Not trying to be dramatic here but he lowkey told us in this Livestream that he was feeling suicidal and that the members kept him from self harm. I am so thankful that he is so honest with us and not just only romantically blabbering about how everything works out so well with skz but also talks about the hardships. I love him for the realness he brings to an industry that is most of the time super fake. ❤️
@@loveSTAY___ That's what he thinks now. I think what he was trying to say was that back in the past during one of his low moments being young, lonely, homesick etc... he had a brief moment of thinking about suicide but it passed very quickly. And maybe because of that brief moment he spoke about how it's not worth harming yourself in any way later on when he had that broadcast. But neither of us truly know unless he actually comes out and says what was going through his mind at the time. However, that's what my impression about what he said was. He's definitely not like that nowadays though. He's in a really good place!
Yes he said that back in their 1st realitiy show as well (back then way more teary eyes (I suppose because those times were closer then)....show me a leader/ person (in Kpop) that hasn't depression (tendencies)...so far in 7 years NO ONE could answer ME that. Guess in a way they took (till the results of that couple years ago) as "part of the job." So I am glad we seem to have at least learned that Mental Health is a THING WORLDWIDE...the dealing with it could be approved so ANYWHERE (I suppose..) ;)
Wow , I always knew that Chan cherished his members and literally everyone around him , but to hear him clearly say something like "not being here on planet earth" is so... Sad , I never knew he felt that had wanted to leave this world.. I'm so grateful to God , to straykids that they met each other, the guy talks about them like they are his whole world ,no wonder he is protective of them ( alongside the staff ) , I'm so happy that he has them ... I pray that skz stays together even if one day they'll disband , I'm sure they'll stick with eachother. All love to Bang Chan you deserve everything..
not only he was away from his family but had to endure being a trainee for so many years, watching how his friends debut and stuff.. that can lower your self esteem so hard and he said multiple times that he "hates himself" poor channie he truly deserves the world
Yeah plus I’m pretty sure we all remember the events of the 42nd Chan’s Room (in general, but mostly the comments being said in chat telling him to kys and stuff). If he meant what he implied here, I can only imagine how much worse that could’ve been for him behind the scenes :’/
@@seungmins_lost_sock that time Woojin left too so he was suffering, his eyes got all tears but he held them strongly, but they decided to tell him ugly words
I was expecting him to say „i would not be doing this live today“ or „i would not be producing songs“ or anything but i really did not see „planet earth“ coming and it hit really hard. Chan is a very honest guy and I am happy that he has left that phase behind, hopefully he won’t ever feel so lonely again. Chan we love you🤍
More reasons to love chan, he's very relatable and he's so honest with his fans. I really can't believe a human like him exists, he's too good for the world ❤
I can imagine that people around the world with depression and suicidal thoughts are also watching this right now and let me tell you that I am glad Channie gets so much love and support from thousands of people + his members. They help him on hard and rough days, but.. what about us? The normal folks do not have this kind of support, we just have to deal with it kinda untill it is too late. I am a suicide survivor and if you have these thoughts right now, please know that you are not alone.. The only one that can reach out for help is yourself. So do never hesitate! I love you, stay strong and survive 💜 I know what it's like to sit deep below a well...
I can't even think of him harming himself. I wish i could really go in person to thank all the skz members keeping him from harming himself.i swear chan doesnt deserve all this hate, he is a very pure and honest person that also saved people by being who he is. We all love you bangchan. Please don't let the haters also harm u, you mean the world to us ❤️
Every time I hear that Chan left his family in Australia and lived alone in Korea at age 14 and lived 7 hard years of training, my heart just breaks to a thousand pieces. Literally every damn time I hear it. I'm just so thankful that the members came into his life and brought them all to us, stays 🥲🤍
Years as a trainee and even now as an idol must take a huge toll in a singular person. Stresses how important it is to have a support system. Though this topic may be taboo and triggering to some circles, I'm really glad that he is able to open about it with Stays. Anything that happens in that room, anything he says, and WE say, should be treated with an open mind. Chan's Room is such a gift, and a real safe space and I feel not a lot of people who watch realizes that, even less, appreciate it.❤
The amount of respect I have for Chan not only for being a leader but for being vulnerable and open to stays. So many idols won't talk about stuff like that but Chan talking about it shows us stuff with get better and that every idol is human, he's such an amazing leader and person and I remember when I ran into him before he was so nice!
I relate a lot to how Chan feels; that feeling of emptiness can be overwhelming. Sometimes i get depressed vibes from him, and i think he might've been at one time in his life, probably when he was a trainee. Him saying that without Stray Kids he might not be on this Earth was heartbreaking. He is the kind of person that really needs his family and friends to be grounded in life, and im so glad that he found his family in Stray Kids. I hope he, and all the members, get a break soon so that they can just relax and not feel stressed. Hopefully they'll get the chance to after the release of 5 Star. Being the leader seems like it takes a lot out of him, but im glad the members arent just that, but also friends and family, people he can rely on. He has such a pure heart; i genuinely hope nothing bad ever happens to any of the members, especially him. Love you Chan ❤
This makes me cry. He brings so much sunshine into so many people's lives that it's unbearable that he's had to go through feeling so alone. If anyone out there is in a dark place, please remember that you are also bringing light into someone else's life, you just can't see it from where you are right now. Reach out to someone - anyone - and talk about it. You don't have to go through it alone.
And this is why he said he didn’t want Felix to go through the same thing he did. I admire and appreciate his honesty so much as saying things like this can be pretty hard, specially in this industry. I don’t know how I’m ever going to get over this man’s kindness, love, and care for everyone but specially his members. They’ve done so much for each other. I hope nothing but the best for this hard-working and amazing group of people 🤍
Hearing this made me cry. Uh, I'll leave this here: everyone thinks Angel Baby is a love song, and it is, but I want to point out how the lyrics relate to Chan here. "You came out the blue on a rainy night. I tell you how I almost died, while you're bringing me back to life"
I'm so thankful that Chan is honest with his fans and I'm happy that his members/ brothers or lifelong partners came into his life. Chan deserves the world and he shouldn't have to feel this way he should be appreciated for all that he does he does so much for stay, his members, and no doubt random people and his family. He's truly a kind hearted person and we should support and love him though it all. I would be crushed if we lost him. We love you Chan 💞
You know guys he is definitely a genuine person. He is very open about himself. I like this about him very much and being emotionally open is a rare thing in this industry, which is very sad. Idols need to be cautious in every single step they take. And he is an exception, atleast for me. He is an Excellent Leader, the Best Hyung, Awesome Musician, but firstly a Humble Human Being. He wasn't my first bias. But knowing him little by little I am falling in love with him❤A long way to go Mr.Bang Christopher Chan🥰Love You a Lot Chan❤All the Best to the BEST LEADER😘👍
my heart was sold for him when i watched him talking about self harm years ago, just broken down into tears. I get him and that’s why it’s so heart-broken. To me skz is like a miracle. I don’t see any value in a world without chan and skz (and i don’t even try to be dramatic here). They’re just another human on earth yet they’re so earnest, so kind. The world really doesn’t deserve him, and i meant it literally, after everything people dumped on him for their own convinience.
Dude’s on about depression 🥺 I’m sending love to each & every one of the members. I hope now they are all in a much better place, mentally!! Really proud of them💕
In a world full of lies chan is always honest with us we love him for that noone can change our feelings about chan he is so iconic and talks about the good and the bad❤ love you chan
I hope when skz gets even bigger and start having more solo fans and toxic fans that they (fans) understand that these boys love and cherish each other so much and that they don't start hating one member because of another. That'll invariably hurt the members more than we know
I love him so much I want him to be happy for the rest of his life like, my god he is really an angel. One of the kindest people I have ever seen on this earth.
As someone who moved to a different country for school, this is such a specific feeling of loneliness and isolation, it breaks you. I struggled really hard during my first years and am still struggling now, im so happy that he found home in korea
That physically hurt me to watch. Like he honestly deserves the world and to know he felt like that just breaks my heart. My only comfort is knowing that the love he gives to the members and Stay is returned tenfold.
Y’all make sure to love on your friends and family. It’s so heartbreaking to hear how lonely he felt, and even more so when you think about how many people face that and how unnoticed it goes. If you haven’t heard it today, I love you 💕
this is why i love chan so much. i was also in a mental state similar to his and without my best friends i don’t think i’d be here right now. i completely understand where’s he’s coming from and i love that he’s so open about it and loves to help others with his experiences (as do i) i am new to skz but i care about them all so much and it’s heartbreaking to hear about stuff like this but it’s also so amazing to know that their bond is a bond that will never break no matter where they go in life or however far away they are from each other. now that i am a Stay, i cant imagine my life without them.
Chan reminds me of Yoongi in how open and honest he truly is about what he's been through. He always tries to present positively and put a light spin on things, but he's been through so much... they both have. And that's why they both write music that is so meaningful and relatable to those who have suffered.
me still being alone:😢 glad they were able they were able to fix chan e deserves the world and we are all very happy he is still here he will never feel alone again
Dear Chan: Don´t you EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER... E V E R!!! Think about "leaving planet Earth" again!!! We promise to follow you whatever you go 😬🤯😳 don´t scare us, okay??!!! 🥺🥺🥺
Hearing him speak like this is so hard, and I can't imagine how hard it was for him to go through that and tell us about it. I think pretty much all of us can relate to what he's saying on some level. A lot of us also very well could possibly not be here without Stray Kids and kpop as a whole. I'm so grateful to know these wonderful souls, they're truly phenomonal. I hope Bang Chan is doing alright. I wish I could take away any pain he could, and most certainly is feeling, it just breaks my heart to see these people who I've grown to love go through this. We'll always be with you Chan, Stray Kids. Love Stray Kids. Love Stay.
it's because of him and Stray kids that I'm still here. He is so open and honest, and I just want everything good for him. I have felt that loneliness for so long, and being so empty, and I think it makes me appreciate him and the songs more, knowing why I connect to it so much. The first time i heard Slump, i tried not to cry because I was at a doctors appointment. I didn't know it yet, but that song would define the last year. I had thought I had met someone who was "the one" and I fell hard and fast, and i spent over a year and half thinking I was going to get to spend the rest of my life with this person, and I had finally found my other half. Only for us to go on our one year anniversary and find out he was cheating at the very end of the trip. Not even from him, but from the other woman. I've spent so long feeling like I wasn't enough for that person. I've spent months thinking I was the problem. Whether I was too annoying, or too much, or I just wasn't pretty enough to keep his interest anymore. And it's so shitty. I've felt like I haven't been enough for so long, that I kept losing hope. I feel like I won't achieve my dreams, and I keep holding back from going for what I dream of, because I'm afraid. But when I'm afraid, I remember how afraid Felix and Chan had to be, to leave Australia at a young age, and just go for it. I think I relate a lot to Felix in learning Korean and just having it thrown at you and you try to just absorb it all at once, and prove you can be enough. My korean still sucks, but I tell myself, if Felix can do it, so can I. I don't have to be afraid anymore. Oddinary, came out when I was in Seoul. I felt so alone, and like I had no one who cared. And each time I played it on the subway, it made it a little bit easier. So many times, i thought, what if this was it, I've peaked and the most I'll ever be, is someone who never was, because I was too afraid to put myself out there after being hurt so deeply. When he hugs the camera at the end of the live, it makes me feel warm inside. I had wanted a hug for so damn long, that I was just ready to fall apart. I'm going back to Seoul again soon, and I think being lonely is the hardest part of it. Having left my family the first time, I did it out of spite to my ex. He told me I'd never afford it, I couldn't do it, and I had to prove him wrong then. And now i'm doing it for me (again) and for my career and to find happiness. Because I'm miserable working a job I hate, and I just want to do something I love. I hope that one day, I meet a person who can love me the way I love stray kids. Unconditionally and with my whole heart.
lol....what an irony, Chan has stayed here because of the Stray Kids members, and after all of this NOW we force ourselves to stay (nevermind that we cant stand it and that we want to end it all in the most unthinkable way).....because of them (and prove me wrong - because of him). I have no idea if there is any words at all for this kind of love, but whatever he says, whatever he sings, his voice and the voice of the others always scream "i love you, i truly do, you can do it, and even if you think you cant just remember - we are by your side and we will always be" Anyone can say this is an exaggeration, i dont want only the "real stays" to understand it, i want everyone to understand it. If it was anyone else he would probably give up. But understand that this is our time and our chance to learn, instead of being envy that we are not in his place and that we dont have the same life, we need to learn, and i think they are here for that, to teach us how to be human. When you listen to their music and words you are happy right? you feel safe right? So, lets show them that we are not just some depressed kids who need a mental waste bin, lets prove ourselves to them and make them proud.
He deserves the world, he's such an amazing person he doesn't deserve the pain that he was or he is still feeling, i'm glad that he found people who make him happy. Stray kids are the best i can't-
Someone please give this man everything he needs so he never feels lonely again! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I hate to hear he's felt this way! Thank god for stray kids cause my world would be so much darker without chan in it.
when i think deeply abt chan and his lifestory, i want to cry. he is so strong and continues to be such an amazing role model not only to the rest of skz but to stay and those close to him and the kpop industry too. i wish all of skz could truly feel and hear the love stay have for them all the time
I’m so glad you were strong enough to weather the storm. It made you a stronger, caring person. And it shows in the way you love and care for your Stray family. I’m really glad Felix is with you Aussie-Aussie-Aussie!!!
I was lost for words when he basically said he was suicidal but then when he said that stray kids help him from that I was happy but seriously I would cry if he ever did that to himself like I feel like Chan is a very different leader I know a lot of people say this about there leader but there’s something about chan that makes him unique I know I may sound crazy but I love Chan and the members so much tbh I feel like if I ever knew them in real life they would be very good friends
When he said he wouldnt be on earth it scared me because a world with no bang chan sounds cursed. I'm so grateful that he was surrounded by the right people
oh my god i never realised that chan was feeling suicidal for a moment of time. I hate to think about all the sh*t that he wouldve gone through. The thought just brings me to tears 😭😭😭😭😭
This is heartbreaking. The world almost lost a talented and lovely person because of K-pop… I’m so grateful for Stray Kids saving this man (& for the artistry & joy they bring to us). ❤
When he said " not even in planet earth " i fucking cried, idk if I'm over analyzing but seems to as some suicidal shit.. omg plz this boy doesn't deserve any of this, I hope he never ever experience such feelings again
this video has changed my way to think about him, not on a bad way, it just reminds me that they are humans too, and they can feel rlly bad or go through really hard times.
I love him so much. He doesn't even know me, but when I listen to him talking like this I really feel like his friend. I really hope that he is always happy, because he deserves all the happiness in the world
I'm glad he didn't join the Angels as he felt like this, and I'm very happy he's still here. Still a lot of "best days of our lives" to look forward to for the, for me and for you =)
oof I'm not gonna lie this hurt to hear to think he could have ever really felt that way but more people than we know feels this way in fact I find it hard to belive that no one ever at least at one point in their life thinks this way. But I tolly resonate with Chris tbh I don't feel like I really have people that prevent me from not wanting to not be here really so I kinda envy Chris.
But did he know that he also saved a lot of stays (and also some non-stay)? For example: me. Before I met him I was in a really bad period and- idk how to explain it. But it’s like he just show me something I’ve never seen in my life. I’m not gonna say that it happiness but it like.. hum.. support ? The support I’ve never got ? He gives us tips and help us. He literally saved me. Like he said, without him, without stray kids, I might not even be here on planet earth. I’m very very very thankful to them. I’ve always been alone my whole life, even If I got "friends". I was like " nobody loves me. Nobody cares about me. Nobody want me." And then, I met them. Even if they don’t know me, even if I’ve never talk to them, they saved me. And I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who was saved. « You makes Straykids STAY » Straykids makes STAY stay in life
Chan you are everything!!!! In a world full of dishonesty and fakness you are a shining truth and light of real honesty.thank you so much for being so open & transparent with your inner thoughts and emotions.you give us all strength to deal with life's crap...I hope us Stays can be that for you as well!!! we truly love,admire and adore you!!! Thank you for talking with us from the heart. Sending much love and support to you!! Always.you are a treasure!!🤗🎶✌
I knew chan was going through alot after leaving Australia, but I didn't expect suicidal. TBH I also have been feeling worthless and thinking about that too. But thanks to straykids, thanks to all stays he has become less depressed and be a very happy human being. I really wish I was in that state of mind but I guess I will only get that after achieving and completing my dream. Straykids everywhere all around the world. We all make straykids stay!!
I dont have friends, and i understand how chan felt. Cuz even for me, if it wasnt for skz , i wouldnt be happy. Theyre like the only colour in my lonely life. I thats why i really really REALLY love them with all of my heart. I wish i could be friends with them, but thats like an unreachable dream. But as long theyre happy and safe, im happy too. Their happiness is my happiness. Theyre all so hardworking and such good human beings, i cant stand them getting hurt even in the slightest. It really ticks me off too. So chan, if you like, ever see this, (prolly a one in a million chance, but hey, your watching stays ryt?) Pls yk that ur the best, your not gona be alone anymore cuz u have skz and us stays. Were all always here for you. You're enough, youre perfect just the way you are. Skz, thank you for existing, and pls never leave us.❤LOVE YALL❤
in this, he was saying that he often feels alone and lost. He went on to say that earlier when stray kids was just coming together, he was seriously at the point where he was thinking of unaliving himself. He says that straykids saved him from that though and all the members lifted him up and filled him up with joy and let him know he was no longer alone or lost.
Not trying to be dramatic here but he lowkey told us in this Livestream that he was feeling suicidal and that the members kept him from self harm. I am so thankful that he is so honest with us and not just only romantically blabbering about how everything works out so well with skz but also talks about the hardships. I love him for the realness he brings to an industry that is most of the time super fake. ❤️
I intended that too when he said "not being on planet earth" because first I was like awww and then after that I was "wait what"
He is unlikely to be suicidal. in one of the broadcasts he said that in order not to be, it’s not worth harming yourself in any way
@@loveSTAY___ That's what he thinks now. I think what he was trying to say was that back in the past during one of his low moments being young, lonely, homesick etc... he had a brief moment of thinking about suicide but it passed very quickly. And maybe because of that brief moment he spoke about how it's not worth harming yourself in any way later on when he had that broadcast. But neither of us truly know unless he actually comes out and says what was going through his mind at the time. However, that's what my impression about what he said was. He's definitely not like that nowadays though. He's in a really good place!
@@kiramakishima7836 agreed
Yes he said that back in their 1st realitiy show as well (back then way more teary eyes (I suppose because those times were closer then)....show me a leader/ person (in Kpop) that hasn't depression (tendencies)...so far in 7 years NO ONE could answer ME that. Guess in a way they took (till the results of that couple years ago) as "part of the job."
So I am glad we seem to have at least learned that Mental Health is a THING WORLDWIDE...the dealing with it could be approved so ANYWHERE (I suppose..) ;)
When KPOP is full of fakeness, we have Chan who’s always been and always be honest. Noone can unlove this man.
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Wow , I always knew that Chan cherished his members and literally everyone around him , but to hear him clearly say something like "not being here on planet earth" is so... Sad , I never knew he felt that had wanted to leave this world.. I'm so grateful to God , to straykids that they met each other, the guy talks about them like they are his whole world ,no wonder he is protective of them ( alongside the staff ) , I'm so happy that he has them ... I pray that skz stays together even if one day they'll disband , I'm sure they'll stick with eachother. All love to Bang Chan you deserve everything..
I’m grateful skz saved him and for saving me…❤️
Yes thank God and SKZ🙏😭❤️
not only he was away from his family but had to endure being a trainee for so many years, watching how his friends debut and stuff.. that can lower your self esteem so hard and he said multiple times that he "hates himself" poor channie he truly deserves the world
Yeah plus I’m pretty sure we all remember the events of the 42nd Chan’s Room (in general, but mostly the comments being said in chat telling him to kys and stuff). If he meant what he implied here, I can only imagine how much worse that could’ve been for him behind the scenes :’/
@@Ivory81 omg thats horrible.
@@Ivory81 thats just so messed up. Who the hell decides to tell that to someone :(
@@seungmins_lost_sock that time Woojin left too so he was suffering, his eyes got all tears but he held them strongly, but they decided to tell him ugly words
I was expecting him to say „i would not be doing this live today“ or „i would not be producing songs“ or anything but i really did not see „planet earth“ coming and it hit really hard. Chan is a very honest guy and I am happy that he has left that phase behind, hopefully he won’t ever feel so lonely again. Chan we love you🤍
More reasons to love chan, he's very relatable and he's so honest with his fans. I really can't believe a human like him exists, he's too good for the world ❤
Chan deserves the world but do some ppl in the world deserve him?
Also, I still can't get over his voice and accent though-
I wish I could hug him tightly and say how not alone he is -
I think it's odd that this made me cry- 😭
not odd, just means your empathetic
you're not alone😢
its not odd, it means you truly understand what he felt
I can imagine that people around the world with depression and suicidal thoughts are also watching this right now and let me tell you that I am glad Channie gets so much love and support from thousands of people + his members. They help him on hard and rough days, but.. what about us?
The normal folks do not have this kind of support, we just have to deal with it kinda untill it is too late.
I am a suicide survivor and if you have these thoughts right now, please know that you are not alone..
The only one that can reach out for help is yourself. So do never hesitate!
I love you, stay strong and survive 💜
I know what it's like to sit deep below a well...
I believe you are the light in someone 's life, do not give up and I love you!
I can't even think of him harming himself. I wish i could really go in person to thank all the skz members keeping him from harming himself.i swear chan doesnt deserve all this hate, he is a very pure and honest person that also saved people by being who he is. We all love you bangchan. Please don't let the haters also harm u, you mean the world to us ❤️
He said he felt suicidal, and stray kids saved him. I can relate I can't Imagine a world without Chan in it, love you Chan 💜💜💖💖💖💗💗💗❤❤❤❤
Every time I hear that Chan left his family in Australia and lived alone in Korea at age 14 and lived 7 hard years of training, my heart just breaks to a thousand pieces. Literally every damn time I hear it. I'm just so thankful that the members came into his life and brought them all to us, stays 🥲🤍
My heart..... Chris BangChan is the most pure beautiful human on this planet of earth and we must protect him. ♡
I really wanna hug him and tell him about how many people he has saved through his career. He deserved every good thing!!
Years as a trainee and even now as an idol must take a huge toll in a singular person. Stresses how important it is to have a support system. Though this topic may be taboo and triggering to some circles, I'm really glad that he is able to open about it with Stays.
Anything that happens in that room, anything he says, and WE say, should be treated with an open mind. Chan's Room is such a gift, and a real safe space and I feel not a lot of people who watch realizes that, even less, appreciate it.❤
The amount of respect I have for Chan not only for being a leader but for being vulnerable and open to stays. So many idols won't talk about stuff like that but Chan talking about it shows us stuff with get better and that every idol is human, he's such an amazing leader and person and I remember when I ran into him before he was so nice!
I relate a lot to how Chan feels; that feeling of emptiness can be overwhelming. Sometimes i get depressed vibes from him, and i think he might've been at one time in his life, probably when he was a trainee. Him saying that without Stray Kids he might not be on this Earth was heartbreaking. He is the kind of person that really needs his family and friends to be grounded in life, and im so glad that he found his family in Stray Kids. I hope he, and all the members, get a break soon so that they can just relax and not feel stressed. Hopefully they'll get the chance to after the release of 5 Star. Being the leader seems like it takes a lot out of him, but im glad the members arent just that, but also friends and family, people he can rely on. He has such a pure heart; i genuinely hope nothing bad ever happens to any of the members, especially him. Love you Chan ❤
This makes me cry. He brings so much sunshine into so many people's lives that it's unbearable that he's had to go through feeling so alone.
If anyone out there is in a dark place, please remember that you are also bringing light into someone else's life, you just can't see it from where you are right now. Reach out to someone - anyone - and talk about it. You don't have to go through it alone.
And this is why he said he didn’t want Felix to go through the same thing he did. I admire and appreciate his honesty so much as saying things like this can be pretty hard, specially in this industry. I don’t know how I’m ever going to get over this man’s kindness, love, and care for everyone but specially his members. They’ve done so much for each other. I hope nothing but the best for this hard-working and amazing group of people 🤍
Hearing this made me cry. Uh, I'll leave this here: everyone thinks Angel Baby is a love song, and it is, but I want to point out how the lyrics relate to Chan here. "You came out the blue on a rainy night. I tell you how I almost died, while you're bringing me back to life"
I'm so thankful that Chan is honest with his fans and I'm happy that his members/ brothers or lifelong partners came into his life. Chan deserves the world and he shouldn't have to feel this way he should be appreciated for all that he does he does so much for stay, his members, and no doubt random people and his family. He's truly a kind hearted person and we should support and love him though it all. I would be crushed if we lost him. We love you Chan 💞
bro chan is the best person i saw in my hole life
like damn bro
"bro chan" is the cutest thing I've ever heard...
He deserves a award for outstanding work 🙂
You know guys he is definitely a genuine person. He is very open about himself. I like this about him very much and being emotionally open is a rare thing in this industry, which is very sad. Idols need to be cautious in every single step they take. And he is an exception, atleast for me. He is an Excellent Leader, the Best Hyung, Awesome Musician, but firstly a Humble Human Being. He wasn't my first bias. But knowing him little by little I am falling in love with him❤A long way to go Mr.Bang Christopher Chan🥰Love You a Lot Chan❤All the Best to the BEST LEADER😘👍
my heart was sold for him when i watched him talking about self harm years ago, just broken down into tears. I get him and that’s why it’s so heart-broken. To me skz is like a miracle. I don’t see any value in a world without chan and skz (and i don’t even try to be dramatic here). They’re just another human on earth yet they’re so earnest, so kind. The world really doesn’t deserve him, and i meant it literally, after everything people dumped on him for their own convinience.
The fact that last year haters tried their best to get hyunjin out must have been so stressful to chan ofc to all members but specially him
I love how open he is with us, and that he feels comfortable enough to share something so personal. We love you Chan!
Dude’s on about depression 🥺
I’m sending love to each & every one of the members. I hope now they are all in a much better place, mentally!! Really proud of them💕
In a world full of lies chan is always honest with us we love him for that noone can change our feelings about chan he is so iconic and talks about the good and the bad❤ love you chan
Chan is the most humble, down to earth and honest guy. He is so wholesome and also shared his vulnerability with us. He is loved❤
I hope when skz gets even bigger and start having more solo fans and toxic fans that they (fans) understand that these boys love and cherish each other so much and that they don't start hating one member because of another. That'll invariably hurt the members more than we know
I love him so much I want him to be happy for the rest of his life like, my god he is really an angel. One of the kindest people I have ever seen on this earth.
As someone who moved to a different country for school, this is such a specific feeling of loneliness and isolation, it breaks you. I struggled really hard during my first years and am still struggling now, im so happy that he found home in korea
You and me both :’) you are not alone ❤
That physically hurt me to watch. Like he honestly deserves the world and to know he felt like that just breaks my heart. My only comfort is knowing that the love he gives to the members and Stay is returned tenfold.
Wdym you won’t be on earth again, chan.. I hope you will never feel lonely and empty again. 😢🖤🖤❤️❤️
Y’all make sure to love on your friends and family. It’s so heartbreaking to hear how lonely he felt, and even more so when you think about how many people face that and how unnoticed it goes. If you haven’t heard it today, I love you 💕
this is why i love chan so much. i was also in a mental state similar to his and without my best friends i don’t think i’d be here right now. i completely understand where’s he’s coming from and i love that he’s so open about it and loves to help others with his experiences (as do i) i am new to skz but i care about them all so much and it’s heartbreaking to hear about stuff like this but it’s also so amazing to know that their bond is a bond that will never break no matter where they go in life or however far away they are from each other. now that i am a Stay, i cant imagine my life without them.
Chan reminds me of Yoongi in how open and honest he truly is about what he's been through. He always tries to present positively and put a light spin on things, but he's been through so much... they both have. And that's why they both write music that is so meaningful and relatable to those who have suffered.
me still being alone:😢 glad they were able they were able to fix chan e deserves the world and we are all very happy he is still here he will never feel alone again
I hope whatever you're going through passes soon and you feel better
Things will change and itll get better. You got this! Sending virtual hugs 🤗❤️❤️🌟
Dear Chan: Don´t you EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER... E V E R!!! Think about "leaving planet Earth" again!!! We promise to follow you whatever you go 😬🤯😳 don´t scare us, okay??!!! 🥺🥺🥺
Hearing him speak like this is so hard, and I can't imagine how hard it was for him to go through that and tell us about it. I think pretty much all of us can relate to what he's saying on some level. A lot of us also very well could possibly not be here without Stray Kids and kpop as a whole. I'm so grateful to know these wonderful souls, they're truly phenomonal. I hope Bang Chan is doing alright. I wish I could take away any pain he could, and most certainly is feeling, it just breaks my heart to see these people who I've grown to love go through this. We'll always be with you Chan, Stray Kids. Love Stray Kids. Love Stay.
Jeez Chan T_T This really hits hard. I'm so glad he has the rest of skz and others he can lean on now. He deserves nothing but good things 💖
it's because of him and Stray kids that I'm still here. He is so open and honest, and I just want everything good for him. I have felt that loneliness for so long, and being so empty, and I think it makes me appreciate him and the songs more, knowing why I connect to it so much. The first time i heard Slump, i tried not to cry because I was at a doctors appointment. I didn't know it yet, but that song would define the last year.
I had thought I had met someone who was "the one" and I fell hard and fast, and i spent over a year and half thinking I was going to get to spend the rest of my life with this person, and I had finally found my other half. Only for us to go on our one year anniversary and find out he was cheating at the very end of the trip. Not even from him, but from the other woman. I've spent so long feeling like I wasn't enough for that person. I've spent months thinking I was the problem. Whether I was too annoying, or too much, or I just wasn't pretty enough to keep his interest anymore. And it's so shitty. I've felt like I haven't been enough for so long, that I kept losing hope. I feel like I won't achieve my dreams, and I keep holding back from going for what I dream of, because I'm afraid.
But when I'm afraid, I remember how afraid Felix and Chan had to be, to leave Australia at a young age, and just go for it. I think I relate a lot to Felix in learning Korean and just having it thrown at you and you try to just absorb it all at once, and prove you can be enough. My korean still sucks, but I tell myself, if Felix can do it, so can I. I don't have to be afraid anymore.
Oddinary, came out when I was in Seoul. I felt so alone, and like I had no one who cared. And each time I played it on the subway, it made it a little bit easier. So many times, i thought, what if this was it, I've peaked and the most I'll ever be, is someone who never was, because I was too afraid to put myself out there after being hurt so deeply. When he hugs the camera at the end of the live, it makes me feel warm inside. I had wanted a hug for so damn long, that I was just ready to fall apart. I'm going back to Seoul again soon, and I think being lonely is the hardest part of it. Having left my family the first time, I did it out of spite to my ex. He told me I'd never afford it, I couldn't do it, and I had to prove him wrong then. And now i'm doing it for me (again) and for my career and to find happiness. Because I'm miserable working a job I hate, and I just want to do something I love.
I hope that one day, I meet a person who can love me the way I love stray kids. Unconditionally and with my whole heart.
lol....what an irony, Chan has stayed here because of the Stray Kids members, and after all of this NOW we force ourselves to stay (nevermind that we cant stand it and that we want to end it all in the most unthinkable way).....because of them (and prove me wrong - because of him). I have no idea if there is any words at all for this kind of love, but whatever he says, whatever he sings, his voice and the voice of the others always scream "i love you, i truly do, you can do it, and even if you think you cant just remember - we are by your side and we will always be"
Anyone can say this is an exaggeration, i dont want only the "real stays" to understand it, i want everyone to understand it.
If it was anyone else he would probably give up.
But understand that this is our time and our chance to learn, instead of being envy that we are not in his place and that we dont have the same life, we need to learn, and i think they are here for that, to teach us how to be human.
When you listen to their music and words you are happy right? you feel safe right?
So, lets show them that we are not just some depressed kids who need a mental waste bin, lets prove ourselves to them and make them proud.
It's not easy to say, I'm grateful he trusted his fandom ❤
He deserves the world, he's such an amazing person he doesn't deserve the pain that he was or he is still feeling, i'm glad that he found people who make him happy.
Stray kids are the best i can't-
Someone please give this man everything he needs so he never feels lonely again! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I hate to hear he's felt this way! Thank god for stray kids cause my world would be so much darker without chan in it.
when i think deeply abt chan and his lifestory, i want to cry. he is so strong and continues to be such an amazing role model not only to the rest of skz but to stay and those close to him and the kpop industry too. i wish all of skz could truly feel and hear the love stay have for them all the time
I’m so glad you were strong enough to weather the storm. It made you a stronger, caring person. And it shows in the way you love and care for your Stray family. I’m really glad Felix is with you Aussie-Aussie-Aussie!!!
well that's just how it is:) I'm leaving home in a year or so... there's no other choice for me either...:) that's just how it is...
Same I’m leaving the home I grew up in in August..
I love how he can be so open with us, and so glad he's still here 💕💕
Chan is so wholesome, glad SKZ kept him going
I was lost for words when he basically said he was suicidal but then when he said that stray kids help him from that I was happy but seriously I would cry if he ever did that to himself like I feel like Chan is a very different leader I know a lot of people say this about there leader but there’s something about chan that makes him unique I know I may sound crazy but I love Chan and the members so much tbh I feel like if I ever knew them in real life they would be very good friends
When he said he wouldnt be on earth it scared me because a world with no bang chan sounds cursed. I'm so grateful that he was surrounded by the right people
This made me gain even more love for bangchan im so thankful for stray kids😭
There are a lot of good leaders out there, but Chan is definitely the Best Leader to me ❤️
oh my god i never realised that chan was feeling suicidal for a moment of time. I hate to think about all the sh*t that he wouldve gone through. The thought just brings me to tears 😭😭😭😭😭
the way he talked about loneliness with a smile on his face , I am crying . #straykidsforever
sometimes i just wanna Mom hug all of them, ok so all the time .
This is heartbreaking. The world almost lost a talented and lovely person because of K-pop… I’m so grateful for Stray Kids saving this man (& for the artistry & joy they bring to us). ❤
not everyone crying after watching this
When he said " not even in planet earth " i fucking cried, idk if I'm over analyzing but seems to as some suicidal shit.. omg plz this boy doesn't deserve any of this, I hope he never ever experience such feelings again
Awwww Chan Chris, we all love and adore you and wish we could hug you and show you every day how much Stay is devoted to you all.
this video has changed my way to think about him, not on a bad way, it just reminds me that they are humans too, and they can feel rlly bad or go through really hard times.
its 1am why am i crying stop
I love him so much. He doesn't even know me, but when I listen to him talking like this I really feel like his friend. I really hope that he is always happy, because he deserves all the happiness in the world
I'm glad he didn't join the Angels as he felt like this, and I'm very happy he's still here.
Still a lot of "best days of our lives" to look forward to for the, for me and for you =)
Hes the most precious thing on eartj and no one can deny it
oof I'm not gonna lie this hurt to hear to think he could have ever really felt that way but more people than we know feels this way in fact I find it hard to belive that no one ever at least at one point in their life thinks this way. But I tolly resonate with Chris tbh I don't feel like I really have people that prevent me from not wanting to not be here really so I kinda envy Chris.
That's great and sad at the same time :(
I want him to know how much we love him❤❤❤
Ouch, that was raw 😘
You’re not alone chan if you’re alone then I’m alone I’m even more lonelier than you are
But did he know that he also saved a lot of stays (and also some non-stay)?
For example: me. Before I met him I was in a really bad period and- idk how to explain it. But it’s like he just show me something I’ve never seen in my life. I’m not gonna say that it happiness but it like.. hum.. support ? The support I’ve never got ? He gives us tips and help us. He literally saved me. Like he said, without him, without stray kids, I might not even be here on planet earth. I’m very very very thankful to them.
I’ve always been alone my whole life, even If I got "friends". I was like " nobody loves me. Nobody cares about me. Nobody want me." And then, I met them. Even if they don’t know me, even if I’ve never talk to them, they saved me. And I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who was saved.
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Chan you are everything!!!! In a world full of dishonesty and fakness you are a shining truth and light of real honesty.thank you so much for being so open & transparent with your inner thoughts and emotions.you give us all strength to deal with life's crap...I hope us Stays can be that for you as well!!! we truly love,admire and adore you!!! Thank you for talking with us from the heart. Sending much love and support to you!! Always.you are a treasure!!🤗🎶✌
Yes... Just love all of them without leave one behind ☺I feel you Chan🤍
I knew chan was going through alot after leaving Australia, but I didn't expect suicidal. TBH I also have been feeling worthless and thinking about that too. But thanks to straykids, thanks to all stays he has become less depressed and be a very happy human being. I really wish I was in that state of mind but I guess I will only get that after achieving and completing my dream.
Straykids everywhere all around the world. We all make straykids stay!!
I dont have friends, and i understand how chan felt. Cuz even for me, if it wasnt for skz , i wouldnt be happy. Theyre like the only colour in my lonely life. I thats why i really really REALLY love them with all of my heart. I wish i could be friends with them, but thats like an unreachable dream. But as long theyre happy and safe, im happy too. Their happiness is my happiness. Theyre all so hardworking and such good human beings, i cant stand them getting hurt even in the slightest. It really ticks me off too. So chan, if you like, ever see this, (prolly a one in a million chance, but hey, your watching stays ryt?) Pls yk that ur the best, your not gona be alone anymore cuz u have skz and us stays. Were all always here for you. You're enough, youre perfect just the way you are. Skz, thank you for existing, and pls never leave us.❤LOVE YALL❤
It’s too early on a Wednesday to make me cry!!! 😢😢😢
I can relate him so bad..
The members saved Chan
Chan saved me
That’s pure love ❤️
it's really sad to hear , I really hope he is ok now
Hugs to you luv ....
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Love you too 💍💖🌃💒🌟🦄🌲🌈👩❤️👨😘🐵💩
Omg🥺
2:05 2:10 Ouch...
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Does someone know what song he’s talking about?🥺
in this, he was saying that he often feels alone and lost. He went on to say that earlier when stray kids was just coming together, he was seriously at the point where he was thinking of unaliving himself. He says that straykids saved him from that though and all the members lifted him up and filled him up with joy and let him know he was no longer alone or lost.
@@Stayverse.___official yes yes I understood that but in the beginning he said: the song is about…
So I was wondering what song he’s talking about.
@@surfergirl6003 ohhhhh yeah it was
Lonely St.
@@Stayverse.___official ooooo ok thx ☺️
Hi! What episode is this please? Also, did he just suggested he was going to end his life?😢