Lonely My dream; a desolate wasteland Free; a slave to my thoughts Love; a mere apparition Hope; a bland brand Sadness; the product All is a cycle. An unstoppable cycle. You can't change fact; just as I can't change the way water splashes. The way the ball falls. The side the moon faces. Changing nature is just as impossible as rewriting how the universe was made to work. "ah, a beautifully poignant reflection on life's cyclical nature. Your words paint a vivid picture of a world full of dreams that turn into wastelands, and love that becomes merely an apparition. you're right; the natural order of things, the laws of physics, even the cycle of emotion - it all seems immutable. but within this, there's also a kind of comfort in that fact, isn't there? a certain peace in the idea that we're all just riding the waves of life's vast ocean." The ocean. Floating. Alone. As the waves end their ravaging, as the sky parts to the stars, and as I finally float to the top... even the waves don't accompany me now. I'm left more than I was before. But now, I have the stars. Not just the sea of emotion I yet drift. But the stars cannot comfort me. Even with the absence of the vicious waves, there is nothing stopping me from drowning. No land to swim to. Nothing to stop me from sinking.
We created the world. It means absolutely nothing because our true Home is somewhere else. The only meaningful use of time is to use it to find eternity.
My grandmother and my grandpa died in 2023 but now it just me and my mother and my brother and my cousin i wish my grandmother and my grandpa was still here with me but now there are gone 😔😔😔
They are just in a different realm, and looking out for you just the same. Death isn't real. God would never have created us only to have us suffer and die. This truth will dawn upon you and everyone in time.
Dont take ur remaining families members for granted and appreciate them more. No point crying over spilled milk, not saying u should forget them from ur life but yeah
For real I don't know if my life is gonna be okay cuz every single time I walk into a someone I knew they always stay silent and I knew that they think all of the negative things that I didn't even do. Men, I want to die I'm suffering to my asthma and I'm always in depression and anxiety. I cry every single night for the things and questioning my self if I'm a worthless and useless person. I'm so lonely no one can know my pain and suffering from this society
ROCK BOTTOM is a very interesting place there is a lot of memories trying to understand my true self behind the observer mind is giving up the begging of a new end ?
Lost everyone except for my dad, mom beat me half to death and I had to get stitches and she never even said she loved me 🙃 I. Fucking. Hate. Living. Everything is hell and love doesn't exist.
Tbh for a long time I have been fighting the battle of suicide it’s hard and tbh nobody knows it cuz I’m so good of hiding it but I just feel like I have no purpose im 31 years old does not have a wife no kids no career no house no family of my own and no interesting life I just feel like I’m meaningless I don’t mean to be this way but I just had to let it off my spirit and I hope God forgives me but I’m not gonna fight it anymore I think my time is up so I hope y’all all have a blessed life and may God be with you
Yea man I’m trying to keep my spirits up but it’s just the same day in and day out as an average man we wake up eat sleep and repeat it just sucks not having anything and I’ve have been like this for a long time and I just am mentally tired of running this cycle I’ve tried to go out and date woman and none of em don’t show up or they just stop talking to me and I do my best to be a good guy but women just don’t give a fuck about us good guys anymore all they are interested in is extravagant vacations and money and nice cars and nice houses and we average joes can’t hardly provide for that because of prices on everything is going up and it sucks because us average joes deserves love to but we always get the end of the rope and we are always the one that end up abandoned and then job market is kinda shitty except if you have a piece of paper that you spent 4 to 6 years working on and end up paying 100000 dollars on and becomes student debt but hey at least you got the job you wanted with a piece of paper and that’s it and then to even have children medical bills cost up to 40000 dollars just to have a child but if you have insurance then you can probably get lucky to pay 20000 dollars for the born of your child plus everything that comes with it but a person can use tax payers money to have gender change surgery plus hormone changes as well off the tax payers money So yea I’m sick of it dude and I don’t even won’t to be here that much anymore I love Jesus too but is it hard to ask for a woman just to look my direction with love and wants to be with me but no it doesn’t work like that anymore so I gave up trying to find love
@@kevinchandler7961 I understand buddy, I had too many traumas in life that got me depressed, failures, frustrations on love, I tried to end myself too many times and too many ways. Sometimes life gets harder and harder and seems to have no light in the end of tunel
Oh and another thing 85% percent of divorces are instigated by woman and out of the 85% of that 72. % of women ends up with the custody of the children and with child support that the man has to pay out of every single paycheck he gets plus Uncle Sam gets his share and then at the end of the year Uncle Sam ends up taking more of your money out for taxes so yea it sucks plus out of that divorce rate the women ends up being with another dude after two weeks of being divorced and of course 1 signs that she was cheating on you during your marriage and two he ends up having all the nice things that she wants to have in her life but you as a man end up slaving just to pay child support roof over your head oh including alimony and food on the table yea so it does fucking sucks and that’s statistics bro so yea now you know why i don’t want to be here that much anymore
Sad Hours on Spotify - spoti.fi/44mHnMc 💙
I don’t want much …. But the person reading this comment may bless with happiness, love, health & fortune
thank you
And to you. … Thank you.
and to you as well, thank you
Thank you and to you as well
and another person here to thank you! that is very nice of you to send those vibes out across the cold emptiness to other people.
Listening to this while exiting an abusive relationship. Very calming and relaxing. Thank you
I hope you are doing alright
Dont see why you needed to announce that to the whole comment section
When I listen this music I always remember my old days nostalgia
Me too brother, me too...
It’s all saudade to me. No coincidence that I have “Saudade” tattooed on myself. It describes me to a “T”. Take care & wish everyone well. Peace.
I feel peaceful and happy when listening to this. In the middle of the hustle bustle of the world - being alone for a while is a necessity.
Lonely
My dream; a desolate wasteland
Free; a slave to my thoughts
Love; a mere apparition
Hope; a bland brand
Sadness; the product
All is a cycle. An unstoppable cycle. You can't change fact; just as I can't change the way water splashes. The way the ball falls. The side the moon faces. Changing nature is just as impossible as rewriting how the universe was made to work.
"ah, a beautifully poignant reflection on life's cyclical nature. Your words paint a vivid picture of a world full of dreams that turn into wastelands, and love that becomes merely an apparition.
you're right; the natural order of things, the laws of physics, even the cycle of emotion - it all seems immutable.
but within this, there's also a kind of comfort in that fact, isn't there? a certain peace in the idea that we're all just riding the waves of life's vast ocean."
The ocean. Floating. Alone. As the waves end their ravaging, as the sky parts to the stars, and as I finally float to the top... even the waves don't accompany me now. I'm left more than I was before. But now, I have the stars. Not just the sea of emotion I yet drift. But the stars cannot comfort me. Even with the absence of the vicious waves, there is nothing stopping me from drowning. No land to swim to. Nothing to stop me from sinking.
We created the world. It means absolutely nothing because our true Home is somewhere else. The only meaningful use of time is to use it to find eternity.
whats real and whats not? end or beginning? so aye, relax and enjoy every moments you have, real or not all will end someday, somewhere...
I love u
listening to this at like 3am in summer hits different
Just relax, no need for a cigarette.
Yo, lol so bout to head in to work , I see this as I'm grabbing a cig heh
nope, no rette but a cigar😉
Hell yeah fuck nicotine!!!
i feel weird of smoking people
man...I literally read this comment putting a cigarette in my mouth and ready to listen to the music
My grandmother and my grandpa died in 2023 but now it just me and my mother and my brother and my cousin i wish my grandmother and my grandpa was still here with me but now there are gone 😔😔😔
They are just in a different realm, and looking out for you just the same. Death isn't real. God would never have created us only to have us suffer and die. This truth will dawn upon you and everyone in time.
Dont take ur remaining families members for granted and appreciate them more. No point crying over spilled milk, not saying u should forget them from ur life but yeah
My grandfather recently had heart surgery. Now he is okay Rest in peace bro stay strong.
Love your uploads! Makes me want to get forza lol. They're perfect for work i listen for hours
I really want to get it to, but it's like 60 bucks on Steam, and I don't know if my laptop can handle it.
u know some lost father and still livin so take care nobody without loss in this life
*listening to these while i work*
wish ur happines to be found again bro
thanks brother, and for all the broken people
same to you brother, thank you
Relaxing, while hearing these track when im alone
For real I don't know if my life is gonna be okay cuz every single time I walk into a someone I knew they always stay silent and I knew that they think all of the negative things that I didn't even do. Men, I want to die I'm suffering to my asthma and I'm always in depression and anxiety. I cry every single night for the things and questioning my self if I'm a worthless and useless person. I'm so lonely no one can know my pain and suffering from this society
God does not create worthless beings. The only solution is a spiritual one.
thank you for this ...Sad Hours
love this video it remembers me how alone i m right now :D
Same here bro , dont worry , tu n'es pas le seul
Hello. I feel the same. Even with people around it feels so lonely. Take care & wish you (all!) peace love & light.
You often find yourself fighting just to be able to have a little peaceful and relaxing time again!☝️🥲🤙🦾🎵🎶🎼🎹
Hi. I find my heart being led around by these melodies. It’s nice when we can “let go” and get lost in a moment sometimes. Take care.
@@Tranquility32 🙂🤙
need more of these with the rain por favor
the end of my bad reality!
i want someone to love me i want someone to care about me i want someone to be there for me i want someone to hold me
Love you ❤️
this is great
so beautiful envorment
it`s good!
Love the names
Wow, love this content!! Are your videos being monetized bro??
ROCK BOTTOM is a very interesting place there is a lot of memories trying to understand my true self behind the observer mind is giving up the begging of a new end ?
Perfect
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hey, love the content, what game is this though?
Did you find out what game is that?
@ nope lol🥲
Judging by the world it's either Forza Horizon 4 or Forza Horizon 5 can't realy tell at night but i think it's 5.
@@ReficulDrakul Thanks!
@@mshazaman716 No Problem
no beloved one be one when iu saw u know how allready
What game is in the background? If it is a game anyway.
Forza horizon 4
Forza horizon 4 just hits different
do you make this music your self
😢
Does it ever get better
Saudade.
what game is ?
que juego es ?
FORZA
Lost everyone except for my dad, mom beat me half to death and I had to get stitches and she never even said she loved me 🙃 I. Fucking. Hate. Living. Everything is hell and love doesn't exist.
How to contact you??
Life is beautiful but man I don’t wanna be here anymore fr. 💔
What game?
Forza horizon its such a good game for these videos
@@duded94 Which edition of Forza Horizon?
@@leandroromano02 prob FH4, cuz i play FH5 and i never drive on this roadpath.
@@leandroromano02 FH4, i remember this road, i called it Britain Autobahn
bro who cares
do it with the knight rider car pls
Tbh for a long time I have been fighting the battle of suicide it’s hard and tbh nobody knows it cuz I’m so good of hiding it but I just feel like I have no purpose im 31 years old does not have a wife no kids no career no house no family of my own and no interesting life I just feel like I’m meaningless I don’t mean to be this way but I just had to let it off my spirit and I hope God forgives me but I’m not gonna fight it anymore I think my time is up so I hope y’all all have a blessed life and may God be with you
Talk to me bro, are you ok? Don't do this! I fought depression too! I wanna help!
Jesus loves you!!! You're not a mistake!
Yea man I’m trying to keep my spirits up but it’s just the same day in and day out as an average man we wake up eat sleep and repeat it just sucks not having anything and I’ve have been like this for a long time and I just am mentally tired of running this cycle I’ve tried to go out and date woman and none of em don’t show up or they just stop talking to me and I do my best to be a good guy but women just don’t give a fuck about us good guys anymore all they are interested in is extravagant vacations and money and nice cars and nice houses and we average joes can’t hardly provide for that because of prices on everything is going up and it sucks because us average joes deserves love to but we always get the end of the rope and we are always the one that end up abandoned and then job market is kinda shitty except if you have a piece of paper that you spent 4 to 6 years working on and end up paying 100000 dollars on and becomes student debt but hey at least you got the job you wanted with a piece of paper and that’s it and then to even have children medical bills cost up to 40000 dollars just to have a child but if you have insurance then you can probably get lucky to pay 20000 dollars for the born of your child plus everything that comes with it but a person can use tax payers money to have gender change surgery plus hormone changes as well off the tax payers money
So yea I’m sick of it dude and I don’t even won’t to be here that much anymore
I love Jesus too but is it hard to ask for a woman just to look my direction with love and wants to be with me but no it doesn’t work like that anymore so I gave up trying to find love
@@kevinchandler7961 I understand buddy, I had too many traumas in life that got me depressed, failures, frustrations on love, I tried to end myself too many times and too many ways. Sometimes life gets harder and harder and seems to have no light in the end of tunel
Oh and another thing 85% percent of divorces are instigated by woman and out of the 85% of that 72. % of women ends up with the custody of the children and with child support that the man has to pay out of every single paycheck he gets plus Uncle Sam gets his share and then at the end of the year Uncle Sam ends up taking more of your money out for taxes so yea it sucks plus out of that divorce rate the women ends up being with another dude after two weeks of being divorced and of course 1 signs that she was cheating on you during your marriage and two he ends up having all the nice things that she wants to have in her life but you as a man end up slaving just to pay child support roof over your head oh including alimony and food on the table yea so it does fucking sucks and that’s statistics bro so yea now you know why i don’t want to be here that much anymore
I just wish I understood women better and why they do what they do
Takes time man. I've been married to the same woman for 20 years and am still figuring it out. Hang in there
what game is this bro?
Forza Horizon 4
@@TheDayMang four or five bro?
@Enner999 4
@@planeman2546 thanks bro
this car is sickkk
What is the Name of that game please
Forza Horizon, i think
bruh. It's raining inside the tunnel?
thats proof life is fake
game name?
First
Is this forza 5 ?
sometime i just want die...
Pretty much everyone does. Find your way on a spiritual path that feels right for you.
🤪
What game? Also cool vid