"It Costs $3 To Get A Pill Of Dope In Baltimore." | A drug addict interview in Baltimore, MD (4K)
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- In this interview, Mark talks about what it's like to be homeless and addicted to drugs. He takes us back to when he first started getting high, and how the escalation of his drug use has contributed to the decline of his living circumstances. One of his biggest fears is getting sober. He knows he can do it though. He's had a few attempts at sobriety, and is hopeful he can get back there someday.
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Such insight. Mark, there are ways to be high without the dope. One day you will experience your life in a completely different way. ❤
Great words. I hope he sees these comments. 🙏
If he make so far sadly...
I like him a lot. I can relate 💯. I’m living in Virginia came out here 4 years ago after living in Philly on the streets. Getting sober is scary and I’m still scared of failing and I’m clean.
Reach out and lean on sober people. And I’ll keep him in my prayers. He seems like a great guy
Philly's trash, hope Virginia is treating you well.
Welcome to the DMV, and congratulations on getting clean. I was addicted to drugs myself for 18 years. I just hit 10 years clean back in April. I totally get where you're coming from. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You got this! Don't hesitate to reach out to me if you need to.
Thanks so much for supporting the channel. Much appreciated. 🙏
I was a fenty addict 15 pills a day but clean for 8 months you can do it medical detox isn’t as bad .. lean on Jesus he will get u thru
If you take a cocktail of "comfort" meds, it isn't bad at all.
@@JeffDavis-hg2to. Yeah, it was like night and day, going to a treatment that did medical detox, vs. one that did not, for me. Some people who are detoxing from tranq still have a rough time, even with the meds treatment centers use, currently. I’ve seen it. Hopefully, they will find more ways to help with that soon.
Congratulations on getting clean. That's amazing. Keep going. You got this!
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Why can't you give yourself credit? You're the one who fought through your addiction...not god. You're the amazing one!!
God, Bless You Young Man Great interview My Friend♥️🙏
As always, thanks so much, Jackie. 🙏
@@unheardvoices_official Youre, Welcome🙏♥️
Man you are half way to a better life in your head
Your clever
Your young
Your beautiful
You just got to find another playground to satisfy your soul
I did it and 12 years sober
I save animals now and fight the bad *****s
You will have a purpose in your heart waiting to make you feel alive
All the best dude
That's what's up, Alex. Congratulations on getting clean. I just hit 10 years clean myself back in April. I love that you save animals. I'm a huge animal lover, so I can certainly appreciate that. Thanks so much for supporting the channel. Much appreciated. 🙏
I’m in recovery. I love helping homeless cats, too, and a few lost dogs. I don’t turn them down…I just find more cats. I keep, only, ones who are considered unadoptable. I know healthy cats get put down, so it’s OK to adopt them, but I don’t prefer them to cats with disabilities. I have chronic illness & disabilities, and these two help me a lot, because they “get it,” in ways my other cats didn’t. I loved those cats, and as they grew older, they learned, but these I can keep up with, now, and they’re exceptional. The brain disordered one doesn’t run when I have bipolar symptoms…he stays extra close and engages me, walks me to my bed and the bathroom, when I don’t remember to sleep, or take a warm bath. My physically ill female “holds hands” when I’m sick, and pats or scratches me, if I pass out, with asthma. I, once, saw her do what looked just like chest compressions on a cat without a pulse (my old senior, who has passed, but she gave him extra time). She pushed him on his back, and kneaded his chest hard & he came back around. I couldn’t have done that for a 6 pound cat. I got 2 that stay with me…one cat with severe allergies, inflammatory bowel, & hyperesthesia syndrome, and one with FIV. She fought infections for 6 months, as an abandoned kitten, but she’s stable, now. Cool to hear from another animal rescuer! You’re so right! We do find things that more than fill the void left by drugs, and they actually mean something to us. I also love helping people get through hard times, and seek recovery, but I like that you didn’t emphasize that, in your comment. Some of us need to do something completely unrelated to addiction/recovery, or need to at certain points in our lives. I definitely had to find out who I am, before I could help other people without feeling fragile. Some of us contribute, in other ways, or would rather do it by being an understanding person than as a job, or haven’t found an opportunity in that area. Either way, our lives and experiences are valuable. Sometimes well-intentioned encouragement to “get out and help others, like you” feels like pressure. People can also help SA survivors, kids at risk of Special Ed placement, people in poverty, animals, or themselves, and be doing what they’re happy to be doing, and helping others, like themselves. Doing what keeps you going is the important thing! Glad you hear you’re thriving, in recovery! Sometimes we’re struggling, in recovery, but as long as we keep on keeping on, it’s good!
@@sciencenotsrigma Very well said. Thanks for sharing all of that, and congratulations on your recovery. I'm a huge animal lover, so I love that you help save animals. I hope you continue to be a beacon of light to all those (people & animals) you cross paths with. 🙏
@@unheardvoices_official Thank you so much. That means a lot to me. I’m struggling to finish my degree program, with my health issues, so your vote of confidence in my ability to to help others is more motivating than I can say!
This guy is smart . Such potential. Great advice..❤
He definitely has the potential, Shelly. I'm rooting for him. 🙏
this is sad , hes scared to be sober , nice looking guy with his whole life in front of him, praying for him ❤
I'm praying for him, too, Louise. I hope he manages to get up out of there. 🙏
his entire persona is wrapped into this way of life , he has no intention of ever changing his behavior
@@MrLeonightis I've seen people way worse off than him turn it all around.
This guy has insight and intellect going for him. He could have any life he wants without those drugs. Such a shame man.
Insight and intellect? 😂
Love yourself enough to get clean. Right now you’re just breathing air. You get one life. Don’t waste it. Face your fears and get clean. I promise you, you’ll never regret it. -From a former addict.
I agree wholeheartedly, Jan. I was an addict myself for 18 years. I just hit 10 years clean back in April. You're right. He will never regret getting clean. I hope he manages to take those steps and get the help he needs. I'm rooting for him. 🙏
My sister can't work cause her arms show tracks! 💉
@@User-34895. 💯! The struggle is real! There are some employers out there who would value her experience. If she’s into helping others with addictions and/or mental illness, she could look up Certified Peer Recovery Specialist training, if she’s interested. There are, often, need based scholarships, the training is largely on the job, and they specifically hire people who HAVE experienced Substance Use Disorders and/or mental illness. Not everyone wants to do that, or is able to, but a lot of people are, so I just thought I’d mention it. I know an NA sponsor and people with one year in recovery, who are in paid positions, now. Americorps, now, has a Recovery Corps, too, in some states. ❤.
@@User-34895 I'm sorry to hear that. Can she wear long sleeve shirts to cover them up?
@@User-34895 tell her to wear long sleeve tops
What a HANDSOME man. So handsome. Had a life ahead of him and is wasting his precious one. When he says he’s afraid of being sober, and that getting sober is easy but staying is hard cuz he’s used to the chaos and all that… my heart broke. I could marry this guy, if he wasn’t addicted. I think he’s one of the most charming and handsome man I’ve ever seen. I know this sounds futile, but it touched my heart somehow. He says he’s nobody who cares about him 😢 and obviously he doesn’t care about himself either. Mom and dad, don’t do that to your children. 😢
I appreciate all the love and support he's getting. I hope he sees all these comments and decides to give himself the chance he deserves. I'm rooting for him. 🙏
Staying sober is less work and stress yet it’s seems so hard to achieve. Got to find something useful to do and loose the company you keep. 12 years clean here and very grateful.
That's awesome. Congratulations on getting clean. I just hit 10 years clean myself back in April. I totally get it.
Having a job is definitely easier then being a homeless drug addict as dim as it may seem sometimes
@chrisburruel3019 Absolutely, Chris! I agree 100%.
This interview was fire!!!! Mark, you're a super intelligent dude. And I agree, getting sober is scary! It was pretty fucking scary for me when I took that first step... But I was honestly ready for it, so I stopped thinking too far ahead and just started drawing my focus in on one day at a time! Sometimes it was more like hour by hour. I can see that you got what it takes. You know exactly what to do & how to do it... And when you're ready, you're gonna fucking kill it my bro! And btw, you're still hella handsome too, so don't wait til you lose that lol! All my best to you and big big prayers!
I definitely appreciate the support, bro!! Mark is definitely intelligent and can definitely turn this around. I know what you mean about taking that first step. It's definitely scary. I was addicted to drugs myself for 18 years. I just hit 10 years clean back in April. Congratulations on overcoming it, bro!! That's what's up!
Always so hard to watch. I know there are success stories too. I wish you could occasionally interview a social worker or shelter volunteer who has beat there habit. You are a saint for putting yourself out there and trying to highlight a dire situation this great country finds itself in. Thank you Sir
Absolutely, Tim. I agree about the social worker or shelter volunteer. Those interviews will definitely be coming. I was addicted to drugs myself for 18 years. I've been homeless, in and out of treatment centers, etc. I just hit 10 years clean back in April. These interviews also give me a chance to get in front of people struggling and share my story with them so they can see what change actually looks like.
Thanks so much for supporting the channel. It's definitely appreciated. 🙏
It’s not your final destination mark just like you said. I hope you’ll want to get clean soon
His honesty is sobering.... Thanks!
Absolutely, Annie. 🙏
We try not to engage with addicts not because we look down on them, but because we know that drugs makes people do crazy things when they dope sick. My good friend stole from me when he was sick, but after quitting came back to apologise and make things right, its just how it is.
@@laimismalp5049 Yea, drugs can definitely make people do so crazy things.
Get out now while you still can,there is no happy ever after on the streets.
You're right. There's definitely no happy ever after in the streets.
Some people judge the homeless and affiliated but there are many nice people who have fell on hard times and I pray for every single person they find a better life and help 🙏
@@messymaria72 Absolutely, Charlie. I feel the same. 🙏
Help him Lord Jesus
Absolutely! 🙏
He’s awsome. Insightful and intelligent. If he gets clean, he’ll do well. Still has teeth too
Friend Fear GOD! There’s a Heaven to gain and a Hell to shun!
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Up here in Philly it was the same, in a section called Kensington, I used to get 10 bags of dope for just $30, as where it used to cost a lot more and the crap they cut it with used to have me sleeping standing all the way up, bless this man, hope to see him win.
Yea, Kensington is wild, too. I've done a few interviews out there. I was completely shocked my first time there. I hope to see this guy win as well. 🙏
@@unheardvoices_official good on you for giving them a platform to speak on, I know I would’ve loved to share my story when I was out there. Keep going 💯
@@L.V.X_LOTUS I definitely appreciate the support.
Its a horrible feeling to be judged and put down just because of the situation one may be in. Hes right about not every person down on their luck being a thief or a criminal. Unfortunately, especially when it comes to addiction, even those who are good people will cross the line when desperate enough. Addiction is insidious. Its difficult to find the proper care and treatment. Especially if one is on the fence and struggling with wether they want to change or not. The " treatment " industry is a very lucrative business. There are so many things that can be done differently to give people the best chance to stop and never go back. Unfortunately the ones that successfully get out, want it so bad, theyll find a way no matter what. Program or not. Majority of people in these places are struggling with that decision and it doesn't take much for them to slip. Relapse rate is very high. The odds of being successful are very low. So many are suffering out there...
Well said, Krystian.
I don’t think I would have got and stayed off drugs, without a really good treatment counselor. I did have one who was above and beyond the others I’ve had. That’s what motivates me to help others now, because I see how important that was to me, to have. There are some good people in the treatment field, but I definitely know what you mean. There are many, who go to programs that are desperately in need of new methods. I don’t mean new, because there are effective, existing methods, but some centers continue to employ ineffective, cheaper ones. I’ve been to more of those places. and only one helpful one…and that’s all it took!
@@sciencenotsrigma A really good counselor is definitely important. A had a few help me along in my journey, and it meant the world.
@@unheardvoices_official I still see mine, for individual counseling, and I to the fact that she also is in recovery from “hard” drugs and has a meaningful life and work was really important for me to see! I didn’t think I could come back from that, but here we all are, still recovering 😊 !
@@sciencenotsrigma Absolutely! 🙏
God bless you
@@Real2k25 🙏
I completely understand him I got also no family and is very difficult own your own! But I wish him all the best with the bottom of my heart 💓!he seems very nice kind guy and he looks very clean Iyou can t see that he is homeless.i.I hope really he gets of Drugs and of streets❤
It can definitely be hard to make it with no family or no support system. I hope he's able to get out of that life as well. 🙏
@@unheardvoices_official. I’ve got family, but the relative I’ve got needs more support than they can give. It’s always been like that. That’s why I left home young, not because I was in a hurry to grow up! I, often, see people tell interviewees on these channels to go home. If a lot of us had a home, with supportive family, we wouldn’t be out there, to begin with! Life gets real. I hope this man finds the resources and support to make it out! ❤
@@sciencenotsrigma Life definitely gets real, and I understand completely. I hope he finds the resources he needs as well. 🙏
@@unheardvoices_official I guess YT deleted my reply, or something. 🤷♀️
Looks like they are down the inner harbor…..I been Mark. I actually stomped that exact block where they are at, I was out there shooting d/c…..I was 20 yrs old in 1996 when my mom who was already a heroin addict, found out I was sniffing dope and had a habit. One thing lead to another and I ended up dopesick one time and she put that syringe in my arm for the first time. I don’t blame her tho. At one point, me, my mom and dad was all shooting up together out committing crimes to get high together. Let me add, I been off for 23 years, mom and dad also have clean for more then half that…..recovery is possible for us go hards. Mark keep that head up. You’ll get there. Listen. We all end up where we choose to Be in life for the most parts. Stay prayed up is the #1 piece of advice. I pray you get tired young brother
That's what's up, bro! I'm sorry you went through all that, but so glad to hear you were able to overcome it. I was also addicted to drugs for 18 years. I've been homeless, in and out of prison, etc. I just hit 10 years clean back in April. Life is definitely much better on this side of things. Congratulations on getting clean, bro! Congratulations on your mom and dad getting clean as well.
$2 to get a bag of dope in NY.
Damn. That's crazy, Sarah.
what is a bag? a few mg of nitazenes or fent?
@MaximillianJ I'm not 100% sure how much is in a bag. It's sold in pill capsules a lot in Baltimore. I would imagine it's a similar amount to a capsule.
@@unheardvoices_official it’s like one dose. Don’t know how much it weighs
@@yankees29 Gotcha. Thanks for the info.
The restless legs and alligator 🐊 skin is hell on earth. Alligator skin is the best way I can explain it. It’s like someone skinned and alligator and you had to wear the wet raw skin. That’s they way your own skin feels
Is that why there’s always so much scratching? I often wondered what they’re feeling.
@@humboldtharry1289 yes. On top of that the opiates cause itching. The best way to get rid of it for good is to medically ween yourself off slowly over time. Slowly your brain heals and you can get back to normal again. The problem is the stronger the opiate the stronger the withdrawal and the longer it takes to ween. It’s just hard to find the right doctors and rehabs to properly do it
Yea, I hear it's terrible, Jon. It sounds bad the way you describe it.
@@humboldtharry1289 I'm assuming that's why.
Is there an upward limit on how much to spend on a person to save them?
@carpballet I'm not sure. That's a good question. I guess it would be based on an individual perspective, and everyone's thoughts on it would probably be different.
Man I wish you asked him why he fears getting sober so much. It’s a fascinating answer. Great interview. I love how you reassured him he’s capable of getting clean.
@@olig7336 It's definitely a fascinating answer. Thanks so much for supporting the channel. It's truly appreciated. 🙏
Baltimore is one of if not the best city in the US to be a opiate addict it. I know, I’ve lived all over the county and Baltimore was the best and easiest place to score dope. I went there a few years ago cause I remember watching the wire and then saying it was really that easy to cop over there so I drove 3 hours from where I was living in Virginia at that time and the first gas station I stopped at in Baltimore (in the sketchy area) I had 3 different guys waive me down to offer me dope to buy and one gave me a free T (testers) and they pass out free samples one day every week. The capsules were as cheap as $3 for probably a .2-.3 so that’s a good price compared to other cities. And the capsules go all the way up to $10 a pc. So between the price, availability, and quality you can’t ask for a better place to be a addic. I just hope that xylazine tranq hasn’t taken over the Baltimore drug supply yet like it had in Kenzo. That stuff is all that’s around in K&A
Well said. And yes, Kensington is off the chain, too.
Hard work. A full time job
Seriously, ain't no such thing as part time. Never saw anyone, rich or poor, who doesn't dive in head first.
@@MaximillianJ For sure. I've met some people who may only party on the weekends, but very few. It's all or nothing with a lot of people.
Definitely.
@@unheardvoices_official With opiates, especially pharmaceuticals, I have found that the only thing that slows people down is money, jail time, or a fatal OD...Those who have been affected by someone with addiction, you can't pay them to take a pharmaceutical.
The real sad part is my generation (24yr old) doesn't even know what a real Roxi 30 looks like. Its all Mallinkrodt 30 presses for like $7.
I don't know anything about the fent game so $3 for a "bag" is so sad. The dealers know what they are doing. Insane that they would hustle that and see any kind of profit.
bro thats wild Im from right there behind the burger king now i live in jacksonville duuuuuuvaaalllll
Yep, that's right there, bro!
The mom was the smart one, she didn't do drugs.
@@sj122s That would always be the smart decision. However, not everyone is fortunate enough to do the same.
his entire persona is wrapped into this way of life , he has no intention of ever changing his behavior
So are a lot of people’s, in active addiction. That can and does change, in recovery! It’s impossible to look at people and know who will make it out, or not. I’ve seen people surprise everyone!
@@sciencenotsrigma I've seen people surprise everyone, too.
@@sciencenotsrigma a leopard don't change its spots ,his brain is hardwired to live this life
@@MrLeonightis I got my information in a formal graduate neuroscience program, as well as my own life and field experience. That’s a myth. Addiction makes brain changes that are easily visualized on brain scans. So is the process of addiction. Active addiction is interpreted as a survival emergency by the midbrain, so the brain starts destroying pathways to the prefrontal cortex, because higher order thinking (rational decision making, moral reasoning), is considered a luxury the human organism can’t afford, in a survival emergency. This renders these functions offline, so people can use their survival instincts, which legit signal them to use drugs. This glitch occurs because things that produce the highest level of dopamine in nature are, actually, good for us. The midbrain can’t think so. The midbrain doesn’t know that we can now synthesize substances that cause dopamine release. Therefore, it labels drug use as extremely important for survival, because it ranks survival activities in order of importance, according to amount of dopamine release they achieve. This isn’t hedonism. Dopamine is essential for human motivation. The emergency comes in, when people have low dopamine, which happens when we crash. This triggers the emergency mode that shuts down our better thinking. Addiction is just a glitch in the human survival system, because the midbrain did not keep pace with the evolution of the prefrontal cortex. The only way to end the emergency situation is to abstain from drugs for a significant period of time. It takes an average of one to three years for the brain to recover and build new pathways to the PFC, which restore its functioning. The PFC can be pictured as the angel on one shoulder. When the “angel” is disabled, the “devil” (our ancient midbrain, also known as the Lizard brain, though it’s properly the common mammalian brain we have in common with other mammals) takes control. This is not a moral condition. It’s a physiological condition, and that’s just a common metaphor people use, but it is actually a good comparison, so it’s useful here. Abstaining for 1-3 years is not as easy as it sounds, because the midbrain continues to signal the person to use substances, though the signals become less frequent, over time. The trick is to “convince” the midbrain that the substance is no longer available in the human habitat. This only happens if people abstain from using it. 18 month treatments or longer are most effective, and aftercare and support are important. Professionals must understand the problem is neurological, not moral or psychological. Trauma does put people at higher risk for addiction, as well as mental illness and despair, because when chemical imbalance exists, the brain records the initial substance use as even more significant. People do recover, and when they do, they are as moral as they were before addiction. Addiction is not statistically linked with ASPD, or other disorders of lack of empathy or moral behavior. It is linked with disorders affecting judgment and impulse control, as well as with trauma.
@@MrLeonightis For more information on the neurobiology of addiction, Marc Lewis, PhD has videos on YT.
My sister gots a black eye cause the dopeman hit her! 💢
Jesus, please help this young man and guide him to your love so he can heal.
Amen.
Absolutely! 🙏
Thats crazy. The word dope means H out east. Where i live in wyoming, if i were to use the word dope around my friends they would automatically think i was talking about meth.
@@lonewolf87993 Oh wow, I didn't know that. I've always heard heroin referred to as dope. That's good to know, though.
That's near where my aunt used to live Clifton Park area Herring Run.
Yep. That's right there, James.
come on bro you can do it i know you can .....fat love from NZ
$3 thst i could live with im min $300 Australian for 1.7 or $550 3.5 last about a day and thats trying real hard not to just use till its gone. I try to save for mornings but struggle to sleep while its there and can sleep when it not there ffs
@@adxn7946 🙏
It’s hard, but you can do it. I did it. I have 5 years clean . My little brother has three years hackean he used sublicade shots. I used methadone. I’d go with the shot if I were you. Seems easier to get off of then methadone. Good luck mark you can do it
@@ZoloftPaxil-qx8jo Congratulations on getting clean. That's what's up. I have 10 years clean myself, so I totally get it. I'm glad your little brother was able to get clean as well. Mark can definitely do it. I'm rooting for him.
..creation through destruction, to the other side, where the sun is shining, sun restore my shine...
He’s hot! Just get on the patches which is much safer like most Floridians!?
The patches can definitely help. I've spoken to a lot of people who swear by them. I hope to be out in Florida doing interviews during the summer.
I cannot believe it is that cheap. Thats cheaper than a 40 oz of malt liquor in a lot of places.
For sure. That's crazy.
He replies " Fentanyl obviously" !! Jesussssssssssssssssssssss
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And that was all she wrote.
" A pill of dope" < very Shakespeare
@@plutoplatters 🙏
Choice.
The best high I’ve ever experienced was from working out, & eating healthy. Nothing like that feeling..
@@KCNYC Working out and eating healthy can definitely be a great high. It really is a great feeling.
Drugs are a choice.
Mark get you're shit together you have you're hole life ahead of you bro
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Kurt Cobain
Get some help tonice
Comments singing this guy’s insight and intellect. He has neither.
I used to live in Baltimore City and this guy is the face of the people busting your car windows out to steal whatever they can get. He’s the pickpocket and the shoplifter who makes city life just that much more miserable.
The burglar trying to get into your home to take what you worked hard to get. The guy stealing from family members to get the drugs he selfishly wants.
No…he’s not a good person.
I would disagree with that. You definitely can't judge a person's character by their current life situation. Some of the kindest and most giving people I've ever met have been homeless and had nothing. Are there people addicted to drugs and homeless who would bust out your car windows and steal from you? Of course. There's also a ton of people who would do that who aren't addicted to drugs and / or homeless.
I try to judge everyone on an individual basis. It would be unfair to lump everyone in a particular situation together.