A while back I had been watching and Listening to Angie. After the meeting I went to her and asked if I could say something to her. She said of course Rick what is it? I said, your eyes are the most beautiful that I have ever seen. I did not realize yet that what I was looking at was honesty. It was the first time I had truly seen that eyes are the windows to the soul. I have seen others since with that attribute. True beauty beaming out from the inside. I love you Angie. Please keep a chair warmed up for me at the table as I'll keep trying to make it one day.
That's how we get better by being loved better love us into health regardless of religion God loves every single one of us the same the Muslim the Christian they weren't alcoholic and i was i can't blame Islam for being an alcoholic i am no different one of many
We are all alcoholics we all share the same exact disease called alcoholism God loves Muslims God loves jews God loves Tameem and he is native American God loves not a catholic more than native American there is no division ❤ i choose not to keep a narrow mind this is absolutely a spiritual program rather than a religion. All inclusive i can't afford to be exclusive realm of the spirit is always inclusive and not divisive if it's dividing me this is my ego edging God out
I feel so much self delusion and self condemnation and shame of self i am clinging to old ideas and old ways of living self will run riot self centered fear selfishness ego divides me we shut ourselves off from the sunlight of the spirit resentments and prejudices against other faiths and pride in believing that we know everything about God but this is playing God fear of unknown fear of after life fear of choosing the wrong God there isn't a wrong God we trust infinite God rather than our small human selves. I couldn't say i don't know how or I'm afraid self will is false pride about my faith journey God is much wider than religion seeking God is a journey eternal journey not for first 2 years remain honest open minded and willing we seek God we never no n exception are cured from alcoholism one day at a time 1. We are alcoholics and can not manage our own life 2. We come to believe an infinite power can restore us to sanity as lack of power is our dilemma not lack of religion 3. We made decision to turn our will and life over to care of God however we each conceive of God we have no opinion on this pride in reverse self loathing and self pity i don't care what happens to me God i know your larger than me i just can't live like this anymore. Level my pride God i surrender level my pride i want to resurrender and recommit to alcoholics anonymous there was nothing to base marriage on get back into AA i drank because i didn't go to AA i have to give to receive and i have to receive my creator i am willing you take all of me good and bad please remove from me the shortcomings in my character that prevent me from being of maximum service to you willingness to turn my will over to alcoholics anonymous recovery, unity, service level my pride.
A while back I had been watching and Listening to Angie. After the meeting I went to her and asked if I could say something to her. She said of course Rick what is it? I said, your eyes are the most beautiful that I have ever seen. I did not realize yet that what I was looking at was honesty. It was the first time I had truly seen that eyes are the windows to the soul. I have seen others since with that attribute. True beauty beaming out from the inside. I love you Angie. Please keep a chair warmed up for me at the table as I'll keep trying to make it one day.
Thank you for your message of hope!
Without being active in service work carrying the first 164 pages of the big book the fellowship and the steps of the program
Excllent amazing how our progamme changes lives
That's how we get better by being loved better love us into health regardless of religion God loves every single one of us the same the Muslim the Christian they weren't alcoholic and i was i can't blame Islam for being an alcoholic i am no different one of many
Self delusion that is sepating me i can't afford to separate myself
If Aryanna wants to be Muslim fine i would love her anyways how much greater God's love is being unconditional than mine
We are all alcoholics we all share the same exact disease called alcoholism God loves Muslims God loves jews God loves Tameem and he is native American God loves not a catholic more than native American there is no division ❤ i choose not to keep a narrow mind this is absolutely a spiritual program rather than a religion. All inclusive i can't afford to be exclusive realm of the spirit is always inclusive and not divisive if it's dividing me this is my ego edging God out
I feel so much self delusion and self condemnation and shame of self i am clinging to old ideas and old ways of living self will run riot self centered fear selfishness ego divides me we shut ourselves off from the sunlight of the spirit resentments and prejudices against other faiths and pride in believing that we know everything about God but this is playing God fear of unknown fear of after life fear of choosing the wrong God there isn't a wrong God we trust infinite God rather than our small human selves. I couldn't say i don't know how or I'm afraid self will is false pride about my faith journey God is much wider than religion seeking God is a journey eternal journey not for first 2 years remain honest open minded and willing we seek God we never no n exception are cured from alcoholism one day at a time 1. We are alcoholics and can not manage our own life 2. We come to believe an infinite power can restore us to sanity as lack of power is our dilemma not lack of religion 3. We made decision to turn our will and life over to care of God however we each conceive of God we have no opinion on this pride in reverse self loathing and self pity i don't care what happens to me God i know your larger than me i just can't live like this anymore. Level my pride God i surrender level my pride i want to resurrender and recommit to alcoholics anonymous there was nothing to base marriage on get back into AA i drank because i didn't go to AA i have to give to receive and i have to receive my creator i am willing you take all of me good and bad please remove from me the shortcomings in my character that prevent me from being of maximum service to you willingness to turn my will over to alcoholics anonymous recovery, unity, service level my pride.