i’m bipolar too. and i can say that my whole life i’ve been feeling like i don’t really fit in. i had no close friends or relatives. i’ve always known that something is wrong with me. when i was a teen i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. i went to hospital and spent there almost all summer. i was only 14. now i’m 21 and i’m already diagnosed with bpd and bipolar disorder as well. you can never plan anything or set any goals as your whole life is like a rollercoaster. sometimes my thoughts flow too fast and i can’t even catch them, sometimes it feels like my head is totally empty, like all of my power was stolen by someone. i start every day with taking pills that were my only hope. i thought it would get better but it didn’t. all i want to say.. never be sorry for being yourself. we’re different but we’re not wrong. i wish everyone who’s watching it now to get better one day. to feel like your disease doesn’t control you anymore.
Plz take vitamin b complex separately, which gonna be very very helpful. And follow Dr Eric Berg on youtube. He made many videos abt these diseases. Thanks Best of luck❤
That is the best bipolar production I’ve seen. It’s so similar to how I would express my bipolar. I rapid cycle and have mixed cycles. Thank you and best wishes
Thank you for making this. I sent it to my sister because I’ve never had the words to express it myself and this captures it brilliantly. I think it takes a lot to bring this out the way you did here. Thanks a million.
Wow, I’m so glad our little film was able to perhals help you articulate your experiences in some way. One of the reasons I made it was to help people in our community feel seen and heard. Thank you 🩵
Only just starting to see what is on yt about this subject, ya know in real life it is hard to be yourself because of the judgement you get from your peers, Friends and family.... no one whats to REALLY ask you about the confidence you gain, the overflowing charisma, the explosions of energy and raw power emaninating through your very core, i have "type 2 bi polar disorder" been diagnosed since i was 19 years old, the things i have seen and felt, the smells, the tastes of pure unbridiled life is something that once i had first experianced it, i would never be the same. Literally looking at what would be considered an intimidating man or groups of men that 90 percent of people would cross to the other side of the street just to avoid them, just walking right up to them with no fear and when you get close it is YOU who can see the fear in THEIR eyes, when you can feel the earth tremble when you take a step, when you can walk through certain doors aka portals and transport yourself back in time, the eternal hunger you feel when you think of the lifeforce walking all around you trying to talk to you. Hell, the sting of your eyes when the tears are fucking streaming down your face because you are so lost SO FUCKING ALONE that you cant find your way back, when you look your daughter in the eye and you wish....you wish you could just tell her how much you love her. I could go on and on posting on this decade old video, point is, No one can analyze or even BEGIN to understand this blessing in the form of an undying Curse. I ask anyone who can be bothered reading this, dont give up on yourself, the power is in your hands, not the doctors, not your friends, NOT your family. Will you use what you have been given? Or will you fall to your knees and sucumb to the will of others? If anyone would like to hear another story you know where to find me ✌️
Very well done film. I love how much mystery there is in the story. Really shows the confusion your mind has to deal with when reality isn't obvious. She's a really good actress. Does she have Bipolar in real life? Thanks guys, that was good.
Thank you so much for your feedback. That's why I wrote and created this film - to give people a voice and portray our experiences in an honest and raw way. Wishing you all the best x
That's true what she under go the pain, it suddenly happens the reason may be a small issue which trigger, I am a bi polar mental illness person, thank you for the film. ❤
From someone who suffers with bipolar this is such a stunning glimpse into what somebody actually goes through on a daily basis I thoroughly applaud everyone involved in this production. Stunning
Thank you so much, this is such amazing feedback to hear. We made this film for people with bipolar or other conditions to feel seen and heard, and to know we are accomplishing that means the world.
Not bipolar, AuDhder here with BPD traits and ( a personality disorder that none understands how miserable is) Histrionic personality disorder. The last was diagnosed on me before all others, and was the one that I accepted last. I never wanted myself to be a drama queen that feels miserable when she doesn't get what she wants and look cruel when she behaves like this, but I have it, and it's from rejection trauma and people not understanding and accepting me. For my own good I don't have 8/8 symptoms, that means when I truly love someone I don't go around flirting, but did when ex relationships didn't put the effort I wanted from them, so I first cut emotional ties with them by mirroring their careless behaviour, and then broke up with them. In conclusion, mental illness is horrible, in all it's forms.
Hello and forgive me for writing to you from my music channel. I have some ideas for creating a nursing channel but right now they're just ideas at this point. I have been a psychiatric nurse specializing in helping folks with Bipolar disorder since 2017. I worked on a psychotic disorders unit at McLean Hospital in Massachusetts for 5 years, currently I am working at competency restoration program at at jail in Georgia. We get folks who were found incompetent to stand trial due to mental illness competent to stand trial with medication, group therapy etc. I just wanted to let you know I played your video in my medication education class this afternoon and it was a big hit. It is always nice when a video gets them interested and talking, and this one did just that. I really appreciate the way you turned rapid cycling into a visual experience. Do you know how hard it is for some like me who does not have Bipolar disorder to explain mania? lol I usually put the captions on because the jail echoes, but I actually like that I didn't have that option it made you focus on the visuals of the video. I just thought you'd like to know that your video is educating people and patients near and far. If you want good laugh one of the deputies asked me "what kind of drugs was she on again?" after the video ended which again, opened the door for me to educate the best way I know how, what people experience with Bipolar disorder. In his defense he has to pay more attention to the participants (we don't call them inmates) than the video. Please keep up the good work! Thank you!
Hi Joe, thank you so much for letting me know. I can’t tell you how much it means to me. Every aspect of the film from the colour grade to cinematography was planned to depict all aspects of the rapid cycle “accurately” (it is subjective to individual experience of course). To know it is being used to educate and entertain is exactly why we made it. Thank you!
Dear Isabel. So lovely to hear from you , Your movie frightened the life out of me Next time can you please do one with pussy cats & puppy dogs. Frolicking around etc But everyone alive , Contented & Happy. No doubt about it you have exceptional talent & a beautiful appearance ,Time to enter the big time If no go then no probs. We will survive I’ve been watching a few Mexican Movies & was very interested With their Sets & their Action Shots. Films on Netflix’s. Lots of blood & gore & amazing scenery Take a Care. Love you entirely. My precious Isabel ... Pop & Cathy Cathy has been caring for me these last few days. My younger brother Graham was suffering from headaches Went to Hospital & XRays Showed a Brain Thumor , Specialist Surgeons Operated & Removed Tumor But sadly He died a few hours later /. As kids he was my play pal , A very kind happy gentleman Sadly Missed I’ve been crying past few days. People dying is a bummer. I’ll be OK , Cathy is so gentle & comforting See you later xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Seems i have more of a bipolar II perspective then, ive never had manic episodes extreme as those, as more of depressive episodes for mine, yet I somehow lack an emotional theme through all of it, maybe its because of my logical approach, lack of sense of self or because I may be too detached of my own feelings. But to whoever is to relate to what struggles have shown in the film, I pray for your wellness in this life and to whatever challenges you may go through with this experience, I hope we all heal in time
I have bipolar but never had psychosis. So is this a representation of a manic episode?. Or psychosis? Cause I just get boasted with energy and easy anger
Maybe,they were showed us a symptoms,alright,but we don t need to tell that person that something is wrong with her,or,she is a problem,we just need to be there with her,and love her,no matter what,and be veeeery gentle❤,maybe that will help,in extreme situations,we just need to bring her to talk,just to talk with somebody,or we need to try to talk to her,very gentle and nicely,that will always help❤❤
Sometime,the families are chalenges,they are not supportive,loving,and other,in this situations,and because of that,the situation with that is becoming worse,so please,LOVE,RESPECT AND CARE🙏❤
I do not find it representative at all... jumping from one stage to another for no reason whatsoever. Do not resonate with me. There are catalysts each time to maniac phases, or actually different factors reunited which set the phase. To me not a good represention at all of the condition
Well, not actually. It's more of an artistic representation of this, and it depends on what type of bipolar you have. But people with bipolar tend to be depressed for "no reason" and then have sudden manic episodes.
No, it's not but that was an art impression to show ppl how it is to have wild mood swings espacially how it feels to have mixed episodes. At this they did a good job, I think
Wow. I'm diagnosed twice now by psychiatrists with bipolar and psychotic features. This is so good. Thanks for creating!
i’m bipolar too. and i can say that my whole life i’ve been feeling like i don’t really fit in. i had no close friends or relatives. i’ve always known that something is wrong with me. when i was a teen i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. i went to hospital and spent there almost all summer. i was only 14.
now i’m 21 and i’m already diagnosed with bpd and bipolar disorder as well. you can never plan anything or set any goals as your whole life is like a rollercoaster. sometimes my thoughts flow too fast and i can’t even catch them, sometimes it feels like my head is totally empty, like all of my power was stolen by someone.
i start every day with taking pills that were my only hope. i thought it would get better but it didn’t.
all i want to say.. never be sorry for being yourself. we’re different but we’re not wrong. i wish everyone who’s watching it now to get better one day. to feel like your disease doesn’t control you anymore.
Plz take vitamin b complex separately, which gonna be very very helpful. And follow Dr Eric Berg on youtube. He made many videos abt these diseases. Thanks
Best of luck❤
Literally same. I got diagnosed with bipolar in 2021 and it's been the hardest thing I've ever dealt with. you're not alone
That is the best bipolar production I’ve seen. It’s so similar to how I would express my bipolar. I rapid cycle and have mixed cycles. Thank you and best wishes
Thank you so much
It resonates a bit.
Thank you for making this. I sent it to my sister because I’ve never had the words to express it myself and this captures it brilliantly. I think it takes a lot to bring this out the way you did here. Thanks a million.
Wow, I’m so glad our little film was able to perhals help you articulate your experiences in some way. One of the reasons I made it was to help people in our community feel seen and heard. Thank you 🩵
I sent it to a brother I know.
the photo on her phone is a painting made by vincent van gogh who also suffered from bipolar disorder. such a great hint.
Only just starting to see what is on yt about this subject, ya know in real life it is hard to be yourself because of the judgement you get from your peers, Friends and family.... no one whats to REALLY ask you about the confidence you gain, the overflowing charisma, the explosions of energy and raw power emaninating through your very core, i have "type 2 bi polar disorder" been diagnosed since i was 19 years old, the things i have seen and felt, the smells, the tastes of pure unbridiled life is something that once i had first experianced it, i would never be the same. Literally looking at what would be considered an intimidating man or groups of men that 90 percent of people would cross to the other side of the street just to avoid them, just walking right up to them with no fear and when you get close it is YOU who can see the fear in THEIR eyes, when you can feel the earth tremble when you take a step, when you can walk through certain doors aka portals and transport yourself back in time, the eternal hunger you feel when you think of the lifeforce walking all around you trying to talk to you. Hell, the sting of your eyes when the tears are fucking streaming down your face because you are so lost SO FUCKING ALONE that you cant find your way back, when you look your daughter in the eye and you wish....you wish you could just tell her how much you love her. I could go on and on posting on this decade old video, point is, No one can analyze or even BEGIN to understand this blessing in the form of an undying Curse. I ask anyone who can be bothered reading this, dont give up on yourself, the power is in your hands, not the doctors, not your friends, NOT your family. Will you use what you have been given? Or will you fall to your knees and sucumb to the will of others?
If anyone would like to hear another story you know where to find me ✌️
Very well done film. I love how much mystery there is in the story. Really shows the confusion your mind has to deal with when reality isn't obvious. She's a really good actress. Does she have Bipolar in real life? Thanks guys, that was good.
Wow! Amazing thank you I feel so validated to know it’s not just a huge show I put on for myself it really is happening just like you portrayed
Thank you so much for your feedback. That's why I wrote and created this film - to give people a voice and portray our experiences in an honest and raw way. Wishing you all the best x
That's true what she under go the pain, it suddenly happens the reason may be a small issue which trigger, I am a bi polar mental illness person, thank you for the film. ❤
Got bipolar2
From someone who suffers with bipolar this is such a stunning glimpse into what somebody actually goes through on a daily basis
I thoroughly applaud everyone involved in this production. Stunning
Thank you so much, this is such amazing feedback to hear. We made this film for people with bipolar or other conditions to feel seen and heard, and to know we are accomplishing that means the world.
thanks izzy for makin this beautiful explanation
Keep up the good work - Nice one! I want to see more of your work.
This is incredible. Really such an accurate portrayal
wwwwwoooowwww this was so beautiful !!!!! very deep and personal
Absolutely brilliant 💕
you are really truly artist and inspiration for people, whom goes with this on daily everyday.
Thank you so much!
Not bipolar, AuDhder here with BPD traits and ( a personality disorder that none understands how miserable is) Histrionic personality disorder. The last was diagnosed on me before all others, and was the one that I accepted last. I never wanted myself to be a drama queen that feels miserable when she doesn't get what she wants and look cruel when she behaves like this, but I have it, and it's from rejection trauma and people not understanding and accepting me. For my own good I don't have 8/8 symptoms, that means when I truly love someone I don't go around flirting, but did when ex relationships didn't put the effort I wanted from them, so I first cut emotional ties with them by mirroring their careless behaviour, and then broke up with them.
In conclusion, mental illness is horrible, in all it's forms.
This is amazing!!
Insightful
Great job and thank you 🌼🌺🌼
Hello and forgive me for writing to you from my music channel. I have some ideas for creating a nursing channel but right now they're just ideas at this point. I have been a psychiatric nurse specializing in helping folks with Bipolar disorder since 2017. I worked on a psychotic disorders unit at McLean Hospital in Massachusetts for 5 years, currently I am working at competency restoration program at at jail in Georgia. We get folks who were found incompetent to stand trial due to mental illness competent to stand trial with medication, group therapy etc. I just wanted to let you know I played your video in my medication education class this afternoon and it was a big hit. It is always nice when a video gets them interested and talking, and this one did just that. I really appreciate the way you turned rapid cycling into a visual experience. Do you know how hard it is for some like me who does not have Bipolar disorder to explain mania? lol I usually put the captions on because the jail echoes, but I actually like that I didn't have that option it made you focus on the visuals of the video. I just thought you'd like to know that your video is educating people and patients near and far. If you want good laugh one of the deputies asked me "what kind of drugs was she on again?" after the video ended which again, opened the door for me to educate the best way I know how, what people experience with Bipolar disorder. In his defense he has to pay more attention to the participants (we don't call them inmates) than the video. Please keep up the good work! Thank you!
Hi Joe, thank you so much for letting me know. I can’t tell you how much it means to me. Every aspect of the film from the colour grade to cinematography was planned to depict all aspects of the rapid cycle “accurately” (it is subjective to individual experience of course). To know it is being used to educate and entertain is exactly why we made it.
Thank you!
I like it. Thank you for making it.
Thank you so much!
Dear Isabel. So lovely to hear from you , Your movie frightened the life out of me
Next time can you please do one with pussy cats & puppy dogs. Frolicking around etc
But everyone alive , Contented & Happy.
No doubt about it you have exceptional talent & a beautiful appearance ,Time to enter the big time
If no go then no probs. We will survive I’ve been watching a few Mexican Movies & was very interested
With their Sets & their Action Shots. Films on Netflix’s. Lots of blood & gore & amazing scenery
Take a Care. Love you entirely. My precious Isabel ... Pop & Cathy
Cathy has been caring for me these last few days. My younger brother Graham was suffering from headaches
Went to Hospital & XRays Showed a Brain Thumor , Specialist Surgeons Operated & Removed Tumor But sadly
He died a few hours later /. As kids he was my play pal , A very kind happy gentleman Sadly Missed
I’ve been crying past few days. People dying is a bummer. I’ll be OK , Cathy is so gentle & comforting
See you later xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This is an incredible depiction of bi polar! Stunning too
Seems i have more of a bipolar II perspective then, ive never had manic episodes extreme as those, as more of depressive episodes for mine, yet I somehow lack an emotional theme through all of it, maybe its because of my logical approach, lack of sense of self or because I may be too detached of my own feelings. But to whoever is to relate to what struggles have shown in the film, I pray for your wellness in this life and to whatever challenges you may go through with this experience, I hope we all heal in time
amaizing
I have bipolar but never had psychosis. So is this a representation of a manic episode?. Or psychosis?
Cause I just get boasted with energy and easy anger
Psychosis
i don't understand what did you said? please kindly include subtitle or close caption.thank you
This is amazing
I m suffering from bipolar disorder 3 symptom hell with me 1.head feeling heavy and tightness 2.unsteadiness 3. Constipation
iam rapid cycling,best vedio❤
For some reason, the screen isn't working? Like, it looks like a VHS tape being messed up...
But why did she start going crazy and crying at 6:30? I am confused. Nothings happened so far?
Maybe,they were showed us a symptoms,alright,but we don t need to tell that person that something is wrong with her,or,she is a problem,we just need to be there with her,and love her,no matter what,and be veeeery gentle❤,maybe that will help,in extreme situations,we just need to bring her to talk,just to talk with somebody,or we need to try to talk to her,very gentle and nicely,that will always help❤❤
Sometime,the families are chalenges,they are not supportive,loving,and other,in this situations,and because of that,the situation with that is becoming worse,so please,LOVE,RESPECT AND CARE🙏❤
👏👏
Do you have a bipolar diagnosis may I ask?
Perkele
Are you Isabel suffering from bipolar?
Yes bipolar2
😢
Not bad, really
I do not find it representative at all... jumping from one stage to another for no reason whatsoever. Do not resonate with me. There are catalysts each time to maniac phases, or actually different factors reunited which set the phase. To me not a good represention at all of the condition
What the hell is this? Shes all crying for no reason then happy and dancing?
Yeah, that's kind of how the disorder works.
Well, not actually. It's more of an artistic representation of this, and it depends on what type of bipolar you have. But people with bipolar tend to be depressed for "no reason" and then have sudden manic episodes.
That’s how I have been and I don’t understand me tbh
👍 𝐩яⓞ𝓂𝓞Ş𝐦
Bipolar
Bipolar2
I don’t know. The actress of good (I mean her work),but as a person with bipolar… don’t know. Tbh not impressive. It’s not like this actually
No, it's not but that was an art impression to show ppl how it is to have wild mood swings espacially how it feels to have mixed episodes. At this they did a good job, I think
mixed episodes are terrible and exhausting
Bipolar2
Thanks for video now I know I’m not alone