Hey man I have some things you can try to help yourself. I've been through a lot of the same things in life having not a lot of great friends growing up and I know how hard it is to accept the mistakes you've made and I've been stuck in a loop of terrible thoughts for a lot of years as well but what helped me a lot was wondering what I was and I ended up starting to study human behaviour and why we behave the way we do. What helped me a lot was to write down how I feel. reread it to see what I say and, what I mean when I write, and why I think I say it, and accept you feel this way and try and think how can I make my writing self feel better. I think this will help you a lot a recommend it but ofc you don't have to listen but I hope you do. I see things in you because I have been through the same things. Again man you're doing great you are entertaining and fun to learn from. but bringing yourself down isn't the answer to anything. Be nice to yourself and stay safe. 🙂
Nooooo :( I don't know what to say without sounding dismissive. I can feel the mental pain. I see you as a reflection of my self when I was without a spiritual practice or awanress. I know that when you're in depression it feels real. I know how you feel. It feels like a trap. Please forgive yourself. There's alot of anguish. Focus on you for now. And build a trust in yourself. Trust yourself to put on foot in front of the other. Ask yourself what you want out of life and take a step towards that. It's very tough.. But I believe in you ✨ The stories with family and stuff it's not as real as you think. I don't know if I'm making sense but I feel you and I understand.
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Hey man I have some things you can try to help yourself. I've been through a lot of the same things in life having not a lot of great friends growing up and I know how hard it is to accept the mistakes you've made and I've been stuck in a loop of terrible thoughts for a lot of years as well but what helped me a lot was wondering what I was and I ended up starting to study human behaviour and why we behave the way we do.
What helped me a lot was to write down how I feel. reread it to see what I say and, what I mean when I write, and why I think I say it, and accept you feel this way and try and think how can I make my writing self feel better.
I think this will help you a lot a recommend it but ofc you don't have to listen but I hope you do. I see things in you because I have been through the same things. Again man you're doing great you are entertaining and fun to learn from. but bringing yourself down isn't the answer to anything. Be nice to yourself and stay safe. 🙂
Nooooo :(
I don't know what to say without sounding dismissive. I can feel the mental pain. I see you as a reflection of my self when I was without a spiritual practice or awanress. I know that when you're in depression it feels real. I know how you feel. It feels like a trap. Please forgive yourself. There's alot of anguish. Focus on you for now. And build a trust in yourself. Trust yourself to put on foot in front of the other. Ask yourself what you want out of life and take a step towards that. It's very tough.. But I believe in you ✨
The stories with family and stuff it's not as real as you think. I don't know if I'm making sense but I feel you and I understand.
Hey man at least u have cool hair so be happy
That's not how that works
Maybe even rewatch your videos and just see what you say about yourself.