My favorite part of this video was the end, truly a beautiful moment, hold onto those moments and never let go, it was good to see you not even once look at the camera while your family was there, full presence with them is so important
@kupcia there is alot of people going through the same thing. You have no idea how helpful these videos can be. For us and him. You should get some help with whatever made you think writing that seemed like a good idea. Real talk.
@kupcia How can you be in the midst of a good trip on shrooms and still manage to spit out negativity?? Honestly mind blown 🧐 Also..you posted that 2 hours ago, are you all of the sudden fully through this “trip” you went on? 🧢
The wildest trip I ever had was on salvia. I literally became a stop & shop. Have you ever become a grocery store? You'd be surprised the conversations mothers and daughters have walking in and out of me.
My buddy said he became a ferry docking port with boats going through him and honking lol apparently his mouth was the port and he was making all the honking sounds himself
I became a couch and remembered my entire life as a couch. There was someone sitting on me and I was annoyed and telling them to get off and the middle cushion was my mouth and was moving as I talked. Salvia is a weird weird drug.
Tears literally popped out of my eyeballs when those BEAUTIFUL voices of your family heard from a distance. What a magical moment, Adam. I love you. Thanks for everything you've given to the world. Thank you man.
@@Cobalt985 Not only do I not like his videos, I think they are dangerous for TH-cam vieiwers and could lead children and teenagers who look up to him down a road of addiction
@@rosstreistman4190 not at all bro your completely damn wrong I’m a teen and he has helped me stay away from lots of drugs and has helped me be smarter with myself and all that so stfu and keep yo opinions to yourself lil bro
The fact that this story/video ended with an interruption from your family was a truly beautiful, full circle, kinda moment. Those stories are so hard to tell. I have a few stories of extreme use and not getting the desired outcome, and doing more. Being in clear danger from the substances and taking another hit/line. You didn’t actually vocalize it but, the coincidence of them coming in showed the lowest low and how you were able to reach this new high high. That’s what makes those stories easier to tell. The more good you do and the further in the past it is, it becomes easier to tell these stories and not feel ashamed, due to the stark contrast of the two realities. Addiction and recovery are a beautiful, dark, ugly, and enlightening thing. All dependent on how you handle it and your perception. I think this video demonstrates that beautifully.
Adam is full of shit, he's back doing drugs putting his family on a back burner. Cos we all know getting clean just means stop using long enough for your family to take you back then start using again. We (drug addicts) know the drill, it's so sad.
I teared up when your kids ran in, so glad you're doing better, man. One of the most down to earth people I've watched on this hellish, fever-dream website.
Hey man, I just want to say I’m an addict myself. Started using heroin in 06. Became sober in 2018 and a year later tried Kratom and recently quit. I’ve had a long bumpy road like you did. I have 2 boys and a step daughter, when your kids came down I teared up hearing your interaction with them. You know, even though we’re addicts, our families never gave up on us. I am so blessed to have loving caring people in my life, and I am so fucking happy you do as well. I can tell you’re a great man, husband, and father. Congratulations on getting yourself back to how you’re supposed to be. Love ya brother, and much love to all the addicts here in the comments. You are not alone, and you can overcome this! ❤️
“I was able to come back, I’m truly blessed” tugged some heart strings. A perfect psyched substance video, it was entertaining, had a moral and showed his growth, proud of you man.
he didnt flip his life around he is in the same spot he was 6 months ago, he is still addicted to drugs he gets advertisment money for the drug antics. he said ketamine nitrous 3mmc mescaline dmt, he is still the same person and his youtube channel is making it so he can not grow past the drug addict phase .
Adam also did ketamine, salvia and nitrous so his brain is impervious to conquering by Joe Rogan, who has never been to these deep spaces and also hasn't done DMT in years. No shade against Rogan either, just saying Adam has dove deeper and more frequently into these trenches and is a better representation overall of what the psychedelic experience can do for/to people, thus why your comment isn't funny past the surface level of "le Joe Rogan meme xD" lol. I still love ya though!
@@newusernamehere4772 youre right ab joe rogan being way less experienced than adam, and i also hate it when pople basically worship him, but you didnt have to be that passive aggressive 😂
Respect man, your wife and kids coming in at the end was a really heartwarming reminder of how beautiful life can be and how there is always hope no matter how bad things you’ve experienced can be.
Wow, you absolutely could have not have scripted the end with your family coming in . I'm glad you were able to find the light at the end of the tunnel. Great lessons are being taught through you and we all apricate you for that!
I just smoked dmt yesterday, for the first time in about 5 months, finally experienced the machine elves. I’ve been having better and deeper experiences spacing out my trips. In my experience my least successful trips were the ones where I was overdoing it. Interesting experiences though…dmt is so strange, something McKenna once said was that it’s not a drug it’s just masquerading as a drug and I feel that with this substance. Like it’s some sort of hyper dimensional instrument. Also I smiled at your kids interrupting at the end :) wishing you the best!
i tripped it for the first time like a year ago n it was so strong me for me that i saw the lines of reality n geometry n shi then i looked at my friend and he was a alien like a reptilian, then i closed my eyes n god told me this is what he was preparing me for, but what i had seen was already so bewildering i guess it induced panic more than i could calm, and while my eyes were closed a emergency like red border across the bottom of the screen in the news, that border was going across my eyes saying abort, 15 seconds, n then i opemed my eyes n launched into a hyper dimensional kick drive of my own reality felt like we could fly off, as we were in my car on top of a mountain with a view, but even as it was not an ideal experience, i was able to take the positive from it but never tried it again sadly
Can you do me a favor? Next time you hang with the elves tell them Shoop said hi, and ask them to see the toy I created, then if you can remember wat it looked like let me know here in the comment 😉 just wanna see if they still have it around. BTW it's purplish blue and shiny
@@StanDeMan2001 Ehhh they more or less are just like a hyper welcoming committee, that are busy being the cotterpins of the matter within our 3rd dimensional universe, as well as creatively vocal constructors of toys that entertain them😉
I’m glad that you’ve grown. And even if you feel sad that you were low just know how many people you have helped over the years. I’m glad that you are finally at this point. Such a beautiful moment when your kids walked in. Don’t be embarrassed you are a brave man for sharing this.
The video should have ended with the kids. Where you said "some things are more important". And just walked away. The smile at the end shows it all. Glad you're doing better random Internet person. ❤️
so happy u are getting better adam, you’ve taught me so much and im so proud of your journey.. im so glad ur with your family. keep on this path and we all love you and your videos so much !!
I BAWLED when your family came in. Why? Because when they came in, you had JUST finished saying a FUNDAMENTAL statement to your story….and then, your family. I was crying so hard. Thank you for sharing this!
You're absolutely right bro... I've come to this point many times of being frustrated that it wasn't working. There's a third party to our journeys. Us, Dimitri and the gate keeper. If you're not mentally prepared or in need of something, no entry. If you're being selfish or greedy or superficial with it, no go partner. Sometimes there's something beyond our comprehension that will ground us. Maybe dangers lurking on the other side. I cursed the gate keeper once and megadosed maybe 250mg over the course of an hour. Met a very dark consuming entity. Oddly enough reminded me of Venom. Immediately lost my vision and was consumed by blackness and confinement. You have to respect it. And not USE it. It's a gift. Not a right or a joyride.
Totally agree....your vibe at the time and your intentions direct what realm your consciousness will bungee jump too either higher dimensional and scary but true lower dimensions as well... and don't cuss out the gatekeeper lol it's just doin it's job with the chrysanthemum 😉
@@OP-lk4tw same shit happened to me. then i started shrooms more and “unlocked” the door to access dmt. But now that i have the ability to do it, i don’t have any psychological want to use dmt. in fact i don’t want to use it. unlike when i didn’t have it unlocked i wanted to constantly be sent into that experience. not now lol
i did it a time and came to a wooden door with a light peering behind the door, I immediately heard this voice (maybe it was mine) and it was like “uh huh” and I came back down. Opened my eyes and just started crying bc I was so close, but for whatever reason, I wasn’t ready to go thru. I’ve done dmt many times but for some reason, that time really did something to me.
This video shows a much more grounded you and was way more pleasant to watch than the last one. Glad you're doing well. Keep on doing whatever you're doing.
I feel like I lost my keys to the DMT realm. Have had the same thing happen to me 5+ times, smoke up to 50-100mg, light visuals, ringing, then sober. Funnily enough, last time I broke through an entity told me I should just live my life and not go back.
Yeah, Alan Watts had a few things to share about that, these are drugs (medicines) that are designed to start as life changing, and slowly return to that new changed life. Not constantly changing it over and over again. It's a course corrector, not a lifestyle. And they tend to tell you that.
What I realized in my DMT journeys lately is that the DMT decides if it wants to take you or not. You have no choice in that. No matter how little or much you smoke 🙏🏽🕉️❤️
I'm jealous. I've been watching psyched substance for more than two years and I'm literally planning future trips just to one day try DMT I can't even imagine what the experience is like
Not true at all. At least from my experience. For me all my 30mg trips were the same intensity, all my 50mg the same etc. You might just smoke it differently every time. Not holding it in as long or maybe the purity was not the same each time or your scale might be a little off.
Adam, the ending on this video was truly beautiful. I’ve been watching your channel for a little while now and while I always appreciated the knowledge I gained from your experiences they were sometimes heart wrenching to listen to. I am glad you are in a better place as I have a family and my own struggle with alcoholism that I didn’t understand was as bad as I thought it was. Psychedelics helped but I can see how they can be another addiction even if they are t physically addictive. I wanted to know more see more and do more. More more more. But the answer I think is always there. Enjoy life and what’s really important and what you really value.
This isn’t embarrassing at all! We all have the same destination, just different journeys, and yours has made mine that much easier to handle. You’ve helped so many people to the extent that it’s probably impossible to imagine. Your family are lucky to have such a wise and humble man, and we’re all glad you’ve got them back! Keep doing what you do :)
Dont be embarrassed brother, we all go through it! The ending was so special seeing your reaction when your kids came in. What an amazing moment. Much love man!
Just finished my 3 rd ketemine treatment. I got to sit with the one for 1 small second. He said I need to stop caring about what other people think. Love you all. Thankyou.
I can't even tell you how happy it made me to see your children come in and call you dad, I'm so glad you continued trying to be a father and good partner throughout your addictions. sending positive vibes man may the future be fruitful
I’m super proud of your progress man. Your making big changes for the community by sharing these things for us. Theses stories are healing and informative
That ending was truly my favorite part. It seemed like I could feel the love you were emanating. Love your videos so much, keep up the fantastic work!! 🖤
It's called being put in timeout...there are rules to the journey and the cliff notes state that...been there myself. The tool is meant to learn and grow from your journey. Not to get high from.
Great video. I'm not sure if you have heard about this, but Kratom actually acts as a 5-HT2A Antagonist, so it decreases the psychedelic effect from DMT/LSD/Psilocin 5-HT2A Agonism. I take Kratom myself and it DEFINITELY makes psychedelics weaker. With chronic use maybe more than even a benzodiazepine would because of that direct antagonism.
@@Vanillapenguinn theres a nih study on kratom and it’s interaction with serotonin receptors. “The results showed that mitragynine, like ritaserin, acts as a competitive antagonist, blocking the stimulation of the 5-HT2A receptor.” (Mitragynine is the medicinal term for kratom)
The only thing I've ever smoked is weed and cigarettes, and ever since I've started watching this channel...I'm so grateful that I've only ever smoked weed. I never wanna try any DMT, mushrooms, etc etc...thanks Adam, this channel really works at keeping people away from drugs.
Hey Adam! Just a quick tip: during the editing phase, try to add a DeEsser at around the 5.500Hz range to tame the "sh" sounds. I quite enjoy listening to your videos while relaxing, but from my pairs of headphones and phone speaker that particular sibilance can really be ear piercing Anyways, it's great to see you gradually getting your life back on track man, keep it up!
Damn Adam it’s crazy to think I found your channel when I was in a dark place of my life and relentless. The man you’ve became is amazing. I too am a father now and a totally different person from who I used to be. Keep up the good work man! Life is only a dream, a dream in which you control.
Adam I'm Genuinely so happy for you. overcoming what you went through must have ben hard. but to an extent I can understand. lately I've been in a very suicidal and just overall low mindset and I've been resorting to substances more than anything. hearing that you went through what you went through encourages me that maybe I can get through this time of my life as well. thank you for making these videos, they do impact people.
Bro this was beautiful! Best part of the video is when your family pops up at the end. Barely discovered your channel a few weeks ago and have followed your recent videos/stories. So many great gems in this video but that ending was absolutely beautiful. So happy for you and your families happiness. Cheers
"So, when you're the ice cream cone..." 🤣 Great way to begin a tale! I hope telling your story, laughing and reflecting help your catharsis. I hope you don't feel ashamed anymore 💕
Thank you for sharing your story. Its truly helped. I dont know if youll ever know how truly helpful your videos are for hundreds and thousands of people.
I gave some friends some DMT and they had nothing happen to them to them. When I took it again, I realized that DMT is for sure a spiritual drug in a sense.
@@andy8nagy you have to shut your eyes if you dont blast off otherwise its like very high dose of micro dosing mushrooms id say (so not enough to trip but maybe seeing tripples of things or sparkling or the sounds changing its soooo hard to explain lmfaoooo
I had such a similar experience. Long story short, ended up ingesting 150mg of dmt total in about 15 minutes and the harder I chases the further away the ego death seemed. The beginning experience would set in as it usually does and then I was back. Thank you for sharing your experience!
Man going through your thoughts of fuck I done some down shit I’m so blessed to be here and to still have my family and the midst hearing “Dad” with so much love and joy. I speak for every father that shit does something to you. 🥲 you came a long ways brother
You have no idea the impact that those moments with your kids meant to me. Thank you for leaving that beautiful part in the video. I instantly started to cry. So beautiful 🙏💜 keep telling your story and I'm so happy for you and your wonderful family to be together again.
You have to wait 45 minutes between doses for tolerance to go back down with dmt, in my experience. I have an insane experience where I kept redosing because I felt I kept getting "Further" each time. I broke through the colors and I was in a white "space" with entities all around. They were wearing what I would describe as a fencing costume, with the mesh mask covering their faces. 2 of them focus on me and pick up colored panes of glass, then would throw them at me, one after another, so that each time they would shatter and the visuals would return, then stop until they threw another pane of glass. The experience and the entities there felt like it was home, and where we all start from and return to, in countless cycles of the earth game.
How long does it feel like to be in a dmt trip approximately, does it feel like after a really long day, because I heard it could feel very long ? And can you make decisions and do things while in there or are you just observing ?
@@tobygoodleaf5111 its not the same for everyone, and unfortunately there is a chance that although it only really lasted some minutes, it felt like a nightmarish eternity
@@beans6028 danm I had a few bad shroom trips before and they were terrible, the worst feeling ever, I can only imagine how much worse a bad dmt trip would feel
@@tobygoodleaf5111 you want to go into whatever you’re doing with confidence; everything has a chance to be scary, but you prepare yourself; lower your chances of being thrown into an undesirable environment or situation and just overall be ready to face whatever happens with an educated approach; Also in terms for how it effects your body depends on the dosage, if you manage to breakthrough (which I honestly wouldn’t recommend for your first time.) then you’ll more than likely be laying down wherever you’re at. (Which is why it’s best to be laying down) in your mind experiencing what there is to experience. It won’t last as long as for example a shroom trip but in the same way time often might feel stretched to you on mushrooms the same can happen with dmt, also note you can indeed put yourself into similar situations with mushrooms, for more information on that look up tryptamine to dmt relationship. (Shoutout to any of y’all that have had the dmt flashes with mushrooms.)
If you have something that you really want in your life, smoke lots of DMT about it. The more you smoke the more DMT will pop up the more creative your gonna start to get. Your subconscious mind doesn't care if your vision is crazy. It doesnt care if you dont know how to do it. When you see a thing clearly in your mind, your creative "DMT mechanism" within you takes over and does the job much better than you could do it by conscious effort or willpower. A different psychedelic from a different planet every nanosecond. All sorts of dreams are possible. The human nervous system cannot tell the difference between an "actual" experience and an experience imagined vividly and in detail. Synthesize "experience," to literally create experience, and control it, in the laboratory of our minds. A vision is a very emotional image, the most powerful image that you can come up with for yourself at this time. This vision will become like a hallucination in other peoples mind and this could be the cause of them creating extraordinary things.
The end part just made me feel like there is hope for everyone. I lost my pregnant wife to heart disease a couple years back and the only time I was able to bounce back from depression was when I took my first dose of LSD and dont get me started on DMT. Not saying drugs is good for you or whatever but shooting off to a different dimension and feeling nothing but bliss gave me a good grasp on my spirituality and finally forgave myself for what happened to my wife. I just wanted to thank you Adam for putting your efforts into this channel right here. You helped me look at psychedelics with grace and not just consuming it to holy hell. This channel became an integral part of my journey in finding myself again. For that, you have my utmost gratitude. Bless you and your family Adam. Much love from the Philippines.
The way you ended your video has me bawling my eyes out... I'm so happy for you and your life David. You give me hope for my mental health and hope for others that I love.
DMT definitely decides when you get to enter hyperspace and how. Like you said breaking through is not about how much you smoke, it's about whether or not you're ready and what your intention is. The last time I blasted off I was on half an gram of mescaline and an eighth of shrooms, and when I smoked the DMT it took me to the mechanical spider elves. Crazy shit. Anyway you have courage for attempting to smoke so much Adam, and I am glad that you are on better terms with your family. DMT is a sacred medicine and hopefully you will be able to return to it in the future on better terms
Lol. It's a drug, you aren't travelling anywhere, everyone's neurochemistry is different, so you might just never trip that hard like some do. Stop mystifying it, it's not this sacred thing, it's. Just. A. Drug.
@@gSWG3R Word. Its a drug essentially showing your brain a weird movie. Same with LSD and any other psychedelic. Its not showing you ''the true world'' or anything like that.
I love how you shared this story and ended by telling how selfdestructive it was. I am so thankful that you came back from it. The only thing that i found difficult to listen to was all the cussing, but i guess that will also slowly fade away with time. Its not nessecary to convey the intensity of your experience and imo cussing is a tool the ego uses for its coolness. You are cool enough natural. Thanks for choosing selflove and your family ❤
Have you considered being offended is a product of the ego and the only problem with cussing is how you react to it? Language is language so it’s kinda weird to say he can only speak how you approve.
@@kai-isms6868 expressing myself and how i see thing is totally valid. It is upto him if he takes heed of my worda or if he lays them aside. Words are spells, so if i love my brother, i make him aware of it and leave it to his own free will if he chooses to think about them. Be blessed.
Everyone congratulating him, are some of the same people who were doubting him at every decision he made, and ridiculing him throughout his recovery. Glad to see he is doing better, and that he didn't take some of your comments to heart.
Did you watch his last video of him on TRT ahhahahahahahahhaahhah? People were shitting on him and calling him out for abuse of testosterone. No wonder people hate addicts. A lot of them are shitty people who want to bring others down. It is not unusual for it to be hard to get out of that cycle if you are surrounded by people like that.
This DMT story, more than any other Adam has told, really brought back memories of the craving and grasping and frustration and false blast-offs and befuddlement that I experienced while in a more addictive relationship with psychedelics. I wanted to escape and was destroying myself but ran up against this confusing barrier. It felt like the DMT experience in that moment was a reminder that all there is is this present moment. As much as you feel dissatisfied and want a release, this is all there is. This is all you get.
In DMT The Spirit Molecule Rich Strassmen wrote about "the higher the dose, the less you remember from the trip", and he even went as far as to say if you get the dose high enough you won't even have recollection of tripping. So I'm curious if that's what happened. But regardless, what you said is definitely true. Some of my most intense trips have been on normal/low doses. When it happens I sit and track everything i've consumed that day questioning if I unknowingly consumed a food/herb that is an MAOI. There are so many factors at play with psychedelics.
yeah! i have experienced that! the first and only time i ever broke through, i was out cold for a good 15 minutes (with my eyes open apparently LOL) but i don’t remember but a second of it! i went through the whole blast off sequence and everything, and i sort of remember flying through some memories of my life, but that’s it. when i came to, i asked “woahh where am i?” 😂🤦♀️ i’m always a little jealous of people who can recount their breakthrough experiences!
Wholesome man. The ending was perfect. Happy you are doing better and getting to spend time with your family. That’s all that matters in this crazy world.
beware of the step you walked before going through this door. Dmt is alive, that's why it's being recomended to treat it with respect, plus mixing molecules don't really go well with dmt, it distord everything.
My favorite part of this video was the end, truly a beautiful moment, hold onto those moments and never let go, it was good to see you not even once look at the camera while your family was there, full presence with them is so important
@kupcia You weird asf
@kupcia there is alot of people going through the same thing. You have no idea how helpful these videos can be. For us and him. You should get some help with whatever made you think writing that seemed like a good idea. Real talk.
@kupcia How can you be in the midst of a good trip on shrooms and still manage to spit out negativity?? Honestly mind blown 🧐 Also..you posted that 2 hours ago, are you all of the sudden fully through this “trip” you went on? 🧢
@@christiank7837they're just trolling, let It go.
@kupcia You’re high on shrooms hoping some guy overdoses. Also telling another person to stop drugs, while on drugs. U deserve the bully treatment
They didn't "interrupt" anything. They punctuated it. Damn, dude... so glad you're doing better.
That’s strong dude
You worded that perfectly
You think this is “better” lmfao he looks so bad
The wildest trip I ever had was on salvia. I literally became a stop & shop. Have you ever become a grocery store? You'd be surprised the conversations mothers and daughters have walking in and out of me.
My buddy said he became a ferry docking port with boats going through him and honking lol apparently his mouth was the port and he was making all the honking sounds himself
@@N.E.U.R.O hahaha🤣
I don't think I'll ever understand salvia, no matter how hard I try 😂
I became a couch and remembered my entire life as a couch. There was someone sitting on me and I was annoyed and telling them to get off and the middle cushion was my mouth and was moving as I talked. Salvia is a weird weird drug.
my friend took it and just became a lobster in a corn field said he had a great time
Tears literally popped out of my eyeballs when those BEAUTIFUL voices of your family heard from a distance.
What a magical moment, Adam. I love you. Thanks for everything you've given to the world. Thank you man.
exactly the same thing happened to me...
He’s given nothing but promoted drug addiction,
@@rosstreistman4190 go somewhere else if you don't like his videos?
@@Cobalt985 Not only do I not like his videos, I think they are dangerous for TH-cam vieiwers and could lead children and teenagers who look up to him down a road of addiction
@@rosstreistman4190 not at all bro your completely damn wrong I’m a teen and he has helped me stay away from lots of drugs and has helped me be smarter with myself and all that so stfu and keep yo opinions to yourself lil bro
The fact that this story/video ended with an interruption from your family was a truly beautiful, full circle, kinda moment. Those stories are so hard to tell. I have a few stories of extreme use and not getting the desired outcome, and doing more. Being in clear danger from the substances and taking another hit/line. You didn’t actually vocalize it but, the coincidence of them coming in showed the lowest low and how you were able to reach this new high high. That’s what makes those stories easier to tell. The more good you do and the further in the past it is, it becomes easier to tell these stories and not feel ashamed, due to the stark contrast of the two realities. Addiction and recovery are a beautiful, dark, ugly, and enlightening thing. All dependent on how you handle it and your perception. I think this video demonstrates that beautifully.
The ending was really nice.
lol what a joke
Adam is full of shit, he's back doing drugs putting his family on a back burner.
Cos we all know getting clean just means stop using long enough for your family to take you back then start using again.
We (drug addicts) know the drill, it's so sad.
I teared up when your kids ran in, so glad you're doing better, man. One of the most down to earth people I've watched on this hellish, fever-dream website.
Fr almost brought a tear to my eye I grew up watching this dude since I was 13 I’m 18 now I feel like he apart of my fam
Was divine timing
I can’t imagine what a mess your life is if you look up to a dude like this JFC kids these days man
@@josiffexplosiff1 we are adults who have gone through similar journeys
@@josiffexplosiff1 I'm 23 with a full time job and my own place, but your opinions are your own.
The ending to this warmed my heart so much. So proud of how far you’ve come and happy your family is reunited!
Hey man, I just want to say I’m an addict myself. Started using heroin in 06. Became sober in 2018 and a year later tried Kratom and recently quit. I’ve had a long bumpy road like you did. I have 2 boys and a step daughter, when your kids came down I teared up hearing your interaction with them. You know, even though we’re addicts, our families never gave up on us. I am so blessed to have loving caring people in my life, and I am so fucking happy you do as well. I can tell you’re a great man, husband, and father. Congratulations on getting yourself back to how you’re supposed to be. Love ya brother, and much love to all the addicts here in the comments. You are not alone, and you can overcome this! ❤️
Keep fighting the good fight my dude. You're those kid's entire world 🌍
@@ryan.1990 Hey will do man, I appreciate that for real that means a lot
My eyes lit up when I heard your kids I’m so happy for you Adam
“I thought this one was gonna be fun…”
Just like all of the other stories. But you’ve changed, you’re growing. Damn proud of you brother.
The ending was so perfect. I’m glad you got your family back and I’m happy you’re doing better
That’s so sweet ☺️ they didn’t interrupt at all. Such a sweet, full circle moment. Very happy for you Adam
I'm happy to see you with your family, I hope everything goes well from here on out.
“I was able to come back, I’m truly blessed” tugged some heart strings. A perfect psyched substance video, it was entertaining, had a moral and showed his growth, proud of you man.
Adam, I'm so proud how fast you flipped your life around. Don't ever go back, you did an amazing job and we love you! 🙏
he didnt flip his life around he is in the same spot he was 6 months ago, he is still addicted to drugs he gets advertisment money for the drug antics. he said ketamine nitrous 3mmc mescaline dmt, he is still the same person and his youtube channel is making it so he can not grow past the drug addict phase .
@@enntl7739 he said that was before getting clean
That ending made me cry tears of joy. Glad to hear and see that, truly wholesome and pure.
Much love From Finland.
I'm here before Joe Rogan hijacks your consciousness
I think it’s safe to assume we’re too late
Lol
Adam also did ketamine, salvia and nitrous so his brain is impervious to conquering by Joe Rogan, who has never been to these deep spaces and also hasn't done DMT in years. No shade against Rogan either, just saying Adam has dove deeper and more frequently into these trenches and is a better representation overall of what the psychedelic experience can do for/to people, thus why your comment isn't funny past the surface level of "le Joe Rogan meme xD" lol. I still love ya though!
Rogan’s a lightweight lol
@@newusernamehere4772 youre right ab joe rogan being way less experienced than adam, and i also hate it when pople basically worship him, but you didnt have to be that passive aggressive 😂
Respect man, your wife and kids coming in at the end was a really heartwarming reminder of how beautiful life can be and how there is always hope no matter how bad things you’ve experienced can be.
Wow, you absolutely could have not have scripted the end with your family coming in . I'm glad you were able to find the light at the end of the tunnel. Great lessons are being taught through you and we all apricate you for that!
Spot on!
I just smoked dmt yesterday, for the first time in about 5 months, finally experienced the machine elves. I’ve been having better and deeper experiences spacing out my trips. In my experience my least successful trips were the ones where I was overdoing it. Interesting experiences though…dmt is so strange, something McKenna once said was that it’s not a drug it’s just masquerading as a drug and I feel that with this substance. Like it’s some sort of hyper dimensional instrument. Also I smiled at your kids interrupting at the end :) wishing you the best!
What do you learn from them? And how do you prepare for them?
Welcome to the club 🗿
i tripped it for the first time like a year ago n it was so strong me for me that i saw the lines of reality n geometry n shi then i looked at my friend and he was a alien like a reptilian, then i closed my eyes n god told me this is what he was preparing me for, but what i had seen was already so bewildering i guess it induced panic more than i could calm, and while my eyes were closed a emergency like red border across the bottom of the screen in the news, that border was going across my eyes saying abort, 15 seconds, n then i opemed my eyes n launched into a hyper dimensional kick drive of my own reality felt like we could fly off, as we were in my car on top of a mountain with a view, but even as it was not an ideal experience, i was able to take the positive from it but never tried it again sadly
Can you do me a favor? Next time you hang with the elves tell them Shoop said hi, and ask them to see the toy I created, then if you can remember wat it looked like let me know here in the comment 😉 just wanna see if they still have it around. BTW it's purplish blue and shiny
@@StanDeMan2001 Ehhh they more or less are just like a hyper welcoming committee, that are busy being the cotterpins of the matter within our 3rd dimensional universe, as well as creatively vocal constructors of toys that entertain them😉
I’m glad that you’ve grown. And even if you feel sad that you were low just know how many people you have helped over the years. I’m glad that you are finally at this point. Such a beautiful moment when your kids walked in. Don’t be embarrassed you are a brave man for sharing this.
The video should have ended with the kids. Where you said "some things are more important". And just walked away.
The smile at the end shows it all. Glad you're doing better random Internet person. ❤️
I love that you’re one of the few men on TH-cam whose honest and vulnerable thank you for being you
so happy u are getting better adam, you’ve taught me so much and im so proud of your journey.. im so glad ur with your family. keep on this path and we all love you and your videos so much !!
I BAWLED when your family came in. Why? Because when they came in, you had JUST finished saying a FUNDAMENTAL statement to your story….and then, your family.
I was crying so hard.
Thank you for sharing this!
It brings me joy to see your kids wanting to interact with you. You must feel so happy and blessed to have them in your life!
He got kids?
“i am blessed” yessir you are just as the rest reading this, stay safe and have a goodnight yall
It’s nice to see you happy with your family man keep it up
Wow, brother. Seems to me the universe is calling you in some pretty incredible other ways. Congrats on sorting things out.
I love the way you look at your family. It's such sincere compassion. Follow that ❤️🌱🙏
Bro is built now! I haven’t been here in a while but I’m glad to see you thriving!💪
Lookout☝️ Shrooms, lsd, dmt and some other psyched products ☝️☝️
Dudeeeeee I’m so freaking glad that you are doing good brother I love you bro keep kicking 💯💯❤️❤️❤️❤️💯💯💯💪fr dude
Glad you left the end in. We need Psyched vlogs
You're absolutely right bro... I've come to this point many times of being frustrated that it wasn't working. There's a third party to our journeys. Us, Dimitri and the gate keeper. If you're not mentally prepared or in need of something, no entry. If you're being selfish or greedy or superficial with it, no go partner. Sometimes there's something beyond our comprehension that will ground us. Maybe dangers lurking on the other side. I cursed the gate keeper once and megadosed maybe 250mg over the course of an hour. Met a very dark consuming entity. Oddly enough reminded me of Venom. Immediately lost my vision and was consumed by blackness and confinement. You have to respect it. And not USE it. It's a gift. Not a right or a joyride.
Totally agree....your vibe at the time and your intentions direct what realm your consciousness will bungee jump too either higher dimensional and scary but true lower dimensions as well... and don't cuss out the gatekeeper lol it's just doin it's job with the chrysanthemum 😉
I saw a woman who's mask slipped once and her mouth reminded me of venom. Full of teeth... kept an eye on that one til. It faded away.
DMT didn't do anything for me when I tried it, I never understood why, maybe this was it
@@OP-lk4tw same shit happened to me. then i started shrooms more and “unlocked” the door to access dmt. But now that i have the ability to do it, i don’t have any psychological want to use dmt. in fact i don’t want to use it. unlike when i didn’t have it unlocked i wanted to constantly be sent into that experience. not now lol
i did it a time and came to a wooden door with a light peering behind the door, I immediately heard this voice (maybe it was mine) and it was like “uh huh” and I came back down. Opened my eyes and just started crying bc I was so close, but for whatever reason, I wasn’t ready to go thru. I’ve done dmt many times but for some reason, that time really did something to me.
Well that was an unexpectedly pleasant ending to this video! So happy to see you back with your family, that’s a huge breakthrough. Brings me to tears
This video shows a much more grounded you and was way more pleasant to watch than the last one. Glad you're doing well. Keep on doing whatever you're doing.
I feel like I lost my keys to the DMT realm. Have had the same thing happen to me 5+ times, smoke up to 50-100mg, light visuals, ringing, then sober. Funnily enough, last time I broke through an entity told me I should just live my life and not go back.
Yeah, Alan Watts had a few things to share about that, these are drugs (medicines) that are designed to start as life changing, and slowly return to that new changed life. Not constantly changing it over and over again. It's a course corrector, not a lifestyle. And they tend to tell you that.
@@runningbear6391 well I use a vape and cart so... no. Also had friends blast off on less than what I tried on the same rig.
Try dabbing it out of a banger. That's a guaranteed send off every time.
It’s a sign that you’re not maintaining a good relationship with it, it’s like a girl, if you chase it you won’t get it
crazy, I've heard stories like this a few times now, its almost like DMT is more aware of us than we are of it
I'd say the kids coming in was an example of a synchronistic moment. You are blessed Adam!
What I realized in my DMT journeys lately is that the DMT decides if it wants to take you or not. You have no choice in that. No matter how little or much you smoke 🙏🏽🕉️❤️
I've noticed it on myself and by watching many other people
Facts!
I'm jealous. I've been watching psyched substance for more than two years and I'm literally planning future trips just to one day try DMT I can't even imagine what the experience is like
Not true at all. At least from my experience. For me all my 30mg trips were the same intensity, all my 50mg the same etc. You might just smoke it differently every time. Not holding it in as long or maybe the purity was not the same each time or your scale might be a little off.
@@georgewinchester6403 yeah wtf. The dose changes the experience astronomically. Gotta love substance misinformation.
Adam, the ending on this video was truly beautiful. I’ve been watching your channel for a little while now and while I always appreciated the knowledge I gained from your experiences they were sometimes heart wrenching to listen to. I am glad you are in a better place as I have a family and my own struggle with alcoholism that I didn’t understand was as bad as I thought it was. Psychedelics helped but I can see how they can be another addiction even if they are t physically addictive. I wanted to know more see more and do more. More more more. But the answer I think is always there. Enjoy life and what’s really important and what you really value.
This isn’t embarrassing at all! We all have the same destination, just different journeys, and yours has made mine that much easier to handle. You’ve helped so many people to the extent that it’s probably impossible to imagine. Your family are lucky to have such a wise and humble man, and we’re all glad you’ve got them back! Keep doing what you do :)
the smile at the end says it all! looks like its 2yrs ago, hope that smile is continuing!
Dont be embarrassed brother, we all go through it! The ending was so special seeing your reaction when your kids came in. What an amazing moment. Much love man!
Thank you for keeping the end in. You just showed me that it really does actually get better
Just finished my 3 rd ketemine treatment. I got to sit with the one for 1 small second. He said I need to stop caring about what other people think.
Love you all.
Thankyou.
BRO YES I LOVE U, i started becoming so happy in life the moment i decided to stop being judgemental and stop caring about others thoughts
I can't even tell you how happy it made me to see your children come in and call you dad, I'm so glad you continued trying to be a father and good partner throughout your addictions. sending positive vibes man may the future be fruitful
I’m super proud of your progress man. Your making big changes for the community by sharing these things for us. Theses stories are healing and informative
That ending was truly my favorite part. It seemed like I could feel the love you were emanating. Love your videos so much, keep up the fantastic work!! 🖤
I loved the metaphors, and so glad to see you back with your family doing better than ever. You are a king and I hope things keep getting better.
13:57 that sound dude, that is the best motivation to become a better person
It's called being put in timeout...there are rules to the journey and the cliff notes state that...been there myself. The tool is meant to learn and grow from your journey. Not to get high from.
What an adorable ending. That was actually quite perfect! Sending good vibes from here.
Great video. I'm not sure if you have heard about this, but Kratom actually acts as a 5-HT2A Antagonist, so it decreases the psychedelic effect from DMT/LSD/Psilocin 5-HT2A Agonism. I take Kratom myself and it DEFINITELY makes psychedelics weaker. With chronic use maybe more than even a benzodiazepine would because of that direct antagonism.
he just came off from his addiction to kratom
Source for kratom acting as an 5-HT2A antagonist?
@@Vanillapenguinn theres a nih study on kratom and it’s interaction with serotonin receptors. “The results showed that mitragynine, like ritaserin, acts as a competitive antagonist, blocking the stimulation of the 5-HT2A receptor.” (Mitragynine is the medicinal term for kratom)
The only thing I've ever smoked is weed and cigarettes, and ever since I've started watching this channel...I'm so grateful that I've only ever smoked weed. I never wanna try any DMT, mushrooms, etc etc...thanks Adam, this channel really works at keeping people away from drugs.
right!! I somehow found his channel and God im so thankful to never have these experiences
Yeah get adam monetized
Hey Adam! Just a quick tip: during the editing phase, try to add a DeEsser at around the 5.500Hz range to tame the "sh" sounds. I quite enjoy listening to your videos while relaxing, but from my pairs of headphones and phone speaker that particular sibilance can really be ear piercing
Anyways, it's great to see you gradually getting your life back on track man, keep it up!
Fascinating...
I've always wondered if there was a way to fix that. How do you do that?
Damn Adam it’s crazy to think I found your channel when I was in a dark place of my life and relentless. The man you’ve became is amazing. I too am a father now and a totally different person from who I used to be. Keep up the good work man! Life is only a dream, a dream in which you control.
Good to see your family is back and to see you post for the first time in a while. Was getting worried about ya dude
I love when the "fear" melts away. Does wonders for my anxiety.
Adam I'm Genuinely so happy for you. overcoming what you went through must have ben hard. but to an extent I can understand. lately I've been in a very suicidal and just overall low mindset and I've been resorting to substances more than anything. hearing that you went through what you went through encourages me that maybe I can get through this time of my life as well. thank you for making these videos, they do impact people.
Youre gonna make it through bro
Adam is a sick drug addict. Not one to be looked up to
@@Light-qp4dk none.Especially for those in denial like Adam
The most genuine smile at the end
Glad you're back with your family. Very entertaining story as usual
Bro this was beautiful! Best part of the video is when your family pops up at the end. Barely discovered your channel a few weeks ago and have followed your recent videos/stories.
So many great gems in this video but that ending was absolutely beautiful. So happy for you and your families happiness.
Cheers
"So, when you're the ice cream cone..." 🤣 Great way to begin a tale!
I hope telling your story, laughing and reflecting help your catharsis. I hope you don't feel ashamed anymore 💕
Ending made me cry, such a beautiful thing to capture of life.
So glad to see you doing better
Thank you for not editing the ending out. As a father myself, these moments make me smile. Thanks again for what you do
We're all so happy for you and proud of you man. It almost mad me cry seeing your kids come in and remembering your massive amazing journey
Thank you for sharing your story. Its truly helped. I dont know if youll ever know how truly helpful your videos are for hundreds and thousands of people.
I gave some friends some DMT and they had nothing happen to them to them. When I took it again, I realized that DMT is for sure a spiritual drug in a sense.
really
@@andy8nagy you have to shut your eyes if you dont blast off otherwise its like very high dose of micro dosing mushrooms id say (so not enough to trip but maybe seeing tripples of things or sparkling or the sounds changing its soooo hard to explain lmfaoooo
Maybe you just burnt it at wrong temperature.
Your growth behind the camera and editing your videos, playin with new styles is so dope
I had such a similar experience. Long story short, ended up ingesting 150mg of dmt total in about 15 minutes and the harder I chases the further away the ego death seemed. The beginning experience would set in as it usually does and then I was back. Thank you for sharing your experience!
Man going through your thoughts of fuck I done some down shit I’m so blessed to be here and to still have my family and the midst hearing “Dad” with so much love and joy. I speak for every father that shit does something to you. 🥲 you came a long ways brother
You have no idea the impact that those moments with your kids meant to me. Thank you for leaving that beautiful part in the video. I instantly started to cry. So beautiful 🙏💜 keep telling your story and I'm so happy for you and your wonderful family to be together again.
You have to wait 45 minutes between doses for tolerance to go back down with dmt, in my experience. I have an insane experience where I kept redosing because I felt I kept getting "Further" each time. I broke through the colors and I was in a white "space" with entities all around. They were wearing what I would describe as a fencing costume, with the mesh mask covering their faces. 2 of them focus on me and pick up colored panes of glass, then would throw them at me, one after another, so that each time they would shatter and the visuals would return, then stop until they threw another pane of glass. The experience and the entities there felt like it was home, and where we all start from and return to, in countless cycles of the earth game.
How long does it feel like to be in a dmt trip approximately, does it feel like after a really long day, because I heard it could feel very long ? And can you make decisions and do things while in there or are you just observing ?
@@tobygoodleaf5111 wondering the same thing
@@tobygoodleaf5111 its not the same for everyone, and unfortunately there is a chance that although it only really lasted some minutes, it felt like a nightmarish eternity
@@beans6028 danm I had a few bad shroom trips before and they were terrible, the worst feeling ever, I can only imagine how much worse a bad dmt trip would feel
@@tobygoodleaf5111 you want to go into whatever you’re doing with confidence; everything has a chance to be scary, but you prepare yourself; lower your chances of being thrown into an undesirable environment or situation and just overall be ready to face whatever happens with an educated approach;
Also in terms for how it effects your body depends on the dosage, if you manage to breakthrough (which I honestly wouldn’t recommend for your first time.) then you’ll more than likely be laying down wherever you’re at. (Which is why it’s best to be laying down) in your mind experiencing what there is to experience. It won’t last as long as for example a shroom trip but in the same way time often might feel stretched to you on mushrooms the same can happen with dmt, also note you can indeed put yourself into similar situations with mushrooms, for more information on that look up tryptamine to dmt relationship.
(Shoutout to any of y’all that have had the dmt flashes with mushrooms.)
It’s beautiful seeing you interact with your family hope you’re doing well man
If you have something that you really want in your life, smoke lots of DMT about it. The more you smoke the more DMT will pop up the more creative your gonna start to get. Your subconscious mind doesn't care if your vision is crazy. It doesnt care if you dont know how to do it.
When you see a thing clearly in your mind, your creative "DMT mechanism" within you takes over and does the job much better than you could do it by conscious effort or willpower.
A different psychedelic from a different planet every nanosecond.
All sorts of dreams are possible.
The human nervous system cannot tell the difference between an "actual" experience and an experience imagined vividly and in detail.
Synthesize "experience," to literally create experience, and control it, in the laboratory of our minds.
A vision is a very emotional image, the most powerful image that you can come up with for yourself at this time. This vision will become like a hallucination in other peoples mind and this could be the cause of them creating extraordinary things.
That was a beautiful statement. Bravo 👏 👏 👏
It is a type of vision that stays with you for a long time, because it engages not only your senses but your Emotional processing too
@@aidanallen1976 yup
@Dan Trebune erasing erases the eraser
I have prescribed 800mg of seoquel for you
You shouldn't be embarrased. It's good that you share these stories with the world.💗😊
8:20 just one of many examples of psychedelics giving you what you NEED, not what you want. You were literally barred from entry
Your presence with your family right now inspires me to be more present with my loved ones
I appreciate your story and it will definitely help someone.
The end part just made me feel like there is hope for everyone.
I lost my pregnant wife to heart disease a couple years back and the only time I was able to bounce back from depression was when I took my first dose of LSD and dont get me started on DMT. Not saying drugs is good for you or whatever but shooting off to a different dimension and feeling nothing but bliss gave me a good grasp on my spirituality and finally forgave myself for what happened to my wife. I just wanted to thank you Adam for putting your efforts into this channel right here. You helped me look at psychedelics with grace and not just consuming it to holy hell. This channel became an integral part of my journey in finding myself again. For that, you have my utmost gratitude. Bless you and your family Adam.
Much love from the Philippines.
Those are rookie numbers, we need to pump those UP
The way you ended your video has me bawling my eyes out... I'm so happy for you and your life David. You give me hope for my mental health and hope for others that I love.
DMT definitely decides when you get to enter hyperspace and how. Like you said breaking through is not about how much you smoke, it's about whether or not you're ready and what your intention is. The last time I blasted off I was on half an gram of mescaline and an eighth of shrooms, and when I smoked the DMT it took me to the mechanical spider elves. Crazy shit. Anyway you have courage for attempting to smoke so much Adam, and I am glad that you are on better terms with your family. DMT is a sacred medicine and hopefully you will be able to return to it in the future on better terms
What is it with these mechanical elves. I have heard so many people talking about seeing them
Lol. It's a drug, you aren't travelling anywhere, everyone's neurochemistry is different, so you might just never trip that hard like some do. Stop mystifying it, it's not this sacred thing, it's. Just. A. Drug.
@@gSWG3R Word. Its a drug essentially showing your brain a weird movie. Same with LSD and any other psychedelic. Its not showing you ''the true world'' or anything like that.
I love how you shared this story and ended by telling how selfdestructive it was. I am so thankful that you came back from it. The only thing that i found difficult to listen to was all the cussing, but i guess that will also slowly fade away with time. Its not nessecary to convey the intensity of your experience and imo cussing is a tool the ego uses for its coolness. You are cool enough natural. Thanks for choosing selflove and your family ❤
Have you considered being offended is a product of the ego and the only problem with cussing is how you react to it? Language is language so it’s kinda weird to say he can only speak how you approve.
@@kai-isms6868 expressing myself and how i see thing is totally valid. It is upto him if he takes heed of my worda or if he lays them aside. Words are spells, so if i love my brother, i make him aware of it and leave it to his own free will if he chooses to think about them.
Be blessed.
Im about to try for the first time a high dose of dmt tonight and your video just popped up in my notifications 👍
You should boof it
hearing the "Dad" at 13:33 made me cry omg
Everyone congratulating him, are some of the same people who were doubting him at every decision he made, and ridiculing him throughout his recovery. Glad to see he is doing better, and that he didn't take some of your comments to heart.
Did you watch his last video of him on TRT ahhahahahahahahhaahhah?
People were shitting on him and calling him out for abuse of testosterone.
No wonder people hate addicts. A lot of them are shitty people who want to bring others down. It is not unusual for it to be hard to get out of that cycle if you are surrounded by people like that.
WHOLESOME MOMENT ALERT! That was beautiful , family is everything
This DMT story, more than any other Adam has told, really brought back memories of the craving and grasping and frustration and false blast-offs and befuddlement that I experienced while in a more addictive relationship with psychedelics. I wanted to escape and was destroying myself but ran up against this confusing barrier. It felt like the DMT experience in that moment was a reminder that all there is is this present moment. As much as you feel dissatisfied and want a release, this is all there is. This is all you get.
I haven’t tried any psychs yet but damn this was insightful.
Yes, the last bit was by far the priceless treasure. Wish my one was so little again
LETS GO! LOVE YOU BRO! I hope things get better for you! YOU SHOULD COLLAB WITH ADEPTUS PSYCHONAUTICA!!!! PLEASE!
I know im late to this video, but its truly beautiful to see where you once were and where you are now as a father. Absolutley amazing man!
I miss this guys old content from years ago..
Amen to that. He used to be a serial chiller..
Agreed. The vibe has changed a lot.
ok then stop watching, people change im sure youre different than you were years ago
Adam .. that lovey interruption made me cry❤ what a beautiful moment 🌙
In DMT The Spirit Molecule Rich Strassmen wrote about "the higher the dose, the less you remember from the trip", and he even went as far as to say if you get the dose high enough you won't even have recollection of tripping. So I'm curious if that's what happened. But regardless, what you said is definitely true. Some of my most intense trips have been on normal/low doses. When it happens I sit and track everything i've consumed that day questioning if I unknowingly consumed a food/herb that is an MAOI. There are so many factors at play with psychedelics.
yeah! i have experienced that! the first and only time i ever broke through, i was out cold for a good 15 minutes (with my eyes open apparently LOL) but i don’t remember but a second of it!
i went through the whole blast off sequence and everything, and i sort of remember flying through some memories of my life, but that’s it. when i came to, i asked “woahh where am i?” 😂🤦♀️
i’m always a little jealous of people who can recount their breakthrough experiences!
Wholesome man. The ending was perfect. Happy you are doing better and getting to spend time with your family. That’s all that matters in this crazy world.
beware of the step you walked before going through this door. Dmt is alive, that's why it's being recomended to treat it with respect, plus mixing molecules don't really go well with dmt, it distord everything.
Facts as well
that ending put me in tears. I’m so proud and happy for you
Bruh I just looked up your channel name not even 5 min ago to see if you had anything new 😂😂😂