If you lose someone, but find yourself, you won

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  • This extract is from one of my books called "Code X 777" which is avaliable exclusively on Dreame writing platform.
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  • @z4tqv
    @z4tqv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This hit harder than my mom's spatula...

  • @kashi_chimo2264
    @kashi_chimo2264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Don't lose yourself to someone that isnt worth. Cause if you do, you just killed your own identity and hid it behind a mask that no one can suspect. What you should do is get out of the toxic relationship and continue exploring who you are. When u do that, you have won

    • @amishasingh2973
      @amishasingh2973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Even if someone worth it u should never lose urself.

    • @kashi_chimo2264
      @kashi_chimo2264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@whoevenamisupposedtobe7948 If you parents are toxic, if you are confident enough I suggest you stand up for yourself, but make sure to have a back up plan in case something goes wrong. If you aren't that confident, just leave them a note explaining things and stay with a person you trust for a while.

    • @kashi_chimo2264
      @kashi_chimo2264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      be? never let anyone bring you down even if it's your parents. The only person you need to respect the most is you and your opinions.

    • @kashi_chimo2264
      @kashi_chimo2264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@whoevenamisupposedtobe7948 who do you love more, yourself or them?

    • @whoevenamisupposedtobe7948
      @whoevenamisupposedtobe7948 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kashi_chimo2264 ack just forget bout it nothing happened just forget bout this-
      Ty tho ur an amazing human being keep being u ^^

  • @mrignanarain
    @mrignanarain 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    People disguise themselves as cold ones just because they dont want to be used AGAIN❣Stay who you are. Love you Ryu😊
    Everyone change over time, You know I too have changed😂 but we all learn many important lessons of our life from it . I love this change💜💜

  • @keki3406
    @keki3406 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It feels like i'm the one talking to myself xD... Calming.. Thanks

  • @mistynightsatnoon
    @mistynightsatnoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    That’s true....
    I’m the “listener” and the “helper” for others.
    But even if I have people I could talk to... I don’t
    No one ever asks me „how are you“
    Ofc they ask me that but just in smalltalk. They don’t really care.
    But no one is really interested in how I feel
    Bc I learned how to handle with all this shit on my own
    I'm cold inside because these sentences, words and sayings no longer irritate me. such words leave me cold and I don't feel anything anymore.
    And this is okay
    It’s good I guess...
    I’m a fighter... I’m a warrior
    I need problems and mistakes
    I need a war
    I can’t live ma life without that shit which pulls me down
    So for me...
    I just can say that it’s true
    What you said
    Everyone, listen to her please
    For me.. I don’t feel anything anymore
    7 month ago... 7 months ago that would have made me cry, but now I don't feel anything
    ❤️

    • @mistynightsatnoon
      @mistynightsatnoon 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Nash_luv
      Thanks. (:
      It’s fine
      I like every kind of trying to do something good
      So thank you
      Do you use Instagram?
      If you do... and if you want to...
      you can write me a massage there
      My name is its_me_1362 there
      🦋🌸

  • @whoevenamisupposedtobe7948
    @whoevenamisupposedtobe7948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This was so close to making my eyes sweat ;w;

  • @garu_goes_boom_boom5202
    @garu_goes_boom_boom5202 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    This video actually made me... Emotional. This hit me so damn hard.
    9th comment oh yeahhh❤🖤

  • @aasthasharma4512
    @aasthasharma4512 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This channel deserves a lot more subscribers....I am glad I found this.

  • @sailormoon9930
    @sailormoon9930 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard... Thank you💜❤💜

  • @RyuSakurada
    @RyuSakurada  3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This extract is from one of my books called "5500 Rebellion" which is available here-
    hwww.wattpad.com/story/158531834-5500-rebellion-trilogy
    Read for free >:3

  • @raffinkie
    @raffinkie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Okay.... Ok..I'll try to trust myself. just for this time.

    • @amel-rh8rq
      @amel-rh8rq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      go for it!!

  • @rajfreakinraushan
    @rajfreakinraushan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    That inspired me , Thank you Ryu Sensei.

  • @amishasingh2973
    @amishasingh2973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm crying right now.

  • @sarangapanihazarika4508
    @sarangapanihazarika4508 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    💓💓💓most beautiful thing heard till date

  • @somabhowmik2928
    @somabhowmik2928 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    If u lose someone but find ur self....u won...soo true!♡

  • @susantrimble7663
    @susantrimble7663 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video totally described me in the beginning. """ I will figure it out on my own""". Is what I always say to myself.
    I often experienced people ' using ' me and ' throwing ' . So I learnt to watch from sidelines.
    I was introverted. I had no friends. I didn't mind it. I just thought about moving on. I never knew the meaning of friendship. I thought friendship is like using and throwing.
    I often changed schools because of my father . I was kind of heartless. But when I moved to South in that particular classroom I for the first time accepted . They talked with me and laughed.
    I soon realised sweetness of friendship. Though still I am introverted I can now make the first move to make friends in New schools.
    Thanks for the video. It helped me define who I am🙃🙃🙃

  • @lakshaygandhi5509
    @lakshaygandhi5509 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The work "Brilliant as Ever" 👏👏
    So touching

  • @cyramobriet498
    @cyramobriet498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ugh...
    My heart is genuinely too fragile for the love/hate relationship I have with depressing yet motivational feels

  • @talhayousuf4599
    @talhayousuf4599 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So true, so realistic, so emotional lines....❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Infinite_Precision
    @Infinite_Precision 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I really want the old Merliah Summers back🥺😭💔
    + I want quotes to screenshot!
    not always these voiceovers, they're good but they make me cry hard to death💀
    ryu please bring back the old content 🥺🥺❣️

  • @purpleroyale2102
    @purpleroyale2102 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for making me want to wake up, and fight for what I am.

  • @Kiona_7
    @Kiona_7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing this 💜

  • @katherinevargas2075
    @katherinevargas2075 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is honestly what I needed

  • @cherrybacon5154
    @cherrybacon5154 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My 2yr on\off abusive relationship turned me into a violent person towards my ex. I don't condone my actions. When I hit him I felt the hurt and pain he made me feel. I loved that man to pieces but I refused to see that maybe he didn't feel the same about me. He swore his love, he promised me the world, maybe they were just words he'd say to tide me over. I became a violent Monster to his mind games and attitude. I forgave myself and let the past with him go. I know in my heart and my conscience I'm a good person. I too refuse to be bitter. I refuse to let the bad things and bad people keep me a Monster. If there is a God in this world, I'm pretty certain he'd agree with me. I am Cherry. I am 'me'. I'll always be true to myself. 🍒

    • @cherrybacon5154
      @cherrybacon5154 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If you had the need to go then that is your answer. Love is blind to reality and I refused to see us for what we were. I love him still, and I miss him, but I know I'm more important than him. I intend to better myself and get fit, healthy and happy. I'm keeping no contact. All effort will have to come from him. His loss if not. 🍒

  • @Spitfire20142736
    @Spitfire20142736 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Is this you narrating. Wow.
    Beautiful.

  • @bhavishapandita1328
    @bhavishapandita1328 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Nice work Ryu..
    Love from India..😊

  • @irayy
    @irayy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i needed this talk, thank you :D

  • @yunaallen8511
    @yunaallen8511 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really love that British accent.

  • @variouspeople6196
    @variouspeople6196 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Some of these are meme comments and some of these are worthy of a certain subreddit

  • @keigotakami3199
    @keigotakami3199 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Never been this early and this is exactly what I needed I am actually the helper I have just never had the heart to show my feelings till now.
    THANK YOU!!

  • @tasnimorny1701
    @tasnimorny1701 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    These lines are just awsome....anyone can be healed after listening this😇❤

  • @vivanmaurya
    @vivanmaurya 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for the video....now that I think about it.....I guess I was in denial I knew I have to do what I have to do....but just couldn't get myself to......one day I too hope to be a strong person strong enough to stand tall

  • @kimdenboer2795
    @kimdenboer2795 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Preach it sister 😊👍

  • @jarmisannvillagracia5588
    @jarmisannvillagracia5588 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Haii!

  • @rjtmhy
    @rjtmhy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you! :)

  • @ryenadine4582
    @ryenadine4582 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Then what abt losing someone and losing myself? :')

    • @Golden-ns9dk
      @Golden-ns9dk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If losing them is the reason you lost yourself then it must be cause it was very painful of that to happen.. But it’s the start of finding yourself. We all lose ourselves at some point cause of people, or things.. but it all comes to a lesson and you will find yourself once again but this time you’re wiser and stronger :)

  • @harshinis.a2832
    @harshinis.a2832 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    MADE ME EMOTIONAL TRUE......

  • @revasomani9798
    @revasomani9798 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Needed this

  • @dzkalex0131
    @dzkalex0131 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sooooo beautiful😍

  • @maahirakumar9845
    @maahirakumar9845 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing vedio

  • @bournevillarba2472
    @bournevillarba2472 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sometimes you need to disguised to have a new normal life again
    And sometimes they need to disguised to ruin your life...Again.
    Fake people doesnt worth your time,If they did it,they will do it again
    I know its hard to trust people when you go trough it,but sometimes you need to trust people
    I can forgive by forgetting them
    Im sad because im alone,but at the same time im happy because your gone
    Im always there if you need me,But where are you when i need you
    You replace me for some jerks,And i replace you for the people i deserve
    I deserve happiness,You deserve it too even tho you betrayed me
    I give you everything,You just throw them...
    I love you,But you break me
    Now your going to kneel for me and say "You want me back,You need me"?
    Sorry but i already have a true friends,who can treat me better,who can accept who i'am,who always there for me,who needs me,who loves me,im none if they're not here,and im gone when im with you...
    And now your back saying you regret everthing,saying you hate yourself,crying and saying you want to die because you lose me?
    I see what your doing in my back...
    Sometimes its really hard to trust someone you already trust once,But sometimes they just really made mistakes...
    Forgive them by forgetting them
    Dont kneel on someone who doesnt worth your kneel's
    Dont cry over someone who doesnt need your tears
    Dont let words out from you mouth to someone who doesnt worth it
    Dont waist your time on someone dont have time for you
    Dont trust people that you already trust many times
    Be kind to them,And forget them

  • @vvvvvvv2097
    @vvvvvvv2097 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im the first who finished it

  • @vinodbajpai5662
    @vinodbajpai5662 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    want a quote video next

  • @Alice-tt1rf
    @Alice-tt1rf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Second ✌🏻

  • @moonbladeXsunblade
    @moonbladeXsunblade 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes I lost god and found myself
    Actually I used to always throw my pain, work and responsibility to god
    But the. I lost faith in god cause none of my problems solved but they got bigger
    But after I became a theist, I started to believe in myself and solved my problems myself, I get to know about myself even more

  • @gabefuler5093
    @gabefuler5093 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    We will see what you won on 11-12-2020 your life is going to have the biggest change you have ever had 😉 play with fire you get you no. If anyone has a problem with that I am not hard to find

  • @mahakpatel2286
    @mahakpatel2286 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    U don't know what it means for me thanks u very much 😔

  • @ricebucket5757
    @ricebucket5757 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Noice

  • @kevina1346
    @kevina1346 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    The story of my life~~~

  • @DinoCat259
    @DinoCat259 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    When quotes are coming???

  • @Ishita-k1x
    @Ishita-k1x 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can relate

  • @archi111
    @archi111 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ...........................me a bad one but I feel good

  • @anveshithsadala9371
    @anveshithsadala9371 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    First 😂😂

  • @nadiawu7664
    @nadiawu7664 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hurrah. This was 30~ minutes ago... I guess, I'm not early ey?

  • @shizukamiyuki9634
    @shizukamiyuki9634 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Do I have to pay to read this book?

  • @cyan3660
    @cyan3660 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've won...
    but at what cost?

  • @maahirakumar9845
    @maahirakumar9845 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yay I'm early

  • @alyssavirtudazo503
    @alyssavirtudazo503 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    HEYYYYYYYY

  • @arvindsingh.1387
    @arvindsingh.1387 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Is that your voice ?

  • @dash_board2026
    @dash_board2026 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why tho😭

  • @vvvvvvv2097
    @vvvvvvv2097 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    First

  • @bread69420
    @bread69420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just bruh whatever

  • @bullymaguire2061
    @bullymaguire2061 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's a personality trait called agreeableness.
    Agreeableness makes women very vulnerable. Good trait to exploit.
    Just say no, if you don't want to be exploited.

  • @vvvvvvv2097
    @vvvvvvv2097 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Im first lol

  • @karanborse6956
    @karanborse6956 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    plz speak something in HINDI