Write hardly any comments and for sure it was not planned to be this long, but here it is :) At first, thank you for realize my suggestion!❤ The part on selfsufficiency and yet selflessness (in order to feel save and enough) really matched with me, but it doesnt support me financially. In my past, I got often caught up in extremes. Since my moon is also in pisces 8th house and my sun in 12th house, I am very intuitive and need a lot of space and time in nature (as you mentioned this is not the ultimate path to growth)- I feel the softness whithin myself- but to show it to others is still quiet an exercise. Allowed myself to go with the energetic flow in some phases too. Especially in my 5 years of constant travel, I made the experience, it really worked out for me. Life supported me very well with my travels. But at times my critical mind jumps in. And, I think the astrologic explanation amoung my south node might be my mars in aries, 9th house that I have other phases, where I have a very full schedule and a lot of plans,training courses and sport activities, sometimes (physical) exhaustion. Learned over time to balance that more. As I have pluto and my IC in Scorpio, I've done a lot of transformation already, which led me to education in hypnosis, trance-healing, family constellation and shamanic work. Therefore I have a quiet good access to energetic matters, mediality, and the shadowrealm. At First, it was really hard to allow it. But life kind of throw me into this, whitout asking :)) But as you spoke about trust, codependency, vulneranility and "lean into other people", I got a lumb in my throat. I still have a lot of work to do in this area and I know this. How I said, I've done a lot of transformation already but this is a huge part to growth for me...totally agree! Doing less is hard, yeah! But hearing about vulnerability and lean onto other people sucks a lot more :)) Even writing this would not have been possible for me two years ago. To much vulnerability and to much self criticsim about my english skills. I also did push a lot of people away, or magnetized someone who mirror me the exact deep craving for intimacy but likewise the trouble to get there because of the need to feel independent at all times. Also had very toxic experience with codependency. In my life is everthing about balance the extremes. Heard others on NN in pisces, 8 th house before. But because your interpretations usually are the most matching for me, I was very curious how you describe it. The very best point for me was: It is not about to serve other people and speak in matters of practicallity and analysis, it is about how I make them feel. Really thanks for this one! Also for the reflection questions! Your videos have a great value for me! Would appreciate that every now and then with a donation... You may consinder a PayPal Link or a Patron Side, something like that ;) Also love to see your personal growth and development! Greetings from Germany ❤
@@vanessaverheggen7506 thank you soo much for sharing all your thoughts soo vulnerably! And yes, I do have a donation link in my description on all my videos!
Write hardly any comments and for sure it was not planned to be this long, but here it is :)
At first, thank you for realize my suggestion!❤
The part on selfsufficiency and yet selflessness (in order to feel save and enough) really matched with me, but it doesnt support me financially.
In my past, I got often caught up in extremes.
Since my moon is also in pisces 8th house and my sun in 12th house, I am very intuitive and need a lot of space and time in nature (as you mentioned this is not the ultimate path to growth)- I feel the softness whithin myself- but to show it to others is still quiet an exercise.
Allowed myself to go with the energetic flow in some phases too. Especially in my 5 years of constant travel, I made the experience, it really worked out for me. Life supported me very well with my travels.
But at times my critical mind jumps in.
And, I think the astrologic explanation amoung my south node might be my mars in aries, 9th house that I have other phases, where I have a very full schedule and a lot of plans,training courses and sport activities, sometimes (physical) exhaustion.
Learned over time to balance that more.
As I have pluto and my IC in Scorpio, I've done a lot of transformation already, which led me to education in hypnosis, trance-healing, family constellation and shamanic work.
Therefore I have a quiet good access to energetic matters, mediality, and the shadowrealm.
At First, it was really hard to allow it.
But life kind of throw me into this, whitout asking :))
But as you spoke about trust, codependency, vulneranility and "lean into other people", I got a lumb in my throat.
I still have a lot of work to do in this area and I know this. How I said, I've done a lot of transformation already but this is a huge part to growth for me...totally agree!
Doing less is hard, yeah! But hearing about vulnerability and lean onto other people sucks a lot more :))
Even writing this would not have been possible for me two years ago. To much vulnerability and to much self criticsim about my english skills.
I also did push a lot of people away, or magnetized someone who mirror me the exact deep craving for intimacy but likewise the trouble to get there because of the need to feel independent at all times. Also had very toxic experience with codependency. In my life is everthing about balance the extremes.
Heard others on NN in pisces, 8 th house before.
But because your interpretations usually are the most matching for me, I was very curious how you describe it.
The very best point for me was:
It is not about to serve other people and speak in matters of practicallity and analysis, it is about how I make them feel.
Really thanks for this one!
Also for the reflection questions!
Your videos have a great value for me!
Would appreciate that every now and then with a donation...
You may consinder a PayPal Link or a Patron Side, something like that ;)
Also love to see your personal growth and development!
Greetings from Germany ❤
@@vanessaverheggen7506 thank you soo much for sharing all your thoughts soo vulnerably! And yes, I do have a donation link in my description on all my videos!
I think I have for a reason Jupiter in Pisces in 3rd house.
Thats my mum placement..