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  • @KrasMazovHatesYourGuts
    @KrasMazovHatesYourGuts 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +761

    You know what's especially sad here? Remember how, in the last episode, Fizz told Blitzo that he didn't think that 'he was broken'. Turns out: he was lying. He DOES think that he's broken and his breakdown shows it. He's still internalized a lot of this trauma and hasn't had a chance to deal with it.

    • @makaramuss
      @makaramuss 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +64

      I ... disagree... I think he was talking about how his life didn't end because of it. He wasn't talking about his condition he doesn't think he is worse than what he was before he thinks he is currently better than before.

    • @Tsuusetsu
      @Tsuusetsu 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

      @@makaramuss Yeah this. He was talking about how his life was fine, not in shambles. He is put together, has a great life, has a great partner, has fame and fortune. The accident was horrible, but he bounced back possibly as good as anyone possibly could have. As far as it looks, he doesn't hate his robotic limbs, but he does have insecurity about his appearance. Horns for demons seems to be a big thing, maybe similar to how real life men think of hair. Having it burned off and scared would give almost anyone insecurity. And I knew two people who had that happen to them.

    • @barsozuguler4300
      @barsozuguler4300 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Sharing same fate as child celebrities. They struggle to face the outside world thanks to the fact they didn't leave their cage even for once. Not because of discomfort and because of restrictions by parents and managers. And they soon tossed by the business as soon as either they got old or they are not talented anymore

    • @pie1o1morris46
      @pie1o1morris46 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      Also shows why Fizz got so angry when Blitz implied that Fizz doesn't work for what he's got

    • @sir.goat4595
      @sir.goat4595 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I don’t understand how people cry of stuff like this, especially having empathy for demons!

  • @skybluepainter
    @skybluepainter 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +77

    Sadly, many people don't understand that just because physical SA didn't happen, doesn't mean you have no reason to be afraid. If someone feels entitled enough to follow you to your safe, PRIVATE area, then they probably have no problems going further.

    • @madslayer4197
      @madslayer4197 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I wouldn't say many. Only the lowest form of scum would have such a grotesque belief. I would say that's many people. Honestly, I don't know how anyone could leave thier home's if that wasn't the majority of people and was, in fact, many people.

  • @TheMadhatter1313
    @TheMadhatter1313 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +289

    I like how this episode shows why Blitzo is instinctively protective of Fizz with that flashback and I also love how now that him and Fizz are on talking terms again, he tries to be respectful of Ozzie's title as a lord of sin, but still doesn't respect Mammon. What's really crazy is that throughout this episode, Mammon didn't lie once about his intentions and was always honest about who he is and his greedy nature

    • @mistabrrrly
      @mistabrrrly 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

      It also shows how much they’ve mended cause both Ozzie and Fizz call him Blitz instead of Blitzo

    • @johnarcher6150
      @johnarcher6150 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The best businessman don't need to lie, only parasitic larpers do that

    • @golden3065
      @golden3065 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Ironic how the embodiment of greed is honest

    • @GabrielRojasAhumada
      @GabrielRojasAhumada 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

      ​@@golden3065 I mean greed doesn't have to do with dishonesty, yeah people can do dishonest things cause of greed but when you are as big as mammon you can be as open as you want and who tf is gonna stand up to yo?

    • @Mrryn
      @Mrryn 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      ​@@mistabrrrlyIt's also kinda of wild for a literal Sin to call up an imp on his cell to ask for help. I'm sure that helped ease it over for Blitz too, considering Oz actually levelled with him and spoke candidly and wasn't a haughty prick, with the enormous difference in station on the "totem pole" of Hell.

  • @DanGamingFan2406
    @DanGamingFan2406 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +225

    That story was chilling. I'm sorry you had to go through that, and I hope you never have to again. Also, That song Fizz sings, "2 Minutes Notice" is so good. It's so satisfying to see him stand up for himself and break away from Mammon. a fitting final show from the finest performer in Hell.

    • @watershipup7101
      @watershipup7101 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Very much agreed

    • @EldenRingplayer407
      @EldenRingplayer407 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Ngl, after Fizz says “G’day, mate” and flips off Mammon, Mammon’s angry cry before transforming kinda sounds like Hades’s anger from the Hercules movie 😂😅

    • @kingirick9761
      @kingirick9761 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Whoever those perverts were I'd like to sing Fizzy's song to them and say "G'day mates" afterwards. That should ruin their day.
      😈

    • @BenG6509
      @BenG6509 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      What happened to her?

  • @wolfemperor_n112
    @wolfemperor_n112 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +565

    I’m sorry that happened to you Alicia. I’ve only been watching your reactions for a short time and you’ve always been a breath of fresh air. Your funny, cute, and your laugh always makes me happy. (I know she’s married guys so before you guys say I’m hitting on her I’m really not so chill) i wish I had a friend like you that had your positive energy. I wish nothing but happiness for you and your family for the rest of time. Gives small hug.

    • @Chamoun101
      @Chamoun101 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +39

      Damn, you take the words right out of my mouth! 😢

    • @Hickory958
      @Hickory958 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +53

      Seriously. I only been a subscriber for a little while, and it's just baffling. How could someone be so confidently disgusting? Nobody deserves what happened to Alicia. What the actual hell

    • @Madlad000
      @Madlad000 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

      She’s not married yet, but you are 100% correct about everyone else. I don’t think anyone hopefully thinks your hitting on her and I doubt anyone minds you complimenting her.

    • @darkblightballas7445
      @darkblightballas7445 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      She's engaged

    • @123monopo
      @123monopo 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ye, he knows @@darkblightballas7445

  • @cidevant002
    @cidevant002 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +97

    Something interesting is that Mammon was grumpy about the song literally being a big fuck you to him, but he didn't do anything but be grumpy until Fizz quit AND THEN he got pissed. You can insult him all you want, but the moment you threaten his wallet is when he goes all off.

  • @IrohGreenTea
    @IrohGreenTea 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +70

    I love that Ozzie recognizes that Fizz’s face is one of the few places he still has feeling in. Rubbing their foreheads together is such a sweet gesture between the two. I love them both!

    • @rosenrot234
      @rosenrot234 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Also his tail if you see how wound up in a good way Fizz gets when Ozzie plays with it when they're in the kitchen

  • @VyceofMataMertha
    @VyceofMataMertha 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +116

    As a guy myself, I just... Wretch at the thought of people doing that to each other. I'm so sorry that you experienced that in the first place. Hopefully, with Rich around, as well as other people who care about you, you won't have to go through that terrible experience ever again. That Oshi no ko episode 6 story broke me. But hearing it a second time after so long... It's still nerve-wracking.

    • @kaeaedwin7937
      @kaeaedwin7937 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yeah there’s just things that people just need to just keep it to yourself, like I’m sure every has those fantasies but that’s all they are just fantasies and the part of the brain doesn’t know good and bad, it just makes thoughts, but yeah I do also feel bad for females since we’ll ik it can happen vice versa, it happens more often females which is why you hardly see them walk alone at night. Also I’d be on edged if I saw the same mf get off on the same floor as me 4x

  • @GameMaster-sh7tr
    @GameMaster-sh7tr 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +39

    Hearing what Alicia experienced is terrifying, I was legit speechless upon hearing that. It was like my brain couldn’t process what was said. It’s really unfortunate to hear she had to deal with something like that. I’m just glad she wasn’t hurt (physically) cause it really could have gotten worse with how they were talking

  • @that_dude_over_there
    @that_dude_over_there 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +138

    Alicia’s content is always entertaining to watch. I always enjoy hearing her perspective on things. But when I heard that story, I felt that second hand fear. I’m always paranoid about shit, but the idea that people like that exist who have the guts to say that in person is terrifying. I can’t imagine how scary that situation could’ve been.
    I’m glad you’re better now and hope you continue to grow and get the chance to be even better!

    • @TheGenesisCrisis
      @TheGenesisCrisis 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Less guts and more a lack of human intelligence.

    • @Charley-ju6yg
      @Charley-ju6yg 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      The problem for me is that they didn't even have the guts to say it immediately. They specifically followed her around and waited till she was alone, which is SO much worse than just going up to her the moment they saw her and say it while her friends are there. Even if you could play it off as a "funny haha" thing to say even though it's obviously not, the moment you decided to do it while she had absolutely no security around her you completely removed any element that it could be a joke or some sort of dumb funny comment. And that's not even going over the fact that they looked up where she was staying, which turns it into a legitimate threat

    • @BenG6509
      @BenG6509 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What happened to her?

  • @dragonstar7688
    @dragonstar7688 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +105

    This episodes an emotional one. It’s probably my absolute favorite one. Anyone who’s gone through this kinda thing you have my respect and I hope your life is better now.

  • @EmperorSeramir
    @EmperorSeramir 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +68

    I'm so sorry that happened to you Alicia. Those kinds of people are the absolute worst. Nothing gets my blood boiling faster or hotter than people like that. Even as I'm typing this all I'm feeling is indignation for what they did to you. I know that feeling of panic and overwhelming anxiety far too well. I remember when I first had an attack my heart was pounding in my ears, my body was trembling, I couldn't breathe, and my eyes were tearing up. I don't even know what triggered it and I didn't know what was happening, but my step aunt saw what was happening and helped me through it. It is one of the worst things anyone could experience and I'm sorry you had to go through that.

  • @johnbowersox738
    @johnbowersox738 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +92

    The character development for Fizz and Asmodeous is legendary. When introduced to them I couldn't care less for either but now I love them. Fiz signing to the kid broke me. And this is just the mid point, what are we in for with the rest of the show?

    • @UltimateGamerCC
      @UltimateGamerCC 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      the rest of the SEASON, you mean. cause there aint no fuckin' way this show is ending in two seasons.

    • @FallenOne669
      @FallenOne669 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@UltimateGamerCCViv has plans for four seasons of Helluva Boss and three for Hazbin Hotel.

    • @UltimateGamerCC
      @UltimateGamerCC 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ty for clearing that up.@@FallenOne669

    • @alexanderstavroulakis335
      @alexanderstavroulakis335 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@FallenOne669 I hope all of that comes to fruition.

  • @Deniolia
    @Deniolia 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +123

    Holy shit....... i can't imagine going through all of that. Not gonna lie, my momma bear instinct started to kick in while listening to that story. That's crazy

    • @cryw1092
      @cryw1092 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      What kinda thought process does someone have to go through to even think doing or saying something like that to someone is okay? What, did they think it was cool? Did they expect something? Was *this* what they wanted? It's fucked.

    • @Deniolia
      @Deniolia 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @cryw1092 honestly, I don't believe they were thinking. People can be so dumb

  • @shadds3715
    @shadds3715 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    Alicia is my new hero. There are things I haven’t experienced and hope I never will, and hearing her tell us her story, that she was able to recover from THAT, it gives me hope. I know how easy it is to sit here and say “That’s awful, that never should have happened,” but she’s so incredibly strong for making it through. Looking at all of the things she’s overcome, all of the trials and fears, it’s inspiring. I don’t know how much of her comment section she reads, but if she sees this: thank you for your story. Thank you for being here today. Thank you for supporting the people in your community, even when you feel like you can’t. You are absolutely amazing.

  • @richardnoggin1526
    @richardnoggin1526 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    This is THE episode I have been waiting for her to react to sence she started this series. My personal favorite episode of the whole series and is cemented Viz as my favorite character.

  • @blackdragon227
    @blackdragon227 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    I love how Fizz's body language changes so much when he gets to interact with the kid. He goes from putting on a face to being more genuine because that little imp made him feel so much better for that brief moment.

  • @oserus999
    @oserus999 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    Yup, we all had that reaction to Fizz and the little bean speaking in ASL... was just so precious.

  • @alexandremiseraph9946
    @alexandremiseraph9946 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +40

    Hmmm, "Why doesn't Mammon give Fizz drugs to help with the anxiety?" You think the Deadly Sin of *Greed* Mammon would spend *any* amount of money to cover for a flaw? Naw bruv. He'd just throw away what he deems as worthless.

    • @bromodragone8405
      @bromodragone8405 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Also, drugs are Belphegor's thing.

    • @alexandremiseraph9946
      @alexandremiseraph9946 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@bromodragone8405 Well, from the fact that Ozzy builds Fizz-bots for Mam means it's less about Bel controlling the flow of drugs, and more Mam not wanting to spend the resources.

  • @jaredtheastralartist2510
    @jaredtheastralartist2510 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +244

    This was a hard ep for me to watch. I have autism. When I first got diagnosed with it I was hard to process. I was always told I was cused, a disease, or a mistake. My symptoms were a lot to handle, so we had to rely on a lot of help. And to be fair that did help me a lot, But I always had this feeling that I was never gonna be anything on my own. I’m in a good position right now, I got into my dream college, I’m making some short comics, and even getting recognized from people i admire for years. But my doubts slips in, and I barely feel worthy I am because at the end of the day I’m just this flawed mess a person. So I can heavily relate to fizz. Not gonna lie, this episode tear up.

    • @radiogobrrrrrrr1949
      @radiogobrrrrrrr1949 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      Fellow Autistic here, I had a similar thing going on, and seeing this comment made my day. And don’t worry, everyone has a chance for success, regardless of what others say

    • @TrackpadProductions
      @TrackpadProductions 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      It's so frustrating how many of us on the spectrum have the same story of growing up neglected like this. This shouldn't be something we can all relate to the way we can right now.

    • @NeonLightsYT1
      @NeonLightsYT1 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I relate so much to this comment.
      Know that you ain’t alone 🫂

    • @AndersTeinhart-lz2sv
      @AndersTeinhart-lz2sv 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Same

    • @Bluesonofman
      @Bluesonofman 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Have autism also and college and higher edgucation in general was the worst mistake of my life. All it did was waste time and money. Now I am without workbecause I wasted time on trying to go to school back when there was jobs.

  • @ryanwight9116
    @ryanwight9116 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    There’s at least one prior boss I’ve had that I’d love to sing “2 minute notice” too

  • @bailey6304
    @bailey6304 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Amazing reaction to an absolutely amazing episode. But that story... omg I'm so so sorry you went through that. I can't even imagine how horrifying that experience must have been

  • @mihaimorar2043
    @mihaimorar2043 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

    This is one of my favorite episodes of the show so far, close to Ozzies's. It's just so good.

  • @FrostyFyre
    @FrostyFyre 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I have serious self-worth issues that tie back to my depression so I identity with Fizz on a major level, this episode always brings the tears for me no matter how many reactions to it I see

  • @GaiaZeke2
    @GaiaZeke2 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    You deserve to feel safe and happy. It breaks my heart all the time for people do that kind of crap.

  • @PeachBoba1523
    @PeachBoba1523 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Your story was very heartbreaking. I’m so sorry that you had to experience something like that. People can really suck at times but I’m also really glad that you’re now in a safe place to be able to talk about it and so glad that you have such a loving community.

  • @TalexTheLich
    @TalexTheLich 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +37

    Hey Alicia, Idk if you'll see this but I just wanna say that I'm so sorry you've had to deal with gross people when you streamed for the first time. I think you've done an amazing job with just dealing with bull that you shouldn't have had to and I'm just really proud of you ^-^ Don't let others get to you, you have been amazing and I hope you don't have to deal with weirdos as much now and that this message isn't too weird lol :> I just really respect your ability to go through so much and still be able to put yourself out there and crush it ^-^

  • @lukeparsons1504
    @lukeparsons1504 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Dearest Alicia, you don’t know me but I love your work. Your reactions and content is just pure gold.
    after hearing your story I’m so sorry to hear the BS you had to go through.
    My only wish I was there to help you. You are the best, so inspirational and the most beautiful person both inside, outside and VR avatar.
    God bless you and remember you are loved by so many. Just a fan from Australia

  • @Edinsho
    @Edinsho 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    that story was something else... alicia , mad respect for pulling through hope the best for you

  • @BakaSupreme
    @BakaSupreme 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

    Listening to you recount the crap those pieces of sh*t put you through was a gut punch. I’m sorry you and others have had to deal with wastes of existence like that.
    That aside, this was another great reaction and there is just something immensely therapeutic about Fizz’s “Fuck You” song. I’m not sure what precisely it is, but it has it ranking up with “The House of Asmodeus” as my favorite song(s) of the series.
    Can’t wait for your reactions to more of the series and Hazbin Hotel.
    P.S. Welcome to the Purgatory of Waiting for New Episodes:D

    • @rosenrot234
      @rosenrot234 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      The purgatory waiting and the gut punch of Look My Way

    • @BakaSupreme
      @BakaSupreme 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@rosenrot234 That’s not a gut punch, that’s a full on Shoryuken of Emotional Damage.

    • @christianlanders1268
      @christianlanders1268 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@BakaSupreme that phrasing is literally so accurate

  • @haku8135
    @haku8135 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Notice how during the whole Fuck You song, Mammon is actually enjoying it. Then he only gets angry when Fizz calls him out by name, but he just kinda pouts and doesn't actually do anything because the crowd loves him. He's still profitable, so even making Mammon the butt of the joke isn't a deal breaker.
    He ONLY steps in directly, when Fizz QUITS. So when he STOPS making him money, THAT is the line.
    Really Mammon is kind of an ideal example of what a Sin, a representation of a negative concept, is. He is greed PERSONIFIED, through and through.
    Also shoutout to Don Darryl Rivera who did the voice of Burnie Burnz, the psycho fan in this episode. His performance was REALLY fucking good. Every detail was perfect to make this guy as hate-able as possible. Props to you mate.
    Speaking of mate, OF COURSE the Australian sin is a giant spider.

    • @krajicsek13
      @krajicsek13 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I was waiting for him to pull out his talking knife that wants to stab everyone

  • @ttlpwn34
    @ttlpwn34 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Ozzie turning up to throw hands for his man is such a huge W! He stands to lose so much from the confrontation but he steps up anyway. I cry every time D': cuz it's love, baby!

  • @ryanwight9116
    @ryanwight9116 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Finally, now you’re in the same boat as the rest of us, waiting for new episodes

  • @enchantedsteel1128
    @enchantedsteel1128 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    5:05 its because of the no holds bared jokes like this that I love her reactions

  • @WorldWeave
    @WorldWeave 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I don’t wanna make light of that story, but when you said what happened, the first thing that came into my head was Randy Feltface telling “how do you RESPOND to that?!”
    That sort of fantasy is the DEFINITION of something you keep TO YOURSELF, not TELL THE PERSON *IN THE FANTASY* unless it’s a significant other

    • @vegvisir9276
      @vegvisir9276 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      "MORGAN!....MOOOOORRRGGAANNN!"

  • @zero69kage
    @zero69kage 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Only recently stumbled on to your channel recently, and I have to say that I really appreciate how real you are. It took me a long time to realize that I've been broken. It took me even longer to finally pull myself out of that pit, and get my life back together. More and more I've come to see how my trauma is still affecting me. It's nice to know that other people understand what it's like. Sorry if this came off as super sappy and weird, but thank you.

  • @Springy05
    @Springy05 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I am SO HAPPY to see that 2 minutes notice wasn't DMCA. Amazing to see you react to it on its full glory. Also, hope you're healing well from all the trauma you said you went through during this episode.

  • @totalsystemfailure404
    @totalsystemfailure404 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I really hate that Ozzie said "...all I got is time." remember he is immortal he will live forever Fizz on the other hand...they won't spend the rest of THEIR life together but the rest of HIS time...

  • @thetiredone4538
    @thetiredone4538 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    5:02 Alicia slowly and carefully thinks of the most based thought on the scene.

  • @KingVasuki
    @KingVasuki 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Don't apologize for being a sobbing mess, I've always enjoyed how open you are with your emotions. It's at the point that I find you more expressive and entertaining than a lot of reactors who aren't Vtubers. And I'm so sorry you suffered through that experience, that's massively fucked up.
    Also, this episode rocks. I think I still like the previous one more, overall, but there are several moments from this one that are the best in the entire series (yes, I cried at the scene with the kid doing ASL, I ain't afraid to admit it).

  • @j.corbygaming
    @j.corbygaming 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I cannot fathom that those guys straight up said that stuff to your face. It’s good they did not keep it secret and try anything… I’m really sorry Alicia. You are doing good moving past that. Keep it up!

  • @sarafontanini7051
    @sarafontanini7051 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I like how when fizz is really starting to breakdown before the "Im a Klown" song, we see Mammon seemingly act like hes concerned for Fiz, making you think he'll be secretly nice like beelzebub and ozzie, only for the scene to SWIFTLY turn and double down, making it clear that Mammon only cares about fizz's wellbeing if it helps his brand. Fizz having a breakdown isn't a problem for him because he cares about fizz's wellbeing as a person, but because he cares about the PR around Fizz's image and him having a breakdown could affect that image.
    It also helps make mammon look very sinsiter and threatening when he was played off as a joke before. But the joke is that he's SUCH an awful person he doesn't even CARE about trying to hide it at all.

  • @Merchantic
    @Merchantic 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Remember Fizz's words early on talking to Ozzie. "A toy is just a toy."
    Fizz is desperate for Mammon to see him as perfect, because broken toys get thrown out.

  • @9TrixieTurner6
    @9TrixieTurner6 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Yes three of the best characters mammon and glitz and glam. They make this episode worth it, plus the twins sing the best song of the show.

  • @verynsawyer1413
    @verynsawyer1413 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are so strong for sharing that story. There are so many people out there who feel like what they went through isn't enough to validate their intense anxiety, and I know hearing what you went through and how you overcame it will help so many in their journey to heal. These kinds of experiences are so hard to talk about, and we appreciate you being so vulnerable. It takes a lot of strength.

  • @nyx_official3626
    @nyx_official3626 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Just because you where not touched doesn’t mean that you still didn’t feel violated and terrified, and it’s amazing that you are happier and you are able to open up and talk about it

  • @keithbrown1892
    @keithbrown1892 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    My wife went through something like that with an abusive ex boyfriend. I broke his fkin nose and married her. 12 and a half years later I'm planning taking her to Hawaii for our anniversary! She still has panic attacks just like that. I don't care if it's the middle of the night and I got work in two hours I wake up and hold her until everything's ok. I'm sure Rich is the same for you. Keep believing in yourself and doing things your way. See you next episode!😁😁

  • @alexanderdelongchamps7594
    @alexanderdelongchamps7594 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Episode 6&7 are the best episodes in the show so far and I'm so happy that I get to see your reactions to both of them I was filled with warm fuzzies after this episode and I hope you will too

  • @vanovasmith9586
    @vanovasmith9586 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, I'm glad that you had friends and a little bit of a support team. Crazy how little they have to protect their people.

  • @Miss_Icarus
    @Miss_Icarus 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I knew this would be a hard one. Definitely one of my favorite episodes in the show.

  • @script_crafter
    @script_crafter 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The feeling of the one thing you love and cherish most being forever linked to the worst you’ve ever felt in the entirety of your existence is something I truly hope the majority of people reading this never truly understand.
    Whether it be groundbreaking work, a beloved hobby, a parent, anything. Knowing that the happiest times in your life left you scarred, damaged or changed is something no one can understand unless they’ve been through it.
    To have that experience and then go on to do what she did is something I could never imagine.
    I can’t even begin to comprehend the bravery and the strength required to do as she did on stage that day, simply because I’m lucky enough to be AMAB.
    But to know that despite whatever pain is there, she can still be proud of the things she did. That’s something special. Something truly special.

  • @Aaxoz
    @Aaxoz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    When I read that title, I thought the episode just made you cry, and that's it. I was not expecting that story, you're incredibly strong for sharing that and providing an incredible insight on this topic. Great reaction.

  • @catneko6855
    @catneko6855 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    If a guy ever treated some friend I was with like those two treated you Alicia.... *I Don't think I'd let them leave alive.*

  • @jakubbarczyk4310
    @jakubbarczyk4310 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    One thing I like in this episode that shows that Mammon is tuly sin of greed, he doesnt have a meltdown when the song is about him or when he gets insulted at the end. No, he swallowed it cause it made him money, only when Fizz quit he gets mad.

  • @DrakeTheCaster
    @DrakeTheCaster 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I am so glad to see how intelligent Alicia is in her analysis of not just this but pretty much every show she watches on the channel (from what I've seen).
    That bein said it was heartbreaking to see how emotionally raw her reactio was to this episode. I hate to see someone's trauma as entertaining in any way, but the fact that this episode connected with her trauma AND she appreciated the show for it is what I find incredibly amazing about this video and Alicia herself as a person.
    This woman deserves so much support for her content, as both a person and an entertainer. I may not be a Patron or even a Twitch viewer, but I do mean it when I say she deserves the support.

  • @danielnolt3518
    @danielnolt3518 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Im so sorry that happened to you, and I honestly have no idea how I’d react in your place. I’d probably freeze from being taken so off guard too. I hope those creepy fuckers rot!

  • @samuelbanta4279
    @samuelbanta4279 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This whole episode feels like one massive low key wedding between Fizz and Ozzie. Just got to love the little details in this episode, and the songs.

  • @ravenhurst96
    @ravenhurst96 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    You aren't ready for the song "Just Look My Way".

  • @inkblooded1058
    @inkblooded1058 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I know you've heard it again and again in your chat, but I feel like adding a drop into the ocean. I'll probably glow by unseen, but in case I'm not: You're a legend, Alicia. And not in the manipulative Mammon way. You were strong enough to stare down such a horrifying situation and *still* move forward with your goals. You were determined and willful enough to push through fear and come out the other side. That is downright *inspirational.* Nobody deserves fear like that in their lives, but you unfortunately were confronted with the worst humanity had to offer. And through it all, you walked out okay. Hurt, scared, shaking, but okay enough to clean up, stand up, walk from that place of fear, and do what you felt had to be done. You seriously have my deepest respect for what it's worth.

  • @noahweathers4408
    @noahweathers4408 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m so sorry you went through that experience. The way you described it was physically chilling to listen to. I can’t say enough…I don’t have the words to describe my feelings properly, but I am truly sickened you had to endure that, and I hope you were able to feel much better after time passed. I pray for your happiness and well-being Alicia.

  • @GtdAquataine
    @GtdAquataine 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Remember when this was the haha demon murder show? Now it's stabbing my heart every episode.

  • @CrimsoniteSP
    @CrimsoniteSP 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    MLP, specifically G4, is a lot better than it seems. The reason why it captured the hearts of adults is because it's just a good show. It touches on a lot of topics many can relate to and in many cases it has that over the top silly-ness that's easy to relax with.
    Don't get me wrong, it's not a perfect show, and it has a lot of stinker episodes, but it has a lot of charm. Also trying to explain it's later season episodes are impossible without context.
    They literally had an episode about a war involving slaves. Not even figuratively, literally.

  • @Dr.C-gl1ok
    @Dr.C-gl1ok 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Alicia, i want to give you the biggest hug ever given….and thats a big hug.

  • @windwalker5765
    @windwalker5765 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    "At least you have Stolas in your corner."
    Stolas is both lower ranking and weaker, magically and politically. Mammon and Asmodeus are Deadly Sins and each rule one of the Rings of Hell.

  • @x.Love_Ya.x
    @x.Love_Ya.x 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Alicia i'm so sorry that happened to you. Im always so happy to see your videos and hearing you cry is making me so sad. People like that will always make me disfusted i hope you are doing better now

  • @fuhkishoga5130
    @fuhkishoga5130 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Fun fact: After Fizz said here's my 2 minute notice the song ended in 2 minutes.

  • @MeatSim9
    @MeatSim9 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My Little Pony, specifically Friendship is Magic, was designed for kids, but found a huge unexpected market in adults. It deals with some pretty heavy topics at points, like death (Shown through Hibernation), self-harm (Torturing oneself with nightmares), etc. It's a very good show, and I have no doubt you would love it.

  • @calvineagar1863
    @calvineagar1863 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    fight, flight, freeze, fawn, I've had more freezes and fawns than the other two from my traumas coming up again, it's such a hard experience

  • @attakrus
    @attakrus 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    The songs from this episode… all bangers! ABSOLUTE BANGERS!
    Also, very sorry to hear about what happened to you! You did not deserve that…
    I want to give you the BIGGEST FUCKING HUG!

  • @DaisyAzuras
    @DaisyAzuras 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My Little Pony Friendship is Magic starts out as a family show for parents with young kids. It has jokes that the parents will get while being entertaining for both. Each season gets a little more intense moving to a teen focus and young adult while still being suitable for young children. The fandom made more adult animations ranging from violent to emotional both positive and negative and romantic to full on sexual. But the fandom tries to keep that within the adult side of the fandom. The musician scene was so epic that it spilled into every other fandom. Pony musicians work on HB & Hazbin. The LivingTombStone came from the Brony music community.

  • @courtiusmaximus5150
    @courtiusmaximus5150 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm glad you have Richard and hopefully still have a good number of friends to keep you safe. That guy that told you his fantasy was a sick freak. Always remember you are a spartan.

  • @inferlynx737
    @inferlynx737 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    50:35 just the little detail of Ozzie’s design where the fire has hearts in it I love that ❤

  • @CKATNISS
    @CKATNISS 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This show is so therapeutic it should be in the disclaimer

  • @captshavers
    @captshavers 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Ozzy wasn't entirely lying, he did want BlitzO to protect him, but it extended beyond simple physical protection. I think he wanted to BlitzO to save Fizzy from the shitty Mamon situation. Holy crap I didn't expect to love Fizzy as much as I do at the end of this season when they first introduced him at the beginning, they did such a great job with him.

  • @WillieManga
    @WillieManga 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    One of my favorite paradoxes in life is reacting to people who react to things I love. Glad you are one of my favorites, cause that was a really heavy story you told. I am so sorry that happened, but I appreciate you telling me about it. Makes me feel like I am not alone in my anxiety. I was raised by a perfectionist too; I am not as famous as Fizzie or even you, but I know what it is like to fear losing everything because one's standards are too immaculate... I understand that...
    Also, I know you are not really like Burnie here, but your impression (no pun intended) of him is scarily accurate. I also know people like him and just... oogh! Great shot, Blitzy!

  • @Jollyfox8066
    @Jollyfox8066 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The VA who voiced the twins was the same VA who voiced Katie killjoy from hazbin hotel.

  • @RensStoryteller
    @RensStoryteller 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Alicia, you are so strong for coming through that shit. I'm so sorry you were so hurt and I pray Fai and Sol protect you from similar situations. You deserve so much better.

  • @johanstenfelt1206
    @johanstenfelt1206 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Welcome to the the Mid-Season Finale of Season 2 of Helluva Boss,
    where we officially gets introduced to Mammon the Sin of Greed and with that making the total Count of Seven Deadly Princes that we have officially met(and/or seen) into Four, leaving just Three Left, i wonder how they will look like and be like, as well as when we’ll meet them?
    Also, Fun Fact about the Glam Sisters(or their Music Theme at least): when Season 2 was still on the way and all we had were a Teaser/Trailer and Storyboard Videos, their Theme were always in the background of those Videos,
    I just thought it was just some Background Theme, so imagine my surprise when I watched this Episode and realized it was actually the Character Theme for these Two Characters specifically, I was not expecting that,
    Anyway, I do we get to see them again, I thought they were interesting.
    By the way, this was a very well done Episode, felt like I was watching a Movie here, they did very good with this one,
    Anyway, with this you have finally caught up with this Show and Hazbin Hotel isn’t that far-off, after this I guess there’s some Music Videos and the Pilot, but after that I wonder what else you’ll do in the meantime of waiting for more Episodes?
    Side-Note: quite the Story you told there, didn’t know you had gone through something like that, thank you for telling, i appreciate you sharing something like that with us and even though it wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been, i hope you never get to go through something like that again.

  • @gearreadyforwar1545
    @gearreadyforwar1545 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The scene with fizz and the death fan was amazing,but of course some twitter users had to ruin the moment,saying that it was “forced and that it didn’t make any sense to the story” which is crazy and delusional

  • @carktheshark
    @carktheshark 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Always love your insights, I’ve been waiting for this one!

  • @khylerbane4523
    @khylerbane4523 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Fizzs’ song at the end is the best quitting scene in all of fiction. Now I want to see someone quit their job with this song.

  • @ianthecelticfiddlerbastida6604
    @ianthecelticfiddlerbastida6604 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Miss Alicia, get for yourself a weapon of decent enough form and size, and also keep a mixture of beyond hot pepper juice made from the seed oil, Cloves oil, and alcohol mixed in water, put in a small spray bottle to keep in a pocket or quick to reach area. Just make sure you don't let the blend get on your skin. Capsaicin (the reason why peppers and cloves are so hot) can cause some irritation of skin if left untreated. But cloves is also a good usage for toothache/jaw pain and cloves oil is the main ingredient in Novacain that dentists use to numb.

    • @ianthecelticfiddlerbastida6604
      @ianthecelticfiddlerbastida6604 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The particular "beyond hot pepper" would be Habanero or Carolina reaper pepper oil produced from the seeds.

  • @elizabethlynch6544
    @elizabethlynch6544 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    *hugs you* sorry you had to go through "that". Whenever I am near people who I don't know, I get nervous and anxious about them too.

    • @elizabethlynch6544
      @elizabethlynch6544 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Also, Rich needs to get you an Emotional Support Stolas or Emotional Support Blitzo

    • @elizabethlynch6544
      @elizabethlynch6544 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Blitz

  • @DANCERcow
    @DANCERcow 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    That women self roast, what a wonderful joke! Good comedy!

  • @racoonbananna
    @racoonbananna 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so glad I didn’t skip a single second of this video, to learn who you are about female commentators is something I’ll never forget. Im glad to be apart of the change for better .

  • @jordanmoore730
    @jordanmoore730 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Just wanted to say I love your content, it's rough seeing you go through things but also amazing that you're able to discuss it you have all the respect in the world
    Go Alicia you rock girl!

  • @Light_the_Night
    @Light_the_Night 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love your reactions, you are so true to your heart and I like that. Thank you for being honest with your feelings, subscribed, I was gone off the net almost 7 years because of my health issues and now I’m finally getting back some energy and inspiration to draw, thanks to positive content I see, and I like your opinion and mindset, not sucking up. But I feel hyped to get behind my work and do what I can, even if it’s just one hour I work. Baby steps… I have CFS…

  • @La_Ke
    @La_Ke 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Now it's time to listen to Just look my way and having a mental breakdown wubwub

  • @davidallan7428
    @davidallan7428 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Such a cathartic episode, to evoke such emotions and bullet to the soul pinpoint impact what some people have been through and rupture that soul fracture that makes us what we are... f**k, this made me cry, it totally gutpunched my trauma and helped heal me... Ow, but damn

  • @DummyDrawsStuff
    @DummyDrawsStuff 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Fun fact, the little deaf Imp is called Oliver.

  • @samwallaceart288
    @samwallaceart288 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It still blows my mind that Mammon is voiced by Pim. Also Zach's deranged goblin screams in the audience kill me every time

  • @williambyers7194
    @williambyers7194 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    No, alicia, that's not what my little pony is like... That's what a good majority of the adult fan base is like though... And it gets weird

  • @spudmuffin2688
    @spudmuffin2688 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love how you can hear the stalker in the background of Fizz’s every performance

  • @Vectorspace000
    @Vectorspace000 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    IMHO, 2 Minutes Notice is the best song in all of helluva Boss to date.
    Also - Blitz's face at the end when he asks "Who tops?"
    😆

  • @areopanda1664
    @areopanda1664 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    When you think about Fizz knowing sign language actually fall really well in line with his character. With his horns and arms accessibility was probably a huge issue for him

  • @dolphinbanana3053
    @dolphinbanana3053 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This had to have been some sort of healing moment for Alicia

  • @7Seraphem7
    @7Seraphem7 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Yeah, these eps hit hard in the emotions..... but that ending is just so cathartic!

  • @ayzekpie9432
    @ayzekpie9432 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It's terrifying how the absence of such moments in your life makes you blind to how terrible an experience it is until you hear about it firsthand.

  • @DecoyZ
    @DecoyZ 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    also that little song in the middle was done by I think Tom Cardy, who is an AMAZING comedian songwriter and if you havent checked him out you absolutely should! His songs are both absolute bops and super funny!

  • @miguelfernandez3201
    @miguelfernandez3201 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    These last two episodes have probably been my favorite of the entire series yet because of how much backstory we get from the characters. Now we get to watch her watch the music video “Look My Way” hopefully lol