It became apparent, life set to be traumatic, Haunted by echoes, child’s illusions frantic, Marred by incoherence, delirious scenes, Path for invaders, my solitude they’ve seen. Why must I feud with demons in my mind? Afraid, but their presence makes me write these lines, Fight back temptations, buried in my essence, Lesson learned, God’s not my friend, no presence. Full of sin, sick of games and broken dreams, Dark memories bombard, conscience screams, A cacophony of pain, unsustainable, intense, Child’s innocence subdued, lost in this suspense.
Shouldn't have gone down this track, should've turned back, Went the other direction, now I'm stuck in this trap, Same mistakes, stimulants got me in loops, Thoughts in circles, can't break the circulation, truth. If I keep on this path, I'll crumble and fall, Brace for my impact, pray you'll forgive it all, Can't see a happy ending, bad decisions lead, Down this destructive path, temptations feed. Fighting temptation, exhausted, feeling denied, Finding the exit seems impossible, I've tried, This journey's been tough, how much more can I bear? Falling under pressure, it's easier to despair. Using helps with depression, a temporary escape, Wish it was permanent, but I can't change fate, Expressing myself, difficult, blank expression shown, Emotions hidden deep, true feelings unknown. Lost focus on what's right, light at the end dim, Winning wasn’t an option, demons got in, They drain self-esteem, make change seem far, No road to success, feeling stuck where we are. I confess, don't feel blessed, life’s been a mess, Can't feel relief, questioning my beliefs, I guess, Consequences of my actions, buried in trouble, At a standstill, moving forward seems a struggle. Want to catapult myself to a wall and die, Undeniable, responsible for my own mind’s rivals, why? Cursed by my thoughts, my own worst enemy, Trying to escape, but it's hard to be free.
It became apparent, life set to be traumatic, Haunted by echoes, child’s illusions frantic, Marred by incoherence, delirious scenes, Path for invaders, my solitude they’ve seen.
Why must I feud with demons in my mind? Afraid, but their presence makes me write these lines, Fight back temptations, buried in my essence, Lesson learned, God’s not my friend, no presence.
Full of sin, sick of games and broken dreams, Dark memories bombard, conscience screams, A cacophony of pain, unsustainable, intense, Child’s innocence subdued, lost in this suspense.
Shouldn't have gone down this track, should've turned back, Went the other direction, now I'm stuck in this trap, Same mistakes, stimulants got me in loops, Thoughts in circles, can't break the circulation, truth.
If I keep on this path, I'll crumble and fall, Brace for my impact, pray you'll forgive it all, Can't see a happy ending, bad decisions lead, Down this destructive path, temptations feed.
Fighting temptation, exhausted, feeling denied, Finding the exit seems impossible, I've tried, This journey's been tough, how much more can I bear? Falling under pressure, it's easier to despair. Using helps with depression, a temporary escape, Wish it was permanent, but I can't change fate, Expressing myself, difficult, blank expression shown, Emotions hidden deep, true feelings unknown.
Lost focus on what's right, light at the end dim, Winning wasn’t an option, demons got in, They drain self-esteem, make change seem far, No road to success, feeling stuck where we are.
I confess, don't feel blessed, life’s been a mess, Can't feel relief, questioning my beliefs, I guess, Consequences of my actions, buried in trouble, At a standstill, moving forward seems a struggle. Want to catapult myself to a wall and die, Undeniable, responsible for my own mind’s rivals, why? Cursed by my thoughts, my own worst enemy, Trying to escape, but it's hard to be free.