Sometimes I’m more bitter, and other’s I’m lost and miserable like a child when I think back on everything. The army was a cake walk compared to going through this.
@@togtart Not true. I’m an active duty army vet who stayed stateside in the signal corps, got a lot of buddies who were in combat and were shot at who have gaming channels lol. They’re regular dudes just like you. I used to go hang out in the barracks with an e4 who was in a call of duty clan.
I just feel like I have lost the person that should be meant to be with me forever. We have been friends since kindergarden, in Summer 2023 we met again and everything went perfectly. She was lying to me the whole time about so many things, but after I had found everything out I couldn´t be rough with her and I told her that I wouldn´t care that she lied to me. I really wanted the best for her. We created the best memories together and on Halloween 2023 we first kissed. It was my first kiss ever and it was far more beautiful than I had ever imagined. After that night she told me that she needed a break from me. I didn´t want to be rude and just accepted it. All my friends and family told me to leave her, but I couldn´t. After a week or so she began to text me again. I stayed up all night calling with her only for her not to cut herself. I was so scared because she began to hurt herself more and more and threatened to k!ll herself and started to drink alcohol. This whole thing made me cry every single night. I was so scared to lose her.. but I couldn´t let her be on her own. I was there for her all the time. This is a thing she didn´t know, but at this time i would have taken my own life if she did so. This person meant life to me. I loved her imperfections, her scars as well as every other aspect of her. In November or sth we suddenly got together. I was happy, but also tired of all the previous months. I cared about her and made her feel like a princess, while she was treating me like shit. But I was too scared to lose her, so I wouldn´t say sth. After her birthday in December, she broke up with me. Suddenly. I saw the breakup text, and couldn´t realize it. My soul was screaming. My heart was beating. I just collapsed. Well, you want to know what happened next? I thuged it out because i am a man. Everyone always says: you can talk about your feelings i am listening, but in reality, it's all just a lie. Now half a year later, I have tried to get into a new relationship, but my heart is crushed. I can´t love anymore. I even can´t love my mum anymore. No one. I feel so bad for this because my mum is the best person in this whole wide world. But the lover boy inside of me died. I am not attracted to anyone anymore. I am scared that this will never change. I am not holding on to my ex, but I am scared to get hurt like this again.
i don't know pal... but if you annoyed her she wasn't understand you. seems you have a great heart and strong enough will, and i'm pretty sure it's her loss not yours. just don't beat yourself over it okay?
I’m so happy because my gf is just so perfect. I’m feeling like a king with her but I am sad at the same time because I don’t feel like i deserve her like I feel like I’m not enough, she’s what I always dreamt about I love her so much
I feel that bro. Not alone. She is just so perfect and it doesn't seem right to have her. But just keep it real man. She clearly sees something in you, that you don't see in yourself.
YE IM FUCKING TIRED of really caring ab someone and wanting to get to know them. And they start disliking me because "i respond to quick" to there messages like wtf. Im not desperate i just want to talk to you im not gonna pretend i didnt see your message for 2 hours, im gonna respond how is that my fault. It doesnt matter anyways whenever i start caring ab a girl too much she starts to get bored of me. LIKE WTH why is it like this??? In the end there always looking to trade up anyways. My life is fucking washed
I'm having the same problem to be honest, they don't aprecciate you, I know that feeling, anyway, you care for them but they don't do the same for you, is the truth
@@Sorroh5620 lmao, an example is ghostridertherealone but hes apperentaly a retired isle of man racer so him doing wheelies at 200 (something) an hour is quite easy for him
Stay strong bro you are a strong boy. Just love your parents and study first make your life better. Dont do those mistakes that i am did. Family first and your life after can go the girls.
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Even tho i went through war, saw my loved ones die, this girl, still hurts me sometimes, and I genuinely deserve it
Sometimes I’m more bitter, and other’s I’m lost and miserable like a child when I think back on everything. The army was a cake walk compared to going through this.
Love you bro
@@togtart Not true. I’m an active duty army vet who stayed stateside in the signal corps, got a lot of buddies who were in combat and were shot at who have gaming channels lol. They’re regular dudes just like you. I used to go hang out in the barracks with an e4 who was in a call of duty clan.
@@togtart Cant prove what?
sorry didnt see those comments till now, dudes got some issues
This is how i feel after trying my whole life for that one person and them they just leave and call me a bad person .
same bro
I Love You Bro
@@Mohammed-uf6hk thx bro 😞🙏❤️🩹
Same
life just sucks
I left for myself is the biggest bs tbh, unless she is tired / fed up
The statement itself is selfish so...
tbh I did this bc I wanted to move and she wanted to stay in this one place forever. Sometimes you leave for yourself
honestly no, I feel as if you are better off alone than that one person
This hits hard….
I just feel like I have lost the person that should be meant to be with me forever. We have been friends since kindergarden, in Summer 2023 we met again and everything went perfectly. She was lying to me the whole time about so many things, but after I had found everything out I couldn´t be rough with her and I told her that I wouldn´t care that she lied to me. I really wanted the best for her. We created the best memories together and on Halloween 2023 we first kissed. It was my first kiss ever and it was far more beautiful than I had ever imagined. After that night she told me that she needed a break from me. I didn´t want to be rude and just accepted it. All my friends and family told me to leave her, but I couldn´t. After a week or so she began to text me again. I stayed up all night calling with her only for her not to cut herself. I was so scared because she began to hurt herself more and more and threatened to k!ll herself and started to drink alcohol. This whole thing made me cry every single night. I was so scared to lose her.. but I couldn´t let her be on her own. I was there for her all the time. This is a thing she didn´t know, but at this time i would have taken my own life if she did so. This person meant life to me. I loved her imperfections, her scars as well as every other aspect of her. In November or sth we suddenly got together. I was happy, but also tired of all the previous months. I cared about her and made her feel like a princess, while she was treating me like shit. But I was too scared to lose her, so I wouldn´t say sth. After her birthday in December, she broke up with me. Suddenly. I saw the breakup text, and couldn´t realize it. My soul was screaming. My heart was beating. I just collapsed. Well, you want to know what happened next? I thuged it out because i am a man. Everyone always says: you can talk about your feelings i am listening, but in reality, it's all just a lie. Now half a year later, I have tried to get into a new relationship, but my heart is crushed. I can´t love anymore. I even can´t love my mum anymore. No one. I feel so bad for this because my mum is the best person in this whole wide world. But the lover boy inside of me died. I am not attracted to anyone anymore. I am scared that this will never change. I am not holding on to my ex, but I am scared to get hurt like this again.
I feel for you. Stay strong. 💪
@@Someone-nu9bd thank you brother
real
my childhood friend from 5 he blocks me on everything over a fake friend
That happened to me today!!
We have a whole kid together I believe and she said she was never in love with me:/
i didnt deserve her... i was so sad because i knew that i annoyed her... so all i had to do was leave.. i wish she finds the love of her life....
Growing as a person is more important than growing for someone.
i don't know pal... but if you annoyed her she wasn't understand you. seems you have a great heart and strong enough will, and i'm pretty sure it's her loss not yours.
just don't beat yourself over it okay?
bro I feel so bad lately, my grandfather died, my girlfriend cheated on me and now they are alone under the shit
hey man, im sorry for your loss and i feel you im also going through a shitty time, just know ur not alone brother. I love you hope you get better
@@draitsu2477 thank you very much bro
"Shut up woman I'm on my way to the Lego Batman movie"
a trilha sonora é muito boa ❤
I’m so happy because my gf is just so perfect. I’m feeling like a king with her but I am sad at the same time because I don’t feel like i deserve her like I feel like I’m not enough, she’s what I always dreamt about I love her so much
I feel this. You deserve good things to happen to you.
I feel that bro. Not alone. She is just so perfect and it doesn't seem right to have her. But just keep it real man. She clearly sees something in you, that you don't see in yourself.
Love hurts a lot lol.
which graphic mods and shaders?
This is a work of art
YE IM FUCKING TIRED of really caring ab someone and wanting to get to know them. And they start disliking me because "i respond to quick" to there messages like wtf. Im not desperate i just want to talk to you im not gonna pretend i didnt see your message for 2 hours, im gonna respond how is that my fault. It doesnt matter anyways whenever i start caring ab a girl too much she starts to get bored of me. LIKE WTH why is it like this??? In the end there always looking to trade up anyways. My life is fucking washed
I feel that but remember don't run a marathon for someone who wouldn't cross the street for you.
I'm having the same problem to be honest, they don't aprecciate you, I know that feeling, anyway, you care for them but they don't do the same for you, is the truth
I had i friend for 3 years and today i found out he didn't like me as a friend
*Insert berserk gif*
Real man..
😢😢
crazy how this is assetto corsa but people actually do this in real life
For real, couldnt be me, too many lives in danger
@@Sorroh5620 lmao, an example is ghostridertherealone but hes apperentaly a retired isle of man racer so him doing wheelies at 200 (something) an hour is quite easy for him
I don’t like life is real ik am a kid but I hate my life and I push through everything
Im so done with life I don’t even live I just survive 😢
اول عربي
🧸
Real.
turn up the music more, i can still hear the woman
Real
Maybe she has something important to say
I just lost myself while finding others .
Living for yourself is how you live for others.
@@Sorroh5620 that's right 🫤
pc specs?
neck fx script ?
23 march. 2021
Anyone know this game name? please
Assetto Corsa modded
Man I miss my ex bro
growth is important
She died a year ago, I had to stop her brother from leaving too yesterday
Never a situation I could imagine being in. Stay strong.
Real
Game name and price?
Assetto Corsa, goes on sale for like $15 some times. Im running a bunch of mods though
Que jogo é esse ?
assetto corsa
These have been my best workout sounds
Name game?
assetto corsa
game name plss
Assetto Corsa but with mods
Am i a bad person am i a failure?
no
youre all you need to be.
game name?
assetto corsa
yea it was me....
But what did you learn from it?
@@Sorroh5620 that it was me before and it was them after
I leave my gf after she cheating on me
are you good?
real shit
She broke my hard and ím 13 and don't care about my life no more
Stay strong bro you are a strong boy. Just love your parents and study first make your life better. Dont do those mistakes that i am did. Family first and your life after can go the girls.
i'm about to end this
Real sigma❌😁
What the
as usual my life is going downhill
prove them wrong, bud. pull yourself up that hill they said you would never reach the top of ✝️🫡 god bless
Real.
game name?
assetto corsa
Real.