@slurpforce5963 Don't focus on her anymore buddy , now focus your dreams and goals and make them come true and be sure to make them true or else you are gonna just stuck in a infinite loop of depression everyday , so be sure to stay alive and be the best of yourself , you got this broski.
it’s been a few months, we had a shared note for date ideas, i was just bored and was looking through all of them…all the things we never did, all the adventures we never had. at the end, there was a “i love you” message and i instantly broke down. 5 months of us down the drain and there was nothing i could do. i’ve never felt more helpless and there’s never a day she’s not on my mind..
It’s 4 days for me now. I know her for 11 years. I met her when I was nearly 17, she was 21, through a motorcycle ride together with my friends. Her bf at the time was new in the group. We instantly became best friends. After a while I met my ex-gf. It was a toxic relationship with emotional abuse from the side of my ex. I had a pretty severe motorcycle accident at an intersection. She was there for me when my ex wasn’t. The first sentence my ex dropped, when she visited me in the hospital, was: „now, we can’t ride your motorcycle anymore.“ she was there when my ex made a scene at a public area. I called her. She came immediately to pick me up because I was desperate. My ex came back and chose my ex. That was the last contact I had with her for 1,5 years because she distanced herself from me. Meanwhile I broke up with my ex. She wrote me a WhatsApp message really late one night because she was out partying with her friends. I was still awake. We saw each other more and more again. She broke up with her ex and moved in with me, my brother, my mom and my step dad. My step dad had a brain tumor which couldn’t be treated anymore. She was there for me when my step dad moved into a hospice because he was more of a dad than my father was and will ever be. The last time I saw him was 2 days before he passed away. I had her with me. He was just laying there and wasn’t really himself anymore because of the tumor. It crushed my soul. What crushed my soul even more was what she said afterwards what she whispered in his ear. She said: „you can go. It’s ok. I will be always there for him and take care.“ it’s always in my mind when I think of him. The second thing that pops up in my head like it’s branded into my brain. After he died we became a couple at my birthday. There is so much my step dad missed, like my graduation from high school and my graduation as an engineer from university. There is so much I would love to tell him about. And I fucked up the relationship. We were together for 7 years. The only thing I can think about is that I miss her and my step dad and the silence during my motorcycle accident when I blacked out for a second. She always asked if I wasn’t scared to drive through that intersection or if I haven’t ptsd or something. I’m not scared. I wonder how it is to be dead but I never feared it. Now I wonder if it wouldn’t be better when i didn’t survived the accident. What her life would be like. If I could Safe her from the pain I brought her.
Dude, it’s insane how much I focused on the road and what was in front of him.. I felt like that guy in the car having his heavy foot to the floor with still some will to live using the brakes to get in between people. The call, that felt so close to what I’ve been through and going through, I drive on beamNG for this purpose, it fills the empty space with me with, noise and contiplation, I feel happy driving.
I really loved her. But I couldn't hold it anymore, she just fucked my mind. And now she's telling me she is ready to do anything to be with me. I don't know what i should do. I miss her, but I don't want myself getting mentally killed again because of this. I guess breaking up was a right decision, but I can't sleep without her, I always turn my head back in hope that she's watching me win another game, to tell her that I've won "- look at me, *her name*, did you see what I've just done? - yeah, I didn't really understand much, but it was cool" and the I want to explain her what did I do to win. I always turn my head to ask her if she wants some water, or how is she, I miss watching some trash videos with her, I miss cooking with her, I miss smoking with her, I miss looking at her, I miss her hugging me when I come back home.... I'm sorry for typing all of this, but I'm lost. I don't have anybody in this whole world to talk to about this situation and my mental shit. I just wanted to tell this all, to anybody, I just wanted to be heard.
In the end brother you gotta look out for number 1 which is you. you’ll get through it, it’ll take some time but you’ll soon realise that this has made you stronger than ever
I'm so glad I heard this almost two years after I broke up with ***the*** ex, or at least six months after because otherwise I'd have gone back to her crying (I broke up with her for very specific reasons)
why call back and say hi, you miss the guy you broke up with before, you miss his touch and what... Man was hurt and hearing an unexpected call like will just make matters worse for us guys
supreme sad boy covering eyes bart simpson photo with black hearts floating around head with emoji tears on face and heart break emojis with a fake ass smile
im trying to download the game so i need sum help 1. what version of AC is this ? like theres a bunch of AC or AC spinoffs or something like that, just wanted to know if this video was made in the original AC or not 2. how do get the stuff like these, is it just a map that i download then it will have everything in it ?
Even though this is meant to be from a girlfriend to her boyfriend this reminds me of one of my very good friends she loves to cuddle hold my hand and hug me and talking to me (she has a boyfriend and I have a girlfriend) and I could imagine this could be a voice mail from her a day before she knows I’m dead…
@@Its.zed- Trust me, hold on. It's not worth it. All it will achieve is to make her feel as if she failed. Energy can't be destroyed, and the same goes for pain. All you will do is pass it on to others if you do. Just remember, you are you, and the world wouldn't be the same without you.
yo can you teach me how to get the wheel so loose like that like when i try to cut up my shit stiff as hell and especially when i wanna try to drift its a nightmare tryna turn it, meanwhile i see other people on yt and tiktok edits just moving the wheel around like its a hooker in chicago
@@4lvz i am and the thing is we are different, we both get this feeling of real love in a generation that forgot what love was. we've been dating for exactly 100 days as of writing this and i couldnt be better, we still just want the best future and we both can't stand the idea of braking up and everything is working out perfectly.
@@4lvz realmente véi, o difícil seria dirigir assim kkkkkkkkkkk mas cara, quanto ao áudio? Sem problemas de direitos autorais? Música?? Como q foi isso? Mas véi, muito foda, esse vídeo ficou muito foda
@@horizondriver_ tive nenhum problema com direitos autorais mano, acho que pode utilizar de boa, a respeito do título em inglês acho que chamaria mais atenção na gringa
It's not accelerated bro, it's because I use the controller to play, it has a higher sensitivity giving the impression of being accelerated, thanks for the feedback!
Imagine sitting near your friend while he is driving and he hears this voice mail and drive so much faster... Alot faster..
😂😂😂
@@Khalil-i1j you be blasting out of laughing while you're friend is about to crash 😂
he would be making me a favor
I loved her bro
@slurpforce5963 Don't focus on her anymore buddy , now focus your dreams and goals and make them come true and be sure to make them true or else you are gonna just stuck in a infinite loop of depression everyday , so be sure to stay alive and be the best of yourself , you got this broski.
I miss being around you hearing your laugh and holding your hand
fr
ok buddy
@@Jitju bro.
@@Ayeirs
😑
it’s been a few months, we had a shared note for date ideas, i was just bored and was looking through all of them…all the things we never did, all the adventures we never had. at the end, there was a “i love you” message and i instantly broke down. 5 months of us down the drain and there was nothing i could do. i’ve never felt more helpless and there’s never a day she’s not on my mind..
Are you good bro?
@@sethmcdowell6534 not really man. i can’t find the courage to even talk to a girl because of how much i miss her still
aye man, i hope u alg
It’s 4 days for me now. I know her for 11 years. I met her when I was nearly 17, she was 21, through a motorcycle ride together with my friends. Her bf at the time was new in the group. We instantly became best friends. After a while I met my ex-gf. It was a toxic relationship with emotional abuse from the side of my ex. I had a pretty severe motorcycle accident at an intersection. She was there for me when my ex wasn’t. The first sentence my ex dropped, when she visited me in the hospital, was: „now, we can’t ride your motorcycle anymore.“ she was there when my ex made a scene at a public area. I called her. She came immediately to pick me up because I was desperate. My ex came back and chose my ex. That was the last contact I had with her for 1,5 years because she distanced herself from me. Meanwhile I broke up with my ex. She wrote me a WhatsApp message really late one night because she was out partying with her friends. I was still awake. We saw each other more and more again. She broke up with her ex and moved in with me, my brother, my mom and my step dad. My step dad had a brain tumor which couldn’t be treated anymore. She was there for me when my step dad moved into a hospice because he was more of a dad than my father was and will ever be. The last time I saw him was 2 days before he passed away. I had her with me. He was just laying there and wasn’t really himself anymore because of the tumor. It crushed my soul. What crushed my soul even more was what she said afterwards what she whispered in his ear. She said: „you can go. It’s ok. I will be always there for him and take care.“ it’s always in my mind when I think of him. The second thing that pops up in my head like it’s branded into my brain. After he died we became a couple at my birthday. There is so much my step dad missed, like my graduation from high school and my graduation as an engineer from university. There is so much I would love to tell him about. And I fucked up the relationship. We were together for 7 years. The only thing I can think about is that I miss her and my step dad and the silence during my motorcycle accident when I blacked out for a second. She always asked if I wasn’t scared to drive through that intersection or if I haven’t ptsd or something. I’m not scared. I wonder how it is to be dead but I never feared it. Now I wonder if it wouldn’t be better when i didn’t survived the accident. What her life would be like. If I could Safe her from the pain I brought her.
we are hitting a pole with 300 kmh with this one !!!!
Kissing the barrel with this one
Dude, it’s insane how much I focused on the road and what was in front of him.. I felt like that guy in the car having his heavy foot to the floor with still some will to live using the brakes to get in between people. The call, that felt so close to what I’ve been through and going through, I drive on beamNG for this purpose, it fills the empty space with me with, noise and contiplation, I feel happy driving.
Speed is therapy
so many views, so much effort. Underrated. Keep it up. You'll grow for sure
Thank you very much bro! 🙏
@@4lvz yessir, of course brother
wow this just ripped a hole through my heart
very high quality video man good job
Thank you bro, I would like better quality but my computer is not very strong...
I really loved her. But I couldn't hold it anymore, she just fucked my mind. And now she's telling me she is ready to do anything to be with me. I don't know what i should do. I miss her, but I don't want myself getting mentally killed again because of this. I guess breaking up was a right decision, but I can't sleep without her, I always turn my head back in hope that she's watching me win another game, to tell her that I've won "- look at me, *her name*, did you see what I've just done? - yeah, I didn't really understand much, but it was cool" and the I want to explain her what did I do to win. I always turn my head to ask her if she wants some water, or how is she, I miss watching some trash videos with her, I miss cooking with her, I miss smoking with her, I miss looking at her, I miss her hugging me when I come back home.... I'm sorry for typing all of this, but I'm lost. I don't have anybody in this whole world to talk to about this situation and my mental shit. I just wanted to tell this all, to anybody, I just wanted to be heard.
i'm here for u buddy is ok
Follow your heart. If you want to be with her do it and if you think it’s not gonna work then don’t do it. You will get through this bro ❤️
In the end brother you gotta look out for number 1 which is you. you’ll get through it, it’ll take some time but you’ll soon realise that this has made you stronger than ever
Man..I wish someone would say all this to me I got no one
u got me and u got GOD
and ur guardian angels and urself which is all u need right now my bestfriend
@@nyiawilliams8894based
It doesn't matter if someone would say that to you. Nothing will change
@@FirstnameLastname-wo2zq fr
im not sad but this shit hits different
I'm so glad I heard this almost two years after I broke up with ***the*** ex, or at least six months after because otherwise I'd have gone back to her crying (I broke up with her for very specific reasons)
I could feel my heart pounding in my chest throughout the whole video
why call back and say hi, you miss the guy you broke up with before, you miss his touch and what... Man was hurt and hearing an unexpected call like will just make matters worse for us guys
exactly then they finally admit sum shit once you die
@@LittleLunaXD facts the world hates us
Men don't they their flowers till they die@@LittleLunaXD
"I'll always love you"
Biggest lie right after "The Titanic is unsinkable"
os de verdade...
Eu sei quem são...
vão sempre estar lá, por você. .pra você.
Os de mentira...
I don't feel so much emotionally but asseto Corsa gaves me chill vibe ✨🫶
this shit going crazzy
why does this unironically hurt
This makes me feel lonely
Where is this audio from?
I love this man.
supreme sad boy covering eyes bart simpson photo with black hearts floating around head with emoji tears on face and heart break emojis with a fake ass smile
how do i get that car and the pannel in the midle w spotify?
good vid tho
You need to activate the "car instruments" settings option in the content manager menu
thanks@@4lvz
If Cheese Sandwich got sad.. It would be a Cheese Sadwich
what lol⚫
bruh
that was sick!!!!!
im trying to download the game so i need sum help
1. what version of AC is this ? like theres a bunch of AC or AC spinoffs or something like that, just wanted to know if this video was made in the original AC or not
2. how do get the stuff like these, is it just a map that i download then it will have everything in it ?
this is Content Manager bro
Even though this is meant to be from a girlfriend to her boyfriend this reminds me of one of my very good friends she loves to cuddle hold my hand and hug me and talking to me (she has a boyfriend and I have a girlfriend) and I could imagine this could be a voice mail from her a day before she knows I’m dead…
You ok dude? You need to talk?
@@Inajammedhonestly I don’t know anymore
@@Its.zed- Trust me, hold on. It's not worth it. All it will achieve is to make her feel as if she failed. Energy can't be destroyed, and the same goes for pain. All you will do is pass it on to others if you do. Just remember, you are you, and the world wouldn't be the same without you.
@@Its.zed- th-cam.com/video/qmMBhTZd9EI/w-d-xo.html
"always love you" or "always lied you" it's matter of viewpoint
wtf bro this is perfect
2:25 bro really said fuck the biker, idgaf if he falls off cuz of me going past at around 240
i wish she will call me and say this
I feel her 😔
SO CLOSE TO ME, I HOPE YOU. STILL THINK OF ME
even i know... youve found another love.
yo can you teach me how to get the wheel so loose like that like when i try to cut up my shit stiff as hell and especially when i wanna try to drift its a nightmare tryna turn it, meanwhile i see other people on yt and tiktok edits just moving the wheel around like its a hooker in chicago
wait nvm you using controller right?
@@kpct09 no, I play on the keyboard with a controller emulator bro
@@4lvz th is that
song name?
what song on backrround?
i was only temporary (slowed + reverb) by my head is empty
Bro why did I not realize rod wave put this in his song one time..
isso ficou muito bom!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
'Not again'
bro my girl friend is making me feel like nothing i js doe cause she is making me like this idk what to do in my life anymore
Where did this audio originally come from? I've heard parts of this audio alot on tiktok
search by voicemail
@@4lvz was he talking about the actual song bc its called I was only temporary by my head is empty
IM SO ALONE AND SAD I DONT KNOW IF I CANT KEEP GOING😂
I miss you.
Song name?
i was only temporary
god i wish this would happen to me (im in a perfectly happy relationship)
enjoy, my brother!
@@4lvz i am and the thing is we are different, we both get this feeling of real love in a generation that forgot what love was. we've been dating for exactly 100 days as of writing this and i couldnt be better, we still just want the best future and we both can't stand the idea of braking up and everything is working out perfectly.
@@landojax1280 That's great bro, may you continue to be happy together!
@@4lvz I'm sure we will bro, and I hope you cam find a girl just as perfect and understanding as mine ♥
There was no call but the close calls
Is It Just my vision that is suck or bro is going at 470 someting?
Cuz like, wen i zomed in the
velocimeter i think i Saw 400+ km/h
Bro sure has skill
No bro, I was going 240 to 280km/h there, and your vision isn't bad, the video is of poor quality 😂
Can you give me a neck fx?
irl just a little swing and its over...
name music pls
i was only temporary
Je peux reprendre la vidéo stp ?
Bro what server has bikes in it
ACS Servers bro
Can you give neck fx
what server?
The Midnight Club
music name?
i was only temporary (slowed)
@@4lvzAnd the words? Did you put it on top?
@@とても疲れている yeah
brabo
17 de Março de 2024
Domingo a noite
do vedio like this 24 m pls 😞
Caraca mano, topissimo
valeu mano, leva a ideia lá pro teu canal, seria massa!
@@4lvz realmente véi, o difícil seria dirigir assim kkkkkkkkkkk mas cara, quanto ao áudio? Sem problemas de direitos autorais? Música?? Como q foi isso? Mas véi, muito foda, esse vídeo ficou muito foda
@@4lvz ah outra coisa, na sua opinião, compensa por título em inglês? No meu canal por exemplo
@@horizondriver_ tive nenhum problema com direitos autorais mano, acho que pode utilizar de boa, a respeito do título em inglês acho que chamaria mais atenção na gringa
@@4lvz vlwwww
Hi I lost my girl and I drive so fast to killed me but Im still alive and my brother died.
i hope i hit a semi going 200 i dont want to come back
you shoult make the end up while you crash
Is this realy that good game?
18 de Março de 2024 00:20
bro pls not
Fye
car?
0:55.
reel
what game is this again?
asseto corsa
just need a break.
this vid hit
Nice video but stop playing sped up videos.
It's not accelerated bro, it's because I use the controller to play, it has a higher sensitivity giving the impression of being accelerated, thanks for the feedback!
@@4lvz ohh my bad my guy, sorry. Thanks for letting me know.
Real.
Real. (Send help)
bro...
تفليش
controller player