will wood and the tapeworms - hand me my shovel, i'm going in! (lyrics)

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  • @thegongoozler69
    @thegongoozler69 ปีที่แล้ว +609

    you ever read the lyrics to a song you like then go "hey, what the fuck have i been singin this whole time"

    • @thegongoozler69
      @thegongoozler69 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      i been singin the boots wit the fur

    • @unholyamountofsugar4940
      @unholyamountofsugar4940 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@thegongoozler69IN WHAT COMTEXT

    • @MasterMagikarp
      @MasterMagikarp 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

      @@thegongoozler69shawty got the whole club lookin at her?

    • @TinaCurry123
      @TinaCurry123 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

      ​@@thegongoozler69 she hit the floor?

    • @3x0rc1st9
      @3x0rc1st9 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

      ​@@TinaCurry123(she hit the floor)

  • @nexilius9570
    @nexilius9570 ปีที่แล้ว +723

    honestly, this kinda reminds me of when i asked my doctor for a mental health referral, and then after like a month of waiting in line for a therapist, they basically told me i wasnt suicidal enough to be waiting in that line in the first place, and then showed me a bunch of self-help shit lmfao
    ah yes, genius

    • @haruka-sama8451
      @haruka-sama8451 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Same

    • @S0m3B0z0OnTheInternet
      @S0m3B0z0OnTheInternet ปีที่แล้ว +81

      Wow, I hope you got a therapist that sounds awful 💀 like you don’t need to be suicidal to go to therapy???

    • @moonfoxarise
      @moonfoxarise ปีที่แล้ว

      Exactly the type of shit I wanna kill myself in the first place. Ya know, to prove I’m suicidal enough lmao

    • @gambasfritasconcorbata5936
      @gambasfritasconcorbata5936 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Yeah... Let's wait for them to get worse we'll do something then

    • @mementomori1871
      @mementomori1871 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I have a similar experience. Mental health care is a fucking joke tbh

  • @CherryRedBanshee
    @CherryRedBanshee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2026

    This song is straight up the reason why I’m not allowed to have the aux cord in my one friend’s car anymore

    • @Dk8250
      @Dk8250 2 ปีที่แล้ว +424

      Friend failed the vibe check

    • @potato9811
      @potato9811 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Same

    • @rizzybelle69420
      @rizzybelle69420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      @@Dk8250 what's a vibe check? Sorry if this sounds like a peculiar question to ask but I'm not up to date on the internet and don't really pay attention to it

    • @violentab7920
      @violentab7920 2 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      @@rizzybelle69420 ptreey much the feel in the air i gusse

    • @Dk8250
      @Dk8250 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@rizzybelle69420 That’s ok just google urban dictionary then the phrase you want to learn about in the future if you don’t know something

  • @meow3276_
    @meow3276_ ปีที่แล้ว +677

    for me this song means not being "sick enough" (mental illness) and feeling the need to get worse to feel valid ("this is not enough to prove it yet, no i need to hit the bottom")

    • @m1st_m4tt3r
      @m1st_m4tt3r ปีที่แล้ว +23

      YES. that's what i've been thinking too

    • @S0m3B0z0OnTheInternet
      @S0m3B0z0OnTheInternet ปีที่แล้ว +78

      LORD, I’ve never experienced it firsthand but ableist doctors/therapists must be the WORST. Like-how do you study mental illness or just illness in general yet have the audacity to not believe your patients when they tell you they need help???
      Like I get people fake disorders and disabilities all the time but if someone is literally *paying* to see and get help from you then at that point they shouldn’t be ignored and brushed off and you should at least TRY to help them and acknowledge their issues.

    • @BarneyHunter12sBiggestFan
      @BarneyHunter12sBiggestFan ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yeah I thought that too

    • @T1DAL-RUSH
      @T1DAL-RUSH ปีที่แล้ว +4

      WOAH! IT’S ME! 😨😨😨😱😱😱😱😱

    • @tamarbeker1701
      @tamarbeker1701 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      And the chaos that you throw yourself into, and the way the song keeps going back and forth between extremely fast-paced franticness and the desperate cries of the person suffering

  • @randomphyre
    @randomphyre 3 ปีที่แล้ว +632

    who's breakin' minecraft potions at 4:00 ?

    • @ImNotEd
      @ImNotEd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      O_o

    • @ImNotEd
      @ImNotEd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      We gotta get to the bottom of this

    • @soapbur5463
      @soapbur5463 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      Dude I was l playing Minecraft while listening to this song and started panicking because I thought there was a witch or some shit near me

    • @untiedshoelace4319
      @untiedshoelace4319 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My bad g

    • @wesleyjose9919
      @wesleyjose9919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      He found a bunch of witches in a cave while was mining

  • @Darek_B52
    @Darek_B52 3 ปีที่แล้ว +798

    I love how everyone has their own interpretations of this song and the stories it could be referencing

  • @void4283
    @void4283 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1102

    I really like a lot of the interpretations for this song, but one that I think it could be is someone trying to get a diagnosis for something while dealing with ableist and just not good doctors, and feeling like they have to purposely make themselves worse so that people will finally take them seriously. The lyric about the bookmarked DSM kinda also goes along with that

    • @yeontanseyebrows5588
      @yeontanseyebrows5588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      This is exactly how I interpret the song

    • @jhivarr4202
      @jhivarr4202 2 ปีที่แล้ว +141

      The entire album deals with mental illness, I think. A lot of "I don't remember myself" and explicitly mentioning various disorders like cotards and cagras. I think it has a heavy dose of "I have to get worse before I deserve to get better", but that might just be me projecting.

    • @LailaNightmage
      @LailaNightmage 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Also it sounds like he ended up getting a lobotomy and that didn't help...like, at all.

    • @zofi6410
      @zofi6410 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Oh dang me too then! :D

    • @Isopodian_Commonwealth
      @Isopodian_Commonwealth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I thought it was murder

  • @entitythatexists7554
    @entitythatexists7554 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1846

    will wood sounds like evil neil cicierega

  • @_cindi_reads_
    @_cindi_reads_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +452

    It’s MY mental breakdown and I get to choose the music!!!!!

    • @wenierjuice
      @wenierjuice ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Real

    • @Have_some_plasma
      @Have_some_plasma หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      "It's my mental illness so *I* get to choose the coping mechanism!" -Captain Torres

    • @hoggintonthe1st452
      @hoggintonthe1st452 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@wenierjuiceobject show fan spotted 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥

  • @lemon-velvet
    @lemon-velvet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +533

    Listened to Will Wood for the first time today! As a Lemon Demon fan, this gives me similar vibes but way more sinister… I love it!

    • @Ji___-
      @Ji___- ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Omg literally the same experience as yours

    • @retaanderson3873
      @retaanderson3873 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same bro

    • @Explosivepancake
      @Explosivepancake ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I was will wood first then lemon demon lol

    • @neznamkakvoimedastavim2489
      @neznamkakvoimedastavim2489 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yup! Most fans I've met listen to both of them and few more bands in the same group, like Tally Hall. It's super cool!

    • @vanessasantos6185
      @vanessasantos6185 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      EVIL LEMON DEMON

  • @nathanielhinz4946
    @nathanielhinz4946 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1188

    Tis a good song for a detective dissillusioned with the sins of humanity, terrified of looking into that black void. Yet he does anyways because it's the one thing that will distinguish him from his twisted brethren the willpower to uphold what little morsels of justice he can.

    • @juanaortolachipe8773
      @juanaortolachipe8773 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Sorry, Did you just said Chloe Decker?

    • @alixoctopus4993
      @alixoctopus4993 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@juanaortolachipe8773 Where is this character from ? It reminds me of a Webtoon

    • @juanaortolachipe8773
      @juanaortolachipe8773 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@alixoctopus4993 Nono hshshs , it is from Lucifer a Netflix series

    • @alixoctopus4993
      @alixoctopus4993 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@juanaortolachipe8773 Oh yeah ! I've heard of it ! People told me It's reallya a great serie

    • @wtfjackaboy
      @wtfjackaboy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Made me think of Curt and Owen from Spies are Forever

  • @Themostmysteriousmoth
    @Themostmysteriousmoth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +458

    I saw people comparing this song to The Magnus Archives so i got curious and listened to a few episodes…by a few i mean 70 so far, I’m absolutely obsessed now. Finding this song was the greatest accident ever.

    • @exphi909
      @exphi909 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ooo where are u now?

    • @mayonaka558
      @mayonaka558 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      thats great!!!! i actually found this song from people saying it fit the magnus archives, instead of finding the podcast from the song, and from there ive become completely obsessed with will wood. we've got parallel journeys 🙏

    • @drownedtrashrat3501
      @drownedtrashrat3501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I found tma through a killing kind animatic lol (first one if you look it up). Also! There's a tma animatic with this song out now if ya wanna look it up! It's pretty good!

    • @ck_lind
      @ck_lind 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@drownedtrashrat3501 hello I just need to say how much I LOVE the killing kind animatic

    • @drownedtrashrat3501
      @drownedtrashrat3501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ck_lind FRR it's seriously so good tho, makes me cry every time

  • @nowayjose1870
    @nowayjose1870 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    I will forever associate this song with my first day of high school because I was on the verge of crying for, like, half of it, and in my head all I was doing was singing the "HAND ME MY SHOVEL, I'M GOING IN!!!" part of this song. Good times!

    • @ImTired17
      @ImTired17 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Imma do that the next time I have trouble with school

    • @candy_shark
      @candy_shark ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ImTired17oh hi 👋 didnt know i would see you here

    • @ImTired17
      @ImTired17 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@candy_shark hello!!

  • @stinkyrat5357
    @stinkyrat5357 2 ปีที่แล้ว +222

    gonna start using “jesus in pieces!” that’s a new one

    • @prismoth
      @prismoth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      nice username. i agree

    • @erlanddrow7950
      @erlanddrow7950 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Indeed 😅

  • @emilywebb6826
    @emilywebb6826 2 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    The song makes me think of like seeing how bad things can get and wanting to prove to yourself that you're fucked up but taking some joy in it like yeah things are bad now and it's not getting any better so how much worse can I get. And the idea of reaching a bottom and the sound of smashing glass could also relate to reaching the end of a drink, so it's also to do with that ig

    • @emilywebb6826
      @emilywebb6826 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Basically just spiralling and but letting yourself spiral, you're digging yourself a hole willingly. It could also be about how as you let yourself spiral you discover like what made you fucked up.

    • @emilywebb6826
      @emilywebb6826 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Or just trying to work out what's wrong with yourself even though you're not a professional with great determination

    • @godomoths242
      @godomoths242 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It's somewhat True. The Song is about having to Hit Rock bottom so you can know how you can start climbing up and bettering yourself.

  • @Astraltophat
    @Astraltophat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    that chorus is infectious i love it

    • @prismoth
      @prismoth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      THIS IS NOT ENOUGH, NO THIS IS NOT ENOUGH TO PROVE IT YET

    • @itsnathanu8924
      @itsnathanu8924 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@prismoth NO, I NEED TO HIT THE BOTTOM

    • @wwandmitski
      @wwandmitski 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@itsnathanu8924 THIS IS NOT ENOUGH!

    • @L0rdOfThePies
      @L0rdOfThePies ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@cccosmo112 NO I NEED TO HIT THE BOTTOM

    • @deedramurdock2645
      @deedramurdock2645 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It's been stuck in my head for days

  • @SergeantSarcasm1
    @SergeantSarcasm1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +199

    For some reason Will Wood's music really speaks to me when I'm having manic episodes.

  • @thedougler8492
    @thedougler8492 3 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    Some of the lyrics aren't right but most of them are, I couldn't make much of the lyrics out myself so I still think its rather impressive.

    • @inactiveaccount7304
      @inactiveaccount7304 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Yeah, I listen to Will Wood all the time and yet I can never tell what half the lyrics are without looking up a lyric video

    • @L0rdOfThePies
      @L0rdOfThePies ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@inactiveaccount7304 just the will wood enjoyer experience

  • @ryanchristie3345
    @ryanchristie3345 4 ปีที่แล้ว +519

    What have I stumbled upon?
    Its amazing

    • @thefuturemustknowwhereyouv1405
      @thefuturemustknowwhereyouv1405 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      the insanity that is will wood. there’s no going back now

    • @ImNotEd
      @ImNotEd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@thefuturemustknowwhereyouv1405 fr tho

    • @ruiikas
      @ruiikas 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      will wood

    • @puffy6233
      @puffy6233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I accidently clicked the dislike button on your comment i deeply apologize and hope you a good day

    • @rizzybelle69420
      @rizzybelle69420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This lyric video was in my recommendation and is exactly how I discovered Will Wood

  • @suziebelle3738
    @suziebelle3738 2 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    I like to think this is about an unstable man trying to prove his innocence about a murder he’s done, but doesn’t realize he’s already cleared as a suspect. So he keeps trying to scrounge up as much evidence to prove himself, but all it does is make the detectives more suspicious, reinforcing him to make up more evidence. At one point he has a breakdown, digging up the body he buried to “prove his innocence”, causing him to be found guilty and put into an asylum. The first half is his rambling alibis, and the second half is him digging the body up.

    • @drownedtrashrat3501
      @drownedtrashrat3501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Oooh I really like this interpretation!

    • @bigearcat96
      @bigearcat96 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Kind of like The Telltale Heart

    • @prismoth
      @prismoth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      condemn him to the infirmary?

    • @Ratio16180
      @Ratio16180 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@prismoth a hawaii part ii reference in the wild!

    • @awdefgbfrwef
      @awdefgbfrwef 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@prismoth Think of these thoughts as limitless light

  • @kalykeasteria
    @kalykeasteria 3 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    I believe this is song is someone just falling down more into the darker side of mental health and never getting help to the point it leads them to insanity. This is what I take it as if there's an official truth I'd love to hear it o7

  • @toolatetothestory
    @toolatetothestory 2 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    Also getting somewhat Detective vibes from this.
    Maybe a Detective absolutely obsessed with a case to the point of insanity, digging further and further without ever getting to the bottom of it, no matter how much it destroys him, further and further.

    • @Olive_what
      @Olive_what ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i’m actually writing a book about this :)

    • @forgottenstuds8795
      @forgottenstuds8795 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Exactly what I was thinking, relating to a murder of that certain someone they reffered to at the beggining of the song, and that someone who caused all of this was no one but himself but can't remember.

    • @woooooooooooooooooooooooo
      @woooooooooooooooooooooooo ปีที่แล้ว +2

      _Sherlock Holmes has entered the chat_

    • @Olive_what
      @Olive_what ปีที่แล้ว

      @Procrastination-Time thank you :D

    • @Olive_what
      @Olive_what ปีที่แล้ว

      @Procrastination-Time I’m actually almost done lol

  • @Bleplebeian
    @Bleplebeian ปีที่แล้ว +28

    parts of this song kind of remind me of my own experience with OCD, like ''this is not enough'' ''i need to hit the bottom'' reminds me of when i would obsess over memories to try to find out exactly what happened in them

    • @C_Films.
      @C_Films. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I don’t have OCD but I do experience the obsessive act with memory like I NEED to figure it out so yeah I understand that and I really like that interpretation of it

  • @chrishagemarcou9174
    @chrishagemarcou9174 4 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    I finally found a lyric video...thank you

  • @incomplet3535
    @incomplet3535 3 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    When you realise you’re looking down in the picture

    • @mariabrady4900
      @mariabrady4900 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      OH SHIT

    • @orangejuice6360
      @orangejuice6360 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      you could say that looking up we can see the point of entry

    • @beastofedelwood1473
      @beastofedelwood1473 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@orangejuice6360 and it's right between where we are and we've been

    • @antpebble624
      @antpebble624 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@orangejuice6360 you could also say that heaven sent me

    • @soggypopcorn8959
      @soggypopcorn8959 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@antpebble624 so hand me my shovel im going in

  • @Qwerty-wk3jy
    @Qwerty-wk3jy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    did i just let out all my buttled up feelings by silently screaming this song alone in my room at 11:37? yes, i think i did

  • @Mr.SoggyShoes
    @Mr.SoggyShoes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I will be forever grateful that this song is 6 minutes long

  • @thistleywistley681
    @thistleywistley681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    god this is such a tma song

    • @Companion92
      @Companion92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      indeed

    • @rachellou26936
      @rachellou26936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Yeah! I actually came here from a TMA animatic

    • @thistleywistley681
      @thistleywistley681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@rachellou26936 same shawty B)

    • @rachellou26936
      @rachellou26936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@thistleywistley681 yeah!!!!! It was such an amazing video too

    • @kathycat4452
      @kathycat4452 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      TMA FANS RISE UP

  • @starling_song
    @starling_song 2 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    My heart was stolen by a blind pickpocket
    In the deep city streets in the summer of 2012
    And I never even saw her face
    My dreams were shattered like a stained glass window
    Jesus in Pieces! I believe I threw a brick right through Him
    But my memory could not be saved
    It just seems unlikely that it's me who was to blame
    So I bookmark my DSM 'cause I need to remember my place
    This is not enough
    This is not enough to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    This is not enough
    This is not enough to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    (Gotta get to the bottom of this)
    (Gotta get to the bottom of this)
    (Gotta get to the bottom of this)
    Take you with me
    My soul was crushed like a tall boy
    Underneath the boots on the curb
    And I'm still picking up my molars
    And putting them back in my face
    My name was soiled by a last call spill
    With a backwash swill and the blackout killed me
    Sober on impact from a fall from grace
    Take the road on higher ground
    And tell me "don't look down! You'll fall and break your back."
    But that just reminds me how
    There's more to be found beneath the black
    This is not enough
    This is not enough to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    This is not enough
    This is not enough to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    (Gotta get to the bottom of this)
    (Gotta get to the bottom of this)
    (Gotta get to the bottom of this)
    Take you with me
    Bottle, well, or barrel? All are empty
    Dug, or drank, or poured it out
    When too much is not enough there's plenty more
    Where that came from around
    Looking up we see the point of entry
    Between where we are and we've been
    Looking down I could say Heaven sent me
    Hand me my shovel. I'm going in
    Looking up we see the point of entry
    Between where we are and we've been
    Looking down I could say Heaven sent me
    Hand me my shovel. I'm going in
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta gotta gotta get gotta get gotta get
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta gotta gotta get gotta get gotta get
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta gotta gotta get gotta get gotta get
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    If it it kills me
    Gotta gotta gotta get gotta get gotta get
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta gotta gotta get gotta get gotta get
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    Gotta gotta gotta get gotta get gotta get
    Gotta get to the bottom of this
    If it it kills me
    This is not enough
    This is not enough, not enough, to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    This is not enough
    This is not enough, not enough, to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    This, this is not enough
    This is not enough, not enough to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom
    This is not enough
    This is not enough, not enough, to prove it yet
    No, I need to hit the bottom

    • @FatMacBig
      @FatMacBig 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Theres a lyric video for a reason?

    • @joeytofil2259
      @joeytofil2259 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@FatMacBig the "if it kills me" correction may seem insignificant and is not explicit, it certainly is an important correction regardless, to me it really sets the tone for the intended message of the piece as a whole.

    • @FatMacBig
      @FatMacBig 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@joeytofil2259 okay thanks for correcting me

  • @drownedtrashrat3501
    @drownedtrashrat3501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I can't yet feel the vibrations from this song from 10 feet away, a good sign that I need to get more speakers

  • @hannahu.6220
    @hannahu.6220 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    damn jon sims, calm down, we get that the archives suck.

  • @agent3swife
    @agent3swife 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    i love the chorus SO MUCH i also love 3:13

  • @ssalmon
    @ssalmon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    1:10 *Timbers: Shivered 🥶*

  • @explodingegg123
    @explodingegg123 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    goodness me this song is so good. even though I've been a will wood fan for almost a year, i can still appreciate how great this song is

  • @arxsaur
    @arxsaur 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    i have no idea what this song is about but i have it memorised

  • @skunko1871
    @skunko1871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +496

    Is this a song of someone digging themselves into debt, or someone going down the rabbit hole of mental illness? Considering the singing, I'd reckon the latter

    • @rubi8480
      @rubi8480 4 ปีที่แล้ว +134

      Uh, I believe this song is about a journalist or a theorist trying to prove something, going into madness and being arrested for digging up a dead body or smth, not sure.

    • @exhaustedanger
      @exhaustedanger  4 ปีที่แล้ว +362

      as far as i'm aware, it's about a period in will wood's life when he was not in a good place mentally and taking a lot of drugs (2012, a year he said he has no memory of). "getting to the bottom of this" could be in reference to "hitting rock bottom" (often said in reference to addiction). perhaps either wondering how low he can get or needing to get to his lowest to prove to himself he needs help

    • @skunko1871
      @skunko1871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      @@exhaustedanger damn, thanks for the reply, that's really awful

    • @sprinkles2578
      @sprinkles2578 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I thought it was about a mad scientist or a conspiracy theorist. Looks like I was wrong, oops.

    • @The_Real_Hikki
      @The_Real_Hikki 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Maybe about a ghost denying it's death

  • @k3ndr4_cl3v3l4nd
    @k3ndr4_cl3v3l4nd ปีที่แล้ว +21

    for me, this song reminds me of being the oldest child/gifted kid. always feeling like i’m not enough help, but also feeling like i don’t deserve help myself because i could be doing more. basically running myself ragged before i’ll ever accept help.

  • @Companion92
    @Companion92 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    love this energy

  • @spaceisntgreen3578
    @spaceisntgreen3578 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    this is actually just what it’s like to be into math, actually

    • @theimpirialistorio
      @theimpirialistorio 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Math or Math with an E?

    • @spaceisntgreen3578
      @spaceisntgreen3578 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@theimpirialistorio yes

    • @rebeccajensen159
      @rebeccajensen159 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

      This is me with stats and epidemiology lmao

  • @madeleinep.828
    @madeleinep.828 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I’ve known this song for like two years and I think I still haven’t recovered from how freaking good it is

  • @Blind_Eye046
    @Blind_Eye046 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    This is an determination song for me, It feels like wanting to ghost hunt, but being horrified to, but YOU AINT NO WHIMP
    It also feels like someone trying to prove hell is real.. Concidering the "Gotta get to the bottom of this!" and "Until I hit the bottom.."

    • @scoundral2995
      @scoundral2995 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      When you’re a pussy but you’re about as stubborn as they get

    • @nowayjose1870
      @nowayjose1870 ปีที่แล้ว

      That is a master class interpretation and I love it!!! You just gave me so many AMV ideas, oh my GOD

    • @south452
      @south452 ปีที่แล้ว

      points, FINALLY SOMEONE WHO TAKES THE VAGUE RELIGIOUS UNDERTONES INTO ACCOUNT AT ALL WITH THE HELL INTERPRETATION.

  • @ashist
    @ashist ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Its giving villain with a really good motive

  • @Spartacus005
    @Spartacus005 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    if i knew about this song last year when i had my mental breakdown i would have played this 24/7. i mean i am now but.

  • @HeyAHappyHuman
    @HeyAHappyHuman ปีที่แล้ว +11

    "it just seems unlikely that it's me who was to blame .... -"
    That's so true, I'll go and try to scientifically prove why I'm not in the wrong and then ending up proving that I am

  • @spiritwarhol707
    @spiritwarhol707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Damn this hits in the feels

  • @drownedtrashrat3501
    @drownedtrashrat3501 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Good lord this was the first willwood song I'd ever heard, it was unlike anything I'd ever heard before, and so for some reason it was immortalized in my mind with super speedy lyrics ? But coming from not having heard this song is a w h i l e _and_ just having memorized blackboxwarrior I was s t u n n e d at the speed of the beginning lines,,,,, they're talking speed,,,,,,,

  • @NoradIguess
    @NoradIguess ปีที่แล้ว +10

    The last part literally gives me whiplash

  • @Sunny-ic5fl
    @Sunny-ic5fl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    nobody gonna talk about a bit at the start was in the tune of "Laplace's Angel" starting at exactly 0:13

  • @phantombit_zemeti3031
    @phantombit_zemeti3031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Yo what kind of genre is this music tho?? I've seen music sounding similar to this and I'm down for more

    • @ariannap.7965
      @ariannap.7965 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      i believe this song and all the other songs from this album could be considered dark cabaret, which tends to merge with the steampunk genre a lot. hope this helps!!

    • @phantombit_zemeti3031
      @phantombit_zemeti3031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ariannap.7965 ey thx a lot man for the help

    • @ariannap.7965
      @ariannap.7965 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@phantombit_zemeti3031 np!! i could give you a couple bands that are in that genre if you want

    • @soozana
      @soozana 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ariannap.7965 could you recommend me

    • @ariannap.7965
      @ariannap.7965 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      @@soozana these are just some of my favorites, but there are bunch more in the genre!!
      - the dresden dolls
      - evelyn evelyn
      - thoushaltnot
      - pretty balanced
      - this way to the egress
      if you're interested in more, i really reccomend checking the steampunk genre since the two tend to overlap, hope this helps!!

  • @karisacisneros-coker
    @karisacisneros-coker ปีที่แล้ว +13

    i want an entire song out of the piano intro-
    Just to listen to in class on full volume.

  • @cecildesist
    @cecildesist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Never thought I’d hear nihilist polka

  • @JoshuaAndres
    @JoshuaAndres 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This song and all other will wood songs perfectly summarize the madness of The Joker

  • @apolloina19
    @apolloina19 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    this song has no right going so hard 🕺💃

  • @unicorn4612
    @unicorn4612 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I think this song feels like a detective trying to get justice for a loved one who was murdered but keeps getting told that theres not enough evidence to hold the person accountable. even though the detective has very good reasons he keeps getting declined because the person who did it is part of a rich and powerful family so his family gets him out of punishment. So the detective keeps searching for more evidence untill he goes insane and eventually dies.

  • @VDotBlank
    @VDotBlank 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Mmm yes the perfect song to enjoy as someone who refers to himself as an entity and not human lol

  • @alexg.1764
    @alexg.1764 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Thank you for posting the Lyrics to this song, I love it!

  • @florinettebrune4236
    @florinettebrune4236 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    This remind me of SO MANY FICTIONAL CHARACTER I-
    Perfect ✨

  • @soggyfries41
    @soggyfries41 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    the picture matches the song so well wow

  • @vitaleriof
    @vitaleriof 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Me when i die in a cave in minecraft and need to get back before all the stuff despawn:

  • @Animesther
    @Animesther 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    me when I chose to study psychology for years just so I can find out where my mental health stands. Getting misdiagnosed by everyone, even by myself until one point I got it right. Then I got ridiculed for self diagnosis indirectly, but there's no better option in this country.
    (Anyways later it turned out I got it right and began healing.)

  • @futuretone
    @futuretone 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    this song makes me wanna boogie

  • @destituodaemonis
    @destituodaemonis 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Took me way to long to realize the image in the background is looking down a staircase.
    A Downward Spiral.

  • @MEOWMIX3DS
    @MEOWMIX3DS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    damn he really went crazy in this huh

  • @someguy-whythehandle
    @someguy-whythehandle 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Most often, no one will care about your pain until it's a problem for more than just yourself, until it's at its absolute threshold. Hence the digging.
    I would say I'm very high functioning in my issues, but the problem with that is you'll be hard-pressed to find anyone who cares or believes that you're struggling. When this happens you realize how alone you truly are.
    Are you depressed enough if you haven't stopped entirely? Are you manic enough if you aren't a problem? Are you traumatized enough if you can be productive? Are you anxious enough if you aren't self-medicating? Are you ill enough if it isn't fatal? Is it a problem if it's only beginning?
    Aiming for that sweet sweet perfection and admiration in just how tolerable you are, you see, will not get you anywhere. Acting out is what draws attention. When you take the path of the façade, pretending to be something you're not, you may eventually end up acting for the amusement of others in order to bolster your own need for attention and connection.
    When you no longer have the will to live and you're running on empty you will be living for other people. You will be nothing but a character. It's addictive, feeling worth something, but if you fall from grace, then what will you have left? Is it worth it? Where I'm at, I can't imagine stopping. I've flown too high.
    Hitting the bottom is often necessary to get help. Prevention would be more effective, but it's only those doing the worst and the best that will be focused on, like it is in a lot of other areas. What's the incentive to keep yourself afloat indefinitely beyond having no self respect?
    Anyway, hey, someone acknowledged it. And it's groovy.

  • @moneri1969
    @moneri1969 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    𝕪𝕖𝕤

  • @wesleyjose9919
    @wesleyjose9919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This is not enough i want, i NeEd MORE, MORE, MOREEEEE, I NEEEEEEEDDDD

  • @wumpus976
    @wumpus976 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Everyone is here coming up with their own stories and here I am loving the cowboy western song.

  • @Liv_4223
    @Liv_4223 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Love the song and great video, btw the lyric at 4:29 is “if it kills me” not hand me, hand me

  • @Thestuffdoer
    @Thestuffdoer ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Will Wood is currently filling my villain arc

  • @scoundral2995
    @scoundral2995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Surprisingly goes well with Don’t Starve

  • @plantainsame2049
    @plantainsame2049 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This is a good song I'm planning to listen to all incredibly sleep deprived

  • @Itz_NinaCottonCandy_XD
    @Itz_NinaCottonCandy_XD ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Am I the only one who interprets this song as a failing lawyer that finally has a client,because they have failed too many trials,and they think it's their last chance to redeem themself and finally win a trial,so that their reputation would be better and their career would be saved?
    The line 'this is not enough to prove it yet' is like the lawyer is trying to prove their client's innocence.
    'the point of entry' is the start of their career.
    I can also see that they go mad over this trial,wanting to win to the point of threatening their client ('take you with me') and prepare su1cide ('hand me my shovel,I'm going in') if they loose once more.
    Edit: plus,the start of the song:
    "My heart was stolen by a blind pickpocket,in the deep city streets in the summer of 2012": could indicate a trial they had lost in,well,summer 2012.
    "My dreams were shattered like a stained glass window": their dreams of being a good lawyer.
    "It just seems unlikely that it's me who was to blame": they mean they aren't to blame for their reputation as a lawyer becoming worse and worse.

    • @pinklemoonade6992
      @pinklemoonade6992 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It’s ace attorney animatic time now ig

    • @C_Films.
      @C_Films. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Prequel to thermodynamic lawyer perhaps?

  • @doodleghost6225
    @doodleghost6225 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Magnus Archives,,,,,,the vibes of this,,,,,,perfect

    • @TonyToed
      @TonyToed 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      so trueest yesest

  • @lytenazawata1661
    @lytenazawata1661 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    everyone: "this is amazing!"
    me: "how can he speak that fast"
    I'm talking about 4:19

  • @melodave210
    @melodave210 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    game theory bad badly summarised

  • @ToffTheDawg
    @ToffTheDawg 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Phisnom jump king moment

  • @inkysio2783
    @inkysio2783 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    i listened to this song a lot while playing rdr2, so now I see it as a cowboy song same with Mr. capgras

  • @Soundblazer301
    @Soundblazer301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    i just got a wild west story now lol

  • @cheesytoes5226
    @cheesytoes5226 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song tickles my soul, in a good way

  • @StarPlatinum7912
    @StarPlatinum7912 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Me when somebody says “it’s not that deep”:

  • @Vox_Rhododendron
    @Vox_Rhododendron 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I’m a pretty paranoid person. This song might as well be my madness mantra.

  • @Callie_Cosmo
    @Callie_Cosmo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Do we have any confirmation on what this song is actually about?
    Well since everyone’s doing it I’ll share my interpretation, it’s mostly based on a similar experience I had a couple years ago
    So, sounds to me like something happened in 2012 (this album has a big theme of something bad going on in 2012 so I think that’s safe) that left will wood feeling like something was deeply wrong with him, so in this song he cracks open a dsm and obsessively searches through it for a mental illness to cover this pain in him, getting increasingly panicked as it seems like he can make basically any illness fit if he just searches in the right room of his mind. Eventually he gets up and leaves the dsm open on the floor as he stumbles to bed early in the morning, still trying to figure out himself but now far too tired to keep looking, his last thought before going unconscious is of the need to still get to the bottom of what’s wrong with him
    So yeah obviously based very heavily on my experience, but i think it fits at least somewhat

    • @emberwoodruff9698
      @emberwoodruff9698 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I think he confirmed it was about his struggle with addiction as well as the fact he can't remember any of the year of 2012

    • @prismoth
      @prismoth 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i dislike your profile picture

    • @fartmaster28
      @fartmaster28 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@prismoth 🏥

  • @crawfishie
    @crawfishie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Soundtracks to unlock ur trauma to

  • @mattyhatty_72
    @mattyhatty_72 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    id like to think this song is about a defense attorney trying to defend his client, who is his wife, even though shes guilty and he saw her murder the victim but cant remember. he maybe even lies a bit to get her out of trouble even though it goes against his morals. he sorta drives himself insane with the case and by the end hes gone crazy and remembers seeing his wife murder 💔

  • @Hankychief-zt9cx
    @Hankychief-zt9cx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    3:53

  • @willwoodstrycicle5160
    @willwoodstrycicle5160 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I should be in jail for not discovering this song sooner

  • @St0nek
    @St0nek 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    How come so many of Will Woods songs resonate with an Entity?
    Like this is possibly The Buried,
    I/Me/Myself is either The Stranger for Identity stuff, or The Flesh for the violations to ones body
    Memento Mori is surely The End
    Dr Sunrise is Dead goes with The Dark

    • @altoclef4989
      @altoclef4989 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This Is About Alcoholism

    • @Lu4455
      @Lu4455 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I think Mr. Capgras fits The Stranger better than I/Me/Myself tbh

    • @kaitlynburke9511
      @kaitlynburke9511 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@altoclef4989 who cares what it actually means?

  • @jaxon4238
    @jaxon4238 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    and im a piece of shit, here i go!

  • @ronnieloveshorror
    @ronnieloveshorror ปีที่แล้ว +3

    thisll forever remind me of dhmis bc i found this song via a dhmis tiktok comp

  • @IronBoy-hf2lp
    @IronBoy-hf2lp ปีที่แล้ว +7

    "something is wrong with me, and-"
    "-and they won't take me seriously until i'm worse."
    "-and i need to rip all of myself up to the surface until i know everything that it causes."
    "-and i need to find out who i am under all of it."
    "something is wrong with the way i am treated, and-"
    "-and i need to get worse to be worthy of it."
    "-and i need to figure out why i'm such a horrible person that i deserve it."
    "-and i need to escape."
    "something is wrong with the reality i am seeing, and-"
    "-and i need to know what it is."
    "-and i need to expose it."
    "-and i need to fix it."

  • @WhimsicalBunn
    @WhimsicalBunn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Maybe I'm projecting cuz of my current situation
    But this feels like someone in a toxic abusive situation gas lighted constantly and the victim keeps saying it's not that bad it's fine I can keep going
    "Let me bookmark my dsm" cuz when you're gas lighted you're told your crazy over
    And over
    And over again
    And then your sanity is questioned by yourself
    You keep going until it gets so bad you can't do it anymore
    That is when you wake up and get out

  • @deviantsemicolon618
    @deviantsemicolon618 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    For me, this song is about addiction.
    I guess it’s sort of like front street with “since nobody will tell me where bastards so, I’ll see for myself”, except it’s about addiction instead of rape. Curiosity killed the cat.
    You refuse to accept the fact that you’re addicted, and you keep taking more and more. It’s never enough proof.
    You keep digging yourself into this grave, deeper and deeper, until you start to like it. It’s almost comforting, away from all of the troubles of life. And so, you’ll dig deeper, just because you can.
    And because you can, you have to.

  • @coolguy38-us5ns
    @coolguy38-us5ns 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Is this what happened in 2012.

  • @your_average_nerd6861
    @your_average_nerd6861 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This showed up on my recommended. I'm not complaining. It's just a bit unexpected.

  • @tf2ctfenjoyer673
    @tf2ctfenjoyer673 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The title sounds like what a trolldier would say on hightower 💀

  • @bludraws094
    @bludraws094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    What does dsm mean

    • @exhaustedanger
      @exhaustedanger  3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      the dsm is the diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders

    • @bludraws094
      @bludraws094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@exhaustedanger ohhhh that makes sense

  • @lisuschrystus9218
    @lisuschrystus9218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Why do people don't look up the actual lyrics? Asking for a friend because "If it kills me" doesn't sound like "Hand me, Hand me"

    • @exhaustedanger
      @exhaustedanger  2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      did look up the lyrics. the page i used had it wrong and i have an audio processing disorder which makes it difficult for me to recognize the mistake.

  • @faveless
    @faveless ปีที่แล้ว +7

    tfw your girlfriend is dead and people still don't believe in aliens so you illegally dig up the ruins of a north pacific ocean tribe as a final resort to prove you're not *completely* delusional:

  • @Mr_Jester980
    @Mr_Jester980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song sounds ike it should be in a supernatural cowboy movie or tv show.

  • @imchoosingnottoexist6894
    @imchoosingnottoexist6894 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    A big part of me is tempted to say The Magnus Archives lol, but this is much different