I saw this on Tik Tok then came to this video. It is such a beautiful, raw, emotional watch had me in tears after especially after reading the description. I am so very sorry for your huge lost thank you for this video ❤️
I've been struggling with depression for 10 years now. This hit me so hard. There's days I'm ok, but this last month I have been in a bad place. I needed this❤️
Me too Katelyn, much longer than 10 years, but I'm much older. It comes back, but it always releases the worst pressure. Remember that, it really does always get better. It comes back, but you can learn to head it off early (exercise, yoga, and the ocean are my heavy hammers, you'll find yours). When you get to that very bottom, you know what I mean, try running, not as a sport, just put on some shoes in that MOMENT and run as fast and hard as you can, you won't last long, but that's not the goal. When your breath is heaving and muscles spent, things look different. Its not a cure, it's like narcan. It can save you in the moment but you still have the problem, but it will feel different for awhile. Or not, I don't know if any of that resonates with you, or anyone, I just really felt your comment and genuinely want to help. Please don't think I believe my tools are your cure, I'm just sharing in the hope you can keep going and find a bit of peace. 💛💛💛
the moment you grabbed her spoke to me in more ways than one, the entire video did in fact. thank you for making this, i’m now subscribed and notifications are on ❤️
Thank you so much for this. My mum and her bestfriend were killed in a car accident in 2016. I was 16, I felt all of those emotions you portrayed in your dance it was unbelievable that you could present so much of how it feels for a mother to be taken away so suddenly through dance and song. It’s pain you can’t describe to any one. I too stopped believing in god because I was angry for so long. Now at 20, I am healing and have found peace through my boyfriend who shows me that god is real and that he chose me because It is all apart of my story. Losing your mum is the worst pain anyone could ever feel, this really touched me. Thankyou so much.
I watch the clip from tik tok and was absolutely touched by it. Once hearing the whole song it touched my heart even more. Losing a loved like this is hardest type of loss. It took me a long time to realized my question Why? will never be answered. I just wish he knew how much he was loved. Thank you for sharing your story.
I also discovered your video through TikTok, & I’m so blessed that I did! This needs to be heard worldwide! Your wife’s performance touched me deeply! I’m so very sorry for her loss! I lost my mother in March. It’s still not real to me. Your voice is a God given gift! Your song touched my heart & soul tremendously! It’s absolutely AMAZING!! May God Bless You Both Abundantly!! I still have chills & tears streaming down my face! Whew!! Thank You Jesus for these two beautifully talented couple!🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️♥️
Your mother gave a wonderful gift. That was you and your voice. Hearing your story breaks my heart but I believe from ashes comes beauty. Her beauty shines through you. Keep sharing that gift. I can tell by your choices in music that you gave a special connection with the Almighty and that extends to your mum. She must be awful proud of you. Her life wasn't a waste. She produced a beautiful gift for this world to enjoy and enjoy we do. God bless you in all your endeavors.
Moved in my spirit... I’m so grateful to have seen this. I wish the world could witness this beauty from utter despair. Very powerful... thank you for sharing this and for being vulnerable and open. You are helping so many. Love to you and yours. 🖤
Very beautiful song. Sorry for your loss. My mother too dealt with depression so I know how hard this could be. You have a great voice and love the tictoks. Very talented keep pressing forward. One love bro.
This video touched my heart. I’m thankful everyday for my sister for saving me a lot of people don’t have someone there to tell them how important their life is. Thank you for making this video it lets people know that we’re never alone and our life is meaningful. ❤️
I normally don't read the descriptions in videos, more one this long . Thank you for this story, sorry for your lost and i wish you comfort in the promise's of Jesus...The great comforter. This song is healing.
I came from TikTok and just wow..... Jesus is always always right there even when we don’t see/feel him. He died for us so that we might have life through Him fully. This was beautiful, I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for the reminder that He is always right there guiding me/standing beside me/watching me take those first steps, etc.
Just...wow. I lost a friend to suicide when I was 16. This definitely hit me in the feels. Thank you for this. Having real talent and using it for God is the best thing you could ever possibly do. God bless you.
Wow, what a team. Beautiful and honoring art, all who were involved. So sorry for your loss 🤍🤍🤍. Your write up about your mum was very touching. God bless you and Rory.
I have manic depression and I really need to see this video. I cried this entire video b/c no one understands how hard it is being who you are. I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this video. Godspeed
Speechless! Yet there are so many words, but there are no words that I can utter to respectfully describe what I have seen and heard. Then I remembered, our Messiah is the word and it is enough! Hallelujah!
Wow!! I was in tears! I have not experienced the loss of suicide but have gone through a different trauma the last few years and broken in a different way, it spoke to that. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for this. May I please share on my Facebook page? It was beautiful ❤️
Came here from the short clip on TikTok. What a powerful video… really hit me hard. So sorry for your loss. And thank you for being so open and transparent about how you felt and the love showed to you by your husband in your darkest moments… RIP…. She’s at peace now…. Sending much love ❤️
Wow this hit hard.. I lost my dad February 2019 to suicide and it's one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. And my own mental health rapidly declined and I got diagnosed with PTSD because of it. The hardest part is the not knowing why or being able there to prevent it at the time. If I could turn back time I would to save him and give him a second chance
I am crying like a newborn baby right now WOW. Best song and video... I wish I had the perfect words to say right now but all I can say is WOW 😢😢 can’t stop crying. Thank you for this, you made my day. My week. MY FREAKING YEAR man. This was beautiful. God bless you and your wife 🌹
Probably one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard and the video is simply breathtaking. Sorry for your wife's loss and thank you for this...I listen to it multiple times everyday
Love Love Love you Rory I am a new subscriber through your tiktok From there I continued to watch Your BEAUTIFUL VOICE lead me here...i am heart broken and your words to your Mum changed all thoughts & decisions I had in my brain... We are blessed & Loved. I thank you for writing this note/poem...Also singing this song❤
I found you on Tiktok and decided to come to your Yt channel. Gosh, by reading your description on this video and listening to this song had me bawling so hard!!! I hope you have found your healing and peace! I'm sorry for your lost!!
Rory I saw you on the kings k live stream a couple of weeks ago and couldn’t believe my eyes, from following moorhouse all those years ago to this. Wild x
Absolutely beautiful!.....Thank you for sharing your story, from one survivor to the next.....I feel your grief and loss of faith. Your voice and your wife's dance said it all! God Bess 🙏
The way Janika showed the emotion and fierceness through her moves and expressions and the way Rory was so intense and passionate expressed how serious and intense God's love is and to see husband and wife during this as well was showing so much strength and perseverance. It was incredible.
Oh my heart aches for you in this tragic event, but also is filled with joy that you can see good through the pain. Your life is better for the struggles she incurred. God sent you an angel in your husband, he wrapped his loving arms around you in the same manner Jesus does. Your loss as tragic and painful as it was and I'm sure still is, I believe has granted you strength and power to see the positive in life as your beautiful Mum wanted for you, to embrace the beauty that she was even through the pain she endured. She is always there with you by your side, guiding you and loving you along the way, supporting you and so very proud of the beautiful child she raised. You are strong because the pain she suffered, you love hard because the love she gave you even through her struggles, you have turned something so traumatic, into something that has made you strong, made you see life in a manner someone who never struggled will never understand. You are a much stronger, and a wiser and more beautiful soul as a result of your raising. God bless ýou, and your precious family and thank you for sharing such a personal, heartfelt story. You are so very strong.
I saw your TikTok video and had to come see this. I’m not crying 😭. Nope 😭. Such a hard time for everyone right now and with the holidays it seems it’s worse. My husband soulmate father of my children has been in heaven for 11 Christmas’s now and it never gets easier. Never! Thank you for this 💜
Thank you, this hit heart for me. I am a women who lives for the Lord Jesus Christ but still was attacked with the spirit of depression and suicide especially while pregnant. (My husband and I have 6 children) I remember one night running out of my house because I was so overwhelmed with the battles and warefare going on in my mind and spirit and felt this way right here, asking Jesus where are you, I trusted Him but couldn't hear Him, I believed His promises but couldn't see the promise land(it was a hard night and I wanted to end it and run my van off a bridge. I remember stopping in a hospital parking lot for hours just debating on running, running inside for help. That night I cried out to God once again and He spoke, even as the enemy was still trying to fight. That night was hard and there was definitely a battle for my life in the spirit. But I'm here 4 years later still in battle for the Glory for Gods kingdom, I've been delivered from the spirit of depression and suicide, but while your in that valley it's so hard but knowing that Jesus Himself is also fighting for you helps to surrender everything to Him over and over and over again no matter the hurt and pain that our valley can take us through, Just remember Psalm 23 especially this part, (Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.)
I understand sweet child. GOD Bless you both and Rory Gods Angel on earth. Thanq to you both for such an overwhelming power of beauty and truth God Lives us and is in each one if us, so we are in each other. Connection is always here ❤ 🙏🙏🙏❤ Bless Our Mums 💜🙏🙏💜
"Her life was the suffering, and ours the resurrection." At this I cried and prayed to God that He would make sure she heard this. Her heart led them to walk in the light even if she felt chained down by darkness. When in the middle of horrible pain they turned to God instead of away, they broke those chains for their mom. God bless you.
This song hit me like a freight train. The lyrics, the choreography and the powerful vocals. I cannot listen without ugly crying. Thank you so much for this song. It has healing powers. God bless you and your family.
This deserves to reach so many more people. This healed scars i had hidden away.
I saw this on Tik Tok then came to this video. It is such a beautiful, raw, emotional watch had me in tears after especially after reading the description. I am so very sorry for your huge lost thank you for this video ❤️
Same! ❤️Til Tok brought me here ❤️ His raw voice.. 👌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻powerful..
tik tok brought me here. i hold on to "with JESUS i'm never alone".
Here from TikTok, this is incredible 💛 commenting so more people see this
This was so beautiful, the moment he grabbed her I got so many chills. I really needed this more then ever right now. Thank you
Commenting in hopes it will be trending soon
My sister committed suicide July of 2018. My mom and I watched this sobbing. Absolutely gorgeous.
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I wasn’t expecting this to be so well shot and get punched right in the feels! Excellent job new subscriber 🙌🏽
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I've been struggling with depression for 10 years now. This hit me so hard. There's days I'm ok, but this last month I have been in a bad place. I needed this❤️
We’re thinking of you Katelyn ❤️
Me too Katelyn, much longer than 10 years, but I'm much older. It comes back, but it always releases the worst pressure. Remember that, it really does always get better. It comes back, but you can learn to head it off early (exercise, yoga, and the ocean are my heavy hammers, you'll find yours). When you get to that very bottom, you know what I mean, try running, not as a sport, just put on some shoes in that MOMENT and run as fast and hard as you can, you won't last long, but that's not the goal. When your breath is heaving and muscles spent, things look different. Its not a cure, it's like narcan. It can save you in the moment but you still have the problem, but it will feel different for awhile. Or not, I don't know if any of that resonates with you, or anyone, I just really felt your comment and genuinely want to help. Please don't think I believe my tools are your cure, I'm just sharing in the hope you can keep going and find a bit of peace. 💛💛💛
Also here from tiktok. This hit real hard. New subscriber 💕
the moment you grabbed her spoke to me in more ways than one, the entire video did in fact. thank you for making this, i’m now subscribed and notifications are on ❤️
This needs to be viral! This must reach everyone in the world! Simply beautiful
Thank you so much for this. My mum and her bestfriend were killed in a car accident in 2016. I was 16, I felt all of those emotions you portrayed in your dance it was unbelievable that you could present so much of how it feels for a mother to be taken away so suddenly through dance and song. It’s pain you can’t describe to any one. I too stopped believing in god because I was angry for so long. Now at 20, I am healing and have found peace through my boyfriend who shows me that god is real and that he chose me because It is all apart of my story. Losing your mum is the worst pain anyone could ever feel, this really touched me. Thankyou so much.
Andrijana thanks for sharing. You’re amazing ❤️
Thank you.
I watch the clip from tik tok and was absolutely touched by it. Once hearing the whole song it touched my heart even more. Losing a loved like this is hardest type of loss. It took me a long time to realized my question Why? will never be answered. I just wish he knew how much he was loved. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thinking of you as you deal with the loss Deanna ❤️
I also discovered your video through TikTok, & I’m so blessed that I did! This needs to be heard worldwide! Your wife’s performance touched me deeply! I’m so very sorry for her loss! I lost my mother in March. It’s still not real to me. Your voice is a God given gift! Your song touched my heart & soul tremendously! It’s absolutely AMAZING!! May God Bless You Both Abundantly!! I still have chills & tears streaming down my face! Whew!! Thank You Jesus for these two beautifully talented couple!🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️♥️
Thank you for sharing this on TikTok. So many people need to see this. ❤️
Here from TikTok, just absolutely beautiful 🤍
My husbands father killed himself when he was a little boy and it has resonated with him since. It’s hard to get over what we can’t understand
Please let him know he’s loved and he’s not alone ❤️
Your mother gave a wonderful gift. That was you and your voice. Hearing your story breaks my heart but I believe from ashes comes beauty. Her beauty shines through you. Keep sharing that gift. I can tell by your choices in music that you gave a special connection with the Almighty and that extends to your mum. She must be awful proud of you. Her life wasn't a waste. She produced a beautiful gift for this world to enjoy and enjoy we do. God bless you in all your endeavors.
Moved in my spirit... I’m so grateful to have seen this. I wish the world could witness this beauty from utter despair. Very powerful... thank you for sharing this and for being vulnerable and open. You are helping so many. Love to you and yours. 🖤
Not words can describe the feeling that this video invoked in me.,Thank you .
This had me in tears! Your voice her dancing. I could see the pain in her movements, in her face, in your voice. It was all so amazing 👏.
Came here from tiktok and wow...
The amount of emotion I felt while watching this video just wow!
This is beautiful
This was on my fyp on tiktok...thank you...thank you. I can’t tell you how badly I needed this
This is absolutely beautiful 🖤
Powerful.
Very beautiful song. Sorry for your loss. My mother too dealt with depression so I know how hard this could be. You have a great voice and love the tictoks. Very talented keep pressing forward. One love bro.
My mom passed 8 years ago from an accidental overdose. Days get easier but I miss her everyday!!! Dancing is one of the ways I get through it ❤️
Powerful 😢
This needs more likes! Definitely gonna share this 💖
This video touched my heart. I’m thankful everyday for my sister for saving me a lot of people don’t have someone there to tell them how important their life is. Thank you for making this video it lets people know that we’re never alone and our life is meaningful. ❤️
Thank you Bernice. We’re so happy you’re here. You are so loved ❤️
I normally don't read the descriptions in videos, more one this long . Thank you for this story, sorry for your lost and i wish you comfort in the promise's of Jesus...The great comforter. This song is healing.
I came from TikTok and just wow.....
Jesus is always always right there even when we don’t see/feel him. He died for us so that we might have life through Him fully. This was beautiful, I’m so sorry for your loss.
Thank you for the reminder that He is always right there guiding me/standing beside me/watching me take those first steps, etc.
I am in love with the message behind this video.
This should definitely blow up
I been waiting for an accurate video to this song. Well done.
I love this song. Thank you
This is beautiful!!!! Ive got the water works flowing full throttle... 💕 love it
Whew ! This touched my heart. The tears are just flowing . Smh.
Just...wow. I lost a friend to suicide when I was 16. This definitely hit me in the feels. Thank you for this. Having real talent and using it for God is the best thing you could ever possibly do. God bless you.
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Wow, what a team. Beautiful and honoring art, all who were involved. So sorry for your loss 🤍🤍🤍. Your write up about your mum was very touching. God bless you and Rory.
You are a beautiful man Rory. Your mum will always be with you.
This is beautiful!
Oh wow, so beautiful. We all needed this...
I found you on tiktok and wanted your music and I found this? What a blessing 😍
Literally bawling so powerful
Wow! This is so deep, the way you grabbed her and held her. Passion, love and heartbreak all in one ❤️
I have manic depression and I really need to see this video. I cried this entire video b/c no one understands how hard it is being who you are. I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this video. Godspeed
Speechless! Yet there are so many words, but there are no words that I can utter to respectfully describe what I have seen and heard. Then I remembered, our Messiah is the word and it is enough! Hallelujah!
Really beautiful. Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story.
I just watch your video for your song “For Mum” and all I have no words: STANDING OVATION 👏 👏👏
This had me in tears really...
Absolutely phenomenally beautiful 🎶🎵✝️
Wow!! I was in tears! I have not experienced the loss of suicide but have gone through a different trauma the last few years and broken in a different way, it spoke to that. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for this. May I please share on my Facebook page? It was beautiful ❤️
Came here from the short clip on TikTok. What a powerful video… really hit me hard. So sorry for your loss. And thank you for being so open and transparent about how you felt and the love showed to you by your husband in your darkest moments… RIP…. She’s at peace now…. Sending much love ❤️
Beautiful
So powerful!! 👌👍💪
The drop gets me every time 😭
This is heartbreaking. As someone with depression, it just enunciates perfectly and gives hope ❤️🏴
Wow this hit hard..
I lost my dad February 2019 to suicide and it's one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. And my own mental health rapidly declined and I got diagnosed with PTSD because of it. The hardest part is the not knowing why or being able there to prevent it at the time. If I could turn back time I would to save him and give him a second chance
I am crying like a newborn baby right now WOW. Best song and video... I wish I had the perfect words to say right now but all I can say is WOW 😢😢 can’t stop crying. Thank you for this, you made my day. My week. MY FREAKING YEAR man. This was beautiful. God bless you and your wife 🌹
Wooow this was really excellent. This is such a beautiful portrait of Gods Love. Thank you so much for this!
beautiful ❤️
Probably one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard and the video is simply breathtaking. Sorry for your wife's loss and thank you for this...I listen to it multiple times everyday
Love Love Love you Rory I am a new subscriber through your tiktok From there I continued to watch Your BEAUTIFUL VOICE lead me here...i am heart broken and your words to your Mum changed all thoughts & decisions I had in my brain... We are blessed & Loved. I thank you for writing this note/poem...Also singing this song❤
This song... it’s absolutely beautiful.. thank you. I’ve followed you too.
This is so beautiful I’m sobbing wow
I want this in Spotify to listen over and over
A Prayer - Kings Kaleidoscope
Thank you for making a grown man cry
THIS IS BEYOND INCREDIBLE.... I have goosebumps. What a beautiful, yet heartbreaking story
I found you on Tiktok and decided to come to your Yt channel. Gosh, by reading your description on this video and listening to this song had me bawling so hard!!! I hope you have found your healing and peace! I'm sorry for your lost!!
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I feel your pain. I cried reading your story about your mum ... thank you for sharing ❤️
Rory I saw you on the kings k live stream a couple of weeks ago and couldn’t believe my eyes, from following moorhouse all those years ago to this. Wild x
Kings k have been instrumental in getting us through these last few years. Love them! Everyone needs to listen to them
I needed to hear this song
Absolutely beautiful!.....Thank you for sharing your story, from one survivor to the next.....I feel your grief and loss of faith. Your voice and your wife's dance said it all! God Bess 🙏
This was so good 😭
I wasn't expecting that, wow that was powerful 👏🏾 Amen and God bless you 🙏🏾
This is so beautiful I can’t stop crying
The way Janika showed the emotion and fierceness through her moves and expressions and the way Rory was so intense and passionate expressed how serious and intense God's love is and to see husband and wife during this as well was showing so much strength and perseverance. It was incredible.
This was so impactful. On every level. ♥️
Thank you for the courage to share something so sensitive and so personal. #touched
Wow that was stunning. You can feel the heartache and emotions.
That was so powerful in every way, shape and form and beyond. Thank you for sharing this with everyone. Literal chills😍
Oh my heart aches for you in this tragic event, but also is filled with joy that you can see good through the pain. Your life is better for the struggles she incurred. God sent you an angel in your husband, he wrapped his loving arms around you in the same manner Jesus does.
Your loss as tragic and painful as it was and I'm sure still is, I believe has granted you strength and power to see the positive in life as your beautiful Mum wanted for you, to embrace the beauty that she was even through the pain she endured.
She is always there with you by your side, guiding you and loving you along the way, supporting you and so very proud of the beautiful child she raised. You are strong because the pain she suffered, you love hard because the love she gave you even through her struggles, you have turned something so traumatic, into something that has made you strong, made you see life in a manner someone who never struggled will never understand. You are a much stronger, and a wiser and more beautiful soul as a result of your raising. God bless ýou, and your precious family and thank you for sharing such a personal, heartfelt story. You are so very strong.
RIP to your lovely mum.🌬️ ♥️🫂🌹🧚🌼🌻🌸🌺🌷
So incredibly powerful! Much love to you both ♥️
I saw your TikTok video and had to come see this. I’m not crying 😭. Nope 😭. Such a hard time for everyone right now and with the holidays it seems it’s worse. My husband soulmate father of my children has been in heaven for 11 Christmas’s now and it never gets easier. Never! Thank you for this 💜
Thank you, this hit heart for me. I am a women who lives for the Lord Jesus Christ but still was attacked with the spirit of depression and suicide especially while pregnant. (My husband and I have 6 children)
I remember one night running out of my house because I was so overwhelmed with the battles and warefare going on in my mind and spirit and felt this way right here, asking Jesus where are you, I trusted Him but couldn't hear Him, I believed His promises but couldn't see the promise land(it was a hard night and I wanted to end it and run my van off a bridge. I remember stopping in a hospital parking lot for hours just debating on running, running inside for help. That night I cried out to God once again and He spoke, even as the enemy was still trying to fight. That night was hard and there was definitely a battle for my life in the spirit. But I'm here 4 years later still in battle for the Glory for Gods kingdom, I've been delivered from the spirit of depression and suicide, but while your in that valley it's so hard but knowing that Jesus Himself is also fighting for you helps to surrender everything to Him over and over and over again no matter the hurt and pain that our valley can take us through, Just remember Psalm 23 especially this part,
(Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.)
I felt chills. This is so beautiful and so sad and somehow at the same time is filled with hope
I understand sweet child. GOD Bless you both and Rory Gods Angel on earth. Thanq to you both for such an overwhelming power of beauty and truth God Lives us and is in each one if us, so we are in each other. Connection is always here ❤ 🙏🙏🙏❤ Bless Our Mums 💜🙏🙏💜
This is a beautiful and the story behind it in the description is a testimony. Thank you for sharing and giving hope to others.
amazingly beautiful, chills through my body-
"Her life was the suffering, and ours the resurrection."
At this I cried and prayed to God that He would make sure she heard this.
Her heart led them to walk in the light even if she felt chained down by darkness.
When in the middle of horrible pain they turned to God instead of away, they broke those chains for their mom.
God bless you.
This song hit me like a freight train. The lyrics, the choreography and the powerful vocals. I cannot listen without ugly crying. Thank you so much for this song. It has healing powers. God bless you and your family.
Wow! No words. Wow! Thank you for being so raw. This song and the choreography are so powerful. Sitting here with tears down my face.
Powerful ❤️🙏🏻
Beautiful bro ❤️
This is incredibly beautiful. I don’t know what I’m watching but it made me cry & touched my heart.
I needed this. Thank you 💚
This was beautiful brought me to tears, it has so much in meaning in the song and dance