Beautifully and sensitively done vlog. I"m about to start on my own journey ( T is a few weeks away), and your video has given me a huge amount of encouragement to 'be free and be me' at long last.
Malcom Mel You're starting to sound male the voice though is still a little high and your facial structure is between a male or and a female not sure how much has changed bone growth wise like brow ridge thicker skin a squarer jaw and so on but you look good you look like you're coming along fine I'd give you about 3 more years and I won't be able to clock you lol
Not only was this immensely inspiring and motivational, it made me more proud of myself and my community. Also this was a fantastic video very well put together!
I love that you love birds! I could hear your parakeets in the background and I know that you have a heart of gold. I wish you many blessings for a long & happy life!
Such a beautiful and uplifting story!!! So happy for you Malcolm and hope that you have found your true being and have found the peace we all so desperately seek.
Thinking I stopped breathing watching you on the boulders! Phew! I just love watching videos where people are finally themselves and are really successful and happy!
King Cazessus *his. I's HIS!!! Why are hating? Just because you don't understand? Well guess what, you don't have to (would be amazing if you did, but whatever), but that diesn't mean you have to hate on them (transgender people and their supporters/fans)! Just deal with it, you a*shole!
AliceWonderland I don’t understand why people can’t just keep their thoughts to themselves sometimes and not be rude. Isn’t it just so annoying when you see comments like that?🙄
This is the best comparison i have seen. You told us to keeo going and keep fighting and it was so inspirational. Right now i am trying to help my parents understand but they are both unsupportive so its been affecting me a lot. It helped to see your video to keep fighting evem though im struggling right now
having a difficult week feeling totally dysphoric, lovely video. ends so positive and full of hope. I'm happy that you are happy and continue fighting!
Sam Willis I hope u don't ...u no u will die alone.cuz when the fun is over.and no one is lieing next to u...and u can't even beat your meat.ull think.fuck.I fucked up.haha.u children make me laugh
You make me laugh. You just say this cause you know you will never be happy yourself unless you bring others down with you. And also, learn to write properly.
after u take testosterone..like its really called..sted of "t".try n to make it sound cool or something..haha..u stupid lil girls..trying to b boys...u 2 come and fight me. but really tho kid..please don't let this dum fuck girl ruin your life.your only 16..im26...not that much older .but e nuff 2 no..ur guna regret it later in life.think bout it .when your 40 50..your guna look discusting cuz of all the fucked up shit your doing to your poor body....u will grow out of it kid..your only 16!and I don't say all the mean shit cuz I hate my self..I say it cuz I love my human race.and we r destroying and what the illuminati is doing2 our ppl makes me sick.. so I say how I feel..no filter like the rest of u millennial..I don't care about safe space..I'm Mexican and I fuck with trump...n I don't .give a .fuck!
I think it takes so much courage to live your life authentically. Please keep sharing with all of us. We would love to continue to see your journey. Keep moving forward towards your dreams to live your life as your true self.
im melting if i look at you ! but i have respect that you live youre life as you want! i hope you feel better the way you are now!! X with lots of love
True happiness, adventure and success does not come without real struggle. It is worth the struggle. :) And by the way, I am liking your fitness posts. I myself have been into fitness for over 30 years and owned a personal training business.
I thought I'd never comment on such a special video like this, but I really want to say, you're beautiful! I'm not sure it's your eyes or your smile. You're just so beautiful! 太帅了！
Such a beautiful human being. And I'm certain that this selfless act of sharing will be helpful and give hope to those beginning their own FTM journey. Don't ever let that beautiful heart of yours be impacted by the haters. People fear what they don't understand, but hopefully videos such as this will help to educate them.
Its great to see that you could wear whatever you wanted when you were little, because there are still a lot of parents who want there kid who was born in a girls body wear dresses even tho they hate it. But its awesome that you are now completely as yourself and see you become happier and happier in your transition.
You remind me a lot of Dave Franco! Congrats to you on finally feeling yourself. I can only hope I'll achieve that myself some day. Much love, brother ❤️
Malcom Mel your a really good looking guy and your voice is amazing and thank you so much for making this video because now I know that dreams really can come tur so thank you for being deforint and just for being a really beautiful person so thank you so much it really helps me 💙❤
I loved this video, you're truly amazing and so brave to share your transition with us all. You're very handsome, you actually really look like my boyfriend lol
You are awesome and amazing. I'm going to share this with my ftm son. His journey is just starting and he's shortly going to have the hormone blocker injections. If there is anything I can tell him to expect I would appreciate it if you shared that with me but totally understand if you don't. Thank you so much for sharing this x
Dear Malcom, thank you for this video. I have to say, til not long ago I had prejudices about all this transgender thing, and I thought I had my whys, but... one day, I started thinking, and questioning myself why I thought so, as I call myself to be so extremely open minded, so I started first some research, I read stories, articles, I watched transitioning videos, and I definitely changed my mind. I realized it was mostly my surroundings, my family and social life conditioning, and now I admire you, and the courage you had to change your life for your true life and to stand for what yo wanted. I said thank you for your video, because it helped me changing my mind, and made my days also a little brighter with your happiness. I'm also ready now to stand up on you all's side, when it comes out in conversations, and with people, and to help against others' prejudices as much as I did with mines, and let me tell you yo've been also a motivation for me, though I'm straight, to believe in what I want and to go for it! I wish you all the happiness, and to never fall or lose hope, Anastasia
Wow, thank you so much for sharing this. It is not everyday that someone's mind is changed, for we hold on tight to our beliefs. I admire your ability to challenge your core beliefs, change, then share that message. We transgender folks need the safety of cisgender allies in our communities. Thank you.
Wow, I didn't know I wrote that comment. Ironic turn of events, I'm pansexual and non-binary. I don't know why at the time I wrote I was straight, I thought I knew already but apparently not? (my earliest memories of being attracted to a girl are from when I was 4, so there's not much to question here 😂) and yeah I hadn't realized yet I had gender disphoria although some symptoms were there too, but that's a realization I came around to less than a year ago. So yeah, just a little update. I agree though, we need the strength of cisgender people. I've stated university last year and I'm so happy that pretty much my whole faculty is pro-LGBT
@@sonego9882 Whoa congratulations on coming out and living life as your true self! That is truly awesome, thank you so much for sharing your process. Dysphoria is a crazy thing that manifests in all sorts of ways.
Mel, I think you are a great person and it does not matter what gender your body and soul choose to live. I am sad because out there there are many people who choose to hate everything they don't understand, but it is not because they know you or anything about you,it is just because they choose to hate everything they do not understand . I wish you all the best in your life and I must tell you that I found you as an absolutely gorgeous man! I don't think much people will say no to you or even care that you were once a girl, I wouldn't ;) GO, Live your life and keep being amazing and awesome as you are!!!! 3>
I love the way you look inside the camera. It's like you look into my eyes so deep. I feel so.. ugh.. I don't know how to explain it in words. 😂 But it feels good. Thanks for that. Some people don't. 😂❤ (Edit: Hypnotized.. I found the word I wanted to say. After watching 5 seconds more.) (Second edit: 4:58 is that Taylor L. ? Hahaha Love you so much. This video made my day. Thanks. ❤) (Third edit: Finished watching this powerful video. It is the best video I have ever seen about transgender time laps. I am going to save this video in my "Important" Playlist. 🌈 I study Rainbows. I am Bisexual and Bigender!)
My english is not good, but i think it's not matter, i wanna say i'm so happy, i'm so glad for you! It's a good news, you're find yourself in the world it's very important! Good luck, dear!!! And hello from Ukraine!😉
TheMacAttack And also most ftm transgender will get hysterectomy after they are on testosterone for a while, which is a surgical removal of the uterus, so they cannot produce eggs anymore.
Technically periods do stop once you are one testosterone but it isn't impossible to bleed and it does happen to a lot of guys on rare occasions and that could be because of their levels or a lot of other reasons. If they get a hysto tho then no.
You’re a very handsome man and I am so happy that you decided to share your story with the world. Keep living your beautiful life and never mind the haters! ❤️
I am just reading this comment and it seems you posted 2 years ago? Have you felt that the last two years have lead you closer to your goals? I hope you have been able to find some comfort and have achieved your goals!
Different depending on state regulations, employee regulations, and privatized + public healthcare discrepancies. You can find what is covered under each specific insurance policy. States such as Massachusetts have more healthcare opportunities for transgender individuals than other parts of the country.
Just an Advice the reel freedom comes not within physical changes but mental changes. however if you are happy like that I'm happy too wish you all the best..... love and peace to you
Aligning my physical body with the spirit of my true gender identity ultimately led me to live out a life of mental peace and happiness. But thank you for your concern. I think there is more to this life than the belief that one can find happiness within a single entity.
Beautifully and sensitively done vlog. I"m about to start on my own journey ( T is a few weeks away), and your video has given me a huge amount of encouragement to 'be free and be me' at long last.
AncoraImparoPiper Thank you! Good luck to you, enjoy the process :)
Malcom Mel You're starting to sound male the voice though is still a little high and your facial structure is between a male or and a female not sure how much has changed bone growth wise like brow ridge thicker skin a squarer jaw and so on but you look good you look like you're coming along fine I'd give you about 3 more years and I won't be able to clock you lol
Malcom Mel You actually kinda look like TH-camable HD if you haven't seen him you should his name is Anthony!
DariusMaximilian sweetie I feel sad for you you're obviously confused your dysmorphia has gotten the best of love you
Staci Schuck She will always be a girl
"It's so right that it's scary" realist line ever
Not only was this immensely inspiring and motivational, it made me more proud of myself and my community. Also this was a fantastic video very well put together!
Mel you rock !!!stay strong and happy ,and kick ass if anyone stands in your way!
I love that you love birds! I could hear your parakeets in the background and I know that you have a heart of gold. I wish you many blessings for a long & happy life!
Thank you!
Such a beautiful and uplifting story!!! So happy for you Malcolm and hope that you have found your true being and have found the peace we all so desperately seek.
Congratulations on your courage to be you, Bro! This video was very artfully constructed, I enjoied it very much.
Thinking I stopped breathing watching you on the boulders! Phew! I just love watching videos where people are finally themselves and are really successful and happy!
Thank you so much for sharing, it gives me hope to see that you found hope.
This made me want to cry 😭 I'm so happy for you ! This makes me excited to start really living..really living as me.Thanks for sharing this !
Omg I love his smile 😍
kandy lodge her smile
King Cazessus *his. I's HIS!!! Why are hating? Just because you don't understand? Well guess what, you don't have to (would be amazing if you did, but whatever), but that diesn't mean you have to hate on them (transgender people and their supporters/fans)! Just deal with it, you a*shole!
AliceWonderland I don’t understand why people can’t just keep their thoughts to themselves sometimes and not be rude. Isn’t it just so annoying when you see comments like that?🙄
kandy lodge you mean it as a question why I am angry and not keeping my opinion to myself? Not meant as sarcasm or being angry, just curious.
AliceWonderland I was asking you isn’t it annoying seeing other people comment something rude. (It was about that other person who who said “her”)
This is the best comparison i have seen. You told us to keeo going and keep fighting and it was so inspirational. Right now i am trying to help my parents understand but they are both unsupportive so its been affecting me a lot. It helped to see your video to keep fighting evem though im struggling right now
Thank you for your video. You inspire me to be strong for being myself.
this is so beautiful. thank you for sharing.
This is really heartfelt and genuine, thanks for this. :)
I just found you, I'm here to stay. Thank you so much for sharing your incredible self
This video was made beautiful and it sparked a fire in my soul. Thank you so much for making have a wonderful day 😊
U should def. Make more videos this is so amazing. This inspires me to come out and this absolutely means so much to me❤
Thank you! Yes, I'm long overdue for an update...
having a difficult week feeling totally dysphoric, lovely video. ends so positive and full of hope. I'm happy that you are happy and continue fighting!
Thank you for making this video. I hope to be as happy as you when I get to your point of transition. I am pre-T and 16.
Sam Willis I hope u don't
...u no u will die alone.cuz when the fun is over.and no one is lieing next to u...and u can't even beat your meat.ull think.fuck.I fucked up.haha.u children make me laugh
You make me laugh. You just say this cause you know you will never be happy yourself unless you bring others down with you. And also, learn to write properly.
Sam Willis u 2 gay boy
pre t..hahahahahahahahah
after u take testosterone..like its really called..sted of "t".try n to make it sound cool or something..haha..u stupid lil girls..trying to b boys...u 2 come and fight me.
but really tho kid..please don't let this dum fuck girl ruin your life.your only 16..im26...not that much older .but e nuff 2 no..ur guna regret it later in life.think bout it .when your 40 50..your guna look discusting cuz of all the fucked up shit your doing to your poor body....u will grow out of it kid..your only 16!and I don't say all the mean shit cuz I hate my self..I say it cuz I love my human race.and we r destroying and what the illuminati is doing2 our ppl makes me sick.. so I say how I feel..no filter like the rest of u millennial..I don't care about safe space..I'm Mexican and I fuck with trump...n I don't .give a .fuck!
Looking handsome malcom :) i dont know you but im so happy and proud that you found yourself and you are genuinely happy.
I think it takes so much courage to live your life authentically. Please keep sharing with all of us. We would love to continue to see your journey. Keep moving forward towards your dreams to live your life as your true self.
Thanks for this. You're right, I'm long overdue for an update video. I have 3 years and a top surgery to cover...
@@MalcomGodowski - You are so welcome. :)
Just wanted to say you're beautiful :)
im melting if i look at you !
but i have respect that you live youre life as you want!
i hope you feel better the way you are now!!
X with lots of love
This is such a meaningful and beautiful documentary/vlog. Much love to you ❤️❤️❤️
Omg lol shows how much I check the comments. Thanks!! Hope you are well :)
This is beautiful.
True happiness, adventure and success does not come without real struggle. It is worth the struggle. :) And by the way, I am liking your fitness posts. I myself have been into fitness for over 30 years and owned a personal training business.
I'm happy that you're happy doing what you love and you look so good and amazing.
👍
That just made me smile for a little eternity.
I thought I'd never comment on such a special video like this, but I really want to say, you're beautiful! I'm not sure it's your eyes or your smile. You're just so beautiful! 太帅了！
You're incredible,please make more videos🙌🏼
Thank you! Yes, I'm long overdue for an update...
Such a beautiful human being. And I'm certain that this selfless act of sharing will be helpful and give hope to those beginning their own FTM journey.
Don't ever let that beautiful heart of yours be impacted by the haters. People fear what they don't understand, but hopefully videos such as this will help to educate them.
Inpirational asf🔥🔥🔥🔥were happy for you
Omg you are a beautiful man, inside and out. I love this video. ❤️
Agg I'm so so soooo happy for you!!!💪💪👏👏👏👏👏💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
You are manly af dude, good job!
are you fuckin kidding me?????
Alonzo Garza Stop getting so fucking triggered, they meant it as a compliment.
Just Me yup you're mental.
I love this so much, thank you
Such an uplifting video. You are so adorable.
Its great to see that you could wear whatever you wanted when you were little, because there are still a lot of parents who want there kid who was born in a girls body wear dresses even tho they hate it. But its awesome that you are now completely as yourself and see you become happier and happier in your transition.
Camille *THEIR
You remind me a lot of Dave Franco! Congrats to you on finally feeling yourself. I can only hope I'll achieve that myself some day. Much love, brother ❤️
I know exactly why I'm crying in the club, this is so beautiful.
That was way too amazing... ❤️
That was absolutely amazing!
holy shit this made me sob.. such a beautiful story.. I am so glad you have found yourself and are at a happy place in your life.
一人で寂しい really?
King Cazessus yeah, f*cking really! Have a problem with that, you 26 y/o baby?
Glad to see your happiness beaming through :-)
Malcom Mel your a really good looking guy and your voice is amazing and thank you so much for making this video because now I know that dreams really can come tur so thank you for being deforint and just for being a really beautiful person so thank you so much it really helps me 💙❤
This so amazing!
More power to you❤❤❤
I loved this video, you're truly amazing and so brave to share your transition with us all. You're very handsome, you actually really look like my boyfriend lol
You made me cry 😭❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing, you are amazing ❤❤❤❤
You are awesome and amazing. I'm going to share this with my ftm son. His journey is just starting and he's shortly going to have the hormone blocker injections. If there is anything I can tell him to expect I would appreciate it if you shared that with me but totally understand if you don't. Thank you so much for sharing this x
Hello! I hope all is going well with your son. I missed the comment, but if there is any follow up questions I am happy to answer now.
This video is so beautiful!!!!
THIS. This is beautiful!
Esse vídeo é fantástico! ...
Very beautiful video!
New journeys are always exciting, enjoy the view ;)
We started T the same time. Glad I found you.
Good job!!!
I love this video 💕💕
And you're amazing.
your an inspiration to me
You just get more and more handsome, including the smile!
Absolutely beautiful. What an amazingly strong man you are.
it's a woman
Alonzo Garza and you're subhuman 😁
+Psychemeenr with a real Dick
@@GarzAAA956 a dick doesn't make you a man. Get outta here if you are just going to hate
Dear Malcom, thank you for this video. I have to say, til not long ago I had prejudices about all this transgender thing, and I thought I had my whys, but... one day, I started thinking, and questioning myself why I thought so, as I call myself to be so extremely open minded, so I started first some research, I read stories, articles, I watched transitioning videos, and I definitely changed my mind. I realized it was mostly my surroundings, my family and social life conditioning, and now I admire you, and the courage you had to change your life for your true life and to stand for what yo wanted. I said thank you for your video, because it helped me changing my mind, and made my days also a little brighter with your happiness. I'm also ready now to stand up on you all's side, when it comes out in conversations, and with people, and to help against others' prejudices as much as I did with mines, and let me tell you yo've been also a motivation for me, though I'm straight, to believe in what I want and to go for it!
I wish you all the happiness, and to never fall or lose hope,
Anastasia
Wow, thank you so much for sharing this. It is not everyday that someone's mind is changed, for we hold on tight to our beliefs. I admire your ability to challenge your core beliefs, change, then share that message. We transgender folks need the safety of cisgender allies in our communities. Thank you.
Wow, I didn't know I wrote that comment. Ironic turn of events, I'm pansexual and non-binary. I don't know why at the time I wrote I was straight, I thought I knew already but apparently not? (my earliest memories of being attracted to a girl are from when I was 4, so there's not much to question here 😂) and yeah I hadn't realized yet I had gender disphoria although some symptoms were there too, but that's a realization I came around to less than a year ago. So yeah, just a little update. I agree though, we need the strength of cisgender people. I've stated university last year and I'm so happy that pretty much my whole faculty is pro-LGBT
@@sonego9882 Whoa congratulations on coming out and living life as your true self! That is truly awesome, thank you so much for sharing your process. Dysphoria is a crazy thing that manifests in all sorts of ways.
you are a HERO
Love this vlog👊👏👏👏
you just made my heart skip a few beats ❤
You are handsome. Your spirit is so beautiful ❤
WONDERFUL!!!
Thank you for sharing your story. You are so brave. You're also very handsome, lol. 😜
You're a boulderer😍💪 and i have the same shoes:)
YES where at??
@@MalcomGodowski Germany😅
@@idontcare4126 are you able to climb out there right now? Hows the pandemic? The US is crazy...
Mel, I think you are a great person and it does not matter what gender your body and soul choose to live.
I am sad because out there there are many people who choose to hate everything they don't understand, but it is not because they know you or anything about you,it is just because they choose to hate everything they do not understand
.
I wish you all the best in your life and I must tell you that I found you as an absolutely gorgeous man! I don't think much people will say no to you or even care that you were once a girl, I wouldn't ;)
GO, Live your life and keep being amazing and awesome as you are!!!!
3>
Yes ! Why chose what you were born with! God is so stupid he assigned you the wrong body! יודפת מורגנטאלר
Cecy Flowers No he wants everyone different.
Excellent video....
😙 loved this vid! u are amazing!
Powerful testimony. You certainly look happier now. Thanks for sharing. Big hug from a genderfluid person. PS: You are handsome 😉
Beautiful man
I love the way you look inside the camera. It's like you look into my eyes so deep. I feel so.. ugh.. I don't know how to explain it in words. 😂 But it feels good. Thanks for that.
Some people don't. 😂❤
(Edit: Hypnotized.. I found the word I wanted to say. After watching 5 seconds more.)
(Second edit: 4:58 is that Taylor L. ? Hahaha Love you so much. This video made my day. Thanks. ❤)
(Third edit: Finished watching this powerful video. It is the best video I have ever seen about transgender time laps. I am going to save this video in my "Important" Playlist.
🌈 I study Rainbows. I am Bisexual and Bigender!)
Thank you so much! and it is a lifesized cardboard cutout of Taylor L hahaha
My english is not good, but i think it's not matter, i wanna say i'm so happy, i'm so glad for you! It's a good news, you're find yourself in the world it's very important! Good luck, dear!!! And hello from Ukraine!😉
Thank you so much!
Live your life large, love. Live free.
Those arm muscles 😍♥️♥️
Your smile 😍😍😍
I have a stupid question don't have to answer it because it's personal but do transgender males still have periods?
mariethesizzler 9492 if they're on testosterone, after a few months, they will more than likely not have periods depending on their dose
TheMacAttack ohhhhh ok. Thank you 💛
TheMacAttack And also most ftm transgender will get hysterectomy after they are on testosterone for a while, which is a surgical removal of the uterus, so they cannot produce eggs anymore.
Technically periods do stop once you are one testosterone but it isn't impossible to bleed and it does happen to a lot of guys on rare occasions and that could be because of their levels or a lot of other reasons. If they get a hysto tho then no.
Hichem Bdjm
what's funny about that ?!!
You’re a very handsome man and I am so happy that you decided to share your story with the world. Keep living your beautiful life and never mind the haters! ❤️
U have a great life.. Enjoy it for yourself... Don't think about anyone..
Be happy always.
He's so pretty and brave.
WHAT IS YOUR WORKOUT ROUTINE DUUUDE
I hope can achieve my goal want to be more confort. Ur an example anything possibl3 its just a long process men
I am just reading this comment and it seems you posted 2 years ago? Have you felt that the last two years have lead you closer to your goals? I hope you have been able to find some comfort and have achieved your goals!
Go go go yeyyeyeyeyeeyeyyeye sorry exited for you 😂
❤❤❤❤❤
manly af ♡ youre great and so handsome! great job!
(late reply i know)
Wow you look great
My ? Is since you transitend what was the cost? Does health cover it ? I work local and have to customers whom can't afford to finish the whole thing?
You look amazing
Different depending on state regulations, employee regulations, and privatized + public healthcare discrepancies. You can find what is covered under each specific insurance policy. States such as Massachusetts have more healthcare opportunities for transgender individuals than other parts of the country.
you're beautiful, inside and out
the word on angst on your mug means fear in dutch
Just an Advice the reel freedom comes not within physical changes but mental changes. however if you are happy like that I'm happy too wish you all the best..... love and peace to you
Aligning my physical body with the spirit of my true gender identity ultimately led me to live out a life of mental peace and happiness. But thank you for your concern. I think there is more to this life than the belief that one can find happiness within a single entity.
I just want to know whether the treatment is for life or only necessary for a period of time.
Ahh I'm a trans climber too! I go to central rock it's so cool to see that in some of your photos!
Oh awesome! Which one? Have you been able to climb during COVID?
you look shredded
DUDE! I have a question. I think I know the answer... we're you working out the whole time? Please say you were....
Yes, I have been rock climbing avidly since 2005. I also love to weight lift and do random outdoor shenanigans