idk how he could sleep knowing theres thousands of maggots and a bunch of rats , imagine your lying down in bed with the lights out and you start to hear things scurrying through the trash in your room 🤢
@@buckashisensei I used to hear rats in my 4oom Not cause it was extremely messy just some infestation from my neighbors they were disgusting bro I stg
that guy talking to him is a legit good friend. he's joking with him instead of belittling him and encouraging him to continue cleaning by streaming his progress while also defending him from chat. what a good guy :)
@@TDG1967 is the guy not cleaning his room? Progress is progress and when someone is depressed negative feedback will only make it harder to do what needs to be done. Someone motivating him to do better in a positive way seems to be what he needed. Even if he only cleans a little every day, it is much better than rotting in his filth without making any effort to clean.
I’m actually really happy that everyone in this community recognizes that he’s trying to improve his life instead of just clowning on him for the room things like this help restore my faith in humanity sometimes
For real. I mean he also doesn’t seem like a bad guy. I’ve been here before, sleeping and just hoarding stuff in my little depress nest. It felt gross to me but like I never found the motivation to clean it until later on
I clean houses for a living and the worst I've seen were definitely coming from people with depression. They're also the houses where I put the most effort into because I sympathize and I know What it is like. I had one guy almost cry when he saw all the junk cleaned out after he came back from work. Took me a good 6 hours. It's those kind of reactions that make cleaning literal shit worth it. Often just living in a cleaner environment makes you feel better.
That’s amazing! Cleaners never get as much recognition as they should but I hope that doesn’t deter! The work you do is such a huge help to people physically and mentally! It’s a very admirable occupation that most don’t have the stomach for. Thank you for what you do!
I have a lot of respect for cleaners, your everyday common person can be so filthy. My workplace has cleaners only during business days, but during weekends the cleaners don't work and it's usually during those 2 days when you notice how fast every place gets dirty and filthy. We'd be all swimming in shit there if it weren't for the cleaners.
@@fapnawb Oh I can only imagine, I also clean early mornings 5 days a week at a microbrewery bar and when I come in on sundays I can tell when someone ate the spicy nachos and then drank 10 beers. I'd love to clean offices but the staff is too damn nice, drinks on the house and discounts on the food :) rare to see that in restaurants nowadays, especially for "just" the cleaners. It can be a tough job but it's more rewarding than when I worked for the government (Canada) and it makes me move around a lot which soothes my adhd. I really appreciate your appreciation of cleaners. Cheers !
@@Ashekier Thank you! Thankfully most of my clients AND my bosses at the restaurant where I also clean are all very appreciative and I get daily reminders on how positively my work has impacted their daily lives and businesses :) It's definitely an occupation that's often looked down upon for absolutely no reason, but in my experience most people are simply impressed by how little I care about how disgusting things are, I'm dead set on making shit shine bright and smell fresh af lol
This is honestly really sad. I grew up in a house not as bad as this but a hoarder home all the same. It’s embarrassing and damages you as a person to live in such a way. Hope he gets help. Living like this is not as simple as picking up the trash and being done with it. It’s a reflection of how you feel about yourself
i live in a somewhat hoarder house, i’ve been trying to clean it for the past two years since i moved into it with a baby and it’s hard when the person who owns it doesn’t help
True. I've been through this. Dealing with depression for almost 10 years and there were some times when cleaning myself or the house just seamed pointless. I just couldn't deal with all the things that was going on inside my head and I would spend 12+ hours a day sleeping or watching/playing to avoid reality and the fact that I was ready to take my own life. Gladly my house didn't get as dirty as this. I got help after some friends intervened and I've been doing better ever since. Trying to live a normal life.
Depression is a serious thing and even small victories like cleaning your place or somewhat maintaining yourself is a victory. Hoping this guy gets through this.
@@bonio350 Finally someone said it. Everytime I see something like this everyone is like "Damn, depression sucks", like everyone who is too lazy to clean automatically has depression or is struggling mentally. I get we have to be compassionate but honestly nowadays people will just find anything to defend bad behavior.
okay but the fact he's cleaning it whilst laughing and smiling despite clearly having been in an awful place to have had it get to this point in the first place warms my cold dead heart
IKR I leave my clean clothes on the chair for a day or two and mom does ballistic. When I lived on my own, I could never have her over because she would immediately start cleaning and lecturing me on how "dirty" my house was even if it was like, two dishes in the sink. And now I'm stuck living with them due to the shit housing market and I gotta deal with this bullshit all the time.
Charlie wants to know so badly why he keeps picking up and setting down the pot without throwing it out. The simple answer is even though he's currently cleaning, for the last 12 years the only thing he's ever done with anything is "just set it down". It's impulse. He probably doesn't even recognize the ridiculousness of it lol. He's just putting it back in its home for now.
Yeah it’s pretty much reflexes for him just surprised that there still some left which lead me to assume he must have lost that pot in a pile then founded later but at least he didn’t decided to eat it.
I also struggle with putting things down and ignoring them until they get in the way. If you have bad habits then it takes focus and effort to correct them, and they're always so easy to fall back into.
This is a sign of a mental health problem and it's inspiring that he started to clean up. I'm really proud he asked for help to knock the last part out; I've found that asking for help is very hard. The sign that he got into working out is also great, exercise is a natural anti-depressant. Hope he is doing well!
Also, as for the stirring, this is true. Some chemicals/compounds will settle, if left alone, with no motion for a while. Even the smells "settle" somehow, but as soon as the littlest motion is registered, the stench will seep out quickly, and fill the room. Science, is very intriguing Edit: Holy s*** the amount of people fighting in the comments over my comma use. I think we all need to brush up on our literature and comprehensive skills
@@LiquidusSnakeX no, ocd can be like this. just because its condensed to one area doesnt mean anything, this dude still has hoarder type ocd from what i can tell lol
I’ve definitely been thru it. Depression and mental health is a real issue. I was depressed for months, on drugs and only wanted to lay in bed. My room got bad to the point where I ignored it and then when ide finally get up to start to clean ADHD or OCD kicked in and there was trash everywhere that I couldn’t focus and would just say fuck it and go back to laying down.. I love all you good people out there and if your in the middle of fighting your own demons. I promise you are stronger than those demons. I promise. Stay safe everybody!
I watched this whole stream from start to finish, in the beginning he had just like 10-20 viewers and just grew over the days. Such a good arc, from piss bottles and dead rats it had it all. When it was all cleaned out he even put in a rowing machine and did exercise streams.
Glad this guys actually improving his life, what’s his Twitch? Edit: made this comment before finishing the video, disappointed he fell back into it, but also slightly impressed he get that much trash in so little time
The fact that he didn't even consider to think about flushing his piss in the toilet in that story/example gives us a brief glimpse in the mind of a hoarder
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The saddest part of this story is it took him one year to destroy the room again. I hope he has fixed it up in the 2 years since he wrecked it the second time
I’m not a hoarder, but sometimes I can like, see myself hypothetically going down that path if my life fucks up in a major way. Watching stuff like that gives me the motivation to never let that happen.
no doubt, I'm the same. What makes it difficult is my parents are a lot closer to that line than I am. I have to tell them, at times, to pick things up. It's quite scary
I’m a hoarder, it’s fucking sad how quickly shit piles up and how long it takes to clean and the unnecessary emotional stress it puts on you Idk what sort of trauma I had as a kid but that lead to my hoarding, even if its “trash” (like a cute wrapper or a neat box) you feel a sort of emotional connection to it and it’s difficult to throw away Luckily tho I’ve been getting my shit together; I got rid of 6 trash bags full of things and now I have a normal room :) I just try not to think about what I threw out Idk man I just felt like shedding some light on hoarding lol
I let it happen once for about three years due to a deep depression (I got my degrees, plural, I was rejected from multiple medical schools, and on top of that my father died almost right after). I spent three years in filth because the thought of even picking a single piece of trash up was so overwhelming to my psyche... I wish I could say that there was some big event like me getting pneumonia and almost dying or some thing that just took the weight off but nah. I just got up one day and started cleaning, and it took me two weeks but I did it. Once it was gone THEN I had the weight off me and got my shit together retook my MCAT re-applied and got into the best medical school in the country. Now I'm a successful Trauma Specialist, but I still struggle with mental illness and suicidal ideation.
@@milhousevanhoutan9235 ngl inspiring as fuck And plus, depression is no joke, don’t feel like you “need” more trauma to justify hoarding. It’s a horrible state of mind, not to mention a parent dying, PLUS being rejected in post secondary are two major life events that can throw anyone off
This is honestly really sad to see. I really hope he gets help and overcomes this completely. It seems like he has really good friends by his side also. I'm rooting for him!
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@@ItzMalick keep it up you are trying hard I can tell. Reaction content in 2022 is only really doable by top users who got there on different terms. Your thumbnails are quite out of date too. There is a meta to thumbnails and you would benefit a lot to research it, I wouldn't know the answer, I just know what you have is very old and not going to grow your channel much. If you have it in you, try to create content that no one else can, and try to make meaningful connections with people who are at YOUR level viewcount wise. You will find organic growth and be much happier, it takes much more than uploading reactions every day to make it. You are on the way, good luck, and good job so far.
@@ItzMalick You know commenting isnt really a great way to get viewership. It just makes you seem like a begger, If you ever did blow up just know this type of shit would resurface
Literally about to clean my depression room, it's nothing close to this but it's bad. I'm glad that people are being kind and supporting him. It's hard when you're dealing with mental health and can barely get out of bed in the morning.
@@siltheseeker bro wtf are you talking about (edit since the guy deleted his og comments, basically he was sayin some sht about angels? Demons?? No idea.)
the fact he acknowledged it was a problem and followed through with cleaning it all up is really commendable. probably a big weight off his shoulders. good on him.
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@@-noname8711 Bro it’s not your house😂😂 why do y’all care so much?? This why none of you every solve your issues cause you’re too busy worrying about everyone else’s.
@@SabbathPriest33 tell that same concept to an anti LGBT person, you'll get yelled at. Let's be honest. The world would rather worry about other people than themselves because it makes them feel superior to mother someone else and their life choices.
Thanks to ADHD and depression, my room had actually gotten so bad that I abandoned it and slept in another room for over a month. I finally summoned the willpower to clean it a couple of weeks ago and feel so much better now. I don't know if this guy had the same problems I did, but I'm proud of him. Wholesome video.
I have a similar issue but with added arachnophobia, so I’m terrified to clean any corner or under my bed because my paranoia tells me I’m gonna touch a spider or something.
honestly setting baby steps or smaller goals with cleaning helped me a lot when i was super depressed! choosing just one area, like only cleaning your closet, reorganizing your dresser, etc. makes it easier to tackle. my ocd helps me keep my room cleaner, it's also very triggering though lmao.
the guy streaming is such a top tier friend for keeping the scenario bubbly and bashing that commenter for shit-talking him, I feel like my whole soul would've been crushed in this scenario and yet having that voice there in the headset talking me through it all could've helped so much
@@Dolphinboi 1) you literally don't know me 2) it doesn't take an angel literally just a good human being 3) never claimed to be either 4) the circumstances would be different if it was someone i didn't like because i wouldn't be around to watch or witness them in the first place, hence why i said he was a top tier 'friend' not that he was an F tier 'enemy' as he showed no dislike for him. didn't seem so at least.
@@Dolphinboi Your intentions behind “truth” are mean and disingenuous. Word of advice, smell your own stank before crucifying others for theirs. Other people have decency and kindness because we understand. If that’s too high a horse for you, you must be below ground lol.
I went in here expecting to be horrified but this was actually super wholesome. I'm proud of him for tackling that, that would have been insurmountable to me!
A few years ago I had an awful depression episode that lasted several months. In that time, I did not shower, clean my room, brush my teeth, and barely changed my clothes. Looking back I must have stunk but at the time I didn't realize how bad I was. I just remember embarrassment and shame. I was so ashamed of how dirty the room was that I just didn't look at it, I couldn't deal with it, so all I did was lay in bed ignoring it. My hair was so tangled and greasy that I couldn't run a brush through it, so I just put it into a bun and ignored it. One day I bought detangler at the store (at this point I was considering cutting my hair it was so matted), and I spent hours going at it on my bedroom floor. Finally I was able to brush through it with no issue, and I took a shower. I just felt a sense of relief that I hadn't felt in months and it motivated to clean my room. It was several bags worth of trash; junk food, pizza boxes, empty alcohol bottles, you name it. I have no idea how it got that bad. I have no concept of the time inbetween. It's like I just woke up and it was like that. People love to talk about mental health awareness and depression but they don't talk about THESE symptoms. Depression isn't pretty, it's not aesthetic gifs and occasional sadness. It's dirty, grimy, moldy, shameful. I feel bad for this guy because I've been where he is. I hope he gets therapy and addressee his issues
I felt so heartbroken seeing it had gone back to being so filthy after all that. Maybe he did it for views, but having been where you were at with depression demotivation myself, he may have not addressed the underlying issues yet. In 2013-2015, I had hundreds of liquor bottles, orange juice bottles, and cigarette packs piled on my bedroom floor, I was getting hurt walking through it during week long benders(falling and breaking furniture several times). Also experienced not doing anything with hygiene at that low point. I was wearing hats to work, piling on deodorant, and just buying new clothes at the $0.99 store instead of washing clothes and showering. Looking back, I feel the shame and embarrassment you mentioned. Coworkers would pull me aside and talk about smelling and the ugly clothes being worn. Same socks for a week at times. Sought psychiatric help and overcame drinking, then subsequently slowly overcame depression in 2017/2018. Now I'm OCD and don't even want more than one single water bottle on the bedside table. Kind of glad I experienced hitting rock bottom, because it showed me how easily this stuff can hit. It is strange how many people take for granted, "just clean it". Wish they knew, for people who've basically given up, that doesn't mean anything. Glad you found your way out of it relatively quickly. Sometimes a small catalyst can help motivate, and then a little bigger accomplishment, then more, and so on.
wow you managed to detangle your hair knots without losing a ton of it? i had long hair so entangled that i had to literally rip off a lot of it, it was slowly turning into dreadlocks... i quit having long hair lol, less trouble but i'm still kinda there tho, not at this level but eh... still struggling against depression and alcoholism... sometimes i get a bit of motivation, but it's cyclic, i kinda always relapse pretty quick, so my motivation periods are just long enough so i don't get to the point of actual tons of trash in my room, and don't smell toooo bad... i kinda feel like i'm taking 2 steps forwards then one step backwards, then repeat, kind of... sometimes more than one step backward lol but i feel a sloooow overrall progress... at least about my alcoholism, which is better than it used to be, even tho it's still crippling, not sure about my depression... guess it's a bit better too.. anyway the more time passes the more reasons i have to get my shit together and force myself to change my life... good luck to anyone going through the same kind of thing if you read me, and congrats to you guys for having won against it, you rock ;) (ik my english isn't perfect, it's not my native language, so don't mind it if something is formulated oddly) if anyone in depression reads me, know you're not alone, and please try to take care of you, getting things and yourself clean even if you don't feel like it helps, exercising too, eating good food too... easier said than done, trust me i know, i really know... but if you don't do it, you'll stay there forever, so you have to FORCE yourself, you can do it, and don't be ashamed to seek help, medical or from friends (if you have some, i don't really) or family (hopefully you have some of that, and even if you hold grudges, forgiveness is important (again, easier said than done, i'm giving advices i have a hard time applying myself lol) and your parents, siblings etc will ALWAYS have some love for you whatever happened... i wish everybody the best, i know it's hard, and the state of the world doesn't help at all, but hey let's look at the bright side, the more crap is the world, the more people are depressed, the less you are alone in this shit... weird way to look at it i know, and knowing other people suffer doesn't make me happier at all, but when the pandemic started for example, it almost didn't change anything in my life, but i felt like finally people would get to experience a tiny bit of what i was feeling and living... lockdown is pretty much my everyday life even if i do go out sometimes, mostly to supermarket, and when i was still smoking, to see my dealer, and that's pretty much it back then, now i try to go for walks, which helps too... sorry for that messy comment, and for giving advice you prob already know too, knowing what to do is something, having the strenght to do it is something else... wish everybody to find the strenght, and good luck edit : oh and it's weird but forcing yourself to smile sometimes actually tricks your brain into liberating happiness hormones... feeling depressed is mostly an hormonal thing, whatever the origin story is, so exercising, good food and these things actually have a chance to help, and ofc try to make friends with good people, like join a sport club, or even something not sporty if you'd rather exercise without people seeing you, like a chess club etc.. but don't stay alone, even if you feel like you're fine with loneliness... i felt like i was for a long time, and i am most of the time... but there was some denial about that.. you can get through this shit guys.
@@elg94 I hope you can break out of the trap of alcohol. It fucked me up bad. I went from full blown alcoholic, to a functional alcoholic, to a partying alcoholic, to a coping alcoholic, to actually being able to moderate my drinking responsibly. Now after 9 years have I finally stopped drinking completely and have no desire to do so again. It's only been 2 months but I don't see alcohol as a positive at all anymore. I've only just now seen an easement in my depression once I quit completely. Try going to AA or RR (Rational Recovery if that's your preference) as often as you can. The support really does help
I can't imagine how good this guy must've felt after getting rid of all that shit. Hope he kept it up. A tidy living space can make a world of difference to your mental health
Bro, I'm 17 years old, born in 2005. You cannot tell me that during my entire life, this goofy goober hasn't cleaned his room ONCE. That's insane to think about lmao
@@crazychase98 Just live in college on year, my roommates had their trash and I had mine, their trash can got flies bc they wouldn't clean out the month old slurpee juice that attracted them
As someone who…….. admittedly has an extremely messy room and has a lot of trouble focusing on cleaning shit, this has given me the biggest motivation boost in literal years to get my shit together. Thanks
It just took me 3 weeks to clean my room, you are not alone. Just keep and keep doing it, even if it’s just a little bit. After sometime it somehow gets way easier and the last half was actually quite fun.
Honestly this is something he should be really proud of. He was obviously not in a good place the last few years. Maintaining basic hygiene can be very difficult for people struggling with mental health and it's refreshing to see people encouraging him to tackle this incredibly daunting task and just being genuinly supportive. Like yeah they were making jokes but they weren't at his expense and he was also joking about it as well. And whenever anyone in chat said anything rude, they jumped to immediately shut that person down. Anyways he should be very proud of himself. Good shit!
@@standupstraight9691You have not faced the same challenges this man has. If you had, you’d have more empathy and would never even consider calling your fellow man an animal. He was sick, he needed help, that’s all. Disappointment is all I feel towards you. And pity.
@@ghost-fs7thhe got help, and decided to go back to the same mess because it’s easier than walking downstairs and putting your food in the bin and plates in the dishwasher
props to him for being open about this. the mess was probably a dark cloud hovering over his conscience for most of his life. this was a major moment in his healing process. i hope that he can bring himself to clean again when a relapse occurs.
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My dad was a hoarder. My mom kept it at bay for years until she got really sick. My sister and I tried to clean his room one day when we were 11 and 14 and he went ballistic. We only picked up the garbage, but he was furious. It's no joke.
I was dumbfounded that it was dirty for that long and he made so much progress in a day, in terms of hoarding thats really notable that he even did it himself
The number of people in the comments relating to this and talking about their depression rooms has made me feel so much less alone. I finally summoned the energy to clean my desk yesterday and feel so much better about my space. I have so much more to clean but watching this video and seeing the guy clean his room and ask for help at the end and seeing everyone in the comments who can relate to your room getting this bad when you have depression is so wholesome and means so so so much to me.
my advice, a little is better than nothing. some people can knock out there depression rooms in one go, and thats amazing, but if you need to take your time then it's OK. I've been doing a little when I can and it's already made such a huge impact. Trust me, you are never alone, we all struggle at one point or another. I am rooting for ya!
i will say im proud of him for showing that, he made it into a joke but having that messy of a room is incredibly embarrassing and the amount of degrading thoughts i used to have towards myself made me spiral into never cleaning in the first place, it felt better to just ignore it and keep collecting trash just to feel some amount of relief. im currently much better and i hope this is a step towards betterment for himself, but this was really brave nonetheless, this isnt to say i know everything going on in his life, but i do know what that messy of a room means in some regard
Relatable, honestly. They say your environment reflects the inside of your mind, and for me personally, it’s true. I’m not as bad at collecting as I used to be, since I moved twice in two years, but after a while I did just stop bothering to straighten things up and my room got pretty bad. It still is pretty bad, but we gettin there, lol.
heavily relatable i hadnt claened my room in years until like last month and it is the biggest relief ever. new wallpaper, new paint, new wooden floors and carpet,, it took a whole day aside but it is such a relief to change habits and stop living in such a bad mental rut. can't be having that when you're working full-time 💪
I experienced this too. I wasnt cleaning my room and doing my laundry for like 2 months because Im in a really low state of mind this is not laziness. Because if he is lazy he couldve hired someone to take care of it but he didnt
This honestly kinda scares me in a way.. Until really recently I used to hate myself. The amount of horrible thoughts I had about myself as a whole weren't so great.. And my room was a fucking mess. I mean horrible. But I started to think better, and looking at my room bothered me even more. And now! (I spent days cleaning it slowly but surely) and now its clean and i feel so much better. But looking back.. Yea you are right. My area really did reflect my mind. I hope everyone else that is like this can one day pick themself up and think better about themself and stuff. Never give up guys.. It can always always get better
Just recently came back to this because I am currently in the process of cleaning my own "depression room". It's been full of trash and useless items since 2021, but I finally got the motivation to do something about it, and I feel so relieved seeing other commenters here who can relate.
@helixmoss9957 Dirty rooms like this are a sign of serious mental health issues. I was the same way before 2016. I joined the Marines and got my shit fixed. You don't live like that unless you have a menteal heal problem.
I heard his room went right back to being messy--it isn’t easy to just get up and change all your bad habits at once, it takes fighting and you’ll go up and down. Whatever he’s going through, I hope he can break through it and stand strong, God bless him.
@slam multiple possible explanations: 1. He has great memory, and people with good memory tend to be nostalgic, and often won't throw stuff due to the sentimental values of each items. 2. He may be depressed in the inside, depressed people's rooms tend to be messy as they mostly care less about their surroundings. 3. He cleaned his room, but then possibly it felt more painful than it was relieving due to the 1st possible explanation. 4. He wants it like that to be different than anyone from twitch about the room, and he is proud about it. 5. He just doesn't care at all. 6. He wants viewers to see his room and say "I gotta fix my room!", like a good mastermind. there are multiple possible explanations though I won't be answering comments on me, see ya'll next time
@@Inderastein it’s most likely mental illness, either depression or hoarding. Probably more likely depression as he didn’t seem to have a hard time getting rid of all that stuff granted it was mostly trash
I grew up with a friend like this and he still has his room filled to this day. Too be fair his room is probably half as bad as this, but I guess people just get used to living like that. I feel like mental health and depression plays a big part of people that live like this. Even if someone slowly recovers from depression, they can struggle very much with bad habits like hording, and being too lazy to clean. It's unfortunate that it can get to this level or much worse. To anyone else struggling with stuff like this, stay strong and take it one day at a time. Maybe keep trash bags in a obvious spot in your room and try to clean a little bit once a day to build better habits.
I always try to make sure my place is spotless but as soon as I get home I have a really hard time doing anything productive at all. I stay in a nice trailer for most of the month and I live alone so I always get severely depressed because of it. Try to do my best to stay out of the house and near others
i have severe executive dysfunction and procrastinate endlessly. i also have pretty bad depression on top of this, so trash tends to build up for me and i have a hard time getting myself to do normal tasks, such as loading/unloading the dishwasher, sweeping the floor, cleaning the counters, etc. i have had these issues all my life (i'm 19) and it is so so hard to break those bad habits and form good ones. i started brushing my teeth every night kind of recently, after having really bad dental hygiene for a really long time, and it's really a big achievement for me! most people would say "ew you only brush once a day" and to that i say, fuck off it's better than once every couple weeks. i do shower pretty regularly though, which is good. oh wow, i really went off on a tangent whoops..
@@catlovingnerd21 Try to make those changes little by little, small victories my dude. It might take awhile but it's possible to learn to work on making better habits. I believe in you!
I do have problems with cleaning stuff around me exactly bc of depression episodes, it's true - and my mother lives like this too; but I would never, EVER make my room look like this dude's, imagine this smell AND HOW THE FCK IS HE SO HAPPY ABOUT IT??? 😬 unless he just pretends in front of the camera...
I think the "choking" is explained pretty simply. If there is enough relatively inert trash on top (cardboard, plastic packaging etc.) all that helps keep smells contained. When you start digging in it to remove the trash and clean up is when the real concentrated smells get released that were contained in the compacted trash, things like mold spores are also likely trapped in there, when you start moving stuff, jostling it a lot of spores, dust etc get released. (which can be an acute health hazard, pro's don't clean out hoarder trash situations like this without proper masks etc.)
I was literally thinking "Yeah if it's 'packedlike sandstone' the way the guy says it" then there's PROBABLY black mold under there. And a fair bit of it, too,.
Seriously man, that room is a real deal biohazard, holy crap. You need full body PPE, protect every mucous/wet membrane on your face, cover your hair, ears, carry nothing out with you anywhere on your body. I wouldn't even have exposed boots. Can't have anything alive or otherwise getting in. And they would have to be discarded if exposed. Nearly everything making contact in there from outside will have to be trashed. That mattress has to go. Hard, non porous things need to be sterilized, including the electronics with fans that circulate. Doesn't take a pro to see there's a lot in there you can't be taking home with you in any capacity. It's a goddamned hotbed of illness and disease. I'm no clean freak. I leave food out for days on occasion, but this is straight up dangerous. Just beyond unhealthy as an environment. The air quality has to be terrible, and I'm not even factoring in smell. The oxygen levels have to suck in there after a few hours with the door closed, and that's just baseline. Home HVAC can't fix that. Particles and other gasses are a whole nother matter. So many possible toxins and pathogens looming. There's no way there isn't a significant health impact, it's just that you may never know exactly what got you when some random health problem strikes. All the doctor can do then is try to piece together potential hazards, document/treat symptoms, and try to reverse-engineer what may have happened to you. That can be a deadly serious situation to be in, too. TBH, I think the REAL work in that room actually starts after everything comes out and you begin to assess the walls, floors, and ceilings. How about your ducting? Might as well plan for a fairly significant remodel at that point. The room is just so fucked. It's like if you shit in a tupperware container and let it fester with the lid on for years in total darkness. The container is fucking forfeit - there's no cleaning it or restoring it. It's not like you just scrape/dump it out and everything is fine. It is forever changed by that lmao. That's every fucking surface in that room. What are you gonna do? Build a hermetic chemical sterilization chamber around it and clean it with level 4 hazardous gasses, industrial style? Hazardous microbes are gonna be everywhere, hiding in microscopic imperfections. Some things can't just be cleaned out of drywall, framing, and insulation. Don't even get me started on molds/lichens.
My best friend had a room similar to this (but not for years like this guy). It was due to depression. There was no way I could let him live like that. I took it upon myself to help clean his room, rearrange things. Took about 2 days but the outcome looked like a completely different room!
@@MusMasi eventually. It at least lightened the load a bit. He ended up moving out a year later to live with his now fiancé where he seems much happier.
@@bunaynayslay Maybe i'm weird, but I think of clearning as, you know, using soap and chemicals... using sponges and brooms, etc. People don't need to "learn" the "skill" of throwing shit away, 😂. Pick it up> put in trash. There, skill learned. Put it on a resume. There are way bigger problems if people need to be taught this shit lol.
The coughing is probably from some type of mold that becomes airborne. It could cause chronic respiratory issues. Might just be that he's moving around and arousing the mucus in his lungs
@CrypticMemory I don't even understand it, like 5 subs for over 160 comments and there's at least always two others doing it so that would get in the way of any profit for them or illusion they aren't a bot But they still keep going and I honestly don't understand it or the long term goal or how it's worth anything to whoever does it
As someone who has dealt with bedbugs on several occasions, having a dirty room - unless it's to such a degree that it's literally unlivable - is unlikely to be the cause of them. They pretty much only show up when someone else has them and they jump to you. Or if you've already gotten rid of them and they were bad enough to have gotten into the structure of your house, then that can make them come back after
@@Skarry could just have pimples or some kind of issue with your nose or mouth. thats not guaranteed to be bed bugs. definitely should check if you see them tho. only thing that is a guaranteed sign of them is their carcasses and eggs and obviously the ones that are alive.. but its usually easier to spot a carcass than it is to spot their poop stains
Happened to me for 2 years after I lost both my girlfriend, my job, and my housing situation all in the same year. I had to move back with my parents and was deeply depressed. Just stopped caring for myself and the environment around me, taking out trash required me to care about the future in any capacity. I was just happy to die surrounded by filth. Luckily I managed to get out of the situation, and am doing better now.
I am currently in this situation. I lost my job, and my girlfriend broke up with me just a few weeks after. It doesn't help I lost my job partly because of her coming back into my life. We had broke up years prior, but then out of nowhere at the beginning of the year she got ahold of me out of nowhere apologizing and begging to be friends and work things out. Honestly, I never got over losing her in the first place so I was obviously more than happy to have her back in my life. I lost my job a few months later because my boss hated I wanted to spend more time with her then him in my personal life. Long story, it's dumb but basically lost my job over a personal life disagreement. And then weeks later, she shuts down and pushes me away again. This time she didn't block me, she just slowly shutdown and stopped responding. I don't get to know how she's doing anymore, again... I fucking lost my job and everything because she came back into my life... A years old wound reopened x1000. I fucking wanna die. I live with my parents and that's going to shit too. I don't care about living, I don't care about anything anymore. I have lost everything. I don't want to fucking live anymore.
Listen bro, some pro tips: * pursue what you want in your life * you’re gonna regret throwing away all your opportunities for happiness if you fuck yourself now * go to the gym and build some positive habits/routine, that will give you structure to take back your life. Hope this helps! You got this :)
It is really sad I never had a room this bad but I’ve trashed it a few times during really rough or stressful times. Now I’m in a better place and keep stuff pretty clean but I genuinely hope he can get out of that situation. It’s genuinely crazy how hard it can be to do the bare minimum of mundane life. Buts it’s also crazy how rewarding it can be for you. Make changes and don’t sit and wait for things to get better and build a support group.
Good on him and his friends for encouraging him instead of shaming him. When people make fun of me for my room, I just shut down even more and give up because in my head that's all they're ever gonna see me as, so I don't even want to try. Literally all I want is a friend to just sit with me while I clean so I can stay focused and in good spirits, I don't even want them to help.
Wow, Tadpole, that's amazing. Can't believe it would be hard to find a taker on that one. I was always a neat-nik bc my mom was a mess. A crummy living space can break the spirit of the sunniest personality. I know that now bc age and infirmity and fixed income and mega inflation and having to relocate downward, have combined to change my lifelong habits. I do what I can a bit at a time but my apt is never all clean at once.😢 Unfortunately, I couldn't buy a cleaner at any price (I'm in PA now and guess either ppl here are all depressed or like living in "lived-in" homes or as the chant in the Rust Belt goes "nobody wants to work " wh does seem to be true.) Anyway. God bless all the cleaning ppl and the ppl who support hoarders (who are probably depressed too). I shall try to be kinder in my thoughts about ppl w this situation. Of course it's understandable w elderly and disabled ppl but I never would have thought, having always lived in nice places where resources abound, that nobody would take on a relatively easy cleaning job for love or money. It happens. Good fortune to everyone here who is able who pull yourselves up, even for a day, to make yourselves a safe, healthy living space. Good on you!
At some point, you have to take accountability for your own actions. You can't blame the people who make fun of you for your bad living habits, and you can't expect someone to sit there and comfort you when doing something you should have done from the start. Be responsible for your own actions. If you don't want people viewing you as a slob, then prove them wrong and clean your damn room. Make it a place you're proud to show people instead of moping about how messy it is.
Wow, I have never seen bots this bad. I know it can be difficult or even offensive to them when you clean, but they will appreciate it with time. I assume by you saying "had", that things have gotten better now? I hope things are better for them now, and thank you for being a good friend.
I know someone who was exactly like that. He lived the the basement of his elderly parents place and basically never cleaned his room. Piles upon piles of trash quickly rose up in towers in all sides of the room, and it eventually started taking over his entire desk, under his futon, into the bathroom next to his room, inside of his shower. That house got comdemned, and he lives with his mother and sister, but at least he's made a vow to never let his room get that disgusting ever again. And to his credit. He's pretty clean these days.
I'm VERY impressed by his ability to clean all of this. As someone who accumulated trash more and more, cleaning became harder and harder when getting to it. And I've never been CLOSE to that amount. Dude must have had a good reason to do it on one day. That kind of change of pace doesn't happen so fast.
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I was super deep into alcoholism from the time I turned 21 to literally just about 2 months ago (I'm almost 25) and I've always struggled with major anxiety and depression issues, as embarassing as it is to say it this was basically my room, just with empty (and sometimes not even half empty) bottles and cans, not as much food but still decent amount of rotting material. A decent 3 year period of just nothing but self loathing and just genuinely not caring if I lived or died meant I didn't really give a fuck about cleaning. I thought what was the point? Deep down the room itself was a major source of embarrassment and in turn loneliness. When I quit drinking I started feeling better and finally became uncomfortable in my surroundings. I'll admit its taking me some time, currently maybe a little less than half is actually clean and presentable (I have a huge room), but I'm slowly but surely slaying these demons. It was really fucking hard for me to watch this video and write this comment, but I'm so tired of feeling so alone with this struggle. Thank you so much Charlie for just posting this video. In a really weird way it has helped
Keep up the good work man. Glad youre doing bettter. A little bit every day makes a difference. My motto for clearing out my bad depressive habits is " something is better than nothing"
i can relate. having recently gone through hurricane ian, my bedroom was damaged by the water and had to be completely gutted. having to clean out my "depression room" as this comment section calls it was somewhat of a trip. its like taking all of the trash thats been with you through your worst times and finally getting rid of it all.
Yea out whole ceiling came down so once we finally got it replaced with sheet rock and fixed up fully....... honestly havent felt that type oif relief since then lmao
Bro I'm 19 born in 05 and the fact that this dude hasn't cleaned his room shortly or around my literal birth year until around when I finished middle school is awfully concerning.
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I used to live in a house that looked like that growing up. “Very depressing, very embarrassing but why clean it, too much work, mom still has 54 indoor cats, 2 Great Danes, a black lab, and 2 chihuahuas, just gonna be disgusting again in an hour.” That was my mentality. This is disgusting but I get it. The right conditions can convince you of anything being okay.
My house had 6 cats, 2 dogs and I was raised to never leave a single item anywhere. I've legit got yelled at for leaving a single sock on the floor, so I absolutely cannot related, lmao.
ive sadly lived like this my entire life off and on. im 16 and both my parents are disabled and have PTSD, my dad has BPD and schizophrenia, and all three of us kids are extremely depressed and anxious all of the time. It's really hard to get the energy to get up and go at it and clean until its done. seeing all these people in the comments relating is so wholesome. so many people are "mental health advocates" until they see realities like this for so many people.
As someone who has had serious bouts of mental illness episodes, I can explain how a room gets like this. Part of it is low self esteem. People with low self esteem often believe they do not deserve nice things. Part of the reason the mess will stay is that the person living in the filth will believe that they deserve to live in a filthy home because they are often convinced they're a terrible person. Another reason it could accumulate legitimate issues with executive function. I have ADHD and beginning to clean is something that I have trouble with remembering even on a basic level. Until someone tell me, I will often even step over trash without the idea of cleaning but occuring to me.
@@jfizzle1688 For me, structure has helped immensely. I cannot do online classes. Not because I can't do the material myself, but because there's no structure to keep me focused. Maybe suggest that they keep either a physical or online schedule/calendar, whatever they're more likely to follow. They can schedule literally everything they struggle to do routinely. Speaking of routine, sticking to a daily routine helps too. Waking up at the same time every day, planning out meals, planning workouts, etc. Proper sleep, diet and exercise all contribute to better mood and energy as well. About the in-person classes, I think there's another element to that I should mention: accountability. Just the fact that there's a group of people I see and talk to every day makes me want to take better care of myself. However, it's entirely possible that they should seek professional help. Hard to say without knowing the person and what they're personally struggling with.
@@jfizzle1688 one thing i've found that REALLY helps is something called "body doubling" where you have someone else to kind of keep you in check. it can be someone irl, whether they help or just hang out in the room, BUT if you don't have that option there are a lot of videos here on yt of people cleaning their rooms. you could have that playing on a monitor/phone/tv while you clean and it sounds weird but it honestly helps so much. i have pretty severe adhd and a whole slew of other stuff and it's the only thing that's ever consistently helped.
My brother has a room exactly like this. When he last went to jail, I was tasked with cleaning it. I couldn't even begin to describe the horrors you find in rooms as fucked as this. Sloshing noises still make me nauseous after all the piss bottles I had to remove.
I really hope this stream helped him, when you let things go this bad this is usually because you are not in a good mental state, maybe this was part of his process to give himself an impulse for cleaning up
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This is a telltale sign of depression, luckily for me my mother cleaned up for me but I would've no doubt been living like this if i was on my own. If you're fighting with your own mind you won't be concerned about what state you're living in. Him cleaning up is a sign that he is possibly recovering from his depression which brings a smile to my face. If you see this mr streamer stay healthy brother!
@@ecks7165it's not easy getting through it when your own parents won't support you/accept that you're depressed. Good luck bro hope you're doing better now
@@ecks7165 it’s a bit of both though right? I had/have depression, some days better, some worse. And it’s a bit like have weak muscles so you don’t want to work out, but because you don’t work out you have weak muscles. The answer for this man is to turn off the computer, deal with the excruciating anxiety of silence for a while, and start doing the work. Sure there’s a bunch of therapies that can make the process a little more bearable, but there’s no getting around doing the work.
1:37 I think he ate the MREs because they constipate you so he wouldn't have to walk through the absolute eldritch horror that his room is to take a shit
Bold yes. Legend not so much. Imagine not cleaning your room. Living in a unsanitary room. Diseases pest and everything is living with him. Its not about being bold or not its about health
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As someone who lives with a hoarder, the smell is something you get incredibly used to. When you stir that shit, it brings settled particles into the air, and that smell is horrendous.
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as someone who just deep cleaned their room (which was similar to this honestly), i can say this dude has some huge courage for doing this alone,, i had to bring in a team of professionals to help me bc my mental health has been so fucked and i couldnt do it. major applause to this dude fr
@@lotsapasta0858 i mean,, a lot of the time this stuff is caused by mental issues,, so its usually expected for you to not be perfectly clean straight as you start off
i lived like this for about 3 years cause i was addicted to drugs and depressed as fuck. i was literally sleeping in trash and shit it was seriously awful. watching this brought me back to those times and i dont ever wanna go back to being that miserable. im glad he cleaned his place up i know how much of a breath of fresh air it was for him.
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It never got this bad with me but depression will do it to you. A little bit of garbage every day and in 3 months before you know it it's everywhere and it feels like more work than ever to pick it up so it makes you more depressed. Luckily for me I started cleaning a little bit every day even if it was a very very little bit and suddenly before I knew it my room was nearly spotless. That and it being clean actually had quite the effect on my mind
@@sleepyote I am thank you. Still a bit depressed but taking things a day at a time makes a difference. I don't live in a trash heap anymore nor am i addicted to drugs which im thankful for. I don't think I could ever go back to living like I was before
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I used to be extremely clean and organised OCD as a teen and this room state would of been unimaginable for me and/or triggered a panic attack. However now my OCD is more intrusive thought based and as someone with chronic physical illness I can relate to just not being able to clean. Now I’m going to get a home health aid to help me but I’ve struggled for over a year. The dust and grime is unreal. I fully believe though that he can do this! Getting the right support is paramount ❤
It just goes to show you have to deal with the underlying mental health and relearn habits. Just cleaning it up isn't enough if you don't put in the work to change your ways and deal with whatever caused you to let it get this bad.
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Depression is a hard hole to claw your way out of it. Not only does depression cause this, this environment keeps you depressed and ashamed. It's SO hard to get out of and I'm so glad that his friends are being kind, I'm very sure he truly doesn't feel great about it either. When things get that out of hand it's SO overwhelming. Been there, wore that t-shirt, got out of it but it's not easy at all. Showing it was probably a way to be accountable and get it done, having support and motivation to get it completed. Good for him, I'm sure he felt so much better when he was done. The hardest part is not throwing the next piece of trash on the floor.
that's the thing about depression, depression makes it hard to do beneficial things and the lack of doing these things makes you more depressed. it's a awful cycle
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Tbh my room is relatively unclean with a couple empty food bags on my bed as well as clean clothes at the foot of it. Most of it is due to my mental health (same with hygiene). The clothes would definitely be a lot better if I had a dresser but I'm still waiting on that delivery. But I do clean it every once and awhile, however it never stays that way for long. Its just a constant spiral, a habit I cannot break. Mentally I feel much better than I did 4 years ago but ig its just routine now.
I had an autistic friend in high school who refused to clean his room. His parents had money, a nice 3 story house, a maid, but holy hell the stench in his room was insane. You would not believe it walking around the rest is the house
Damn, I was literally born in 2005. For the 17 years that I’ve been alive, this man hasn’t cleaned his room once. Hope this man finds the help he needs and improves his lifestyle.
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Its not that. Its when moving things around for the first time in probably years causes the objects to throw around particles, letting him smell shit he hasnt noticed before
@@e.t9058 Apparently to the people in the comment section having a dirty room is equivalent to mass genocide. They’re going fucking insane over some trash on the floor😂😂
im proud that he got his room all cleaned up, especially since he seemed genuinely happy about finally cleaning it up, sad that it got ruined tho. i hope he gets better soon
Aw man this dude needs help 😭 even if he’s laughing and joking around about it, no one’s room gets like this without some mental illness. Hope he gets what he needs ❤️
I understand the trash bags. When I was in depression phase, I would get urges to clean (when room didn't look dirty) and just throw everything in a bag. wouldn't feel like throwing it out at the moment, but just cleaned a bit. my room obviously didn't come close to this (would usually be Pepsi bottles) but the bags are probably from the beginning where he wanted to give a small amount of fucks
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Yeah I feel like the mindset of “I can do it later, but I’m not motivated to do it right now” is what you can probably see with all the bags. Obviously I haven’t gotten to his point but I’ve also just felt that urge to clean, but not completely knowing what to do and just throwing shit in a bag.
It’s crazy how common this is and especially in Japan. There’s whole services specifically for people that have roomes that are only trash and piss bottles
As someone who's dealt with messes like this before, to answer your question about "he lives in this, how is it bad NOW?" To put it simply, it's been covered and undisturbed. "Disturbing" the mess by moving things to clean it up, the smells waft more than they did when they were just sitting idly by. It's like why your litter box may not always smell disgusting until you go to scoop it: the smells get much worse by disturbing the mess. EDIT: Putting things in bags makes it easier to toss out large amounts of things
The reason he's coughing is probably because of mold. When I was in high school I ran a humidifier in my room and for 2 months I had a cough but didn't know why. I decided to take a look at my window sill and saw that there was mold growing all over it. Once I cleaned it out my cough went away in a week. I can't imagine how much mold has been growing in this dude's room but it's probably WAY more than mine.
then theres me, who lived in a house with a basement full of mold and then moved to a house where a leak in the window caused a wall in my room to be full of mold, wondering why id developed a cough.. lmfao i think there are mold resistant humidifiers, though ive never used one so i dont know if they work well
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Charlie, trust me I've made the mistake of not washing the dishes when necessary. If you start moving something liquid after it's been sitting, the stench is extremely difficult to hold at bay!
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As annoying as cleaning is to me, my fear of bugs and mold would stop me from ever letting my room get even close to this.
idk how he could sleep knowing theres thousands of maggots and a bunch of rats , imagine your lying down in bed with the lights out and you start to hear things scurrying through the trash in your room 🤢
@@buckashisensei I used to hear rats in my 4oom
Not cause it was extremely messy just some infestation from my neighbors they were disgusting bro I stg
@Ethno City what the fuck
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That’s called being normal haha
This dude is a genius, he’s soundproofed his room for his stream.
😂😂😂
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@@RamzesTheImmortal its a bot
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Straight up scared me into cleaning my room and just overall getting my shit together. Thanks Charlie.
To whoever is reading this i hope that whatever you are struggling with gets better and that you have a fantastic day!
@@ZeroNeedsCoffee thank you 😊
@@masseffect555 no problem man you got this!
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@@ZeroNeedsCoffee Bro you have said this same exact comment like 120 times 😭
that guy talking to him is a legit good friend. he's joking with him instead of belittling him and encouraging him to continue cleaning by streaming his progress while also defending him from chat. what a good guy :)
Enabling a sloth. Yay.
it's called enabling
@@TDG1967 is the guy not cleaning his room? Progress is progress and when someone is depressed negative feedback will only make it harder to do what needs to be done. Someone motivating him to do better in a positive way seems to be what he needed. Even if he only cleans a little every day, it is much better than rotting in his filth without making any effort to clean.
@@TDG1967 enabling... cleaning his room?
youtube comments not knowing what enabling means 😂
I’m actually really happy that everyone in this community recognizes that he’s trying to improve his life instead of just clowning on him for the room things like this help restore my faith in humanity sometimes
Facts, happy to see a guy improve his life. He has a great community.
Then you go to youtube shorts and lose faith in humanity
For real. I mean he also doesn’t seem like a bad guy. I’ve been here before, sleeping and just hoarding stuff in my little depress nest. It felt gross to me but like I never found the motivation to clean it until later on
Him being an straight white guy helps too 💖
@@theone8602 ?
I clean houses for a living and the worst I've seen were definitely coming from people with depression. They're also the houses where I put the most effort into because I sympathize and I know What it is like. I had one guy almost cry when he saw all the junk cleaned out after he came back from work. Took me a good 6 hours. It's those kind of reactions that make cleaning literal shit worth it. Often just living in a cleaner environment makes you feel better.
That’s amazing! Cleaners never get as much recognition as they should but I hope that doesn’t deter!
The work you do is such a huge help to people physically and mentally! It’s a very admirable occupation that most don’t have the stomach for.
Thank you for what you do!
youre a hero
I have a lot of respect for cleaners, your everyday common person can be so filthy.
My workplace has cleaners only during business days, but during weekends the cleaners don't work and it's usually during those 2 days when you notice how fast every place gets dirty and filthy. We'd be all swimming in shit there if it weren't for the cleaners.
@@fapnawb Oh I can only imagine, I also clean early mornings 5 days a week at a microbrewery bar and when I come in on sundays I can tell when someone ate the spicy nachos and then drank 10 beers. I'd love to clean offices but the staff is too damn nice, drinks on the house and discounts on the food :) rare to see that in restaurants nowadays, especially for "just" the cleaners. It can be a tough job but it's more rewarding than when I worked for the government (Canada) and it makes me move around a lot which soothes my adhd. I really appreciate your appreciation of cleaners. Cheers !
@@Ashekier Thank you! Thankfully most of my clients AND my bosses at the restaurant where I also clean are all very appreciative and I get daily reminders on how positively my work has impacted their daily lives and businesses :) It's definitely an occupation that's often looked down upon for absolutely no reason, but in my experience most people are simply impressed by how little I care about how disgusting things are, I'm dead set on making shit shine bright and smell fresh af lol
This is honestly really sad. I grew up in a house not as bad as this but a hoarder home all the same. It’s embarrassing and damages you as a person to live in such a way. Hope he gets help. Living like this is not as simple as picking up the trash and being done with it. It’s a reflection of how you feel about yourself
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i live in a somewhat hoarder house, i’ve been trying to clean it for the past two years since i moved into it with a baby and it’s hard when the person who owns it doesn’t help
True. I've been through this. Dealing with depression for almost 10 years and there were some times when cleaning myself or the house just seamed pointless. I just couldn't deal with all the things that was going on inside my head and I would spend 12+ hours a day sleeping or watching/playing to avoid reality and the fact that I was ready to take my own life. Gladly my house didn't get as dirty as this. I got help after some friends intervened and I've been doing better ever since. Trying to live a normal life.
he is disgusting
Depression is a serious thing and even small victories like cleaning your place or somewhat maintaining yourself is a victory. Hoping this guy gets through this.
@@titcab8159 are you a doctor?
@@titcab8159 You're very wrong. People can live an average life WITH it and then die still depressed. What the fuck?
this is very true!
not all hoarders have depression. don't try to diagnose him
@@bonio350 Finally someone said it. Everytime I see something like this everyone is like "Damn, depression sucks", like everyone who is too lazy to clean automatically has depression or is struggling mentally. I get we have to be compassionate but honestly nowadays people will just find anything to defend bad behavior.
okay but the fact he's cleaning it whilst laughing and smiling despite clearly having been in an awful place to have had it get to this point in the first place warms my cold dead heart
Sometimes it's easier to smile and laugh than submit to the depressing reality and acknowledge the sadness of existence.
@@imkaneforever 😂
@@imkaneforever Damn.
You are totally psycho!
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this is what my parents thinks my room looks like if i leave two water bottles in my room
IKR I leave my clean clothes on the chair for a day or two and mom does ballistic. When I lived on my own, I could never have her over because she would immediately start cleaning and lecturing me on how "dirty" my house was even if it was like, two dishes in the sink. And now I'm stuck living with them due to the shit housing market and I gotta deal with this bullshit all the time.
That’s how it’s starts man. Next think you know you’ll have 20 Monster cans filled with piss and dirty cum rags scattered all over the place.
I had an ocd parent as well, it was horrible living with her
True statement
@@BJGvideos are they haitian
Charlie wants to know so badly why he keeps picking up and setting down the pot without throwing it out. The simple answer is even though he's currently cleaning, for the last 12 years the only thing he's ever done with anything is "just set it down". It's impulse. He probably doesn't even recognize the ridiculousness of it lol. He's just putting it back in its home for now.
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Yeah it’s pretty much reflexes for him just surprised that there still some left which lead me to assume he must have lost that pot in a pile then founded later but at least he didn’t decided to eat it.
Yeah can be depression or a mental health issue, sometimes its just really hard
I also struggle with putting things down and ignoring them until they get in the way.
If you have bad habits then it takes focus and effort to correct them, and they're always so easy to fall back into.
Maybe the black mold in there gave him slight amnesia every time he picked it up
Mold is afraid of this dude, either hes living in constant mold sickness or his immune system can withstand a nuke
that cough is definitely an indication of that first option.
The dangers of mold are WAY overblown.
He IS the mold at this point, an assimilated Resident Evil-esque deity, Nurgle's bravest soldier
mold is killed, you only suffer from mold if you immune system is damaged/vulnerable
@@dlp6567nurgles bravest soldier Is manic
This is a sign of a mental health problem and it's inspiring that he started to clean up. I'm really proud he asked for help to knock the last part out; I've found that asking for help is very hard. The sign that he got into working out is also great, exercise is a natural anti-depressant. Hope he is doing well!
Are you proud of me?
@@ijustdidahugeshit yeah
@@ijustdidahugeshit Yes we are lad I’m proud
@@notanonymous7917 I am toilet 🚽 trained
Relieving perhaps, I don't think it's possible to derive inspiration from someone who doesn't clean their room for 17 years.
Also, as for the stirring, this is true. Some chemicals/compounds will settle, if left alone, with no motion for a while. Even the smells "settle" somehow, but as soon as the littlest motion is registered, the stench will seep out quickly, and fill the room. Science, is very intriguing
Edit: Holy s*** the amount of people fighting in the comments over my comma use. I think we all need to brush up on our literature and comprehensive skills
You use way too many commas
SpORES. Fucking spores
@@DaemonJerky nah, I don't, think he does
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I think that commas, are truly underutilized. They're unassuming, comfortable.
Compulsive hoarding is a disease, man. Glad this guy's friend helped him out initially, hope he gets help again.
That ain't hoarding... Or else the rest of his house would be packed. That is just a neckbeard nest.
@@LiquidusSnakeX no, ocd can be like this. just because its condensed to one area doesnt mean anything, this dude still has hoarder type ocd from what i can tell lol
@@edmenjoyer1039 is he emotionally attached to that trash? Nah. He's just lazy ASF lol
Please don't call it a disease, it's a mental illness
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I’ve definitely been thru it. Depression and mental health is a real issue. I was depressed for months, on drugs and only wanted to lay in bed. My room got bad to the point where I ignored it and then when ide finally get up to start to clean ADHD or OCD kicked in and there was trash everywhere that I couldn’t focus and would just say fuck it and go back to laying down.. I love all you good people out there and if your in the middle of fighting your own demons. I promise you are stronger than those demons. I promise. Stay safe everybody!
This guy doesn't have depression, thats actually a known mental disease
I watched this whole stream from start to finish, in the beginning he had just like 10-20 viewers and just grew over the days. Such a good arc, from piss bottles and dead rats it had it all. When it was all cleaned out he even put in a rowing machine and did exercise streams.
What’s his name on twitch
Unironically based
Glad this guys actually improving his life, what’s his Twitch?
Edit: made this comment before finishing the video, disappointed he fell back into it, but also slightly impressed he get that much trash in so little time
Good. Hopefully he stuck to being cleaner and healthier. That is no way to live.
@@JoeyEX did you not see at the end where charlie found a modern day video of him back into the same situation?
The fact that he didn't even consider to think about flushing his piss in the toilet in that story/example gives us a brief glimpse in the mind of a hoarder
That very relatable moment when you spray your old stinky urine with febreeze so that it smells like nice fresh urine.
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Gotta hoard the liquid gold too!
Yeah it’s actually sad. Glad this guy got the push he needed to break through
It might have the cure to cancer he needs to save it for later
Tbh you can't hate the man he at least made an effort to improve his life and was brave enough to laugh at himself for it
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God those bots...
Btw if you watch at the end of video you'll see he started doing it again..
@@ItzMalick cringe
And then he gave up and started trashing his room again. I don't get it, it's not hard to just buy a trash bin.
@Jack Yes!
What kills me is his positive tone touring his room. I could never put on a smile and talk about my room looking like this.
it's pretty much him coping
(not that it's not understandable)
The saddest part of this story is it took him one year to destroy the room again. I hope he has fixed it up in the 2 years since he wrecked it the second time
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all of these replies are bots lmao
Damn dude how did you reel in THIS many bots with one comment? xD
I’m not a hoarder, but sometimes I can like, see myself hypothetically going down that path if my life fucks up in a major way. Watching stuff like that gives me the motivation to never let that happen.
no doubt, I'm the same. What makes it difficult is my parents are a lot closer to that line than I am. I have to tell them, at times, to pick things up. It's quite scary
I’m a hoarder, it’s fucking sad how quickly shit piles up and how long it takes to clean and the unnecessary emotional stress it puts on you
Idk what sort of trauma I had as a kid but that lead to my hoarding, even if its “trash” (like a cute wrapper or a neat box) you feel a sort of emotional connection to it and it’s difficult to throw away
Luckily tho I’ve been getting my shit together; I got rid of 6 trash bags full of things and now I have a normal room :) I just try not to think about what I threw out
Idk man I just felt like shedding some light on hoarding lol
I feel like it could happen to me too
I let it happen once for about three years due to a deep depression (I got my degrees, plural, I was rejected from multiple medical schools, and on top of that my father died almost right after). I spent three years in filth because the thought of even picking a single piece of trash up was so overwhelming to my psyche... I wish I could say that there was some big event like me getting pneumonia and almost dying or some thing that just took the weight off but nah. I just got up one day and started cleaning, and it took me two weeks but I did it. Once it was gone THEN I had the weight off me and got my shit together retook my MCAT re-applied and got into the best medical school in the country. Now I'm a successful Trauma Specialist, but I still struggle with mental illness and suicidal ideation.
@@milhousevanhoutan9235 ngl inspiring as fuck
And plus, depression is no joke, don’t feel like you “need” more trauma to justify hoarding. It’s a horrible state of mind, not to mention a parent dying, PLUS being rejected in post secondary are two major life events that can throw anyone off
This is honestly really sad to see. I really hope he gets help and overcomes this completely. It seems like he has really good friends by his side also. I'm rooting for him!
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@@ItzMalick keep it up you are trying hard I can tell. Reaction content in 2022 is only really doable by top users who got there on different terms. Your thumbnails are quite out of date too. There is a meta to thumbnails and you would benefit a lot to research it, I wouldn't know the answer, I just know what you have is very old and not going to grow your channel much. If you have it in you, try to create content that no one else can, and try to make meaningful connections with people who are at YOUR level viewcount wise. You will find organic growth and be much happier, it takes much more than uploading reactions every day to make it. You are on the way, good luck, and good job so far.
@@ItzMalick You know commenting isnt really a great way to get viewership. It just makes you seem like a begger, If you ever did blow up just know this type of shit would resurface
getting something super clean after its been dirty often is all it takes. it becomes much easier to maintain.
@@ItzMalick nigga your shit is from 2017 please make better content, make 3 am shit so you can get trashed on at least
Literally about to clean my depression room, it's nothing close to this but it's bad. I'm glad that people are being kind and supporting him. It's hard when you're dealing with mental health and can barely get out of bed in the morning.
All my effort goes into work and existing. I think it's time for me to do this too.
Existence is pain.
@@siltheseeker Dude.....this isn't about angels and demons. I'm not fighting a poltergeist or the devil. Life is just shit and existence is suffering.
@@siltheseeker bro wtf are you talking about (edit since the guy deleted his og comments, basically he was sayin some sht about angels? Demons?? No idea.)
@@MINGUS-g6i stay sleep
the fact he acknowledged it was a problem and followed through with cleaning it all up is really commendable. probably a big weight off his shoulders. good on him.
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Acknowledged? He should of acknowledged it 10 years ago lmao? wym
@@-noname8711 Bro it’s not your house😂😂 why do y’all care so much?? This why none of you every solve your issues cause you’re too busy worrying about everyone else’s.
then he did it again lol
@@SabbathPriest33 tell that same concept to an anti LGBT person, you'll get yelled at. Let's be honest. The world would rather worry about other people than themselves because it makes them feel superior to mother someone else and their life choices.
Thanks to ADHD and depression, my room had actually gotten so bad that I abandoned it and slept in another room for over a month. I finally summoned the willpower to clean it a couple of weeks ago and feel so much better now. I don't know if this guy had the same problems I did, but I'm proud of him. Wholesome video.
SO PROUD OF YOU! That's amazing
I know how hard it can be to motivate yourself to clean especially when it gets to a point that feels overwhelming.
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I have a similar issue but with added arachnophobia, so I’m terrified to clean any corner or under my bed because my paranoia tells me I’m gonna touch a spider or something.
@@ratkingwastaken spiders crawl in your mouth when you sleep :) yummy
honestly setting baby steps or smaller goals with cleaning helped me a lot when i was super depressed! choosing just one area, like only cleaning your closet, reorganizing your dresser, etc. makes it easier to tackle. my ocd helps me keep my room cleaner, it's also very triggering though lmao.
the guy streaming is such a top tier friend for keeping the scenario bubbly and bashing that commenter for shit-talking him, I feel like my whole soul would've been crushed in this scenario and yet having that voice there in the headset talking me through it all could've helped so much
I’m sure you’d judge someone u don’t like for living in a messy room. Stop acting like you’re an angel
@@Dolphinboi 1) you literally don't know me
2) it doesn't take an angel literally just a good human being
3) never claimed to be either
4) the circumstances would be different if it was someone i didn't like because i wouldn't be around to watch or witness them in the first place, hence why i said he was a top tier 'friend' not that he was an F tier 'enemy' as he showed no dislike for him. didn't seem so at least.
@@Dolphinboi Don’t project your mean heartedness onto other people lol
@@CrystalRose1111 at least I keep it realistic. Unlike u and your need to be on a high horse
@@Dolphinboi Your intentions behind “truth” are mean and disingenuous. Word of advice, smell your own stank before crucifying others for theirs. Other people have decency and kindness because we understand. If that’s too high a horse for you, you must be below ground lol.
I can never understand how streamers don't clean up their rooms, especially when people can see their rooms throughout the entire stream.
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yeah it doesn't even make any sense.
Green screen, my friend.
I experimented with live streaming for a bit, and I made sure to keep my room spotless because of reputation
I went in here expecting to be horrified but this was actually super wholesome. I'm proud of him for tackling that, that would have been insurmountable to me!
I used to clean out horder houses for a living and was definitely expecting some PTSD flashbacks but this was pretty tame tbh 😂
His room is filthy again watch the whole thing
why are u proud, hes a pig! Keeping your room clean is the bare minimum. next thing is being proud of someone for brushing their teeth
@@chronocases9752 you didn’t watch to the end
Oh same I'd have just burnt it down
A few years ago I had an awful depression episode that lasted several months. In that time, I did not shower, clean my room, brush my teeth, and barely changed my clothes. Looking back I must have stunk but at the time I didn't realize how bad I was. I just remember embarrassment and shame. I was so ashamed of how dirty the room was that I just didn't look at it, I couldn't deal with it, so all I did was lay in bed ignoring it. My hair was so tangled and greasy that I couldn't run a brush through it, so I just put it into a bun and ignored it. One day I bought detangler at the store (at this point I was considering cutting my hair it was so matted), and I spent hours going at it on my bedroom floor. Finally I was able to brush through it with no issue, and I took a shower. I just felt a sense of relief that I hadn't felt in months and it motivated to clean my room. It was several bags worth of trash; junk food, pizza boxes, empty alcohol bottles, you name it.
I have no idea how it got that bad. I have no concept of the time inbetween. It's like I just woke up and it was like that. People love to talk about mental health awareness and depression but they don't talk about THESE symptoms. Depression isn't pretty, it's not aesthetic gifs and occasional sadness. It's dirty, grimy, moldy, shameful. I feel bad for this guy because I've been where he is. I hope he gets therapy and addressee his issues
I felt so heartbroken seeing it had gone back to being so filthy after all that. Maybe he did it for views, but having been where you were at with depression demotivation myself, he may have not addressed the underlying issues yet. In 2013-2015, I had hundreds of liquor bottles, orange juice bottles, and cigarette packs piled on my bedroom floor, I was getting hurt walking through it during week long benders(falling and breaking furniture several times). Also experienced not doing anything with hygiene at that low point. I was wearing hats to work, piling on deodorant, and just buying new clothes at the $0.99 store instead of washing clothes and showering. Looking back, I feel the shame and embarrassment you mentioned. Coworkers would pull me aside and talk about smelling and the ugly clothes being worn. Same socks for a week at times.
Sought psychiatric help and overcame drinking, then subsequently slowly overcame depression in 2017/2018. Now I'm OCD and don't even want more than one single water bottle on the bedside table. Kind of glad I experienced hitting rock bottom, because it showed me how easily this stuff can hit. It is strange how many people take for granted, "just clean it". Wish they knew, for people who've basically given up, that doesn't mean anything.
Glad you found your way out of it relatively quickly. Sometimes a small catalyst can help motivate, and then a little bigger accomplishment, then more, and so on.
I’ve been here
wow you managed to detangle your hair knots without losing a ton of it? i had long hair so entangled that i had to literally rip off a lot of it, it was slowly turning into dreadlocks... i quit having long hair lol, less trouble
but i'm still kinda there tho, not at this level but eh... still struggling against depression and alcoholism... sometimes i get a bit of motivation, but it's cyclic, i kinda always relapse pretty quick, so my motivation periods are just long enough so i don't get to the point of actual tons of trash in my room, and don't smell toooo bad... i kinda feel like i'm taking 2 steps forwards then one step backwards, then repeat, kind of... sometimes more than one step backward lol but i feel a sloooow overrall progress... at least about my alcoholism, which is better than it used to be, even tho it's still crippling, not sure about my depression... guess it's a bit better too.. anyway the more time passes the more reasons i have to get my shit together and force myself to change my life...
good luck to anyone going through the same kind of thing if you read me, and congrats to you guys for having won against it, you rock ;)
(ik my english isn't perfect, it's not my native language, so don't mind it if something is formulated oddly)
if anyone in depression reads me, know you're not alone, and please try to take care of you, getting things and yourself clean even if you don't feel like it helps, exercising too, eating good food too... easier said than done, trust me i know, i really know... but if you don't do it, you'll stay there forever, so you have to FORCE yourself, you can do it, and don't be ashamed to seek help, medical or from friends (if you have some, i don't really) or family (hopefully you have some of that, and even if you hold grudges, forgiveness is important (again, easier said than done, i'm giving advices i have a hard time applying myself lol) and your parents, siblings etc will ALWAYS have some love for you whatever happened... i wish everybody the best, i know it's hard, and the state of the world doesn't help at all, but hey let's look at the bright side, the more crap is the world, the more people are depressed, the less you are alone in this shit... weird way to look at it i know, and knowing other people suffer doesn't make me happier at all, but when the pandemic started for example, it almost didn't change anything in my life, but i felt like finally people would get to experience a tiny bit of what i was feeling and living... lockdown is pretty much my everyday life even if i do go out sometimes, mostly to supermarket, and when i was still smoking, to see my dealer, and that's pretty much it back then, now i try to go for walks, which helps too... sorry for that messy comment, and for giving advice you prob already know too, knowing what to do is something, having the strenght to do it is something else... wish everybody to find the strenght, and good luck
edit : oh and it's weird but forcing yourself to smile sometimes actually tricks your brain into liberating happiness hormones... feeling depressed is mostly an hormonal thing, whatever the origin story is, so exercising, good food and these things actually have a chance to help, and ofc try to make friends with good people, like join a sport club, or even something not sporty if you'd rather exercise without people seeing you, like a chess club etc.. but don't stay alone, even if you feel like you're fine with loneliness... i felt like i was for a long time, and i am most of the time... but there was some denial about that.. you can get through this shit guys.
@@elg94 I hope you can break out of the trap of alcohol. It fucked me up bad. I went from full blown alcoholic, to a functional alcoholic, to a partying alcoholic, to a coping alcoholic, to actually being able to moderate my drinking responsibly. Now after 9 years have I finally stopped drinking completely and have no desire to do so again. It's only been 2 months but I don't see alcohol as a positive at all anymore. I've only just now seen an easement in my depression once I quit completely. Try going to AA or RR (Rational Recovery if that's your preference) as often as you can. The support really does help
Completely true. This is what depression looks like.
So after he’s done drinking a can of soda, does he just scrunch it and throw it back over his head like how they do in cartoons?
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I can't imagine how good this guy must've felt after getting rid of all that shit. Hope he kept it up. A tidy living space can make a world of difference to your mental health
To whoever is reading this i hope that whatever you are struggling with gets better and that you have a fantastic day!
He didnt keep it up watch the end of the video
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should've watched till the end
fr tho when you clean around the house you always feel alot better afterwards
Bro, I'm 17 years old, born in 2005.
You cannot tell me that during my entire life, this goofy goober hasn't cleaned his room ONCE. That's insane to think about lmao
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Get a little older and you wont even question the next time you hear something like that
@@crazychase98 Just live in college on year, my roommates had their trash and I had mine, their trash can got flies bc they wouldn't clean out the month old slurpee juice that attracted them
I’m 17 as well. I’d probably lose my mind if I had to stay in a room like that lmao, let alone one with even the tiniest mess
Born in 2003, I didn't realize those who were born in 2005 are 17 now. Man, I don't like that..
As someone who…….. admittedly has an extremely messy room and has a lot of trouble focusing on cleaning shit, this has given me the biggest motivation boost in literal years to get my shit together. Thanks
To whoever is reading this i hope that whatever you are struggling with gets better and that you have a fantastic day!
It just took me 3 weeks to clean my room, you are not alone. Just keep and keep doing it, even if it’s just a little bit. After sometime it somehow gets way easier and the last half was actually quite fun.
keep your head up you got it
Brave of you to admit. Keep your head up fam
U got it, g
Honestly this is something he should be really proud of. He was obviously not in a good place the last few years. Maintaining basic hygiene can be very difficult for people struggling with mental health and it's refreshing to see people encouraging him to tackle this incredibly daunting task and just being genuinly supportive. Like yeah they were making jokes but they weren't at his expense and he was also joking about it as well. And whenever anyone in chat said anything rude, they jumped to immediately shut that person down. Anyways he should be very proud of himself. Good shit!
I've never stooped to the leve of an animal like this specimen... so are you even more proud for me?
Not falling into a spiral is simple, getting out of one is daunting
@@standupstraight9691You have not faced the same challenges this man has. If you had, you’d have more empathy and would never even consider calling your fellow man an animal. He was sick, he needed help, that’s all. Disappointment is all I feel towards you. And pity.
@@ghost-fs7th . I said he lived like one. I didnt say he WAS one.
Too many excuses for this behaviour, enabling it.
@@ghost-fs7thhe got help, and decided to go back to the same mess because it’s easier than walking downstairs and putting your food in the bin and plates in the dishwasher
props to him for being open about this. the mess was probably a dark cloud hovering over his conscience for most of his life. this was a major moment in his healing process. i hope that he can bring himself to clean again when a relapse occurs.
Regret to inform you a relapse occurred and he’s yet to clean his room
@@JKJK-xf9ou 💀💀💀
as someone whos room was fairly messy I know for a fact he didnt think about it until it was clean.
it seems like something he was proud of. it was his claim to fame so it makes sense he let it fell into the same disgusting mess.
@@TheConspiredOneas someone whose room is atrocious and has been atrocious for years, I think about it every god damn day.
It puts a smile on my face that this guy cleaned his room. Hoarding is no joke.
Did you see the end of the vid tho?
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My dad was a hoarder. My mom kept it at bay for years until she got really sick. My sister and I tried to clean his room one day when we were 11 and 14 and he went ballistic. We only picked up the garbage, but he was furious. It's no joke.
I was dumbfounded that it was dirty for that long and he made so much progress in a day, in terms of hoarding thats really notable that he even did it himself
The number of people in the comments relating to this and talking about their depression rooms has made me feel so much less alone. I finally summoned the energy to clean my desk yesterday and feel so much better about my space. I have so much more to clean but watching this video and seeing the guy clean his room and ask for help at the end and seeing everyone in the comments who can relate to your room getting this bad when you have depression is so wholesome and means so so so much to me.
my advice, a little is better than nothing. some people can knock out there depression rooms in one go, and thats amazing, but if you need to take your time then it's OK. I've been doing a little when I can and it's already made such a huge impact. Trust me, you are never alone, we all struggle at one point or another. I am rooting for ya!
i just finished cleaning my room today
@@lecitronnoir679 proud of you! I need to clean mine but I keep putting it off. So so happy for you though. A clean room feels wonderful
learn the ways of the " konmari method"
Watching these videos makes me so happy I never got into computers and games.. and instead was addicted to playing sports and slaying broads
This video literally made me get up and vacuum and put my clothes away. Thank you Charlie
i misread this as "This video literally made me get up and vacuum my clothes"
> turns on youtube
> watches this
> turns off youtube
> gets vaccume
> Cleans clothes with vaccume
> sits back down
> doesn't elaborate further
i will say im proud of him for showing that, he made it into a joke but having that messy of a room is incredibly embarrassing and the amount of degrading thoughts i used to have towards myself made me spiral into never cleaning in the first place, it felt better to just ignore it and keep collecting trash just to feel some amount of relief. im currently much better and i hope this is a step towards betterment for himself, but this was really brave nonetheless, this isnt to say i know everything going on in his life, but i do know what that messy of a room means in some regard
Relatable, honestly. They say your environment reflects the inside of your mind, and for me personally, it’s true. I’m not as bad at collecting as I used to be, since I moved twice in two years, but after a while I did just stop bothering to straighten things up and my room got pretty bad. It still is pretty bad, but we gettin there, lol.
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heavily relatable i hadnt claened my room in years until like last month and it is the biggest relief ever. new wallpaper, new paint, new wooden floors and carpet,, it took a whole day aside but it is such a relief to change habits and stop living in such a bad mental rut. can't be having that when you're working full-time 💪
I experienced this too. I wasnt cleaning my room and doing my laundry for like 2 months because Im in a really low state of mind this is not laziness. Because if he is lazy he couldve hired someone to take care of it but he didnt
This honestly kinda scares me in a way.. Until really recently I used to hate myself. The amount of horrible thoughts I had about myself as a whole weren't so great.. And my room was a fucking mess. I mean horrible. But I started to think better, and looking at my room bothered me even more. And now! (I spent days cleaning it slowly but surely) and now its clean and i feel so much better. But looking back.. Yea you are right. My area really did reflect my mind. I hope everyone else that is like this can one day pick themself up and think better about themself and stuff. Never give up guys.. It can always always get better
When I see people with rooms like this, it’s actually a deep dive into someone’s mental health. Hope he’s doing ok, needs to clean that room.
the video charlie is watching is from 2019. the room has been cleaned
he cleans the room in the video, watch it fully
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Why not just pay some professional company a few hundred bucks to come in and deal with it.
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Just recently came back to this because I am currently in the process of cleaning my own "depression room". It's been full of trash and useless items since 2021, but I finally got the motivation to do something about it, and I feel so relieved seeing other commenters here who can relate.
I saw this comment a month ago and it made me go clean my own depression nest :) thank you
I hope everything went, or at least going well. You are a strong woman to do it! I wish you all the best✨
Oh daddy gimme it
This is a great victory even if it was a year ago ❤
Bro hasn’t cleaned his room from the year I was born 💀
he seems like such a genuinely kind and funny guy i hope he beats whatever demons hes facing
he just a streamer like asmold the disgusting human
laziness?
@helixmoss9957 Dirty rooms like this are a sign of serious mental health issues. I was the same way before 2016. I joined the Marines and got my shit fixed. You don't live like that unless you have a menteal heal problem.
@@helixmoss9957Sloth (The sin)
@@randommemebean686 indeed, our bedrooms are a reflection of our mental state.
I heard his room went right back to being messy--it isn’t easy to just get up and change all your bad habits at once, it takes fighting and you’ll go up and down. Whatever he’s going through, I hope he can break through it and stand strong, God bless him.
It's a process, but at least he understands the value of a clean room now
Maybe he’s just a hoarder?
@@slamyourheadin9449 maybe he has mental health problems such as severe depression or something
@slam
multiple possible explanations:
1. He has great memory, and people with good memory tend to be nostalgic, and often won't throw stuff due to the sentimental values of each items.
2. He may be depressed in the inside, depressed people's rooms tend to be messy as they mostly care less about their surroundings.
3. He cleaned his room, but then possibly it felt more painful than it was relieving due to the 1st possible explanation.
4. He wants it like that to be different than anyone from twitch about the room, and he is proud about it.
5. He just doesn't care at all.
6. He wants viewers to see his room and say "I gotta fix my room!", like a good mastermind.
there are multiple possible explanations though I won't be answering comments on me, see ya'll next time
@@Inderastein it’s most likely mental illness, either depression or hoarding. Probably more likely depression as he didn’t seem to have a hard time getting rid of all that stuff granted it was mostly trash
I grew up with a friend like this and he still has his room filled to this day. Too be fair his room is probably half as bad as this, but I guess people just get used to living like that. I feel like mental health and depression plays a big part of people that live like this. Even if someone slowly recovers from depression, they can struggle very much with bad habits like hording, and being too lazy to clean. It's unfortunate that it can get to this level or much worse. To anyone else struggling with stuff like this, stay strong and take it one day at a time. Maybe keep trash bags in a obvious spot in your room and try to clean a little bit once a day to build better habits.
I always try to make sure my place is spotless but as soon as I get home I have a really hard time doing anything productive at all. I stay in a nice trailer for most of the month and I live alone so I always get severely depressed because of it. Try to do my best to stay out of the house and near others
i have severe executive dysfunction and procrastinate endlessly. i also have pretty bad depression on top of this, so trash tends to build up for me and i have a hard time getting myself to do normal tasks, such as loading/unloading the dishwasher, sweeping the floor, cleaning the counters, etc. i have had these issues all my life (i'm 19) and it is so so hard to break those bad habits and form good ones. i started brushing my teeth every night kind of recently, after having really bad dental hygiene for a really long time, and it's really a big achievement for me! most people would say "ew you only brush once a day" and to that i say, fuck off it's better than once every couple weeks. i do shower pretty regularly though, which is good.
oh wow, i really went off on a tangent whoops..
@@catlovingnerd21 Try to make those changes little by little, small victories my dude. It might take awhile but it's possible to learn to work on making better habits. I believe in you!
And not having the energy to brush your teeth
I do have problems with cleaning stuff around me exactly bc of depression episodes, it's true - and my mother lives like this too; but I would never, EVER make my room look like this dude's, imagine this smell AND HOW THE FCK IS HE SO HAPPY ABOUT IT??? 😬 unless he just pretends in front of the camera...
Imagine this guy in the dating scene: "have you ever ate a pot of macaroni in your room and left it for years... Yeah my neither."
stds coming bro
I think the "choking" is explained pretty simply. If there is enough relatively inert trash on top (cardboard, plastic packaging etc.) all that helps keep smells contained. When you start digging in it to remove the trash and clean up is when the real concentrated smells get released that were contained in the compacted trash, things like mold spores are also likely trapped in there, when you start moving stuff, jostling it a lot of spores, dust etc get released. (which can be an acute health hazard, pro's don't clean out hoarder trash situations like this without proper masks etc.)
Thanks Doctor Sewer
I was literally thinking "Yeah if it's 'packedlike sandstone' the way the guy says it" then there's PROBABLY black mold under there. And a fair bit of it, too,.
Having decomposing rats in the corner of the room to the point there are maggots? You can't mask that smell brother
Seriously man, that room is a real deal biohazard, holy crap. You need full body PPE, protect every mucous/wet membrane on your face, cover your hair, ears, carry nothing out with you anywhere on your body. I wouldn't even have exposed boots. Can't have anything alive or otherwise getting in. And they would have to be discarded if exposed. Nearly everything making contact in there from outside will have to be trashed. That mattress has to go. Hard, non porous things need to be sterilized, including the electronics with fans that circulate. Doesn't take a pro to see there's a lot in there you can't be taking home with you in any capacity. It's a goddamned hotbed of illness and disease. I'm no clean freak. I leave food out for days on occasion, but this is straight up dangerous. Just beyond unhealthy as an environment. The air quality has to be terrible, and I'm not even factoring in smell. The oxygen levels have to suck in there after a few hours with the door closed, and that's just baseline. Home HVAC can't fix that. Particles and other gasses are a whole nother matter. So many possible toxins and pathogens looming. There's no way there isn't a significant health impact, it's just that you may never know exactly what got you when some random health problem strikes. All the doctor can do then is try to piece together potential hazards, document/treat symptoms, and try to reverse-engineer what may have happened to you. That can be a deadly serious situation to be in, too.
TBH, I think the REAL work in that room actually starts after everything comes out and you begin to assess the walls, floors, and ceilings. How about your ducting? Might as well plan for a fairly significant remodel at that point. The room is just so fucked. It's like if you shit in a tupperware container and let it fester with the lid on for years in total darkness. The container is fucking forfeit - there's no cleaning it or restoring it. It's not like you just scrape/dump it out and everything is fine. It is forever changed by that lmao. That's every fucking surface in that room. What are you gonna do? Build a hermetic chemical sterilization chamber around it and clean it with level 4 hazardous gasses, industrial style? Hazardous microbes are gonna be everywhere, hiding in microscopic imperfections. Some things can't just be cleaned out of drywall, framing, and insulation. Don't even get me started on molds/lichens.
@@quetzalcoatlz i think he just got used to it lol
My best friend had a room similar to this (but not for years like this guy). It was due to depression. There was no way I could let him live like that. I took it upon myself to help clean his room, rearrange things. Took about 2 days but the outcome looked like a completely different room!
that was kind of you, did it help him get out of the depression?
@@MusMasi eventually. It at least lightened the load a bit. He ended up moving out a year later to live with his now fiancé where he seems much happier.
How is it now?
@@TheConspiredOne he moved from there a while ago. He's doing much better since then
and most friends would belittle their “friend” justifying it as just jokes. sometimes ppl need that helping hand without judgment, kudos
A lot of people take cleaning as a skill for granted. We really need to teach people how to clean as a life skill comparable to cooking.
Bro, he doesnt even need to "clean". Just needs to throw shit away lol (at least!)
@@MIngalls ....that's staying clean
If you can't figure out how to clean without someone teaching you, you have problems
@@bunaynayslay Maybe i'm weird, but I think of clearning as, you know, using soap and chemicals... using sponges and brooms, etc. People don't need to "learn" the "skill" of throwing shit away, 😂. Pick it up> put in trash. There, skill learned. Put it on a resume.
There are way bigger problems if people need to be taught this shit lol.
@@MIngalls A few more like you and the world would probably suck.
been struggling with a depression room for several years now, this actually motivates me.
The coughing is probably from some type of mold that becomes airborne. It could cause chronic respiratory issues. Might just be that he's moving around and arousing the mucus in his lungs
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That's what I was thinking too
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@CrypticMemory I don't even understand it, like 5 subs for over 160 comments and there's at least always two others doing it so that would get in the way of any profit for them or illusion they aren't a bot
But they still keep going and I honestly don't understand it or the long term goal or how it's worth anything to whoever does it
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As someone who has dealt with bedbugs on several occasions, having a dirty room - unless it's to such a degree that it's literally unlivable - is unlikely to be the cause of them. They pretty much only show up when someone else has them and they jump to you. Or if you've already gotten rid of them and they were bad enough to have gotten into the structure of your house, then that can make them come back after
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If you ever see tiny red drops on your hotel sheets or pillow GTFO
If I ever find bedbugs I'm burning my house down
@@josephrblake Takes one to know one
@@Skarry could just have pimples or some kind of issue with your nose or mouth. thats not guaranteed to be bed bugs. definitely should check if you see them tho. only thing that is a guaranteed sign of them is their carcasses and eggs and obviously the ones that are alive.. but its usually easier to spot a carcass than it is to spot their poop stains
Happened to me for 2 years after I lost both my girlfriend, my job, and my housing situation all in the same year. I had to move back with my parents and was deeply depressed. Just stopped caring for myself and the environment around me, taking out trash required me to care about the future in any capacity. I was just happy to die surrounded by filth.
Luckily I managed to get out of the situation, and am doing better now.
Same bro. Glad you’re doing better now.
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Glad to hear that my dude
I am currently in this situation. I lost my job, and my girlfriend broke up with me just a few weeks after. It doesn't help I lost my job partly because of her coming back into my life. We had broke up years prior, but then out of nowhere at the beginning of the year she got ahold of me out of nowhere apologizing and begging to be friends and work things out. Honestly, I never got over losing her in the first place so I was obviously more than happy to have her back in my life. I lost my job a few months later because my boss hated I wanted to spend more time with her then him in my personal life. Long story, it's dumb but basically lost my job over a personal life disagreement. And then weeks later, she shuts down and pushes me away again. This time she didn't block me, she just slowly shutdown and stopped responding. I don't get to know how she's doing anymore, again... I fucking lost my job and everything because she came back into my life... A years old wound reopened x1000. I fucking wanna die. I live with my parents and that's going to shit too. I don't care about living, I don't care about anything anymore. I have lost everything. I don't want to fucking live anymore.
Listen bro, some pro tips:
* pursue what you want in your life
* you’re gonna regret throwing away all your opportunities for happiness if you fuck yourself now
* go to the gym and build some positive habits/routine, that will give you structure to take back your life.
Hope this helps! You got this :)
It is really sad I never had a room this bad but I’ve trashed it a few times during really rough or stressful times.
Now I’m in a better place and keep stuff pretty clean but I genuinely hope he can get out of that situation. It’s genuinely crazy how hard it can be to do the bare minimum of mundane life. Buts it’s also crazy how rewarding it can be for you. Make changes and don’t sit and wait for things to get better and build a support group.
Good on him and his friends for encouraging him instead of shaming him. When people make fun of me for my room, I just shut down even more and give up because in my head that's all they're ever gonna see me as, so I don't even want to try. Literally all I want is a friend to just sit with me while I clean so I can stay focused and in good spirits, I don't even want them to help.
Yeah even just one person offering support makes a huge difference. I get exactly the same way and shut down when I feel ashamed.
Well when people shame others who are down instead of encouraging, that shows more about the person shaming than the one seeking help.
I would want the same thing
Wow, Tadpole, that's amazing. Can't believe it would be hard to find a taker on that one. I was always a neat-nik bc my mom was a mess. A crummy living space can break the spirit of the sunniest personality. I know that now bc age and infirmity and fixed income and mega inflation and having to relocate downward, have combined to change my lifelong habits. I do what I can a bit at a time but my apt is never all clean at once.😢 Unfortunately, I couldn't buy a cleaner at any price (I'm in PA now and guess either ppl here are all depressed or like living in "lived-in" homes or as the chant in the Rust Belt goes "nobody wants to work " wh does seem to be true.)
Anyway. God bless all the cleaning ppl and the ppl who support hoarders (who are probably depressed too). I shall try to be kinder in my thoughts about ppl w this situation. Of course it's understandable w elderly and disabled ppl but I never would have thought, having always lived in nice places where resources abound, that nobody would take on a relatively easy cleaning job for love or money.
It happens. Good fortune to everyone here who is able who pull yourselves up, even for a day, to make yourselves a safe, healthy living space. Good on you!
At some point, you have to take accountability for your own actions. You can't blame the people who make fun of you for your bad living habits, and you can't expect someone to sit there and comfort you when doing something you should have done from the start. Be responsible for your own actions. If you don't want people viewing you as a slob, then prove them wrong and clean your damn room. Make it a place you're proud to show people instead of moping about how messy it is.
One of my friends had a room like this. It bothered me so much, that I would start instinctively cleaning and vacuuming whenever I set foot there.
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Not a bot, I knew someone like this. Thanks to my fear of bugs, I beg him to let me clean so I can stop being scared
Did your friends room ever get better
Wow, I have never seen bots this bad. I know it can be difficult or even offensive to them when you clean, but they will appreciate it with time. I assume by you saying "had", that things have gotten better now? I hope things are better for them now, and thank you for being a good friend.
Bro same
I know someone who was exactly like that. He lived the the basement of his elderly parents place and basically never cleaned his room.
Piles upon piles of trash quickly rose up in towers in all sides of the room, and it eventually started taking over his entire desk, under his futon, into the bathroom next to his room, inside of his shower.
That house got comdemned, and he lives with his mother and sister, but at least he's made a vow to never let his room get that disgusting ever again. And to his credit. He's pretty clean these days.
Good for him!
@Necrotron Commenting bozo detected
Can we see pictures of it look like then v. now?
Living with your parents is bad?
What's wrong with americans
@@zackattack9228 You are the master of assumptions. He never said it's bad and never mentioned his nationality lol
I'm VERY impressed by his ability to clean all of this. As someone who accumulated trash more and more, cleaning became harder and harder when getting to it. And I've never been CLOSE to that amount.
Dude must have had a good reason to do it on one day. That kind of change of pace doesn't happen so fast.
"There should be a competition to see who has the dirtiest room on twitch."
NO 💀
To whoever is reading this i hope that whatever you are struggling with gets better and that you have a fantastic day!
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Horrible idea lol its just going to encourage unhealthy behavior
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I was super deep into alcoholism from the time I turned 21 to literally just about 2 months ago (I'm almost 25) and I've always struggled with major anxiety and depression issues, as embarassing as it is to say it this was basically my room, just with empty (and sometimes not even half empty) bottles and cans, not as much food but still decent amount of rotting material. A decent 3 year period of just nothing but self loathing and just genuinely not caring if I lived or died meant I didn't really give a fuck about cleaning. I thought what was the point? Deep down the room itself was a major source of embarrassment and in turn loneliness. When I quit drinking I started feeling better and finally became uncomfortable in my surroundings. I'll admit its taking me some time, currently maybe a little less than half is actually clean and presentable (I have a huge room), but I'm slowly but surely slaying these demons. It was really fucking hard for me to watch this video and write this comment, but I'm so tired of feeling so alone with this struggle. Thank you so much Charlie for just posting this video. In a really weird way it has helped
Keep up the good work man. Glad youre doing bettter. A little bit every day makes a difference. My motto for clearing out my bad depressive habits is " something is better than nothing"
If you feel that it's too much of a task to tackle your room on your own, don't be afraid to reach out for help
hey, congrats on getting sober! that’s so great. i wish you the best and i hope you find peace in this world.
Proud of you!
I'm glad you were able to write this comment! God bless you for 2 months
i can relate.
having recently gone through hurricane ian, my bedroom was damaged by the water and had to be completely gutted.
having to clean out my "depression room" as this comment section calls it was somewhat of a trip. its like taking all of the trash thats been with you through your worst times and finally getting rid of it all.
Shout out 239
Yea out whole ceiling came down so once we finally got it replaced with sheet rock and fixed up fully....... honestly havent felt that type oif relief since then lmao
What does this gotta do with hurricane Ian? Sorry if I'm being inconsiderate
@@LukaDoncicFitnessOfficiaI did you read the comment?
@@callmebigbob 239!!!!!!!!!!!
Bro I'm 19 born in 05 and the fact that this dude hasn't cleaned his room shortly or around my literal birth year until around when I finished middle school is awfully concerning.
Imagine all the mold and dust particles he's been inhaling for those years while also having a poor diet. I'm amazed he's even alive haha
hes just built different
The human body is amazing 😳💀
@@spacecadet_01 built overweight
His lungs gonna be fucked up in a decade or two no doubt
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I used to live in a house that looked like that growing up. “Very depressing, very embarrassing but why clean it, too much work, mom still has 54 indoor cats, 2 Great Danes, a black lab, and 2 chihuahuas, just gonna be disgusting again in an hour.” That was my mentality. This is disgusting but I get it. The right conditions can convince you of anything being okay.
To whoever is reading this i hope that whatever you are struggling with gets better and that you have a fantastic day!!
Im sorry how many cats
My house had 6 cats, 2 dogs and I was raised to never leave a single item anywhere. I've legit got yelled at for leaving a single sock on the floor, so I absolutely cannot related, lmao.
Yeah that's an animal hoarder right there for sure
Right in my feeling, really looking like m'y story. Stay strong brother
This was strangely wholesome, I'm glad he managed to turn that around.
Edit: Nevermind I just saw the last minute
Roller coaster of emotions
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@ٴ dude, why are you spamming the n word in his videos?
@ٴ Because he stole my kidney
@ٴ you look like a middle aged Sid from Toy Story
Y'all thought South Park's Make Love Not Warcraft was fiction, nah. That was awareness.
ive sadly lived like this my entire life off and on. im 16 and both my parents are disabled and have PTSD, my dad has BPD and schizophrenia, and all three of us kids are extremely depressed and anxious all of the time. It's really hard to get the energy to get up and go at it and clean until its done. seeing all these people in the comments relating is so wholesome. so many people are "mental health advocates" until they see realities like this for so many people.
How’d you have the energy to type out this paragraph?
damm
We believe in you man
@@4rogo I don’t, it’s probably not gonna get better, unless he has the will power which he most likely won’t develop
@@chaike9001 you know damn well that writing a TH-cam comment is easier than cleaning an entire hoarding house
As someone who has had serious bouts of mental illness episodes, I can explain how a room gets like this. Part of it is low self esteem. People with low self esteem often believe they do not deserve nice things. Part of the reason the mess will stay is that the person living in the filth will believe that they deserve to live in a filthy home because they are often convinced they're a terrible person.
Another reason it could accumulate legitimate issues with executive function. I have ADHD and beginning to clean is something that I have trouble with remembering even on a basic level. Until someone tell me, I will often even step over trash without the idea of cleaning but occuring to me.
Is there a way to help somebody going through that personally, or atp only a professional?
@@jfizzle1688 For me, structure has helped immensely. I cannot do online classes. Not because I can't do the material myself, but because there's no structure to keep me focused. Maybe suggest that they keep either a physical or online schedule/calendar, whatever they're more likely to follow. They can schedule literally everything they struggle to do routinely. Speaking of routine, sticking to a daily routine helps too. Waking up at the same time every day, planning out meals, planning workouts, etc. Proper sleep, diet and exercise all contribute to better mood and energy as well. About the in-person classes, I think there's another element to that I should mention: accountability. Just the fact that there's a group of people I see and talk to every day makes me want to take better care of myself. However, it's entirely possible that they should seek professional help. Hard to say without knowing the person and what they're personally struggling with.
@@BlueDrew10 I can't do plans and stuff like that. I just go with the flow.
im guessing thats also why the rest of his house is clean. its for his pets
@@jfizzle1688 one thing i've found that REALLY helps is something called "body doubling" where you have someone else to kind of keep you in check. it can be someone irl, whether they help or just hang out in the room, BUT if you don't have that option there are a lot of videos here on yt of people cleaning their rooms. you could have that playing on a monitor/phone/tv while you clean and it sounds weird but it honestly helps so much. i have pretty severe adhd and a whole slew of other stuff and it's the only thing that's ever consistently helped.
My brother has a room exactly like this. When he last went to jail, I was tasked with cleaning it. I couldn't even begin to describe the horrors you find in rooms as fucked as this. Sloshing noises still make me nauseous after all the piss bottles I had to remove.
Omg
jail?
With every word this story got wilder and wilder.
that's awful, man..you are a saint.
Oh jeez 😰
I really hope this stream helped him, when you let things go this bad this is usually because you are not in a good mental state, maybe this was part of his process to give himself an impulse for cleaning up
Watch till the end :(
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This is a telltale sign of depression, luckily for me my mother cleaned up for me but I would've no doubt been living like this if i was on my own. If you're fighting with your own mind you won't be concerned about what state you're living in. Him cleaning up is a sign that he is possibly recovering from his depression which brings a smile to my face. If you see this mr streamer stay healthy brother!
Watch the whole video his room is filthy again
My mother said I wad using my depression as an excuse, yet I know Im doing way better out from under her roof
@@ecks7165it's not easy getting through it when your own parents won't support you/accept that you're depressed. Good luck bro hope you're doing better now
@@ecks7165 i hope you will continue to do better :) i'm glad it's improved
@@ecks7165 it’s a bit of both though right? I had/have depression, some days better, some worse. And it’s a bit like have weak muscles so you don’t want to work out, but because you don’t work out you have weak muscles. The answer for this man is to turn off the computer, deal with the excruciating anxiety of silence for a while, and start doing the work. Sure there’s a bunch of therapies that can make the process a little more bearable, but there’s no getting around doing the work.
My brother lived exactly like this. He died at 50. No joke. I miss him so much, but can't change someone else. He needed to want to. Love you Chip.
Sounds like he suffered from some pretty serious depression. Shit shortens your life considerably.
i'm almost half as bad as this..... shit......
1:37 I think he ate the MREs because they constipate you so he wouldn't have to walk through the absolute eldritch horror that his room is to take a shit
Sad to see someone's life get to a point where they live like that everyday, so big props to this guy for getting up and actually cleaning it up
I've been in some really bad times in my life but I never let my room get messy,it's just him being lazy that's pretty much it
Amen!
That’s such a good friend on the call with him. I hope he’s able to get ahold of his room and keep it clean.
This man is a legend, for representing the truth of his living and being bold enough to show everyone/anyone.
Bold yes. Legend not so much. Imagine not cleaning your room. Living in a unsanitary room. Diseases pest and everything is living with him. Its not about being bold or not its about health
Weird, I was thinking of the word “gross”
Bold and disgusting
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@Ethno City nigga you aint funny
Gonna clean my filth of a room today if tubby could I can
As someone who lives with a hoarder, the smell is something you get incredibly used to. When you stir that shit, it brings settled particles into the air, and that smell is horrendous.
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@@retrocatalog We're working on it. Thank you so much💕
@ٴ and I'm exposing you for commenting the n word repeatedly
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as someone who just deep cleaned their room (which was similar to this honestly), i can say this dude has some huge courage for doing this alone,, i had to bring in a team of professionals to help me bc my mental health has been so fucked and i couldnt do it. major applause to this dude fr
oof.
i’m proud of you man
@@lotsapasta0858 at least there isn’t a seventeen year build up now, just a couple months
@@grey6703 thank u ^^
@@lotsapasta0858 i mean,, a lot of the time this stuff is caused by mental issues,, so its usually expected for you to not be perfectly clean straight as you start off
i lived like this for about 3 years cause i was addicted to drugs and depressed as fuck. i was literally sleeping in trash and shit it was seriously awful. watching this brought me back to those times and i dont ever wanna go back to being that miserable. im glad he cleaned his place up i know how much of a breath of fresh air it was for him.
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I really hope you're doing much better now
I am happy to hear u improved and got better
It never got this bad with me but depression will do it to you. A little bit of garbage every day and in 3 months before you know it it's everywhere and it feels like more work than ever to pick it up so it makes you more depressed. Luckily for me I started cleaning a little bit every day even if it was a very very little bit and suddenly before I knew it my room was nearly spotless. That and it being clean actually had quite the effect on my mind
@@sleepyote I am thank you. Still a bit depressed but taking things a day at a time makes a difference. I don't live in a trash heap anymore nor am i addicted to drugs which im thankful for. I don't think I could ever go back to living like I was before
seeing this guys room makes me feel so so SO much better about my room. at least i can see my floor
I was so proud of this guy and then the bad ending comes up out of nowhere
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Yeah, he didn't even donate it all to the local children's hospital!
Starting a cleaning business that caters specifically to streamers could be very lucrative.
Whats the difference from a regular cleaning business? They face trash like this all the time.
ferb i know what we're gonna do today
@@vasilije94 you get to charge more because they’re streamers
I’d invest in this business
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Very wholesome that he's actually cleaning as a result of the stream. His motivation to stream motivated him to clean his room.
This is so wholesome! God bless this man.
Is Wholesome a new trend for you nerds?
@@bigGaza1 thank the redditors for making “wholesome” the most overused word
People mad as fuck over a word tf
Why should you need 17 years of motivation to do something that is expected.
I used to be extremely clean and organised OCD as a teen and this room state would of been unimaginable for me and/or triggered a panic attack. However now my OCD is more intrusive thought based and as someone with chronic physical illness I can relate to just not being able to clean. Now I’m going to get a home health aid to help me but I’ve struggled for over a year. The dust and grime is unreal. I fully believe though that he can do this! Getting the right support is paramount ❤
Dude when the room went back to being dirty I started crying. Charlie’s reactions fucking kill me. 😭💀
@FemonicZI No it’s not 🤣💀
It just goes to show you have to deal with the underlying mental health and relearn habits. Just cleaning it up isn't enough if you don't put in the work to change your ways and deal with whatever caused you to let it get this bad.
@@loupgarou95 True true
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@@ItzMalick Hey pal please don’t promote in someone else’s comment section.
Depression is a hard hole to claw your way out of it. Not only does depression cause this, this environment keeps you depressed and ashamed. It's SO hard to get out of and I'm so glad that his friends are being kind, I'm very sure he truly doesn't feel great about it either. When things get that out of hand it's SO overwhelming. Been there, wore that t-shirt, got out of it but it's not easy at all. Showing it was probably a way to be accountable and get it done, having support and motivation to get it completed. Good for him, I'm sure he felt so much better when he was done. The hardest part is not throwing the next piece of trash on the floor.
that's the thing about depression, depression makes it hard to do beneficial things and the lack of doing these things makes you more depressed. it's a awful cycle
Absolutely. Truly, his friends helping him through this and not shaming him, he probably saved him from a dark place
Fuck depression this guy needs a women. But hmm thats going to be the though part.
@@user-v2y3k24qcrz you chose poorly then
the bottomless pit of anger i saw on Charlie's face when he saw how dirty his room was after a year later of being cleaned is priceless
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Shut up Malick, one comment per video is enough, don't piss off your potential viewers
@@ItzMalick I will report you to the FBI for terrorism
@@ItzMalick ratio
Tbh my room is relatively unclean with a couple empty food bags on my bed as well as clean clothes at the foot of it. Most of it is due to my mental health (same with hygiene). The clothes would definitely be a lot better if I had a dresser but I'm still waiting on that delivery. But I do clean it every once and awhile, however it never stays that way for long. Its just a constant spiral, a habit I cannot break. Mentally I feel much better than I did 4 years ago but ig its just routine now.
I had an autistic friend in high school who refused to clean his room. His parents had money, a nice 3 story house, a maid, but holy hell the stench in his room was insane. You would not believe it walking around the rest is the house
Damn, I was literally born in 2005. For the 17 years that I’ve been alive, this man hasn’t cleaned his room once. Hope this man finds the help he needs and improves his lifestyle.
I was born in 2004 wanna kiss?
@@indigo478 yes
@FemonicZI there's nothing there.
2003 chad reporting in
well no actually, he cleaned it in 2019. but still, my god thats a long time
Charles, you have to remember he’s nose blind to the room until he disturbs something. Yeah, horders are something else
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Its not that. Its when moving things around for the first time in probably years causes the objects to throw around particles, letting him smell shit he hasnt noticed before
@@e.t9058 Apparently to the people in the comment section having a dirty room is equivalent to mass genocide. They’re going fucking insane over some trash on the floor😂😂
@@e.t9058 ???
@@e.t9058 You're really telling people to "respect others" while you're being very disrespectful.
im proud that he got his room all cleaned up, especially since he seemed genuinely happy about finally cleaning it up, sad that it got ruined tho. i hope he gets better soon
You're proud that an adult performed a basic action? You have low expectations.
Aw man this dude needs help 😭 even if he’s laughing and joking around about it, no one’s room gets like this without some mental illness. Hope he gets what he needs ❤️
I understand the trash bags. When I was in depression phase, I would get urges to clean (when room didn't look dirty) and just throw everything in a bag. wouldn't feel like throwing it out at the moment, but just cleaned a bit. my room obviously didn't come close to this (would usually be Pepsi bottles) but the bags are probably from the beginning where he wanted to give a small amount of fucks
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Yeah I feel like the mindset of “I can do it later, but I’m not motivated to do it right now” is what you can probably see with all the bags. Obviously I haven’t gotten to his point but I’ve also just felt that urge to clean, but not completely knowing what to do and just throwing shit in a bag.
Depressed but you continue to chug coke cans
@@vincedamato8563 Why would depression stop them from drinking cans of coke?
That's what I thought.
It’s crazy how common this is and especially in Japan. There’s whole services specifically for people that have roomes that are only trash and piss bottles
As someone who's dealt with messes like this before, to answer your question about "he lives in this, how is it bad NOW?"
To put it simply, it's been covered and undisturbed. "Disturbing" the mess by moving things to clean it up, the smells waft more than they did when they were just sitting idly by. It's like why your litter box may not always smell disgusting until you go to scoop it: the smells get much worse by disturbing the mess.
EDIT: Putting things in bags makes it easier to toss out large amounts of things
I’d assume it always stinks and you just get desensitized to the smell until u move it
@@adead20 That's exactly it. Out of sight, out of mind.
How my mom sees my room when i have not cleaned it in a couple days
The reason he's coughing is probably because of mold. When I was in high school I ran a humidifier in my room and for 2 months I had a cough but didn't know why. I decided to take a look at my window sill and saw that there was mold growing all over it. Once I cleaned it out my cough went away in a week. I can't imagine how much mold has been growing in this dude's room but it's probably WAY more than mine.
then theres me, who lived in a house with a basement full of mold and then moved to a house where a leak in the window caused a wall in my room to be full of mold, wondering why id developed a cough.. lmfao
i think there are mold resistant humidifiers, though ive never used one so i dont know if they work well
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When I was a kid I had mold growing on my walls. Can confirm mold makes you cough
Charlie, trust me I've made the mistake of not washing the dishes when necessary.
If you start moving something liquid after it's been sitting, the stench is extremely difficult to hold at bay!
a plant grew in one of my old plates of food, there was so much unidentified bugs
@@menfbc dear god, you must have created a new biome in your room
@@menfbc i hope you grew mentally from that
@@menfbc bro? 💀
@@menfbc bro made a new ecosystem