Heaven only knows when I'm in hell None of my friends can even tell I wanna fuckin' die but I never say it Sick of gettin' high but I do the same shit I can even cry so I try to fake it I hate it I pray to God let me die in my sleep I pray to God let me die in my sleep You as sick as all the secrets you keep But the truth is I don't wanna be me I pray to God let me die in my sleep Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead Living off the words I know you said I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it Maybe if I cry I don't have to fake it I'm giving up my pain so you can take it I hate it I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I'm as…
Thx for slow version Hey kings or queens if any girls watch too whoever you are . I got you in my prayers i fight battles no one cares about i tried all the stuff from anti depressants to therapy . But i fake a lot of emotions about joy So you are not fighting those demons alone till my last breath my heart wants you guys to win this war in your mind . i want you guys to push through and find the true God and see he can raise you up slowly through this
You got this remember your smile brightens other peoples day man if not there’s it would help mine so you cant say no one cares and i dont know you your struggle and i dont have to know . Just know these demons are not only attacking you and you are never truly alone its a lie our brain will feed us till its all we can think but i beg you find something to hold on to. For me its Jesus and i swear i would have died a few years ago without him so maybe try him if ur up to it .
I wanna fuckin' die but I never say it Sick of gettin' high but I do the same shit I can even cry so I try to fake it I hate it i need this in 5h or so best part
haven onley knows when im i n hell none of my firneds can even tell i want to fucking die but i nevere say it sick of getting high but i do the same shit i cant even cry so i try to fake it i hate it i pray to god let me dir in my sleep
It is. Keep it up, i experienced really heavy shit but I had good friends and family(partly) who helped a lot. You can take it I believe in you! Time will get better, you will find love and enjoyment in life.
@@dennisengberg9024 im very sad to hear this. But try to come out of the shit thats suppressing and depressing you, maybe find a new hobby where you get new friends or look in the internet with people who HELP!! you and dont spread negative shit because you need to get out of that sad environment I used to stay home all day and cry but after I went out met friends it got better
What other songs should I make slower?
Linkin Park - Numb
Through the stars - styli
Billie Eilish-Lovely
Radiohead creep
So much sadder
Thanks for posting the slower version.
Trust me, you’re safe here
I don't wanna wake up anymore. But I have to keep going.
Heaven only knows when I'm in hell
None of my friends can even tell
I wanna fuckin' die but I never say it
Sick of gettin' high but I do the same shit
I can even cry so I try to fake it
I hate it
I pray to God let me die in my sleep
I pray to God let me die in my sleep
You as sick as all the secrets you keep
But the truth is I don't wanna be me
I pray to God let me die in my sleep
Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead
Living off the words I know you said
I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it
Maybe if I cry I don't have to fake it
I'm giving up my pain so you can take it
I hate it
I pray to God I don't die in my sleep
I pray to God I don't die in my sleep
I'm as…
Thx for slow version Hey kings or queens if any girls watch too whoever you are . I got you in my prayers i fight battles no one cares about i tried all the stuff from anti depressants to therapy . But i fake a lot of emotions about joy So you are not fighting those demons alone till my last breath my heart wants you guys to win this war in your mind . i want you guys to push through and find the true God and see he can raise you up slowly through this
Very touching version 😔
A Metal version would be intresting 😅
That would be sick. Like if FFDP did their version of this song... Bro...
Feelin this every day
You got this remember your smile brightens other peoples day man if not there’s it would help mine so you cant say no one cares and i dont know you your struggle and i dont have to know . Just know these demons are not only attacking you and you are never truly alone its a lie our brain will feed us till its all we can think but i beg you find something to hold on to. For me its Jesus and i swear i would have died a few years ago without him so maybe try him if ur up to it .
You are a good person❤️
I wanna fuckin' die but I never say it
Sick of gettin' high but I do the same shit
I can even cry so I try to fake it
I hate it
i need this in 5h or so best part
Upload on Spotify pls 🙏😔
I rlly hope too
Can someone make longer slowed version amazing 👍👍👍
i love it
Love it.
deep
Not in my shoes 😒🧎🏾♀️🙏
Jaden when he will be 50 years old and drunk or 70 years old.
I just want to end everything but don`t want to give my pain to family and friends
Hang on to that, grasp at that feeling with all you have. You will find other feelings to cling to.
@@sks2973 Thanks for the support. Im slowly making things better
@Gavin Crank Thanks a lot for motivation. Probably the only thing that motivates me to go on is my friends. hope you find some good guys as well.
“i wanna f*ckin die but i never say it”
I like this better it’s just like my self
haven onley knows when im i n hell none of my firneds can even tell i want to fucking die but i nevere say it sick of getting high but i do the same shit i cant even cry so i try to fake it i hate it i pray to god let me dir in my sleep
I'm listening to this because I just got rejected by my only crush
At least you got rejected, most people don't even get the chance to be rejected because they're too scared. Sorry it wasn't what you hoped for.
Thank you soo much
atleast you got rejected and she didnt say yes to be nice and then cheat on you
@@bruceblea6579 you have a fair point thank you
Hey boo I know it’s been a while but I hope you’re doing better! You’ll find the one soon ❤️
Its odd that this songs sounds alot better slower
😭
No piękne to kurwa jest
I don’t want to be alive anymore. But I also don’t want to k!ll/hurt myself
I say it and still no one cares
Who's voice is this??
Jaden Hossler but slower
@@foreverinsane2753 oh ok. Thanks mate
Jaden his voice
It's literally in the title
Life’s not worth living
It is. Keep it up, i experienced really heavy shit but I had good friends and family(partly) who helped a lot. You can take it I believe in you! Time will get better, you will find love and enjoyment in life.
Well what do you do when you want to die right now but not hurt your family, its tempting
@@dennisengberg9024 im very sad to hear this. But try to come out of the shit thats suppressing and depressing you, maybe find a new hobby where you get new friends or look in the internet with people who HELP!! you and dont spread negative shit because you need to get out of that sad environment I used to stay home all day and cry but after I went out met friends it got better
I feel the same but it has to be something fucking worth it man we just need to find it keep it up dont give up man dont
Wanna text?
Too slow