I'm Done w/ Gear Review Videos
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Thank you for all the supportive words. A few things I probably could have expanded on:
- I am very much open to the idea of making videos with new gear if I'm not speaking in them. The problem is that few companies would want this and it's TH-cam algorithm poison.
- I should've emphasized this better: No part of me feels like I'm "giving into the trolls" or "letting trolls win". Those who do value this channel will just see more inspiring and educational content, those who exist solely in the geartube community will see one less face on the weekly treadmill of content.
- I have no ill feelings towards Polyend, or really anyone in-particular here. When I explain these things to someone who isn't part of this space, I probably sound like Brad Pitt from 12 Monkeys. It's the same ridiculous controversy with the company name changed every few weeks and for some reason I unintentionally volunteered to be the spokesperson for it.
- I've managed to make some of the most viewed gear content on this platform this year and lose money in the process. I started an NPO that is bound by law to make all transactions public at the end of the year. I routinely disclosed my friendships and biases. If THAT is considered "shilling", I simply cannot offer more. This already wasn't sustainable.
- Finally, in my position, spending money on gear was actually more problematic than receiving or borrowing a prototype because confirmation bias is MUCH stronger, and nobody is immune to it. I will take a bullet for something I spent $400 on while having no emotion at all regarding something that showed up for free.
Thank you. I reckon I'll be watching your videos regardless of topic because I admire what you have to say and how you say it.
I'm collabing with someone sort of near your area on trying to DIY some synth stuff around an organ - loosely based on the chipophone. If in like 6-12 months you're bored and want to hammer on it, lmk. It's about retrofitting *existing* stuff for fun so it's got zero mass commercial viability and is just to be a nerd.
Hi Benn. The hum might be clogged eustachian tube(s). My chiropractor does acupressure on the area then adjusts a certain part of my spine on the neck and i get a lot of relief. Had it for years and he's really made progress
I wish you well. And personally, it’s your philosophical/educational videos that got me to your channel, so i’m a happy guy :-)
Thanks for doing these videos Benn. I recently discovered your music through this channel and I've been loving it!
"Social media made y'all way too comfortable with disrespecting people and not getting punched in the face for it." - Mike Tyson
Brilliant!!!
I was part of the design team of PolyBrute at Arturia. This was a long development and these always come with their share of frustrations, emotional rollercoasters and so on. You can't imagine how happy and proud I was when I watched your review of PolyBrute.. and for that I am grateful. It pushed me to try and make better instruments.
Whatever comes next on this channel will most certainly be great and hopefully will make you a happier person :)
I don't have a Polybrute myself (yet) but I just wanted to tell you that I always felt like a "no compromise" device, made by people who wanted to make the best instrument, and not just to check some boxes and meet some revenue target. I hope to be able to get one someday.
Much respect that you were on the development team of that remarkable synth✌️
Dude, you all did an amazing job!!! It is still one of the instruments i have on my bucketlist :) You have every right in the world to be proud of what you achieved. It is one of the finest instruments of our times and a amazing fresh breath of air in the Synthesizer world. Thank you for being part of this new golden age of analog synthesizers that we currently live in :D
I recently bought the Minifreak :) Polybrute would be nice but its out of my budget :)
I own a PolyBrute and it's an incredible beast, beautiful and more importantly very intuitive. You guys did an amazing job and thanks a lot for that!
i was a bedroom guitarist / hobbyist for the last 20 years. I had easily 30k in music equipment. i was very entrenched in the youtube culture, following companies release dates and buying and selling gear constantly.
I got divorced earlier in the year .. and finally joined a band. Started actually going out with others to play and make music.. I realized 90% of my gear was a waste and pointless. I sold almost all of it . I now look at most of the gear channels for what they are, not entertainment, but commercials to try to push products on you.
I feel you man! Sometimes downsizing is a good reset.
Totally agree. The more I started gigging, the more I realized that stuff like bespoke pedal boards and boutique equipment was nonsense, and that all of it was eerily similar to the audiophile world.
Interesting. I had this feeling once that the whole music business is to sell people on the idea that they too could be musicians and that is what guitar stores and other gear stores are. They profit off selling a bull shit dream that never comes true. Spend years and years and thousands on gear, but for what? Imagine if you spent that money and time on what would actually be your career?
Nailed it.
Absolutely right. Years ago, remember hearing that the vast majority of all music gear sold, is never recorded & released and never gigged. And that reminds me of even before then, in a marketing class, being told that when you sell a product such as perfume, you aren't selling a scent. You are selling dreams. And musical gear is much the same. The buyers are buying a dream of becoming a top musician. And in reality, the majority never achieve that. So eventually go looking for the next bit of kit that will get them there. And so on.
And something that's surprised me with a few succesful musicians I've known - they don't keep buying the latest thing. There's big selling producers out there still using old versions of Ableton.
I felt the same way about working in the motion picture industry. It was toxic af for me personally, and one day I just looked to an intern and said… hey buddy, come here. I then asked him, do you wanna be on the camera crew and take this free tool belt with all my tools. It’s your’s kid. Make them proud lol. He was shocked, and thought I was playing a prank on him. It was the last day of shooting and I just grabbed my cloths and my coffee maker and walked off into the sunset. Haven’t looked back since. Cheers to all them film crew’s out there, but it’s just not for me. Not cut out for it. So now I just play my synths, samplers, and instruments for my self only. Do a little photography too. Either way, I don’t find a lot of joy in the career side of creative endeavors. Work as a horticulturalist and I’m happy. So this video makes sense to me.
I felt the same way about making music “professionally”, releasing music, marketing, playing live, etc. After so many years I just realized I didn’t like it. I didn’t like the people either. I’m happier now not being competitive in that way anymore and instead enjoy my life as a teacher and do my music and art on the side for myself. I don’t beat myself over the head for my new track not gaining traction on Spotify, etc. It’s a part of getting older too. I wanted to be an accomplished underground musician and/or visual artist for the longest time but it had become a popularity contest in our current culture and the universe finally told me it wasn’t for me. I was very depressed for some time but then came out at peace with it as I realized I don’t enjoy creative endeavors when they become a job.
Doing creative work when you are inspired is very different to be forced to be inspired by a salary. I feel the same about Engineering.
unfortunately, the industry is desirable to work in, and therefore they can treat you like garbage and you'll still do the job.
@@ohiasdxfcghbljokasdjhnfvaw4ehr without a doubt. I totally agree. There’s so much drama on most film sets. Not to mention pretentious behavior at its highest. I did have good experiences 25 percent of the time, but that other 75 percent left a bad taste in my mouth. I don’t regret learning the craft from 9 years of hustling, but in the end I knew it wasn’t my bag.
@@ownedbymykitty270 so true man … but kitties are helpful 😂😂😂, I know …
I don’t blame you for making this move, man. While you may not want toxic optimism right now I have a feeling that dropping this and focusing on your documentary and other things that excite you will be a huge breakthrough for you and the channel. Onwards and upwards.
I second what the legend said to the other legend. I can't understand why people act so toxic and how the world turned into this type of place. The internet has so many good sides, but so many sad corners.
Whatever you do, do what makes you happy. I look up to both of you.
@@synthphilosophy always been "this type of place" sadly
@jonmakesbeats Toxic optimism? Haha, I like the sound of that.
I fully agree. While the synth stuff was great, the videos about scams and lately - about Spotify and money laundering in Sweden were epic
it's incredible when you see an artist that you thoroughly enjoy and support comment and supports another artist that you thoroughly enjoy and support.
I am, in fact, one of those people going "aw." I'm sorry this content stopped being fun to make, and hope it frees you up to do more of the stuff you do enjoy making!
More crazy audio science stuff would be super rad, and I know you're really passionate about those ideas when you get them!
Perfectly said!
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you can NEVER be right... you are so on point about this... if you REVIEW and not DEMO, which is what we do, then you are a shill if you are positive. BUT if you do your job and your criticize, then the fanboys of the product say you are too critical.... what the hell do they WANT from us. This is the hardest part of this job. But you do a good job and you have to read these comments and TRY to not let them get to you.... which isn't easy in ANY way. I get it... it's my day to day.
dude - its not just the synth community - its the pretty much most of the world, but more so online for obvious reasons. Still, I love you man, i love watching your videos, and I love your voice! plus you are a super bright human being.. so please feel that. Pete xx
yeah i dont think is specific to gear related channels at all. all influences experience toxicity, it's just the nature of living in a time where we have free speech and capitalism.
though I totally understand not wanting to deal with it. some things just aren't worth fighting, especially when you know it wont change anything.
that's why celebrities pay people to interact with their fans for them.
Yeah pretty much this. The Internet is a cesspool.
This has been called the age of narcissism. A shallowness that's manifested in all the sadistic and toxic online behavior.
I agree, sadly
@ohiasdxfcghbljokasdjhnfvaw4ehr free speech isn't the issue. It's the combination of hyperindividualism and anonymity (and capitalisms tendency to put us all against each other inherently)
My son wrote and recorded his first single earlier this year. At the age of ten. You’d be amazed how many human beings take time out of their day to leave hateful comments on the music video of a TEN YEAR OLD boy taking his first steps into being an artist.
It’s a full time job for me to monitor and delete the trolls.
Humanity is disgusting.
I know, people bad.
But you both made a bobo here.
Uploading first piece of music to youtube?
Ooouch, should have started within a musical community, ultimateguitar, reddit, other music forums.
Not one artist ever wrote their first song and had people come up and say it was great, because it wasn't.
It doesn't happen like that because you need experience and knowledge to be able to use the tools that is used in writing and producing music.
Sure a 10yr old savant kid could write a great piece, but since you have to guard the comment section.
I kinda doubt that your kid is a savant, doesn't mean he won't become a great artist, but that shit takes years of dedication.
You kinda kicked your kid into the swimming pool before teaching him how to swim.
Teach kiddo little bit about swimming before you go swimming next time, ehh?
Or at least go swimming somewhere the water is not too deep.
The water known as youtube is pretty deep.
it‘s actually the task of the people running this platform to keep hate away from it. But employing too many people to do that properly (instead of completely erratic AI solutions that block people for nothing and keep people with the most hateful stuff untouched) would mean the owners cannot be billionnaires.
Goodluck to you and your son! 🤠
Been teaching my seven year old bits and bobs, he's loving it. Good luck to your son, tell him to keep at it 👍
DUDE?! Have you been on the internet? Are you that naive to not expect that?
I can't believe parents are even comfortable posting their children on TH-cam, like get a grip, the world's a fkd up place. It's borderline irresponsible parenting. No sympathy for you, man, give your head a shake.
Christ, you can't even take a sweatshirt off without someone assuming you're doing it to manipulate them. You're a great guy and I love your content! Thank you for everything you do!
Gotta remember that the people who leave these types of comments are likely very unhappy and unfulfilled themselves. The people actually worth talking to are out there busy writing music and don't have time to argue on the internet
@@simonr344 This is true. However this is also the internet. Everyone get a voice, even if their voice is just being hateful about everything to everyone they can find.
Wow, incredible
@@simonr344Bullies usually are. That doesn't mean they can be ignored.
I agree, Ben always comes across as genuine, insightful, and not a fucking terrible gear reviewer.
Awww!
Oddly enough (and maybe selfishly) I’m sort of happy you made this choice. I feel like it’s a rare public acknowledgement of what the online experience is turning into
I don’t think I’ve heard any “big names” just come out and go: this is no longer manageable or enjoyable. And I think it’s a good thing that that is now happening because I bet most of us have been feeling these toxic vibes just get out of hand as time goes on
Much respect, and be well
Jesus Christ man, i had no idea you had to deal with this kind of bs -- I'd naively imagined the worst of it (i.e. threats of doxxing/hacking) was reserved for the biggest and more recognizable channels/names. Hope youre doing okay mentally, i love nearly *all* the content and music you've produced. You're an exceptionally talented musician and an intelligent, elequent and witty speaker, whose voice is surely valued in the TH-cam Music Sphere!
Happy to see creators recognising these things more and more instead of completely burning out to 0. You have to love what you do and if you end up forcing it you'll feel horrible and it'll probably show in the content and noone wins. Huge respect for acknowledging it and going where your interest takes you, keen to see this doco when it comes out!
There is something about that one video you made with the polybrute that really made me start making music again. It was a great showcase of the board and I think you had mentioned spending so long in the flow that you experienced the sunrise. This is what the other reviewers don't do that makes it a special experience coming from you. I'm hoping to still be able to watch in on your musical/personal journeys no matter what you make videos about.
100% agree. The polybrute video is the only gear review video I've re-watched multiple times, keep making music and art.
Completely agree. I have sent it to people who aren't even gear heads or musicians as an example of how its possible to be passionate about a topic without coming off like a brand-obsessed advertising executive trying to 'create a community', whatever the fuck that means.
That video was beautiful... Will miss that kind of stuff. But we'll survive.
totally agree, just want to add that I also feel the same way about Benn's Hydrasynth video and a few of his reverb videos, except when I got the Hydrasynth a few months after watching, it was my first piece of gear ever, and I still play it all the time
I have watched all of your videos for years and learned so much about modular from you. However, I don't think I ever commented and put in a good encouraging word. For that I apologize. You were there for us, but we were not there for you. You are too good and too talented to be doing this. We were all lucky that you took so much time to give your insights into music making gear, for that I thank you. On to better things! Best of luck!
That was me with the sweatshirt question. I apologized in the Polyend video comments, and I would like to apologize here as well. I actually think Benn is a rare beacon of integrity in this community. For some odd reason I mistakenly thought he was trying to send a religious message with the shirt thing. I know, it really seems foolish now. But I guess I was in some kind of mood. So, unfortunately, I typed before I thought. Even though Benn has proven himself time and again to be upfront and straightforward in all his messages. Anyway, I apologize to you Benn and I apologize to everyone here for adding to the vitriol. That wasn't my intent at all. But I will own it and try my best to do better. Thanks everyone.
i respect the accountability :)
It's sadly not often people own up to mistakes and I am glad that you have and have apologized. More importantly thank you for wanting to do better. Apologies are a good start, but future actions are always what really matter.
I mean, at least you've owned up, but it would be much better if you thought about this shit ahead of time. Was it that important a point to make? Prolly not.
This is why we can't have good things. I'm glad you're doing what's necessary to take care of your mental health, and I've never understood the toxicity being flung at you. You're a true Chicago gem, my man
this is a way bigger thing than just in the gear section, this will be a problem or is a big problem already due to how we are connected ourself to the internet
shut up nobody cares
We can't have good things because of capitalism and it encouraging all our worst traits 😢
@@3nertiamm not sure if we can blame capitalism for all our collective shortcomings haha
@@DhruvMongaWhen society is based around profit instead of people what do you expect?
"The more I learn about people, the more I like my dog." Mark Twain
The Loopop comment was completely inappropriate, getting hate for sharing your opinions is worlds different from getting hate for supporting a genocide for your information
Sorry man! You seem like a great dude! You will always have my support!
I'm sorry you have to deal with such trash, you deserve the best and your passion is unmatched. YT comments are the epitome of degeneracy, those select few haters don't have a life so they trash talk and bring down someone that does. Take your time and please take a break for however long you need, in the end, your mental health matters most and first.
I hate how gear guys wont admit theyre sponsored, theyre required by law to do so, but the loophole is they receive a "donated" guitar they are free to keep, this should still count as an asset because they can later go sell that $5k PRS they were "given". How could they not be bias being given free guitars and gear they can later sell? A few annoyances; Philip McKnight pretends PRS Korea is better than core USA models "And sold my core!" bs... Tim Pierce reviewing PRS he gets to keep, but claim its not sponsored. Anyone claiming Harley Benton or other overseas are "just as good". Martin miller only doing new videos when ibanez has a new model come out. etc etc
Comments are easy to write, making videos that are entertaining and educational is hard - keep up the good work!
Benn, you are an inspiration. To know that someone, anyone, robbed you of a joy you once had for whatever reason is heartbreaking. I hope at the very least you will continue to nerd out about cool gear in a more solitary fashion, though vicariously living through that experience will be missed.
Come on man, it's not "heartbreaking".
@@thelongvirtuesignal8551 My God... You're right! I forgot to take my cynicism pills this morning. My bad.
I am BEYOND excited for your documentary on The Hum! Such a fascinating subject, people don't tend to recognize noise pollution nearly enough and it lines up perfectly with your previous content about the mechanics of sound. That video about the time/sound perception of animals is an all-time TH-cam Classic.
Just so I'm clear was it the noise that sounded like a synth pad in the background? So there are people that don't hear that if so?
@@stolencoats63 No, that was actual background music.
I was thinking more like the noise that refrigerators and air conditioners make when you're trying to record on a mic. But even louder? 🤷🏿♀️
I have a high pitched squeal from tinnitus so I guess that doesn’t count.
"I wasn't paid"..."I was given X", that's being paid, more specifically it's bartering. I'm guessing since you don't consider that being paid you haven't paid the government the taxes you owe them from these barter transactions. The amount of youtubers who make the same stupid statement is incredible and just shows the lack of financial knowledge the average person has.
I'm a music software developer and a musician. From either perspective; I'm absolutely sick of music gear and software. I'm sick of people obsessing over gear and plugins, quibbling over minor differences, wasting all their time argung on forums and fapping over expensive vintage gear instead of spending their time making music. Absolutely. Fucking. Sick of it.
Gear reviews are a dime a dozen. Your content on music industry in general is unique and valuable. That is why I follow.
You are one of the good ones - kudos for all the work you do for us! (music is supposed to be about HARMONY not AGONY, people!)
This channel stands alone in authenticity and integrity, not to mention your personal brilliance and time saving insights. You are so valued that any effusive or categorical superlatives will absolutely pale when compared to what you give in any video on any day regarding anything at all. I watch and rewatch and learn. This gift of knowledge and application that you routinely provide to us is invaluable and has no equivalence somewhere else on this platform or any other platform.
Much gratitude coming your way from the Pacific Northwest USA!
This is one of your most wholesome videos. I appreciate you just talking about yourself, your background, your ideas and philosophies. I want to see more of this.
Your video on how animals perceive us is how we met and has been a topic I was touched by in such a way that it has become a part of conversations I have with people. I am thankful for the unique videos you have brought forth through the exploration of auditory processes. I wish you the best and honestly hope continue to grow and develop your talents!
It makes me sad that one of the best synth TH-camrs out there has been chased out by the noise and insanity of people who should step back, get some perspective, and chill out. I am sorry to see you stop producing gear videos. Yours were very helpful to me.
He calls everyone toxic, proceeds to act toxic by sharing TH-camrs comments and usernames. Oh the irony
@@AmateurSynthusiast if he didn't show them, people like you would assert he has no proof that the harassment is occurring.
@@AmateurSynthusiast ????? TH-cam is public website -- it's not like he's "leaking" anything. You are braindead
@@AmateurSynthusiast You don't believe people posting in a public forum should risk having their posts highlighted? If what you wrote cannot stand the light of day, don't post publicly.
Why take it so personal though, the online compliments should do about the same as the online insults : nothing.
Avoiding negativity is not going to make you any better at dealing with it.
Exposure to it will.
The internet will always be a shit place filled with toxic people, focus on those that matters on here not the random strangers that hurl insults or scream at you, or spread negativity.
When i see a video of you popping up in my playlist, i always know i am going to have a good time
listening to a laidback and cool dude, who loves making music, playing around with toys and always
curious to find new ways to make music. As a tv editor and musician myself, i know that good criticism
is very important to grow and get better.
But some people are just destructive, have no anger management and wanna see your world burn.
These ppl have been around since and now the internet gives them a platform.
Just saw a video yesterday with the same topic and it's quite sad because you guys put a lot of heart
and time into it as well giving your opinions a name and face.
I guess that's the stress test every TH-camr has to get through. You can't satisfy everyone.
Don't let it get to you and keep on exploring. Cheers Ben
(In short: I just love what you do man 😀)
i'm more of a passive watcher but now i almost feel guilty for not letting you know enough, that you videos are real fun to watch and brought lots of interesting points to my thinking about music and gear. sending lots of love man
I second that, thanks!
Just found/started watching your channel recently and I’ve been drawn to it because of your ethics when it comes to music and gear. You don’t approach things like you’re trying to sell something and NO ONE does that in this kind of space. I appreciate what you do
Unfortunately, these gear videos are by far my favorite videos on this channel, and you've already motivated me to buy several pieces of gear.
There are some incredibly toxic people in these spaces. When you’re a woman it’s all that much worse (and you’ve made a video about inequality in the industry which I applaud you for 🎉) you’re amazing and big respect for taking care of your mental health and preserving your integrity! Happy new Year 😊
This is freaking awesome! I am not a musician but mostly follow you because of your exploration into other scientific, social, and business topics. And of course the ducks! 😍 Congrats on breaking free from the toxicity
awww!
I have enjoyed your gear videos but my favorite thing is your out-of-the-box projects so I look forward to what's coming.
I'm glad you're able to exist on TH-cam at all. I started a small channel in a space that is somehow way more toxic than synth tube and honestly the toxicity hit me so hard I quit.
You’re a good man Benn, honest, insightful, and articulate. It’s a shame there is so much tragic toxicity out there; doubly so that you have been undeservedly subjected to it like this. I look forward to seeing you continue to follow your passion and wish you well.
Don't give up and don't let bullies win.
Disable the comment section instead.
I think we’re all exhausted from gear and things being constantly sold to us when trying to learn production tricks. I don’t blame ya.
You don't have to watch them. It's easy enough. Go to another page. Watch another video. Like turn the screen off. Read a book. Do some calisthenics. Close your eyes. There's endless choices really. There's also channels, smaller channels usually, that just straight talk techniques/composition, ect This isn't one of them BTW.
@@EnervatedSociety I think you may have missed the point of the op's comment... *Whoosh*
I think we're all exhausted of people being absolute fucking dicks more
I guess I missed it too@@tylerevans1700
@@tylerevans1700 Do tell. What was the point in your view because I don't think I missed the point. I'm disagreeing with the words on the screen. I'm not exhausted from gear and things being constantly sold to me and I'm aware of alternatives. Unless "we" means a specific group of people I'm not aware of the comment is just objectively wrong on that point, and the rest is covered in my previous post. What more could there be to it ?
Very suspicious how he had that marker at the end and put it down... what's he hiding?
/s
I’ve been in a lot of toxic online communities: fandoms, political movements, subcultures, etc. I briefly got interested in learning more about music gear and joined some groups, and wow, they truly were above and beyond the worst of all.
Don't quit.
Benn, you deserve better than the toxicity. Your best vids are the science doc type of things, hope you continue making those.
I fully get the reason you’re getting out of the review side of things. People get strangely tribal when it comes to product stacks and I don’t think it’s because of the product itself, but because they have made that part of their identity and sometimes feel like you’re attacking them. People love to say someone is a shill for something because it makes it way easier to justify why they don’t like something when it just might be as simple as “It just doesn’t work for me in the way I work on things.” Do what you need to do, but do know I’ve always liked your take on music gear as a person who is only sort of into music as a hobby and curious how working musicians view a product.
Sorry about your experience. I've enjoyed all of your videos that I have watched. Looking forward to your upcoming projects.
Years ago I accused a TH-camr of being a shill, and he wrote back and defended himself, and it suddenly occurred to me that even though I thought I was defending the world from jerks, maybe I was the one who was being a jerk. Now, if I see a genuine shill I just move on. And for the record, it has never once crossed my mind that you might be a shill; you are one of the most sincere commentators I've ever watched. (BTW, that TH-camr -- Rick Beato --seems to have survived my ill-considered assault on his honor.)
literally watching this after the Play video, which I appreciated. love your work. please don't make decisions based on youtube comments because as we all know they are a cesspool at a level that few other social networks can rival.
I'm afraid the problem goes beyond the screen when some of these people do active things to interfere with their lives and hurt, damage and/or harass people in their circles or even their family. Unfortunately for whatever reason some of these [blanks] think they're justified in taking extreme action outside the realm of even nasty, unthinking and false comments and accusations. You'll find this in almost any arena of interest now and it's deeply disturbing at the very best.
Sorry you have to deal with this stuff man, TH-cam is a lot better with you around, we’re lucky to have you
I barely have any content posted on the TH-cams but THIS is why I will never show my face or hope to reach any kind of notoriety on the TH-cams. My privacy is worth way more than any piece of free gear. That said, is viewers do kinda rely of TH-camrs like this because it’s like the manufacturers actually do as well. And it’s not the synth community that can be toxic-it’s bigger than that. It’s people. It’s what we do. Sadly.
I learned so much about knobs, buttons, switches, bells, and whistles, and discovered a love for synthesis from watching this channel. Thank you Benn. You are informative and inspiring.
We don't deserve you. Thanks Benn for your work! You're probably the most genuine and honest youtuber I know. You usually correct yourself when you notice inconsistencies in future videos, your passion is completely honest. But honestly, these sh***y people are out there and youtube unfortunately attracts "shilldetector9000ers" and cynics like any other public place.
You stand out as a creator that puts effort into being as honest and fair as possible in whatever you do. You've got integrity and I think it shows. It's a shame you'll have to stop doing something you enjoy, but here's to other fun projects! I look forward to what comes next.
Don't sweat it guys new gear review coming in a few months
Music was good when there was scarcity of instruments and no massification of gear.
Now everybody thinks they can make music.
I’m one of those who heard this and thought “awwww”. I enjoy all your videos, even the gear ones. And you’ve learned to string a sentence together pretty well! TH-cam is going to be a little bit lesser of a place now without your thoughts on new gear.
The internet has become absolutely riddled with dickheads who think that, instead of just clicking away from something they don't enjoy, they NEED to leave a stupid comment behind. Sorry you've fallen prey to them. Keep up the amazing work with all of your brilliant videos, love all the insights into the music industry that you share!
I just delete any undesirable comments from my uploads, then again I've only had to do that once or twice.
"Has become" This is always how the internet was.
Yup. It's a cesspool.@@MGMan37
@@MGMan37 yeah, in fact. it used to be worse.
The problem is that ya'll take these people seriosuly. Bro, don't let a rando o the internet affect you. This includes me😂 Grow a pair. The world is a rough place.
Some people make music. Some people obsess over the gear. The 2 are not the same people.
Man this world :(, the web :( both love and hate it sometimes...
Thank you for all the reviews and we support you whatever you're gonna do next! ❤
Sir, You are one of the best TH-camrs around. After a 40 year break I started making music again a few years ago and your channel has always been informative, inspiring and fun. Your passion and unique approach to showcasing “gear” is a joy to see because everyone can tell you love making music. Don’t let a small noisy minority spoil what you enjoy.
By the way, the rushed make-up looks fine 😊
One of the things that is cool about your videos is how creative they are. You can and will do that with whatever videos you choose to do.
So much social media has become toxic in recent years 😫 And this is the reason I've very much withdrawn from social media.
I was the moderator / admin for several groups on Facebook. It was fun at first, but now it's just a war against trolls, scammers, and idiots 😫 And a realization that nobody listens and nobody cares.
I'd do my best to remove scammers from the group. And I'd do my best to educate the group members about how these scammers operate. I'd even post warnings with examples of what to look for. But I began to feel as though I'm wasting my time. People would ignore my warnings because they "wanted to believe" that these scammers were real 🙏 And surprise surprise! They would end up getting scammed by the very same scammer I had warned everybody about 💸
This is why we can't have nice things...
My Polyend Play arrived today. I ordered it specifically based on your videos. I think it the best creativity tool for those who are not well-versed in the ways of a groovebox. I love this thing and I am glad that somebody could give me the “straight skinny” on which Polyend model was for me. Thanks for all your videos and I wish you the best in the coming years.
Literally the most sincere, interesting, mind-bendingly creative TH-camr in the space, and this is the fucking guy they bully into submission? The internet is a fucking cesspool.
If there's any question in your mind if your gear reviews are inspiring, or fun to watch: I've been in a rut for a while. I keep making the same... samey shit, to the point that I just turn the shit off and walk away...
I got about 3/4 of the way through the Play+ video before getting the urge to make something, pulled out my ESX-1 and made the first beat I've actually liked in like 6 months. A little bit of inspiration goes a long way I guess.
Anyway, not trying to convince you to keep doing it, because I like the video essays too, and maintaining your sanity comes first, but I just felt the need to share.
And dw I came back to watch the other 25% lol
I’ve been watching your videos for years! The first time I remembering seeing you interacting with people online was on Reddit with the Synthrotek misery where you talked about offering to pay to rebrand gearslutz. I have always appreciated you pushing for a less divisive world we can all make art in.
I will miss your gear videos. But, I hope to see more science and adventure videos (you and Cameron in the cave is one of my favorite videos in the last year or so).
Please be well!
"Aww" is both the best thing I can say and heartfelt.
I don't comment often. However, I am a Public School Teacher in the US, and I can relate to the topsy turvy (to put it extremely fucking lightly) commenting and criticism. I hope you continue to create content, if only to keep us (me) thinking about content and creativity.
Thank you for all your contributions for the synth music community. Your gear videos have influenced my personal selections of gear every now and then - gear that I still hold on to as precious tools for creation. It breaks my heart to see you go but I fully understand your reasons. Take care Benn, looking forward to seeing the documentary and all the other videos you make in the future! ✌
Wow, you're truly a gem. I'm so sorry that you've had to deal with this shit for so long. What a shame that a vocal minority can throw so much trash. Your transparency and honesty has always been inspirational. Stay strong ❤
You have been a blessing in the music World. Greetings from a Long and Mcquade Canada employee... I recommend your videos to several customers every week.
Benn, I was the person from R/synthesizers who approached you a few years before you started this channel to do an AMA, because I’ve been a fan of The Flashbulb for a long time. I am so sorry that you’ve experienced such toxicity and have really found your gear reviews to be the best on TH-cam (and also secretly hoped you’d someday review the Jamstik midi guitar), but totally understand and support your choice.
I feel like there are way too many people creating gear reviews these days, and not nearly enough discussion about programming and technique. I’d love to see more of a focus on that (like how you programmed some crazy Flashbulb drum patterns in the past vs. how you’d do it now) as a way to encourage actual (electronic) music education instead of appealing to GAS, consumerism, and the often extreme reactions people express online. Whatever you do, I’ll still be tuning in.
I feel you Benn. You're not alone. I had to get out of all my synth subreddits because they've become toxic cesspools of negativity and trolls. I joined them to meet like-minded people and have a good time, but it's like it's gotten too big or something.
I'm sorry this has been your experience as well. I hope you get what you need from ditching the toxicity.
Luckily, we can all just turn off and disappear into our studios.
People on synth and music making discussion platforms have unfortunately always been toxic A F. It was the exact same thing when forums were the thing, when IRC was the thing, when newsgroups were the thing and so on. I guess nothing really has changed, unfortunately. The only cure is usually super strict and active moderators or totally closed communities, but in TH-cam something like that doesn't exist at all... :(
Some people suck, your work is consistently great regardless of the focus and while I’m one of those in the “aww” camp, I’m so excited for what’s next!
I'm one of those people that said, "Awwww" to the resignation, as it were.
I have enjoyed your content. Thank you for the hard work. I don't know what else to say, as an internet stranger, other than what you've done has always been top notch, and I appreciated your honestly and opinion on gear and music markets... even if I (rarely) disagreed with some bits, I still found the production value and presentation to be honest and straightforward.
Take care, my man.
I think a big challenge for any content maker is to not let negativity and toxicity to get to you.
To me this channel is one of the best things to currently be on TH-cam and I'm sure that anyone who feels that would rather watch than comment anything about it.
Maybe a suggestion would be to completely ditch the comment section and keep doing what you like.
No one did gear videos quite like you, and I hope that in some capacity they continue in the future. Appreciate everything you do and all the inspiration you’ve provided over the years!
Benn, your content is always top quality. Your opinion and insight are valued. Thanks for sharing the journey. Peace
Thank you Benn for all of the great videos you have made and shared. I'm happy if you got some free gear out of the gig!
I value that you're sharing an opinion, above all. I can go to the manufacturer's web page for the details. It's a shame that some folks aren't secure enough in their own selves to allow someone the space to hold their own opinion. As for me, I welcome them, respectfully delivered, that are different than my own... I'm open enough sometimes to let that change me, to learn something new and expand my own breadth through that exposure. I hope that the folks who channel their self-expression through toxicity can learn a happier path though life. They've got bigger issues that whatever the latest perceived gear slight they've found, and unfortunately for them those problems will plague them, diminishing their own quality of life until actually dealt with and healed.
But I diverge!
As for your stated "What's next..." I've always found your "other" videos (ie non-gear denos) much more unique, creative and special. You've got a curious mind that takes you and your viewer on some incredible adventures and a real penchant for sharing that joy and discovery. I've always felt richer, smarter or otherwise uplifted after one of them. I can't wait to see you grow in this direction. You can be damn sure I'll be along for that ride. One day I hope to shake your hand at a conference, club or other venue and give you an abbreviated version of this "Thanks" in person. Screens are ubiquitous, but a real human connection is priceless, however brief.
PS. I totally relate to your "Forgetting how to string a sentence together," esp. after the pandemic shift to work-from-home. LOL!!! I just -might- be the guy who talks the ear off of the mailman whenever I bump into them. :)
Your genuine being has always shown through so clearly in the almost two decades I've followed your work. Your authenticity and passion is truly so inspiring. No matter what you do I'm sure it will be great.
I couldn't believe how many people in the MPC community acted as if you were not qualified to speak on the problems with your MPC Key 61 (that you purchased). The most insane thing to me was how it continued after pulling out your old MPC's, as if all your other gear and experience didn't matter, either. While I know that much of it was due to jealousy, tribalism, and the toxicity of the internet...damn. Here we are the following year, with a totally different piece of gear, set of circumstances, and community. Guess we both saw it coming, with that whole eyebrow crack...sorry. Man, this is a toxic space.
I mostly enjoy your investigative topics. 👍
“I refuse to join any club that would have me as a member.” - Groucho Marx
You’ve always been good in my book. I am one of those 29 people out of 30 that are absolutely fine with all of the endeavors you undertake. Lovely stuff. I’ve always thought that you are a fun and down to earth generally smart guy and will definitely support one day in my other YT channel and would love to see any live performances that you are involved in if I ever make it back out to the states.
I was a child growing up with your music benn. Only 10 years old listening to the flasbulb - red extensions of me and my vacant life. Growing up, you were my hero and I even used to tell my dad how I wanted to be like you when I was older. I struggled with bipolar disorder and had problems being normal like other kids and you and the squarepusher were my only 2 artists I even had on rotation. I'm glad to see more people knowing about you, and I do hope your channel grows even more.
no aphex or BOC bro?
straight up didn't realize he's the flashbulb until now. wow that's crazy, i love his music so much
We love you Benn. Sorry for the toxic people you have to deal with. Thank you for your friendship, passion, and insight. Ha! I hesitate to hit comment as I'm sure there will be shitty replies to this one. Oh well.
Sorry to hear about the bullshit you had to endure. Glad you're moving on in a healthy way!
You're one of the only gear reviewers I watch as you review the gear from the perspective of someone who just wants to use it to make music, not for the sake of making a product video. Your perspective is more honest then just about anyone I have seen on this platform and that why I subscribe. I think that having a unique personal perspective will always generate some tension as there is nothing that everyone will ever completely agree on.
Thank you for all you’ve done, Benn. I can’t explain in words, how much joy and information I have received from you. I appreciate everything you’ve done. I loved your recent piece on arrangers. That was fantastic!! Best of luck in the future.
It’s hard to find a TH-camr that isn’t pushing gear. I’ll be watching your channel. You have my vote!
I don't really have much history commenting but I wish I vocalized my support and gratitude earlier. I wish you the best moving forward and can't wait to see what you have in store. Godspeed, Benn!
You are one of the most transparent and passionate musicians on TH-cam.
To anyone that made you feel like you are being anything but your sincere self, f**k you.
I will never understand why people watch videos just to complain about them.
You’re a GOAT, Benn, and so many of us love your content and personality. It’s why us “normal people” (grains of salt and all) that watch content we like… well, watch it. If I don’t like it, I don’t watch it. I don’t care about most sports so I don’t watch much sporting content… who populates their own TH-cam feed with content they actively dislike? Sounds like a *SKILL ISSUE* and Benn isn’t the one with said issue…
Some of you folks need to get a life or maybe write a song about how you feel because there isn’t much worse cringe than nonproductive “musicians” bagging on real musicians.
Unsure how a well priced and cool groovebox is even remotely a hot take. The device involved here is literally called PLAY.
I guess your channel isn’t the kind of parasocial drama some of these folks require to find happiness by being a toxic POS behind a keyboard.
*BENN YOU RULE - STAY TRUE*
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I totally understand your decision. Even if 99.9% of death treats from internet trolls are totally empty, you still have to take all of them seriously for your own safety, not to mention the safety of those who are close to you. You just never know with some people out there. Having to deal with that shit would no doubt be stressful for anyone and I can totally see how it would sap all of the fun out of making gear content.
Perhaps I'm one of the few that's sad to see you step away from gear videos. The video you made on the FLKey convinced me to pick one up for myself and I have really enjoyed using it. There were plenty of other videos from other creators on it, but you definitely did the best job of demonstrating all of its capabilities and its unique integration with FL Studio. So I for one have always really appreciated your input on both hardware and software.
This is sad news man, I'm sorry you've had to go through all this. Im sure you're going to have an amazing next chapter in whatever you do creatively.
It's just jealousy, every successful social media creator gets this, just ignore them and do what you enjoy
you are gonna be missed in the gear space, but i can understand and relate to your decision. Really enjoyed your perspective on feature sets and workflow combined with great demo examples. keep up the good work with your channel, whatever formats you choose..