The 5 Drugs I’d Never Try & Why

แชร์
ฝัง
  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 21 ก.ย. 2024

ความคิดเห็น • 16K

  • @Jessica-yg1ej
    @Jessica-yg1ej 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54225

    As a kid: "I would never do drugs, it's bad for your body and jesus doesn't like it"
    Now: "Meth is where I draw the line"

    • @RrRr-or5tw
      @RrRr-or5tw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1185

      When I was 6 I was that kid when I turned 13 I was already a stoner and would have probably taken anything regardless of who gave the drug to me as long as it’s not to expensive

    • @tacocatpoopracecarpooptacocat
      @tacocatpoopracecarpooptacocat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4305

      @@RrRr-or5tw ok

    • @lowlife_maverick0231
      @lowlife_maverick0231 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      As always

    • @puntchris
      @puntchris 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      @iLoveJackingOn lol

    • @owenevans3703
      @owenevans3703 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Rr Rr how old r u now..

  • @seti3bb
    @seti3bb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27169

    You’re telling me one thing, but your hat is telling me to just do it!

    • @fbgmark
      @fbgmark 3 ปีที่แล้ว +157

      Lol

    • @vyletholmes5163
      @vyletholmes5163 3 ปีที่แล้ว +428

      This comment deserves more likes

    • @dylancarter117
      @dylancarter117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      This was great

    • @johnychugh
      @johnychugh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      i think this is intentional from him

    • @linden7798
      @linden7798 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      This comment would have been 10x better if u just left it at “You’re telling me one thing, but your hats telling me another”

  • @alfonsosantillan3440
    @alfonsosantillan3440 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10178

    Heroin is a demon!! Love how you explained it, it’s hard to quit but proud to say I’m 5 weeks clean, I wasn’t created to put that poison in my body! ✊🏽

    • @user-fz3uc6uw6g
      @user-fz3uc6uw6g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +410

      Congrats keep up the good work!

    • @fridasophia5356
      @fridasophia5356 3 ปีที่แล้ว +293

      Stay strong

    • @zepar4311
      @zepar4311 3 ปีที่แล้ว +166

      Good work Alfonso, follow the right path it's 100% worth it 💪🏻💪🏻 .

    • @RogerDat25
      @RogerDat25 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      Hell yeah brother!

    • @isaac4283
      @isaac4283 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      ur doing so well!!!

  • @ParkBills
    @ParkBills 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +199

    Alcohol and cigarettes addiction actually destroyed my life. I could remember several years ago after divorce with my wife which brought me into my disastrous journey on Alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

    • @RogerStevens-hs4ju
      @RogerStevens-hs4ju 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

    • @BrayWilliam-jq6wv
      @BrayWilliam-jq6wv 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source🙏🏻

    • @WilliamMark-yv6kl
      @WilliamMark-yv6kl 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      YES very sure of Dr.raymycology. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @CanamyLots
      @CanamyLots 23 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thanks for sharing your experience, this would help my son

    • @MarlinMetzler
      @MarlinMetzler 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Is he on instagrem?

  • @WilliamBradey
    @WilliamBradey 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2001

    I remember the guy who got meth to try it and intended to record his experience to show addiction isn't real and he just wanted to see how bad it really was. He didn't upload another video for like 3 years but his second video was him crying and looking like a worn out junkie. He explained that when he took his first hit he had the best orgasm he had ever had and that was just the beginning of how amazing it felt and he spent years chasing that high. He was sobbing in the video about how his life is in ruins, he's homeless, and is struggling to stay sober. I hope that dude is okay now, but if that isn't a lesson for people I really don't know what is.

    • @milkglassfairy7641
      @milkglassfairy7641 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +97

      Damn…. Yeah that’s meth :( it’s absolutely evil.

    • @christophschwarzherz5909
      @christophschwarzherz5909 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +61

      @@milkglassfairy7641 "Satan's Salt"

    • @kaistein392
      @kaistein392 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

      What’s the video called?

    • @letsparchmentitupyo7566
      @letsparchmentitupyo7566 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

      any idea on the channel name?

    • @grimblecrumble97
      @grimblecrumble97 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      Does it smoking or snorting make it a big difference? Before I had much knowledge about drugs and were young I was sold a rock of meth as molly and did the thing and oh my , I fucking hated ! Tbh I only felt like I couldn’t stfu for one second or I’d have a panic attack, it was awful

  • @crypto_doss
    @crypto_doss 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3528

    I tried 25-I when I was 18... It was the closest I've been to dying. NEVER EVER touch NBOMES. It's a tab of death. If I took two tabs, I wouldnt be alive today. I thought I was having a stroke, while having a heart attack, while being controlled by some other entity, while thinking "I accomplished NOTHING in my life, and now I'm going to die". The whole time I was tripping, the confusion was relentless. All I could say out loud to my friends and to myself was "WHAT AM I DOING" because the confusion was so deep. I could feel my body shutting down. The paranoia was unbearable. Even the side effects that I had after the trip and even MONTHS after the trip were so haunting. It made my ego voice (voice in my head) SO LOUD I couldnt focus on anything but the constant negative judgment I was hearing from my ego 24/7. It was like the tab had planted a super dark demon in my head. I started isolating because I couldnt hold solid conversations. I couldnt laugh for MONTHS AND MONTHS. Everything I ate made me want to puke. I used to write songs about the experience. Some of lyrics I wrote after the trip were this:
    "...I contemplated life, thought maybe I already died,
    and everything in front of my eyes
    was an illusion of what it'd be like if I was still alive
    Sometimes I still wonder if one day I'll wake from a coma.
    And wonder if mama is on the other side crying on dad's shoulders.
    They say 'you can only go up from rock bottom', but I was beneath the boulders..."
    It goes on...
    You cannot comprehend the experience, unless you've personally experienced it.
    one tab was enough to taste death and nearly be taken by death. Words cant describe the intensity and danger of 25-I.
    Do NOT play with 25-I.
    Thank you for bringing this awareness

    • @benrountree5039
      @benrountree5039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +138

      Sounds like a
      Bad trip mind set is a big deal with hallucinogenics although yes letters looked like they were moving for about a month.

    • @colorspent
      @colorspent 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      i hope youre doing better now :) stay safe

    • @austinjamison6169
      @austinjamison6169 3 ปีที่แล้ว +102

      I did this and was told it was lsd my experience was almost the same as you i stoped drugs after that for years new friends, new job, new school, new town I never felt the same since

    • @etyrnalizd4603
      @etyrnalizd4603 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I trie 4-ho-met which I believe my cousin described as an “n-bomb”. I didn’t realize how horrible it was lol, but I had a some epic trips on them

    • @akex8870
      @akex8870 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Half of this can be tied to the usual tripping experience. Seriously? Your surprised you feel like your dying while tripping? Have you seen the posts by people who have had shitty trips? They sound exactly like yours even the after-effects. Look at destiny, dude literally got anxiety attacks off of shroom trip aftermath.
      Chances are NBOMe is just fine if taken in proper doses.

  • @beamertoy
    @beamertoy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4580

    The best cure is time... time to forget how good it felt.
    Let your mind misinterpret the euphoria to the point where it felt like a dream you can't remember.
    There is a way out

    • @Shmyrk
      @Shmyrk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      That’s facts

    • @murdamangoz
      @murdamangoz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Wow deep ❗️

    • @lord1c1s
      @lord1c1s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      This is good, thank you for this comment 👆❤️

    • @null252
      @null252 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes.

    • @Dimasta.13
      @Dimasta.13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      you cant forget that

  • @flamepillarrengoku
    @flamepillarrengoku 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +715

    Surprised Fentanyl wasn’t mentioned, scariest drug ever

    • @actopt
      @actopt 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      and crack

    • @michaelbarbarich3965
      @michaelbarbarich3965 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      It's actually not that scary. Lots of old wives tales and urban legends about it

    • @Pinkrosesandagraveyard
      @Pinkrosesandagraveyard 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      It’s given as an epidural.

    • @meep1174
      @meep1174 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@michaelbarbarich3965 from what I know, it's mostly that it's essentially like heroin or other such opioids, just incredibly potent? Presumably (very much going off of assumption here, not certain) it's not any more dangerous than heroin or something in itself, however you'd have to be /particularly/ cautious about how much you're taking, and of course a huge aspect of its danger seems to come from it being cut into other drugs when people don't expect it to be there, far increasing their chances of overdosing.

    • @johhnyknoxville3948
      @johhnyknoxville3948 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      you dont know anything about fentanyl then

  • @sdiponioXx
    @sdiponioXx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4854

    7:30 you’re spot on! Please DONT try heroin! I’ve been clean for over 5 years now and it is one of those drugs that does feel way too nice. I didn’t eat properly for months and months, all my body urged for was heroin. It’s absolute madness and takes over your entire life 🤦🏼‍♀️ please stay safe and don’t make the stupid mistake that I did 🙏🏼

    • @LuisMartinez-bx9up
      @LuisMartinez-bx9up 2 ปีที่แล้ว +255

      Proud of you

    • @sdiponioXx
      @sdiponioXx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      @@LuisMartinez-bx9up thank you so much 🥰

    • @rileyromer37
      @rileyromer37 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      That’s amazing, takes a lot, congratulations

    • @robertoceferino1456
      @robertoceferino1456 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      So you're saying it's a good way to lose weight?

    • @sdiponioXx
      @sdiponioXx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +209

      @@robertoceferino1456 I couldn’t actually keep any food down and I got severely underweight which then caused liver and kidney failure…… so no…. I wouldn’t use the word “good”

  • @confusedai4520
    @confusedai4520 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3798

    me: *expecting some explanation like "it'd ruin my brain so I'd never try it"
    him: I'm scared it would feel way too good

    • @danynata9337
      @danynata9337 2 ปีที่แล้ว +429

      In a sense that would mean ruining one's brain

    • @moomilkboy
      @moomilkboy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +253

      feeling too good while high is 100% going to ruin your brain. You just won't notice until you're too deep and the damage is already done. Like he said your brain's reward system is the only reason why anyone does anything in life and the reason why people enjoy living. Messing with that will affect your quality of life.
      Weed is the most innocent, but anecdotally i've done too much during the pandemic and i definitely feel like im not enjoying things like i used to. Being high felt real good, but i've stopped almost completely minus a little when i need something to sleep. Reason is I noticed my ONLY thought everyday was to get high rather than ANYTHING else, noped out.
      This is essentially what mental addiction to drugs, social media or anything is. You'd rather just do xyz than anything else because its easier to get that reward system to fire. In the case of some drugs it actually alters the reward system which is even more dangerous since it can leave permanent damage to the system as described above and in the video.

    • @Sam-ni6bc
      @Sam-ni6bc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Thats ruining your brain though lmao

    • @etiennebelanger5298
      @etiennebelanger5298 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      There are some drugs that dont do any damage to the brain like magic mushrooms

    • @moomilkboy
      @moomilkboy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@etiennebelanger5298 yep its also not really a feel good( pleasure drug) as much as its a spiritual one. No idea how to describe it other than spiritual lol. Its not something that will activate the reward system making you want to do it again in quick succession.
      Though the after effects is being really happy and emotionally connected with people for like a week or two lol.

  • @RealRyanSecord
    @RealRyanSecord 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1405

    2:30 #1 Meth
    3:51 #2 Datura
    6:21 #3 Heroin
    10:09 #4 Synthetic Cannabinoids
    12:06 #5 25I-NBOME

    • @isseisharma9418
      @isseisharma9418 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      datura is awsome sometimes..chaotic but can be beatutiful tooo

    • @Senaihh
      @Senaihh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      It’s funny. Because I’ve tried meth couple of time and i don’t have any urge to try it. Also i don’t think I’m trying it again. The anxiety part is just bad. I don’t personally like it. 5/10.

    • @yungcashman434
      @yungcashman434 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      @@Senaihh addiction knocking st the door just kidding because addiction peeks and creeps up to you and then BAM one day you really DO wanna smoke some damn meth. Just speaking from experience.

    • @ztuzar163
      @ztuzar163 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I caught alll those pokemon !

    • @madoose
      @madoose 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Dph hittin bro

  • @GinjaNinja77
    @GinjaNinja77 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +125

    I was in the ER with tonsillitis so bad I couldn’t swallow the antibiotics they gave me- I had to have it drained with a giant needle. They gave me morphine for the crippling pain in my throat, which hit the spot to say the least.
    They drained the infection, I felt immediate relief, then they wheeled my gurney back out to the hallway. I was just chilling, right as rain, when it was almost time for discharge. Nurse asks me, “Do you need another dose of morphine?” I looked at my wife, stunned, and back at the nurse- “Sure, I’ll take one more for the road.”

    • @jaybot303functionerror4
      @jaybot303functionerror4 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      lol medical grade morphine is really good especially if your in pain.
      Being hooked up to a 5 minute push button drip I was flying from it, morphine is really good, just it’s so addictive.
      I have never I.V.ed diamorphine or heroin as after hospital it was obvious how can addicted to it.
      Opiate withdrawal is all about willpower you feel awful unless u gradually taper.
      The worst drug I ever had to take was prednisone steroids, they change your personality have awful mental health side effects plus physical they are hard to come off as your brain chemistry needs to reset.

    • @jonhetherington2654
      @jonhetherington2654 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@jaybot303functionerror4 thats funny, i recently had a nerve injury and they tried to give me a run of these. for the first few days i felt great, but then noticed i was getting pretty full on. not angry just intense. everything was hectic. i have a really high tolerance to a lot of things.. but prednisone turned me into a full blown tweaker. i jumped off those, lyrica, and tramadol all at once. that was hectic. i wanted to twist my arm off

  • @AutisticAl
    @AutisticAl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3970

    I once had just a normal 1 tab acid trip while camping in the woods with a few friends and one of my friends had never done it before. The dose only made me and my friend thought loop and get the standard body buzzing feeling from acid, but the friend that had never tried it had a full breakthrough, experiencing every possible sensory crossover possible, traversing through the universe, hallucinations constantly for 8 hours, disassociated, throat closing up and even could recall seeing the beginning of time and describing the taste. Never before have I ever witnessed or even experienced ego death, but to see someone else go through it was beautiful and scary at the same time. Like a puppy with a chainsaw.

    • @1234adebayor
      @1234adebayor 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

      Same with me I witnessed this with my of my friends, it was great to watch

    • @AutisticAl
      @AutisticAl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +163

      @@1234adebayor What sort of things did they say or witness? My friend said it was like trying to remember a dream, and to be honest I think I have more recollection of that evening than she did lol.

    • @patconnelify
      @patconnelify 3 ปีที่แล้ว +211

      Puppy's dont have opposing digits so they cant really lift the chainsaw or rev it up simultaneously or start it themself so your friends experience is definitly scarier in many respects.

    • @xandermartinez4654
      @xandermartinez4654 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Damn how much they put in that 1 tab? 😂

    • @blackswan1983
      @blackswan1983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      I was that friend, on my 1 and only trip.
      It was so fantastic and healing that it can't be topped.

  • @moe4809
    @moe4809 ปีที่แล้ว +1151

    I was gonna say, fentanyl should’ve been first on your list. I’m a current fetty addict and it’s the worst thing. High is the best but if you try to stop, the withdraws are so bad , it’s something you’ll never know how bad it is until you’re on it. Tried two treatment stints and the second time I went, I was withdrawing so bad after day 2 that I just discharged from treatment. Trying to go 3rd time the charm and don’t care how bad in pain I am from withdraws, ima just do it. Keep me in your prayers I really need it guys

    • @ivyx7346
      @ivyx7346 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Praying for you Moe

    • @moe4809
      @moe4809 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@ivyx7346 bless ya heart Ivy ❤️

    • @LuisC7
      @LuisC7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      How are you

    • @teresadennett5855
      @teresadennett5855 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      I have been addicted to fent for about a lil over a year now and if you ween off its not as bad. Still sucks but its tolerable, its been a week since my last use n im never going back. You just gotta want it, at least im hoping n trying i never do it again. It cost me a lot

    • @LuisC7
      @LuisC7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@teresadennett5855 wow good for you!!!! Keep up

  • @dovahkiinky
    @dovahkiinky 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2764

    Spot on. I was dumb enough to try just a little bit H by smoking it. And then I wanted to try one more time, and more one and then I was hooked.. three years in hell, destroying my relationship with friends and family. I went from smoking to using needles. I had to chase the dragon every time because I never got that same feeling like the first times I tried it.
    But now I'm one year sober and couldn't be happier!

    • @canes9996
      @canes9996 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Glad your sober man!🤞🏻😁

    • @dovahkiinky
      @dovahkiinky 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@canes9996 Thanks! :)

    • @weezy1037
      @weezy1037 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      👑👑👑 congrats bro

    • @dovahkiinky
      @dovahkiinky 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@weezy1037 Thaanks!

    • @TBAnr1Liri
      @TBAnr1Liri 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Can u describe what u really deeply felt or experienced when you were on it please?

  • @jetzsetter6205
    @jetzsetter6205 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +120

    As a completely sober 35 year old, I’m going to try all of these tonight. Thanks for the advice!!

    • @markjune3027
      @markjune3027 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I laugh when I see people say they'll do Oxy, Vicodin, morphine but not heroin. That's like saying you won't drink Vodka but will drink beer, Tequila, Peach Schnapps, or Scotch. Snorting Oxy and snorting heroin are damn near identical. Injecting might be different but most opiate addicts don't inject their drugs. Oh, and prior to 2011, only 3,000 people died from a heroin overdose (where only heroin was found in their system). That's before the fentanyl influx.

    • @sreeram-c4b
      @sreeram-c4b 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

      😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @Mishaaaaah
    @Mishaaaaah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1392

    As someone who had a violent heroin addict for 15 years, the minute I had the first IV rush, I knew I would never stop. Now, I had been using oxy and already had a physical addiction to that, but it was nothing compared to heroin. It took 9 rehabs, 12 detoxes, unknown cold turkey attempts and countless overdoses over those thirteen years for me to finally get sober in April 2019 at 32 years old. It didn’t matter what consequences I faced, I couldn’t stop. Even after a few months sober with no physical craving, I’d still go back. I still am not quite sure what was different this last time I got sober, but i had never made it more than a few months and now it’s 3 years. Honestly I had no veins left and a ridiculously hight tolerance as most of what I was doing was fent at that point, and figured I’d detox comfortably at a treatment center, get a little healthy, bring my tolerance down and go back to it after a good old 30 day stay, that was my plan. I don’t know how I’ve made it this far but I have no desire to go back to it.
    Long story short, don’t fucking do it. If you’re already hooked on pain pills, don’t advance. If your pill habit is too expensive and you’re thinking it will save you money, it only will for a very short time, you’ll be spending just as much.

    • @seif9923
      @seif9923 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Thank you for sharing I was thinking I should try ot out or try meth or coke but I guess i won't do that now I thought I will just try it once, experience it then stop
      Maybe when I am too old and have nothing to lose like 60+

    • @dylanfields7774
      @dylanfields7774 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You got this!

    • @Jordan-zk2rf
      @Jordan-zk2rf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      @@seif9923 honestly i feel like a 60+ year old doing coke would end badly

    • @forgedwithsteel
      @forgedwithsteel ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Jordan-zk2rf then so be it

    • @FilipDaniel21
      @FilipDaniel21 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@seif9923 my boy i dont know if you realised what you write over there but if you ask me when ill be 60+ ill rather stay as healthy as possible to be there with my family as long as i can, you know with your childrens, grandchildrens, i just wanna be that nice grandpa and father that gives lots of good advice, life experience and money to his childs with a nice old hat, coat and rod like an old mf peaky blinder:)))) but hey thats just me

  • @BlackThorne
    @BlackThorne 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1431

    First-time MDMA: "I want to feel like this for the rest of my life". Glad that one's behind me.

    • @markwarning9633
      @markwarning9633 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @David Smith if you dont mind me asking how long where you abusing for and any long term effects you noticed?
      And did it just feel like dirty stim high like speed after using so much?

    • @markwarning9633
      @markwarning9633 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @David Smith thank you

    • @BigTyronie
      @BigTyronie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      @David Smith i had serotonin and dopamine production issues from off and on ecstasy use for 2-3 years. I used back in the 2000-03 era when good, clean mdma was around.

    • @Alexrichyyyyyyyy
      @Alexrichyyyyyyyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Hooaah just search it up I know that it’s definitely real seen it effect a couple people n either people will just stop after their md magic is gone or they try to top it with stronger drugs to chase those feelings u can take antidepressants as in ssri’s but I don’t know if it goes away after years or if the serotonin syndrome is permanent

    • @harryjames7441
      @harryjames7441 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm terrified of synthetic drugs, don't know why cos but I think its for that reason, that it'll just feel too good, BUT, that don't mean I don't use them. For me if I just snort a tiny amount of a crystal its enough for me to notice a subtle difference but it is noticeable. Its like I feel so full of energy even if I was exhausted 10 minutes earlier but its like the energy is produced by love so it feels reeeeeeeeeeal nice too...but not danger nice. Kinda like post aya buzz

  • @AlterFXX
    @AlterFXX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4712

    POV its been awhile since youve seen his vids and clicked on it anyway and realized he is shredded now lol

    • @kevin1guevara
      @kevin1guevara 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

      that’s exactly what i did 😂

    • @presslee6693
      @presslee6693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      wow who do you work for

    • @mstrshkbrnnn1999
      @mstrshkbrnnn1999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Also realize how much of a sellout he’s become

    • @bouzz4840
      @bouzz4840 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      You with the feds?

    • @off3pills
      @off3pills 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😭true

  • @ScottDelgado-vv5wu
    @ScottDelgado-vv5wu 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +451

    I could remember several years ago I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was actually addicted to cigarettes and alcohol. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 11 years totally clean. Shrooms are God- sents

    • @RogerStevens-hs4ju
      @RogerStevens-hs4ju 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How do I reach out to him? Is he on instagrem?

    • @RichardFisher-il5hc
      @RichardFisher-il5hc 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sure, I got mine posted here in Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 . The service was considerate

    • @maxwellmegagamer8535
      @maxwellmegagamer8535 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      Bruh for a second I thought this wasn’t a bot

    • @arthurmcmahon3220
      @arthurmcmahon3220 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I have a once of B plus. I’m an alcoholic and heard it could help. How did you do it

    • @somebodyhere3160
      @somebodyhere3160 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      once upon a time there were bot chains promoting 'financial advisors'. Now they're straight up promoting mushrooms ??????????

  • @1LuckySavage
    @1LuckySavage 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2039

    Imagine if accomplishing a task that required a lot of effort gave humans the same feeling as taking Heroin, we would be 100 years more advanced lol.

    • @ikeacloset77
      @ikeacloset77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Dont you get very tired from heroin?

    • @1LuckySavage
      @1LuckySavage 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      @@ikeacloset77 I think so but probably more the comedown from taking Heroin is what makes the user tired. Not 100% certain tho.

    • @malcolmonetwothree
      @malcolmonetwothree 3 ปีที่แล้ว +128

      living a successful life gives you a better feeling than heroin.

    • @Damood
      @Damood 3 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      @@malcolmonetwothree it depends on how you define "feeling". If you mean in terms of how happy you are sure. But you don't really get high from living a succesful life.

    • @troykozlowskitheclevelande4706
      @troykozlowskitheclevelande4706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@1LuckySavage not true the high off heroin makes most humans tired the come down is a very sick 😷 feeling mentally and physically more so

  • @Dehoff1981
    @Dehoff1981 ปีที่แล้ว +1920

    A long time ago I tried Datura with a buddy.
    We bought it in Munich in a shop for smoking utensils, 50 gramms for 9 German marks. That was in 1999...
    While I only drank 1 cup of tea from it, my friend drank more than 3 cups, and later even made another cup against my advice. I didn't notice anything myself, but my friend had the most severe hallucinations and delusions after about 3 hours. He saw a giant running through his room, thrashing the air wildly. He even peed himself.
    His lips were blue, his eyes were yellow and in the middle 2 huge black plates as pupils.
    Watched him all night, neither of us were at trade school the next day.
    When he regained consciousness, his vision was blurred and he had a severe headache.
    He went to the doctor the next day and he almost went blind from it.
    Since then he has never been the same.... had several arson attacks in the dorm afterwards. Luckily it was just rubbish bins and nothing else happened. I found out it was him...
    But he got that under control... but not his psychological damage. He moved further away many years ago and I lost track of him..
    Never Datura, never again

    • @spottheoddity
      @spottheoddity ปีที่แล้ว +77

      Hahaha, the nephilim or giants were supposedly the children of fallen angels. Forever bound to earth. I like to think they maintain a link to nature and their hatred and malice for their fates bleeds through to human experiences. A lesson to release negativity.
      the truth is even stranger than fiction.

    • @maikelfeskens9322
      @maikelfeskens9322 ปีที่แล้ว +223

      ​@@spottheoddityIt's a hallucination because your brain goes wild. Nothing more

    • @spottheoddity
      @spottheoddity ปีที่แล้ว +39

      @@maikelfeskens9322 you must've seen some things. That's okay though whatever the truth is. It's only temporary.

    • @Grappler230
      @Grappler230 ปีที่แล้ว

      Datura makes dmt look like weed lmao if there’s any drug that should be illegal it’s that. Datura needs to be fucking burned that shit is from the devil.

    • @Karen.Kunt69
      @Karen.Kunt69 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@spottheoddity bruh high isnt the best form of a human being. it’s literally all a lie. from what i know about the comments you just made, you seem to be lost in the high and dont value being sober anymore. but let me tell you this bro, the drugs you take are not “good” for you and the happiness you get from it is not real happiness. STOP DOING DRUGS. You are at your best level when you are sober and thats it. there is no “children from heaven” or whatever, its hallucinations and people who think this way are on the verge of insanity.

  • @kennynguyen9808
    @kennynguyen9808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +464

    2:45 1. Meth
    3:55 2. Datura/Angel's Trumpet/Jimson Weed
    6:22 3. Heroin
    10:12 4. Synthetic Cannabinoids/K2
    12:02 5. 25i-NBOME/Fake LSD

    • @randomguy7439
      @randomguy7439 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Thanks

    • @aaronwalton4171
      @aaronwalton4171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Glooks

    • @Schokobonbon01
      @Schokobonbon01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      How can I know that is fake lsd? I just brought some 1v lsd from the enternet I need help maybe :(

    • @randomguy7439
      @randomguy7439 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Schokobonbon01 u should buy a test kit if u decide to buy from the Internet. U can't know what they've sent to you

    • @sammiemunster9545
      @sammiemunster9545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Thank you, may your pillow always have a cold side 💜

  • @rahowherox1177
    @rahowherox1177 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +121

    Datura, as a plant was planted everywhere in NZ because of its odour... Every old school sewerage system had datura planted near it.
    Famous case in NZ was a truck driver who noticed some logs on the highway, he stopped to move them and found they were students pretending to be logs. In another case another student froze to death in a field talking to a post.

    • @SuperMegaWoofer3000
      @SuperMegaWoofer3000 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      2 mangos 5 dollars

    • @joeoge9347
      @joeoge9347 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      They plant it in my small town on our trails, I think its ironic that they wont allow cannabis dispos where I live but they plant such a dangerous plant.

    • @rahowherox1177
      @rahowherox1177 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@joeoge9347 same over here, cannabis completely illegal (almost, can get through drs with special conditions - but next to impossible to qualify in reality), while datura, san Pedro cactus (mescaline), Mexican tripping weed etc, completely legal.

    • @ceresforestcat2630
      @ceresforestcat2630 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      that plant stinks horrible.

  • @KierraKamikaze
    @KierraKamikaze 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2005

    Just realized I tried nbome.
    My friends just called it “N Bomb, basically just LSD”, let me tell you.. I was put on 72hour psyche hold at a hospital. Most intense, traumatizing psychosis I’ve ever experienced. On top of that, hallucinating putrid smells, the small visuals and auditory hallucinations I had were only related to the psychosis I was in.
    10 years later and I still sometimes experience very sudden but only momentary flashbacks and derealization similar to the high, gone and forgotten in an instant.
    I had a brain scan during that high, I wonder what a normal brain looks like compared.

    • @LIVEMETRIX187
      @LIVEMETRIX187 2 ปีที่แล้ว +102

      nbomes are the WORST psychedelic type, im sorry you had to go through it.

    • @nikicarrie4071
      @nikicarrie4071 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ❤️

    • @robloxmaster8674
      @robloxmaster8674 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I love lsd

    • @darkstar8658
      @darkstar8658 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Bro I'm so fucking sorry. You were probably given 25-I NBOME it is the most toxic. It is a derivative of 2C-I and 2C-I itself is one of the most toxic synthetic Phenethylamines. I know someone who snorted a whole gram of 2C-I and went into psychosis

    • @drelizotha3480
      @drelizotha3480 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      I took 800ug of acid two years back and I still get that detached/surreal feeling once and awhile.

  • @rowennaclark6175
    @rowennaclark6175 2 ปีที่แล้ว +483

    As an ex-heroin addict you are spot on. The best way I would describe it is, the best thing (there is nothing that would ever compare or get close to that feeling), that ruins everything.
    I’m almost two used sober and have to remind myself this often, the “best thing in the world” can still literally ruin everything else. If I could go back, I would NEVER have tried it that first time.

    • @Pat-RickSmith
      @Pat-RickSmith ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Good for you congratulations I have 5 years under my belt .

    • @alundavies8402
      @alundavies8402 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@Pat-RickSmith 21 years clean plus 15 years sober well pleased with myself

    • @Pat-RickSmith
      @Pat-RickSmith ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @alundavies8402 God Bless I got 5 years under my belt . It's a struggle but not like when you first quit. The best advice I would ever tell anyone is do what works for you . And with out a doubt one of the most important things you could do . Is stay the F away from your old using budies . If you don't Chang that you will never ever get clean. Meeting are ok 12 step works for some. For me I just had to get away from the people I was hanging with . Two of them are dead now sorry 4 of them are dead now.

    • @Figure9Gaming
      @Figure9Gaming ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-sc1jc5nn8u yea right

    • @Hana.Behl-Lecter
      @Hana.Behl-Lecter ปีที่แล้ว

      Congratulations on your sobriety!

  • @TrapFrogGeeker73
    @TrapFrogGeeker73 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1260

    "Addiction is wanting something without liking it"

    • @mbbbeats9877
      @mbbbeats9877 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Felt this

    • @sam7259
      @sam7259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +155

      Bullshit, you like it, you just don't like the consequences you may or may not face after.

    • @lilchickenwing5896
      @lilchickenwing5896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Ima say this now when someone say im addicted to weed

    • @LetGoNoControl
      @LetGoNoControl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Nah it's more like you believe you need it to get by...

    • @madIy
      @madIy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@sam7259 not really i’m addict ed to percs and i don’t even get high anymore i genuinely only consume them to feel normal

  • @jahmanborneo1343
    @jahmanborneo1343 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Someone needs to invent a "reset drug". A chemical that can reset the mind's pleasure center. Take you back to baseline.

  • @itskeagan3004
    @itskeagan3004 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1396

    Man, you’ve got to be one of the most aware people I’ve met on the subject of endorphins and the power of your brain. Heroin was a terrifyingly mysterious and powerful drug at one time for me. Now it’s hard to imagine that was my life. Cool video thanks for the content!

    • @XpertGamein
      @XpertGamein 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Proud you off of it bro!

    • @kianaw.8096
      @kianaw.8096 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      congrats for getting clean

    • @reese-tr8sq
      @reese-tr8sq 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@domimickbarber03 by not doing it

    • @tr3xbaybay724
      @tr3xbaybay724 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Amazing change bro..... proud of you

    • @ladymystique453
      @ladymystique453 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did you have to go to treatment to get off of it? Congrats on getting your life back!!

  • @deivsb
    @deivsb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +976

    Time codes:
    2:36 Methamphetamine
    3:54 Datura
    6:21 Heroin
    10:09 Synthetic cannabinoids
    12:06 25I-NBOMe

    • @officialdinodoestuff
      @officialdinodoestuff 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ur the goat

    • @staticpiece
      @staticpiece 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      25i is like if k2 had an acid version. K2 LSD

    • @danceent4134
      @danceent4134 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Thanks

    • @rhino447attack
      @rhino447attack 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Thanks bro beans

    • @nasaman23
      @nasaman23 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I once had half a tab of 25i and it was so fucking anxiety inducing that if I had not previously tripped on L beforehand, I would certainly have had a panic attack

  • @smokey4086
    @smokey4086 3 ปีที่แล้ว +700

    Sad thing about synthetic weed is most people don't smoke it because they want to. A lot of people are smoking it because they get tested at work or weed is illegal. They can buy it in a head shop so they are blinded with a false sense of security.

    • @jaidenporter4652
      @jaidenporter4652 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @Lobster Johnson its ight

    • @lubb213
      @lubb213 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I’m quite disappointed in Adam playing this hard into the myth that synthetic use in inherently dangerous. It’s not. The problem, as with a lot of other drugs, is that dealers aren’t dosing it correctly, and end up giving 10x the normal dose to people. Or idiots who buy it, and don’t weigh out a normal dose.
      The reality is, the famous synthetic cannibanoids have about the same side effect profile as normal weed. And like normal weed, it can cause psychosis in people predisposed to it, when high doses are given. Really disappointed he played into the scare mongering media propaganda about “zombies” and “people never being the same”. Like duh, people usually aren’t the same after experiencing psychosis.

    • @JacksonMillberr1221
      @JacksonMillberr1221 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      As a ex K2 addict; I can say this is 100% correct but my case was my parents didn’t like weed, I was broke, K2 is cheap, THC carts where too expensive and bud.. let’s just say I always had good shit😂 but that’s it, it’s hard to smoke certain strains because K2 gave me a warm intense sensation in my knee caps, it makes me uncomfortable asf

    • @RoganHacharASmith
      @RoganHacharASmith 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Taking synthetic weed because you get tested for weed at work, is like taking n-BOMe because your parents don't want you to take Lucy.

    • @readein
      @readein 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@lubb213 The same can be said about literally any drug. The issue is that unless you're buying the research chemicals yourself and educated on the effects/how to dose them then it's a thin line to walk. He was talking about the countless amounts of products sold at headshops that aren't properly labelled as to what chemicals are used or how big the dose should be. Not to mention that there's very few studies on the long-term effects on most of them. Personally I say you should avoid them like the plague and stick with substances that have been properly studied. Advocating their use isn't going to encourage people to research them, but rather convince them that they're not as bad as they seem. I could with enough knowledge dose clean heroin in a manner that is enjoyable with very little negative side effects if respected properly. I won't however try to tell people that it is a misunderstood substance that can be harmless if approached carefully because that's an absolutely irresponsible thing for me to do. Some things should be avoided no matter what and if you decide to use them don't advocate for it as if everyone is going to treat the substance the same way as yourself.

  • @MosquitoValentineNH
    @MosquitoValentineNH 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    The most enjoyable drug i’ve ever done was crack and for the reasons you describe of knowing the dangers of a drug that feels too good, i have never and will never do it again. The experience was way too incredible I could immediately see how someone could become addicted after using a few uses.

  • @robertorigo2006
    @robertorigo2006 3 ปีที่แล้ว +514

    "And the worst drug of them all: Love"

  • @MJKircher1221
    @MJKircher1221 3 ปีที่แล้ว +693

    PCP makes my list. Meth is up there too. I went down the heroine/pain killers road and you're very smart to stay away. I've given 20 years of my life to chasing the ghost and at 43 years old, I'm trying to figure out how to live life again. Drugs are definitely fun but they can cause you to miss out on all the important stuff that life has to offer like family, friends, career, life pursuits in general. You only get one shot at life, we don't get to go back and try again. All we can do is move forward, playing catch up for the time we've wasted.

    • @jbob3744
      @jbob3744 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Thank God you made it out alive. I've been down that road myself, Opiate addiction is pure hell.
      I been sober going on 7 years and i would beg anyone thinking about trying It, not to.

    • @busterdouglas593
      @busterdouglas593 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@jbob3744 I'm going on like 2.5 years from that crap, good for you man

    • @apatheticnihilist860
      @apatheticnihilist860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      PCP-Derivates are my favorites besides Acid

    • @ryan-el9er
      @ryan-el9er 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i’ve literally smoked pcp at least 2000 times. there is no way to know even a good estimate, but it was daily for years and then for several other multi year long periods, almost daily. i don’t really do any drugs at all these days (not even weed or alcohol) and i seem to have no long term effects from any substances. pcp was just my drug of choice for a very long time. i have no idea how i was functioning in jobs and social circles all of that time.

    • @lsd-rickb-1728
      @lsd-rickb-1728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm going to try meth and maybe pcp because it sounds fun

  • @RealGoodSucc
    @RealGoodSucc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +606

    My best friend since middle school, I'd go as far as calling him my brother, was adamant about how if you do meth you're not even a person. How it was beneath him and he'd never try it. How it was the worst drug out there because you can't get away from it and physically it just destroys you. And I feel pretty much the same way. But somewhere along the lines about 2 years ago he tried it. Apparently the hype was real because he continued to use it. He got so bad off that, and I still don't have the full story, he pinned his wife down and beat her head into the floor cracking her skull. He was arrested and because of numerous other felonies that I won't get into he got 7 years in prison. The point of me writing this is that really, I just want my best friend back. But I think he might have died 2 years ago.

    • @venus-6345
      @venus-6345 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      He was abusive . Don t make an excuse that that he abused his wife because of meth

    • @bai5-324
      @bai5-324 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m the best friend

    • @moistbreadstick5625
      @moistbreadstick5625 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@venus-6345 no, meth makes you like that, trust me. i had a friend who raped hid own dad

    • @notme222
      @notme222 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That sucks. Shame he didn't heed his own warning. When he gets out hopefully (with effort) he can be your old friend again.

    • @lkl8425
      @lkl8425 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Face the facts hes not your friend anymore

  • @estlin2001
    @estlin2001 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    Worth mentioning that synthetic cannabis isn't dangerous because it's lab made, but more specifically because the most popular compounds were never intended or tested for human consumption and are being made by people as far from professional as possible.

    • @felixhenson9926
      @felixhenson9926 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I live in Manchester and for a while the town centre was super fucked out bc a lot of the homeless ppl were smoking synthetic cannabis and they were just so fucked up.

  • @jealoussphynx4152
    @jealoussphynx4152 3 ปีที่แล้ว +676

    Most of datura's trip reports are disturbingly insane.
    This guy's friend on erowid did it and got stuck inside his mind for 2 years straight. The craziest thing is that he remains silent throughout that whole 2 years and wandering around the area as a homeless person.
    One day he is just magically sober and that's it. Imagine trying something and ended up tripping for years without knowing that you are tripping. Crazy shit.

    • @Vafe17
      @Vafe17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      crazy

    • @cunt1959
      @cunt1959 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      I do tend to think that story is bullshit but when it comes to datura I’ve heard it all so I can say I 80% believe you.

    • @sendnoodles5437
      @sendnoodles5437 3 ปีที่แล้ว +177

      My boss did it and said he hung out with his dad for a few days. I said 'oh that's actually quite wholesome' and he continued 'well my dad had already been dead for a few years'

    • @cunt1959
      @cunt1959 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@sendnoodles5437 IM LAUGHING SO HARD RN 😂😂😂😂😂

    • @jealoussphynx4152
      @jealoussphynx4152 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@sendnoodles5437 lol that insane. As I read on erowid, a lot of people experience that too, meeting imaginary humans and smoking imaginary cigarette.

  • @puntchris
    @puntchris 3 ปีที่แล้ว +606

    Glad it's back to Psyched Substance and the channel is still with us

    • @virtual-adam
      @virtual-adam 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Guess he had to add a space between the words to use it.

    • @EI_Greko
      @EI_Greko 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @ödīñ ŵïlšøń wait the hacker changed the name?

    • @Lysergic_
      @Lysergic_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@virtual-adam I think he made it his accounts 'real name' and not the username, because when you do that it forces a space in your name

    • @virtual-adam
      @virtual-adam 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Lysergic_ I see, thanks.

  • @dper3353
    @dper3353 3 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    The way you explained heroin and the reason why it’s so easy to get addicted was perfect

    • @dalekkgames5430
      @dalekkgames5430 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pain pills are def no different.

    • @youngche8226
      @youngche8226 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@dalekkgames5430 you're right. Painpills are just doctor/scientist made dope

  • @jashneetkumar8837
    @jashneetkumar8837 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Please make a video on trip killers. Antidotes for different substances. This can save many people or at least prepare newbies to keep the trip killers handy should the experience goes south.

  • @brutalnotion7568
    @brutalnotion7568 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I think it's so upsetting how TH-cam can't have harm reduction channels that aren't filtered down, I've been watching your videos for ages and they helped alot in helping the harm reduction with the things I've done, without this TH-cam channel I most likely wouldn't be where I am now, very grateful thank you so much keep it up

  • @joerutkowski8820
    @joerutkowski8820 3 ปีที่แล้ว +428

    Don’t experiment with Datura, my brother had a week long psychotic episode from consuming moon flowers and stabbed a coworker to death 💀, he’s now in prison. There are way better drugs to play around with.

    • @mushroomer4271
      @mushroomer4271 3 ปีที่แล้ว +110

      Well... that took a twist 🤣

    • @Bextra242
      @Bextra242 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Tried it without knowing shit about it, i was with some guys and they said its psychedellic, me, a dumbass, took a whole capsule and for the next 12 hours didnt recognize my family and shit, i'd never do it again

    • @jakedillingham8710
      @jakedillingham8710 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bextra, yeah family was a bad idea, but tripping tjat bad sounds pretty awesome

    • @yadiggg6604
      @yadiggg6604 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Jake Dillingham sounds scary to me😳

    • @jakedillingham8710
      @jakedillingham8710 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ya diggg, depends on your environment, sounds trippy as fuck, id can imagine having psytrance playing ovee blue planet with all my living room lights changing, dont if you end uo stabbing people the problem is with you
      Not the drug

  • @cadyhilden3543
    @cadyhilden3543 2 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    I loved how you explained this. I am a former heroin/meth addict (also a speedballer) and I destroyed my heart. Had to have a heart valve replaced and a pacemaker… I’m only 32! I was clean 3 years, relapsed and had all of that happen November 2021 & I’m now clean again 💕

  • @misfitking_0143
    @misfitking_0143 วันที่ผ่านมา

    THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS!!! ❤🙏🏻 GRACE and Mercy and Forgiveness be with you!!! 🕊

    • @misfitking_0143
      @misfitking_0143 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You forgot the drug of EVIL Company... 😂😂😂

  • @seanprk8639
    @seanprk8639 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1001

    Second time I smoked synthetic weed. We got things through vape packages, which were basically carts, or called "Goofy Juice", or "Spice". First time I barely felt anything at all, so the second time i took a 4-5 second hit. The first mistake was that the pure thc juice was put in a caliburn device, which shoots around 15 watts, which is way too strong. The trip immediately hit in, to the point where I immediately started to lose consciousness. My body would constantly sink into the ground, and I was starting to get so paranoid. I was with my friends so they stood around me to help, but all I could do was walk in circles in paranoia, waiting for it to stop working. After about an hour and a half, it still wasn't kicking off, and I was in public so people started thinking I was fucked up drunk or something (it was 4pm), so I just took a cab home. Getting home, I immediately went to my room to sleep it off, but I kept feeling the sinking. Thinking it was never gonna wear off, I was thinking my last dying thoughts. I woke up the next morning at 6am, fucking tired and my head hurting like shit. Greening out off of synthetic weed is the worst. Do not smoke that shit guys.

    • @trippsmclovin
      @trippsmclovin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Back in the day a friend of mine was on probation, all he smoked was k2(jwh### varieties) and rolled cigarettes because he spent all his money on k2. By his 2nd year on probation he was almost completely handicapped(mentally) he is genuinely less capable of doing anything better than a first grader.

    • @ultimatebuckeye
      @ultimatebuckeye 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      I had the same exact experience. I was driving the company box truck to a customers house with my coworker and he let me hit his dab pen. I had never smoked weed at the time so I hit it once, didn’t really feel anything, hit it again and started to feel it a little buzz. I took a big hit the third time and it smacked me instantly. I felt my soul leave my body and I was so paranoid driving on the freeway. So I had to pull over and my coworker had to drive the rest of the way there. I was trippin out the entire shift it was crazy.

    • @brwnkd3795
      @brwnkd3795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      sounds like a normal tuesday for me

    • @shantiveit9697
      @shantiveit9697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yep, k2 is bad smoked half a joint of it.. ended up drooling on floor in Ingles..

    • @calikid9778
      @calikid9778 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Back in my high school days I was a spice smoker for 2 years definitely wasn't worth it I remember one time sitting at the park with a homie and took a huge hit to the head out of his bong and a few seconds later my vision was like animated and robotic and I started to trip out and started to run away from the homie leaving my phone and glasses at the park thinking people are after me and want to jump me i legit ended up losing a new hat that day because my ass high ass thought "hey maybe they won't recognize me without the hat" so i randomly throw it somewhere I was able to make it to my uncles house to call my parents to get me and that whole way home I was tripping about how people with rockets are coming for us sooo it was all bad smoke it a couple more times after that dumbishly

  • @tomboy1875
    @tomboy1875 3 ปีที่แล้ว +501

    It’s like the saying goes. Heroin let’s you fly but cuts your wings off at the same time.

    • @angelg4829
      @angelg4829 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Like it gives it to you just to take it away

    • @tomboy1875
      @tomboy1875 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@angelg4829 I took perks for years and loved every minute of it. That feeling of well being was so strong it was incomparable. But how it affected my life and my family wasn’t worth it.

    • @6543sean
      @6543sean 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@tomboy1875 I've had such little motivation for life since getting addicted to medical fentanyl for about a month when I was 15. The feeling of well being is stupidly strong and makes life now feel not worth it

    • @MrGothic78
      @MrGothic78 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It gives you wings, but you have no sky. I've been there myself.

    • @Tyler-yv2zq
      @Tyler-yv2zq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tomboy1875 in retrospect do you think there was anyway you could’ve still done them but In moderation or at the very least to the point it wouldn’t affect your life (I’ve never tried Peres)

  • @MonkeGamingTips
    @MonkeGamingTips 3 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    I appreciate how you show the pros and cons about drugs and how to use them as safely as possible.. Your are saving lives by convincing people to test their drugs before they use them.

    • @smashy_smasherton
      @smashy_smasherton 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True. How many people would just be unaware that they COULD get test kits.
      If people are like me, back in the day, they would try anything once. Good to have knowledge beforehand. Even info on shrooms wasn’t readily available for me 30 years ago when I probably gave myself a bit of serotonin syndrome because of antidepressants I was on at the time.

    • @Carolina_Jit
      @Carolina_Jit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I tried doc several times it was a mellow trip that lasted 20 hours. 2cb was dope af, ive done more lsd than anyone ik (1000s of hits), shrooms, dmt, im sure 25i unknowingly, been addicted to xanax kpins & done etizolam along with ruffys, any opiate/opioid (fent oxy hydro opana morphine & subutex addictions) imaginable and is my weakness/ first high (kratom saved me), meth, cocaine, dabs & bud, alchohol, ketamine, ecstacy and pure mdma, benzadrex, dmx, whipits and duster, tobacco/nic and probably many more i cant think of. I agree with adam on mostly as i havent used spice, angle trumpets, 25i knowingly if i havent, and never used crack lol. Can say theres to many others i havent touched and i am done experimenting im lucky i havent died and im lucky to not be addicted to anything now. Most drugs ive mixed and abused. Speedball was a normal thing and i would mix opiates benzos and uppers all at the same time plus some. Dont do drugs they ruined me lol. Mxed xans mdma and sub (nearly died), fent meth and etizolam( died but 2 narcans brought me back), fent took everything( noded out and hit car head on riding my dirtbike got airlifted cuz i nodded to the point of no response and brought back with narcan again ( broke my hand in wreck but no other injury) , have siezures on benzos now and cant take lsd anymore, almost died several other times on fent, flipped a truck on xans ruffy subutex and meth and nearly died, and almost died on xans benzadrex and weed lol. Lucky i made it. These near death exsperinces were this year so 2021 has been hell for me but im sober just been picking shrooms and growing them and hitting dabs. Good luck to anyone who is struggling you can make it out if i did. Soberity is so much better.

    • @indistinguishable7259
      @indistinguishable7259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Carolina_Jit that is absolutely insane. Glad you're still here

    • @kaimedina4815
      @kaimedina4815 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Carolina_Jit i used to do this type of shit early in high school. so fucking glad i am done with that cycle. congrats on your recovery!

  • @Strongest_under_heaven
    @Strongest_under_heaven 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    What goes up must come down.
    The problem with euphoria is you are basically taking a loan, and then after you come down your body has no free dopamine left, as you forcefully used it all up at once.
    Thats the depression phase, until your brain recovers and re-stocks.
    How simple it would be, to just bump and be feeling fine again huh?
    Thats a slippery slope.
    Writing this comment while on NEP, so I might be talking out of my behind

  • @matthewmartin4394
    @matthewmartin4394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +729

    I can identify with believing I’d never be happy again w/out a certain substance. For me, it was Dilaudid (Hydromorphone). The three years or so my mom was dying from bone cancer were, ironically, the most physically pleasurable & often serene times of my life up to now. My mom was a hardcore junkie, on Methadone for decades, & still using H, she’d shoot that, or her Dilaudid (to say nothing of her coke use & speedballing), so she had plenty of extra. She was also a hustler who often had 2 scripts of 120 8mg tabs in a month. I had a 24 mg a day habit on average. It was all I looked forward to on any given day. I remember telling my therapist that I didn’t think I’d “ever smile again” after it was gone. Anyways, I’ve been on Suboxone for the better part of a decade, & I must say I credit it for saving my life. Thank u to anybody who listened.

    • @jpope125
      @jpope125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @Matthew Martin congrats on your continuing recovery!

    • @jsands4936
      @jsands4936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you for sharing and a big well done. Keep up the good work.

    • @СергейБезроднов-з8х
      @СергейБезроднов-з8х 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Keep it up!

    • @rositasouza1216
      @rositasouza1216 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @aed50
      @aed50 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      skrew suboxone.

  • @reddrift3022
    @reddrift3022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +334

    My dad decided to try Datura on a whim, nothing happened until like 8 hours later when he suddenly woke up to a noise and saw a living scarecrow outside his window trying to get in.

    • @oopiumosmo1062
      @oopiumosmo1062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      that's weird why would he want to try that

    • @reddrift3022
      @reddrift3022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@oopiumosmo1062 Because he was young and dumb and saw the plant in the wild while with a mate and thought why not. They took a different part of the plant each. Can't remember which part my dad had. His friend was fine, but my dad had a delayed response. Even when I was young before he told me he did it, he always warned me about Datura.

    • @voborny
      @voborny 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      @@reddrift3022 I found some Datura living in Cali, opened up the seed pod and examined the seeds. Decided against trying it. My thoughts are already dark enough as it is. No need to stimulate that any further.
      *edited because of grammar nazi tendencies

    • @craigg5410
      @craigg5410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      If I saw a scarecrow coming for me I think I'd have to kill myself there and then!!!!!!!

    • @rafioso8722
      @rafioso8722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@reddrift3022 my dad did the same thing, ended up strapped up in a hospital bed for 2 days

  • @oscarmorales8664
    @oscarmorales8664 3 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    #5 Meth
    #4 Datura
    #3 Heroin
    #2 Synthetic cannabis
    #1 25I-NBOME

    • @treysavage9262
      @treysavage9262 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Broooo you couldnt be more right. I did 25I-NBOME at like 14-15 thinking it was LSD. It was my first acid trip and lets just say one that I will always remember.

    • @JoseRamirez-cl7te
      @JoseRamirez-cl7te 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@treysavage9262 same here I was 15 shit was wild my first trip I thought it was acid

    • @Michael-kp4bd
      @Michael-kp4bd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’ve done plenty 25i. Luckily it was very regularly dosed. I had great VERY acid-like trips, just with an extra body load, vasoconstriction that made me look pale and red eyed. Still had incredible, beautiful visuals. The issue is the shit comes in powder form and any amount that is essentially visible will be deadly. You need to know that someone volumetrically dosed the tabs (titration).
      Interestingly, the most beautiful visual experience i had (besides DMT) was 25c-nbome, and i felt almost completely clearheaded. Had a great time. Maybe it was just a perfect dose, or maybe 25c has significant differences from 25i? I only had 25c once.

    • @alfredwong-den1772
      @alfredwong-den1772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Michael-kp4bd I tried mostly all the NBOME when i was in highschool 25I is like the dirty cousin of 25c forsure... but i remember those early tripping days 25c was awesome just not worth the dangers

    • @MistaDeadSnow
      @MistaDeadSnow 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fucking Nbomes 😂😂 Done them all eye candy is all it is makes your brain feel like mush though lol

  • @robstark5842
    @robstark5842 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    If you’re young and say “I don’t have an addictive personality” I used to say that too. When your 16 it’s hard as fuck to listen to older people

    • @Gggg-ei6hb
      @Gggg-ei6hb 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      nah sometimes the kid has a point and there just getting pissed off

    • @xuruiyu
      @xuruiyu 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I've had a guy unironically tell me "I do drone at least once a week and I'm not addicted", and that is a direct quote xD

    • @Gggg-ei6hb
      @Gggg-ei6hb 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@xuruiyu BRO I SWEAR I SAW SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING SIMILAR ABOUT SPEED OR SOMETHING I FORGOT

  • @connoreastin6316
    @connoreastin6316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    I’m just thankful he clarified that he started filming this at 3:30 am in the morning, as opposed to 3:30 am at night. Thank you 🙏🏼

    • @rhysarthur3378
      @rhysarthur3378 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      What

    • @LembasBread111
      @LembasBread111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      😂

    • @Beautifullyaberrant
      @Beautifullyaberrant 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@rhysarthur3378 3am vs 3pm.. took me a sec. that “at night” threw me

    • @arromine6091
      @arromine6091 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      the difference is: it's 3:30am at night if you're still up from the night before. it's 3:30am in the morning if you are getting up for the day

    • @mifegreen5960
      @mifegreen5960 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@arromine6091 no, i think the comment is just a joke lol. You're overthinking it

  • @mansionoflostspiritsrecords
    @mansionoflostspiritsrecords 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    K2/Spice is Gods punishment for trying to synthesize already perfectly available perfect drug

    • @bubatzbube89
      @bubatzbube89 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Nah, it's god's punishment for the prohibition of a fucking plant. A useful one, too

    • @tysonhansen805
      @tysonhansen805 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Take your meds schizo

    • @0scarWalsh
      @0scarWalsh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tysonhansen805 I'd like to think he's joking, I doubt he actually believe "the Almighty" invented Spice

    • @kushdygroweruk2024
      @kushdygroweruk2024 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@0scarWalsh God made everything you have seen or will ever see.

    • @0scarWalsh
      @0scarWalsh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@kushdygroweruk2024 I don't think you realise what Spice is. Spice is literally *synthetic* cannabinoids. This means that a human being made them in a lab.
      Now, I'm not sure what religion you personally buy into, but (as far as I know) all 3 Abrahamic faiths believe in free will, meaning that the decision to make Spice comes down to a man's personal choice, giving him the credit for making it. A Buddhist would probably not make a statement like that about creation, particularly because you refer to "God". This also applies to a Hindu.
      So unless you personally follow a different belief system from these major ones, I'm pretty sure the contents of your holy text(s) confirm that it was, in fact, a man who created Spice.
      This might be the most unusual comment I've ever posted.

  • @sassysasquatch1506
    @sassysasquatch1506 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Thanks Adam, my harm has been reduced 36%.

  • @boldone3517
    @boldone3517 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    How about as a nation there ARE NO DRUGS THAT ANYBODY SHOULD USE. When are we going to have the courage to say no, and stop the carnage.

  • @bblleeppbblloopp
    @bblleeppbblloopp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    K2/Spice is no joke.When I was younger, I worked at Raising Canes, one of my coworkers there had an older brother who smoked K2 a few times and it triggered him into having Schizophrenia really bad. One of his main delusions was that his dad was like a psychopath murderer kidnapper so he tried to kill him many times to "save his family". One morning my coworker went to get some coffee, he saw someone had already made some so he went to have a sip when he noticed the laundry room door was open (it usually never is), a cap on the counter, and the coffee smelled weird. He put it down and went into the laundry room to find his brother putting away a concoction of chemicals (I think with like bleach and windex you can make ammonia or something) Turns out he was trying to poison his dads coffee, he has to live in a psychiatric institution for the rest of his life now and hes like 30.

    • @User-dc6sm
      @User-dc6sm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      worst thing about k2 is that it is sometimes mixed with normal weed to make it cheaper. People think they have normal thc weed, but they have k2. I live in berlin and I_m most scared of smth like that happening to me so I go to the villages if I need some weed.

    • @jessdavis2677
      @jessdavis2677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      The first time I had heard about K2 was when I was staying in a psych ward (don't ask why, depression sucks) and was in a group meeting with the other patients where we all explained why we were there. One guy, this curly haired college age looking kid, wanted to try K2 and it made him feel like a ghost, which caused him to do something that freaked his parents out and got him interred. He never elaborated on what that was exactly, but that along with even more horror stories and actually researching the drug very quickly put K2 in my no-no list.

    • @_karla._
      @_karla._ ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@User-dc6sm I had that happen to me. Luckily I am using a vaporizer, I can't imagine how bad it would be if I had smoked it. Noticed it because of the awful effects that hit like a car speeding against a brick wall and wore off after like 30 minutes. You literally feel like you are going to die. It feels like the bad imitation of a very bad weed trip but 10 times worse. I used that shit two times (I only smoke once a week) then flushed it down the toilet. I thought I was safe, because it was a darknet order with good ratings. Pretty stupid I know, but back then I didn't know about this synthetics epidemic.
      Here in europe synthetic weed sold as "Haze" is very common sadly. Over 90% of weed sold as "Haze" is actually cheap shit sprayed with synthetics, often by the growers themselves (so often the dealer doesn't even know about it) purely to increase profit, because this shit is _highly_ addictive. There was recently a german dealer who blew the whistle and went to the media to spread this information. I am lucky I watched that vice documentary.

    • @ceasarcruz8312
      @ceasarcruz8312 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@User-dc6sm get some connections or just get your stuff from onions...

    • @ceasarcruz8312
      @ceasarcruz8312 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@_karla._ you should have give bad rating and report the slimy cunt on the market... people running markets don't play around when it comes to users safety...

  • @vicentebustamante8955
    @vicentebustamante8955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +663

    Every time i hear about DMT, i inmediately imagine joe rogan asking the question

    • @phoneusandfroboof829
      @phoneusandfroboof829 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      “you ever smoke DMT?”

    • @connor5160
      @connor5160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I didn't do DMT but I did changa and it was the best experience of my life.

    • @Novalikestar
      @Novalikestar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I did dmt last night and this morning - didn’t breakthrough but not like anything I’ve ever experienced… did it with a vape pen so I think I didn’t get to get as much I suppose after 3-4 hits, last night was definitely more on the negative side and this morning wasn’t really anything idk I’ve been trying to break through but I need a new pen to allow more vapor out of one hit

    • @ivanmiskov6096
      @ivanmiskov6096 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Novalikestar dont smoke dmg in pen wtf r u rly doing that

    • @ItsGalaxys
      @ItsGalaxys 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@ivanmiskov6096 they actually make pens specifically for DMT, why are you so offended lol

  • @rhabdob3895
    @rhabdob3895 3 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    Early spice: sooooo great
    1 month after early spice: laying on kitchen floor, heart rate 1 million, can’t move, gonna die. Puke...oh thank god. Flush that shit.

    • @thumphreybrogart4108
      @thumphreybrogart4108 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I remember when JWH-018 was banned too lol

    • @DGRIFF
      @DGRIFF 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      There were only 2 types of K2 Spice in the beginning. One was very mild and enjoyable but the other (I think it was called Summit) was a very strange floaty high that I couldn't enjoy. Thankfully, I never got into them because by the end of the year that shit had people eating faces.

    • @bloopy6166
      @bloopy6166 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I like how we can get 100 grams of delta 8 thc for $150 now. Ik it’s made in a lab, but it’s so much safer than spice bc it’s a phytocannabinoid

    • @Deejuggn
      @Deejuggn 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bloopy6166 where? What website

    • @bloopy6166
      @bloopy6166 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Deejuggn reefersbay

  • @literallydoing4425
    @literallydoing4425 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    For me, Adderall is treatment for Inattentive ADHD, and I take it at a dose that improves focus but doesn't really make me feel joyful emotions from just taking it. I'm also able to start and stop taking it at will, albeit with some small stupid side effects after taking it for some time, but it's fine.
    However, at higher doses I can understand how it could make people feel like running around and Doing All these Things! Which is probably not the best, especially if it acts like a stronger version of caffeine since there'll be a huge crash afterwards.
    Gladly, the one time I might have taken I double dose I started getting anxiety and was stressed out by my high heart rate, so I'm probably in the clear.
    Simply put, don't take this medication unless you're prescribed it by your doctor, otherwise you could take enough to harm you.

  • @ryanzammit6180
    @ryanzammit6180 3 ปีที่แล้ว +673

    I completely forgot my mans was yolked like that haven’t seen a recommended from him in awhile bc of youtube but love seeing this man and channel make more content

    • @sensam6155
      @sensam6155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      He wasn't yolked like that. He recently started taking steroids. He's using twice what a sketchy Russian doctor recommended.

    • @Predator517
      @Predator517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@sensam6155 he's been on 240mg a week but he's dropping it. He's not on a true blast

    • @tylabenne682
      @tylabenne682 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Is there a video regarding his protocol?

    • @TheCanadaBoose
      @TheCanadaBoose 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hes on TRT thats why

    • @chocbyte1747
      @chocbyte1747 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Gordon because the doctor recommended 120 and he decided to double it for no reason because he is "impatient"

  • @what_Love_Drew_forth
    @what_Love_Drew_forth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    Dude, I like the disclaimer "Anyone could have an allergic reaction and die from taking drugs". That was my last thought before downing my first cup of ayahuasca. Needless to say it was an intense experience.

  • @gusterazi7665
    @gusterazi7665 2 ปีที่แล้ว +233

    when i was a kid i always said “i’ll never do drugs, smoke, snus or drink alcohol”. After my deep depression everything changed. I didn’t care about anything and drank until i blacked out.

    • @sadafahkhan5812
      @sadafahkhan5812 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I hope you're better now

    • @xaxrxex111x8
      @xaxrxex111x8 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Snus is awesome, for the first times…

    • @Jurkss77
      @Jurkss77 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@xaxrxex111x8 why isnt it after first few times?

    • @xaxrxex111x8
      @xaxrxex111x8 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Jurkss77 because it’s nicotine
      And you get addicted very fast

    • @Jurkss77
      @Jurkss77 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@xaxrxex111x8 why would you use it if you're not addicted in the first place, i mean its a cigarette substitute

  • @kevinross8038
    @kevinross8038 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    There was an accident back in the 70s where during a coke party someone accidentally brought out lsd powder. Which they snorted. They all wound up in the hospital with seizures and some internal bleeding. Zero deaths and they were accidentally mixing drugs but without medical assistance there was a chance of death . And there is great argument as to the cause of the internal bleeding.

  • @laughingpanda4395
    @laughingpanda4395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    I was a painkiller junkie for nearly 16 years. I had a script for 4 30mg Roxy's a day. I would often take 6 a day and find subs when I ran out. I have a legit need for it as I have the dreaded DDD but I also have an addictive personality. I'm proud to say I've been clean 3 years now and I no longer feel that need. I've found other ways to deal with my pain that are drug free.
    Many say they find god to help them but my daughter was my inspiration.
    There is a way out.

    • @Brandon68plus1
      @Brandon68plus1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I was opiate addict for 10 years and got clean on Suboxone and have been maintaining on it ever since. My new born daughter was my motivation too. It's a horrible way to live except the few hours of the high.

    • @mrtfff
      @mrtfff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Jacob tudor Hello bro,joint smoker here,i'm still 18 and never had exeperiences with hard drugs ,but i know it's pretty hard if u where a addict!
      The only advice i can give u, it's trind to find something that occupies your day so that keeps your mind busy from other things...hope i could help u and have a good luck in ur journey!

    • @zlrs0113
      @zlrs0113 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Jacob tudor bro I don’t take drugs but my advice would be. Think about the people you love or love you. Ever time you feel the need to take drugs know your friends and family might not want you to take drugs and worry about you. And the fact you’re putting yourself in danger.

    • @DatDude4200
      @DatDude4200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bro just smoke weed

    • @laughingpanda4395
      @laughingpanda4395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Jacob tudor yeah subs will actually make your DT sympoms worse if you still have the og drug in your system. Subs are a great way for a lot of people to get off opiates but in truth you're just trading one addiction for another. It's hard and its incredibly scary to think of going cold turkey. Even after my first 30 days I was still sick as a dog. My skin crawled, I vomited at least once or twice a day, I had no energy and I slept only a few hours each night. It was the worst hell I could have ever imagined. I didnt really start to feel like myself again until nearly 60 days in and even then i was dealing with depression from not getting that sweet, sweet dopamine release. My neurons werent firing as fast and that shit sucks. It Feels like you're a zombie basically and I know I'm prob not helping but eventually you can get back to normal. It takes more strength and will power than anything else I've ever done. Once you have beaten opiates though, what CANT YOU DO!? These days, everything feels easy bc I've already done the impossible. A few tips that helped me, read, watch movies, force yourself to interact with friends, music was huge for me as a musician. Find a daily routine and stick to that shit like your life depends on it. Force yourself to eat and drink lots of water. A poorly nourished body makes the DT's worse. My name is Donnie Ray on Facebook. Find me. Dm me if you need to talk. Talking about this shit makes it easier too. You're not alone brother.

  • @SnarlyCharly
    @SnarlyCharly 2 ปีที่แล้ว +330

    I remember going on Erowid probably 14 years ago and reading some of the stories about trying Datura. Some of them were absolutely terrifying. From people who have full-on panic attacks and think they're dying of a heart attack, to people who swore that there was someone with a gun breaking into their house to kill them. But the weirdest part was how so many totally unrelated stories had so many of the exact same elements to them.
    #1: Everyone described smoking imaginary cigarettes, even some people who didn't even smoke. Then suddenly the cig would be gone from your hand and you'd scramble to look for it, thinking you dropped it in your lap or something. But of course you didn't because the cig was just a hallucination.
    #2: Another element was just as you described, full-on conversations with people who aren't even there. Suddenly you hear a knock at the door, and hey look! Your old buddy that you haven't seen in years was in the neighborhood and stopped by to catch up! Y'all are sitting on the couch having a full conversation about how your buddy has been, and suddenly after you look away for a moment, you look back and they're just gone. Maybe they went to the bathroom, you think, or stepped outside for a smoke, but of course no one else is there.
    Lots of people also described blurry vision for days or even many weeks after their experience. Something I truly never, ever want to try.

    • @Andre-ee6gc
      @Andre-ee6gc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I've read these stories too, it's amazing that people smoke imaginary cigs, it really put it up that is something supernatural going on, all people not even related to each other

    • @ZBEP_PUSS
      @ZBEP_PUSS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I've recently had a dream while taking a nap (like, not really "sleeping") which really resembled a datura trip. And also a ton of other weird Lynchian ass dreams. Datura would probably fuck me up so much i'd die of being too spooked. Fuck that drug

    • @kitsulu8576
      @kitsulu8576 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      My ex-boyfriend told me about the same, he had video of him and his buddy tripping off of Datura and his friend was smashing his bare foot/toes real hard into the ground and not realizing it - like he was kicking away something that wasn't there and making these real odd moaning-like noises with a dead-pan facial expression. Was a short clip but enough to freak me out.

    • @kewldrull
      @kewldrull 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      There are safe ways to work with her, such as flying ointment. Thankfully when I first started working with stuff like that I wasn't reckless enough to have a bad experience, but unfortunately was reckless and disrespectful enough to misuse/abuse them too often and ended up doing permanent damage to my eyesight. Honestly though if you use them properly, and specifically don't use them just to get high, they can be phenomenal medicine and lucid dreaming/astral projection aid. All of the horror stories come from people that were too dumb, reckless, and disrespectful to make sure they knew what they were fucking with and how to avoid overdosing/poisoning themselves. Btw there are very deep mystical/spiritual/occult aspects to these plants. Many aspects of the experiences definitely aren't just drug induced. Datura/brugmansia are unfortunately a favorite plant of black magicians/witches for very good reasons.

    • @basile5769
      @basile5769 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I like your profile pic

  • @DJ95529
    @DJ95529 3 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    Would love a video discussing the differences between deliriants, dissociatives, and psychedelics!

    • @aden1816
      @aden1816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      The drug classroom has a video on that

    • @djtoxxikk
      @djtoxxikk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ah yes, i feel a lot of people should know this

    • @natureswrath7665
      @natureswrath7665 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I know a fair bit about psychedelics and deliriants but nobody seems to talk about dissociatives.

    • @rollsreus3862
      @rollsreus3862 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just read up on it on ncbi or pubmed

    • @DJ95529
      @DJ95529 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@rollsreus3862 I would love to read on it, but I would also appriciate psychedsubstances opinions and points of view as well!

  • @TheTokamak88
    @TheTokamak88 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    talking about fake LSD, there's a quote that a friend of mine said alot
    'IF IT'S BITTER, IT'S A SPITTER"

  • @bryanbarry718
    @bryanbarry718 2 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    You said it perfectly man, about the euphoric recoil of heroin. I'm a recovering heroin addict and it's exactly that. Knowing that there is something that can make you feel so amazing instantaneously and not being able to ever achieve that euphoria naturally makes it that much harder to stay away from. Great video bro 💪💯

    • @AnselmoIsGod666
      @AnselmoIsGod666 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You had me at hello, sounds awesome nom nom nom

    • @Kettvnen
      @Kettvnen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Then would it be a good idea as a dying wish to at least try heroin or meth on the last moments of my life when it's guaranteed that I'd die very soon?

    • @Kettvnen
      @Kettvnen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @arjun ravi I dunno tho, like they said, drugs can make you feel so good and you won't feel that much happiness naturally, so in the end other things wouldn't matter

    • @Kettvnen
      @Kettvnen 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @arjun ravi which is exactly why I want to take them before dying, so that I live to experience the high but not too long to experience the withdrawals

    • @MrCmon113
      @MrCmon113 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Then why should you sty away from it?

  • @flameblazerofdeath13
    @flameblazerofdeath13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +585

    The ultimate payoff is defeating a dark souls boss you've been stuck on

    • @yonsukas
      @yonsukas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I'm playing ds1 for the first time and just beat ornstein and smough, the adrenaline was real

    • @crispylord6816
      @crispylord6816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Fume Knight

    • @roflomaozedong
      @roflomaozedong 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      >me, dying before the gate of the tower knight of demon souls original For the 126th time because I'm high.
      >also me in the 2010's , running in a wall for multiple hours, due to opium while friends are mocking me in my big collocation.
      Tenchu not prepared me for this. But due to demon souls, I was already good while beginning dark souls.

    • @bloodface9827
      @bloodface9827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So true, beating Soul of Cinder at SL1 after being stuck on it for days really fucking hit different

    • @Mr.SirMan
      @Mr.SirMan 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm playing that Demon's Souls. Quite a fun game w some bit of challenge. Really pretty graphics

  • @ZrankFappaH
    @ZrankFappaH ปีที่แล้ว +657

    I watched The Office on around 400ug after a long time of not having psychedelics. It was shortly after the peak. I still found it funny mostly, but the frequent looks to the camera, felt like everyone in the show was just looking at me directly, not just at a camera. Was very weird.
    I also got somewhat freaked out by their ties and that I just cannot even explain at all.

    • @drdruggi
      @drdruggi ปีที่แล้ว +7

      400ug of what

    • @ZrankFappaH
      @ZrankFappaH ปีที่แล้ว +45

      @@drdruggi Sorry didn’t realise I didn’t actually specify, it was kit-tested LSD. So nothing crazy but enough to apparently be kinda spooked in a funny way by the office 😂

    • @drdruggi
      @drdruggi ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ZrankFappaH lmaoo

    • @cybrnova
      @cybrnova ปีที่แล้ว +20

      i tried to watch big mouth off of a supposed 200ug lsd tab and the characters and everything in the shows outlines started breaking apart and the color came apart into blobs of color so the screen became this white void with outlines jumping and dancing around and blobs of color rapidly shifting around the screen

    • @alexmonza2823
      @alexmonza2823 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      ​@@ZrankFappaHnothing crazy? Had to be some low quality acid. If it's pure, 400 micrograms are supposed to shoot you into outer space

  • @NoobAmerican
    @NoobAmerican 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I always had low self esteem and depression at some point where I was actually suicidal. Drugs were easily accessible for me especially that I had the money and resources but I kind of took it on myself that I know that this happiness would've been temporary and I wouldn't be able to look myself in the mirror if I gave up that easily.
    Stay strong lads.

  • @Aura-bx1hn
    @Aura-bx1hn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +369

    One thing I’d like to say, is if you ever struggled or still struggle with an extremely bad trip. Just know that right now since you are reading my comment you are all good now. The more time that passes the better. I had pretty much a whole month of feeling worthless, just literally sitting on my bed waiting and expecting to die but I kept pushing through, even when I didn’t feel like it was worth it. I couldn’t work on any of my hobbies without going into a panic attack at any time. Which was so weird to me, making music or playing games became traumatizing.
    Nowadays I’m proud of how I was able to climb back up from rock bottom and I promise you will too. Shits hard though, the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But it also made a part of who I am and you only live once so you need to boss up 🔥

    • @AusDemSchneider
      @AusDemSchneider 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      A month long bad Trip?

    • @Aura-bx1hn
      @Aura-bx1hn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ​@@AusDemSchneider Yeah essentially I was convinced that I was still in my bad trip for weeks/months after it happened, it was like living in a nightmare

    • @shaundelaney4604
      @shaundelaney4604 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I've never had a bad trip, 1000 hits at one time was rough but I'm still kickin'it down the road.. won't do that again, only 500mics tops anymore...

    • @offshore411
      @offshore411 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      really needed this bro

    • @shaundelaney4604
      @shaundelaney4604 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@offshore411 it's wild how time does heal most.... I still have my issues but it's never gotten the best of me. The mind is hands down the strongest substance that I've encountered and I've looked for stronger out there, believe me... Eaten more L in one night than most will in a lifetime combined with dreamsters and nitrous at the same time yet here I stand, I think...? How does one know if they had died if they remember dying? Time will only tell....

  • @GogiRegion
    @GogiRegion 3 ปีที่แล้ว +268

    “All you have to do if slam the needle into a vein.” I know Adam is just being a bit facetious, but I feel like this sort of misses something important, which is that it’s not always easy to find a vein, and that actually adds to the addictiveness of it and can make the needle in and of itself an addiction because you feel like you worked towards something. He talked about how once people switch to meth they never go back, and the same thing can be said about injecting. Once you start slamming, you’ll basically want to mainline every psychoactive substance you come across to see if that does something extra like it does with meth, heroin, coke, or whatever you shoot.

    • @johnnewton8017
      @johnnewton8017 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Straight up. Thanks be to God I haven’t stuck a needle in my arm in almost 2 years. FFS…..

    • @muscularclassrepresentativ5663
      @muscularclassrepresentativ5663 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Get jacked and have thick prominent veins, ez. Don't do drugs tho mmkay

    • @andytom91
      @andytom91 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Here I'll save them the time; it does. (add extra)

    • @inkpoison8395
      @inkpoison8395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      So true I was extremely addicted to the needle. I shot everything heroin,fentanyl,suboxone,coke,crack meth,benzos,adderal,mdma and even LSD.

    • @user-yw4tg7hz2d
      @user-yw4tg7hz2d 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@inkpoison8395 curious how shooting L played out. Faster onset?

  • @daryan2522
    @daryan2522 ปีที่แล้ว +886

    I remember taking a rather large dose of LSD once. I took 6 tabs and decided to watch Ready Player One once it started to kick in. It was a great but weird experience. I swear the movie was taking place all around me, like it was 3D. After that Ready Player One I watched The Lego movie, and that one messed me up. I thought that movie was on loop for days, but was only played once

    • @seezarxd4931
      @seezarxd4931 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      I one time took LSD and I smoked so much weed and then I literally thought we lived in a game that always reapeats it’s self till we win the day and I was sooooooooooo fucked upp it’s crazy

    • @blackholle455
      @blackholle455 ปีที่แล้ว +174

      lego movie got yo ass 🤣🤣

    • @pascal-janssen
      @pascal-janssen ปีที่แล้ว +59

      why would you go watch a screen when taking acid, go outside lol..

    • @gergs988
      @gergs988 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      My friends tripped and tried to watch the Lego movie but they said it was too weird and had to turn it off lol

    • @hotcheeto9243
      @hotcheeto9243 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I took LSD and when I was walking I felt like I was walking in a continuous lop

  • @GonzoLand1
    @GonzoLand1 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Good review, but i can tell you that “crystal or street aderall” isn’t euphoric as such, what it does is make you cope with traumatic experiences, so if you go on a canoe trip down the river of life with The Ferryman- Me - sit round a fire you can confront all your demons with no emotional reaction, which means you can finally confront & overcome your demons… that’s what euphoria is in the crystal street aderall way… you don’t feel like singing in the rain or through fields of sun flowers

  • @Poxyquotl
    @Poxyquotl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +663

    Ever since Psyched hooked up with Derek his delts have been expanding in proportion to his consciousness.

    • @DuckLover-tz7bd
      @DuckLover-tz7bd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      it is called steroids

    • @balthabooth5758
      @balthabooth5758 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@DuckLover-tz7bd no shit Sherlock

    • @confusedtruffle8555
      @confusedtruffle8555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@DuckLover-tz7bd lmao it's called hard work and commitment

    • @MumbleDnB
      @MumbleDnB 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@DuckLover-tz7bd Steroids are no magic pill... Try taking TRT or any sort of steroid without putting in hard work EVERY DAY in the gym... I often times wonder how ignorant some people still are when the internet I has every topic you can fuckin' imagine....
      "DuRRrrRrr itzzss kalleeeddd STEr0idssss durrrr"

    • @devaughnmorrow9492
      @devaughnmorrow9492 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Big facts

  • @pault989
    @pault989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    The happiest I have ever been in my life was on acid. My first trip was a typical acid trip but my second was like I had acid and mdma together, I just had this overwhelming feeling of happiness and euphoria! I was running through a field of sheep in the pouring rain probably looking like a total goofball. Note: I wasn’t tripping there was really a field and lots of sheep. I could just see all of these colours and the earth was alive! I was smiling so hard that I felt like my smile was literally coming off the sides of my face. No idea why I’m saying this as it doesn’t relate to this video at all… just saying it was awesome and I don’t think I’ll ever be as happy as I was in that moment ever again. But I’m cool with that. Love the content bro, glad you got your channel back!

    • @jayxcv5409
      @jayxcv5409 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's amazing bro. have you tried shrooms by any chance? 🤣

    • @pault989
      @pault989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@jayxcv5409 haha I certainly have! One time in Thailand at a full moon party! Was pretty epic! I was drinking quite a fair amount that night as well so didn’t quite get the full experience I guess. Although when I got back to my hotel I was laying in bed with my eyes closed just seeing the maddest shit! Great night

    • @noah7972
      @noah7972 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's kind of sad

    • @aurelioanchondo7406
      @aurelioanchondo7406 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you I dropped 3 tabs 2 weeks ago life changing

    • @chompushkabombushka3595
      @chompushkabombushka3595 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Weird to say, but what will go down as one of the most purely joyful moments of my life was when I was tripping absolute balls off a tab of acid during an electronic music festival that had the most INSANE laser show I've ever seen. I was with a few friends all of which have seen more than their fair share of shows, and we joked that the stage we were at had secretly hogged all the lasers from the other stages. My mind was blown. I was so ecstatically in awe at a light show that my mind could barely comprehend. Kind of left me with a feeling of like "Really? Lasers? This is gonna be one of the happiest moments of my life?" You're goddamn right it is. Fucking lasers man. lol (it was the Tech Trance stage at Dreamstate Social 2019) Your sheep story sounds truly blissful. I think that's what psychedelics can teach us: to again find joy in the simple things that over the years we've become numb, bored and accustomed to.

  • @kylenicol5722
    @kylenicol5722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    This video unlocked a memory for me:
    In college I was in an altered state myself, but returned to a friends house to smoke a little after leaving the bars.
    While we were sitting smoking, one of his roommates had a friend over who took 2 tabs of what he thought was LSD, and turned out to be a 25* compound.
    This dude was totally in a state of psychosis, and somehow started believing I was god.
    Watched him throw up a few times and was clearly in a physically and mentally life threatening state,
    I spent 2 hours trying to convince this man to put shoes on and follow me despite the roommates downplaying it, to try to get him away from their apartment to call the man an ambulance and get him sedated and treated.
    Eventually the roommate kicked me out.
    I opened the school newspaper the next t morning, and he was found in an apartment complex 3 blocks up the road in a maintenance room, completely without clothes, and covered in his own blood.
    Still regret not being more aggressive that night.

    • @louisarck4252
      @louisarck4252 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      jesus christ!

    • @yaboyyybustos5761
      @yaboyyybustos5761 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Damn

    • @cocowi1062
      @cocowi1062 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg did he pass away

    • @user-xk7gy4dk3g
      @user-xk7gy4dk3g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did he die?

    • @kylenicol5722
      @kylenicol5722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@user-xk7gy4dk3g nah, he was found by the cops, and taken to the hospital. This it showed up in the crime beat of the college news paper, which is the only reason I learned how it was resolved after being kicked out of the apartment

  • @greendrm4569
    @greendrm4569 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    One year meth user here. One guy on Reddit described it perfectly- “you have a happiness scale of 0 up to 10, meth temporary turns that up to 0-1000. A 9/10 feels amazing, but a 9/1000 is nothing”

  • @musix7295
    @musix7295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +274

    I’ve tried Synthetic Cannabis (unknowingly) and it definitely scarred me for life. Extreme paranoia and heart palpitations. Still scared to smoke weed in case I’d ever feel that way ever again.

    • @ethanantes3585
      @ethanantes3585 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i tryed it wingly and i will never do it again the first 6 cons where fine. (all on different days) then i tryed mre plus plus and i was more scared for my life i have ever been and after i was throwing up for ages. just pot is the way

    • @tempest585
      @tempest585 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ethanantes3585 nothing is the way get covid and you will see

    • @animejesus8940
      @animejesus8940 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      genuinely same here i haven’t touched weed 5 months

    • @xddddddddddddd
      @xddddddddddddd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tempest585 i haven't tried these kind of type of drugs (this got onto my recommended???) but if the side effect of it is as harsh as covid im hard passing all this shit man 2 weeks of me basically half paralyzed on bed is not cool

    • @tempest585
      @tempest585 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@xddddddddddddd covid affects your chest area so yea basically

  • @bradgoldsworthy389
    @bradgoldsworthy389 3 ปีที่แล้ว +406

    I'm 25 years old from New Zealand and I've had 4/5 of those drugs, spent a few years bouncing back from some heavy psychosis caused by synthetic cannabis (I smoked it from the age of 15-19) 7 grams a day. I tripped datura 4 times me and a friend were hospitalized and had some crazy experiences while we were starving of oxygen in the er having our stomachs pumped. Spent 10 odd months smoking meth everyday ( now 10 weeks clean) and I've most definitely had 25i with the amount of dodgy acid that goes around here. Thank you so much for spreading your knowledge and your expertise. I fully believe we dont have to learn by doing it ourselves research is super important and your influence against these drugs is great awareness. I agree with you 100% gotta be careful out there!!! Hitting the nail on the head my friend thank you you've helped me through some tough times 💙💙🕉🙏

    • @fraserandrews5543
      @fraserandrews5543 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      7 Gramms a day?! How did you have that much money at 15-19?

    • @ccode_ltn
      @ccode_ltn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@fraserandrews5543 must’ve either been selling to afford it or he knew a sick plug

    • @opaliatzs
      @opaliatzs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      ayyy congrats on 10-11 weeks clean bro i hope u'll stay clean forever

    • @mushi_marauder8038
      @mushi_marauder8038 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      What people didn’t know is Synthetic weed Or Spice/KD Is legit 5 dollars a g can get a oz for 50 and a qp for under 200

    • @Hester_prynne
      @Hester_prynne 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      really scary how similar our life is. really really scary.

  • @ceoofsex7210
    @ceoofsex7210 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    I did Datura one weekend. Nothing happened. Then 7 years later I tried to rob a gas station with a knife butt naked. That had nothing to do with the Datura though I just felt like it. Prison is NOT fun.

    • @itachihibachi6675
      @itachihibachi6675 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Are you serious cuz no one gives a fuck

    • @UccelloGrifone
      @UccelloGrifone 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@itachihibachi6675 funny to me

    • @miajmosley
      @miajmosley 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      LMFAOOOO WHAT

    • @numbacinco
      @numbacinco 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      noted 📝

  • @kevinw8276
    @kevinw8276 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Accidentally did crack one time. A friend had one of those little one hitter pipes in my car and lit it up. I asked if I could have a hit (thinking it was weed). He was a little weird about it, and told me not to tell anyone. I'm like "ok, who gives a shit about me smoking weed". I take the hit, and HOLY HELL! I was panicky, and anxious, and all I could think is "why do people do this?". It wasn't even remotely enjoyable

  • @djannias
    @djannias ปีที่แล้ว +233

    The issue with opiates isn't that it feels so good that you want it, it's that when you're physiologically dependent on it you have to have it or you literally feel like you're dying. It becomes less about feeling great and more about not feeling like you're dying.

    • @jonnymac8925
      @jonnymac8925 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Opiate withdrawals are hands down the worst. The feeling of your heart pounding while having insane anxiety in the chest to the point it's hard to breathe, while at the same time feeling insane pains and aches in every joint and muscle, cold and hot flashes, restlessness, headaches, diarreah, and the fact that every minute feels like a day in itself is a hell that nobody should ever feel. I would rather go through the pain of a motorcycle accident again than to withdraw for a day.

    • @marcusbrown7029
      @marcusbrown7029 ปีที่แล้ว

      It’s crazy how it’s different for everyone I don’t like opiates I’m not sure why but it doesn’t give me a good feeling ide rather take a bender on ❄️ it’s a better more enjoyable high for me

    • @ericm8633
      @ericm8633 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@jonnymac8925I've detoxed from opiates, alcohol, and benzos. Benzos and alcohol is far worse than opiate detox.

    • @127twilson
      @127twilson ปีที่แล้ว

      Humans do everything in life to either gain pleasure or avoid pain. A person will go to much greater lengths to avoid pain too rather than gain pleasure.

    • @ellawrestles
      @ellawrestles ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jonnymac8925it is terrible. im going through it rn.

  • @jiminsjams4348
    @jiminsjams4348 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1082

    I told myself that I would never go harder than Weed because of my BPD. I think I would be able to get addicted to literally anything because I am so prone to it. There was one party where I was already drunk and was like „Yeah I‘ll try MDMA no problem“ and then I had it on my tongue but spit it out. It was like a voice inside my head screaming at me DONT FUCKING DO IT and I’m so glad that I didn’t lol thanks brain

    • @Amibuh
      @Amibuh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +193

      That's some self control. Good for you.

    • @StonyTrashCan710
      @StonyTrashCan710 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      If it was ectasy i would have spit it but not MDMA/molly the ectasy is pressed so there might be some bath salts, PCP, crack, speed, or other shit on there

    • @ВасяГорват-п4б
      @ВасяГорват-п4б 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I consider myself as any addiction-able to abandon person and for a reason(have broken a few addictions) but tried half of average doze of mdma and if felt too good so i decide to never try it again, the drug that everybody cheating themselves saying its a healing drug, actually is not a good idea to take even if you have a depression, please dont take it even if you think you are not addictive person and do A LOT of research if i didnt assure you to not take it, it permanently changes your sober life

    • @lolcindydarling3642
      @lolcindydarling3642 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Glad you did because you’re not supposed to mix those two substances together. My friend did, turned blue and almost died

    • @matthegreat9765
      @matthegreat9765 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@lolcindydarling3642 yikes that sounds like that was intense asf, idk though i have done ecstasy and drunk a fair amount of alcohol but made sure i was hydrated before hand and felt fine except a friend who had a panic attack as he was new to the feeling of it and i think was overthinking it a bit much as he was fine in the end.

  • @ziolan8970
    @ziolan8970 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Shout out to this guy’s family that he loves so much he isn’t willing to endanger himself. You guys sound pretty awesome.

  • @Rusty-METAL-J
    @Rusty-METAL-J 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    In the early 90s as a teen I saw police footage of 2 men in an interrogation room. They were in the room alone being watch by CCTV. These 2 guys were picked up together for acting strange. In the footage, 1 of the 2 starts running his hands across the top of his head like he was combing his hair. He had hair, he did not have a comb, though. After a few seconds of this he dropped to his ass like someone dropping into a chair in a sitting position. The chair was more than a foot behind him. A toxicology report and questioning showed that the pair had smoked Jimson Weed together. This was on, "A Current Affair."

  • @jimmyglea
    @jimmyglea 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Me thinking I’m being a little outlandish by growing my own weed and shrooms while this kid is throwing out an alphabet soup of shit I’ve never heard of. I love this channel.

    • @b__w_4565
      @b__w_4565 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      FR I JUST STICK TO WEED AND ANY MUSHROOMS NOW INCLUDING LIONS MANE!

  • @kaiserofkush
    @kaiserofkush 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    my mom is a nurse, has smoked weed since she was 17 or so, told me when I was 16 about a patient who smoked k2 and had a seizure and almost died, he was 15. Told me never to touch fake weed and if i ever wanted to try real weed then ask her. Couldve saved my life

    • @mikstury
      @mikstury 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      this world is sick, man

    • @rutamurphy6656
      @rutamurphy6656 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      So you are now dead? Where do you people learn English?

  • @minigrande1939
    @minigrande1939 3 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    The best LSD made by people with passion and love is by far the most beautiful experience

    • @lillymurray8408
      @lillymurray8408 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Agree!!

    • @saxongreen78
      @saxongreen78 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good LSD is gorgeous...last time I had some was a long time ago, and I still smile when I think about it.

    • @anesiates7
      @anesiates7 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Exactly!!!

  • @gregsmith2262
    @gregsmith2262 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Datura is in Australia and New Zealand and full on. LSD caused a good friend of mine to think he could fly, climbed a high power pole and jumped while the Fire department was sending up the ladder.

  • @3xplicit0fficial40
    @3xplicit0fficial40 3 ปีที่แล้ว +291

    My first trip was datura and I ate several seed pods worth, I was about 14 and had really only smoked weed and k2 up until then, had no idea what it was but I was shown the plant and told somewhat what it was and I did it, the seed pods stung my hands with acid or something as I carried them home. We busted them open and ate them and waited for onset....and waited, and waited and waited. Finally I feel asleep and woke up the next morning for school to find bugs crawling on my wall by my face, I would amack them and fall back asleep only to wake up smacking bugs, I then got up and went to school and the walk felt strange and I was kind of paranoid. I started to feel sick in first period so I asked to go to the nurse and and the cops were there because apparently I looked crazy or something and they had me lay down on a cot and relax and my buddies all came over to me and I was smoking a cigarette talking to them and accidentally dropped my cigarette under the cot and I bent down panicked because I didnt want the cops to know I was smoking so I was looking for the cigarette under the bed, just leaning over looking not like frantically searching. As I turned back around my friends were gone. That was when I realized I was on tripping and it was all in my head, the bugs, my friends, the cigarette, and who knows what else. This was almost 10 years ago so I only remember bits and pieces. What a start to an incredible journey, could have ended abruptly then and there, glad I made it through.

    • @3xplicit0fficial40
      @3xplicit0fficial40 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @Mee Omi I dont know honestly, I wasn't admitted to a hospital or psychiatric facility or anything. My mental health isnt the greatest, But I dont know if I can contribute it to that experience. As for psychosis, atleast during the 3 days I was tripping yeah there was a definite disconnect from reality, but I had no idea about anything of this nature at the time. Not until I got into psychedelics and tried dmt did I have an enormous urge to obtain information and knowledge and then I learned about these things. I've definitely had short episodes of psychosis and delusional thoughts and shit, but nothing I wasnt able to manage.

    • @MeesterJ
      @MeesterJ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Datura is the demon drug. Almost all people get a bad trip on it..

    • @3xplicit0fficial40
      @3xplicit0fficial40 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@MeesterJ it wasnt really bad, now that I've done dmt and shit yeah its definetly not positive, but I didnt interpret it to be that bad actually, just bizzare

    • @acidbath3226
      @acidbath3226 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      im sorry man. hopefully your just sticking to harmala extract and psychedelics :p

    • @starcloud4959
      @starcloud4959 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The datura trip, It lasted 3 days? Omg!
      .. Yet DMT only lasts 10mins.

  • @bogdweller27
    @bogdweller27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    I've only had one acid trip that was full on hallucinations. My backyard looked foggy like a humid rainforest, the sky was a bright blue to pink gradient. The trees looked like Chinese dragon symbolism. It was incredible and I've yet to have another trip even close to that amazing.

    • @FilipeCosta-fi1yu
      @FilipeCosta-fi1yu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hallucinations is not what happens on lsd ...what you might try to explain is whence you had some visual distortion whilst on lsd peek your mind also gets a lot of creativity boost which tells you in a way what you can interpret from that distortion... You can look at a tree and see life happening... Tho it isn't it's your creativity not hallucination it's quite different

    • @RyanWillis227
      @RyanWillis227 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@FilipeCosta-fi1yu that's what he's saying tho, he didn't actually see a dragon

    • @kennywebb7559
      @kennywebb7559 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I feel you there my first acid trip i went on a walk at night next to a local airport ended up in Vietnam dodging spotter planes and finding my way home lmfao ahhhh good times

    • @lozi247
      @lozi247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@FilipeCosta-fi1yu he said symbolism. not actually seeing dragons. these r legitimate hallucinations you can get from lsd

    • @SmartDumbNerdyCool
      @SmartDumbNerdyCool 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's about set and setting and going strong in a safe, clean, environment, and you will easily eclipse that experience.

  • @shadiexd9501
    @shadiexd9501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    I love the constant slang names of the drugs popping up everytime it's said. It really atunes the audience to seeing the slang names of the "bad drugs" they probably shouldn't try. Thank you

  • @elizabethbaird3604
    @elizabethbaird3604 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

    My brother was in a psychiatric unit with a young woman who had taken datura one and only time two years prior. She’d been in hospital since then, living in her own reality, and hadn’t responded to any treatment. She was never expected to recover.
    I was addicted to synthetic cannabis for many years and kept being locked up in psychiatric units (10 times in 7 years for a combined total of 2 years). I still have episodes if I become too stressed or I am slack with taking my medication. I now have a permanent mental illness. I used to be a lawyer. Lost my career and custody of my kids (aged 8 and 4). Never got my kids back. It was an absolute shit-show!!!
    Normal weed now has same effect. Last time I smoked it I called the cops on my boyfriend saying he r-ped me and was going to murder me. I was totally psychotic but, luckily, the effects largely wore off after a few hours. I was a bit f-cked up for a few days after, but came out of it okay.
    I’ll never touch any drug again - not even alcohol. Because if I get a bit loose on the booze, I won’t be able to say “no” to weed.

  • @fxtch
    @fxtch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2187

    Watching just in case this is useful someday 😅

  • @AJBuddha
    @AJBuddha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    LSD takes a tab of Adam to open its 3rd eye

    • @isseisharma9418
      @isseisharma9418 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      hehe ..glad u said it...otherwise i was gonna say it

  • @JMU365
    @JMU365 3 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    At least 50% of the homeless in my city are gone off of spice. That shit ruins people hardcore.

    • @imneeks4533
      @imneeks4533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      It’s sad because people see it as a substitute for weed. Shit. It’s literally advertised as “synthetic weed” which is fucking terrible. My Uncle got into it a few years ago and it literally FRIED his brain, he’s now a paranoid schizophrenic and over indulges in all his addictions such as pills and 10-20 tabs of lsd per trip. He’s stuck on a path which stemmed from one stupid choice he made. Fuck Spice

    • @Anthony-ve7ed
      @Anthony-ve7ed 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I was drugged in high school. Someone gave me spice and I thought it was weed. My symptoms where terrifying. I was scared for my life to sleep bc my heart was beating so fast for 12 hours. Thank god I wasn’t allergic and my symptoms went away. Sorry about your uncle man. Look out and raise your kids right!

    • @itskeagan3004
      @itskeagan3004 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@imneeks4533 sad people profit off people like your uncle and it destroys families. I’m sorry you’re going through such a tragedy, addictions so tough on the whole family.

    • @L1GHTlv
      @L1GHTlv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      managed to quit way before my group of friends did(young age between 18-22), at some point i was even addicted to meth for a year(~21-23), and yet many years has passed, im now about to turn 29, i can feel damage done up to this day, and yet recovery goes well

    • @1223whiteguy
      @1223whiteguy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      What is spice?

  • @Argon_John
    @Argon_John 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I've done the big ones. Meth, heroin, crack, coke, MDMA and so many more... I was an alcoholic, drug addict, junkie, homeless... the one drug that scares me is Kratom. I could not stop taking it and it was so confusing. The high isn't that great... Had to go to rehab/sober house/live with new sober friends/attend AA/do the 12 steps/completely change how I live my life. The good news is at 4 years sober I'm happier now than I ever have been my entire life and