @MarcosEmilioTV 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      man, i understand u.
      just keep in mind that you will be with her someday... soon. ♥

    • @hongwonie
      @hongwonie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That's so sweet. I really hope things will work out with you guys,:)

    • @MLCxD4RT
      @MLCxD4RT 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m happy you’re making it through a long distance relationship. I tried it this summer and it ended up in me being far too attached and getting dumped for a marine. It’s a tough world and i feel so hollow now, but I just gotta keep going. I wish you the best man!

  • @gomen_tsuki0483
    @gomen_tsuki0483 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Hey little fighter, soon things will be brighter
    Life will eventually get better, I really like your spotty sweater
    I can tell you need someone to talk to, I may not be with you right now but I want you to know I understand as I've felt like this too.
    All of your pain and suffering, you've been through so much
    Its okay if your scared, if you feel like no one cares.
    It gets to the point when your so used to positive talks, that you don't feel anything when people tell you anymore
    But I'm sure you'll win this battle, because I know you will never give up.
    Promise me one thing, its only a little thing
    This promise will mean a lot, and help with this battle you've fought
    Take care of yourself, this may assist your mental health
    Even if its just a little bit, know that I've taken this time to address this to you
    Because I know you haven't gotten the attention you deserve, now this shall be my final verse.
    Don't feel like a burden, people like you that ask for help are the bravest people I know
    All you want to do is stay sane, and I am so unbelievably proud of you
    I just wanted you to know that, so get up, go get some water and a snack, try and get some rest
    We're rooting for you, because we know you will win this battle.
    - me

  • @ashlynwalker4368
    @ashlynwalker4368 4 ปีที่แล้ว +808

    At school:funny
    At home:fine
    When everones asleep:crying😔

  • @charlieshiptest
    @charlieshiptest 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    The comment section and your music made me help through struggles that I need to face. I hope everyone is okay during quarantine. 5...

  • @LcvelyAries
    @LcvelyAries 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    "sometimes im just waiting in the rain for nothing.."

  • @thewaterdraak9931
    @thewaterdraak9931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    To everyone in pain, it will be okay.
    You will get over her/him, in the end you are always the main character in your own movie.
    Dont let anyone ruin your movie.
    You are all great people ❤❤❤

  • @md.i17
    @md.i17 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This music really makes me feel like I'm flying in the sky among the clouds. Who is reading my comment i love you so much and hope you a lovely day.

  • @twilightmidnalovesyou
    @twilightmidnalovesyou 4 ปีที่แล้ว +431

    *This comment section has officially become a therapy session*

    • @78anurag
      @78anurag 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Itz Valid Yes, if good= Depressed and having anxiety

    • @nicolasorozco9558
      @nicolasorozco9558 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No, they're all kids that broke with their roblox girlfriend so they think thats depression

    • @adrian_db
      @adrian_db 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@nicolasorozco9558 Sad is SAD. It doesn't matter the reason, lol hahaha.

    • @nicolasorozco9558
      @nicolasorozco9558 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@adrian_db pretty stupid reasons, which they would not give importance if they experienced suffering or real sadness

    • @adrian_db
      @adrian_db 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nicolasorozco9558 Nice, I think you're like 40 years old. Let them live their life

  • @danieljuarez8910
    @danieljuarez8910 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1127

    Why is everyone so depressed in here
    Looks like i have found my people

    • @Flqwlessly
      @Flqwlessly 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      you really have, such as me

    • @namastest6470
      @namastest6470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    • @cmcphotography1
      @cmcphotography1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Welcome to the lofi community, you are now an official komrade!

    • @momozia3097
      @momozia3097 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      hi :)

    • @katiebiz3498
      @katiebiz3498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yea..

  • @m0rticiv294
    @m0rticiv294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    You sent a message to the person you love.
    You asked her to hanging out, she didn't replied but you took the decision to wait outside.
    You're waiting since a long time and it starts raining.
    You sit down somewhere and look at your phone, again and again, still waiting for her reply.
    Since it started raining, you took your earphones and put those, you're now under the rain since 4 hours, waiting in the summer night, cold rain and hot air.
    You think about her, how she looks, how she is, about everything...You start to overthink and look at the sky, you're wet cause of the rain but you don't care, you have to wait her, she can be the person that you could give your heart to.
    You're crying but smiling...still thinking about her, you decided to call her, but she doesn't reply, you get up from the place and starts walking while listening to music and being anxious.
    After walking in streets, you passed beside her house and looked at it but then you walked away, your head down.
    Do she loves me?

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I never had someone like you to do that... should i be said or happy?

    • @m0rticiv294
      @m0rticiv294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@theduck8504 Be whatever you wanna be, but rather be happy or i'll kick you with affection :)

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@m0rticiv294 Thanks 😬

    • @AstroBethTeal
      @AstroBethTeal 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did that happen to you dude?

    • @m0rticiv294
      @m0rticiv294 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@AstroBethTeal Maybe aha

  • @terror300am4
    @terror300am4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Getting high at night, seeing the rain,
    listing to this beat and alone. Hits very unique experience :')

  • @TallMidget123
    @TallMidget123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    "Even those who have nothing can give their lives"
    -Old Aatrox
    Help me Im going deeper into the void I cant escape...

    • @dudcats
      @dudcats 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Damn this dude really quoting Old Aatrox

    • @elausente25
      @elausente25 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Please stay safe your live matter s

  • @beanienclogs
    @beanienclogs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love rain in the background, it’s so relaxing and I love it.

  • @lisakanzira8976
    @lisakanzira8976 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    It's almost funny how I can talk to strangers about my anxieties and depressing feelings but not my family or "friends".

    • @aelyr2710
      @aelyr2710 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Try drinking tea, it helps with anxiety and stress. I did that and trust me it works. And learn to ignore and let go.

  • @dezybeats6910
    @dezybeats6910 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "The rain is my friend, because it helps me forget my depression

  • @gateyt7245
    @gateyt7245 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    it's currently 5 am and i'm working on writing a paid story for wattpad, because i work for them.
    didn't think i would be needing this, but thank you.

    • @meyyoow4205
      @meyyoow4205 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hai we had same dp lol

  • @farahh5725
    @farahh5725 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I want to run but I can't
    I want to stop but I can't
    I want to talk but I can't
    I want to feel happy but I can't
    .
    .
    I've been through long way to survive till now, I've been through a lot.
    I used to cry a lot.
    I used to verbally abused.
    I used to physically abused.
    .
    .
    If only I knew married is gonna be like this, I want to stop from the very first time.

  • @notverycreativename6288
    @notverycreativename6288 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The hardest thing for me right now is that I want nothing more than to cry my emotions out but I can't even get a single tear to drop

  • @xxxsasori
    @xxxsasori 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    I fall asleep when I'm listening your songs..
    I love u bootleg.

    • @penelopestylites2013
      @penelopestylites2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I love you.

    • @penelopestylites2013
      @penelopestylites2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Always have the same timeline I saw himself walking to my house out of the breath a bit and so cute ever and it changes me forever. Sometimes makes me hate em but this isn’t possible

  • @aliuvv1292
    @aliuvv1292 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    its 3:30 am. i have 100 pages of a book to read in 30 minutes. im listening to lofi. its a sad day, but its ok, because maybe tomorow will be better :)

    • @zeroayebale2049
      @zeroayebale2049 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      keep thinking positive! :) i know things can be hard, but keep on being you.

  • @Average_Music_Enjoyer
    @Average_Music_Enjoyer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Is it me or this melody is really heartbreaking but in a good way

  • @serialplayz
    @serialplayz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    y’all did u guys know that u cant breathe when u smile

    • @altritzy8550
      @altritzy8550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      you made me smile :)

    • @dudcats
      @dudcats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      Almost made me smile but I'm too smart for that

    • @mrpoyo7968
      @mrpoyo7968 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Didn't work i guess my smile is fake

    • @serialplayz
      @serialplayz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Mr Poyo it was just suppose to make u laugh

    • @mrpoyo7968
      @mrpoyo7968 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@serialplayz damn... i didn't realize that bro...

  • @jaxt2578
    @jaxt2578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    “Sometimes the person who you’d take a bullet for, is the one behind the trigger”
    -Taylor Swift

    • @slayre1408
      @slayre1408 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @JONATHAN WOOLENS if you’re talking about the background picture in the video, then they have a link in the description. I’m sure that’s the best place to start looking.

  • @acc6905
    @acc6905 4 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    When I get depressed I lay in bed all day and don’t eat anything. Just paralyzed by my numbness.

    • @battlelover666gaming2
      @battlelover666gaming2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I feel sad for you because I have gone through such dark days of my life as well.

    • @castro1019
      @castro1019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too man , me too , i try but theres just so much i have to do.

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well thats one way to lose weight

  • @so_9998
    @so_9998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    "Be passionate without expecting others to care. Be invested without expecting others to approve. Be fluid in your evolution without expecting others to change.."
    But most importantly, be you ♥♥♥

    • @BRITdave-so1sl
      @BRITdave-so1sl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hell yeah girl 😇

    • @penelopestylites2013
      @penelopestylites2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      U refrigerator maggit. Wow. Depressingly missong the points

    • @penelopestylites2013
      @penelopestylites2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ewes not fat ewes just fluffy 🐑 that same vericous-vein u r a

  • @blackmint8602
    @blackmint8602 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    sometimes we miss the rain.... it comfy

  • @danielseandizon929
    @danielseandizon929 4 ปีที่แล้ว +532

    everyone gangsta when the funny kid/class clown listens to this after school

  • @mollz15
    @mollz15 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    sometimes i feel like ill never find the one i feel like im not myself andi put on this fake smile to help other people get through there shit and i accually have no idea where i am at in life i just honestly want to cry but sometimes i just cant i just wanna show someone off and love someone truly but its so hard to find that one that will give you the same respect

    • @theduck8504
      @theduck8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bless this person who just speak my mind

  • @hoangviet2023
    @hoangviet2023 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dunno how many times i've clicked in this video, this comment section but it always bring light and hope to my life, the thing that my family will never could. Some times a single person is enough to be a home and a house doesn't. Thank you all of you who are reading this and have a great day:3

  • @breezy4877
    @breezy4877 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Really helps us chill in quarantine😅

  • @Vytoline
    @Vytoline 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I guess im getting lost in my own thoughts for once again.
    I'm glad that I can talk things out with myself.
    it is helping me get calm.
    we have to fight a lot of arguments with a lot of people
    but things will get better.
    i hope so..

    • @kimbuccola4702
      @kimbuccola4702 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I hope too

    • @MaylaCharitou
      @MaylaCharitou 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You are really a great person, I wish you by my heart to have a successful life and have a good health.... be careful, because someone worry about you and still love you....
      Goodnight 👍

    • @xxxsasori
      @xxxsasori 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Be proud of u cause you're awesome

    • @Vytoline
      @Vytoline 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@xxxsasori thank you my friend.i appreciate that

  • @samytby
    @samytby 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Right now, there are people all ove
    r the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!

  • @lofibillie1455
    @lofibillie1455 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hey there stranger...I don’t know you and you don’t know me but we have one thing in common..we miss that one special person..the person who could make us smile on the worst of days the person who made us laugh over the stupidest little things that one person who could get us through anything and now..there gone..you see people change over time and I know it’s hard but you’ll get through it I promise and just know that I love you whoever you are your amazing and talented you beautiful and just know that things will get better :) x

  • @diyaparmar1688
    @diyaparmar1688 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I think rain and music are the only magic left in the world