Dear sister in Christ, Thank you for your courageous posting of this video. I too was plagued with this poisonous lie many years ago, after receiving Jesus Christ as my Saviour. The demons used every bad word or picture that I heard or saw, twisted them in my memory and joined them to all that was holy during communion or Bible study. Then they also convinced me that I had committed the eternal sin. Long story short: a priest told me the same things that you said here and suggested that I make the sign of the cross on my forehead every time I am assailed by these horrible twists of curse words in my memory. It works every time. Unfortunately, in Australia, we are inundated by filthy cursing in public nearly all the time. The demons are rampant. I have also discovered that these thoughts come in English, and they are mostly powerless if I think in another language, or at least not as virulent because I do not hear blasphemy in those languages all the time. Demons use words that are already in the memory from television, media or what you hear during the day.
We are no more conscious of the world around us than a child in a womb. We can't possibly comprehend why we may suffer or others. Just a few minutes ago, I finished listening to Bishop Robert Barron tell a story about a father and son in his parish. The son was about four years old and was suffering from a medical illness that required multiple surgeries; the father said his son looked up at him with eyes, asking his father why he had to suffer this way, unable to comprehend the surgery was ultimately for his own good and health. These struggles you face are ultimately placed in front of you by an all-loving God. Keep trust in knowing while the path may be arduous at times, he is guiding you toward an ultimate good.
We probably all struggle with these thoughts, God loves you and He is aware of our struggles and flaws. Remember, Christ died for us while we were still sinners and enemies of God. Shalom Shalom!
I've also struggle with these and it was the worst nightmare ever because of these thoughts I harm myself and I used to be mad at God that why did he sent these thought or allow this thought because I've already accept Jesus and I've started my walk with him it was peaceful to be in his presence but since 2024 it turn up side down I have a sickness call Bell's palsy and since then those thought came up out of no where and when those thought stop it feels like I want them on purpose just to realise that I have ocd but then our God is good he showed me this verse 37:32-40 I encourage y'all brother sister to read this verse I don't know about y'all but I've struggle with bad thought about the Bible also and it make me feel so guilty I'm still struggling but I put my faith in Jesus I hope y'all will find peace Jesus loves us so much 🥺❤✝️
Don't give up!! All of Gods people are getting attacked extremely bad this year because Jesus is coming back soon. Keep the faith and finish the race. I have been diagnosed with adenomyosis last year but won't stop believing for healing. I will be praying for you ❤ P.S - I also just want to mention that a few months after I posted this video God gave me the gift of speaking in tongues which double proved I have not blasphemed his precious Spirit. So don't give up! and remember, the worse you freak out over this attack the worse it will get. James 4:7 - "Resist the devil and he will flee from you." Remember your place in Christ x
I’ve been getting all these blasphemous thoughts for almost two weeks after watching a TikTok talking about the unforgivable sin because I started questioning about what it was, then awful blasphemous words started to come to my head. I started to feel better last Sunday after talking to my pastor about it, but the thoughts kept getting worse at beginning of this week. And I felt like it got worse for me on Friday night because while trying to rebuke the thoughts by saying something positive, one of the intrusive blasphemous thoughts almost slipped out of my mouth. And while I slept, I felt like all those blasphemous thoughts were coming from my mouth. And that’s where I felt like I finally crossed the line because I never wished to say them with my mouth. I felt so sacred and worried that out of anger I had a thought curse at the spirit and try to rebel against it because I was already doomed. And I was like “no, no, no”For these past days I’ve been wishing I could have a time machine to go back to the day where I watched the TikTok to stop me from questioning it and wishing I could start my life all over, especially this past day. I couldn’t eat properly throughout this week and refused to get up from bed. I haven’t been myself. But finding this video brings me hope.
You haven’t committed that sin. It’s fear that cause you to have those thoughts against God. God knows very well how weak our minds are. He loves you my friend!! It’s not what you think of yourself but what God thinks & says about you!! Don’t try to win this battle, ask God to take control of your mind & let him handle it. The devil will always bring lies into our minds. He’s a liar & all you have to do is ignore those thoughts.
I understand completely what you’re going through, you’re not alone many people seem to be struggling with this fear. I am one of them. My dad told me about the unforgivable sin last year and I had no idea what it was, I looked it up and the most bad thoughts came into my head against the Holy Spirit. 😞 I was so afraid that I committed the sin and fell into a deep depression because the thoughts were so loud no matter what I did. I wanted to die. I didn’t understand why I was going through this…. I felt so evil and wicked and felt like God hated me. I couldn’t eat, sleep, or even function. I was stuck in despair. It was like a grey cloud over me every single day. Seeing people around me happy without a care in the world and then me….. feeling completely hopeless. Some days are better than others and some days I still feel a little sad. I always wonder what my life would’ve been if I just left it alone and never looked into it more…. I just get sad and think what if I did commit it? 😖
@@cyb3rg1rl-ari Hey. You haven’t committed the unforgivable sin. :) trust me, you haven’t done it and the fact that you’re so scared to commit this sin, is proof that you haven’t! It’s all psychological, it’s something you fear and the devil use that against you to make you believe you have sinned against God. The more you fear these thoughts the more bad it gets. I encourage you to pray to the Lord, tell him exactly how you feel with your own words, he knows already but confess it to him, ask him to clean your mind & give every thought to him, surrender your feelings/emotions to him and I promise you he will fight for you!! 🤍 God knew you were going to go through this, it’s serving a plan for you. Let this help you get closer to God, let this be your testimony so that others can also find the light 💡 that’s only in JESUS! Don’t let those thoughts get into your relationship with God. Don’t let those thoughts control your life. Tell yourself this words “ I hate this evil thoughts, they’re not true & I refuse to accept them as mine, I will ignore them no matter how bad they are as way to remind them they’re not important to me. You can’t win this battle yourself, let GOD take over, hand everything to him, your life & live for him!! Stay strong and I’m always praying for those going through these “TEMPORARY AFFLICTIONS” 🤍
WOAH it’s the same thing for me like I was at work and I remembered how I defeated intrusive thought then it started again it was only blasphemous thought about The Holy Spirit in the beginning I knew that it wasn’t me then I didn’t got fight so I thought I did it with my mind so I was worried my heart started to be hardened I thought The Holy Spirit left me and I felt like God didn’t even cared about me my mind were full I wish I never thought about this my life would have been more easy every day I ask God for sign if I’d don’t commit this sin and I try to find a way to stop worrying about it because now I fear death because I don’t want to go to hell.
I have been going through this for 3 and a half years 2 weeks after I got saved I have been attacked spiritually for so long my heart feels hardened. But there are rare occasions when the holy Spirit talks to me but the presence of God does feel like it left me. I have been hospitalized like so many times and was diagnosed with schizophrenia but it's really the spiritual battle... I've cried so much to God...
I do so understand you, but this girl really puts it all together. If you want to be with the Lord it is proof that the Holy Spirit has not left you. He will NEVER leave you! He loves you eternally! The one that comes to Him, He will not turn away! John 6:37
The Lord loved you! He knows how bad you wish to have a mind that only thinks good thoughts about him. You desire to love God & you desire to live for him. You are a child of God & no matter if you don’t feel Gods presence in your life. It’s not about feelings but learning to Trust God. Believe that he’s with you & no matter what your fear tells you, your God, this loving God has promised to never leave you & he will keep his promise. ❤ if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you!
I had a similar experience with God when I was about fifteen years of age. I had starting reading the bible at about thirteen and had what I believed was growing relationship with God. I wasn't living an immoral life for the most part, but was wrestling with taking care of my temple as most teens struggle at that age. The Holy Spirit though patient was prompting me to do better. One night I was very frustrated with myself and how weak I felt in regards to carnal flesh. It was during His gentle prompting that like a torrent my soul lashed out from my own frustration, to the One that was trying to help me overcome. The evil, heart felt, ugly words that came out of my heart made me freeze. In the those horrible moments I felt the Holy Spirit Grieve; it was the most horrible experience I had ever felt and even worse, I felt Him slowly start to withdraw from my soul. I knew that very moment, that if He left, I would not be sharing this with you now. All I could do was like David, to beg Him not to leave. He didn't completely leave me, but the horrible months of darkness opened the door to the enemy in a way I would not have believed had I not experienced it myself. The forces of darkness knew I was in trouble and soon did all they could do to help push me over the edge. I couldn't even open a bible without thinking horrible ugly thoughts. All I had to hold on to was scripture I had already memorized. One gem was, "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." I became so familiar with my familiar that I knew when he was in my room. When he was not successful he helping go over the edge, he would bring others more wicked than himself. He was not allowed to enter me, for the most part and when he did, he was not allowed to stay. I was so in tuned with his presence that I realized I was in the highly intelligent presence of a being who had once been close to God; but was now horribly and hopelessly disconnected. In this battle, no person of this earth could help me. As my situation grew worse, the encounters became more intense and were no longer limited to the location where it all had begun. When these evil entities were not success as weeks turned to months, it was one night I awakened to a presence that was not like the others. It did not come into the room but seemed to engulf it altogether. Immediately I knew I was in the presence of absolute evil, one who completely hates God. The remnants of the Holy Spirit that remained in my soul immediately reacted to this one, like a parent encountering a disinherited child they once deeply loved. The presence manifested from where ever it was and I was utterly terrified to the point I could not move. It did not stay long, but in a few days saw the results of that encounter. I started to have serious attempts on my life that were all carefully orchestrated. I was in a state of all prayer and after many months began to spiritually break down, thinking God would never forgive me. One day while sitting quietly in church, I felt someone look at me. In a church full of people, this was no ordinary look and I realized how much pain I had caused Him. It's like I had personally ripped open wounds He once experienced on the cross. Finally one night I got up around 1:00 in the morning while everyone else was asleep, put on my clothes and walked out the house without taking my keys. When I went outside, not even my dogs were there to accompany me. I walked dark empty roads wondering how it all came to this. The full moon was out and a cloud belt moved past the lower half making it almost appear like the top of the walls of a great city. With the stars shining above the cloud belt; for a moment it seemed I was looking at the saints standing on top of the walls looking down at me; lost and completely shut out. My heart sunk as a shooting star fearfully shot across the scene and I imagined the fiery wrath of God coming down. Like Cain, my countenance fell and I completely gave up. In the distance my uncle was building a home, but it only had the walls and some roof. I was cold dark and empty, just like I felt. I could take no more, I was done trying; if I was going to hell, I was going to hell. I turned around and headed back to my house. I had worked one summer at an oil refinery and knew what sulfur smelled like. It was suddenly I smelled the strong odor and saw as this horrid flame appeared and was about to engulf me. I was about to bow saying, “Oh God is this how my life is going to end?” Suddenly, what felt like an explosion of electricity from within started to radiate without. The darkness immediately fled and I was immediately filled with great joy and started praising and glorify God. My steps felt like I was walking on air. This lasted for several hours and I gradually felt like my old self before this whole ordeal, but I was never the same. When I later reflected back on that moment, as horrible as it was; I will never forget the moment the same Holy Ghost that I had grieved, made it clear to the enemy that I; yes even I, was still His child. I never felt that kind of love before and realized the only reason we can even grieve the Holy Spirit is because He truly loves more than any earthly mother or father can. Christ sacrifice makes it sure and the Holy Spirit makes it clear that those born of the Spirit are the Sons and daughters of God.
Thought I was the only one dealing with this. It started when I was a child. I’m now 33 and still battling these thoughts. I thought I was hell bound and wouldn’t make it to heaven. Satan is a liar. I believe I will get delivered from intrusive thoughts.
I have experienced the same thing and the Lord has also told me the same thing, may God be blessed and may the glory be to Him, let us continue to trust in Him ❤🙏🙏
Thank you, i have been having blasphemous thoughts for days, I gave my life back to Christ right now, and the thoughts came back, I started searching for videos and this popped up after praying. Hopefully this is a sign
Holy spirit told me about this thing 9 year ago ......he says for me when this kinds of thought come to you ignore it.... and focus what You want. Galatians 5 (KJV) ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯ ¹⁷ For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would. ¹⁸ But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law
I thank you so much for making this video. I have been struggling with this for 7 years. I also thought the same thing that I didnt want to live, but was afraid to die because of these horrible thoughts. I am tired and weary, but it is comforting to hear that other Christians have gone through this as well.
I want you to know that god guided me to your video and it saved my life. All glory to god. PRAISE THE LORD I HOPE IT IS YOUR BEST DAY IN YOUR LIFE AND EVERYDAY WILL GET BETTER FROM THIS POINT ON. Peace and blessings!!!! Thank you Jesus for all that you’ve done.
Thank you so much! I pray that God delivers you from intrusive thoughts and fear. A prayer that really works for me is asking God to deliver me from evil this day. When I say that prayer I get little to no blasphemous thoughts that day. Hope that helps ❤
i have gone through this, sometimes when i say my prayers out loud, rebuking these thoughts. i say them out loud, and saying they aren’t true, i always feel scared when saying. “no matter how many times i do i’m so sorry.” and i repeat that over and over.
I’ve been struggling with this for a while and honestly when I found out it was a willful thing it made me even more scared because I was scared of purposely doing it and I’ve just been having so many thoughts and I’ve been considering if my heart is in the right place and I’ve been being fed lies about who I am and I actually started to believe them. When I would rebuke those thoughts or sing a song that goes against Bad thoughts I would have a thought that told me I was singing against God and I would be like no what the heck no I’m not, and then later on I actually start to believe that and I start seeing myself as some horrible person. Also I just came to all this conclusion when typing this out. PRAISE THE LORD
Thank you so much sister-in-Christ! This was my exact position! I thought I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit and I thought the intrusive thoughts were my own but it is lies from the Devil! Thank you Lord that this was on my fyp! Love ya ❤️✝️
I was led to this video and I’m so glad God let me found it because I been having these thoughts for 3 years and it hard I wanted kill myself and all since I already knew where I was going but I see that God keep waking me up for a reason and purpose so thank you so much sister in Christ fir this video May God continue to bless you greatly in Jesus Name 🙏🏾
Thank you so very much for your brave and loving testemony!!!! I so do recognize almost every word and emotion that you tell about. I know what you have gone throw. It is such a power when christians unmask the deciet of the enemy.
Thanks for this video it really helped me a lot when I get blasphemous thoughts I fight back sometimes but most of the times it manages to get me. I really don’t know bible verses besides Joshua 1:9 but thanks for this video❤️
Oh girl I have done the same im still scared I tried suicide twice im still trying to come out of it and the doubts I want to really lose and know Jesus
Like the bible prophecies are coming real and Holy Spirit also poured on me so I returned to Christ and when I was reading about unforgivable sin I’ve got before my eyes that I’ve done it (at that time I was in strong schizophrenia, the real schizophrenia) and I was scared for long time and I overcame it but it came back and again I overcame it now I’m in time of peace and I analyze many testimonies about how to know if I had done it
I’ll pray for you and I wish this to be the best day in your life. Don’t give up on Jesus because he didn’t give up on you. I trust you are having a good day. Even if you are having a bad day, remember God loves and care about you. He is saying to you in Isaiah 43:2-3 "Do not be afraid, for I have ransomed you. I have called you by name; you are mine. When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you. For I am the Lord, your God,” REMEMBER THAT JESUS CALLED YOU TOO HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE NOT BY HIS WILL BUT THE WILL OF THE FATHER THAT IS IN HEAVEN. REMEMBER THAT THE GRASS IN GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE. Jesus took your sins Jody and he is there with you.
@@timhartley1749 I’ve been going though this over the last 4 months and I told one of the sisters at church who is also one of the leaders of the Young Adults group about this and she gave me that same verse.
There’s a difference between those who commit blasphemy & those who are afraid to commit this sin. There’s people who know God & they still refuse to come to him. They hate God & they feel pleasure from talking bad about God. They feel no remorse & they do it willfully. On the opposite, someone who’s scared to have blasfemous thoughts only wish ole thing & it’s for those thoughts to go away, we don’t take any joy from those thoughts & we don’t want to have them.. GOD is a loving God , he knows the pain we all feel & how bad we feel in the inside, he understands it very well & he will never punish those people for dealing with this problem. God loves you & God will never forsake us!!
God Loves you..and I know you are worried..but trust me God you more then can know ..just take the time to talk to him about it..what God saying to you was you wouldn't be hearing from him..if you had done what you think you had done
I believe it could be the enemy, putting those thoughts in your head. And it maybe possible, that he wants you to take ownership of them. Please pray, that the Lord will show the source of the blasphemous thoughts. If these thoughts are coming from your own mind, then pray for complete deliverance from these blasphemous thoughts. But if the adversary is the source, then you reject those thoughts in the Name of Jesus Christ!! I believe that our Father in Heaven, will reveal to you the source.
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Dear sister in Christ,
Thank you for your courageous posting of this video. I too was plagued with this poisonous lie many years ago, after receiving Jesus Christ as my Saviour. The demons used every bad word or picture that I heard or saw, twisted them in my memory and joined them to all that was holy during communion or Bible study. Then they also convinced me that I had committed the eternal sin. Long story short: a priest told me the same things that you said here and suggested that I make the sign of the cross on my forehead every time I am assailed by these horrible twists of curse words in my memory. It works every time. Unfortunately, in Australia, we are inundated by filthy cursing in public nearly all the time. The demons are rampant.
I have also discovered that these thoughts come in English, and they are mostly powerless if I think in another language, or at least not as virulent because I do not hear blasphemy in those languages all the time. Demons use words that are already in the memory from television, media or what you hear during the day.
We are no more conscious of the world around us than a child in a womb. We can't possibly comprehend why we may suffer or others. Just a few minutes ago, I finished listening to Bishop Robert Barron tell a story about a father and son in his parish. The son was about four years old and was suffering from a medical illness that required multiple surgeries; the father said his son looked up at him with eyes, asking his father why he had to suffer this way, unable to comprehend the surgery was ultimately for his own good and health. These struggles you face are ultimately placed in front of you by an all-loving God. Keep trust in knowing while the path may be arduous at times, he is guiding you toward an ultimate good.
We probably all struggle with these thoughts, God loves you and He is aware of our struggles and flaws. Remember, Christ died for us while we were still sinners and enemies of God. Shalom Shalom!
I've also struggle with these and it was the worst nightmare ever because of these thoughts I harm myself and I used to be mad at God that why did he sent these thought or allow this thought because I've already accept Jesus and I've started my walk with him it was peaceful to be in his presence but since 2024 it turn up side down I have a sickness call Bell's palsy and since then those thought came up out of no where and when those thought stop it feels like I want them on purpose just to realise that I have ocd but then our God is good he showed me this verse 37:32-40 I encourage y'all brother sister to read this verse I don't know about y'all but I've struggle with bad thought about the Bible also and it make me feel so guilty I'm still struggling but I put my faith in Jesus I hope y'all will find peace Jesus loves us so much 🥺❤✝️
Don't give up!! All of Gods people are getting attacked extremely bad this year because Jesus is coming back soon. Keep the faith and finish the race. I have been diagnosed with adenomyosis last year but won't stop believing for healing. I will be praying for you ❤
P.S - I also just want to mention that a few months after I posted this video God gave me the gift of speaking in tongues which double proved I have not blasphemed his precious Spirit. So don't give up! and remember, the worse you freak out over this attack the worse it will get. James 4:7 - "Resist the devil and he will flee from you." Remember your place in Christ x
What book are you talking about 37:32-40?
I’ve been getting all these blasphemous thoughts for almost two weeks after watching a TikTok talking about the unforgivable sin because I started questioning about what it was, then awful blasphemous words started to come to my head. I started to feel better last Sunday after talking to my pastor about it, but the thoughts kept getting worse at beginning of this week. And I felt like it got worse for me on Friday night because while trying to rebuke the thoughts by saying something positive, one of the intrusive blasphemous thoughts almost slipped out of my mouth. And while I slept, I felt like all those blasphemous thoughts were coming from my mouth. And that’s where I felt like I finally crossed the line because I never wished to say them with my mouth. I felt so sacred and worried that out of anger I had a thought curse at the spirit and try to rebel against it because I was already doomed. And I was like “no, no, no”For these past days I’ve been wishing I could have a time machine to go back to the day where I watched the TikTok to stop me from questioning it and wishing I could start my life all over, especially this past day. I couldn’t eat properly throughout this week and refused to get up from bed. I haven’t been myself. But finding this video brings me hope.
You haven’t committed that sin. It’s fear that cause you to have those thoughts against God. God knows very well how weak our minds are. He loves you my friend!! It’s not what you think of yourself but what God thinks & says about you!! Don’t try to win this battle, ask God to take control of your mind & let him handle it. The devil will always bring lies into our minds. He’s a liar & all you have to do is ignore those thoughts.
I understand completely what you’re going through, you’re not alone many people seem to be struggling with this fear. I am one of them. My dad told me about the unforgivable sin last year and I had no idea what it was, I looked it up and the most bad thoughts came into my head against the Holy Spirit. 😞 I was so afraid that I committed the sin and fell into a deep depression because the thoughts were so loud no matter what I did. I wanted to die. I didn’t understand why I was going through this…. I felt so evil and wicked and felt like God hated me. I couldn’t eat, sleep, or even function. I was stuck in despair. It was like a grey cloud over me every single day. Seeing people around me happy without a care in the world and then me….. feeling completely hopeless. Some days are better than others and some days I still feel a little sad. I always wonder what my life would’ve been if I just left it alone and never looked into it more…. I just get sad and think what if I did commit it? 😖
@@cyb3rg1rl-ari Hey. You haven’t committed the unforgivable sin. :) trust me, you haven’t done it and the fact that you’re so scared to commit this sin, is proof that you haven’t! It’s all psychological, it’s something you fear and the devil use that against you to make you believe you have sinned against God. The more you fear these thoughts the more bad it gets. I encourage you to pray to the Lord, tell him exactly how you feel with your own words, he knows already but confess it to him, ask him to clean your mind & give every thought to him, surrender your feelings/emotions to him and I promise you he will fight for you!! 🤍 God knew you were going to go through this, it’s serving a plan for you. Let this help you get closer to God, let this be your testimony so that others can also find the light 💡 that’s only in JESUS!
Don’t let those thoughts get into your relationship with God. Don’t let those thoughts control your life. Tell yourself this words “ I hate this evil thoughts, they’re not true & I refuse to accept them as mine, I will ignore them no matter how bad they are as way to remind them they’re not important to me.
You can’t win this battle yourself, let GOD take over, hand everything to him, your life & live for him!! Stay strong and I’m always praying for those going through these “TEMPORARY AFFLICTIONS” 🤍
The unforgivable sin is living in unbelief.
WOAH it’s the same thing for me like I was at work and I remembered how I defeated intrusive thought then it started again it was only blasphemous thought about The Holy Spirit in the beginning I knew that it wasn’t me then I didn’t got fight so I thought I did it with my mind so I was worried my heart started to be hardened I thought The Holy Spirit left me and I felt like God didn’t even cared about me my mind were full I wish I never thought about this my life would have been more easy every day I ask God for sign if I’d don’t commit this sin and I try to find a way to stop worrying about it because now I fear death because I don’t want to go to hell.
I have been going through this for 3 and a half years 2 weeks after I got saved
I have been attacked spiritually for so long my heart feels hardened. But there are rare occasions when the holy Spirit talks to me but the presence of God does feel like it left me. I have been hospitalized like so many times and was diagnosed with schizophrenia but it's really the spiritual battle... I've cried so much to God...
I do so understand you, but this girl really puts it all together. If you want to be with the Lord it is proof that the Holy Spirit has not left you. He will NEVER leave you! He loves you eternally! The one that comes to Him, He will not turn away! John 6:37
The Lord loved you! He knows how bad you wish to have a mind that only thinks good thoughts about him. You desire to love God & you desire to live for him.
You are a child of God & no matter if you don’t feel Gods presence in your life. It’s not about feelings but learning to Trust God. Believe that he’s with you & no matter what your fear tells you, your God, this loving God has promised to never leave you & he will keep his promise. ❤ if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you!
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Hi ! ❤ I was wondering if I could connect with you on Facebook or something ?? I know exactly what you are talking about
I had a similar experience with God when I was about fifteen years of age. I had starting reading the bible at about thirteen and had what I believed was growing relationship with God. I wasn't living an immoral life for the most part, but was wrestling with taking care of my temple as most teens struggle at that age. The Holy Spirit though patient was prompting me to do better. One night I was very frustrated with myself and how weak I felt in regards to carnal flesh. It was during His gentle prompting that like a torrent my soul lashed out from my own frustration, to the One that was trying to help me overcome. The evil, heart felt, ugly words that came out of my heart made me freeze. In the those horrible moments I felt the Holy Spirit Grieve; it was the most horrible experience I had ever felt and even worse, I felt Him slowly start to withdraw from my soul. I knew that very moment, that if He left, I would not be sharing this with you now. All I could do was like David, to beg Him not to leave. He didn't completely leave me, but the horrible months of darkness opened the door to the enemy in a way I would not have believed had I not experienced it myself. The forces of darkness knew I was in trouble and soon did all they could do to help push me over the edge. I couldn't even open a bible without thinking horrible ugly thoughts. All I had to hold on to was scripture I had already memorized. One gem was, "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." I became so familiar with my familiar that I knew when he was in my room. When he was not successful he helping go over the edge, he would bring others more wicked than himself. He was not allowed to enter me, for the most part and when he did, he was not allowed to stay. I was so in tuned with his presence that I realized I was in the highly intelligent presence of a being who had once been close to God; but was now horribly and hopelessly disconnected. In this battle, no person of this earth could help me. As my situation grew worse, the encounters became more intense and were no longer limited to the location where it all had begun. When these evil entities were not success as weeks turned to months, it was one night I awakened to a presence that was not like the others. It did not come into the room but seemed to engulf it altogether. Immediately I knew I was in the presence of absolute evil, one who completely hates God. The remnants of the Holy Spirit that remained in my soul immediately reacted to this one, like a parent encountering a disinherited child they once deeply loved. The presence manifested from where ever it was and I was utterly terrified to the point I could not move. It did not stay long, but in a few days saw the results of that encounter. I started to have serious attempts on my life that were all carefully orchestrated. I was in a state of all prayer and after many months began to spiritually break down, thinking God would never forgive me. One day while sitting quietly in church, I felt someone look at me. In a church full of people, this was no ordinary look and I realized how much pain I had caused Him. It's like I had personally ripped open wounds He once experienced on the cross. Finally one night I got up around 1:00 in the morning while everyone else was asleep, put on my clothes and walked out the house without taking my keys. When I went outside, not even my dogs were there to accompany me. I walked dark empty roads wondering how it all came to this. The full moon was out and a cloud belt moved past the lower half making it almost appear like the top of the walls of a great city. With the stars shining above the cloud belt; for a moment it seemed I was looking at the saints standing on top of the walls looking down at me; lost and completely shut out. My heart sunk as a shooting star fearfully shot across the scene and I imagined the fiery wrath of God coming down. Like Cain, my countenance fell and I completely gave up. In the distance my uncle was building a home, but it only had the walls and some roof. I was cold dark and empty, just like I felt. I could take no more, I was done trying; if I was going to hell, I was going to hell. I turned around and headed back to my house. I had worked one summer at an oil refinery and knew what sulfur smelled like. It was suddenly I smelled the strong odor and saw as this horrid flame appeared and was about to engulf me. I was about to bow saying, “Oh God is this how my life is going to end?” Suddenly, what felt like an explosion of electricity from within started to radiate without. The darkness immediately fled and I was immediately filled with great joy and started praising and glorify God. My steps felt like I was walking on air. This lasted for several hours and I gradually felt like my old self before this whole ordeal, but I was never the same. When I later reflected back on that moment, as horrible as it was; I will never forget the moment the same Holy Ghost that I had grieved, made it clear to the enemy that I; yes even I, was still His child. I never felt that kind of love before and realized the only reason we can even grieve the Holy Spirit is because He truly loves more than any earthly mother or father can. Christ sacrifice makes it sure and the Holy Spirit makes it clear that those born of the Spirit are the Sons and daughters of God.
Thought I was the only one dealing with this. It started when I was a child. I’m now 33 and still battling these thoughts. I thought I was hell bound and wouldn’t make it to heaven. Satan is a liar. I believe I will get delivered from intrusive thoughts.
Thank you very much for sharing.
I have experienced the same thing and the Lord has also told me the same thing, may God be blessed and may the glory be to Him, let us continue to trust in Him ❤🙏🙏
Thank you, i have been having blasphemous thoughts for days,
I gave my life back to Christ right now, and the thoughts came back,
I started searching for videos and this popped up after praying.
Hopefully this is a sign
Holy spirit told me about this thing 9 year ago ......he says for me when this kinds of thought come to you ignore it.... and focus what You want.
Galatians 5 (KJV)
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¹⁷ For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
¹⁸ But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law
God’s timing is crazy 🙏
I thank you so much for making this video. I have been struggling with this for 7 years. I also thought the same thing that I didnt want to live, but was afraid to die because of these horrible thoughts. I am tired and weary, but it is comforting to hear that other Christians have gone through this as well.
I want you to know that god guided me to your video and it saved my life. All glory to god. PRAISE THE LORD I HOPE IT IS YOUR BEST DAY IN YOUR LIFE AND EVERYDAY WILL GET BETTER FROM THIS POINT ON. Peace and blessings!!!! Thank you Jesus for all that you’ve done.
Thank you so much! I pray that God delivers you from intrusive thoughts and fear. A prayer that really works for me is asking God to deliver me from evil this day. When I say that prayer I get little to no blasphemous thoughts that day. Hope that helps ❤
@@Jesus_Saves99praise the Lord!
i have gone through this, sometimes when i say my prayers out loud, rebuking these thoughts. i say them out loud, and saying they aren’t true, i always feel scared when saying. “no matter how many times i do i’m so sorry.” and i repeat that over and over.
😢 May God bless you ❤❤
I’ve been struggling with this for a while and honestly when I found out it was a willful thing it made me even more scared because I was scared of purposely doing it and I’ve just been having so many thoughts and I’ve been considering if my heart is in the right place and I’ve been being fed lies about who I am and I actually started to believe them. When I would rebuke those thoughts or sing a song that goes against Bad thoughts I would have a thought that told me I was singing against God and I would be like no what the heck no I’m not, and then later on I actually start to believe that and I start seeing myself as some horrible person. Also I just came to all this conclusion when typing this out. PRAISE THE LORD
God Bless you Sister!
Beautifully said💕
Thank you for praying 🙏🏼💯
Thankyou so much for sharing your testimony with us.
Thank you so much sister-in-Christ! This was my exact position! I thought I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit and I thought the intrusive thoughts were my own but it is lies from the Devil! Thank you Lord that this was on my fyp! Love ya ❤️✝️
I was led to this video and I’m so glad God let me found it because I been having these thoughts for 3 years and it hard I wanted kill myself and all since I already knew where I was going but I see that God keep waking me up for a reason and purpose so thank you so much sister in Christ fir this video May God continue to bless you greatly in Jesus Name 🙏🏾
Thank you so very much for your brave and loving testemony!!!!
I so do recognize almost every word and emotion that you tell about. I know what you have gone throw. It is such a power when christians unmask the deciet of the enemy.
Thanks for this video it really helped me a lot when I get blasphemous thoughts I fight back sometimes but most of the times it manages to get me. I really don’t know bible verses besides Joshua 1:9 but thanks for this video❤️
🥹 Thank you for this video!
I’m super sorry god please forgive 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥
Thank you sister much needed❤
Thank you so much, I was about to break my three days fast because the enemy was lying to me that Im too sinful
Oh girl I have done the same im still scared I tried suicide twice im still trying to come out of it and the doubts I want to really lose and know Jesus
What did you say
Like the bible prophecies are coming real and Holy Spirit also poured on me so I returned to Christ and when I was reading about unforgivable sin I’ve got before my eyes that I’ve done it (at that time I was in strong schizophrenia, the real schizophrenia) and I was scared for long time and I overcame it but it came back and again I overcame it now I’m in time of peace and I analyze many testimonies about how to know if I had done it
This I too have experienced . Its paralyzing.
I’ll pray for you and I wish this to be the best day in your life. Don’t give up on Jesus because he didn’t give up on you. I trust you are having a good day. Even if you are having a bad day, remember God loves and care about you. He is saying to you in Isaiah 43:2-3
"Do not be afraid, for I have ransomed you.
I have called you by name; you are mine.
When you go through deep waters,
I will be with you.
When you go through rivers of difficulty,
you will not drown.
When you walk through the fire of oppression,
you will not be burned up;
the flames will not consume you. For I am the Lord, your God,”
REMEMBER THAT JESUS CALLED YOU TOO HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE NOT BY HIS WILL BUT THE WILL OF THE FATHER THAT IS IN HEAVEN. REMEMBER THAT THE GRASS IN GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE. Jesus took your sins Jody and he is there with you.
@@timhartley1749 God Bless You
@@timhartley1749 I’ve been going though this over the last 4 months and I told one of the sisters at church who is also one of the leaders of the Young Adults group about this and she gave me that same verse.
Thank you god bless you
There’s a difference between those who commit blasphemy & those who are afraid to commit this sin.
There’s people who know God & they still refuse to come to him. They hate God & they feel pleasure from talking bad about God. They feel no remorse & they do it willfully.
On the opposite, someone who’s scared to have blasfemous thoughts only wish ole thing & it’s for those thoughts to go away, we don’t take any joy from those thoughts & we don’t want to have them.. GOD is a loving God , he knows the pain we all feel & how bad we feel in the inside, he understands it very well & he will never punish those people for dealing with this problem.
God loves you & God will never forsake us!!
God Bless You
I'm currently struggling with blastphemous thoughts
God Loves you..and I know you are worried..but trust me God you more then can know ..just take the time to talk to him about it..what God saying to you was you wouldn't be hearing from him..if you had done what you think you had done
Read the book of Ephesians.
I need help😢 I get these awful thoughts
Me too. Pray for me too.
I believe it could be the enemy, putting those thoughts in your head. And it maybe possible, that he wants you to take ownership of them. Please pray, that the Lord will show the source of the blasphemous thoughts. If these thoughts are coming from your own mind, then pray for complete deliverance from these blasphemous thoughts. But if the adversary is the source, then you reject those thoughts in the Name of Jesus Christ!! I believe that our Father in Heaven, will reveal to you the source.
Hnmm, I don't believe you.
bullcrap
😂😂😂 bunch of nothing😊
@@proykemrscthcmc Like your personality
Nah, if you don’t like it then leave mad