Please "twin flames" don't leave your comments here encouraging others to find your site and be further deluded by the delusional. That's the same as inviting people to your bar on an alcoholic anonymous video. Just stop.
144 likes... How has your perception changed? How can someone who 'channels' from their reptilian brain explain what they cannot? Your page is a detriment to souls on a large level. Asha nagani natakuwa
You are spot on. Not that you need my agreement... I have a neptune ruled chart and I went through this exact process of believing in twins and religion. But it took me 3 years but I came out of twin beliefs... It was gut wrenching but what it lead to was a complete deconstruction of my religious path and I finally broke free from all of it. I delved more into saturn type thinking and behaviour. It was not easy. It lead to a lot of depression and cynisism until I found the balance between the two and am now functioning so much better, enjoying life and celebrating it rather than escaping it. Thank you for your insights... Been very helpful
This is such an AMAZING video!! I say this as a Neptune 12th houser. I’m aware of my bypassing tendencies. This is such an amazing reminder. Really calmed my anxiety down too.
Dear Jewel, I don't think twin flames are purely about that, I've experienced it as meeting myself, I think it is very real, not a fantasy, I've experiences it as facing all my demons, all my wounds, my shadow, and being whole in myself. Like Psyche who became a goddess. The Goddess of the soul. A lot of antiscia in Astrology between the person I have in mind. I think there are a lot of misunderstandings about tfs. I don't claim to know though, I'm just really greatful. I was born when Venus was retrograde :) Pluto transited it recently in 23 Cap. I agree it CAN be a fantasy too. I, respectfully, think that I understand the concept/dynamic/Neptunian fantasy you refer to. If the lie is good, we don't want to hear the truth sometimes. I think people CAN be mistaken, codependent etc. edit: Also, I think tfs are about to heal the DNA of humanity. If you wanted to heal all generational trauma and wounds, and start to truly understand and loving yourself, wouldn't meeting yourself be a good way of doing it? I think it is revealing and elevating. It's a challenge too.
Why would anyone even want to be in a twin flame relationship?..having a husband/wife, a loyal, and stable partner sounds so much more romantic than a twin flame!
It’s not a choice it just happens and once u experience it u simply cannot be with anyone else, but unless u experience it for urself it’s not possible to understand. And me with a venus Pisces I would cling to ppl so just the fact that I’m single for years even I’m not with twin goes to show that I just can’t be with anyone else , it’s like I lost all attraction to anyone else , I don’t think anyone would consciously choose this once ur on earth it’s very difficult , I’m not saying it’s not rewarding but it’s painful
Thank you for this! You speak with such clarity. This is also a belief used by people who want to escape the "work" of a real relationship. It has to be perfect and 100% ideal from the get-go and stay that way forever.
I used to think so too... I love Jewel and completely agree with her, it's beyond rare. My own chart is extremely rare and profound. I just delineated a composite chart, and it's insane; I never believed in Twin Flames, so I never studied it, because I've been subbed to Jewel and I value her teachings. But this composite chart, with the grand cross and the grand trine of the Moon, Neptune, and the pinnacle is the North Node. There is a lot more, but I just wanted to say that it is there. I really am not someone whoever supported this belief. When I can afford it, I will have a reading done, thank you for all that you do, Jewel!
@@JewelMayberry Wellllll … I don't know that it is *utter* crap. You're meant to find the person, all right, but it's to learn a hard, hard, hard, hard, painful, painful lesson, and it's unlikely you're going to be together in bliss once you learn it. Might as well just learn your fucking lesson and let it go.
Thank You for explaining this very sensitive planet energies...I find most people take the easy way out and numb themselves to handle any emotions...I feel part of the reason for taking it in that direction is most have not been shown any other way....and escaping is acceptable means in our culture as being a solution...I will listen to this again..extremely powerful explaination you shared with us today.....I am grateful. blessings ~ j ~
Jewel, thank you so much for your videos I have learned so much from your synastry and composite teachings. I am a psychic intuitive and your explanation of the aspects has often showed me what is illusion and what is real through the logic of the planets causing certain emotion. . You have an amazing gift and I am so glad you share it! It has really deepened my work with Astrology.
I’ve gotta say that I have Venus square Neptune and Venus in the 12th house but luckily, I have enough Virgo (sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus) to keep me grounded. So, when I met a powerful soul connection, I started to allow myself to consider that he was my “twin”, but inside, it always sounded like nonsense for many reasons and the most prominent one being that I don’t believe there are the chosen few who are special and “get to” experience such a connection for “ultimate growth” and the rest of the world doesn’t. So, I eventually just left it at: “we all meet soul connections, some feel stronger depending on what we need to learn from them and how open or closed we are to learning it”. This recent experience I had was very strong, but because I was locked away inside my own world and only something that felt this way and transformed me that much would make me MOVE and start asking the questions of myself I was nowhere close to asking. So, I am glad I am more analytical in nature or at least have a healthy enough dose of it to have a fighting chance of balancing out my Neptunian delusions.
Thank you. I was still a believer (Taurus sun) until reading your post. Now I get it. The TF theory is just another way to feed our ego into believing we are special or chosen and above everyone else. It actually not only separates us from everyone else but, also our true self. Inevitably, we end up lost, probably alone and secretly miserable. Wow. Thanks again. I feel more free already! Lol this is great! I am incredibly grateful to have been able to release that belief just now. (Pisces rising)
THIS is the most important video about twin flames on TH-cam!!! I made it through and came out the other side with my sanity and presence in the truth. It would be great to hear more specifics about this in synastry and composite (I know you've done exhaustive work on all the things, but pulling them together in one video may convince some ppl that it's literally *just* the astrology of delusion LOL). Super-grateful for all of your work...! 🙏🏼💫✨
I totally agree with you, this video reaffirms my admiration and respect for you, and I can say that I feel sorry for Neptunian people because perhaps some chronicles will never be able to leave that universe. Atte: Saturn in Pisces
Thank you for all your recurring knowledge, driving force together with training to backup my venture to progressively more consciously informed combined with spiritually connected.
You blow me away! I would really like to see your chart! Lol You save souls,; I think/hope/pretty sure you know that. It’s always good to hear though right!?haha Thank you sister. You’re beautiful.
Hi Jewel, what so you think about soul mates as opposed to twin flames? Through experience i stopped believing in those too and came to realize that the quality of a relationship is the amount of work you put into it (then again i have saturn in h7).
@@JewelMayberry there is this TikTok going around with a woman explaining that believing in soul mates correlates heavy with being unlucky in love and marriage. I thought that was interesting food for thought. I had an intense Neptune experience years ago, I'm happy I've got both my feet back on the floor.
Thank you for this video! I have the Venus opposite Neptune aspect, Moon in the 12th house and Pisces ascendant. So this video was very informative and necessary haha.
I pushed the two romantic pieceans out of my life and I feel focused on my own life paths. For once life is falling into place with ease!!! No more escaping So true about narcissism, they compete with you and hold you back from progressing!! Thanks for this Jewel 💎, love your videos x
Thanks for this! i live with a neptune-mars conjonction in my chart, and i know all the neptunian issues and escapes, but i m trying to be very lucide about this, and i learned so much with you, Jewel, fortunately In Europe we don't have the "twin flames religion" it's seems like co-dépendancy for me. I dreamed of Prince Charming many years, now it's over, but I would never leave the musicians and all neptunians artists who are in my life...i love them so much
Your neptune videos have been so helpful to me. It's strange because I've been plagued by the shadow side of neptune my whole life but don't see a lot of it in my chart. Ever since I was a little girl maladaptive daydreaming has been a HUGE problem for me. People have a hard time reading me, and it took quite a while for me to form boundaries for myself. Neptune is in my second house in the natal chart. It's currently transiting my first, which, to be honest...it sucks. I'm so sensitive to drugs/chemicals, I always feel like I have one foot planted in reality. Perhaps it's my moon squared to pluto, with my pluto residing in the 12th house that I've always felt this. Or my sun being sesquiquadrate to neptune. I guess I have to read some eckhart tolle or something. But remaining in the present is sooooo hard!
I also have my Pluto in the 12th (mine's loosely conjunct ascendant) and it feels BIG. My Neptune is also not really prominent. I started trying to escape reality young (which is probably is a lot to do with trauma), and even though I skipped the religion piece I did get sucked into twin flames, but it ended up showing me the truth as I worked through the delusions. I'm grateful for all of it, really...!
Never mind the story, suffice it to say this video came along just in time to weed out some of the final sticking points in the way of my late-life spiritual renaissance. I've been single nearly my whole life, but you've helped me identify Neptune Water Trine longings I'm still attached to. Especially interesting is your emphasis on "rest": it's so hard to let go of my 4-planet Sun conjunction in the 12th House self-criticism and constant sense of being driven to be worthy. Rest sounds nice. Meditation on oneness has been nice. Thanks for helping me identify some of the remaining obstacles.
Fantastic ❣❣❣ I've posted on Spiritual Bypass & the "creation" of the Twin Flame as a drug. 💯 Our own Soulmate & Savior IS US! To stop running from ourselves. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Yes!! You verbalized this perfectly 😇❤️💯
This is odd to me, because I thought the whole point of twin flames is that you won't be together until you are whole within yourself and your connection to source. You do the work on self and connection to the all so you can ever be with your twin flame. It sounds like the point is to escape the longing for the twin flame and find the real meaning through the all. It's a motivation to work hard to ascend on your own, much like kundalini rising.
From someone with massive twelfth house karma: Pisces ascendent, Jupiter in the twelfth, Neptune on the MC, Mercury in Pisces in the twelfth (!), not to mention my progressed chart. I've experienced and survived every Neptunian pitfall there is, including twin flame hell. I have found that the Neptunian lesson is always "let it go" and the magic will happen by itself
Its not though. We all need interaction and deep human connections. Ask anyone in isolation. But the path to healthy connections is via detachment, and you're right that the path to detachment is through finding your true or authentic self
I will look into them thanks. My natal sun is in aquarius on the cusp of the 12th but my progressed sun has been in Pisces in the twelfth since 1990. It moves into aries next year. I have no idea what to expect
I really think you should add caveats to some of this. Anyone who has been seriously studying twin flames knows, and is repeated endlessly, that being in such a relationship is not hiding. It is one of the most gut wrenching experience ever. In a sense, it is getting out of the Neptune escapism and looking into all those shadow corners of self and the personalized definition of love, purpose in the world and spiritual partnership/relationship. I would like to know, and asking sincerely, where/what you studied that you base your opinions on twin flames and obtained your authority on such a subjective topic?
+Robin Householder From experience. From seeing thousands of charts. That's where I get my knowledge. It is first hand. The themes that lead someone to nurture a belief in the twin flame myth are always the same. I bet letters, email and messages everyday from people who believe they are twin flames trying to explain to me that they are the 1% and that they understand that everyone else is delusional. It's the same story every time with the same aspects present.
+sara dee There are no specific aspects, it's something you have to look at the entirety of. The personal planets in the chasers twin flames chart will have moon or Venus aspects to Neptune. The most common aspect is Venus opposite Neptune and then Venus square Neptune. Also aspects from the Moon to Neptune, especially the hard aspects. Then Neptune will add up to a lot in the synastry and composite chart. A hard Aspect from the sun, moon, Venus or mars to Neptune will result in the composite chart most commonly. Usually there's several Neptune aspects involved. It's always the same thinking that creates a belief in twin flames. The search for something ideal.
I apologize for interrupting but it was actually worrying to know that there are actually people who believe that they are twin flames omg even I believe that we will be connected to anyone(not just one person) in a special way and it can happen any time because of the influence of planetary transits. I have a lot of natal Neptune but I still desire to be grounded as much as possible or else I'll drown in Neptune's ocean of delusion forever and I don't want that so thank you for the video and thank you for responding on that question too Jewel! You're amazing at realistic relationships topics as always!
12:36 . This line, is the crux of the video. So true, so valid, so unshakable! Just strive to complete your own circle. Those meant to be, will align or stick around. Do the shadow work without any attachment with the outcome. Twin soul connects should be viewed more as an activator of our karmic revolution, than a trap of delusional, growth inhibiting bonds.
This video came at the right time that it did & delivered a lot of truth! All of which I was searching for.. (North node in Gemini/12th house). I also should add I have a Neptune in Sagittarius (South Node) at a big ol’ whopping 29 degrees! Did I ever elude myself! I appreciate & am grateful for your deliverance to this message! 😊💕🦋
Good one Jewel! I'm not so Neptune-y but Pisces does rule ma' 7th house. "ACCEPTING WHAT IS" was a concept that took many, many years to grasp & live. Would be curious to hear a follow up re: Pluto Illusions. I think folks can also be addicted to astrology (especially partnership astrology!) in that same way & that can also be escapism or a need to try to "control the outcome" and it does belie a lack of faith in life and what's next when the truth is...if you get out and about in life, things are going to happen for you naturally anyway. It's a great tool but requires groundedness & balance and much of it for me has only really been understood in retrospect. ;)
+K Kerrigan Yes, Astrology can be something people turn into a religion as well. It can help you but it can’t save you. Only you can do that. Astrology can fix your personality but it can’t fix your spirit.
❤️❤️❤️ someone truly was delusional that this was my soul beliefs and The separation of me studying philanthropy of this concept versus my own heart centered beliefs was not even explored. Just be!!
How do you get your hair like that, do you use hot coals from the fire? I want to do something similar with my beard, without setting the house on fire
I'm Pisces rising and Mercury in the 1st, Pisces Jupiter and Venus on the 12th. While I don't believe in twin flames I definitely can understand having a vision of an "ideal" lover/partner. I think that my Scorpio 8th house moon helps to protect me from some of what you talked about here. It is hard work to stay in this reality. Thank you Jewel, and you're looking stunning!
Calling a spade a spade in this context. A bit gutsy, I think. And a really insightful, beautiful description of the state of facts. Have had Neptune square my stupid Pluto-square Moon for some time now. Haha. Yeah, mhm. Lethally wacked. Although have, fortunately, actually been able to put it to some not-just-dreamt use. Doing art, write, musing and such helps you sometimes to keep things somewhat in perspective..... And, too, living a life with Neptune and Eros in Scorpio etc. etc., I´ve had some training to survive (barely) the waters.:) (Have always been afraid of the ocean, though:).... )
Hi Jewel!Just wondering what the little A is that's in the same spot on the chart as the S (septile)?You are the best! Thank you for sharing your knowledge! Such a blessing! ♥♥♥
+Elaine Ekberg you are probably looking at separating and applying aspects. That’s when the planets are moving closer together (applying) or separating in orb.
i went through limerence this last year, it was never that i did not know what it was but i couldn't help myself cause the pain hit so intensely that i couldn't stop myself from indulging in it. i think i was really sad before hand and had that incomplete feeling before. and i did realize somehow through it that i am a complete person. So in the whole process I found it did do something to level me up though i can't really say what, it was more the 'journey.' What made it more confusing for me also is every major limerence i have had in my life i got information psychically told about it years in advance, the names, and such. so it really made it easier to make it feel 'fated,' but what i realized was actually fated was dealing with codependency issues in the lifetime. a little bit less romantic lol.. but yes.. still fated. XD
But yeah anyways, i do think that limerence and such is a very painful lesson but also the potential of a huge gift for people to finally get to the point of feeling whole in themselves when they can start to realize that their savior can't save them. I feel so much for others who go through these cause I know that the pain in their soul must be very high to need this but it is a beautiful gift, sort of like there are these paths to wholeness for no matter how broken you feel you are, that you can still find your way back regardless.
Thank you so very much, lovely lady. I love you and how you share information, I respect your honesty. I am Pisces on the cusp of Aquarius, mercury in Pisces and Neptune in Sagittarius in the 3rd. I have always been a hopeless romantic and daydreamer, I have used food, sex, drugs and alcohol to escape, I am very in touch with the sugar connection and it being the underlying thread which connects them. As well, these are all karmic issues and addictions brought forward from other lives. I am grateful to have connected the dots in this lifetime and to have found healing and recovery, especially through groups such as AA. I have been on the fence about the Twin flame idea for awhile, thanks for helping me to get out of the illusion. However, I have a few questions, what about divine partnership? How does that show up in a chart? I know that I am not suffering from a plutonic obsession, I don't even have Scorpio in my chart. I do, however have Pluto in Libra in the 1st house. I have Chiron in Aries in the 8th and the guy that I have been struggling to get over is an Aries. I am not sure how significant or insignificant that is.... What is truly intense and interesting is we have a Moon and NN, double whammy, he has moon in Sagittarius and I have NN in Sagittarius, my moon is in Aquarius and his NN is in Aquarius. Beyond that, we show up in each other's charts in a big way, in the 4th, 5th, 7th, 8th, 9th and 10th houses. I have really been desiring a reading from you for awhile now, I need an objective opinion. I am not a relationship astrologer. I am more into health, karma and Natal readings, astrology has helped me heal so much, I like to assist others to get to know themselves through astrology, so that they can make the most out of their lives.
My beautiful teacher, I love your videos, but don't insert too many cuts on the edition because it sounds a little bit unnatural. I like the sound of your voice, I like the sound of your breathing, I like when you stop for a second to think about what you are going to say next. It is the natural way people speak, we stop to think between sentences. It doesn't matter if the video is gonna last longer, I will watch till the end. It is just my opinion, don't cut the moments you stop between sentences to think. I think the beauty of your channel is the spontaneity.
I have moon conjunct Neptune neptune in 29 degrees and Neptune + moon + uranus in 8th house. Uranus conjunct neptune as well.. is that alot of neptune influence?
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel thanks for this video. I understand that a chart has to be looked at in it's entirety to pull conclusions. Pretty sure you would say I am Neptunian if you read my chart. In my younger years being delusional and thinking there was only one person meant for me definitely applied. Idealistic tendancies still exist though. After watching your previous video on the real meaning of twin flames, it's not something I would want to experience in this lifetime! Sounds harsh and anything but easy. Seems people have a misconception of what it really means. Perhaps, there are off setting things happening in my chart at my age where I feel more realistic about romance and love where I believe anyone can be "the one". Certainly do appreciate your take on things. Being Neptunian doesn't make me trust myself to be realistic! Need people like you as a soundboard...isn't that what blind people do? Rely on their hearing or other senses to navigate in the world? Probably a lesson in there somewhere. Why else would the dreamers and idealists of the world exist for...and am finally at that point in the last year where I finally understand/experienced what it means to be whole, not needing someone else to complete us b/c all exists within us. No judgement, but acceptance of self. Self love.
No Lon. How about you? My Neptune is in the 4th. Pisces is ruler of my 7th house. My south node resides in Pisces 7th house and my mercury and Venus also - all in 7th house Pisces if using whole chart, if using equal house system Venus and south node would be in my 6th house but still in Pisces. My Neptune aspects my Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, both nodes, Chiron, Asc & MC...basically everything except Mars, Jupiter and Saturn. You could say water dominates my chart lol
Lon Spector oh wow, that's a lot of moving around! Not much to give you a sense of security huh? Do you still move around often out of childhood habit or have you decided to grow roots? That is really creepy to be living in a haunted house. Happened to me to but not to your extent. Gosh, You had some wild experiences growing up. How do you feel that shaped you as a person? Do you find it made you more resilient or feel weakened by your past? I had to look up the song...I have heard the melody before but didn't know the lyrics. Yeah that is a sad song.
Lon Spector Imaginary lovers song describes perfectly my Neptune thinking pattern romantically speaking.- It's not realistic, I get that. Now that I am more objective. Maybe moon in Libra helps.- It was very real to me at the time. Then life happened and busted that bubble. Rude awakening not to mention a sense of loss. Heartbreaking too, it's like losing your innocence and realizing it but longing to have it back once in awhile at least for a moment. There was something magical about that place. Anyway, makes people like me prone to self deception, especially that Neptune square my Venus. My Chinese sign is the Goat. So again, dreaming, sensitivity and imaginary are highlighted. All I need to do is go within to escape. Fortunately, my Virgo asc helps ground me! Saturn in Virgo too.
Lon Spector I am familiar with Chinese astrology. It is pretty accurate. Yikes, opposites attract but it's hard to handle unless something else smoothes it out. My mom is dog, Libra sun and my dad was horse, Sag sun. It was a passionate relationship, with it's ups and downs but you could tell the love was there. That is an excellent match, from what I understand. He passed away like 12 years ago and she's never gotten over it. I am currently dating a Horse sign. Naturally, it's familiar to me. I am very comfortable in giving him all the space he needs. Hope your significant other(s) match up with you too!
Nn sun square nep Moon opp nep Uranus conj nep 1st H Mars and pluto sextile nep Saturn sext nep Jup 12th I'm so tired of living in this world but also tired of fantasies. Thank u so much
I always avoided neptuniun people and frankly they still are my least favourite people bc for me, the blunt practical pragmatic extremely earthy person, they are just too much and whatever I do, offends them. Deeply offends them. And as universe has it, my son is 200% neptuniun. I’m already scared of the fights we will have when he’s older ( already has started). We don’t undersrand each other at all. He’s a dreamer. And I was always a doer. And extremely sober. I’m so sober, I’m still sober after drinking. My horoscope is 75% earth. 7% water. I have no 12th house. No pieces. Sentimentality and escapism are stuff I’m alien too. I realise they are real. Not for me. I’ve never experienced such stuff and never have any desire to experience them ( not sure if I’m capable). My son is a sag sun. Scorpio Moon. Prisces ascendant. Neptune and jupiter conjunct in his 12th house and close enough to the ascendant. Transit Neptune is now on his ascendant too. Natal Uranus is in his 1st house close to the ascendant. Go figure!
Lon Spector cool. He doesn’t. Good to know. It’s just that neptuniun people and myself have never gotten along. That’s probably why I’m afraid. And it’s always them running from me. My capacity is very high and I barely ever get offended. Even when I should. And that really pisses me off every time. Also the part when they don’t say what’s wrong and do the silent treatment stuff, hate that to death. Still I sleep on things and never do the emotional games. I can’t even do it if you taught me. It’s as if we are from different planets.
BUT if there's a one percent...who's to say me/you/the guy next door isn't one of them??? Personally I don't believe in them cause I'd never be so lucky... also the way people act when they believe they're with their soul mate makes me gag.
I would rather keep myself in a world of delusion (if it is even delusion), than to face the truth and commit suicide! I have Level 5 Severe Mental Disability: Sun & Moon Square Uranus, Moon Opposite Mercury, Mercury Square Neptune, and Mercury Square Ascendant in My Birth Chart. Please Translate These aspects as soon as you are able to, to show why These Aspects indicate Severe Mental Disability. I confess my own insanity, but I have to keep myself alive! Fortunately, Meditation (Gemstone Sphere Gazing) helps me a lot to get through the days!
Your mind has convinced you that insanity is the only way to live. That’s just the identity talking. The truth is what sets us free, it does not kill us. The mind convinces us that it does so it can remain in control.
@@JewelMayberry Please allow me to elaborate: I have High-Functioning Autism all my life, I was diagnosed, and struggled with, Level Eight, Low-Functioning Borderline Personality Disorder Twelve Years Ago! I was 22 then, I am now 34 which I just turned two weeks ago! This is the Level 5 Severe Mental Disability that I was talking about! I have been under isolation, unable to form any connection & emotional attachment, with Love, with someone who would requite the Love, and I suck with Friendships! I am living in fear day by day, and I struggle very hard day by day, especially using Meditation, as I mentioned above, as a tool that I learned in Dialectical Behavioral Therapy! I don't have anyone to hold onto, and My Father, who has been taking care of me since my abusive biological mother left me when I was 14 years of age, and he cannot be everything to me! Do you understand what I am conveying?! I have to hold onto something to keep me alive, I do not know what else to do, and the only Good Therapist I had died of Lung Cancer 8 years ago, so I also have major trust and abandonment issues, very painful at that! I needed to let this out. Thank you for reading if you have.
Please "twin flames" don't leave your comments here encouraging others to find your site and be further deluded by the delusional. That's the same as inviting people to your bar on an alcoholic anonymous video. Just stop.
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I like you did this episode,i like the 100%
Lol! I love this comment
144 likes... How has your perception changed?
How can someone who 'channels' from their reptilian brain explain what they cannot? Your page is a detriment to souls on a large level.
Asha nagani natakuwa
'we meet ourselves in relationship' - so true.
thank you Jewels.
Exceptional video. I love how you tell it like it is. This could be a wake up call for a lot of people.
You are spot on. Not that you need my agreement... I have a neptune ruled chart and I went through this exact process of believing in twins and religion. But it took me 3 years but I came out of twin beliefs... It was gut wrenching but what it lead to was a complete deconstruction of my religious path and I finally broke free from all of it. I delved more into saturn type thinking and behaviour. It was not easy. It lead to a lot of depression and cynisism until I found the balance between the two and am now functioning so much better, enjoying life and celebrating it rather than escaping it. Thank you for your insights... Been very helpful
This is such an AMAZING video!! I say this as a Neptune 12th houser. I’m aware of my bypassing tendencies. This is such an amazing reminder. Really calmed my anxiety down too.
Dear Jewel, I don't think twin flames are purely about that, I've experienced it as meeting myself, I think it is very real, not a fantasy, I've experiences it as facing all my demons, all my wounds, my shadow, and being whole in myself. Like Psyche who became a goddess. The Goddess of the soul. A lot of antiscia in Astrology between the person I have in mind. I think there are a lot of misunderstandings about tfs. I don't claim to know though, I'm just really greatful. I was born when Venus was retrograde :) Pluto transited it recently in 23 Cap. I agree it CAN be a fantasy too. I, respectfully, think that I understand the concept/dynamic/Neptunian fantasy you refer to. If the lie is good, we don't want to hear the truth sometimes. I think people CAN be mistaken, codependent etc.
edit: Also, I think tfs are about to heal the DNA of humanity. If you wanted to heal all generational trauma and wounds, and start to truly understand and loving yourself, wouldn't meeting yourself be a good way of doing it? I think it is revealing and elevating. It's a challenge too.
I just had the most painful and beautiful awakening through this...thank you sweet lady. Thank you so much.
+KelseyBeloved You were ready for it!❤️
Me too!!!
Why would anyone even want to be in a twin flame relationship?..having a husband/wife, a loyal, and stable partner sounds so much more romantic than a twin flame!
I hear a healthy Moon there....
Moon (Aquarius) trine Saturn (Libra)! :-).
100%
Well, some of us believe marriages are rackets as well. So, to each their own.
It’s not a choice it just happens and once u experience it u simply cannot be with anyone else, but unless u experience it for urself it’s not possible to understand. And me with a venus Pisces I would cling to ppl so just the fact that I’m single for years even I’m not with twin goes to show that I just can’t be with anyone else , it’s like I lost all attraction to anyone else , I don’t think anyone would consciously choose this once ur on earth it’s very difficult , I’m not saying it’s not rewarding but it’s painful
Thanks for being so brutally honest!
Thank you for this! You speak with such clarity.
This is also a belief used by people who want to escape the "work" of a real relationship. It has to be perfect and 100% ideal from the get-go and stay that way forever.
im so happy you don't believe in twin flames!!!! it is total delusion!!!! I thought i was the only esoteric reader that didn't believe in such crap
+Angelica Ramirez It is crap. You are not alone!
I used to think so too... I love Jewel and completely agree with her, it's beyond rare. My own chart is extremely rare and profound. I just delineated a composite chart, and it's insane; I never believed in Twin Flames, so I never studied it, because I've been subbed to Jewel and I value her teachings. But this composite chart, with the grand cross and the grand trine of the Moon, Neptune, and the pinnacle is the North Node. There is a lot more, but I just wanted to say that it is there. I really am not someone whoever supported this belief. When I can afford it, I will have a reading done, thank you for all that you do, Jewel!
@@JewelMayberry Wellllll … I don't know that it is *utter* crap. You're meant to find the person, all right, but it's to learn a hard, hard, hard, hard, painful, painful lesson, and it's unlikely you're going to be together in bliss once you learn it. Might as well just learn your fucking lesson and let it go.
Thank You for explaining this very sensitive planet energies...I find most people take the easy way out and numb themselves to handle any emotions...I feel part of the reason for taking it in that direction is most have not been shown any other way....and escaping is acceptable means in our culture as being a solution...I will listen to this again..extremely powerful explaination you shared with us today.....I am grateful. blessings ~ j ~
Jewel, thank you so much for your videos I have learned so much from your synastry and composite teachings. I am a psychic intuitive and your explanation of the aspects has often showed me what is illusion and what is real through the logic of the planets causing certain emotion. . You have an amazing gift and I am so glad you share it! It has really deepened my work with Astrology.
I'm in awe of your wisdom and eloquence, Jewel. Many thanks for taking the time to make this video.
I’ve gotta say that I have Venus square Neptune and Venus in the 12th house but luckily, I have enough Virgo (sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus) to keep me grounded. So, when I met a powerful soul connection, I started to allow myself to consider that he was my “twin”, but inside, it always sounded like nonsense for many reasons and the most prominent one being that I don’t believe there are the chosen few who are special and “get to” experience such a connection for “ultimate growth” and the rest of the world doesn’t. So, I eventually just left it at: “we all meet soul connections, some feel stronger depending on what we need to learn from them and how open or closed we are to learning it”. This recent experience I had was very strong, but because I was locked away inside my own world and only something that felt this way and transformed me that much would make me MOVE and start asking the questions of myself I was nowhere close to asking. So, I am glad I am more analytical in nature or at least have a healthy enough dose of it to have a fighting chance of balancing out my Neptunian delusions.
Thank you. I was still a believer (Taurus sun) until reading your post. Now I get it. The TF theory is just another way to feed our ego into believing we are special or chosen and above everyone else. It actually not only separates us from everyone else but, also our true self. Inevitably, we end up lost, probably alone and secretly miserable. Wow. Thanks again. I feel more free already! Lol this is great! I am incredibly grateful to have been able to release that belief just now. (Pisces rising)
THIS is the most important video about twin flames on TH-cam!!! I made it through and came out the other side with my sanity and presence in the truth. It would be great to hear more specifics about this in synastry and composite (I know you've done exhaustive work on all the things, but pulling them together in one video may convince some ppl that it's literally *just* the astrology of delusion LOL). Super-grateful for all of your work...! 🙏🏼💫✨
I totally agree with you, this video reaffirms my admiration and respect for you, and I can say that I feel sorry for Neptunian people because perhaps some chronicles will never be able to leave that universe.
Atte: Saturn in Pisces
Glad you're back, missed you!
Thank you for all your recurring knowledge, driving force together with training to backup my venture to progressively more consciously informed combined with spiritually connected.
You blow me away! I would really like to see your chart! Lol You save souls,; I think/hope/pretty sure you know that. It’s always good to hear though right!?haha Thank you sister. You’re beautiful.
You're back! Keep them coming Jewel. Love you
Hi Jewel, what so you think about soul mates as opposed to twin flames? Through experience i stopped believing in those too and came to realize that the quality of a relationship is the amount of work you put into it (then again i have saturn in h7).
I agree. It’s about what you do, not what you are destined for. We make our own destiny.
@@JewelMayberry there is this TikTok going around with a woman explaining that believing in soul mates correlates heavy with being unlucky in love and marriage. I thought that was interesting food for thought.
I had an intense Neptune experience years ago, I'm happy I've got both my feet back on the floor.
Thank you for this video!!!! You put into words what I have felt for a very long time ✨
Thank you for this video! I have the Venus opposite Neptune aspect, Moon in the 12th house and Pisces ascendant. So this video was very informative and necessary haha.
Thank you for being so brilliant and smart.
I pushed the two romantic pieceans out of my life and I feel focused on my own life paths. For once life is falling into place with ease!!! No more escaping
So true about narcissism, they compete with you and hold you back from progressing!!
Thanks for this Jewel 💎, love your videos x
Thanks for this! i live with a neptune-mars conjonction in my chart, and i know all the neptunian issues and escapes, but i m trying to be very lucide about this, and i learned so much with you, Jewel, fortunately In Europe we don't have the "twin flames religion" it's seems like co-dépendancy for me. I dreamed of Prince Charming many years, now it's over, but I would never leave the musicians and all neptunians artists who are in my life...i love them so much
Your neptune videos have been so helpful to me. It's strange because I've been plagued by the shadow side of neptune my whole life but don't see a lot of it in my chart. Ever since I was a little girl maladaptive daydreaming has been a HUGE problem for me. People have a hard time reading me, and it took quite a while for me to form boundaries for myself.
Neptune is in my second house in the natal chart. It's currently transiting my first, which, to be honest...it sucks. I'm so sensitive to drugs/chemicals, I always feel like I have one foot planted in reality. Perhaps it's my moon squared to pluto, with my pluto residing in the 12th house that I've always felt this. Or my sun being sesquiquadrate to neptune.
I guess I have to read some eckhart tolle or something. But remaining in the present is sooooo hard!
Princess Willow Try the KJV Bible.
Girl I'm sensitive to air.
Морине can relate to you!
@Lon Spector I have the square. With Neptune on the Ascendant....It. Is. Not. Fun.
I also have my Pluto in the 12th (mine's loosely conjunct ascendant) and it feels BIG. My Neptune is also not really prominent. I started trying to escape reality young (which is probably is a lot to do with trauma), and even though I skipped the religion piece I did get sucked into twin flames, but it ended up showing me the truth as I worked through the delusions. I'm grateful for all of it, really...!
This was very helpful thank you
Missed you Jewel! so glad you came back and with a Neptune video! super good!
Thank you. I watch all your videos but this atleast 3 times. Incredibly astute for me.
You're brilliant. Keeping it real as always.
Never mind the story, suffice it to say this video came along just in time to weed out some of the final sticking points in the way of my late-life spiritual renaissance. I've been single nearly my whole life, but you've helped me identify Neptune Water Trine longings I'm still attached to.
Especially interesting is your emphasis on "rest": it's so hard to let go of my 4-planet Sun conjunction in the 12th House self-criticism and constant sense of being driven to be worthy. Rest sounds nice. Meditation on oneness has been nice. Thanks for helping me identify some of the remaining obstacles.
Fantastic ❣❣❣ I've posted on Spiritual Bypass & the "creation" of the Twin Flame as a drug. 💯 Our own Soulmate & Savior IS US! To stop running from ourselves. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Yes!! You verbalized this perfectly 😇❤️💯
This is odd to me, because I thought the whole point of twin flames is that you won't be together until you are whole within yourself and your connection to source. You do the work on self and connection to the all so you can ever be with your twin flame. It sounds like the point is to escape the longing for the twin flame and find the real meaning through the all. It's a motivation to work hard to ascend on your own, much like kundalini rising.
Twin flames are a total racket but the belief is not going anywhere anytime soon. It’s just too glamorous.
i love watching your videos while i clean the house ♥
From someone with massive twelfth house karma: Pisces ascendent, Jupiter in the twelfth, Neptune on the MC, Mercury in Pisces in the twelfth (!), not to mention my progressed chart. I've experienced and survived every Neptunian pitfall there is, including twin flame hell. I have found that the Neptunian lesson is always "let it go" and the magic will happen by itself
Its not though. We all need interaction and deep human connections. Ask anyone in isolation. But the path to healthy connections is via detachment, and you're right that the path to detachment is through finding your true or authentic self
interesting
I will look into them thanks. My natal sun is in aquarius on the cusp of the 12th but my progressed sun has been in Pisces in the twelfth since 1990. It moves into aries next year. I have no idea what to expect
Im working on it myself which is a fascinating journey :)
Brilliant...thank you for sharing your Insight 💖
WOW! This is AMAZING! Thank you! :D
Who here has a successful relationship in a Neptune composite chart?
Oh Jewel. This broke my heart. In the best way possible. Please don't ever take this video down, pretty please?
I really think you should add caveats to some of this. Anyone who has been seriously studying twin flames knows, and is repeated endlessly, that being in such a relationship is not hiding. It is one of the most gut wrenching experience ever. In a sense, it is getting out of the Neptune escapism and looking into all those shadow corners of self and the personalized definition of love, purpose in the world and spiritual partnership/relationship. I would like to know, and asking sincerely, where/what you studied that you base your opinions on twin flames and obtained your authority on such a subjective topic?
+Robin Householder From experience. From seeing thousands of charts. That's where I get my knowledge. It is first hand. The themes that lead someone to nurture a belief in the twin flame myth are always the same. I bet letters, email and messages everyday from people who believe they are twin flames trying to explain to me that they are the 1% and that they understand that everyone else is delusional. It's the same story every time with the same aspects present.
I'm curious about the aspects ?
+sara dee There are no specific aspects, it's something you have to look at the entirety of. The personal planets in the chasers twin flames chart will have moon or Venus aspects to Neptune. The most common aspect is Venus opposite Neptune and then Venus square Neptune. Also aspects from the Moon to Neptune, especially the hard aspects. Then Neptune will add up to a lot in the synastry and composite chart. A hard Aspect from the sun, moon, Venus or mars to Neptune will result in the composite chart most commonly. Usually there's several Neptune aspects involved. It's always the same thinking that creates a belief in twin flames. The search for something ideal.
I apologize for interrupting but it was actually worrying to know that there are actually people who believe that they are twin flames omg even I believe that we will be connected to anyone(not just one person) in a special way and it can happen any time because of the influence of planetary transits. I have a lot of natal Neptune but I still desire to be grounded as much as possible or else I'll drown in Neptune's ocean of delusion forever and I don't want that so thank you for the video and thank you for responding on that question too Jewel! You're amazing at realistic relationships topics as always!
Very well said. As a Buddhist, I find the whole TF thing scarily delusional.Thank you. Be well.
You are awesome! Yes 'twin flames' is a dangerous delusional decoy. Could not a agree more, thank you Jewel X
12:36 . This line, is the crux of the video. So true, so valid, so unshakable! Just strive to complete your own circle. Those meant to be, will align or stick around. Do the shadow work without any attachment with the outcome. Twin soul connects should be viewed more as an activator of our karmic revolution, than a trap of delusional, growth inhibiting bonds.
A very necessary video.
Mercury opposite Neptune, and Mars square Neptune here. Never even heard of “twin flames” but now I know it’s utter bull crap. Appreciate it.
Glad you heard me. It’s a lame attempt at specialness, the cult of the twin flame.
This video came at the right time that it did & delivered a lot of truth! All of which I was searching for.. (North node in Gemini/12th house). I also should add I have a Neptune in Sagittarius (South Node) at a big ol’ whopping 29 degrees! Did I ever elude myself! I appreciate & am grateful for your deliverance to this message! 😊💕🦋
Also a Venus, Jupiter & Uranus in Sagittarius ... a full house in the South Node!
As a pisces moon square neptune it's hard to not believe
I have neptune in first house opposite moon in cancer in the 7th. It's better not to believe it and have your both feet on the ground!
Thanks Jewel! Very timely, seems The Cult Of Twin Flame is on the rise. Neptune in Pisces much?! Exacerbated, no doubt, by Jupiter in Scorpio.
Good one Jewel! I'm not so Neptune-y but Pisces does rule ma' 7th house. "ACCEPTING WHAT IS" was a concept that took many, many years to grasp & live. Would be curious to hear a follow up re: Pluto Illusions. I think folks can also be addicted to astrology (especially partnership astrology!) in that same way & that can also be escapism or a need to try to "control the outcome" and it does belie a lack of faith in life and what's next when the truth is...if you get out and about in life, things are going to happen for you naturally anyway. It's a great tool but requires groundedness & balance and much of it for me has only really been understood in retrospect. ;)
+K Kerrigan Yes, Astrology can be something people turn into a religion as well. It can help you but it can’t save you. Only you can do that. Astrology can fix your personality but it can’t fix your spirit.
Best use of Neptune is get ground ,cleansing and finding ones flow
Tough messages make us uncomfortable, but that’s what she’s saying we have to sit with. The discomfort.
Awesome explanation!! 💗 Binge watching your videos 😊
❤️❤️❤️ someone truly was delusional that this was my soul beliefs and The separation of me studying philanthropy of this concept versus my own heart centered beliefs was not even explored. Just be!!
How do you get your hair like that, do you use hot coals from the fire? I want to do something similar with my beard, without setting the house on fire
I'm Pisces rising and Mercury in the 1st, Pisces Jupiter and Venus on the 12th. While I don't believe in twin flames I definitely can understand having a vision of an "ideal" lover/partner.
I think that my Scorpio 8th house moon helps to protect me from some of what you talked about here. It is hard work to stay in this reality. Thank you Jewel, and you're looking stunning!
This!!! All day long 💯💯💯💯💯
Calling a spade a spade in this context. A bit gutsy, I think. And a really insightful, beautiful description of the state of facts. Have had Neptune square my stupid Pluto-square Moon for some time now. Haha. Yeah, mhm. Lethally wacked. Although have, fortunately, actually been able to put it to some not-just-dreamt use. Doing art, write, musing and such helps you sometimes to keep things somewhat in perspective..... And, too, living a life with Neptune and Eros in Scorpio etc. etc., I´ve had some training to survive (barely) the waters.:) (Have always been afraid of the ocean, though:).... )
Hi Jewel!Just wondering what the little A is that's in the same spot on the chart as the S (septile)?You are the best! Thank you for sharing your knowledge! Such a blessing! ♥♥♥
+Elaine Ekberg you are probably looking at separating and applying aspects. That’s when the planets are moving closer together (applying) or separating in orb.
Thank you for the Truth xx
Can you write about some positive aspects that can help when you have a heavy plution relationship. Pluto descriptions seem. BEWARE. Thanks.
You are fantastic
i went through limerence this last year, it was never that i did not know what it was but i couldn't help myself cause the pain hit so intensely that i couldn't stop myself from indulging in it. i think i was really sad before hand and had that incomplete feeling before. and i did realize somehow through it that i am a complete person. So in the whole process I found it did do something to level me up though i can't really say what, it was more the 'journey.'
What made it more confusing for me also is every major limerence i have had in my life i got information psychically told about it years in advance, the names, and such. so it really made it easier to make it feel 'fated,' but what i realized was actually fated was dealing with codependency issues in the lifetime. a little bit less romantic lol.. but yes.. still fated. XD
But yeah anyways, i do think that limerence and such is a very painful lesson but also the potential of a huge gift for people to finally get to the point of feeling whole in themselves when they can start to realize that their savior can't save them. I feel so much for others who go through these cause I know that the pain in their soul must be very high to need this but it is a beautiful gift, sort of like there are these paths to wholeness for no matter how broken you feel you are, that you can still find your way back regardless.
Nice video od explaining negative side od neptune. I have neptune conjuct my mercury so i knida know the whole confusion.
Can confirm my daughter has Pisces moon conjuct her Neptune and I’m a heavy cannabis user
what planet do you assicoate with hallucinogen drugs such as lsd & psilcybin?
Uranus
Thanks Mam. Hope you doing fine. Very less video s from you of late. I keep following all your clips and advise. Very helpful to me
Brilliant 👏
Your hair 😍😍
Hi Jewel! Love your videos. Could you please consider doing one on North Node conjunct ascendant in synastry? Thanks! 💗
yay. A new Jewel vid. Always good.x Can you do a vid on the Yod please?
+alison welch I was thinking about doing that one this week. I probably will. But remind me.
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel the yod!!! lol
So, do you believe there is no such thing as Twin Flames? Just scrap the idea altogether, it does more harm than good?
+P S Scrap it, it's a racket.
Thanks for the direct & quick response, Jewel!
I'm a Pisces moon, can't help but wonder!! :)
Thank you so very much, lovely lady. I love you and how you share information, I respect your honesty. I am Pisces on the cusp of Aquarius, mercury in Pisces and Neptune in Sagittarius in the 3rd. I have always been a hopeless romantic and daydreamer, I have used food, sex, drugs and alcohol to escape, I am very in touch with the sugar connection and it being the underlying thread which connects them. As well, these are all karmic issues and addictions brought forward from other lives. I am grateful to have connected the dots in this lifetime and to have found healing and recovery, especially through groups such as AA.
I have been on the fence about the Twin flame idea for awhile, thanks for helping me to get out of the illusion. However, I have a few questions, what about divine partnership? How does that show up in a chart? I know that I am not suffering from a plutonic obsession, I don't even have Scorpio in my chart. I do, however have Pluto in Libra in the 1st house. I have Chiron in Aries in the 8th and the guy that I have been struggling to get over is an Aries. I am not sure how significant or insignificant that is.... What is truly intense and interesting is we have a Moon and NN, double whammy, he has moon in Sagittarius and I have NN in Sagittarius, my moon is in Aquarius and his NN is in Aquarius. Beyond that, we show up in each other's charts in a big way, in the 4th, 5th, 7th, 8th, 9th and 10th houses. I have really been desiring a reading from you for awhile now, I need an objective opinion. I am not a relationship astrologer. I am more into health, karma and Natal readings, astrology has helped me heal so much, I like to assist others to get to know themselves through astrology, so that they can make the most out of their lives.
Lon Spector haha I grew up with that song, my brother had the record.
Your book would be my Bible
My beautiful teacher, I love your videos, but don't insert too many cuts on the edition because it sounds a little bit unnatural. I like the sound of your voice, I like the sound of your breathing, I like when you stop for a second to think about what you are going to say next. It is the natural way people speak, we stop to think between sentences. It doesn't matter if the video is gonna last longer, I will watch till the end. It is just my opinion, don't cut the moments you stop between sentences to think. I think the beauty of your channel is the spontaneity.
Beautiful
Thank you!
I think we're twin flames jewel
Outstanding
Your hair are like silk just came of advertisement ❤
Great video
I have moon conjunct Neptune neptune in 29 degrees and Neptune + moon + uranus in 8th house. Uranus conjunct neptune as well.. is that alot of neptune influence?
Escapism is my life hahaha... i use music and have maldaptive day dreaming
+Healthyfoodies Moon conjunct to Neptune is a pretty good amount, yes.
Real
Anyone know the name of the intro/outro song and/or it's genre?
+Deep Ocean It’s just music from an app. It’s called “wisdom in the sun”
Exactly 👍🏻😉
We long for ourselves because we neglected it, that's easy to understand. lol
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel thanks for this video. I understand that a chart has to be looked at in it's entirety to pull conclusions. Pretty sure you would say I am Neptunian if you read my chart. In my younger years being delusional and thinking there was only one person meant for me definitely applied. Idealistic tendancies still exist though. After watching your previous video on the real meaning of twin flames, it's not something I would want to experience in this lifetime! Sounds harsh and anything but easy. Seems people have a misconception of what it really means. Perhaps, there are off setting things happening in my chart at my age where I feel more realistic about romance and love where I believe anyone can be "the one". Certainly do appreciate your take on things. Being Neptunian doesn't make me trust myself to be realistic! Need people like you as a soundboard...isn't that what blind people do? Rely on their hearing or other senses to navigate in the world? Probably a lesson in there somewhere. Why else would the dreamers and idealists of the world exist for...and am finally at that point in the last year where I finally understand/experienced what it means to be whole, not needing someone else to complete us b/c all exists within us. No judgement, but acceptance of self. Self love.
No Lon. How about you? My Neptune is in the 4th. Pisces is ruler of my 7th house. My south node resides in Pisces 7th house and my mercury and Venus also - all in 7th house Pisces if using whole chart, if using equal house system Venus and south node would be in my 6th house but still in Pisces. My Neptune aspects my Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, both nodes, Chiron, Asc & MC...basically everything except Mars, Jupiter and Saturn. You could say water dominates my chart lol
Lon Spector oh wow, that sounds tough. Did you have to change schools? Or did things get better as you got older?
Lon Spector oh wow, that's a lot of moving around! Not much to give you a sense of security huh? Do you still move around often out of childhood habit or have you decided to grow roots? That is really creepy to be living in a haunted house. Happened to me to but not to your extent.
Gosh, You had some wild experiences growing up. How do you feel that shaped you as a person? Do you find it made you more resilient or feel weakened by your past? I had to look up the song...I have heard the melody before but didn't know the lyrics. Yeah that is a sad song.
Lon Spector Imaginary lovers song describes perfectly my Neptune thinking pattern romantically speaking.- It's not realistic, I get that. Now that I am more objective. Maybe moon in Libra helps.- It was very real to me at the time. Then life happened and busted that bubble. Rude awakening not to mention a sense of loss. Heartbreaking too, it's like losing your innocence and realizing it but longing to have it back once in awhile at least for a moment. There was something magical about that place. Anyway, makes people like me prone to self deception, especially that Neptune square my Venus. My Chinese sign is the Goat. So again, dreaming, sensitivity and imaginary are highlighted. All I need to do is go within to escape. Fortunately, my Virgo asc helps ground me! Saturn in Virgo too.
Lon Spector I am familiar with Chinese astrology. It is pretty accurate. Yikes, opposites attract but it's hard to handle unless something else smoothes it out. My mom is dog, Libra sun and my dad was horse, Sag sun. It was a passionate relationship, with it's ups and downs but you could tell the love was there. That is an excellent match, from what I understand. He passed away like 12 years ago and she's never gotten over it. I am currently dating a Horse sign. Naturally, it's familiar to me. I am very comfortable in giving him all the space he needs. Hope your significant other(s) match up with you too!
Can you do a Mars inconjunct Sun synastry video
What about soul mates. I never really understood the twin flame thing and this is why, because it’s not real. 😂😭😂😭😭😂😭😂
I wonder indeed now.. what about soul mates?
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Nn sun square nep
Moon opp nep
Uranus conj nep 1st H
Mars and pluto sextile nep
Saturn sext nep
Jup 12th
I'm so tired of living in this world but also tired of fantasies.
Thank u so much
I always avoided neptuniun people and frankly they still are my least favourite people bc for me, the blunt practical pragmatic extremely earthy person, they are just too much and whatever I do, offends them. Deeply offends them. And as universe has it, my son is 200% neptuniun. I’m already scared of the fights we will have when he’s older ( already has started). We don’t undersrand each other at all. He’s a dreamer. And I was always a doer. And extremely sober. I’m so sober, I’m still sober after drinking. My horoscope is 75% earth. 7% water. I have no 12th house. No pieces. Sentimentality and escapism are stuff I’m alien too. I realise they are real. Not for me. I’ve never experienced such stuff and never have any desire to experience them ( not sure if I’m capable). My son is a sag sun. Scorpio Moon. Prisces ascendant. Neptune and jupiter conjunct in his 12th house and close enough to the ascendant. Transit Neptune is now on his ascendant too. Natal Uranus is in his 1st house close to the ascendant. Go figure!
Lon Spector cool. He doesn’t. Good to know. It’s just that neptuniun people and myself have never gotten along. That’s probably why I’m afraid. And it’s always them running from me. My capacity is very high and I barely ever get offended. Even when I should. And that really pisses me off every time. Also the part when they don’t say what’s wrong and do the silent treatment stuff, hate that to death. Still I sleep on things and never do the emotional games. I can’t even do it if you taught me. It’s as if we are from different planets.
Lon Spector thank you. What happened to Gian?
BUT if there's a one percent...who's to say me/you/the guy next door isn't one of them??? Personally I don't believe in them cause I'd never be so lucky... also the way people act when they believe they're with their soul mate makes me gag.
+darkviolet69 There is not 1%. It is a myth. The entire thing is a myth.
+Lon Spector dreams and fantasies are different. Fantasies have no real chance of coming true. Dreams are what we strive to make come true.
You are such a gorgeous youthful lady. What’s your secret? What do you eat/ do? Thanks
She's a Virgo Rising, they're said to look young for their age
is that supposed to make you look youthful?
Yeah
I would rather keep myself in a world of delusion (if it is even delusion), than to face the truth and commit suicide! I have Level 5 Severe Mental Disability: Sun & Moon Square Uranus, Moon Opposite Mercury, Mercury Square Neptune, and Mercury Square Ascendant in My Birth Chart. Please Translate These aspects as soon as you are able to, to show why These Aspects indicate Severe Mental Disability.
I confess my own insanity, but I have to keep myself alive! Fortunately, Meditation (Gemstone Sphere Gazing) helps me a lot to get through the days!
Your mind has convinced you that insanity is the only way to live. That’s just the identity talking. The truth is what sets us free, it does not kill us. The mind convinces us that it does so it can remain in control.
@@JewelMayberry Please allow me to elaborate: I have High-Functioning Autism all my life, I was diagnosed, and struggled with, Level Eight, Low-Functioning Borderline Personality Disorder Twelve Years Ago! I was 22 then, I am now 34 which I just turned two weeks ago! This is the Level 5 Severe Mental Disability that I was talking about! I have been under isolation, unable to form any connection & emotional attachment, with Love, with someone who would requite the Love, and I suck with Friendships! I am living in fear day by day, and I struggle very hard day by day, especially using Meditation, as I mentioned above, as a tool that I learned in Dialectical Behavioral Therapy! I don't have anyone to hold onto, and My Father, who has been taking care of me since my abusive biological mother left me when I was 14 years of age, and he cannot be everything to me! Do you understand what I am conveying?! I have to hold onto something to keep me alive, I do not know what else to do, and the only Good Therapist I had died of Lung Cancer 8 years ago, so I also have major trust and abandonment issues, very painful at that! I needed to let this out. Thank you for reading if you have.