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Thankyou so much for sharing your testimony with us.

Thought I was the only one dealing with this. It started when I was a child. I’m now 33 and still battling these thoughts. I thought I was hell bound and wouldn’t make it to heaven. Satan is a liar. I believe I will get delivered from intrusive thoughts.

Thank you, i have been having blasphemous thoughts for days, I gave my life back to Christ right now, and the thoughts came back, I started searching for videos and this popped up after praying. Hopefully this is a sign

That was helpful. Just knowing and hearing your testimony, . . . helps me know I am not alone. I have felt everything you shared and experienced the same stuff. Still am. But. . . like you. . . I have Jesus and He makes a huge difference in life. He is everything if we let Him be.

I need help😢 I get these awful thoughts

Read the book of Ephesians.

Thank you for praying 🙏🏼💯

🥹 Thank you for this video!

Thank you so much, I was about to break my three days fast because the enemy was lying to me that Im too sinful

Thank you very much for sharing.

I'm currently struggling with blastphemous thoughts

God Bless you Sister! Beautifully said💕

I had a similar experience with God when I was about fifteen years of age. I had starting reading the bible at about thirteen and had what I believed was growing relationship with God. I wasn't living an immoral life for the most part, but was wrestling with taking care of my temple as most teens struggle at that age. The Holy Spirit though patient was prompting me to do better. One night I was very frustrated with myself and how weak I felt in regards to carnal flesh. It was during His gentle prompting that like a torrent my soul lashed out from my own frustration, to the One that was trying to help me overcome. The evil, heart felt, ugly words that came out of my heart made me freeze. In the those horrible moments I felt the Holy Spirit Grieve; it was the most horrible experience I had ever felt and even worse, I felt Him slowly start to withdraw from my soul. I knew that very moment, that if He left, I would not be sharing this with you now. All I could do was like David, to beg Him not to leave. He didn't completely leave me, but the horrible months of darkness opened the door to the enemy in a way I would not have believed had I not experienced it myself. The forces of darkness knew I was in trouble and soon did all they could do to help push me over the edge. I couldn't even open a bible without thinking horrible ugly thoughts. All I had to hold on to was scripture I had already memorized. One gem was, "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." I became so familiar with my familiar that I knew when he was in my room. When he was not successful he helping go over the edge, he would bring others more wicked than himself. He was not allowed to enter me, for the most part and when he did, he was not allowed to stay. I was so in tuned with his presence that I realized I was in the highly intelligent presence of a being who had once been close to God; but was now horribly and hopelessly disconnected. In this battle, no person of this earth could help me. As my situation grew worse, the encounters became more intense and were no longer limited to the location where it all had begun. When these evil entities were not success as weeks turned to months, it was one night I awakened to a presence that was not like the others. It did not come into the room but seemed to engulf it altogether. Immediately I knew I was in the presence of absolute evil, one who completely hates God. The remnants of the Holy Spirit that remained in my soul immediately reacted to this one, like a parent encountering a disinherited child they once deeply loved. The presence manifested from where ever it was and I was utterly terrified to the point I could not move. It did not stay long, but in a few days saw the results of that encounter. I started to have serious attempts on my life that were all carefully orchestrated. I was in a state of all prayer and after many months began to spiritually break down, thinking God would never forgive me. One day while sitting quietly in church, I felt someone look at me. In a church full of people, this was no ordinary look and I realized how much pain I had caused Him. It's like I had personally ripped open wounds He once experienced on the cross. Finally one night I got up around 1:00 in the morning while everyone else was asleep, put on my clothes and walked out the house without taking my keys. When I went outside, not even my dogs were there to accompany me. I walked dark empty roads wondering how it all came to this. The full moon was out and a cloud belt moved past the lower half making it almost appear like the top of the walls of a great city. With the stars shining above the cloud belt; for a moment it seemed I was looking at the saints standing on top of the walls looking down at me; lost and completely shut out. My heart sunk as a shooting star fearfully shot across the scene and I imagined the fiery wrath of God coming down. Like Cain, my countenance fell and I completely gave up. In the distance my uncle was building a home, but it only had the walls and some roof. I was cold dark and empty, just like I felt. I could take no more, I was done trying; if I was going to hell, I was going to hell. I turned around and headed back to my house. I had worked one summer at an oil refinery and knew what sulfur smelled like. It was suddenly I smelled the strong odor and saw as this horrid flame appeared and was about to engulf me. I was about to bow saying, “Oh God is this how my life is going to end?” Suddenly, what felt like an explosion of electricity from within started to radiate without. The darkness immediately fled and I was immediately filled with great joy and started praising and glorify God. My steps felt like I was walking on air. This lasted for several hours and I gradually felt like my old self before this whole ordeal, but I was never the same. When I later reflected back on that moment, as horrible as it was; I will never forget the moment the same Holy Ghost that I had grieved, made it clear to the enemy that I; yes even I, was still His child. I never felt that kind of love before and realized the only reason we can even grieve the Holy Spirit is because He truly loves more than any earthly mother or father can. Christ sacrifice makes it sure and the Holy Spirit makes it clear that those born of the Spirit are the Sons and daughters of God.

I believe it could be the enemy, putting those thoughts in your head. And it maybe possible, that he wants you to take ownership of them. Please pray, that the Lord will show the source of the blasphemous thoughts. If these thoughts are coming from your own mind, then pray for complete deliverance from these blasphemous thoughts. But if the adversary is the source, then you reject those thoughts in the Name of Jesus Christ!! I believe that our Father in Heaven, will reveal to you the source.

We probably all struggle with these thoughts, God loves you and He is aware of our struggles and flaws. Remember, Christ died for us while we were still sinners and enemies of God. Shalom Shalom!

I told God that I hate him because of some extreme emotional and mental turmoil and now I think I blasphemed the holy spirit, what do I do

Thank you so much for your prayer and testimony..God bless you 🙏

Hi what county do you live in. Thank you for your prayers..

God Loves you..and I know you are worried..but trust me God you more then can know ..just take the time to talk to him about it..what God saying to you was you wouldn't be hearing from him..if you had done what you think you had done

Hnmm, I don't believe you.

I’ve been struggling with this for a while and honestly when I found out it was a willful thing it made me even more scared because I was scared of purposely doing it and I’ve just been having so many thoughts and I’ve been considering if my heart is in the right place and I’ve been being fed lies about who I am and I actually started to believe them. When I would rebuke those thoughts or sing a song that goes against Bad thoughts I would have a thought that told me I was singing against God and I would be like no what the heck no I’m not, and then later on I actually start to believe that and I start seeing myself as some horrible person. Also I just came to all this conclusion when typing this out. PRAISE THE LORD

I’m super sorry god please forgive 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥

There’s a difference between those who commit blasphemy & those who are afraid to commit this sin. There’s people who know God & they still refuse to come to him. They hate God & they feel pleasure from talking bad about God. They feel no remorse & they do it willfully. On the opposite, someone who’s scared to have blasfemous thoughts only wish ole thing & it’s for those thoughts to go away, we don’t take any joy from those thoughts & we don’t want to have them.. GOD is a loving God , he knows the pain we all feel & how bad we feel in the inside, he understands it very well & he will never punish those people for dealing with this problem. God loves you & God will never forsake us!!

Thank you so much sister-in-Christ! This was my exact position! I thought I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit and I thought the intrusive thoughts were my own but it is lies from the Devil! Thank you Lord that this was on my fyp! Love ya ❤️✝️

i have gone through this, sometimes when i say my prayers out loud, rebuking these thoughts. i say them out loud, and saying they aren’t true, i always feel scared when saying. “no matter how many times i do i’m so sorry.” and i repeat that over and over.

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I have experienced the same thing and the Lord has also told me the same thing, may God be blessed and may the glory be to Him, let us continue to trust in Him ❤🙏🙏

The one thing a Christian should fear the most is zero conviction

I’ve been getting all these blasphemous thoughts for almost two weeks after watching a TikTok talking about the unforgivable sin because I started questioning about what it was, then awful blasphemous words started to come to my head. I started to feel better last Sunday after talking to my pastor about it, but the thoughts kept getting worse at beginning of this week. And I felt like it got worse for me on Friday night because while trying to rebuke the thoughts by saying something positive, one of the intrusive blasphemous thoughts almost slipped out of my mouth. And while I slept, I felt like all those blasphemous thoughts were coming from my mouth. And that’s where I felt like I finally crossed the line because I never wished to say them with my mouth. I felt so sacred and worried that out of anger I had a thought curse at the spirit and try to rebel against it because I was already doomed. And I was like “no, no, no”For these past days I’ve been wishing I could have a time machine to go back to the day where I watched the TikTok to stop me from questioning it and wishing I could start my life all over, especially this past day. I couldn’t eat properly throughout this week and refused to get up from bed. I haven’t been myself. But finding this video brings me hope.

Please say a prayer for me going through everything you just said to the T also dealing with a lot of fear of walking in my calling which has gotten me in a lot of trouble 🙏 God bless you

God’s timing is crazy 🙏

I was led to this video and I’m so glad God let me found it because I been having these thoughts for 3 years and it hard I wanted kill myself and all since I already knew where I was going but I see that God keep waking me up for a reason and purpose so thank you so much sister in Christ fir this video May God continue to bless you greatly in Jesus Name 🙏🏾

I thank you so much for making this video. I have been struggling with this for 7 years. I also thought the same thing that I didnt want to live, but was afraid to die because of these horrible thoughts. I am tired and weary, but it is comforting to hear that other Christians have gone through this as well.

Thanks for this video it really helped me a lot when I get blasphemous thoughts I fight back sometimes but most of the times it manages to get me. I really don’t know bible verses besides Joshua 1:9 but thanks for this video❤️

ok....first of all you have the looks of a model. But, even beautiful people have issues. I pray the Lord gives you direction and peace. My only advice is to seek him through his word. This is where true peace and wisdom begin.

Thank you so very much for your brave and loving testemony!!!! I so do recognize almost every word and emotion that you tell about. I know what you have gone throw. It is such a power when christians unmask the deciet of the enemy.

I'm learning english on my own,and i decided to see this because...i have no Friends,i moved with my family to other country, i'm alone,i study hard, i'm sad,i need to change my life (learn english,help my family with Money) how can i do? I say God,i want to change my life,i need to have discipline,i want to make friends,money,etc ,every single day i study:(,i lost my friends,i don't know why people doesnt' like me now I'm 16 years old

I have been going through this for 3 and a half years 2 weeks after I got saved I have been attacked spiritually for so long my heart feels hardened. But there are rare occasions when the holy Spirit talks to me but the presence of God does feel like it left me. I have been hospitalized like so many times and was diagnosed with schizophrenia but it's really the spiritual battle... I've cried so much to God...

Happy to see another video of yours!

Thank you sister much needed❤

Thank you god bless you

Your videos are a blessing girl! Thanks for sharing your testimonies and giving us some encouragement. God bless!

I want you to know that god guided me to your video and it saved my life. All glory to god. PRAISE THE LORD I HOPE IT IS YOUR BEST DAY IN YOUR LIFE AND EVERYDAY WILL GET BETTER FROM THIS POINT ON. Peace and blessings!!!! Thank you Jesus for all that you’ve done.

Thank you ❤ I watched your previous video as well. I’m very tired and struggling your videos are a blessing

Hello Sister! It's been two months, on May 10, since I first came back to the Christian church, which I hadn't attended since 2016 or 2015. I am 16 years old from Philippines. When I came back to Christ again that is when the blasphemous thoughts and fear of unforgivable sins returned. Two weeks ago, I felt at peace, but on April 27th, I smiled at something not really blasphemous but there are words there that when are formed is blasphemous and I became hopeless again. However, on April 28th, I think I spoke in tongues and cried. Despite this, the condemning thoughts returned, and it's been terrifying. Yesterday, when I woke up, I felt an evil feeling within me when I looked in my phone and seeing blasphemous comments. I questioned whether I'm truly evil, and a blasphemous thought crossed my mind, but I'm unsure if I intentionally thought of it then I do not know if I uttered it. Since yesterday, I've been consumed by intense evil thoughts and feelings. I feel like there are two people inside me, and I'm uncertain if I genuinely love God. Sometimes I cry and yearn for Jesus, but then sudden evil thoughts and feelings overwhelm me. I do not know if I like the evil thoughts, I am confused. I'm unsure if I genuinely love God; my thoughts tell me I don't. I'm not sure what's in my heart anymore. Can you advise me and pray for me? I don't know if I've committed the unforgivable sin and God has turned me over to a reprobate mind, or if it's just an attack from the enemy. God bless you, sister.

God Bless You

This I too have experienced . Its paralyzing.

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Like the bible prophecies are coming real and Holy Spirit also poured on me so I returned to Christ and when I was reading about unforgivable sin I’ve got before my eyes that I’ve done it (at that time I was in strong schizophrenia, the real schizophrenia) and I was scared for long time and I overcame it but it came back and again I overcame it now I’m in time of peace and I analyze many testimonies about how to know if I had done it

Dear sister in Christ, Thank you for your courageous posting of this video. I too was plagued with this poisonous lie many years ago, after receiving Jesus Christ as my Saviour. The demons used every bad word or picture that I heard or saw, twisted them in my memory and joined them to all that was holy during communion or Bible study. Then they also convinced me that I had committed the eternal sin. Long story short: a priest told me the same things that you said here and suggested that I make the sign of the cross on my forehead every time I am assailed by these horrible twists of curse words in my memory. It works every time. Unfortunately, in Australia, we are inundated by filthy cursing in public nearly all the time. The demons are rampant. I have also discovered that these thoughts come in English, and they are mostly powerless if I think in another language, or at least not as virulent because I do not hear blasphemy in those languages all the time. Demons use words that are already in the memory from television, media or what you hear during the day.