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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 11 มิ.ย. 2019
- Individuals who suffer from chronic pain often present with significant medical and psychiatric comorbidities that can exacerbate the pain experience and contribute to a further erosion of quality of life and disability. Suicide is a serious side effect of chronic pain.
Suicide is not the tragedy. The tragedy is the miserable daily existence.
@Nose Down And Call It A Night They won't. They're busy having fun, living pain free and have become so deluded into thinking suicide i one dimensional. When I have my funeral, I'm making sure I won't have cucks running my service. Fuck that.
@Nose Down And Call It A Night I hear you man. Death with dignity is utmost.
I live it EVERY DAY. The pain is killing me one day at a time. I just can't take much more.
@@lkbeirute1 maybe I can help . Fibromyalgia is made up word for we don't know . Ms was imaginary intill someone made a mri amd saw the never being compressed in spine and brain .
Don't give up yet . Talk to me
Research WILD LETTUCE 🙏✨🕊️
Life is hell, death is a blessing.
Everyone thinks I’m lying bc I’m so young and “used to it”. I think about it everyday. I hate to say that but it’s true. My chronic pain has robbed me of my Hope & Joy. I’ve had it 4 years now. Costochondritis.
I'm very sorry for your suffering. I completely relate. I've been going through different diseases for 10+ years. It's taken my Independence and I'm in constant debilitating pain.
I just found out I have to have another serious surgery, that *might* fix one source of pain, but it'll be very painful getting there if it works, and won't really change my QOL, and frankly, all I can think is "I hope I don't wake up", or that I shouldn't even make it there.
I hope they can figure out something that can greatly decrease your suffering so your long life ahead will be vastly better.
@@Rls_0523 No one understands how a person whom is in chronic pain feels. We take and need medicine so life can be tolerable. Chronic back pain has robbed me of my life and made me make decisions I would have never done or thought of. It played a huge part in my divorce to the love my life and mother of our children. I miss her and our daughters so much everyday. I pray for back surgery so I can have my life back. God hear my prayers tonight and answer them ASAP. Thank you!
@@kaylonrome it took 9 months, butt I finally found a surgeon. However, I'm sure he doesn't fully understand the risks of doing surgery on me. I started having severe edema almost 2 years ago that they still haven't figured out the cause or how to treat it. When it gets bad, it's unbearable on its own. When I first got sick, I woke up one day permanently legally blind, and not in a way that glasses or surgery can help. They're pretty sure the immense inflammation from the illness caused the blindness, so surgery could easily causes further damage to my vision. Last, I have Mastocytosis, which causes anaphylaxis. Anxiety and anesthesia are big triggers. I can't imagine having any of these complications during recovery. I don't want to think about how painful that would be, but I'm certain it would be intolerable, and none of my doctors know how to prevent it.
Because of all of this, I'm terrified to have the surgery. I don't think I have it in me to fight through that level of pain/illness any more. I don't know what to do.
Yep, it fucking blows.
@@Rls_0523 Yep. If they’re going to take our medicine away the least they could do is be decent and allow us respite from this suffering. Abortion is already legal so they can’t even pretend to respect life. They should just go all in and allow us euthanasia.
Not just chronic pain, but also chronic illness that has robbed you of everything.
From my POV, after 11 years of chronic back pain and 1 year after a useless surgery (double disc replacement (l4-l5, l5-s1)) …
I’d rather die after a year or two without pain than being forced to live the way I do…
The saddest thing is if it weren’t for chronic pain I love my life... great friends, supportive family, beautiful girlfriend... but chronic pain ended all of that. It can break anyone no matter how strong u are. I have anxiety, depression and am suicidal now. I don’t think I’ll make it past this year
My name is Ivan and I agree with you a doctor destroyed my life partially made me deaf with screaming tinnitus and loss of vision have been suicidal for the past 2 years since June 17, 2018
I feel the same, chronic pain that no one can treat makes you want to be gone, anything to get out of pain. It steals every good thing from our lives, and makes you wonder why you tried to live your life with kindness and doing everything to be healthy and make a contribution, be a good person. If this kind of endless suffering is what comes next, then it all stops making sense. And it makes you feel so alone, even when people are making the obligatory visit to their poor friend, you feel alone since their lives are so different from ours. Pain is all there is, and the only happiness is the short lived relief that occasionally comes for an hour or a minute or two. I just wish doctors could be compassionate and help people go without losing their licenses, so that we could go painlessly like our pets do, when we put them down after they no longer have any joy in being alive. Mercy. Let everyone go on and enjoy life, but let me off this very painful hook. I have wished to be gone each day these past three years, and I just get more pain but no release. Sad for all of us, we should have a way to find relief. We are the brave people, living with pain is the hardest thing there is, life is right here but you cannot have it any longer. I love life when I have a level of pain less than 6, and as it climbs I lose the ability. I can pretend, but no feeling there, just desire for escape and fear of more pain in future.
@@amybjorklund813 I don’t think I have ever related with someone more then with you and this comment. It brought me to tears. I feel exactly this. It breaks my heart to see others go through what I’m going through but I can’t help but feel some sort of relief to know I am not as alone as I feel day in and day out. I know it’s a little forward but if you want to chat at all here is my email- ashes457@yahoo.com
hi are you ok . please dont do it . im in same boat and i cant take it any more either. same thing everythings ok infact good except comstant pain . to much pain
@@valerieb9762Same. I’ve been contemplating what I did so wrong to be getting this treatment. It has gradually gotten worse over time and I am on the edge. I’ve gone to the doctors numerous of times and still no treatment or anything. I am still going to have hope but if i still feel pain I might have to end up doing it.
I haven't had more than five minutes of restorative sleep a night in 31 years. My body is a wreck.
Me neither. Sounds like you might have fibromyalgia? I’ve had it (along w/ a few other things) for decades now. Have you heard of the FM/a blood test? It’s a new blood test being developed to detect fibro. They’re also putting together a treatment trial. Sounds promising
Its been like that for me since i broke my back in 2 spots. If i get 3 hours im lucky but then i wake up screaming. Its been 12 years and I just cant take it anymore.
I'm soooo sorry Kevin 😪 prayers 🙏
@@joshp2542 read dr sarno book healing back pain. Im not fricking kidding you man. Read it, read the reviews. You can heal
I am here with you Ken . I have moderate to severe spinal stenosis. I am in the roofing business and I climb ladders every day and the pain is just off the charts to where I’m losing my mind.
Damn, 50% more likely than the healthy population? And I stacked my pain on top of lifelong depression and insomnia... this is a horror show. I literally have nightmares and wake up only to realize that was just a dream about a normal day in my life...
I've been having edema the past 2 years that no one has figured out a way to treat or a cause for. I'm 120 and the first time it happened I gained 20 lbs over one weekend from the edema. It's very painful.
I started having nightmares that my feet were being amputated and would wake in the middle of the night and find my ankle socks had to be peeled out of my ankles because of the swelling overnight. It's caused quite a bit of scarring.
{I finally bought socks that are too big, to wear at night so if I swell, it doesn't cut into my skin...But sometimes I forget, as I can't wear the big socks with shoes, and will fall asleep without putting on my night socks.}
@@Rls_0523 I'm so sorry to hear, dear 😢. It's so hard going thru it, and i think I saw something somewhere else where you said others would have given up but try and tell you what to do. I know the feeling all too well, these conditions are horrid and people (fortunately) aren't capable of imagining what its like. Its hard to talk to healthy people about this stuff, i know exactly what you meant when you said if you were an animal youd have been put down...ppl can't understand living in a body in that condition. But we do have each other! Prayers for healing and comfort for us all 🙏
Thank you for the video. We need awareness as no one at least No One in my life including my Dr's truly understands.
Sorry to hear you feel unsupported. I am gradually reducing my chronic pain by listening to Dr. Raymond Peat's interviews. Good luck in your healing journey 😊
@@beageraghty1704 Thank you Bea. I will see if I can find his interviews and maybe they will help me as well. I wish you the best also in your healing journey.
I'm SOOOOO sorry sweety.. I understand 💖😪😪💖
Many people who show “addictive behavior “ are often self medicating due to inaccessibility to medical care.
If you want to talk I am here.
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Don't believe everything you hear.
So true
About 3 years ago, I struggled with swallowing difficulties and painful swallowing problems. During this period, I lost excess weight. After that, nothing was the same. After that, I was seeing life through a smoke screen. Eating began to be difficult for me. In this process, reflux, gastritis diagnosis I bought it. Not only that, I have defecation problems and intestinal problems. Chronic diarrhea affected my student life negatively. I started using medication but it didn't affect me much. I also have severe constipation attacks. I am a student in my dream department, but now my chronic health problems are keeping me from life. My economic situation is not good at all. I am a poor person. If I was healthy, I really had a great determination to realize my dreams. Right now I am living with the fears swirling in my head. Fear of dying by drowning, not being able to eat I'm afraid of dying because of it. I feel more tempted to commit suicide instead. At least I can choose how I want to end my life. Uncertainty destroys me so much. But I don't have the courage to do that. I'm so afraid of suffering. I don't want to live life like that anymore. I miss my beautiful days. I want my soul to take to the sky in peace. I have other chronic problems. Overactive bladder, orthodontic problems, tooth decay, jaw problems, Stomach problems... And the sad thing is that I would have all these at 23. Maybe if I wasn't poor,I would have fought better. I have worked so hard to achieve my dreams, to overcome my poverty. But my health problems are pulling me down like the limbs of a monster. I feel that life and myself are insignificant. I watch from afar like an astronaut these beauties.
❤❤❤❤ I don’t know why life is harder for some of us. It’s bizarre.
I have chronic pain after 5 spinal surgeries!😢 I think God , my children, psychologists and psychiatrists, AA, and husband have saved me from suicide .❤🙏
Research wild lettuce.. 🌺🙏✨
I'm at this point I've dealt with chronic stomach pain for 10 years and no one can help me 😞😥
Stress can defiantly cause stomach pain
Same. Chronic abdominal pain no one can figure out. Tried so much. Spent so much. Six years and counting. Last 3 have been hell. I guess you can say I tried once to kill myself. I have a wonderful wife of 30 years and two great kids. Don’t want to let them down but I’ve been through so much trying everything. Pills don’t work inside me I feel no change. Just always a chronic gut ache 24 hours. I want out of pain hence wanting to die. I just hate how much it will hurt my family and friends
If you are suffering from long term chronic pain I understand it’s the hardest thing ever and the worst spot to be in.
Reading comments here of people gone through hell with chronic pain life sucks sure I'm one like you it's heart touching i relate completely with all of you how can chronic pain destroy us not killing us either keeping us on edge of cliff every day even though we wanna live life fully we choose to die
sucide is the last thing that's haunting us to take us out this pain when nothing works out
Reading all the comments from other pain suffers is better than therapy for me just knowing im not alone
Please research wild lettuce!! 🌺🙏✨✨✨✨
@@johnmitchell8925much better than therapy, I agree!!
Never had these thoughts until constant sciatic pain for over a year
Also grew an alcohol disorder due to this this pain
Same bro
Going on 15 months. Had two fusions back in 2015. I did something
I got shot in my hip 3 years ago I wanna die everyday and only go on for my family.
@@keeganmckeown547did you find alcohol helped with physical pain ?
I understand why this happens. I have chronic pain - pointless to see the doctor from my experience. No help there. I just deal and hope for the best everyday. I do what has to happen, yet the rest of my life is unfulfilled. I grieve what life used to be.
Please research wild lettuce... 🌺🙏✨
I've had depression before and on a scale of 1-10 it was a 3 in terms of suicidality. Chronic Pain is much worse! It makes suicide seem like a reasonable choice, it's completely different, a 9 out of 10 in terms of suicidality. It's like having your own personal torturer who shows up everyday and you know he's going to show up every single day for the rest of your life. I'd rather have cancer or any terminal disease.
Owen Benjamu I rather have cancer too😰😰😰😰
Jesus man ,I'm having very real considerations of suicide and I'm only 24 but my pain is just through the roof
I pray to whoever to kill me. I embrace death happily, I just don't want my pops and closest family to have to ask why I took myself out
Caolan Maher sending you 💓 in a similar place, this disease is a beast. I really hope you’re okay and still hanging in there xx
I completely agree, wishing for terminal illness, to end my 20 years severe pain! Heavenly peace,much needed. God bless 🙏💙
Every day I wake up and think, not another day of constant pain. :(
Research ..Wild Lettuce. May not give life back as was, but is most helpful thing I've found in over ,20 years. I'm still homebound. I am definitely groaning crazed with pain less often .
Best to you 🙏✨
Been going through depression, anxiety, social phobia, agoraphobia, panic disorder, brain fog and chronic DPDR. I attempted before few years and experienced having maybe another chance to get things right, I tried meds and went to numerous specialists but that doesn't prevents or heals in my case, now some years later I'm in the same boat. I used to love life and have a normal perception of it, I loved hanging out with friends, I loved waking up to the sunrays hitting my window and hearing the birds chirp, I loved to write and create art to express myself, I loved the smell of dry cut grass when I walked outside in nature, I loved seeing the sun going down and the feeling you get on Summer nights, I loved animals and travelling and going on trips with class as I was younger,
now my parents are taking care of me although they are in retirement, I love them for everything they are. Take care people.
I am dealing with this. Doctors dont want to help due to the opioid epidemic. I plan on ending it soon. My plan is to be a martyr and do it live on a social network. I plan on getting a friend or two to keep putting the videos up. Hopefully that can help others get treated for pain instead of being treated like little children. I refuse to let my death be in vain. If it can help others in my situation then so be it.
I hope you are okay. I’m dealing with chronic pain and not getting the help I desire. Please stay so we can beat this together.
@@trvpqueen4247 Still here. Ending your own existence is alot harder to do than i thought. But its still an option on the table for a later date. I personally would rather live. Even if life is more miserable than i remember it being before the accident. Who knows what will happen in the future. Ask again a few years later. Im sure we will still be around in some type of way.
@@dapperden4129 Okay I’ll try to remember this conversation❤️
Your words broke my heart I'm so sorry how r u.?!? 💖💖💖
@Nose Down And Call It A Night Tonight I was just sat there thinking if I took all of my Amitriptyline and all of my tramadol I could possibly go asleep and never wake up, being dead sure seems like the best solution when you cant get no respite from the pain
When you go to the doctor and they get angry, dismissive, gaslight you and and don’t help you at all with your chronic pain then it’s even tougher to just keep going, these are the people who are supposed to help you and not hurt you even more. I have a loving supportive wife, I can’t imagine what it is like to be alone in this battle when even your own body is at war with you. Find someone, anyone to talk to maybe someone who isn’t a doctor even.
I know the horror you speak of all to well. Please research wild lettuce 🌺🙏✨✨✨
I have CFS/Me with fibromyalgia and I'm ready to die
Me too, this just isn't living :(
Same
i have chronic daily headaches. every day i wake up with a 10-10 on the pain scale headache. i don’t know why. i’ve been to countless doctors and had surguries and so many other things. every day i wake up for the past 4 years i just want it to end. all to end. i cant deal with the constant pain. i’m trapped in this body and for fucking what. the only reason i’m here is for my mom. i’ve been constantly suicidal for 3+ years. my grades are terrible the only thing i see everyday is my blank room. i swear i’m going fucking insane
I wish I could help, I know what you mean, 5+ social isolation, 5 yrs of being ready to go... I wish you well friend.
Good luck man. Best wishes and love to you. I pray for every victim of chronic pain. The way it hurts and affects your daily life and the incomprehension of family and friends and doctors is what make it so hard.
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@@hanswurst8323 🙏💖💖🙏
hey im so sorry, i have chronic pain too! what does your doctors say? is there any treatment left which you could fight for to access it?
My all back is in chronic pain it shuts to legs and arms. Basicaly my whole body is in chronic pain. And doctors wont help me. 6 month i think about suicide. Life is miserable.
Same here
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Dr sarno read heal back pain. Trust me please
I know exactly how you feel because I’m living the same thing every day of my life in chronic pain from spinal stenosis and a lot of other back issues. I have basically been robbed of my social life and yet I’m still out here working every day doing physical work. God bless you. 🙏
@@georgeharleydavidsonrider156 V strong 🙏
My quality of life is 10% of what it used to be due to arthritis. I live alone, have no help. Why would i want to continue....ive lost so much.
Amanda life sucks😢😢
How are you now ?
This July of 2023 I 'celebrated' my 30th year of Chronic Pain due to Inoperable Spinal Damage. Despite seeing a dozen specialists over 20 years I didn't even KNOW what was wrong with me until a Chiropractor discovered it in 2013.
I bounced around a number of different pain doctors, but they all couldn't deal with the level of my disability, until I finally found one who could in 2015. Finally getting close to the level of pain meds I needed, I could pretend to be normal for a time. Then in early 2017, my Doctor cut back drastically on what I was given, because he was afraid of the DEA going after him. I am now on roughly 20% of the meds I got in 2015.
This disability has destroyed my hobbies, my career & my marriage. I struggled with suicidal temptation constantly since I was 22, but these last 8 years have been brutal. If I were not a Christian, if it were not for the power of the Holy Spirit, I absolutely would have jumped off this Merry-Go-Round decades ago.
Please research wild lettuce... Best thing I've tried in 20 years of horrible , life robbing pain.
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@@EC-yd9yv I appreciate the heads-up. I'm always willing to look into alternatives. Since I can't put web-links directly here on TH-cam, I found this article on healthline - "Wild Lettuce: Does It Provide Natural Pain Relief?" Let me know if what it says fits with your own experience.
The page basically says that it has been used as a pain reliver for centuries, but not many studies have been done on it.
think about this all the time after a failed fusion surgery in 2016 , stephen rizzolo ruined my life after botching the surgery c56 67
FUCK NERVE PAIN......
Well I hope the anti opiate hysterics are happy because I’m now going to go through with MAID I wouldn’t if I were properly medicated but hey better dead than “addicted”
I've thought the same statement! I always told myself my last words to 911(so no one finds my corpse months later) before I hang myself(in the woods)will be "look at the bright side, at least I'm not addicted to opioids...click!" The (_) parts are to insinuate that you should never let your loved ones find you, let professionals
Only a two minute comment on a very important topic? Are you kidding me?
it's just cold statistics. typical doctor.
That's how big a concern it is for the medical field
I think one of the worst side effects of opioids for men.Is the fact that it lowers testosterone.Testostone helps with the rebuilding of new bone and maintaining mass. So technically speaking opioids weaken your bones
I have chronic pain well since birth its something with my stomach went to the doctors got tested everything sharp pains constipation and many more its so bad to to point when i got kicked out school because i just couldn't make it i don't wanna live anymore to ne honest just want the pain to stop
Yes, everything you just said. Yes. I'm not sure how much more im willing to endure, . My only option is either pay ridiculous medical bills to hopefully(but far from trusyworthy)fix or mitigate some of the issues, to go destroy my body some more at work 50 hours a week to afford to live in torture and pain. Or spend 20 bucks on a 15 foot tube and some duct tape.
Tube and duct tape... I hadn't considered it's efficacy against other alternatives so far and I think it's a very promising treatment! Never feel pain again after a single visit! I'd like to see my 15 doctors match that (Including the PM clinic anaesthesiologist, aka the Tylenol bitch).
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I'm very sorry you're suffering like I am. In 2021, no one should have to endure the pain we have every day.
I'm right there with you with how you're feeling and what you're thinking. I've never done illegal drugs, but I've been considering starting a heroin addiction - Either you get some relief, or you OD, regardless, you're out of misery. But your idea is much more cost effective and quick.
I truly hope you can find some relief, with a less than lethal method.
@@Rls_0523 I totally agree and I myself have considered heroin. I'm honestly just waiting for the denial from disability at this point. I got a milk crate with a rope and a noose already made. I plan on stapling it to my chest for a "cause of death" statement
@@Rls_0523 I hope you find your way without diving into bad addictions. I'm so sorry you suffer like me, I wouldn't wish this on satan himself. I still can't figure out how we have an opioid epidemic when getting opioids is impossible. Much love and many best wishes to you.
it has been hell for nearly 10 years now; have tried so much for my nerve pain and in a last ditch effort going into 2024 to try and alleviate it and or try to find a real life balance. this pain has taken everything from me, even to the point of not having the energy to interact with people I love, ask for help properly, and in general an emotional black hole. Am tired of fighting.
I feel like you do. It brings me comfort to read people in exactly the same situation as me. I, too have given myself 2024 to improve or find my own end to the pain. I want to know I’ve given it my all
I have wanted to die for three years now. Wrote 100 notes in my phone to my family. Why I need to die, what they should do to carry on and I will always think of them. To still talk to me in your dreams. As one nurse put it I’ve been mourning my death for years. I have tried everything under tried everything under the sun for pain relief and can’t get it. You don’t want to die, just can’t live in chronic pain 24/7
@@robthoele767 Reading this again during a pain flair. "You don’t want to die, just can’t live in chronic pain 24/7" and when basic functioning is unbearable... it just becomes all too much. least it has for me lately. My friends don't know what to do, people in my life want to help but don't. Biggest struggle is just trying to find a place in this world to be productive and support myself when I can't even function on any real level. Society has no place for me, so why should I suffer for it?
Since I have suffered from migraines for almost 30 years, some form of daily headache I figured out how to get some relief when I get a driller behind my eye or neck stiff as can be level 9 shit. I was checked out for two years. Couldn’t figure it out. Aspirin with caffeine a lot and ice packs could help. My guy started three years after migraines and again found nothing for a constant level 2-6 ache. But nortriptyline 100mg masked it fairly well but many flairs. Chronic fatigue, insomnia I figure ls out how to have a good job and did well and have two kids in my 30’s. I lived with pain but funny thing never called it chronic. I didn’t bitch much just let me lay down after work with ice pack some days. I coached sports, vacations lived life. Till one day in spring of 2018 my gut hurt more than usual. It went on and the nortriptyline quit working much. By 2019 I knew I was screwed but kept trying and had some hope. Though summer 19 couldn’t even handle a vacation. It slowly got worse pain in middle of guts from sternum to pelvic. At least 60 meds tried, dozen nerve blocks, steroids, many er visits and stays so many tests and labs. Had to quit working sept 2021. Not healthy enough to volunteer much because can’t count on my health. Ketamine, food diet specialist, gall bladder out because I was starving myself with no appetite lost 50 in 10 months not eating. Exploratory surgery last year last try and even went to sierra Tucson clinic. Have spent 100k or more and can’t find will to live. I came from clinic with new attitude and pain was 4.5-6 for two months then out of nowhere blew up to a 10 in five days. Er hospital a joke. Did nothing. Kicked me out after a week. Said go see old pain specialist we got nothing for you. Chronic pain the invisible illness that doesn’t get the attention it deserves. 15% of suicides are due to what we all are explaining. It’s a lonely existence because it’s you trap in this body. Know body can fathom how hard it is. Worst than cancer, ms, diabetes at least you know what it is and have a chance. God bless us all, it’s so hard not having Hope in your life.
@@robthoele767 My heart bleeds for you and the rest of us that live this existence. Have never felt more lonely in a room full of people than I did trying to talk to my friends and realizing I can't talk about what I'm going through with them on any real level. I don't want to bring down the ones I love.
Had 12 hours of a doozy between my comments... and just. drained. 10 or so baths, cycling heat/cold. laying in one specific position for most of it so I could throw up and not herniate. took everything in my power to not call 911, worst pain I've had in a while.... and it's broken something inside me this time around.
Im in Pain ! Please pray 4 me . On June 15, 2018 I got Crushed with a Semi trailer door that weighed 177 pounds. I was shutting the trailer door when the Aluminium hinge broke and the door fell on my Entire Body. I have chronic Occipital neuralgia now , Thoracic back pain . My heart beats 100 beats a minute sometimes and I have PVC Heartbeat.
fuck bro. your pain make mine look measly
So sorry. I HAVE OPPCIPITICAL NUERALGIA Also .I go to a pain clinic they give me a facet joint injection in my third oppcipitical nerve then they do a Ryzotomy on one side then the other.I is wonderful for about a year .I have no pain .please this will stop your pain .I hate the oppcipitical nueralgia .I went to the Emergancy room 3 times the first 2 they said I had conservagenetic Head aches as I had jus5 had a fusion in my neck .The 3rd time they treated me like a junkie I asked them to keep me .I ended up in thd phyche ward as all I could say was pain .The EmT told me I was fine and I was wasting there time .Turns out I had poly nueropathy oppcipitical nueralgia bladder cancer chronic neck and shoulder pain and 3 more illnesses .The brought me up stairs all I could say for 3 days was pain .They threw me against the wall to walk they had taken my shoes off and I could not walk with out them because of thd nueropathy .I couldn't walk I held on to thd banister and tried but it was hard .Then I woke up at 12 am and asked for a molting They put me in a rubber roo. As they said I did not have any pain it was all in my head .I have been torchered by my Dr who called me a faker .Until my biopsy came back for nueropathy .I want a lawyer but know one will take my case as I went through he'll also not enough medicine gor a c spine fusion plus not giving Me a fusion when I lost the ability to move my left arm .Plus diagnosis me with Chronogetic urticaria. WHEN I HAD POLY NUEROPATHY .I FEEL THEY TRIED TO KILL ME .
Too sadly short! :( Very interesting topic. Many thanks!
It’s crazy cause with my worst pain (stomach) opiates would literally make it worse. So there is LITERALLY no hope.
Life is already hard enough. Having a USA healthcare system that treats people like sources of income is just insane. Whenever I read details about the lvl of healthcare and pricing and accessibility you have in the US, I honestly wonder how you are not on the streets with rifles executing capitol members, senators and government officials.....
Have they brainwashed you so much to believe that paying for the chemotherapy of your neighbour's grandmother is marxism ? Is there a bigger honor in life to pay my taxes for healthcare for those in need, for education for the younglings, for the assistance for the disabled ? I am just appalled you are being treated like cattle.
Wow thanks for that
My friend is getting ready to leave. Her suffering is phenomenal. She doesn't want to die, but she is being left without better choices.
This will definitely not be unplanned.
It's not particularly a mental health issue. At least that is a much smaller issue than the physical pain and constant abuse she suffers and lack of future potential. I want to save her. She wants to save herself, but there is no help for her. 3 years of fighting with her (she's been fighting much longer).
I don't know why I'm here except for a miracle. Around this subject, ppl always pretend there's another way.
Your friend is so lucky to have you. I'm in the same boat as her, but I don't have anyone who is seeking to understand me and research the way you are. Thank you for being there for her.
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how about people like me that was doing VERY WELL on pain meds but was cut off because of the war on pain meds, I was 210lb after being cut off I dropped to 125lb.... but pain pills are bad, so bad that I have been kept off them letting me deal with unfiltered pain that keeps me depressed! Ive wanted to die so many times I lost count, only reason i'm still here is I was able to find someone that could share there pain meds, I still suffer but not as much as I was. I have asked for help only to be put in a mental hospital and told to "Just Deal With The Pain" and then thrown back to suffering without anything for the pain... God must hate me or he would have ended me long ago!
Exactly this. This guy didn’t even mention chronic neuralgia…..the worst pain possible! Not all people get depressed. Some of us get mad because we aren’t given the meds we need to function or the nerve blocks we need to prove a nerve is damaged. I wouldn’t sleep a wink without a sleeping pill. I had a pinched nerve and I needed surgery. No doctor would help me get my decompression surgery! I had to hire a nurse advocate to assist me in procuring my life saving and sanity sparing surgery. Doctors gas light people who have invisible injuries. I was diagnosed with cyclothymia which was nonsense. I had a severe athletic injury and I was brushed off! CPP have no voice and no rights! It’s appalling and it should be deemed criminal.
Exactly, they pretend to care about suicide but they don’t. If they cared they’d give people better options, even if that means an opioid. Many drugs can have bad side effects or become addictive, not just opioids but they’ll still try to take you off what works and put you on something that doesn’t take the pain away and may even increase it!
Research.. Wild lettuce
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Thanks for sharing 🎋🌿☘️🍀🍀☘️☘️🍀🍀🍀
All suffering from horrific chronic pain....i have been in this boat over 20 years. Recently tried herb, Wild Lettuce with much success, please do your own research on this. Wishing you all much relief from the horror of chronic pain. 🌺💖🙏✨✨
ive had a sore throat + pain for 2 years. Its killing me. Please help. i have a clicking larynx.
I am tired of pain....
Day three of withdrawing from FENTANYL because the chemist and doctor arent able to get it to me without delays... So im in terrible oain, laying ln a bed where ive been for twenty years now, staring at a clock and hoping tomorrow they really will have my meds..... I was a professional craftsman before this.... 😕
20 years in bed bro I'm 4 months now I don't know how I will stick it
Once i was an active person who exrrcise ...now i hv chronic tooth pain doc cnt describe it they just give temporary pain killers n sent me but i hv this burning itching sensation in my gums n teeth i cnt eat properly i just wanted to die
That's me alright. Been in chronic pain and clinical depending since I was a kid.
does anyone know if they put ya on Palliative care does my Doctor have to keep me on the 50 MME CDC Guidelines ??? I am real sick and in alottttt of PAIN HELPPPP
Hope you're hanging in there
Often you can go up to 90 MME. I am on 75 MME and scraping by.
What about getting off of opioids making you suicidal... And your body flap all over the place out of control.. once your on opioids long time you will not get off
Spine injury one of the worst cause of chronic pain.. life is miserable with nerve pain...
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Agree 100%. Chronic unrelenting pain in indescribable. It destroys your soul. I pray daily for death. I will eventually end this nightmare. I just am so afraid of making attempt and not being successful with additional problems like brain damage. I just need to come up with a fool proof plan and get out of this horror movie.
@@charlottealexander2219 oh Charlotte your message broke my heart 💔 because I SOOOOO understand every word u said 😪 and I could feel the despair and desperation in your message 😪 I really don't know what 2 say.. hang on ? sucide is not the answer ? imagine all the pain left 4 your loved ones 2 deal with ? etc etc we BOTH need 2 hang on 2 these words BUT it's easier said than done isn't it !!!! I pray God gives u strength/healing/hope/joy and makes up ten fold over 4 what u have been through and still r going through 💖 hold my spiritual hand when the pain gets out of control 💖 I pray things will improve 🙏 take care sunshine 💖
@@charlottealexander2219 how r u Charlotte ?!? 💖💖💖
Why is this focusing on people with self inflicted disorders. Who gives a shit they are already mentally ill and they had a choice to get help and didnt use it. Talk about suicide in normal people with physical illnesses!!! Expecially when they arnt even depressed they are just in unbearable physical pain.
Sometimes doc dont help i was hopefull but doc dont care n im living in chronic pain...it takes over ur life u cnt live normal life n thats depressing
I have so much respect for people with mental illness as they may of went through trauma, abuse and left off sorts upstairs if that makes sense. The reason why i have so much more respect for them is the GP was trying to push me to take nerve pain medications and anti depressants for neuropathic lumbar nerve pain "blow torch pain" and also for a fractured spine also at L5.
I tried them and un feckin real ..blurred vison..grinding teeth, blurred vision i stopped them and just take opiates and muscle relaxers i can deal with their BS side effects but pysch meds for depression anxiety mental illness. Jaysus a whole new ball game.
I said to my GP im a fully qualified auto teck worked 15 years was never near a GP since blowing my back out....daily pain meds , chronic pain wasting away as i cannot exercise or walk far. I said to my GP
I wish the laws where changed here for Assisted Suicide i would be out of here quicker than a flash. Ill take my chances with god and tell him i aint down with physical daily chronic pain and suffering and had enough. Life is great when you have your health , a daily challenge when you have chronic physical pain. robs you of a life you once had , i had a great life up until 30 years old, spine free of pain. 18 years now in ...and now new peripheral nerve damage down there since Jan22. i pray to god please take me quick
This cruelty, We should have right to die with dignity.
Parents are the most cruel and selfish being, first they bring a sentiment being to existence without the consent to suffer, and now they are dragging her here.
Let her be free from this suffering if you have any morality.
Right to die for all
Medical assistance in dying for all.
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