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I cried when you talked about the 8 yrs old you. The 8 yrs old me, needed to be saved from something horrific but I promise myself that I will take care of the 28 yrs old me and the 60 yrs old and so on. I always tell people that I am so grateful that I am an adult and can defend myself and say no I don’t want this or that.
Girl, you comeback on TH-cam has been bringing me so much peace and motivation to take care of my inner self. I know it can sound cringe on social media from a stranger but I love you ❤
“Look at her smile, look at your smile. They’re the same” 🥹🥹 this reminded me of a lil analogy I like revisiting which is thinking of myself as a Russian doll. Peeling back allll the layers at my core I’m still that little baby girl. JazakAllah Khayran for your reminders to give myself as well as other grace 💐🤍✨
i've been going through some heavy stuff and i feel like I cried throughout watching your entire video...childhood trauma, inner child healing....all of that is so unique but it's so interesting how many of us can relate to one another. I think one thing that you've talked about in your past videos that resonates so heavily with me and is something I want to not internalize shame for is going slow....especially when you've been through a lot, especially when you're naturally an introspective person - going slow is so healing and I hope that approach to your life is healing your inner child currently because it made me realize how much I need that. Thank you for your videos Shahd.
What in the actual world, I was feeling so good watching the start of the video and suddenly started sobbing and flat out crying even tapping into my inner child. whoah.
Inner child work is REALLY IMPORTANT. I'M so glad you are doing this work. I just took my shahada the last day of Ramadan 2024. I see so many women in islam, on our planet that could use this information. This book is the ultimate inner child bonding. "Inner Bonding " Becoming a loving adult to your inner child. I have studied with this therapist, she has a global inner child village online. As a black sister new to islam I really appreciate your courage, voice and artistic talent ❤😊 5:
mashallah sis omg its been a few years since i saw you on that short documentary you were on i remember being so inspired when i was insecure as a teen muslim and young by you when you talked about being muslim in the west subhanallah you have sm glow , iman and noor in your face now i would love to hear about your glow up journey since then AHHH STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS YOU
as an unwed woman who is exactly one month away from turning 33 and who feels so so lucky. in. love.. i want to name my daughter Shahd because girl, look at you.. you have all of my heart🤍
Asalaamualaikum, so incredibly proud of you for distancing yourself from the "hijabs model influencer" fantasy. It's easy for us to get caught up and not see how useless and incredibly harmful these desires are. Allah led you to a much more beneficial life that is pleasing to Him. I'm on the same journey. Back to the roots of a simple life. Pray to meet you when I visit Saudi in sha Allah in the next year. ❤
This was such a wonderful video. It led me to reflect on my own childhood and experiences and what I can learn from my younger self. She was fearless, kind, and not afraid to try new things. I need to take a couple tips from her 💓
I think I can speak for most of your subscribers when I say that we care about you a lot and are always here to listen to you talk about yourself and thoughts 💕
Thank you so much for being active on TH-cam again.. you are such an inspiration and each video empowers me to be better and to spend my time more wisely. Thank you
I'm reading the artist's way, this exercise where you write a letter to your 8 year old and you as an 80 year old, it is so emotional and eye opening. Such a good book! I appreciate your videos and insights Shahd, thank you for sharing your thoughts 💙
Shahd, sis!! This is so so relatable and beautiful to watch! May Allah swt reward you for sharing your gift with the rest of us and inspiring us, ameen!!! ❤❤❤
My inner child is 6. My mother was abused by a family member and is not healed. When I was 6, I was home with my parents. As a sign of affection, my dad slapped my mother on the ass. She was in the bathroom (I think shaving her legs), she took the blade and cut his arm. 40 years later my dad still has the scar and apparently I remember that incident. I am healing my 6 year old self.
Alhamdulillah❤ I was very keenly waiting for you. I tried reaching out to you through IG too😅 Just as I saw your story posted 4m ago, I switched to TH-cam and now I'm here😂😂 I hope you had a blessed Ramadan Shahd😊
But you already solved the crux of the issue. you internalized that when something went wrong or someone eas wrong towards you، you were the issue. Now you know its not true and pushback on yourself when you see yourself falling back into that track incorrectly.
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I cried when you talked about the 8 yrs old you. The 8 yrs old me, needed to be saved from something horrific but I promise myself that I will take care of the 28 yrs old me and the 60 yrs old and so on. I always tell people that I am so grateful that I am an adult and can defend myself and say no I don’t want this or that.
A lot of East African girls need saving around that age😢😢
this is so relatable...May God send you all the healing that you deserve and more and May He bless you with abundant love, protection and joy.
Girl, you comeback on TH-cam has been bringing me so much peace and motivation to take care of my inner self. I know it can sound cringe on social media from a stranger but I love you ❤
“Look at her smile, look at your smile. They’re the same” 🥹🥹 this reminded me of a lil analogy I like revisiting which is thinking of myself as a Russian doll. Peeling back allll the layers at my core I’m still that little baby girl. JazakAllah Khayran for your reminders to give myself as well as other grace 💐🤍✨
One thing I I come to learn do not shear any of your photos on line never ever do that .
Changed my backscreen on my i phone to me when i was a child and i am in tears, we love you so much shahd your truly a ray of sunshine 🥹
i've been going through some heavy stuff and i feel like I cried throughout watching your entire video...childhood trauma, inner child healing....all of that is so unique but it's so interesting how many of us can relate to one another. I think one thing that you've talked about in your past videos that resonates so heavily with me and is something I want to not internalize shame for is going slow....especially when you've been through a lot, especially when you're naturally an introspective person - going slow is so healing and I hope that approach to your life is healing your inner child currently because it made me realize how much I need that. Thank you for your videos Shahd.
Sending virtual hugs 💐
What in the actual world, I was feeling so good watching the start of the video and suddenly started sobbing and flat out crying even tapping into my inner child. whoah.
shahd you make us feel consistently proud and seen
Inner child work is REALLY IMPORTANT.
I'M so glad you are doing this work. I just took my shahada the last day of Ramadan 2024. I see so many women in islam, on our planet that could use this information.
This book is the ultimate inner child bonding.
"Inner Bonding "
Becoming a loving adult
to your inner child.
I have studied with this therapist, she has a global inner child village online.
As a black sister new to islam I really appreciate your courage, voice and artistic talent ❤😊
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As sallamu alaykum sis. Welcome to Islam♥May Allah swt make your journey easier and bless you enormously!!
mashallah sis omg its been a few years since i saw you on that short documentary you were on i remember being so inspired when i was insecure as a teen muslim and young by you when you talked about being muslim in the west subhanallah you have sm glow , iman and noor in your face now i would love to hear about your glow up journey since then AHHH STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS YOU
as an unwed woman who is exactly one month away from turning 33 and who feels so so lucky. in. love.. i want to name my daughter Shahd because girl, look at you.. you have all of my heart🤍
hii loves how are we doing post ramadan ??
Sis I need these glasses, please let us know!!! Love you x
Asalaamualaikum, so incredibly proud of you for distancing yourself from the "hijabs model influencer" fantasy. It's easy for us to get caught up and not see how useless and incredibly harmful these desires are. Allah led you to a much more beneficial life that is pleasing to Him. I'm on the same journey. Back to the roots of a simple life. Pray to meet you when I visit Saudi in sha Allah in the next year. ❤
Good , Alhamdulilah, ur the kind of friend i need ily❤❤❤❤
This was such a wonderful video. It led me to reflect on my own childhood and experiences and what I can learn from my younger self. She was fearless, kind, and not afraid to try new things. I need to take a couple tips from her 💓
I think I can speak for most of your subscribers when I say that we care about you a lot and are always here to listen to you talk about yourself and thoughts 💕
I can’t find the words, you are beautiful, thank you for being you and being so open to share.
Your videos bring me sm peace. May Allah bless you🌷
Im glad that you are on TH-cam again ! 🌟Missed your videos 💌
Thank you so much for being active on TH-cam again.. you are such an inspiration and each video empowers me to be better and to spend my time more wisely. Thank you
I'm reading the artist's way, this exercise where you write a letter to your 8 year old and you as an 80 year old, it is so emotional and eye opening. Such a good book!
I appreciate your videos and insights Shahd, thank you for sharing your thoughts 💙
Shahd, sis!! This is so so relatable and beautiful to watch! May Allah swt reward you for sharing your gift with the rest of us and inspiring us, ameen!!! ❤❤❤
Your videos inspire me in so many ways 🤍
Thank you for sharing your authentic self❤ this is the best healing video
Masha'Allah this was so wholesome 💗
this gir is soooo pretty.
The way I RAN to youtube after seeing the notification😭🤍
Guuurrl..same😂
whew, you came back to youtube at the perfect time for me. thank you 😊
When I thought of what I loved doing as a child it brought up good memories. However, it made me cry because I lost that little girl 😢
the way i started weeping
Thank you for this... this video is on time. I've been having a similar self reflection & this was on point
My inner child is 6. My mother was abused by a family member and is not healed.
When I was 6, I was home with my parents. As a sign of affection, my dad slapped my mother on the ass. She was in the bathroom (I think shaving her legs), she took the blade and cut his arm. 40 years later my dad still has the scar and apparently I remember that incident. I am healing my 6 year old self.
your video just keep getting better Allahumma Barik
Think I'm going to pull out my old diaries after watching this❤.
No words. Enjoyed this video♥️
Beautiful video, Shahd ❤ Random question, but where are your glasses from? They're stunning!
May Allah bless your journey shahd, all love and prosperity
Where did you get those blue light glasses from ? Luv the shape x
When you said if there is a problem then i am the one who was wrong, i am the problem i felt that 😢😢
the baby photo of u on the thumbnail was too cute Allahumabarik 💗
"we need to talk" by kris godinez here on TH-cam is an amazing resource for inner child work, and actually any therapy! Highly recommend 😊
Salam Shahd, I hope you are okay after the flood in Dubai!!
The artist wayy
Alhamdulillah❤ I was very keenly waiting for you. I tried reaching out to you through IG too😅
Just as I saw your story posted 4m ago, I switched to TH-cam and now I'm here😂😂
I hope you had a blessed Ramadan Shahd😊
Ameen ya Rab 🤲🏽♥️🇵🇸 🇸🇩
beautiful ❤
if your still in MN can u do a meet up would love to meet you and chat inshallah if possible
Omg I can relate soo much!
So beautiful ❤
All The Best Sis 😊
Mashallah I had I no idea that your married and have the cutest baby .
?? She's not. The baby is her.
Wow my Bad oops 😬
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Anyone know where her glasses are from?😅😊
Hey shahd, did you move back to dubai again
Why are you so hateful to yourself when reading your letter from age 15? It was so well written and thoughtful..........
I thought the same! Besides spelling college wrong which we all did 😅
Have you read Just Kids Patti Smith?
love you🤍
Can make a video about your hijab
Reminds me of myself
well this made me a bit emotional
But you already solved the crux of the issue. you internalized that when something went wrong or someone eas wrong towards you، you were the issue. Now you know its not true and pushback on yourself when you see yourself falling back into that track incorrectly.
11:50 :))))
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i wich i could have u as a big sister ( u read sylvia plath omgg)
u made me love my hijab like a lot jazaki allahu khayran
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Mashallah I needed this just as much as you 🥺🫶🏾
I'm very surprised by the similarity of our names 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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