I have also struggled with anxiety and depression over the past 20 years. Teaching without medication would have been impossible for me. It always helps to hear others openly talk about the issue. I hope all people who struggle will not be afraid to reach out and get help. Mental health is SO important! :)
Dealing with anxiety as an educator is extremely difficult. I definitely benefit from having open conversations. Journaling has been revolutionary as well. I still have plenty of those days but I do my best to take it one thing at a time.
It’s so amazing to see you being so vulnerable with us! Thank you. I also really enjoy seeing what is happening at your school in the Midwest, I am in Vermont and we are experiencing a huge surge due to cold temperatures and people traveling. We just found out yesterday we were doing two more Covid snow days. We as teachers will all get through this together!! Let’s make it through the end of the school year. I love watching your videos each week! It’s nice to watch genuine and authentic people on TH-cam 💕
Madison, your videos are so real and I love how you continue to create a safe space for all of your subscribers. Your Instagram, TikTok and TH-cam get me through each week! I also struggle with anxiety and I'm so happy that you are so open and real with your experiences because it makes me feel like I'm not alone. I'm an education major in the Cincinnati tri-state area and I start my first field experience on Monday in a 2nd grade classroom. If you have any advice I would love to hear it! I made it to the end of your video, and quite frankly I make it to the end of every video and then scroll through your channel to find another video to watch! I love your content so much and am so excited to see what the future holds for you, with the move, social media and teaching!
I made it to the end of the video, and I just want to say thank you for being so open and honest about everything you share! I can relate to so much of the content in your videos and it feels good to know I am not alone in the crazy struggles we feel as teachers sometimes. I look forward to your upcoming videos!
ahhhh two chats in a row! I am here with my coffee once again:) thank you for sharing this, honeslty it has helped to see your point of view. I am in a credential program so all of these videos are so interesting to watch before I get into the job itself. Keep going love , thanks for being genuine.
Made it to the End! Definley understand about the anxiety, it can feel very overwhelming and scary. I hope you know you have people who support and care for you always!
Same, girl. Anxiety and depression comes in both big and small waves for me, and it’s definitely tough when you’re standing up in front of a room of 30 kids. I think you’re very authentic and wholesome! Thank you for sharing your story.
Your strength to share your story is inspiring. I feel that creeping anxiety so often. As a second grade teacher in the STL area I can relate to those daily struggles and how even though you are not worried about anything, the anxiety still finds its way in. Thank you for sharing your story because sometimes knowing you aren’t alone in the struggle is the best medicine.
Made it to the end ❤ I just want to say that you are an inspiration to so many of us, including this 33 year old mom who is in her first year of teaching! I am taking the alternative route of getting my certification through Texas Teachers of Tomorrow while teaching 1st and 2nd grade! I totally relate to your anxiety. I have the heart for teaching and taking this job with no background education (my degree is in history) I had SO MUCH ANXIETY! My first 2 months of teaching I was waking up at 4 am to be at school by 5 am to make sure what I was doing. I LOVE education, I believe in it and it's one of the most important jobs in the world (we are teaching our future generation and leaders ❤) so I had to be sure that I knew what I was doing. But I love coming to your channel because I love your perspective and personality and you just make me feel better about being a teacher and I appreciate clogs like this where you are so real. You are amazing and you are doing great things and never forget that. It takes a very strong person to be a teacher and persevere through these hard times. You are in my prayers girl ❤
@@madisonleighmaryan It's noticed! I don't know any other teacher TH-camrs at the moment who are this consistent (which is completely understandable, given the craziness of this school year).
As someone who is currently 17 and has always wanted to go into teaching this makes me feel so happy that you’ve managed to teach as that is one of my biggest worries was not being a good enough teachers for kids but you are living proof you can still be an amazing teacher with it. Thank you for showing me as a teacher I can truly thrive even with my bad days. Your videos are amazing thank you so much I’ve really needed this recently
I am new to your channel but I have appreciated your honesty and sharing all your details good or bad about teaching. It has been very helpful to me and I enjoy watching your videos! Thank you for being so open with us in your videos! It's so nice to hear that your school, teachers and students are getting the opportunity to get a break. You all definitely need it!
I made it to the end 😊. This is my first year as a high school teacher and watching your videos has helped me out so much. It's been such a stressful and draining year but every time I click and watch one of the videos it reminds me that we're all in this together.
I think I've followed you on Instagram for a while but recently found your channel. I am a college student studying education and I so, so appreciate when teacher vloggers are open about both the good and the bad. As much as I know I will never be fully prepared to have my own classroom, it helps to hear about bits and pieces and of course I watch to the end of your videos. Thank you so much for being open and real!
I struggle with anxiety and I just take it one day at a time. I try to put myself in a positive mind space before my kids come in. But, I feel you girl ❤❤
Yes! Thank you for sharing and would love to hear more. It helps SO much to know that you are not alone and it is WAY more common than people think. Thank you Madison! I’ve been teaching for almost 25 years and have been down that road. Covid forced me to go down that road again. Keep on going girl!
I made it to the end and I just want to say that hearing you talk about your anxiety is so helpful. My husband struggles with anxiety as well and I love getting to hear how other people cope with it because it helps me understand him better.
It is so amazing how you are so real on social media and talk about such vulnerable things! I also suffer from anxiety and it’s been hard for so many people throughout the pandemic. Just know we are all in this together 💕
Made it to the end :) I can also relate to your anxiety. I’ve struggled with it for a while, but starting my first year of teaching- it was off the roof along with depression episodes. I started on medication as well and it’s helped. I love that you give this vulnerability side and it makes me realize I am not alone. 🙏🏽
I’d be interested in a video about your anxiety journey. So many teachers are on meds, including myself, and I was honestly shocked to find out how many just in my building. That feeling of my chest tightening and my heart racing for no reason... I feel you 100%.
So i finally made it to the end a few hours later lol weve been cleaning house and doing homeschool but anyways i dont need the money i just wanted to let you know i always make it to the end lol your the only youtuber i dont hit skip skip skip on i just relate to you so much its so refreshing to not feel alone while hearing you talk. I grew up in Florida and i now live in north Georgia and have zero family up here so when i say “alone” i really mean it. When i watch your videos i feel like im literally chatting with a friend that i would legit have in real life anyways thank you for uploading videos and sharing with us so much ❤️
So awesome for you to share! My 17 year old daughter and I recently started watching you because she wants to be a teacher. However, she actually struggles with severe anxiety (no trauma) just her….but it’s so real! She homeschools with me due to it. I’m trying to help her work through it so she can live her best life…but honestly idk if teaching will be the best thing for her! 🥰
Maybe she can specialize in a certain area of teaching so she’ll still teach but instead of having a classroom of 15-30 students she can be more focused on a smaller group of kids or even maybe just 1 student at a time so she can still do what she loves like becoming a teacher but without all the anxiety.
I always watch your videos to the end🤍 I would love to know more about your experience being on medication, I often get scared of medication and hope to find relief in other forms..mediation, exercise, etc. I really think meditation has helped me and also sparking your senses when you start to feel your mind filling up sometimes helps. Like eating a sour candy or turning on a podcast! Good luck on your journey, I’m here for you 💓
Made it to the end 💗 Thanks for sharing, your helping SO many people out and being a positive inspiration to us! Your vulnerability shows how strong you are 🥰
Anxiety is a real thing. Panic attacks are awful and controlling thoughts and feelings is an ongoing daily battle so I feel you! Well done on weaning off your meds, it won’t be an easy road but you can always get help if you need it.
You are such an amazing teacher! You have really inspired me to be a an amazing teacher like you. I understand about anxiety. I have watched family member and friends go through the process. Keep making amazing videos!
Thank you so much for sharing what you’ve been going through. I experienced anxiety for the first time about two years ago and it can just feel like you’re lost and alone. I would love to see how you were able to cope it. Thank you once again for always letting us into your day to day life! As a future teacher I am so glad I found your channel! Take a deep breath, you got this! ❤️
Thanks for your honesty!! It's truly refreshing. Been on lexapro since anxiety was crippling in med school, and I've always wondered about tapering off of it. Won't do that anytime soon but I'm glad you're doing well! I love your optimism and your dedication to your students. Can totally relate to working in a field that sometimes feels thankless. Happy Thursday!!!
I'm an aspiring elementary teacher, I currently attending Kansas State. Over the past year or so I've struggled with severe ptsd from my job being active military. I've been so scared to continue pursing my dream because I'm terrified of having a panic attack in front of my future kiddos. While it's not quite the same, it's so comforting to know that the teacher I look up to the most also has anxiety but pushes through for your students! I would love to see you talk more about your anxiety, I know it's a hard topic but it really encourages people like myself to keep going!
Made it to the end! I've also dealt with anxiety for a long time (since I was 14) and I haven't been on medication in a long time. It's really hard sometimes. Student teaching was ROUGH. The worst my anxiety had been in years. I couldn't imagine teaching right now
I love how you remain positive throughout all of this! I'm in school to become a teacher and seeing all of the outspoken teachers about how messed up the education system is rn with covid always makes me wonder if I'm doing the right thing. You and Kathy always remind me that I am absolutely doing the right thing ❤️
I am a third grade teacher who struggles with anxiety. This year has definitely been difficult with all of the uncertainty and getting sick. Thank you so much for your openness and honesty! I love your channel 💕
I made it to the end!! I absolutely love your videos and how realistic you are. thank you for opening up about that, i have had anxiety my whole life and it is a struggle. i would love to hear more if you would like to share. i cannot wait to be a teacher just like you!!
I’ve actually heard the complete opposite about fruit in the morning-I heard it’s one of the best options to have first thing in the morning! There’s so much information out there. At least you’re not starting your day with donuts!!:) you do you, girl!
Thank you for sharing!! It feels so good to hear you share your struggles and that everyone goes through tough times. You are doing such a great job!!! Thank you for these incredible videos, inspiring us teachers and keeping it real!!. Xxx
I watch until the end of your videos every time, I love your content and how open and honest you are with us! I’m currently student teaching and will graduate in May and I’m so excited to have my very own classroom! This semester of student teaching has already been rough but I couldn’t imagine doing anything else with my life! Love your videos, keep being you! 🥳❤️
this made me feel so much better. i’ve always wanted to be a teacher since i was a kid but i have been on anxiety medication for the past few years and i didn’t know if that would interfere with my chances to become a teacher!
I have started to feel anxious and worried about everything in my life especially my future. I’m currently a senior in college, so the idea of getting my life together is scary and has caused me to be anxious and feel lonely at times. I really appreciate you opening up to us and making us feel like we are not alone. As a future teacher you inspire me to be just like you, an amazing and caring human being and of course a wonderful teacher❤️ Thank you!
Hi Madison Iam recently new to your channel. I do struggle with anxiety and depression. And also with a bit of bipolar. And it’s a struggle every.day. I’m also a teacher so I understand.. ii really admire you. Being able to talk about it . It took me a long time to be able to talk about my. Depression and so on . Love your channel. Keep up the good work.
I'm a 2nd grade teacher in Texas, love watching your vlogs! Love how open you are about your mental health because I feel you on that. Can you put a link to your beaded lanyard? So cute!!
Made it to the end. It takes a lot to be honest about anxiety. Hearing others discuss their mental health has caused me to be more aware of the indicators that I have in the areas of anxiety. Also forget that not all districts in the state of been wearing masks all year (teach in St. Louis). Take care and I would also be interested in a video about your anxiety journey.
Made it to the end! I completely agree with everything you talked about and I can relate to the anxiety part. Like you I get very anxious on Sunday in preparation to begin a new school week. (And I always am looking forward to my next break or day off 😉)
Hello Madison, I watch the video until the end and I completely understand, I also suffer from anxiety and I am also a teacher, I know that things are not easy and the demands are a lot, I can only say for you to be strong, have time to you relax and take care of yourself, you don't cover yourself so much because we are all human, and we all make mistakes, there is no perfect life. I really like you and since I discovered your channel I don't miss a video. I'm from Brazil, a hug. Emilyn Sorry if there's a spelling mistake, I'm using google translator.
loving how much your posting!! i'm a big fruit eater and will never let anyone tell me other wise lol. on a more serious note i would definitely love to hear your story about your anxiety and mental health. I feel i envy and compare myself to other teachers who are upbeat and positive because that is not me :/ also girl i always make it to the end of your videos! definitely one of the few youtubers who i do that for :)
I've struggled with Anxiety since 2019. But I brought it on myself by working 2 jobs, so 11 hour work days with kids for 5 months, along with planning a wedding. Ended up in the ER twice because of the physical symptoms that came with the burnout.
So interesting hearing about US Covid-school situation. The policy in the UK was if a class had too many cases, the class had to shut, to prevent the spread. Law has changed since though. Staff are encouraged to wear masks when leaving their class and seeing other staff to keep classes as « bubbles », protected from the risk of mixing. Children in primary (elementary) are not required to wear them at all. We currently have very high staff absences, but luckily no classes have had to shut due to being unable to run. Supply agencies aren’t able to provide substitutes at the moment because of how high the demand is!
Hi Madison. I'm a teacher in CT. Most public schools here get out in June. My district doesn't give any free snow days. The first 5 or 6 get added to the end of the year. After that, they start taking away days from our April vacation week. We've had 2 snow days so far this year.
Made it to the end! Good for you getting a five day break! I am a 2nd grade teacher in Iowa…not getting g a break😞…we are celebrating the 100th day of school tomorrow! You can talk about future breaks all you want!! It’s what gets us all through!! People who aren’t teachers would never survive our jobs, and should keep their comments to themselves…I am sure her job involves actually doing her work while at work, not on her lunch break and nights and weekends like we all do…and she doesn’t manage a room of 8 year olds all day!
I made it to the end :) I've been on anxiety medication for 8 years....started at 19, right after freshman year of college. I had an anxiety attack in Walmart (of all places....I was super embarrassed). I thought I'd be fine without medication (which some people are!). Needless to say, that didn't last very long. Without the medication, my chest is tight and my perspective is blurred. It makes a difference, in me personally!
Thank you for sharing your reality. People don’t see the stress it puts on teachers and the kids. In my state, New Mexico, we have some member of the National Guard in our schools and they are opening up substitute teaching to anyone who can pass the certification process. It’s crazy!!
I watched till the end. Taking medication isnt a bad thing especially if it helps you. Your students are lucky to have you. I'm a teacher in Michigan and so far, we haven't had a snow day either.
We work 12 hour shifts with no break, see people dying/dye, don't get summer break or any breaks. Don't get to take vacations Def wouldn't be able to take a 2 week honey moon. Def wouldn't be complaining of working an 8 hour day. Most of my coworkers work 16 hour shifts
Hi Madison! I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing with us. I will be praying for you as you make this transition. I am currently in Grad school to get my masters & teaching credentials. I love your channel and aspire to be a great teacher like you in the future.
No breaks here! We have TWD tomorrow (Friday) and full weeks to come! Our next day off is February 21 for Presidents’ Day! The teacher burn out is real…
I feel you 100%! I took anxiety meds for years and recently stopped and now it’s baaaccckkk! Lol I’m trying to learn ways to cope without meds but it’s definitely hard! 😩
Here in California in the Central Valley we have fog days so if the fog is super thick school is canceled. So this year alone we have 2 days to make up.
I struggled with anxiety for like a year or two and I fought it with meditation the panic attacks were rough cause I knew when they were coming but once I started meditating it started fading away and went away
I've struggled with anxiety and depression since freshman year of high school. I'm twenty now and I'm not on medication for it currently but, college makes me thinking about going on medication again.
I’ve taught for 30 years. I’ve never been allowed to wear any color jeans. I’ve never been allowed to eat lunch on my own. We have to eat with our class. I’ve never been allowed to be seen eating with the kids in the room. We were also told that we couldn’t video in our rooms for personal use. You must work at a pretty good system. We are micromanaged like kids here.
Hey Madison. Fellow teacher here in Austin Texas. Fingers crossed that you guys will come to Texas. Listen hey quick question I love your nails what color is that? Are they gel nails or dip nails or just a polish?
I want to get off my anxiety meds so bad but am scared that I’m just going to end up back on them. I don’t think I have the resources yet to take that leap…
I have also struggled with anxiety and depression over the past 20 years. Teaching without medication would have been impossible for me. It always helps to hear others openly talk about the issue. I hope all people who struggle will not be afraid to reach out and get help. Mental health is SO important! :)
Dealing with anxiety as an educator is extremely difficult. I definitely benefit from having open conversations. Journaling has been revolutionary as well. I still have plenty of those days but I do my best to take it one thing at a time.
It’s so amazing to see you being so vulnerable with us! Thank you. I also really enjoy seeing what is happening at your school in the Midwest, I am in Vermont and we are experiencing a huge surge due to cold temperatures and people traveling. We just found out yesterday we were doing two more Covid snow days. We as teachers will all get through this together!! Let’s make it through the end of the school year. I love watching your videos each week! It’s nice to watch genuine and authentic people on TH-cam 💕
Thank you so much for this kind comment Bethany!
Made it to the end, worth it to hear you open up! Wishing you peace and clarity as you finish out the school year. Love your videos, Madison!
Thank you Paris!!
Madison, your videos are so real and I love how you continue to create a safe space for all of your subscribers. Your Instagram, TikTok and TH-cam get me through each week! I also struggle with anxiety and I'm so happy that you are so open and real with your experiences because it makes me feel like I'm not alone. I'm an education major in the Cincinnati tri-state area and I start my first field experience on Monday in a 2nd grade classroom. If you have any advice I would love to hear it! I made it to the end of your video, and quite frankly I make it to the end of every video and then scroll through your channel to find another video to watch! I love your content so much and am so excited to see what the future holds for you, with the move, social media and teaching!
Taylor! You’re so sweet! Thank you for this comment!
I love getting to watch your videos! I love both the teaching and just lifestyle in general content. Thanks for being a light!
I made it to the end of the video, and I just want to say thank you for being so open and honest about everything you share! I can relate to so much of the content in your videos and it feels good to know I am not alone in the crazy struggles we feel as teachers sometimes. I look forward to your upcoming videos!
ahhhh two chats in a row! I am here with my coffee once again:) thank you for sharing this, honeslty it has helped to see your point of view. I am in a credential program so all of these videos are so interesting to watch before I get into the job itself. Keep going love , thanks for being genuine.
Made it to the End! Definley understand about the anxiety, it can feel very overwhelming and scary. I hope you know you have people who support and care for you always!
Same, girl. Anxiety and depression comes in both big and small waves for me, and it’s definitely tough when you’re standing up in front of a room of 30 kids. I think you’re very authentic and wholesome! Thank you for sharing your story.
Your strength to share your story is inspiring. I feel that creeping anxiety so often. As a second grade teacher in the STL area I can relate to those daily struggles and how even though you are not worried about anything, the anxiety still finds its way in. Thank you for sharing your story because sometimes knowing you aren’t alone in the struggle is the best medicine.
Made it to the end ❤ I just want to say that you are an inspiration to so many of us, including this 33 year old mom who is in her first year of teaching! I am taking the alternative route of getting my certification through Texas Teachers of Tomorrow while teaching 1st and 2nd grade! I totally relate to your anxiety. I have the heart for teaching and taking this job with no background education (my degree is in history) I had SO MUCH ANXIETY! My first 2 months of teaching I was waking up at 4 am to be at school by 5 am to make sure what I was doing. I LOVE education, I believe in it and it's one of the most important jobs in the world (we are teaching our future generation and leaders ❤) so I had to be sure that I knew what I was doing. But I love coming to your channel because I love your perspective and personality and you just make me feel better about being a teacher and I appreciate clogs like this where you are so real. You are amazing and you are doing great things and never forget that. It takes a very strong person to be a teacher and persevere through these hard times. You are in my prayers girl ❤
Thank you so much for this sweet comment!!
You are KILLING IT with your upload game! You're super consistent.
Thanks Sarah!! I've been trying :')
@@madisonleighmaryan It's noticed! I don't know any other teacher TH-camrs at the moment who are this consistent (which is completely understandable, given the craziness of this school year).
As someone who is currently 17 and has always wanted to go into teaching this makes me feel so happy that you’ve managed to teach as that is one of my biggest worries was not being a good enough teachers for kids but you are living proof you can still be an amazing teacher with it. Thank you for showing me as a teacher I can truly thrive even with my bad days. Your videos are amazing thank you so much I’ve really needed this recently
I am new to your channel but I have appreciated your honesty and sharing all your details good or bad about teaching. It has been very helpful to me and I enjoy watching your videos! Thank you for being so open with us in your videos! It's so nice to hear that your school, teachers and students are getting the opportunity to get a break. You all definitely need it!
I made it to the end 😊. This is my first year as a high school teacher and watching your videos has helped me out so much. It's been such a stressful and draining year but every time I click and watch one of the videos it reminds me that we're all in this together.
I think I've followed you on Instagram for a while but recently found your channel. I am a college student studying education and I so, so appreciate when teacher vloggers are open about both the good and the bad. As much as I know I will never be fully prepared to have my own classroom, it helps to hear about bits and pieces and of course I watch to the end of your videos. Thank you so much for being open and real!
Thank you for being real!!! And opening up and being transparent about your anxiety!!!
I struggle with anxiety and I just take it one day at a time. I try to put myself in a positive mind space before my kids come in. But, I feel you girl ❤❤
Yes! Thank you for sharing and would love to hear more. It helps SO much to know that you are not alone and it is WAY more common than people think. Thank you Madison! I’ve been teaching for almost 25 years and have been down that road. Covid forced me to go down that road again. Keep on going girl!
I made it to the end and I just want to say that hearing you talk about your anxiety is so helpful. My husband struggles with anxiety as well and I love getting to hear how other people cope with it because it helps me understand him better.
It is so amazing how you are so real on social media and talk about such vulnerable things! I also suffer from anxiety and it’s been hard for so many people throughout the pandemic. Just know we are all in this together 💕
Made it to the end :) I can also relate to your anxiety. I’ve struggled with it for a while, but starting my first year of teaching- it was off the roof along with depression episodes. I started on medication as well and it’s helped. I love that you give this vulnerability side and it makes me realize I am not alone. 🙏🏽
You're amazing! thank you for being so vulnerable & open with the world. We need more people like you!
Thank you Bailey!!
Made it to the end! 🥰
I have struggled with mental health for years, these last couple years have been harder than ever! You are not alone!
I’d be interested in a video about your anxiety journey. So many teachers are on meds, including myself, and I was honestly shocked to find out how many just in my building. That feeling of my chest tightening and my heart racing for no reason... I feel you 100%.
I watched your whole video and I completely understand and relate to the anxiety struggle. You are strong and amazing!❤️
So i finally made it to the end a few hours later lol weve been cleaning house and doing homeschool but anyways i dont need the money i just wanted to let you know i always make it to the end lol your the only youtuber i dont hit skip skip skip on i just relate to you so much its so refreshing to not feel alone while hearing you talk. I grew up in Florida and i now live in north Georgia and have zero family up here so when i say “alone” i really mean it. When i watch your videos i feel like im literally chatting with a friend that i would legit have in real life anyways thank you for uploading videos and sharing with us so much ❤️
This comment means so much to me - thank you Emily!!
So awesome for you to share! My 17 year old daughter and I recently started watching you because she wants to be a teacher. However, she actually struggles with severe anxiety (no trauma) just her….but it’s so real! She homeschools with me due to it. I’m trying to help her work through it so she can live her best life…but honestly idk if teaching will be the best thing for her! 🥰
Maybe she can specialize in a certain area of teaching so she’ll still teach but instead of having a classroom of 15-30 students she can be more focused on a smaller group of kids or even maybe just 1 student at a time so she can still do what she loves like becoming a teacher but without all the anxiety.
I always watch your videos to the end🤍 I would love to know more about your experience being on medication, I often get scared of medication and hope to find relief in other forms..mediation, exercise, etc. I really think meditation has helped me and also sparking your senses when you start to feel your mind filling up sometimes helps. Like eating a sour candy or turning on a podcast! Good luck on your journey, I’m here for you 💓
Thanks for sharing! I’ve taught in NH and MA. In both states, we haven’t had snow days built in, we just add an extra day to the end of the year.
Made it through to the end. Can relate. Would like to hear more (through other videos) of your history and struggle with anxiety.
Made it to the end 💗 Thanks for sharing, your helping SO many people out and being a positive inspiration to us! Your vulnerability shows how strong you are 🥰
Anxiety is a real thing. Panic attacks are awful and controlling thoughts and feelings is an ongoing daily battle so I feel you! Well done on weaning off your meds, it won’t be an easy road but you can always get help if you need it.
You are such an amazing teacher! You have really inspired me to be a an amazing teacher like you. I understand about anxiety. I have watched family member and friends go through the process. Keep making amazing videos!
Made it and I feel you girl. The anxiety is always a struggle, but keep on trucking, you’re doing great!
Thank you so much for sharing what you’ve been going through. I experienced anxiety for the first time about two years ago and it can just feel like you’re lost and alone. I would love to see how you were able to cope it. Thank you once again for always letting us into your day to day life! As a future teacher I am so glad I found your channel! Take a deep breath, you got this! ❤️
Love the honesty throughout your content!
I’ve struggled with depression but never had to take meds for it thankfully. Glad you’re getting a long weekend! Thanks for sharing your story.
Made it to the end 💓 praying for you and all other teachers for some relief soon! Hang in there, you’re doing a great job! Love your videos 🤍🤍
Thanks for your honesty!! It's truly refreshing. Been on lexapro since anxiety was crippling in med school, and I've always wondered about tapering off of it. Won't do that anytime soon but I'm glad you're doing well! I love your optimism and your dedication to your students. Can totally relate to working in a field that sometimes feels thankless. Happy Thursday!!!
Hey girl, where do you get most of your worksheets from because I’ve been dying to now!
Btw love your vids!
TPT always!
I'm an aspiring elementary teacher, I currently attending Kansas State. Over the past year or so I've struggled with severe ptsd from my job being active military. I've been so scared to continue pursing my dream because I'm terrified of having a panic attack in front of my future kiddos. While it's not quite the same, it's so comforting to know that the teacher I look up to the most also has anxiety but pushes through for your students! I would love to see you talk more about your anxiety, I know it's a hard topic but it really encourages people like myself to keep going!
Made it to the end! Love you!! ❤️
Made it to the end! I've also dealt with anxiety for a long time (since I was 14) and I haven't been on medication in a long time. It's really hard sometimes. Student teaching was ROUGH. The worst my anxiety had been in years. I couldn't imagine teaching right now
I love how you remain positive throughout all of this! I'm in school to become a teacher and seeing all of the outspoken teachers about how messed up the education system is rn with covid always makes me wonder if I'm doing the right thing. You and Kathy always remind me that I am absolutely doing the right thing ❤️
I am a third grade teacher who struggles with anxiety. This year has definitely been difficult with all of the uncertainty and getting sick. Thank you so much for your openness and honesty! I love your channel 💕
I made it to the end!! I absolutely love your videos and how realistic you are. thank you for opening up about that, i have had anxiety my whole life and it is a struggle. i would love to hear more if you would like to share. i cannot wait to be a teacher just like you!!
I’ve actually heard the complete opposite about fruit in the morning-I heard it’s one of the best options to have first thing in the morning! There’s so much information out there. At least you’re not starting your day with donuts!!:) you do you, girl!
I’ve also heard fruit is good to eat first.
Thank you for sharing!! It feels so good to hear you share your struggles and that everyone goes through tough times. You are doing such a great job!!! Thank you for these incredible videos, inspiring us teachers and keeping it real!!. Xxx
I made it to the end of the video! Thank you for opening up! I am on medicine for anxiety and sometimes feel like I’m the only one experiencing it
You're definitely not. Sending you love!
I watch until the end of your videos every time, I love your content and how open and honest you are with us! I’m currently student teaching and will graduate in May and I’m so excited to have my very own classroom! This semester of student teaching has already been rough but I couldn’t imagine doing anything else with my life! Love your videos, keep being you! 🥳❤️
this made me feel so much better. i’ve always wanted to be a teacher since i was a kid but i have been on anxiety medication for the past few years and i didn’t know if that would interfere with my chances to become a teacher!
Stay strong sweet girl. I’ve been teaching for 23 years, the last couple have been the toughest.
Made it to the end. I would love to hear your story about anxiety
I have started to feel anxious and worried about everything in my life especially my future. I’m currently a senior in college, so the idea of getting my life together is scary and has caused me to be anxious and feel lonely at times. I really appreciate you opening up to us and making us feel like we are not alone. As a future teacher you inspire me to be just like you, an amazing and caring human being and of course a wonderful teacher❤️ Thank you!
Hi Madison Iam recently new to your channel. I do struggle with anxiety and depression. And also with a bit of bipolar. And it’s a struggle every.day. I’m also a teacher so I understand.. ii really admire you. Being able to talk about it . It took me a long time to be able to talk about my. Depression and so on . Love your channel. Keep up the good work.
I'm a 2nd grade teacher in Texas, love watching your vlogs! Love how open you are about your mental health because I feel you on that. Can you put a link to your beaded lanyard? So cute!!
@milos_beads on Insta :)
I am a second year high school teacher and I still relate to your channel so much. Thank you for sharing your struggles!
I enjoy all ur vlogs and made it all the way to end of this video! 💜
Made it to the end. It takes a lot to be honest about anxiety. Hearing others discuss their mental health has caused me to be more aware of the indicators that I have in the areas of anxiety. Also forget that not all districts in the state of been wearing masks all year (teach in St. Louis). Take care and I would also be interested in a video about your anxiety journey.
Made it to the end! I completely agree with everything you talked about and I can relate to the anxiety part. Like you I get very anxious on Sunday in preparation to begin a new school week. (And I always am looking forward to my next break or day off 😉)
Hello Madison, I watch the video until the end and I completely understand, I also suffer from anxiety and I am also a teacher, I know that things are not easy and the demands are a lot, I can only say for you to be strong, have time to you relax and take care of yourself, you don't cover yourself so much because we are all human, and we all make mistakes, there is no perfect life.
I really like you and since I discovered your channel I don't miss a video.
I'm from Brazil, a hug.
Emilyn
Sorry if there's a spelling mistake, I'm using google translator.
loving how much your posting!! i'm a big fruit eater and will never let anyone tell me other wise lol. on a more serious note i would definitely love to hear your story about your anxiety and mental health. I feel i envy and compare myself to other teachers who are upbeat and positive because that is not me :/ also girl i always make it to the end of your videos! definitely one of the few youtubers who i do that for :)
Yes, sharing your experience on anxiety would be helpful to share.
I've struggled with Anxiety since 2019. But I brought it on myself by working 2 jobs, so 11 hour work days with kids for 5 months, along with planning a wedding. Ended up in the ER twice because of the physical symptoms that came with the burnout.
So interesting hearing about US Covid-school situation. The policy in the UK was if a class had too many cases, the class had to shut, to prevent the spread. Law has changed since though. Staff are encouraged to wear masks when leaving their class and seeing other staff to keep classes as « bubbles », protected from the risk of mixing. Children in primary (elementary) are not required to wear them at all. We currently have very high staff absences, but luckily no classes have had to shut due to being unable to run. Supply agencies aren’t able to provide substitutes at the moment because of how high the demand is!
Thank you Madison!! I always watch till the end! You’re truly are my teacher inspiration 👨🏻🏫 👦🏼👧🏽
Love your nail polish color 🖤
Hi Madison. I'm a teacher in CT. Most public schools here get out in June. My district doesn't give any free snow days. The first 5 or 6 get added to the end of the year. After that, they start taking away days from our April vacation week. We've had 2 snow days so far this year.
girl ur making me wanna be a teacher like u nice, pretty, and boogie
Made it to the end! Good for you getting a five day break! I am a 2nd grade teacher in Iowa…not getting g a break😞…we are celebrating the 100th day of school tomorrow! You can talk about future breaks all you want!! It’s what gets us all through!! People who aren’t teachers would never survive our jobs, and should keep their comments to themselves…I am sure her job involves actually doing her work while at work, not on her lunch break and nights and weekends like we all do…and she doesn’t manage a room of 8 year olds all day!
I made it to the end :)
I've been on anxiety medication for 8 years....started at 19, right after freshman year of college. I had an anxiety attack in Walmart (of all places....I was super embarrassed). I thought I'd be fine without medication (which some people are!). Needless to say, that didn't last very long. Without the medication, my chest is tight and my perspective is blurred. It makes a difference, in me personally!
Thank you for sharing your reality. People don’t see the stress it puts on teachers and the kids. In my state, New Mexico, we have some member of the National Guard in our schools and they are opening up substitute teaching to anyone who can pass the certification process. It’s crazy!!
Your content is so awesome, so I always make it to the end 🙂
I watched till the end. Taking medication isnt a bad thing especially if it helps you. Your students are lucky to have you. I'm a teacher in Michigan and so far, we haven't had a snow day either.
I tend to limit fruit intake. Lately for breakfast I have hard boiled eggs and pistachios .
Same girl! I’m a second grade teacher and I feel you
Made it to the end 😊 I love your channel and feel like we’re just hanging out and chatting. Thanks for opening up!
We work 12 hour shifts with no break, see people dying/dye, don't get summer break or any breaks. Don't get to take vacations Def wouldn't be able to take a 2 week honey moon. Def wouldn't be complaining of working an 8 hour day. Most of my coworkers work 16 hour shifts
Them flat pretzels are delicious!!! They're good with hummus, or spinach dip.
Can completely relate. Thank you for sharing the hard and real stuff ❤️
Thank you for being here! 🥺
Hi Madison! I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing with us. I will be praying for you as you make this transition. I am currently in Grad school to get my masters & teaching credentials. I love your channel and aspire to be a great teacher like you in the future.
No breaks here! We have TWD tomorrow (Friday) and full weeks to come! Our next day off is February 21 for Presidents’ Day! The teacher burn out is real…
I feel you 100%! I took anxiety meds for years and recently stopped and now it’s baaaccckkk! Lol I’m trying to learn ways to cope without meds but it’s definitely hard! 😩
I forget what the protein bar is called but it has almond and cranberries on them so good loved them I used to take them to school
Here in California in the Central Valley we have fog days so if the fog is super thick school is canceled. So this year alone we have 2 days to make up.
I’m a co-struggler with anxiety and started to wonder about the connection between teachers and anxiety
Good morning I loved your vlogs and you are sweetheart because you are amazing Supporter I'm proud of you and I loved your vlogs
I'm a para and I need the breaks through the year..I couldn't imagine how you feel. I made it to the end
I struggled with anxiety for like a year or two and I fought it with meditation the panic attacks were rough cause I knew when they were coming but once I started meditating it started fading away and went away
I've struggled with anxiety and depression since freshman year of high school. I'm twenty now and I'm not on medication for it currently but, college makes me thinking about going on medication again.
Would love to hear your story
PLEASE do a video on struggling with anxiety....your experience and story, only if you're comfortable
I’ve taught for 30 years. I’ve never been allowed to wear any color jeans. I’ve never been allowed to eat lunch on my own. We have to eat with our class. I’ve never been allowed to be seen eating with the kids in the room. We were also told that we couldn’t video in our rooms for personal use. You must work at a pretty good system. We are micromanaged like kids here.
Made it to the end!
Hey Madison. Fellow teacher here in Austin Texas. Fingers crossed that you guys will come to Texas. Listen hey quick question I love your nails what color is that? Are they gel nails or dip nails or just a polish?
I have had minor anxiety my whole life but this year, I have experienced true anxiety. First year teacher and it is no fun to be dealing with :(
I want to get off my anxiety meds so bad but am scared that I’m just going to end up back on them. I don’t think I have the resources yet to take that leap…
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