What if you don’t KNOW if your okay. Like you feel sad constantly but it goes away every time you hang out with people special to you. Oh shit I just saw number 3 nvm that’s totally me
@@nightmare8941 well wouldn’t you be too if you knew that your choices ultimately meant nothing and everything you have ever amounted to can be wiped away at the beck and call of some external omnipotent force?
Also dude who made the comment, sorry we took the spotlight off your comment and onto sans, just remember that you aren’t a joke, and that you’re special, k?
Hero: The "perfectionist" Basil: The nervous reclusiveness Kel: The "smiler" Sunny: The cold reclusiveness Aubrey: The person who believes nobody cares (this is it's own type (in my opinion) of depression that is very combative and blamepushing (basically tries to find someone to blame for a situation without being able to truly accept it as it is) honestly Aubrey as a whole is a very interesting character) (Honestly Omori doesn't make the tragedy the spotlight point and rather focuses on the current mindset of a person faced with such a situation and how the reaction can differ from each person)
All I ever wanted was to be listened to....not interrupted, not ridiculed, not blamed or even dismissed. Thats all I wanted...but I don't deserve that.
Dunno if you'll see this, but. I know how you feel. You deserve it but you've been shown and told by the people around you that you're undeserving. They, are the undeserving ones. I... Don't have all the answers, but, move on as best as you can. Those who hurt you might share your blood, they might call you friend, but if they will not listen to you, will ignore you and cast you aside. They do not care for you, they only care for the image of you they have in their head. That said. Sometimes, those people do care, but while they listen they cannot understand you. I know, a dear friend of mine wished me nothing but the best but I couldn't feel seen by them. As if they didn't truly understand. And... Even if they don't. If they stick by you, love you all the same, and want better for you. Don't throw them away yourself. In fact, it took me awhile to realize most of my pain came from myself, my own self loathing and hatred. I was undeserving. I was worthless. I should have just given up three years back when I had the chance. But. I, was also wrong. It's not an easy road, but it's one well worth walking.
Loved the omori references, the deep lore in the game, the history and everything, that you don't understand anything until the end, the changes between reality and real life, that just one thing can break you... the more you hold it and don't let it free.
Ah... SUNNY... It's just you... I'm glad you came. It's... it's so good to see you. It came to you that day... The day MARI died. When MARI... When MARI fell... You... you couldn't have done it. It was something behind you... wasn't it? You're a good person, SUNNY. I know you're a good person! A good person wouldn't do something like that... After all this time... you've finally come back for me. But... tomorrow... you're going away. H-HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?!?! That's mean, SUNNY. That's so mean! Ah... there's something all around us now. Can you see it, SUNNY? There's no way out of this, is there? Where are you going?! Stop trying to leave me! S-stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! I don't... want to be... alone... not again. You... can't... leave me... again...
Omori spoilers I love the Omori references, they connect so well with the topic, as mental illness is the main part of the game. 3:04 also could have been Aubrey, who was suffering not only from Mari’s death, but also her father and friends deserting her. She covered up her depression with outbursts towards other people and becoming a delinquent, which matches up with the aggressive humor and being a bully in general!
@@Petal_in_trenches Yes. Our culture is smile obsessed. I rarely smile and far too often have a coworker say to me, "Smile!" or put their hands near their mouth and with the thumb and index finger make and knob turning motion then smile.
I hope y'all know that someone out there loves you. Even if you dont know it, or they dont know it. Keep fighting, keep surviving. Y'all a good, real good. Maybe even the best.
FINALLY AN OMORI REFERENCE I AM SO HAPPY 0:07 Sunny and Basil 0:38 Kel and Hero 1:14 Kel from Headspace and Kel from real world (Kel keeps appearing) 1:48 THAT'S ME! 1:53 Sunny 2:10 Acrophobia 2:13 White Space 2:17 Kel again (Hikikomori Route) 4:55 Hero 5:20 Mari 5:26 FEAR 5:35 Basil 5:41 it's me again 5:50 Free spoilers!
“If you are depressed, if you are anxious. You are not weak You are not crazy You’re not in the main, a machine of broken parts You’re a human being with unmet needs”
It's kind of funny because I once said very recently that I feel like a broken piece of a machine, something that keeps breaking if you don't fix it right
My mask started crumbling a little more than two years ago. I used to be so good at hiding the pain, now it cracks in little ways everywhere and I hope the wrong people don't notice. But at the same time... I hope the right people do notice.
I feel like that too, i myself have adhd and i push my feelings away by playing video games, it works for a little and i try to help others as much as i can in both virtual and real world, i have been pointed at recently alot and its been degrading so far ive only talked about this to a single friend of mine, my former girlfriend im glad that she's still there for me even though were not together anymore, im sorry if i made this about myself @Aceris but remember that your not alone in this
As someone who has depression, I can confirm that these are indeed mostly true, at least for me. Whenever someone asks me what's wrong, I simply fake a smile and murmur something like "I'm tired" or "I didn't get a lot of sleep last night". Every day, I go to school, fake my smiles and laughter, and then I get home and I have to do the same for my parents and neighbors. In the early mornings, at 12am-3:45am, I let myself sit there in my bed and numbly cry each night. All of my humor is self-deprecating, and my mother finds it slightly concerning. If you see someone with these signs, you don't have to do much. Just give them a smile and see if they need a hug.
That’s me except I’m the definition of alone besides my pup I view everyone as the enemy and I view any emotion that I feel is weakness. Never again will someone take advantage of me. I also fake my smiles and laughter. I struggle to get sleep like right now and I don’t see life as worth it anymore.
@@statickitten havent gotten one in 8 years. I really want one, specially when ive struggled with depression for over a year now. Ive hided it and not telling my friends or family about it anymore.
Hey, buddies ❣️ If someone fakes being okay 1. Their surroundings burn and yet they smile 0:49 2. Constant vague excuses like "I'm busy when invited" 1:54 3. Everything is a joke & they see themselves as one too 2:23 4.Get it all done during the day and then collapse when home 3:33 5. Increased Empathy and desire to help other becuase "they have been there" 4:05 6. When staright up asked what's wrong then again vague excuse like "I'm tired" 4:51 Maybe you can be the help for them Thank you so much for all the works here 💕 psych2go🌱
To me that's normal Im the type to joke around whenever i hear the 12th letter of the english alphabet and be like: "NO WAY IS THAT L FROM DEATH NOTE ?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!!??!??" Helps a lot to cope with feelings of dissatisfaction caused by severe or less severe poverty,which is common in 3rd world countries like at the Balkan peninsula And if ur wondering,yes,poverty can have bad mental effects as you see yourself grow up without things all your friends have and you can get mocked for it as well My parents weren't ever really supportive for my passion in video games and never provided me with such things,whereas my friends did and regularly gamed with each other Yet they had the funds for other things So yes,joking in an incredibly unfunny way and making everything,even myself,a joke,helps me cope as it steers me away from frustrations and rage that are caused and amplified by my dissatisfaction
Its like an unrelenting gray cloud of fog. Not fear or sadness, just a wave of numbness that pushes the fear, anger, or sadness to a place it doesnt belong, a level it should never reach. A walk through life becomes a slog, and a slog a death march. You are not alone, even when you are. Try writing down the good and the bad, and find some outlet. I know its easier said than done but it worked for me. Much love and all the best.
you are so spot on with this. Smiling all day at work, saying "no problem" but really not being able to take on one more thing. check. Self deprecating sense of humor. check. thinking people really don't like you, your not good enough, your not deserving. check. Thanks for being you, and make us fell "normal". Really, thank you!
Quick tip. If you smile to hide it. It does absolutely nothing. So smile because of the small things. Be it that its sunny outside and the weathers nice or you get to spend time with friends or that you got lucky and something that could of happened didn't
1: their surroundings burn, yet they smile(fake smiles) 2:vague excuses when invited out("oh I'm busy") 3:aggressive humor(insulting others) /self-deprecating humor(insulting themselves 4:use all energy during the day, and have none when they are at home 5:high levels of empathy 6: when asked about they're problems, they give vague excuses (oh I'm tired) (sorry if I got any wrong I tried ok qwq)
it makes me very happy to see omori used as a medium for this content, i think its a beautifully crafted game with tons of nuance and relatability in the characters. playing through it reminded me of how i came to terms with some of my own issues, and even refined my view on them a little. thanks for making this great video!
I'm really glad that you used Omori as symbolism for this video since it already incorporates themes like depression into the game. Thank you for making this lovely video!
I know it's not healthy to self-diagnose but I might have depression. Most of masking types in the video are the same. I recently found Omori and it made me think a lot, about me, about people, about my feelings and my ways to cope. I'm thankful that you were able to help me open my eyes. People always said that the first step is to acknowledge the problem
A self diagnosis of depression is pretty valid in my unprofessional opinion, so long as you’re being honest and taking it seriously. Depression isn’t very hard to self diagnose, at least not compared to more complex mental illnesses such as OCD, Bipolar, or Borderline Personality. However if you do believe you have depression, I highly recommend seeking a therapist to help you.
I have two degrees on the topic, and self diagnosis can be a useful tool that encourages you to seek help. Even if you misdiagnosed yourself, if it gets you to seek help, it's a good thing. Like this video shows, it's not always clear from the outside that something is wrong. Sometimes you are the only one who will know until you go out for help. The other commenter is right though and some things are harder to self-diagnosenthan others, especially personality disorders and things like DDD where altered perception or lack of self-perception to protect oneself stop the person from noting key details.
if you do (or did as i am seeing this 6 months later) think you have depression you should get therapy because it is truly hard as someone who once had suicidal depression (100% i tried to kms luckily was not depressed enough to try it hard enough) and maybe had depression again a not so long time ago (i am good now... i think) i know it is HARD even if it may not be actual depression and just a self-diagnose it may be something near enough or as bad so most definitely get therapy (truly i hope you already did or you are fine already equally maybe get therapy or talk about it with someone anyways it leaves a mark but this mark can be healed a bit so it doesn't affects you as much)
I like this artwork. My oldest brother gave off some of these signs. I didn't recognize them though. It's a tragedy but a lot of the signs for this and other mental illnesses covered by this channel are probably overlooked until people are older, and it dawns on them through reflection. I didn't even know I had any problems until I came to this channel. I hope knowledge of these issues becomes ubiquitous.
So happy you like this animation style! and we are also glad that you found our channel helpful. I agree, mental health is still being over-looked so much :(
Time stamps💋: 1. 0:49 Their surroundings burn and yet they smile 2. 1:51 They give excuses whenever invited out 3. 2:22 Everything’s a joke and they see themselves as one too 4. 3:32 Do everything during the day and collapse at home 5. 4:04 They’ve been there before so they try to empower others 6. 4:52 Uses vague excuses when asked “whats wrong?”
This is coming from someone that never considered themselves depressed or anything of the sorts. I always thought that this is life, and I kind of accepted that. And then I watched this video randomly and all of the signs on this list are just on point in my life. I watched this and when the video ended I just cried. I don't know why. I don't feel depressed (not that I know exactly how to diagnose it), I've been alone for 5 years now, at work I put on that mask and be funny and energetic and stuff and when I get home the whole act drops and I just... don't do anything really. I have a hobby that I love but I don't want to do it if I don't feel like it, which I rarely do these days. Yesterday I finally decided to tell my crush (my coworker) how I feel and I got rejected. She was nice about it, she assured me that it wouldn't get weird between us going forward, and I just put the mask on again and pretend it never happened. I got invited to drink some with my collegues and I came up with the excuse that I already got an appointment with my sister, which I clearly lied about because I'm writing this at home at this moment. And this is just this week. Now, I'm not saying these are so horrible because this is just life, and I'm not excusing myself for not trying to get better mentally, because I'm trying, sort of. Again I don't really think I have depression, this is just... I don't know, sad? I don't have thoughts about not wanting to be here or something, to my standards I get drinks or go out with friends often, but it's just so hard keeping this up for some reason. Maybe I'm just deprived of love. Well whatever it is, if you are reading this sentence after all that rambling then thank you and have a wonderful morning/day/night!!! I hope everyone is doing okay!
not a doctor or anything but to me depression is not necessarily "not wanting to be here" you dont have to be suicidal to have depression... you are describing very similar feel that I had and still kindda have .. i am considering myself as being in a depression (I wouldn't do my hobbies, wouldn't go out as much or even if going out it would drain all my energy, wouldn't do anything at home (I ate pre-made food that heat up in microwave for about 6 month to tell you) had a hard time keeping my house clean cause i didn't feel like doing anything and more) take time for yourself and heal that heart and mind of yours it may take time but it's worth it ! I am finally starting to feel like i'm going out of depression after 2 years
I agree with you- i also have all of these symptoms- bt still for some reasons i don't know if I'm actually depressed or not- it just seems that everyone's going through these and this is what life is about- i mean i simply can't find any other way of living or doing usual stuffs- and tbh- i really don't even want to get out of this situation- I'm too comfy with my current condition and don't want to chng anything at all- people r saying that i need help bt i don't think so at all- i think I'm perfectly fine and this is what i should be doing-
Maybe your starting to experience symptoms OF depression instead. Being deprived of love can be one of them too. Everyone wants to be loved dont they? I hope your doing well if yiu ever see this message! ❤
@@DarkDaysInPurple Thanks for the kind message. I aggree, we are social creatures so in some form everyone craves and wants to be loved. I'm still alone, but since I made the original comment I've been trying really hard to get better mentally. I started to go to the gym months ago and go to more events, spend more time with other people and I feel much much better, but I still have some of the symptoms, often I still just sit at home doing nothing because I don't feel like doing any of the stuff I like doing. BUT I'm trying my best to get out of that mental space and, slowly though, but I feel like I'm making progress. I hope you are doing good as well! :) And I hope everyone is doing well
as someone who has (and still does) suffer from depression, it really does help if people check if your ok, even if we say we aren't, its still reassuring. we dont get much sleep a lot of the time and it feels like there's a growing weight on our shoulders that doesnt go away, just gets heavier. we look away, try not to make eye contact and try not to get the attention to us. we are in pain we just dont show it, its like we are in an endless void and a world full of people that dont care about us at the same time. we feel we dont matter. if someone is suffering from depression, please help them. its an unbearable pain that wont leave.
I can only admit to that. My life is the same and even when I put all my energy together and open up to someone I always get rejected. Than there always come things like "youre overreacting" or "you still smile so i cant be that bad" or "think about (put in some random bad thing) those people". I dont really know what to do anymore. Going to a professional would be good but I cant afford that. The only thing I can do is try to fix my soul by myself and hey, I managed to get away from suicidal all by myself, maybe I can fix the rest too. I still hope that things will get better, but its fading away and I dont know where I end up when its gone. For now... I life a "normal" life while my soul is crying for help. For everyone else with depression: I feel with you For everyone without depression: Listen to people when they open up to you and take it seriously. And when you cant do something for them, give them a hug and say everything is fine. It helps wonders.
@@naberius9232mm, la verdad hablo español pero lo intentare, im sorry, i dont.. know you? Pero digo but you can do this, i just wait to you feel better, and please, search help, and this part is in spanish, y aunque no hable tu lengua al 100%, puedo comunicarme contigo, esto es serio pero se que puedes lograrlo, las personas que les importas de seguro estan preocupadas por ti, be stronger, y aunque nunca sabre como es tener deprecion, solo espero que te sientas mejor lo mas pronto posible, la verdad yo apoyo la idea de que busques ayuda pero... uff espero que se entienda porque esta parte es en español, haz lo que puedas para superar todo eso 😟, me dan pena las personas con deprecion porque se que eso puede ser doloroso despues de toda la informacion posible, pero solo espero que logres superarlo, ya no se que mas decir pero espero apoyarte
I can confirm I relate to all of these. For a long time I have wished I was absent from life. The depression has caused me to feel suicidal, to self-harm and I've tried to end it twice. I see no hope. You do an amazing job, the world needs more people like yourselves.
@@pdd8168 Asking why did you fail at suicide is EXTREMELY WRONG!! You don't know what they are going through and you also need to think before you hit reply. I hope you are feeling better, please find an outlet. May it be creative a spark a little happiness in your life, or start jounaling it really helps to release thise negative feelings on paper or even a computer or a smartphone. I do mine in Google keeps. Just an example. If you haven't heard it today: I love you, and you have a purpose!! ❤
Not noticing when a loved one is suffering is one of my biggest fears. I never want to be the person who missed the signs and end up losing someone important to me. This is a great video to combat that so thank you 💜
Same. Scares me to think that someone in my life who looks extremely happy and functional could be dealing with a lot of deep and dark things that they aren’t telling me and that one day I’ll just find out when it’s too late and hate myself for it because I didn’t do anything. Like I always want to help people, but when I don’t know how to approach it, I just keep it to myself, because I’d rather not help it all then help and mess it up. And I also don’t know how to make myself look like an approachable person so people feel that they can approach with their problems because helping people makes me feel good and I’m always willing to help you with something.
It is so hard seeing when someone is actually depressed because a bunch of people claim they are because they want attention. Thanks for making this video to help show the signs! Hopefully someone will notice soon.
I smile because I don’t want people to be sad, I smile because smiling is contagious, I smile because I’m with friends, I smile so that no frown can make its way inside… But I’m not happy I’ve thought of suicide and feel non-worthy of living. My brain doesn’t smile anymore. I am starting to isolate myself from certain people. The school has started an investigation on my parents that could take me to foster care. I’ve hurt myself on purpose. I don’t wanna show Im sad because I don’t want people to feel bad for me. I am too scared to leave the box I have made for myself in my brain because I’m scared of what will happen. My life has been crumbling this year and it’s just been a nightmare that I can’t escape and I feel so trapped and then stress and anxiety creeps in and causes depression and what do you know now the school gave me a referral for therapy. I need help but I don’t know where to start. I don’t know how to talk to “trusted adults” because they’re not trusted enough. If your going through hard times I just want you to know I hope your ok. And please find help I know it’s hard but my school forced me to talk to my worst fear, my parents. So you got this.
Thank you for that video. While I found myself in Depression a year ago, I can completely identify some of the signs in myself. Being with a professional therapist helps to overcome or at least live better with this. It is nice to see your work in spreading information and in this way inspire more understanding. For everyone who wants to help but don´tknow if this isn´t invading the privacy of the other one: Yes it is, but you still need it when you feel to empty to even articulate your emotions.
Depression means putting on a brave face, trying to make others laugh so your brain can make just a bit of serotonin, getting snapping angry for little to no reason, having zero energy, socially withdrawing and sometimes just feeling nothing. At least that's how it is for me.
For me, it's trying to always elevate others to a high pedestal, never wanting anybody to feel bad about themself so I can find my comfort in being the one to help. I can sometimes even be a doormat for admittedly toxic people. I know it doesn't work all the time, but as long as I can help other people, I'll always have something to smile about, whether it's a real or fake one doesn't matter.
same here, but being home alone in the morning to even night does not help at all, I constantly talk and shout at myself and anything that I think about or do...
As someone who is coming out the other end of a huge depressive episode (since the beginning of the pandemic really) I clicked on this video because I wanted to confirm that it was depression that I was struggling with and not just adhd. Man I’m thankful that I watched this. Now that I pretty much have that awful weight off my shoulders, I can attest to how true all of these are. It really does feel like a battery that never gets full. It truly feels like there is nothing you can do about it in the moment. But when I took a step back, identified what it is I was dealing with, and treated it as something that wasn’t permanent while not letting it take over my identity, I set up the perfect formula for recovery for my situation. I started letting people take me places, no matter how tired I was. The single most influential moment in this journey was when I let my sisters and Mom take me Black Friday clothes shopping. When I finally had clothes that fit and looked good, it kinda created a positive feedback loop. When I got compliments in my looks for the first time, my self-esteem returned. And it just escalated from there. Going to the movies with a girl in a few days! In my experience (this is not a catch-all piece of advice, probably won’t work for most people) the best way to get out of that depressive mood is to get outside and do stuff, no matter how little energy you have. Doesn’t matter what it is. Take a walk. Work out for once. Hell, even hang out with a group of close friends that you legitimately enjoy being around. That, paired with self-reflection and taking care of myself physically, really got me out of the place I was in. Still got ADHD, but at least I can actually see the benefits of it now.
I’ve never been able to socialise with people well, due to social anxiety, depression and autism so it’s always been hard for me. But this video is quite accurate, like I use self demanding humour to cope with stress. And since I’ve recently lost my closest friendship it has been really difficult for me since I struggle with even what is considered basic social interactions, these videos make me feel a bit better and helps me see things a bit better. Thanks to this wonderful channel. P.S Kel is awesome. He holds the entire plot on his back for the good ending lol
I absolutely hate when people say "I'm so depressed all the time" and the fact they show it so much. yes I get it, I'm sorry about that. But the people that are the happiest, most joyful people that always make sure everyone is ok. Yet having the hardest time, still showing a smile. I'm one of these people. It bugs me when a lot of people show their depression too much. I know it's normal but a lot of people I used to be "friends" with almost "bragged" about their anxiety and depression to get more attention. That way people can say "omg you okay? Stuff like that to gain more attention. Bragging about depression is not funny. I always like to hear and say that the ones with the happiest skin are likely to be having the hardest time. This video is so relatable to me and it was nice hearing that other people also go through this and I'm not alone. However when I tell my mom about this subject, she says "oh you're too young." I am really young compared to the rest of the audience but I relate this these videos too much. The anxiety I feel everyday with my fake friends make it worse. Always putting me down. I'm very sorry if I annoyed anyone reading this, or disrespecting you. My apologies if so.
I’ve been dealing depressed lately. I love when other people are happy so I always help or do things for other people. I see how it would make me feel worse if I don’t care about my own feelings, but seeing other people happy makes me happy.
I tried to never make a big deal of my depression and never told anyone. No one cared or noticed. They care if I had a hoodie over my face or that I was crying. I was "cheery" and "happy". I hate seeming like I was faking it. I was distressed and scared. I didnt want to make a big deal because no one would care. But I believe that I had depression. I did my best research. The one is that I couldnt get was a therapist. My mom wouldnt really pay for one. So i had to go through this time thinking that I was just feeling a little bit sad... Right? It lasted weeks to months. I had low energy, stayed in my room to long, constant sadness, feeling like i wanted to be goners, constant nightmares, SH, I finally talked to my mom about it and she didnt put my to the side and actually helped me. She said that she noticed and was concerned. I felt so loved and glad for once. And the reason I thought I didn't really have it was because... Literally most of my friends said that they had it so I didnt wanna feel like I was faking or being quirky, so I tried not to question it because what if my friends were really depressed?
I really love that Omori was used as a theme of this video. It really goes with the topic of depression. and some of the categories listed went with the characters.
Oh you beautiful soul, I promise you it will pass. You will get out of this just fine. Look how wonderful your personality is... how empathic you beautiful heart is, how strong you are to face it..you will get out of it just fine. Just keep going... you are awesome.. Lots of love and best wishes! ❤
The video hit close to home way more than I thought it should've... While I don't necessarily have depression like some people here in the comments, I tend to do all these sometimes whenever I just don't feel fine at all. The 5th one is something I really do a lot when it comes to my friends, especially since I can relate to them sometimes.
0:10: Basil and Sunny 0:38: Kel and Hero 0:50: section dedicated to Kel in a way 1:16: Headspace Kel and Faraway Kel 1:35: Kel with juice and playing basketball ^^ 1:40: Sad Kel (and faint Something on the wall) 1:53: Okay dedicated to Sunny now 2:07: Sunny seeing his shadow as Something 2:14: white space. 2:18: Kel n Sunny 2:25: Y/N HELP 2:49 Y/N VS AMONG US TRASHCAN FIGHT 3:11: Y/N in their gacha life era 4:53: Section dedicated to Hero (I want Basil, I’m waiting) 5:08: Bro’s boutta discover Mori (not sorry) 5:18 awh bro prolly found out about Mori :( 5:26: OH HELL NAH SOMETHING LEAVE MY BBG HERO ALONE 5:38: Awww! It’s Basil! :D 5:42: NVM ITS STRANGER 5:53: SUNNY AND BASIL HUG AWWW
I am actually going through a very depressing time throughly my life even though IM ELEVEN. basically my parents are going through a hard time and are planning to take a divorce. As you see Im also in a hard time and your video really inspired me to keep going and find help. Thank you and I hope many other people are changed by this informative video. Thank you! 🙂
Ya me too I’m 11 and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone without getting laughter at I feel like life sucked and I need to suck it up witch I thought was normal intel I saw a video and ya and I feel more and more depressed every day and it’s still going on so I can relate really well to this vidio😢
My favorite quote I’ve ever read that left me sobbing and choking for air because it’s so painfully true… “sometimes when I say ‘I’m ok’ I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me tight and say ‘I know you’re not’”
love the OMORI references, this video hit right in the heart. also; dear anyone who’s feeling this way: i’m terribly sorry that this is happening to you, but i’ll try my best to help. here’s a little list of questions to ask yourself: what happened? do you want to talk about it? it’s okay if you don’t. if you’re thinking of leaving this world, have you considered all of the things that make you happy, even just for a little bit? how long have you been “clean”? (2 weeks here) and what are some things that can help you forget about it? do you have someone to “vent” to? if not, you can try venting in the replies if desired! i know things are hard right now, but i promise this will pass! and when it does, you’ll live a happy life like never before! so please, stay with us until then, okay? i’m sorry if i couldn’t help much, but a broken clock is right twice a day after all. edit -i’m sorry. just went through my third relapse.. 6 hours clean.. edit edit - i really wish i could control myself.. i’ve relapsed more just this week than i have in over 2 years update: it’s getting harder to sleep and eat.. failure is inevitable. i fear when the next one will arrive. 6 days clean..
Recently had a complicated relationship and I finally felt like I could trust somebody for the first time in years.. they said that they liked somebody else and wanted to stop dating but that they still loved me? It confused me and it hurt me.. it made me feel so rude since people can’t control their feelings.. they still said I love you after that happened but also stopped communicating with me that much. I’ve been in something like that before and didn’t want to be in it again so I told her I lost feelings.. but I just wanted to end anything we could have still had before it hurt more. She had told me earlier the same day that she felt akward around me and didn’t like feeling that way and needed space. I understood but it really just made me feel horrible and I lost that trustful feeling which is when I knew I had to end the relationship of some sort. People won’t stop asking about it and it hurts to see her now because she just completely stopped talking to me and tries avoiding eye contact. All I feel now is guilt and exhaustion and my body feels like it’s slowly shutting down. I’m always dizzy and never feel like myself anymore. I feel like she brought out the best in me and now I can’t accept the “normal me” Part of me just misses feeling loved like that and having somebody I could talk to and feel comfortable around. This is a lot sorry lol. I’m one month clean. I hope your feeling better soon, we can get through this together!!
Man, I miss the days where I wouldn’t feel like I experienced any of these points. As I continue aging, I can’t help but feel like I’m further spiraling deeper. I miss peace.
This was a great episode, and nice to see Omori get some representation here. Would love to see the references return again in a Trauma subject episode along with PTSD.
I definitely can understand and relate to all of these. I lately more than ever I put on a smile and say I’m fine or okay when I’m just holding myself together until I get home. My fiancé is a great support and is very understanding, bless him. He does his best to help me and I think I’m getting better.
One of my friends kept saying “oh you can’t self diagnose” “you have to ask a doctor”… …I felt it. I knew I had it… and she kept saying I didn’t have it.
It felt like my heart stopped when I heard the “I’m just tired.” I get asked if I’m okay nearly every day, and my excuse? “I’m just tired.” And of course, the stereotype of depressed people is saying “I’m fine,” so I thought it was just me. I hate the stereotypes. It makes everyone including myself too afraid to ask for help in fear of being talked down.
0:00 The plants at the start of the video are: HERO: The rose KEL: The cactus SUNNY: The tulip And i would relate the guy next to them, with smol MARI, cuz the Lily Of The Valley sprout looks like that, or to a simple SPROUT MOLE.
Wow, nice Omori refrences! Anyway, I do get the 3rd reason, people making jokes to hide their true feelings, I've seen it happen at least twice before. While comedy is good to have now and then, I don't think it's healthy to use it as a solution to all of the negatives.
1:04 - @Psych2Go - I love all your videos - they’re so insightful and keep up the awesome work! Just on an unrelated note, you have a beautiful voice and if you recorded music, I would so buy your album! 😍
I never realized that I was a totally different person during the day than at home. Now I truly know that I need to fix this and that I must relieve myself from that mask.
my mask is still well in place and it looks way more believable than a few years ago, this video hit me hard in the heart, because i relate to every single thing, i used to come to school excited and i’d straight away go to my friend’s and walk around with them and joke around etc etc, but nowadays, i come to class, sit down in my chair and stare at the wall, even my “friends” say “omg (name) you look so depressed” and i just straight out throw the “i’m fine/i’m just tired/i didn’t get any sleep”, I’m not sure if they believe it or not because its always the same answer, but I have to say, The worst pain is when your heart cries and your eyes are dry, one time, I was in class sitting and staring at the wall, A person came in my class and asked me “Are you depressed?” and a tear fell from my eye hitting the floor, And then when they saw it, They said “.. Oh.. sorry for the weird question” then they left, i wish i got to know them, they seemed like someone i could vent to.. also, at the start of 2023, on the first day was my bday, my bday is on 1/1, they made me a party and they got all my friends and cousins, but the thing is, i was crying, they saw it as cries of happiness, but the thing is, I know that they weren’t cries of happiness, i cried because I just couldn’t feel happiness, I literally couldnt, It’s like the feeling of happiness left my life and put depression in its place, I want someone to talk to, But I have trust issues, I can’t even trust my own parents, My parents didn’t raise a strong girl/ a girl that could stand up for herself, they raised a girl that is scared of her own parents and a girl that would just smile after getting hit, one time in class a girl slapped me, For legitimately no reason, But I just stood there with a smile on my face, I did nothing, I didn’t stand up for myself, Whenever I look at a picture of myself as a kid/toddler, I cry, Because I genuinely deep down know that the smile was real, not like nowadays, Also, A few days ago, It was my neighbour’s bday, She called me and said “(name) please come to my birthday please” I said “Oh, right, your birthday, but I’m so sorry I can’t, I’m busy I got a ton of homework to do” And that was a big lie, I had nothing, I just wanted to stay home on my bed, Yeah also, Last thing, When I was a teen (a year ago) I used to never be able to leave my phone, but nowadays, I could go a whole week without my phone, everything’s boring, theres nothing to do in life, If u saw my diary you would be like “What the hell” and leave me, Thats all, Thank you if you read all this.
Your story is just like me I was the one who was most sad on my bday and ya my bday was after your bday I was also bullied at my school but my expression didn't changed at all than he thought I am a phycopath. When I got 91% in exam I went to my room and cried because I was not able to even smile when I went to an event with my parents when I met my uncle I tried so much to smile but I was not able to do so. You are the most relatable person I ever find.
I wish you and everyone else to find someone to rely, i think i or any other fella would feel better expressing their emotions But i am just too scared to talk to anyone about my inner world Sometimes in school, people do ask me "why is your face expression so sad/neutral" and i dont know what to answer and i just say it I cant tell why am i so sad, maybe me being a freaking loser who is always nice to everyone and like then get my kindness abused without me noticing, or maybe that i am just so stupid in life overall "despite my grades", and i said it like that because people think i am smart for my grades but i find myself not. Best, Someone
I used to suppress my feelings and bottle up my emotions because I didn't want anyone worrying about me, I'm not diagnosed with depression but I show a lot of symptoms for it, after a long time of bottling up and suppressing my emotions I broke down during a school day and talked it out with a teacher, that same day I broke down when I got home from school and talked with my parental figure (Not actual parent of mine) I've gone to the doctor now various times and we've finally gotten to the point where I'll talk with a psychiatrist and hopefully get proper help. I'm sharing my personal experience because I got nothing out of bottling up my emotions and lying to everyone around me, in the end I broke down, and while I wasn't open to talk about a while ago, I am now. To anyone struggling, you're not alone in this, find someone you love and trust, a friend, a teacher, a parental figure or a parent, no matter how hopeless it may seem it can get better and it will if you reach out. I know it's gonna be hard to reach out if you're struggling, and sometimes it feels like no one loves you, but I know there's someone out there who loves and cares about you so much. You're not alone, I promise. And once you do reach out, it's gonna be difficult to talk about at first, I know that, but once you find that one person you love and trust and talk with them it'll be much easier to talk about in the future. It will get better, just don't give up too soon. Ah, I'm tearing up after writing all this, best of luck to the person reading this. Thank you for taking your time to read this, I really appreciate it. And if you are struggling, then I hope things get better soon.
i can relate to 1, 5, 6. 1st: i usually smile at school and “try” to be social, yet in home, i fight with my family, hurt myself because i feel useless and more.. 5th: i used to have a best friend like a month ago and our friendship was *nice* until she started lying and not doing empathy. i tried to do my best to help her, cause i thought “SHE WAS HERE FOR ME” and did empathy a lot. but no. she was the worst friend I've ever had. she only cared about me because i was the only thing which makes her have fun(?). she never cared about me in overall. i guess i did an bad decision on trying to empathy with that liar. but heh, i ended our friendship by blocking her, because our friendship became 1sided and i was the only one who tried to save it. (we were friends for 3 years btw, i wish we did never met.) now I'm all alone, but it's better than having someone who's a betrayer in my life. 6th: so my friends at school sometimes asks me to go out together, i usually don't accept because i don't feel like it or I'm so upset that i don't want to. they ask me if I'm ok or not and i just say “I'm tired”.. they leave me after without asking me if I'm telling truth or not. so that's it, thanks for reading if you did
Good thing you cut off that friend of yours..... I wish to do the same with all those "friends" that I have! But guess I don't have the courage yet. I don't wish to be left alone. I have so many "friends", even though they're not here for me in my need! But that's ok!..... They're with me because thay want my help (I'm useful) so I'll try to be useful for however long that I can be. Even if I don't like them, they're the only one's who welcomed me (maybe they wouldn't have, had they known how broken I am) 😅😅! But I can atleast laugh alongside them..... Even if it's me who everyone is laughing at. 🤗hugs* to you...... You'll make some good friends in future for sure.
@@Petal_in_trenches thank you for your supportive comment! 🥺💞 and you will gain your courage soon, once they'll start to treat you the worst, you will start to have the courage to leave them. you can't keep them a side when they don't support you and get worse. i was the same back then! (2-5 months ago.) i was very afraid about losing the person I've talked about in my comment but since she became toxic, i thought that cutting her off was the best choice of mine. i never had so much friends (more than 4) in my life. noone of them helped me when i needed them neither. i taught myself to be alone, now I'm doing fine just having nothing more than small anxiety attacks. i was ruining my life with thay person and i didn't even noticed that! and I'm not the best at explaining or understanding but i hope i got you right. again, thank you
Finally I know what exactly my depression does. I really did think I was just too lazy, and I was told sometimes that I'm just faking it. pretty much all of the signs are there.
Putting a smile on my face and ignoring my own health to please others is my way of hiding my severe depression. I care more about how other people see and treat me than my mental and physical health. With half my family having high expectations, I don't want to be a burden and hide my depression. It's total mental and physical draining to be what others want me to be, which leads to my stress rising to dangerous levels. So yes, I know exactly how this feels and can understand the basics. I could help a lot of people but continue to suffer myself.
I totally understand how uu feeling, I'm in the same boat as you, I always make others happy but every day I'm losing myself and you would feel unappreciated at the end, cause when you need help, they turn away And no understand the pain you going through...
Wow, someone just recently finished Omori. I did too a couple days ago, really good game. I do like how you used the characters to explain this, as this is basically how they dealt with their depression. Not saying what they are depressed about of course, anyone who reads this comment should honestly play the game or look it up if you don't like psychological horror.
Thank you so much for making me realize what these actually are because not many people actually know me, even my siblings and my parents know like 30%-65% . I wish I could give your crew a hug.
Your voice is so beautiful, the soft tone is fantastic to use for this type of video. The little bit of singing in the video was amazing! I bet if you went on a singing show, you’d win just like that! Thank you for making this video for others in need, as a person that has never suffered with depression this helps me to understand my friends.
This was really informative and helped me realize a few important things about myself. Also, the art with Omori really blew me away. The story of Omori deals with really dark and more mature themes that most psychological horror games barely scratch the surface of.
this video made me think about my own mental state and made me realise that I use the excuse. I’m tired too much. I want to have very weak depression because I always feel drained and I’m happy on the outside. Normally I act happy happy happy oh let’s go play a game, but I wanna leave my room. Sometimes I just burst out in tears after something tiny thank you for making me think about this also look for these things and others. You are very inspiring to me. What a lovely artist.
This hits home on so many levels for me. Your channel has been wonderful in helping try and identify patterns that I do myself without realizing it. Thank you for these wonderful videos
I had an incedence of this year's ago. What shook me to get help, after several adults saying things about me not being okay, was a child asking their parent if they could "it hug the sad lady" on a day I thought I was fine. It was the best thing to happen. When I found out what had me stuck I was able to take the steps I needed to get where I wanted to be.
I feel emotionless sometimes I can’t seem to feel empathy for one in my mind I can’t seem to feel bad for them, and yet I also can’t feel sad for anybody but myself. I know I’m a jerk so watching this videos help me. Thank you so much.
At school we had to make an art piece including 5 different things that characterize us. I did a few things but the last section I made was more abstract as I tried to capture the feelings inside that I couldn't explain. What I ended up with was a man staring at his shadow, his shadow eerily staring back. This is almost the exact same thing as the shadow at 2:10. Im crying.
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What does depression mean to you? Share your story here!
Ok but why omori
What if you don’t KNOW if your okay. Like you feel sad constantly but it goes away every time you hang out with people special to you.
Oh shit I just saw number 3 nvm that’s totally me
I dont have depression
U helped me a lot to find out who I am
I don't know if I have depression but I felt something while wating this video...
"Depression is like living in a body that fights to SURVIVE with a mind that tries to DIE."
👏yes! True!
EXACTLY
Such a good quote!
Weight down by emptiness is my experience with it
Sounds about right
Great insight. The references to Omori remind me of how great of a story that is that involves someone who is depressed.
oyasumi
Nature is the best medicine th-cam.com/video/4b6OkMkGyRA/w-d-xo.html
AYO THE PIZZA HERE
Can we agree to fill this reply section with only OMORI memes?
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@@kelismaincharacter4925 your eyes, you'll be here soon
"Everything's a joke, and they see themselves as one too."
This one hit home way harder than it should've.
oml i just found sans :O
Comedians are often depressed huh. I was actually thinking about Sans when they said this.
@@Abyss8564 sans is actually verified of having depression
@@nightmare8941 well wouldn’t you be too if you knew that your choices ultimately meant nothing and everything you have ever amounted to can be wiped away at the beck and call of some external omnipotent force?
Also dude who made the comment, sorry we took the spotlight off your comment and onto sans, just remember that you aren’t a joke, and that you’re special, k?
"The mask may be well crafted
But its still a mask.. "
That hits harder
Watashi wa L
@@VERGIL...-wth 😂
This is true af
Bro I read it as soon as she said it🤣
Just realise Sunny had the eye patch at the end of the video.
That's some extraordinary detail right there.
love, love, LOVE me a good OMORI reference!
And imagine that was the bad ending
"I'm tired" has always been my response when people asked me how I'm doing. Very few understood and took a minute to talk, which helps sometimes.
Hero: The "perfectionist"
Basil: The nervous reclusiveness
Kel: The "smiler"
Sunny: The cold reclusiveness
Aubrey: The person who believes nobody cares (this is it's own type (in my opinion) of depression that is very combative and blamepushing (basically tries to find someone to blame for a situation without being able to truly accept it as it is) honestly Aubrey as a whole is a very interesting character)
(Honestly Omori doesn't make the tragedy the spotlight point and rather focuses on the current mindset of a person faced with such a situation and how the reaction can differ from each person)
Mari: 💀💀💀
@@mariposa7013 the no longer available one
@@mariposa7013 That's crazy
This is why I love omori
I think Mari should be the perfectionist it is even implied in the game that she wanted her recital to be perfect
All I ever wanted was to be listened to....not interrupted, not ridiculed, not blamed or even dismissed. Thats all I wanted...but I don't deserve that.
You do! You deserve everything!
I'll hear you out if you still wanna talk about it! And I won't judge!!!
Dunno if you'll see this, but.
I know how you feel. You deserve it but you've been shown and told by the people around you that you're undeserving.
They, are the undeserving ones. I... Don't have all the answers, but, move on as best as you can. Those who hurt you might share your blood, they might call you friend, but if they will not listen to you, will ignore you and cast you aside. They do not care for you, they only care for the image of you they have in their head.
That said. Sometimes, those people do care, but while they listen they cannot understand you.
I know, a dear friend of mine wished me nothing but the best but I couldn't feel seen by them. As if they didn't truly understand. And... Even if they don't.
If they stick by you, love you all the same, and want better for you. Don't throw them away yourself.
In fact, it took me awhile to realize most of my pain came from myself, my own self loathing and hatred. I was undeserving. I was worthless. I should have just given up three years back when I had the chance.
But. I, was also wrong.
It's not an easy road, but it's one well worth walking.
You don't!
I don’t deserve any of those things.
Loved the omori references, the deep lore in the game, the history and everything, that you don't understand anything until the end, the changes between reality and real life, that just one thing can break you... the more you hold it and don't let it free.
Ah... SUNNY... It's just you... I'm glad you came. It's... it's so good to see you. It came to you that day... The day MARI died. When MARI... When MARI fell... You... you couldn't have done it. It was something behind you... wasn't it? You're a good person, SUNNY. I know you're a good person! A good person wouldn't do something like that... After all this time... you've finally come back for me. But... tomorrow... you're going away. H-HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?!?! That's mean, SUNNY. That's so mean! Ah... there's something all around us now. Can you see it, SUNNY? There's no way out of this, is there? Where are you going?! Stop trying to leave me! S-stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! I don't... want to be... alone... not again. You... can't... leave me... again...
i think you guys should spoiler some things
Great catch on the reference!
@@Psych2go ye!
Also kel supremacy
@@PenguinNoob yea the omori fandom struggles with spoilers sometimes
Omori spoilers
I love the Omori references, they connect so well with the topic, as mental illness is the main part of the game. 3:04 also could have been Aubrey, who was suffering not only from Mari’s death, but also her father and friends deserting her. She covered up her depression with outbursts towards other people and becoming a delinquent, which matches up with the aggressive humor and being a bully in general!
Aubers with Brasil
the whole omori fandom
im part of it too
@Yoxhi *v* Moxhi
@@Sr._Funnerber SEND HIM TO BRASIL
@@Sr._Funnerber AAAA
I always say to myself “just cause I’m smiling, doesn’t mean I’m happy”
True! But I think we all still smile because that's how we're going to be accepted by everyone. 😁😄
And "if i wait to be happy to smile, then I'll never smile".
That's what people don't see how your feeling inside your smiling so everything is great you just smile because that's what people exspect
@@taiga3060 well we are the same
@@Petal_in_trenches Yes. Our culture is smile obsessed. I rarely smile and far too often have a coworker say to me, "Smile!" or put their hands near their mouth and with the thumb and index finger make and knob turning motion then smile.
I hope y'all know that someone out there loves you. Even if you dont know it, or they dont know it. Keep fighting, keep surviving. Y'all a good, real good. Maybe even the best.
FINALLY AN OMORI REFERENCE I AM SO HAPPY
0:07 Sunny and Basil
0:38 Kel and Hero
1:14 Kel from Headspace and Kel from real world (Kel keeps appearing)
1:48 THAT'S ME!
1:53 Sunny
2:10 Acrophobia
2:13 White Space
2:17 Kel again (Hikikomori Route)
4:55 Hero
5:20 Mari
5:26 FEAR
5:35 Basil
5:41 it's me again
5:50 Free spoilers!
Are you behind my back? Or are you just HANGING around?!
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@@72FoGGY Hanging behind your back
Kel whitewashed 💀
NOmori
“If you are depressed,
if you are anxious.
You are not weak
You are not crazy
You’re not in the main, a machine of broken parts
You’re a human being with unmet needs”
On the outside i may be smiling
But deep inside IM L
Nah, your a machine
It's kind of funny because I once said very recently that I feel like a broken piece of a machine, something that keeps breaking if you don't fix it right
True.
It's only you actually @@spade8094
(Yt istg don't delete the comment or hide it pls)
My mask started crumbling a little more than two years ago. I used to be so good at hiding the pain, now it cracks in little ways everywhere and I hope the wrong people don't notice. But at the same time... I hope the right people do notice.
I feel like that too, i myself have adhd and i push my feelings away by playing video games, it works for a little and i try to help others as much as i can in both virtual and real world, i have been pointed at recently alot and its been degrading so far ive only talked about this to a single friend of mine, my former girlfriend im glad that she's still there for me even though were not together anymore, im sorry if i made this about myself @Aceris but remember that your not alone in this
I don’t even try anymore. I lost it long ago. I tend to make it clear by looks alone that I’m not all there.
i feel you, same here :(
I pUt a maSk witH a SmiLe for HOurs aT a tiMe.
Same
As someone who has depression, I can confirm that these are indeed mostly true, at least for me. Whenever someone asks me what's wrong, I simply fake a smile and murmur something like "I'm tired" or "I didn't get a lot of sleep last night". Every day, I go to school, fake my smiles and laughter, and then I get home and I have to do the same for my parents and neighbors. In the early mornings, at 12am-3:45am, I let myself sit there in my bed and numbly cry each night. All of my humor is self-deprecating, and my mother finds it slightly concerning. If you see someone with these signs, you don't have to do much. Just give them a smile and see if they need a hug.
That’s me except I’m the definition of alone besides my pup I view everyone as the enemy and I view any emotion that I feel is weakness. Never again will someone take advantage of me. I also fake my smiles and laughter. I struggle to get sleep like right now and I don’t see life as worth it anymore.
@@Chillforev-dd9wrThen get help. People care.
That hit hard especially the late night part
I never realized I fake being okay all the time until I watched this and related to every one. Thank you for for teaching me more about myself
If it took a psych2go vid to realise it you really need a hug 😢
@@inkysnaps I miss hugs ;-;
Same
@@statickitten havent gotten one in 8 years. I really want one, specially when ive struggled with depression for over a year now. Ive hided it and not telling my friends or family about it anymore.
@@NlNDE Alright we all need to have a group hug
Hey, buddies ❣️
If someone fakes being okay
1. Their surroundings burn and yet they smile 0:49
2. Constant vague excuses like "I'm busy when invited" 1:54
3. Everything is a joke & they see themselves as one too 2:23
4.Get it all done during the day and then collapse when home 3:33
5. Increased Empathy and desire to help other becuase "they have been there" 4:05
6. When staright up asked what's wrong then again vague excuse like "I'm tired" 4:51
Maybe you can be the help for them
Thank you so much for all the works here 💕 psych2go🌱
Thanks!
How do you type this comment in under a minute?
Thanks time traveller🦋😂
Thanks, this was very helpful
@@cappuccino1389 bro comment is 1month ago
"Make everything a joke and thinks of themselves as one too."
Ouch, that hit way too close to home.
same
To me that's normal
Im the type to joke around whenever i hear the 12th letter of the english alphabet and be like: "NO WAY IS THAT L FROM DEATH NOTE ?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!!??!??"
Helps a lot to cope with feelings of dissatisfaction caused by severe or less severe poverty,which is common in 3rd world countries like at the Balkan peninsula
And if ur wondering,yes,poverty can have bad mental effects as you see yourself grow up without things all your friends have and you can get mocked for it as well
My parents weren't ever really supportive for my passion in video games and never provided me with such things,whereas my friends did and regularly gamed with each other
Yet they had the funds for other things
So yes,joking in an incredibly unfunny way and making everything,even myself,a joke,helps me cope as it steers me away from frustrations and rage that are caused and amplified by my dissatisfaction
Its like an unrelenting gray cloud of fog.
Not fear or sadness, just a wave of numbness that pushes the fear, anger, or sadness to a place it doesnt belong, a level it should never reach. A walk through life becomes a slog, and a slog a death march.
You are not alone, even when you are. Try writing down the good and the bad, and find some outlet. I know its easier said than done but it worked for me.
Much love and all the best.
you are so spot on with this. Smiling all day at work, saying "no problem" but really not being able to take on one more thing. check. Self deprecating sense of humor. check. thinking people really don't like you, your not good enough, your not deserving. check. Thanks for being you, and make us fell "normal". Really, thank you!
Quick tip. If you smile to hide it. It does absolutely nothing. So smile because of the small things. Be it that its sunny outside and the weathers nice or you get to spend time with friends or that you got lucky and something that could of happened didn't
Thank you for simplifying, check all three
you're*
Hey psych2go are you ok? Your videos are so relatable and help so many people yet I rarely see people asking you if you’re ok.
Its a physcology channel!
We are not really okay at the moment but we are trying our best! How about you?
Wow, you're the first one to ask that
@@Psych2go keep on going, i believe in u!! 😄❤️❤️
@@Psych2go its okay to not be okay. We care about you!
Everything's gonna be ok Everything's gonna be ok Everything's gonna be ok
1: their surroundings burn, yet they smile(fake smiles)
2:vague excuses when invited out("oh I'm busy")
3:aggressive humor(insulting others) /self-deprecating humor(insulting themselves
4:use all energy during the day, and have none when they are at home
5:high levels of empathy
6: when asked about they're problems, they give vague excuses (oh I'm tired)
(sorry if I got any wrong I tried ok qwq)
Thank you 🙂
Omg i can relate with all of the points 💀 what now?
Going to ignore seeing this
it makes me very happy to see omori used as a medium for this content, i think its a beautifully crafted game with tons of nuance and relatability in the characters. playing through it reminded me of how i came to terms with some of my own issues, and even refined my view on them a little. thanks for making this great video!
We are so glad that you enjoyed this animation style!
Same ;)
:)* sorry-
me too! the game taught me what repression of memories was and helped me realise that i had it
I'm really glad that you used Omori as symbolism for this video since it already incorporates themes like depression into the game. Thank you for making this lovely video!
Yeah but now I’m crying
I know it's not healthy to self-diagnose but I might have depression.
Most of masking types in the video are the same. I recently found Omori and it made me think a lot, about me, about people, about my feelings and my ways to cope. I'm thankful that you were able to help me open my eyes. People always said that the first step is to acknowledge the problem
A self diagnosis of depression is pretty valid in my unprofessional opinion, so long as you’re being honest and taking it seriously. Depression isn’t very hard to self diagnose, at least not compared to more complex mental illnesses such as OCD, Bipolar, or Borderline Personality. However if you do believe you have depression, I highly recommend seeking a therapist to help you.
I have two degrees on the topic, and self diagnosis can be a useful tool that encourages you to seek help. Even if you misdiagnosed yourself, if it gets you to seek help, it's a good thing.
Like this video shows, it's not always clear from the outside that something is wrong. Sometimes you are the only one who will know until you go out for help.
The other commenter is right though and some things are harder to self-diagnosenthan others, especially personality disorders and things like DDD where altered perception or lack of self-perception to protect oneself stop the person from noting key details.
if you do (or did as i am seeing this 6 months later) think you have depression you should get therapy because it is truly hard as someone who once had suicidal depression (100% i tried to kms luckily was not depressed enough to try it hard enough) and maybe had depression again a not so long time ago (i am good now... i think) i know it is HARD even if it may not be actual depression and just a self-diagnose it may be something near enough or as bad so most definitely get therapy (truly i hope you already did or you are fine already equally maybe get therapy or talk about it with someone anyways it leaves a mark but this mark can be healed a bit so it doesn't affects you as much)
I like this artwork. My oldest brother gave off some of these signs. I didn't recognize them though. It's a tragedy but a lot of the signs for this and other mental illnesses covered by this channel are probably overlooked until people are older, and it dawns on them through reflection. I didn't even know I had any problems until I came to this channel. I hope knowledge of these issues becomes ubiquitous.
It's based on the game "Omori".
@@michaelwellen2866 Thanks. I'll have to check it out. Just bought Elden Ring. Maybe that'll be fun too.
@@thecatsbackyard4833 I'd recommend checking a walkthrough. There are bad endings you really don't want.
@@michaelwellen2866 nah just follow basil the whole game and you'll be fine
So happy you like this animation style! and we are also glad that you found our channel helpful. I agree, mental health is still being over-looked so much :(
Time stamps💋:
1. 0:49 Their surroundings burn and yet they smile
2. 1:51 They give excuses whenever invited out
3. 2:22 Everything’s a joke and they see themselves as one too
4. 3:32 Do everything during the day and collapse at home
5. 4:04 They’ve been there before so they try to empower others
6. 4:52 Uses vague excuses when asked “whats wrong?”
This is coming from someone that never considered themselves depressed or anything of the sorts. I always thought that this is life, and I kind of accepted that. And then I watched this video randomly and all of the signs on this list are just on point in my life. I watched this and when the video ended I just cried. I don't know why. I don't feel depressed (not that I know exactly how to diagnose it), I've been alone for 5 years now, at work I put on that mask and be funny and energetic and stuff and when I get home the whole act drops and I just... don't do anything really. I have a hobby that I love but I don't want to do it if I don't feel like it, which I rarely do these days. Yesterday I finally decided to tell my crush (my coworker) how I feel and I got rejected. She was nice about it, she assured me that it wouldn't get weird between us going forward, and I just put the mask on again and pretend it never happened. I got invited to drink some with my collegues and I came up with the excuse that I already got an appointment with my sister, which I clearly lied about because I'm writing this at home at this moment. And this is just this week. Now, I'm not saying these are so horrible because this is just life, and I'm not excusing myself for not trying to get better mentally, because I'm trying, sort of. Again I don't really think I have depression, this is just... I don't know, sad? I don't have thoughts about not wanting to be here or something, to my standards I get drinks or go out with friends often, but it's just so hard keeping this up for some reason. Maybe I'm just deprived of love.
Well whatever it is, if you are reading this sentence after all that rambling then thank you and have a wonderful morning/day/night!!! I hope everyone is doing okay!
not a doctor or anything but to me depression is not necessarily "not wanting to be here" you dont have to be suicidal to have depression... you are describing very similar feel that I had and still kindda have .. i am considering myself as being in a depression (I wouldn't do my hobbies, wouldn't go out as much or even if going out it would drain all my energy, wouldn't do anything at home (I ate pre-made food that heat up in microwave for about 6 month to tell you) had a hard time keeping my house clean cause i didn't feel like doing anything and more)
take time for yourself and heal that heart and mind of yours it may take time but it's worth it ! I am finally starting to feel like i'm going out of depression after 2 years
I agree with you- i also have all of these symptoms- bt still for some reasons i don't know if I'm actually depressed or not- it just seems that everyone's going through these and this is what life is about- i mean i simply can't find any other way of living or doing usual stuffs- and tbh- i really don't even want to get out of this situation- I'm too comfy with my current condition and don't want to chng anything at all- people r saying that i need help bt i don't think so at all- i think I'm perfectly fine and this is what i should be doing-
you just said what my depressed friend always says
Maybe your starting to experience symptoms OF depression instead. Being deprived of love can be one of them too. Everyone wants to be loved dont they? I hope your doing well if yiu ever see this message! ❤
@@DarkDaysInPurple Thanks for the kind message. I aggree, we are social creatures so in some form everyone craves and wants to be loved. I'm still alone, but since I made the original comment I've been trying really hard to get better mentally. I started to go to the gym months ago and go to more events, spend more time with other people and I feel much much better, but I still have some of the symptoms, often I still just sit at home doing nothing because I don't feel like doing any of the stuff I like doing. BUT I'm trying my best to get out of that mental space and, slowly though, but I feel like I'm making progress.
I hope you are doing good as well! :)
And I hope everyone is doing well
1:06 You got some vocals 😊
True that. 🙂🎙🎼🎶
Yeesss the Omori references :D
Edit: YO WHAT THE HELL THIS VIDEO AIRED TODAY???
Yay Omori
Oyasumi
I love omori
WTF TIME TRAVELER?!
Who?
as someone who has (and still does) suffer from depression, it really does help if people check if your ok, even if we say we aren't, its still reassuring. we dont get much sleep a lot of the time and it feels like there's a growing weight on our shoulders that doesnt go away, just gets heavier. we look away, try not to make eye contact and try not to get the attention to us. we are in pain we just dont show it, its like we are in an endless void and a world full of people that dont care about us at the same time. we feel we dont matter. if someone is suffering from depression, please help them. its an unbearable pain that wont leave.
I can only admit to that. My life is the same and even when I put all my energy together and open up to someone I always get rejected. Than there always come things like "youre overreacting" or "you still smile so i cant be that bad" or "think about (put in some random bad thing) those people". I dont really know what to do anymore. Going to a professional would be good but I cant afford that. The only thing I can do is try to fix my soul by myself and hey, I managed to get away from suicidal all by myself, maybe I can fix the rest too. I still hope that things will get better, but its fading away and I dont know where I end up when its gone. For now... I life a "normal" life while my soul is crying for help.
For everyone else with depression: I feel with you
For everyone without depression: Listen to people when they open up to you and take it seriously. And when you cant do something for them, give them a hug and say everything is fine. It helps wonders.
@@naberius9232mm, la verdad hablo español pero lo intentare, im sorry, i dont.. know you? Pero digo but you can do this, i just wait to you feel better, and please, search help, and this part is in spanish, y aunque no hable tu lengua al 100%, puedo comunicarme contigo, esto es serio pero se que puedes lograrlo, las personas que les importas de seguro estan preocupadas por ti, be stronger, y aunque nunca sabre como es tener deprecion, solo espero que te sientas mejor lo mas pronto posible, la verdad yo apoyo la idea de que busques ayuda pero... uff espero que se entienda porque esta parte es en español, haz lo que puedas para superar todo eso 😟, me dan pena las personas con deprecion porque se que eso puede ser doloroso despues de toda la informacion posible, pero solo espero que logres superarlo, ya no se que mas decir pero espero apoyarte
I try to get the attention I don’t get at home sometimes
And try not to get yelled at or slapped
man i can relate
Yes I feel the same
I can confirm I relate to all of these. For a long time I have wished I was absent from life. The depression has caused me to feel suicidal, to self-harm and I've tried to end it twice. I see no hope.
You do an amazing job, the world needs more people like yourselves.
I hope you have a great day ahead
How did you fail twice genuinely curious how you tried to do it.
Hope you are feeling better now
@@pdd8168 Asking why did you fail at suicide is EXTREMELY WRONG!! You don't know what they are going through and you also need to think before you hit reply.
I hope you are feeling better, please find an outlet. May it be creative a spark a little happiness in your life, or start jounaling it really helps to release thise negative feelings on paper or even a computer or a smartphone. I do mine in Google keeps. Just an example. If you haven't heard it today:
I love you, and you have a purpose!! ❤
@@pdd8168 please don't ask me that question again. I'm sure you mean well, but it's not a memory lane I'd like to take a trip down.
Congrats. You’ve. Just. Summoned. An. Entire. Fandom.
Not noticing when a loved one is suffering is one of my biggest fears. I never want to be the person who missed the signs and end up losing someone important to me. This is a great video to combat that so thank you 💜
Beautiful 😍
Same. Scares me to think that someone in my life who looks extremely happy and functional could be dealing with a lot of deep and dark things that they aren’t telling me and that one day I’ll just find out when it’s too late and hate myself for it because I didn’t do anything. Like I always want to help people, but when I don’t know how to approach it, I just keep it to myself, because I’d rather not help it all then help and mess it up. And I also don’t know how to make myself look like an approachable person so people feel that they can approach with their problems because helping people makes me feel good and I’m always willing to help you with something.
It is so hard seeing when someone is actually depressed because a bunch of people claim they are because they want attention. Thanks for making this video to help show the signs! Hopefully someone will notice soon.
I smile because I don’t want people to be sad, I smile because smiling is contagious, I smile because I’m with friends, I smile so that no frown can make its way inside…
But I’m not happy I’ve thought of suicide and feel non-worthy of living. My brain doesn’t smile anymore. I am starting to isolate myself from certain people. The school has started an investigation on my parents that could take me to foster care. I’ve hurt myself on purpose. I don’t wanna show Im sad because I don’t want people to feel bad for me.
I am too scared to leave the box I have made for myself in my brain because I’m scared of what will happen.
My life has been crumbling this year and it’s just been a nightmare that I can’t escape and I feel so trapped and then stress and anxiety creeps in and causes depression and what do you know now the school gave me a referral for therapy. I need help but I don’t know where to start. I don’t know how to talk to “trusted adults” because they’re not trusted enough. If your going through hard times I just want you to know I hope your ok. And please find help I know it’s hard but my school forced me to talk to my worst fear, my parents. So you got this.
Thank you for that video. While I found myself in Depression a year ago, I can completely identify some of the signs in myself. Being with a professional therapist helps to overcome or at least live better with this. It is nice to see your work in spreading information and in this way inspire more understanding. For everyone who wants to help but don´tknow if this isn´t invading the privacy of the other one: Yes it is, but you still need it when you feel to empty to even articulate your emotions.
Depression means putting on a brave face, trying to make others laugh so your brain can make just a bit of serotonin, getting snapping angry for little to no reason, having zero energy, socially withdrawing and sometimes just feeling nothing. At least that's how it is for me.
For me, it's trying to always elevate others to a high pedestal, never wanting anybody to feel bad about themself so I can find my comfort in being the one to help. I can sometimes even be a doormat for admittedly toxic people. I know it doesn't work all the time, but as long as I can help other people, I'll always have something to smile about, whether it's a real or fake one doesn't matter.
same here, but being home alone in the morning to even night does not help at all, I constantly talk and shout at myself and anything that I think about or do...
I absolutely love these Omori references. Keep up the amazing work.
I know half of yall came here for omori 😭😭😭😭
OF COURSE
yeah-
maybe not
I uhm😛😛
who is omori?
As someone who is coming out the other end of a huge depressive episode (since the beginning of the pandemic really) I clicked on this video because I wanted to confirm that it was depression that I was struggling with and not just adhd. Man I’m thankful that I watched this. Now that I pretty much have that awful weight off my shoulders, I can attest to how true all of these are. It really does feel like a battery that never gets full. It truly feels like there is nothing you can do about it in the moment. But when I took a step back, identified what it is I was dealing with, and treated it as something that wasn’t permanent while not letting it take over my identity, I set up the perfect formula for recovery for my situation. I started letting people take me places, no matter how tired I was. The single most influential moment in this journey was when I let my sisters and Mom take me Black Friday clothes shopping. When I finally had clothes that fit and looked good, it kinda created a positive feedback loop. When I got compliments in my looks for the first time, my self-esteem returned. And it just escalated from there. Going to the movies with a girl in a few days! In my experience (this is not a catch-all piece of advice, probably won’t work for most people) the best way to get out of that depressive mood is to get outside and do stuff, no matter how little energy you have. Doesn’t matter what it is. Take a walk. Work out for once. Hell, even hang out with a group of close friends that you legitimately enjoy being around. That, paired with self-reflection and taking care of myself physically, really got me out of the place I was in. Still got ADHD, but at least I can actually see the benefits of it now.
Indeed, ADHD has benefits. It can be wielded as a powerful tool, and I believe in you to do exactly that
I’ve never been able to socialise with people well, due to social anxiety, depression and autism so it’s always been hard for me. But this video is quite accurate, like I use self demanding humour to cope with stress. And since I’ve recently lost my closest friendship it has been really difficult for me since I struggle with even what is considered basic social interactions, these videos make me feel a bit better and helps me see things a bit better. Thanks to this wonderful channel.
P.S Kel is awesome. He holds the entire plot on his back for the good ending lol
You summoned a whole fandom for 2 reasons... *take a guess*
omori and...whats the other one!!!
@@The_Oyasumi_girl2 the angst side of omori yk?
@@unity.was.here. ohz
omori
Lmao yes
I absolutely hate when people say "I'm so depressed all the time" and the fact they show it so much. yes I get it, I'm sorry about that. But the people that are the happiest, most joyful people that always make sure everyone is ok. Yet having the hardest time, still showing a smile. I'm one of these people. It bugs me when a lot of people show their depression too much. I know it's normal but a lot of people I used to be "friends" with almost "bragged" about their anxiety and depression to get more attention. That way people can say "omg you okay? Stuff like that to gain more attention. Bragging about depression is not funny. I always like to hear and say that the ones with the happiest skin are likely to be having the hardest time. This video is so relatable to me and it was nice hearing that other people also go through this and I'm not alone. However when I tell my mom about this subject, she says "oh you're too young." I am really young compared to the rest of the audience but I relate this these videos too much. The anxiety I feel everyday with my fake friends make it worse. Always putting me down. I'm very sorry if I annoyed anyone reading this, or disrespecting you. My apologies if so.
I’ve been dealing depressed lately. I love when other people are happy so I always help or do things for other people. I see how it would make me feel worse if I don’t care about my own feelings, but seeing other people happy makes me happy.
i'm only here because i was laughing hysterically at the thumbnail
The Omori references actually made sense in this video
I tried to never make a big deal of my depression and never told anyone. No one cared or noticed. They care if I had a hoodie over my face or that I was crying. I was "cheery" and "happy". I hate seeming like I was faking it. I was distressed and scared. I didnt want to make a big deal because no one would care.
But I believe that I had depression. I did my best research.
The one is that I couldnt get was a therapist. My mom wouldnt really pay for one.
So i had to go through this time thinking that I was just feeling a little bit sad... Right?
It lasted weeks to months.
I had low energy, stayed in my room to long, constant sadness, feeling like i wanted to be goners, constant nightmares, SH,
I finally talked to my mom about it and she didnt put my to the side and actually helped me. She said that she noticed and was concerned. I felt so loved and glad for once.
And the reason I thought I didn't really have it was because...
Literally most of my friends said that they had it so I didnt wanna feel like I was faking or being quirky, so I tried not to question it because what if my friends were really depressed?
I really love that Omori was used as a theme of this video. It really goes with the topic of depression. and some of the categories listed went with the characters.
but they whitewashed kellllllll 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@TheWater_Lilyeh..? It’s a really small thing, and this video is a year old
i omor
@@pemanilnoob 😭😭still sad about it
When you singing a little, it’s so calming, i like ur voice!, is so peaceful :(
With a mask so well made, people can never really notice that I'm actually not fine cause I get more and more social when I'm not
1:42 YO YO YO ITS SOMETHING BEHIND KEL- my heart.
I hope anyone struggling with this finds the love and support they need to overcome it.
Oh you beautiful soul, I promise you it will pass. You will get out of this just fine. Look how wonderful your personality is... how empathic you beautiful heart is, how strong you are to face it..you will get out of it just fine. Just keep going... you are awesome..
Lots of love and best wishes! ❤
Thanks 🤗 I appreciate & needed this encouragement. Back @ you. 🙏🛐☮️
Nature is the best medicine th-cam.com/video/4b6OkMkGyRA/w-d-xo.html
Lmao what if it’s not empathic tho?
Awesome encouragement!
The video hit close to home way more than I thought it should've...
While I don't necessarily have depression like some people here in the comments, I tend to do all these sometimes whenever I just don't feel fine at all. The 5th one is something I really do a lot when it comes to my friends, especially since I can relate to them sometimes.
0:10: Basil and Sunny
0:38: Kel and Hero
0:50: section dedicated to Kel in a way
1:16: Headspace Kel and Faraway Kel
1:35: Kel with juice and playing basketball ^^
1:40: Sad Kel (and faint Something on the wall)
1:53: Okay dedicated to Sunny now
2:07: Sunny seeing his shadow as Something
2:14: white space.
2:18: Kel n Sunny
2:25: Y/N HELP
2:49 Y/N VS AMONG US TRASHCAN FIGHT
3:11: Y/N in their gacha life era
4:53: Section dedicated to Hero (I want Basil, I’m waiting)
5:08: Bro’s boutta discover Mori (not sorry)
5:18 awh bro prolly found out about Mori :(
5:26: OH HELL NAH SOMETHING LEAVE MY BBG HERO ALONE
5:38: Awww! It’s Basil! :D
5:42: NVM ITS STRANGER
5:53: SUNNY AND BASIL HUG AWWW
This truly hits hard. Too everyone that is struggling I see you and I'm so glad you are here ❤
I am actually going through a very depressing time throughly my life even though IM ELEVEN. basically my parents are going through a hard time and are planning to take a divorce. As you see Im also in a hard time and your video really inspired me to keep going and find help. Thank you and I hope many other people are changed by this informative video. Thank you! 🙂
Don’t worry… my parents are like that too. I understand you. We are all here for you :)
Ya me too I’m 11 and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone without getting laughter at I feel like life sucked and I need to suck it up witch I thought was normal intel I saw a video and ya and I feel more and more depressed every day and it’s still going on so I can relate really well to this vidio😢
@@liambrixeyanderson3767 I hope you get through your tough time I’m sending all the love to you and everyone in this comment section ❤️❤️❤️
Enjoy middle school buddy
I had the same thing happen at 8 now I'm much older and better mentally and physically, just keep moving and never give up
My favorite quote I’ve ever read that left me sobbing and choking for air because it’s so painfully true… “sometimes when I say ‘I’m ok’ I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me tight and say ‘I know you’re not’”
No has looked and said that to me since I was 10 or 11 years old now 36 and still those things
I have the smiling depression because people keep bullying me for doing the right thing and I just feel like hiding away
love the OMORI references, this video hit right in the heart.
also;
dear anyone who’s feeling this way:
i’m terribly sorry that this is happening to you, but i’ll try my best to help.
here’s a little list of questions to ask yourself:
what happened? do you want to talk about it? it’s okay if you don’t.
if you’re thinking of leaving this world, have you considered all of the things that make you happy, even just for a little bit?
how long have you been “clean”? (2 weeks here) and what are some things that can help you forget about it?
do you have someone to “vent” to? if not, you can try venting in the replies if desired!
i know things are hard right now, but i promise this will pass!
and when it does, you’ll live a happy life like never before!
so please, stay with us until then, okay?
i’m sorry if i couldn’t help much, but a broken clock is right twice a day after all.
edit -i’m sorry.
just went through my third relapse..
6 hours clean..
edit edit - i really wish i could control myself..
i’ve relapsed more just this week than i have in over 2 years
update:
it’s getting harder to sleep and eat..
failure is inevitable. i fear when the next one will arrive.
6 days clean..
Wait is hit right in the heart also a reference or is it unintentional
(Hit right in the heart is critical hit text in omori)
Hii, you are not alone, don’t give up, it will be okay, we love you
Recently had a complicated relationship and I finally felt like I could trust somebody for the first time in years.. they said that they liked somebody else and wanted to stop dating but that they still loved me? It confused me and it hurt me.. it made me feel so rude since people can’t control their feelings.. they still said I love you after that happened but also stopped communicating with me that much. I’ve been in something like that before and didn’t want to be in it again so I told her I lost feelings.. but I just wanted to end anything we could have still had before it hurt more. She had told me earlier the same day that she felt akward around me and didn’t like feeling that way and needed space. I understood but it really just made me feel horrible and I lost that trustful feeling which is when I knew I had to end the relationship of some sort.
People won’t stop asking about it and it hurts to see her now because she just completely stopped talking to me and tries avoiding eye contact.
All I feel now is guilt and exhaustion and my body feels like it’s slowly shutting down. I’m always dizzy and never feel like myself anymore. I feel like she brought out the best in me and now I can’t accept the “normal me”
Part of me just misses feeling loved like that and having somebody I could talk to and feel comfortable around.
This is a lot sorry lol.
I’m one month clean.
I hope your feeling better soon, we can get through this together!!
Aw damn..... I got hit in the heart
@@So_much_pain yes
Man, I miss the days where I wouldn’t feel like I experienced any of these points. As I continue aging, I can’t help but feel like I’m further spiraling deeper. I miss peace.
Only one time have I been actually happy and it felt amazing, I smiled of happiness and realised that my everyday smile was fake…
No cap you’re videos literally describe my life better than i can describe it myself. This describes me at school every day
This was a great episode, and nice to see Omori get some representation here. Would love to see the references return again in a Trauma subject episode along with PTSD.
I definitely can understand and relate to all of these. I lately more than ever I put on a smile and say I’m fine or okay when I’m just holding myself together until I get home. My fiancé is a great support and is very understanding, bless him. He does his best to help me and I think I’m getting better.
I lived with this for almost 15 years. Then i met my wife and my life turned for the better, she really is the light of my life.
Your wife seems like an incredible person
One of my friends kept saying “oh you can’t self diagnose” “you have to ask a doctor”…
…I felt it. I knew I had it… and she kept saying I didn’t have it.
It felt like my heart stopped when I heard the “I’m just tired.” I get asked if I’m okay nearly every day, and my excuse? “I’m just tired.” And of course, the stereotype of depressed people is saying “I’m fine,” so I thought it was just me. I hate the stereotypes. It makes everyone including myself too afraid to ask for help in fear of being talked down.
0:00 The plants at the start of the video are:
HERO: The rose
KEL: The cactus
SUNNY: The tulip
And i would relate the guy next to them, with smol MARI, cuz the Lily Of The Valley sprout looks like that, or to a simple SPROUT MOLE.
Cool!
Wow, nice Omori refrences!
Anyway, I do get the 3rd reason, people making jokes to hide their true feelings, I've seen it happen at least twice before. While comedy is good to have now and then, I don't think it's healthy to use it as a solution to all of the negatives.
kel
Nature is the best medicine th-cam.com/video/4b6OkMkGyRA/w-d-xo.html
I watched this when it first came out not knowing what omori was, and watching it now i have so many mixed feelings
1:04 - @Psych2Go - I love all your videos - they’re so insightful and keep up the awesome work! Just on an unrelated note, you have a beautiful voice and if you recorded music, I would so buy your album! 😍
Here is her TH-cam Channel! th-cam.com/video/tkik2KpK008/w-d-xo.html
I never realized that I was a totally different person during the day than at home. Now I truly know that I need to fix this and that I must relieve myself from that mask.
my mask is still well in place and it looks way more believable than a few years ago, this video hit me hard in the heart, because i relate to every single thing, i used to come to school excited and i’d straight away go to my friend’s and walk around with them and joke around etc etc, but nowadays, i come to class, sit down in my chair and stare at the wall, even my “friends” say “omg (name) you look so depressed” and i just straight out throw the “i’m fine/i’m just tired/i didn’t get any sleep”, I’m not sure if they believe it or not because its always the same answer, but I have to say, The worst pain is when your heart cries and your eyes are dry, one time, I was in class sitting and staring at the wall, A person came in my class and asked me “Are you depressed?” and a tear fell from my eye hitting the floor, And then when they saw it, They said “.. Oh.. sorry for the weird question” then they left, i wish i got to know them, they seemed like someone i could vent to.. also, at the start of 2023, on the first day was my bday, my bday is on 1/1, they made me a party and they got all my friends and cousins, but the thing is, i was crying, they saw it as cries of happiness, but the thing is, I know that they weren’t cries of happiness, i cried because I just couldn’t feel happiness, I literally couldnt, It’s like the feeling of happiness left my life and put depression in its place, I want someone to talk to, But I have trust issues, I can’t even trust my own parents, My parents didn’t raise a strong girl/ a girl that could stand up for herself, they raised a girl that is scared of her own parents and a girl that would just smile after getting hit, one time in class a girl slapped me, For legitimately no reason, But I just stood there with a smile on my face, I did nothing, I didn’t stand up for myself, Whenever I look at a picture of myself as a kid/toddler, I cry, Because I genuinely deep down know that the smile was real, not like nowadays, Also, A few days ago, It was my neighbour’s bday, She called me and said “(name) please come to my birthday please” I said “Oh, right, your birthday, but I’m so sorry I can’t, I’m busy I got a ton of homework to do” And that was a big lie, I had nothing, I just wanted to stay home on my bed, Yeah also, Last thing, When I was a teen (a year ago) I used to never be able to leave my phone, but nowadays, I could go a whole week without my phone, everything’s boring, theres nothing to do in life, If u saw my diary you would be like “What the hell” and leave me, Thats all, Thank you if you read all this.
Your story is just like me I was the one who was most sad on my bday and ya my bday was after your bday I was also bullied at my school but my expression didn't changed at all than he thought I am a phycopath. When I got 91% in exam I went to my room and cried because I was not able to even smile when I went to an event with my parents when I met my uncle I tried so much to smile but I was not able to do so. You are the most relatable person I ever find.
I wish you and everyone else to find someone to rely, i think i or any other fella would feel better expressing their emotions
But i am just too scared to talk to anyone about my inner world
Sometimes in school, people do ask me "why is your face expression so sad/neutral" and i dont know what to answer and i just say it
I cant tell why am i so sad, maybe me being a freaking loser who is always nice to everyone and like then get my kindness abused without me noticing, or maybe that i am just so stupid in life overall "despite my grades", and i said it like that because people think i am smart for my grades but i find myself not.
Best,
Someone
This is relatable…you aren’t alone, okay? I may not know you irl, but I believe in you 💛
"Nothing works & no one cares, you can't fix it, no one dares."
-dead boy
I used to suppress my feelings and bottle up my emotions because I didn't want anyone worrying about me, I'm not diagnosed with depression but I show a lot of symptoms for it, after a long time of bottling up and suppressing my emotions I broke down during a school day and talked it out with a teacher, that same day I broke down when I got home from school and talked with my parental figure (Not actual parent of mine)
I've gone to the doctor now various times and we've finally gotten to the point where I'll talk with a psychiatrist and hopefully get proper help.
I'm sharing my personal experience because I got nothing out of bottling up my emotions and lying to everyone around me, in the end I broke down, and while I wasn't open to talk about a while ago, I am now. To anyone struggling, you're not alone in this, find someone you love and trust, a friend, a teacher, a parental figure or a parent, no matter how hopeless it may seem it can get better and it will if you reach out. I know it's gonna be hard to reach out if you're struggling, and sometimes it feels like no one loves you, but I know there's someone out there who loves and cares about you so much. You're not alone, I promise.
And once you do reach out, it's gonna be difficult to talk about at first, I know that, but once you find that one person you love and trust and talk with them it'll be much easier to talk about in the future. It will get better, just don't give up too soon. Ah, I'm tearing up after writing all this, best of luck to the person reading this.
Thank you for taking your time to read this, I really appreciate it. And if you are struggling, then I hope things get better soon.
Finally, another person that isn't diagnosed but shows all the symptoms ❤️
Me too
Omori characters in this art style is something I never knew I needed
i can relate to 1, 5, 6.
1st: i usually smile at school and “try” to be social, yet in home, i fight with my family, hurt myself because i feel useless and more..
5th: i used to have a best friend like a month ago and our friendship was *nice* until she started lying and not doing empathy. i tried to do my best to help her, cause i thought “SHE WAS HERE FOR ME” and did empathy a lot. but no. she was the worst friend I've ever had. she only cared about me because i was the only thing which makes her have fun(?). she never cared about me in overall. i guess i did an bad decision on trying to empathy with that liar. but heh, i ended our friendship by blocking her, because our friendship became 1sided and i was the only one who tried to save it. (we were friends for 3 years btw, i wish we did never met.) now I'm all alone, but it's better than having someone who's a betrayer in my life.
6th: so my friends at school sometimes asks me to go out together, i usually don't accept because i don't feel like it or I'm so upset that i don't want to. they ask me if I'm ok or not and i just say “I'm tired”.. they leave me after without asking me if I'm telling truth or not.
so that's it, thanks for reading if you did
Good thing you cut off that friend of yours..... I wish to do the same with all those "friends" that I have! But guess I don't have the courage yet. I don't wish to be left alone.
I have so many "friends", even though they're not here for me in my need! But that's ok!..... They're with me because thay want my help (I'm useful) so I'll try to be useful for however long that I can be. Even if I don't like them, they're the only one's who welcomed me (maybe they wouldn't have, had they known how broken I am) 😅😅! But I can atleast laugh alongside them..... Even if it's me who everyone is laughing at.
🤗hugs* to you...... You'll make some good friends in future for sure.
Take care...
Same
@@Petal_in_trenches thank you for your supportive comment! 🥺💞 and you will gain your courage soon, once they'll start to treat you the worst, you will start to have the courage to leave them. you can't keep them a side when they don't support you and get worse. i was the same back then! (2-5 months ago.) i was very afraid about losing the person I've talked about in my comment but since she became toxic, i thought that cutting her off was the best choice of mine. i never had so much friends (more than 4) in my life. noone of them helped me when i needed them neither. i taught myself to be alone, now I'm doing fine just having nothing more than small anxiety attacks. i was ruining my life with thay person and i didn't even noticed that!
and I'm not the best at explaining or understanding but i hope i got you right. again, thank you
A lot of bullies tend to conceal their depression by regularly trying to make others feel bad to distract themselves from their sorrows
Finally I know what exactly my depression does. I really did think I was just too lazy, and I was told sometimes that I'm just faking it. pretty much all of the signs are there.
Putting a smile on my face and ignoring my own health to please others is my way of hiding my severe depression. I care more about how other people see and treat me than my mental and physical health. With half my family having high expectations, I don't want to be a burden and hide my depression. It's total mental and physical draining to be what others want me to be, which leads to my stress rising to dangerous levels. So yes, I know exactly how this feels and can understand the basics. I could help a lot of people but continue to suffer myself.
I totally understand how uu feeling, I'm in the same boat as you, I always make others happy but every day I'm losing myself and you would feel unappreciated at the end, cause when you need help, they turn away
And no understand the pain you going through...
@@m3ntaln3rdboy. Exactly.
@@PhantomThiefKageOkami I'm glad I found someone that understands me and I understand you😭
@@m3ntaln3rdboy. Same here. 🙂😭
Wow, someone just recently finished Omori. I did too a couple days ago, really good game. I do like how you used the characters to explain this, as this is basically how they dealt with their depression. Not saying what they are depressed about of course, anyone who reads this comment should honestly play the game or look it up if you don't like psychological horror.
Out of curiosity who did you watch play omori
@@quietwaterz4533 I personally watched a therapist play it, she was cool.
@@quietwaterz4533 I didn't, i played it myself.
@@quietwaterz4533 merg
@@sanfan87 yeah same
5:08 HERO IS SO PRETTY HERE
Thank you so much for making me realize what these actually are because not many people actually know me, even my siblings and my parents know like 30%-65% . I wish I could give your crew a hug.
Your voice is so beautiful, the soft tone is fantastic to use for this type of video. The little bit of singing in the video was amazing! I bet if you went on a singing show, you’d win just like that! Thank you for making this video for others in need, as a person that has never suffered with depression this helps me to understand my friends.
This was really informative and helped me realize a few important things about myself. Also, the art with Omori really blew me away. The story of Omori deals with really dark and more mature themes that most psychological horror games barely scratch the surface of.
every time i cry, my mouth involunterily curls into a smile, i don't want to smile im tired of it, my mouth hurts but i can't stop
I love the OMORI references. Also, yet again, what a great video!
I clicked as fast as I could then MARI falling down the stairs, the thumbnail caught my attention.
this video made me think about my own mental state and made me realise that I use the excuse. I’m tired too much. I want to have very weak depression because I always feel drained and I’m happy on the outside. Normally I act happy happy happy oh let’s go play a game, but I wanna leave my room. Sometimes I just burst out in tears after something tiny thank you for making me think about this also look for these things and others. You are very inspiring to me. What a lovely artist.
guaranteeing to help you overcome what you're going through ✋
Psycho2go… thank you you’ve made me see other people and what there going through. Not just this vid a lot. So thanks
This hits home on so many levels for me. Your channel has been wonderful in helping try and identify patterns that I do myself without realizing it. Thank you for these wonderful videos
this definitely explains the type of depression I suffer from. thank you so much for the information :)
I had an incedence of this year's ago. What shook me to get help, after several adults saying things about me not being okay, was a child asking their parent if they could "it hug the sad lady" on a day I thought I was fine. It was the best thing to happen. When I found out what had me stuck I was able to take the steps I needed to get where I wanted to be.
I feel emotionless sometimes I can’t seem to feel empathy for one in my mind I can’t seem to feel bad for them, and yet I also can’t feel sad for anybody but myself. I know I’m a jerk so watching this videos help me. Thank you so much.
At school we had to make an art piece including 5 different things that characterize us. I did a few things but the last section I made was more abstract as I tried to capture the feelings inside that I couldn't explain. What I ended up with was a man staring at his shadow, his shadow eerily staring back. This is almost the exact same thing as the shadow at 2:10. Im crying.